#i love him so DaAMN MUCH

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LOVE IS THE MOST TWISTED CURSE OF THEM ALL

PART 13 ( FINAL )

Gojo Satoru x Fem! Reader

A/N: Omg can't believe that we reached the end of this ff! I started this fic on Dec 12, 2023 and today it's ending on April 19, 2024 🥺.

Thank you everyone for Being part of this journey, thank you for reading, for your support and for your patience! I truly appreciate and you guys truly saved me! I love every single one of you 💗💗💗.

I hope you enjoy this final part as well, and stay tuned more fics are coming 🔜

I'll post an analysis of this fic to emphasize the meanings, morals and life lessons included, if you're interested of course!

Again thank you so much 🙏🏻🫶🏻

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In your house, the place that now you can confidently call a home. Crazy how when two souls bind they make any cold and abandoned place, alive and warm.

Satoru closed your bedroom door as both you got inside, his blue eyes never leaving yours, his hands circled your waist, as you walked backwards.

"You gave me a hard time y/n! I thought you hated me for real!"

With hazy eyes that seduced the shit out of him, you spoke,

"I had to give you a taste of your own medicine Satoru"

"Oh God, this attitude gets me fucking hard for you" he blurted out, growing more impatient.

You smirked as you saw how desperate he was,

"Too excited, Satoru?" you teased,

"Mhm, I know you are too!" he answered, pushing you on the big bed and hovered over you, taking you by surprise on how fast he was, "if you allow me my princess"

You nodded, your mind racing with wild thoughts that contradicted your innocent face, you can't wait to feel him inside of you, filling every inch that's screaming for him.

"It-its my first time though–"

"Don't worry princess, just trust me"

..

He leaned down pressing his lips on yours, moaning into the kiss. He stripped out of his clothes in front you, you watched him fully naked before your eyes that scanned him, your inside throbbing, growing impatient wanting him to fill the emptiness inside you. Now he helped you out of your clothes. He paused for a moment to admire your body that was under him. His blue eye glistening with love and lust. His large hands reached to touch your neck, chest, abdomen and then rested on your thighs, spreading your legs.

You closed your eyes as you felt the tickling sensation of his long fingers running on the soft skin of your inner thighs.

"Open your eyes princess, keep your eyes on me"

You nodded and did as he said feeling the heat,

"Mhm"

"Fuck... look at you princess so wet for me"

You gasped a bit when you felt his breath on your pussy. He admired you for a bit, the his tongue started working on pleasuring you down there.

You felt the need to grab into something, so your hands found their way to his hair, pulling on it.

"S-shit" you moaned,

as he continued to eat you out,

"Let it go baby", he whispered still devouring you till you cane around his tongue.

"Fuck"

"You taste so good baby, daamn" he exclaimed as he now slowly pushed himself inside you. "F-fuck baby" he groaned at your tightness.

"S-satoru"

"T-tell me when you w-want me t-to move baby" he groaned wanting to thrust into you so bad.

"You can move" you whispered

He slowly started moving, looking at you making sure you felt comfortable. You wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him into a passionate kiss, while he pulled out and pushed back into you. You whimpered from the new sensation that made you crave him even more.

"You okay?"

"Mhm f-faster"

He smirked, finally getting the green light ti pound you, each thrust sent both of you on cloud nine.

"Satoru don't stop" you moaned rolling your eyes back.

Your words and moans only motivated him to keep going faster and harder leading him and you to your climax.

"Shit, I-I'm close S-satoru" you shut your eyes tightly.

"Fuck—together baby"

You rocked your hips up, both of your hearts pounding out of your chests till both of you released at the same time.

"Yeaah oh fuck baby"

He laid next to you on the bed for a few moments looking into each other's eyes then started giggling as he pulled you to his chest.

"you did so good princess, I love you so much"

"I love you too"

.....

"Here! lemme help you clean up!"

"Thanks" you smiled softly

"What about we watch a movie and cuddle till we fall asle–.. are you okay?" he asked as he saw you zoning out.

"I–I'm" but you couldn't finish your sentence, feeling out of breath.

"Y/n what's wrong?" asked Gojo worriedly,

"I- I can't breathe–" you stuttered,

You quickly put on your panties, and grabbed Gojo's shirt that was thrown on the bedroom floor and put it on, hurrying outside for some air. You clutched your chest, coughing violently, each cough racked your body making you stumble into the wall and random objects.

"Baby- y/n lemme take you to Shoko" he said trying to grab you, but you flinched away, you were too sensitive to any touch,

"No-no"

"Baby please wait" he pleaded, still fully naked,

You swung the house door open, rushing to the street trying to inhale fresh air as much as possible but it was too hard to do so, making effort to breathe. Barefoot, only in Gojo's shirt that became a dress on you. Desperately gasping for oxygen. Cold sweat trickled down your forehead, your vision blurred, dizziness taking over you, your world spinning trying your best to take control over your body that betrayed you.

Gojo rushed outside as well, he had to put his pants on before chasing after you. He couldn't leave the house naked.

"AAAAAAA" you screamed your lungs out, as your eyes scanned your surroundings,

"Y/N" yelled Gojo, fear taking over him, he hugged you tightly, you buried your head in the crook of his neck.

With a flick of his finger he exorcised the curses that were surrounding both of you in the area, making them disappear in a matter of seconds.

"A-re those–?" you mumbled, feeling your heart beats get steadier and your breathing back to normal.

"Yes, curses! wait– you can see them!??" he asked, his eyes widened when he realized you saw the curses.

"Wait!!! I saw them?!!" you looked at Gojo in surprise processing the fact that you can see curses now.

"Does that mean–"

"My curse broke!?"

"Your curse broke!?"

both of you exclaimed at the same time, looking at each other in surprise.

Gojo hugged you tight, spinning you around.

"Omg baby finally!!! We have to go to Jujutsu High now!" he added,

"Wait– can we go tomorrow? I don't think I'm ready to face them, besides I'm still processing it" you said looking uncomfortable.

"I know, but I'm sorry princess, we don't have a choice! it is a must that we inform them now! All of us have been waiting for this"

You nodded in defeat, after all informing them is totally the better option than seeing other curses and not knowing what to do beside screaming.

You went back to your house, took a shower and put on some proper clothes on while Satoru made a phone call to Principal Yaga.

"You ready sweetheart?" he asked.

"Yeah ready" you answered with a deep breath.

"Hey hey babe, look at me! it will be alright. I'll be by your side the whole time okay?" he said cupping your cheeks.

• At Jujutsu High •

You hesitantly sat on the chair, the higher-ups eyes fixated on your every move, making you feel extremely awkward.

"So Gojo Y/n, Satoru told us that you were able to see curses tonight and that you had trouble breathing and dizziness?" said one of the higher ups

"Mhm yes right, I couldn't breathe and I had a weird feeling as if I'm being choked or suffocated and when I went out for some air I've seen 3 curses surrounding us"

"And you're aware of what that means?"

"It means my curse broke— right?"

"Correct! how did it break though? what did you do to break it? It's been months since taking your vows why did it break tonight?" he asked

"uhm" you didn't know what to say,

You and Satoru looked at each other, and you can see the smirk on his face, then you realized that the vows were not the ones to break the curse, but true love bonding; by making love.

You can feel your cheeks warm up, a red tint colored them. Satoru lowered his head trying not to burst into uncontrollable laughter when he saw how shy you got from your realization.

You stuttered not knowing what to say, it was really inappropriate to tell them that sex with Gojo broke it. With a small chuckle Gojo looked at them and said,

"Don't worry about it, it just did, I helped her with it"

"It is official then. Y/n ! starting from today you're officially a Jujutsu Sorcerer welcome to our society"

You kinda felt proud that now you're part of something and not just a purposeless human being who doesn't even know themselves. But at the same time you felt terrified at the fact that you've got hella responsibilities on your shoulder starting from tonight.

"Thank you" you muttered, fidgeting with your fingers.

"But I must tell you, a lot of special grade curses will attempt to attack you and kill you–"

"Not only curses but also the other sorcerers" said one of the other higher ups

"other sorcerers? aren't all sorcerers serving the same purpose, killing curses?" you asked

"Well, as you can see, not all sorcerers are good, staring from your case with Mei Mei, there are many of them and more worse than her. You're considered both a balance and a threat to our world y/n" he explained

You felt extremely uneasy and uncomfortable, too much pressure, too much information to process. Feeling very overwhelmed more than ever. Your forehead dripping with cold sweat.

"I know you've already told me that the prophecy said I'll bring balance but how? what is my task exactly?" you asked, questions making your head spin.

"You're the strongest now, and to remain that way you mustn't die, it's all in your hands from now on, the Jujutsu Community depends on you for protection from the Ultimate danger"

"The ultimate danger?"

"You know our task as sorcerers to exorcise curses and protect the normals, those who can't defeat themselves"

"Yes?"

"Well the prophecy didn't only mention you, it mentioned also the danger we'll face, it is mentioned that an ancient and dark sorcerer will try to invade humanity with curse energy leading an evolution, a world full of sorcerers and curses"

"So the non sorcerers are at risk?"

"Exactly but also the sorcerers"

"Is it Sukuna that will carry this deed?"

"No! not Sukuna"

"Huh? isn't he an ancient dark–?"

"He is a special grade curse, but it's not Sukuna's plan to make the world full of sorcerers that want to exorcise him, Sukuna's goal is to be the ruler, gather followers and execute those who do not submit" explained Satoru

"Then who's this sorcerer?"

"We don't know! but all what we know that you'll be the first one to confront him" added Principal Yaga.

You gulped, being the first one; without experience on how to use your Jujutsu, and to meet one ancient strong sorcerer that has destructive plans is kinda crazy and it made your heart go crazy. What if you're not capable of defeating him? What if you disappoint the Jujutsu Community that has faith in you?

All of these questions burned your throat, but you can't ask them, you'd be seen as weak and scared and you definitely can't let them know that.

"Alright then" you simply said, then excused yourself and left the meeting room.

Gojo followed you, he can sense your discomfort.

You stood in the balcony, joined by your husband.

"It's not an easy task you've got" he started,

"Ugh thanks for reminding me again Satoru" you rolled your eyes at him.

"Come on Y/n! you'll get used to it" he whispered pulling you close to him by your waist, his big arms surrounding you in a protective way.

"I don't even know what my technique is Satoru"

"Oh but I do!"

"You do?"

"Yes, your technique was already foreseen, its a heritage from a very ancient sorcerer, the last sorcerer that had it was like 200 years ago. That sorcerer maintained balance in our world for years, emphasizing safety for both sorcerers and non-sorcerers, there's a reason you won against me during our fight, it blew my mind that you succeeded in laying a punch even though i had my infinity on. Your technique is copying others techniques just by touching them while it is activated. You can use their techniques against them"

"Wait what?? How do I know? And what if I'm fighting against curses ? how am I supposed to defeat them since not all curses have a technique, not all of them are special grade or first grade after all?"

"Good question, actually you have a strong burst of curse energy that could easily destroy curses, you just need to learn how to activate it"

"So I need a lot of practice huh? A long way to go? What if I'm not ready yet to face that sorcerer?"

"You don't need practice, you're a natural at it, you just need to try and believe in yourself, in your abilities, in your technique, that's how you're gonna summon it, you've got the spirit of the great old sorcerers in you, you're capable of everything Y/n just search inside of you... you're capable of things you don't know you're capable of"

His words were very comforting and motivating, you can feel your tense muscles relax slowly, nodding your head at his words.

"I believe in you y/n" he added, kissing your forehead.

You closed your eyes taking into the moment.

You can't deny that his words boosted your confidence and your ego, it's finally your time to shine.

"Embrace this new version of you Y/n!" he added kissing your temple.

"–I wanna meet Mei Mei" you said out of the blue.

"Huh? meet Mei Mei?"

"Yeah! I'm not allowed?" you raised your eyebrow.

"No not like that, you're allowed of course, it just was unexpected, I thought you didn't wanna see her face"

"You're right, but you said I have to embrace this new version of me so maybe it's time to speak my mind and confront others instead of hiding" you said confidently.

"Damn I love this mindset" he said with a smile.

"Oh but trust me you're next" you said teasingly.

"Wait what?" he said panicking.

"Come on Satoru, you know I'm not fully done with you"

"But I thought you forgave me" he said pouting.

"Oh I did but it's about time I forget, come on take me to Mei Mei"

You were serious though, you didn't forget what he'd done to you yet. It's true you love him with all of your heart, and he does too but you felt that ignoring him for a week wasn't a proper punishment.

......

Gojo took you to the prison where Mei Mei is staying. He unlocked the door stepping inside.

"Gojo? you came!" said Mei Mei but het smile dropped instantly right after she saw you take a step inside her cell.

Satoru stood by the door, while you moved closer towards her, you can tell by the look on her face that she felt something different coming from you, something intimidating, something strong, not the usual you.

"Y/n y–"

without saying anything you interrupted her with a slap across her face. You slapped her with all your might earning a gasp from her and from your husband, his eyes widened, he didn't see it coming.

Mei Mei looked at you in shock, and said in confusion,

"You slapped m—"

"Oh I did! I could've done more but I just chose not to"

"You—"

"Uh uh no no! I'll talk and you will listen Mei Mei, Im here to speak my mind, to say the things that I couldn't say before because I thought my words won't make any difference, and even if they don't now I really don't care because I'll speak any way"

You paused for a second, leaning towards her, your eyes piercing through her soul.

"I hope you're enjoying your time here in this cell, reflecting on what you had done and most importantly realizing that you deserve to be here. I hope you realize that all of us pay for what we do. Because sooner or later we won't escape the universe's justice. and I hope you realize that what you've done to me is terrible, I hope you feel the guilt every day and I hope it eats you up for trying to ruin what was already ruined life, for trying to kill me. You know something Mei Mei I allowed you to hurt me because I didn't know I can protect myself, I didn't know I was capable of stopping someone from harming me both physically and emotionally because I was weaker than all of you. But now I do and damn it feels great. You and Toji will both suffer. See all of what you do to others will come around to you and you can't hide from it so enjoy your stay here" You said,

and started walking towards Gojo who was leaning against the door frame proud of you happy that you finally realize your worth and potential.

You held his hand and then looked back at Mei Mei,

"Oh by the way Mei Mei, your attempts to tear us apart only drew us closer so thank you for that" you added,

then walked out hand in hand with Satoru making sure to lock the door.

"That was hot" exclaimed Gojo

"Oh you think so?"

" I know so"

He grabbed your chin making you look up at him,

"I know that you'll punish me anyway, you won't let it slip but I'm lucky that you didn't hate me I was worried really worried, you were so cold so distant as if I wasn't visible to you. So I'm going to accept any punishment from you as long as you don't hate me"

"you know I had to do it"

" I know I know I deserve to be treated like that, but I thought we had no hope I thought our marriage was over the moment I was hoping to fix things so I'm glad you gave me a chance to make it up for you to be a real husband so.you can punish me now but promise not to leave me cuz if you do then I'll drown again"

"You know something; we all make mistakes and wr are the ones who decide to fix them before it's too late or to ignore them but learn how to live with the consequence"

"You're right, I don't wanna live with the consequences, I wanna live happily with you Y/n"

You looked up at him, you can see the softness in his eyes and the way he speaks to you, you can't help but fall more and more deep for him.

"So please tell me that you won't leave me" he pleaded, a hint of worry visible in his tone.

He was feeling really overwhelmed, he knew you being the strongest now means you're at risk in every step you take, that you're targeted by many who want to haunt you down. He was worried that he might lose you, and besides he was afraid you might not be able to forget what happened in the past and end up hating him, even though you said you loved him. He was dealing with mixed feelings, trying to fix many things at the same time and trying to protect you but he knows the higher ups won't allow him to.

"Please-"

"I-" you started to speak but got interrupted by no other than Megumi,

"Oh Gojo finally!!!"

"Megumi?" you and your husband said at the same time.

"Oh Y/n sensei!"

"Is everything okay?" asked Gojo

"Nah it's far from being okay !! it's Yuji!!"

"What happened to Yuuji??" you asked worriedly as you walked towards Megumi

"Sukuna took over him, and we don't know where he is now"

"What do you mean Sukuna took over him?" questioned Gojo

"I was in my room sleeping then I heard a noise outsiders when I looked outside of the window I thought it was Yuji but when he looked back it was Sukuna, when I went down to stop him he was already gone"

"Shit shit shit" you said, "we need go and look for him...now"

"Baby—wait, you can wait in our room I'll go and look for him" said Gojo

"What do you mean Satoru! Yuuji is in danger and you expect me to hide in our room and do nothing to find him? I'm going with all of you, now!"

Megumi looked at Gojo as you started walking away,

"What's wrong? you look worried ?" said Megumi

"Yes Megumi yes, you know she's in danger and we don't know what to expect"

"You can't change fate Gojo! it's what the prophecy said, I'm sure Y/n will manage , you should be the first one to put your faith in her! besides she's got time till her curse breaks and she'll practice being a sorcerer"

"She's a sorcerer now"

"She's gonna be ok— wait what did you say?"

"Her curse broke tonight, she's announced a sorcerer by the higher ups"

"Oh"

"Mhm"

"I can understand your worry now, but she's gonna be fine! she's strong!"

"I know, come one let's go" said Gojo with a sigh...

.....

• Time skip •

A couple of hours are now separating you form the break of dawn, Gojo was trying not to leave your side the whole time you were searching for Yuuji, he was always keeping a protective eye on you, scanning your surroundings making sure no one around is trying to harm you.

All of you; students and teachers met up again in Jujutsu High, to find another plan.

You were in the school garden, sitting on the stairs waiting for the higher ups to call for an urgent meeting, your heart aching for Yuuji, he's the sweetest boy you've ever met and you were genuinely scared for him, all what you were thinking about was him, you were hoping to find him and save him from Sukuna's hands, Gojo was discussing things with Principal Yaga most likely about you and the students trying to figure out where he could possibly go.

....

"I see you're alone y/n. Stargazing as usual?" said a deep voice that made you stand up quickly from your seat.

"Ryomen Sukuna" you said and started walking towards him, "You better leave Yuuji alone" you threatened.

"Wait wait, it's true then, they weren't lying , I can feel it emitting from you" he said as he exhaled,

"What and who are you talking about? "

"Your curse energy, pretty strong, it's intoxicating"

"Yeah you were more than excited to fight me when I become a sorcerer, here I'm in front of you, I'll fight you so you better let go of Yuuji"

"Uh no, I know I said that, but I'm no longer interested in fighting you, someone else will"

But before you could ask him, you saw a group of people entering Jujutsu High, coming your way.

"Good luck beautiful, for now I'll watch through this brat's eyes" With those last words, sukuna switched back to Yuji,

"Sensei, sensei run!!!" said Yuuji

"Yuji-Kun are you okay?" you asked worriedly grabbing his forearm

"Yes I am, let's go we need to get inside and find Gojo sensei" he started pulling you away,

but you knew this time there's no running away, thia fight is yours. As much as it terrified you, you can't run away.

"Yuji calm down, go and find Satoru and the others...trust me" you reassured.

"Itadori Yuji, Sukuna's vessel, whats up with that look on your face? still grieving over Junpei?" said a long haired guy,

"Mahito" said Yuji through gritted teeth.

You looked between both of them, the sooner joined by your husband who rushed to tour side, still not aware of those who stood in front of you.

"Y/n, Yuji you're here!? are you okay? did Sukuna do something? where did you go?"

"He went to talk to these bastards" answered Yuji pointing at them,

The moment Gojo turned his head to look at them, his eyes widened, his heart dropping to his stomach, a shocked expression displayed on his face as if he saw a ghost,

"S-suguru geto?" he stuttered

"Geto?" you repeated

"Long time no see Satoru" spoke this so called Geto with a gentle voice,

You looked between both of them in confusion.

"Isn't he dead?" you asked out of the blue.

"That's not possible, I killed you" spoke Satoru, his eyes still fixated on the man in front of him.

Sooner you were joined by the other students, Nanami, Utahime and Principal Yaga.

All of them stopped in track the moment their eyes met Geto's eyes.

"Geto?" they said in union.

"I think it's an insult to call me Geto" he said, and walked forward his finger gripping a thin string, opening up those stitches on his forehead revealing his true self. "You can call me Kenjaku"

"Kenjaku?" said the others in union, eyes widening upon his reveal.

You were the only one confused,

"Who the hell is Kenjaku?"

"The ancient sorcerer, mentioned in the prophecy?" explained Nanami

"So I'm gonna fight him? fight a brain or what exactly?" you asked and pointed at him, genuinely confused.

"I see you brought all of them curses with you?" said Gojo

"You can say we work as a team Gojo Satoru, I hope you're not pressed that now you're no longer the strongest" exclaimed Mahito in an offensive tone trying to get in Gojo's nerves

"Is that guy a curse?" you asked Nanami,

"Yeah he is"

"He looks h-human"

"Deceiving right? I look human, but I'm not one, little one. Oh Nanami ready for another battle, I wasn't finished with you last time"

Nanami remained calm but you can see his veins popping out on his neck and temples. The presence of Mahito annoyed him to the core, he might be the most hatred curse out there, more than Sukuna himself. He's just an annoying bitch who likes to play games on others.

"We're here for only one reason, to kill Y/n so move and make it easier for all of us" said Kenjaku.

You can feel your heart jumping out of your throat, no one is able to save you now, you're the one to save you. The prophecy is now a reality and there's no escape from it. It's your fate, it's what you were born for, you existed this whole time just for this moment and you have no other choice but to win this fight and bring balance once again to this messed up community. But a surge of courage took over you, as if you weren't alone, feeling another kind of presence lingering around you.

"You can try and kill me..Kenjaku" you threatened and moved towards him.

And the battle started.

Gojo against Jogo, Nanami and Yuji against Mahito, Nobara and Megumi against Hanami, Inumaki, Panda and Maki against Dagon and You against Kenjaku.

Kenjaku summoned curses with a flick of his fingers, sending them swirling towards you like malevolent spirits hungry for your death. You moved with grace, your movements fluid as you deftly dodged the curses, each one hissing and snarling as it sought to tear you apart. Your moves were natural, a result of years of training in martial arts. You haven't used any curse energy yet. Not sure how to do it, how to summon your energy.

"Just search inside you" you remembered Gojo's word. .

With a deep breath, you tried to focus, looking in front of you as Kenjaku sent one of the curses running towards you, you were focusing, pressing your lips together as the curse was getting closer and closer, but you stood your ground, trying to trust yourself this time.

The moment the curse got right in front of you, inches away from your face, as if the time stopped and started moving slowly. The curse exploded. A burst of if energy left your body.

You successfully summoned that power and now you can feel it take over you, running through your veins. It felt great, you felt unstoppable, powerful and undefeated. You can now exorcise those curses.

With each burst of energy you felt yourself growing stronger, instead of feeling drained, you felt as if you were feeding of the death of those curses who's curse energies faded into the air.

.....

"Next" you said as you looked directly into Kenjaku's eyes, who was hesitant to summon another curse.

"You think you can win against me? I'm no ordinary foe. I have been living through centuries of dark knowledge"

"Then prove it, you're nothing without those curse that you summon" you challenged.

You did trigger him, you actually looked down on him, making him appear as weak. But he didn't know that it was part of your plan to offend him and make him try to fight you. He didn't know about your technique yet so he wasn't careful with his next move.

He ran towards you, trying to lay a punch on you, but it was easy for you to dodge it. In a moment of daring, you lunged forward, your hand reaching out to grasp Kenjaku's cloak. Your skin touched, and in an instant, you felt the surge of power as Kenjaku's own curses turned against him. You can feel yourself taking control, and you were able to manipulate the curses inside Kenjaku, making them respawn no matter how hard he tried to stop you.

The very creatures he had tamed now obeyed your command, their twisted forms holding him down as you stood there looking down at him.

Hanami, Jogo and Dagon were already dead but Mahito was still alive, playing dirty tricks on both Nanami and Yuuji.

But ince you overpowered Kenjaku, everyone stopped in tracks, waiting for you to finish him off and kill him.

You were about to do it, but stopped the moment you felt a presence lingering in the air. It was a warm presence, comforting one it was similar to the one you felt around Gojo, Nanami and your students.

"Maybe it's him" you whispered to yourself.

You looked up, your eyes meeting Gojo's sad eyes. By the look on his face you knew he wasn't ready to witness his bestfriend get killed again, even though it wasn't really his bestfriend but it was his body.

In that moment, you discovered something new in you. You closed your eyes hoping that what you're about to do actually works and don't make a fool of yourself instead. You started focusing, summoning spiritual forces that you didn't know existed within you.

"I know what you're trying to do, but in order to do so you need to sacrifice someone you know that right, if you're trying to kill me to bring Geto back then it's not possible, you'll destroy the body" said Kenjaku out of breath.

"They didn't lie when they said you're ancient, I can tell now.. I have to sacrifice yeah but not necessarily a physical one, I do things differently, it will be a soul, and it's yours" you said with a dirty smirk.

You shut your eyes tightly, tracing Geto's soul energy that was felt. Using a secret and unusual ritual you resurrected his lost soul.

You summoned Geto back, Kenjaku's presence was slowly fading into nothingness, Geto's soul taking over the body once again. Everyone watched his body on the ground, slowly twitching fighting to gain consciousness.

Your eyes shifted to Mahito, you started walking towards him, your eyes darkening as if you were possessed , empowered by ancient souls of old shamans. By your aura, now everyone can tell why you're the strongest.

Being arrogant his whole existence, Mahito actually thought he stood a chance against you after witnessing how you finished off one of the greatest sorcerers across the centuries. He attacked you, thinking he was fast, he out his hand on your shoulder but in a split second before he can actually think of his next move you did the same and placed your small hand on his chest;

"Idle transfiguration" those words left your mouth smoothly, and you watched how his body exploded under your soft touch.

Silence fell over the place, witnessing how you destroyed Mahito easily as if he was nothing.

"What the hell?" said a honey-like voice,

Everyone looked around and it was Geto standing, trying to understand what happened.

"Satoru?" he added softly,

"Suguru" said gojo and ran towards his bestfriend,

He hugged him tightly, unable to process that he's alive and standing right in front of him. Unable ti believe he was real. You brought geto, you brought his bestfriend back, your heart ached for the years full of pain and regret Gojo had to endure, for the nightmares that visited him every night. You smiled to yourself as you saw both of them hug each other hoping that the nightmares will finally leave him alone.

"Suguru, this is my wife, Y/n" said Gojo introducing you to his bestfriend,

But before you could react or say anything, you unexpectedly fell on your knees, the world around you spinning, you over used your curse energy for a beginner. Summoning Geto's soul back took a lot of effort but it was all worth it.

"YN!!!"

.......

You woke up in the hospital, you can feel every bone in your body hurt like a bitch. You looked around, many smiling faces were looking at you.

"SENSEI WELCOME BACK" yelled Yuuji happily.

"Shush Yuji you're so loud, she just woke up" said Megumi in an annoyed tone.

"Baby, are you feeling better?" said Gojo holding your hand, his thumb caressing your soft skin.

"Satoru! mhm I'm fine" you whispered tiredly,

Your head was pounding and you felt really sleepy.

"Ehm your family came to see you baby" he added,

"What?"

You looked at the other side and then you saw your family sitting there in the corner, hesitantly trying to start a conversation with you.

"Mom? Dad?" you said in confusion, not expecting to see then after all this time.

"Come one guys let's give them some privacy hm?" said Gojo pushing his students out.

"Satoru! can you stay please!" you spoke softly, not wanting to stay alone with them cuz you know it might be awkward and you felt too weak and needed your husband to support you.

The others left the room and now you were laying on bed, Gojo holding your hand and your family trying their best to find the right words.

"Yn, my dear we're glad you're okay" begun your mom.

"We were extremely worried about you, when we heard that you had a fight with Kenjaku we thought that you got hurt" added your dad.

"You grew stronger Y/n! we're ready proud of you" said one of your siblings.

You looked at them then at Gojo, you didn't know what to say, it was really awkward. Your family did hurt you the most, and you were expecting them to apologize not to casually show up at the hospital.

"I don't know what to say, I really don't" you spoke, trying not to cry.

"Yn!! we know we failed as parents, we didn't treat you fairly, we messed up and we didn't realize then that it affected you, you always seemed strong, silent.. you didn't show that you were hurting because of us, you seemed normal—"

"Just because I don't speak about it doesn't mean I'm not feeling it mom!"

"We're so sorry about that my sweet Yn. I wish we can make it up for you"

"How? by being present now? after abandoning and neglecting me for years? I know, you came to see me just because I became like you; a sorcerer not because I'm your daughter right?"

"No no baby no, you're our daughter, our sweet Yn! we confess our mistakes, we mistreated you, and you didn't deserve that, not even a bit. I wasn't a good mother, I should have asked you how you felt, I shouldn't take your silence as an answer"

"We failed you Yn and you have every right to cut us off your life. But just know that we love you, and we realized our mistakes really late. We thought that you were living your best life when you got married, we didn't know about the abduction we didn't know about your suffering..and it's our fault because we should've reached out" explained your father.

"We should've been there for you, but just know that sorcerer or not, we love you for who you are Yn" added your mom trying not to cry, but a tear betrayed her. They started walking towards the door,

"We'll let you rest, Gojo take good care of her" he said his voice cracking.

"Wait!" you said,

"I know you messed up, you did hurt me the most, you made me feel neglected, different, weak and pathetic. You were the reason I found comfort in isolation rather than with you. Now I don't know if you mean this apology or not but I don't wanna cut you off. Family remains family whether we love it or hate it. Maybe it's kinda late to try to fix things with me, since the damage is already here in me. But I do forgive you, you fed me and provided a shelter for me when I was a kid, and I can't forget about that" you added in a sad tone but deep inside you were happy to see them again and to hear them apologize.

"Oh baby" said your mom and hugged you, joined by your father and siblings.

Satoru watched with a smile, he felt bad for you. He was ashamed of what he did, he didn't know you felt that way, he didn't know you felt so alone. He didn't know you were neglected by your own family.

"Come on, Gojo" said your mom

"Yes son in law, join us in this family hug" added you dad pulling Gojo as well.

.....

Now you were alone with Gojo, your family is at Jujutsu High with the rest if the teachers and students preparing for a party that your husband had planned as a surprise.

*knock knock*

"Oh he's here! come in" said Satoru

The door was pushed open and it was Geto. You got into a sitting position.

"Hello" he said softly,

You smiled and nodded as he took a seat next to Gojo.

"Are you feeling better?" he asked,

"Yeah I'm fine thank you, what about you? how are you feeling?"

"Alive"

"Suguru wanted to see you and check up on you, he's a shy person tho, just like you.. I think you'll get along well" said Gojo jokingly,

"Thank you for- I don't know what to say, from bringing me to life again, even though I don't deserve it—"

"I think everyone deserves a second chance!" you reassured.

Geto smiled,

"Thank you, then I'll make sure to make the best out of this chance.. I won't fall into the trap of my old mistakes that got me killed" he giggled,

"What now you're gonna tease me for that?" said Gojo rolling his eyes,

"Nah Satoru, I know I deserved it, I was a jerk with that mindset and ideology"

"Oh I'm glad you realized that now"

You looked at both if them giggling at how they started bickering.

"Thank you Yn you're the reason I'm reunited with my best friend once again, thank you for giving us this chance to find each other again" said Geto truly grateful,

"Everyone deserves a best friend" you smiled,

"I thought you wanted to punish me, but you ended up bringing my best friend back, you always amaze me, I don't deserve you Yn, you're too kind for this world, even though a few hours ago you were completely ruthless with Mahito".

"That bitch totally deserved it" you exclaimed.

"Oh that attitude I fucking love it" said Satoru and pressed a kiss on your lips,

"Ahem, so I'll be in Jujutsu High" said Geto clearing his throat, feeling like a third wheel.

"Yeah we'll be there in an hour"

...

• Time Skip •

As you stepped into Jujutsu High, hand in hand with your husband Gojo, you blinked in surprise as you took in the sight before you; tables adorned with delicate flowers and twinkling lights. In front of you, stood your friends and family, gathered together to welcome you. But it wasn't just any celebration – it was a second wedding party.

Gojo got on one knee and looked up at you, you raised your eyebrows in confusion.

"S-satoru what are you doing?"

"Baby, we didn't get to celebrate our wedding properly. We both hated it at first, it was forced on us, we weren't happy back then, but now..now we are! With time we realized that getting married was the right thing to do, not for the prophecy no, but for ourselves, you summoned a buried part of me I didn't know it existed, a softness, a feeling I was carving for years but wasn't able to experience it, till you made it possible. I fell head over heels for you Y/n and I'll continue to love you till my last breath. Y/n will you marry me again?"

Tears welled in your eyes, it was too emotional. On one hand, you felt a surge of gratitude for the effort your family and friends had put into creating such a beautiful moment, a memory you would cherish forever. And on the other hand, your husband Gojo, you realized how much you love him, and that he's the one you'll be spending the rest if your life with, you complete each other, and you need each other.

"I do, and I'll never leave you" you said and at the same time you answered the question that he asked you yesterday but wasn't able to answer him because you got interrupted.

Everyone started clapping and cheering for you, as he spun you around and gave you as long passionate kiss, the sun glowing above you all.

You spent the rest of the day and night celebrating, chatting together, everyone got along, and you for real got along well with Suguru, you were joking together and making fun of Gojo, joined by Shojo who was the happiest, the smile never leaving her face. A smile that she missed for years. You brought their memories to life again and helped them to make new memories as well, memories they'll remember for a life time. Nanami, is now more open, no longer annoyed by Gojo but rather more grateful for the beautiful chaos around him, the chaos that used to annoy him, now all their laughter and loud voices are music to his ear, it made him feel less lonely, it made him realize that life is worth living if you're with the right ones. Your family were there as well, they were Yuji's victims, he couldn't stop talking to them on how amazing you are, and how you helped him as a teacher.

What a night, full of laughter, love and joy.

...

You looked at Gojo who was sleeping peacefully beside you, you kissed his cheek and then out on a jacket and walked outside. You wanted to watch the sunrise. You wanted to see the merging colors, the way the sun rays will take over the darkness and shine up the world announcing a new day ahead.

"Going somewhere?" asked Gojo in a sleepy voice , yawning.

"Nah just here waiting for the sunrise"

"Oh I thought you're escaping me" he said and circled his arms around you in a protective and firm way.

"Me escape you? come on don't be silly! I know you won't let me leave"

"Of course I won't! you belong here, you belong to me, to my arms, once you're locked here there's no escape"

You giggled, pressing a kiss on his neck.

"Wanna get a better view if the sunrise?" he added.

"Hm?"

Without answering you, he used his teleportation skills to get you up on that hill where he found you that night where both of you confessed and shared your first kiss.

"Damn I gotta get used to you teleporting me everywhere" you joked,

"We'll get a better view from here"

You laid your head on his chest, taking into the moment and started speaking softly,

"You know sunsets used to be my favorite, I used to prefer it over sunrise"

"Any specific reason?" he asked, wanting to know more on what's going inside that head of yours.

"I wanted my life to end, I wanted that for years, so I kinda related to the sunset. Convincing myself that endings can be beautiful too, just like the sunset, trying to romanticize death, make it less scary. At least if I didn't live beautifully then I can die beautifully. But now I can relate more to the sunrise, I no longer wanna die, not now at least, I wanna live- my life now feels like sunrise a new beg—"

"Beginning- a new beginning" said Gojo interrupting you "I understand that feeling very well"

"How?" you asked,

"You broke my curse too, you broke it by another curse, or at least what I used to believe was a curse"

"What curse?"

"Love Y/n! Love is the most twisted curse of them all...." he paused and looked at you and then added, "But even if it's a curse, I still wanna feel it, as long as it's with you. I'd let my soul burn so you can feel my warmth, you've made my life a heaven cuz you're the greatest blessing I've ever had in my life" he leaned down a kissed your forehead.

"Satoru—"

"It was meant for us, we were meant to be together. Both of us experienced different things but ended up feeling the same thing; loneliness. I was the most wanted, feared and respected even by my enemies, I was up too high but too lonely, in the contrary, you were looked down even by your own family and ended up isolating and feeling the loneliness for years. That proves that what you felt, what you had been through is not your fault, it was never your fault. We were on opposite ends of the spectrum but ended up dealing with the same. But when we found each other, everything changed, I felt alive, I felt that I have a purpose in life, a reason to wake up each morning and feel excited and thankful that I'm breathing.. You saved me Y/n! You saved me from myself, from my loneliness. You just made my black and white life, colorful, you put an end to my nightmares... I love you."

"I love you too Satoru" you said, a tear of happiness rolling down your cheek.

Both of you kissed, as the sun light glowed on the horizon, announcing a new day, a new beginning, a new intake of oxygen and a new chapter. .

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[emberfriday]

Kaon is wonderful and I adore him

I agree af

daamn guys I could never have enough words to express how much I love him

I feel so many emotions when I draw him and tbh If only I had a little more energy I would spend it all just to draw him😭😭🤲🤲

every time I see him I make so many happy noises daamn will never stop talking about it!! I love you Kaon!!!!

[vole-mon-amour]

2x08, part 1.

Sure, Jan. That's why this nonsense with Caitlyn is happening right now.

I'm glad to get back to the right universe, even though Silco is dead here. Can we just PLEASE acknowledge his existence along all of this? Please? He existed and he ruled Zaun? And used shimmer? And Jinx loved him and still does? Hello?

I just miss Silco, okay? Okay.

I wonder if they also manipulate her or if there's truth to what that being told her.

So she took the necklace, but in here they're kind of trying to strangle her?

Ugh.

Here we go with the doomed yaoi. :/

I will evolve all those willing.

Except it's not really an evolution, is it?

I see that crack in the door. Maddie should piss off to Ambessa right away, that traitor. Also, the girls should've made sure the door IS closed and Maddie is gone.

Of fucking course she did. She wants to kill herself because of her grief—Isha on top of Silco. Her character development is out of the window this season.

I've heard that before. I'm so tired of Vi.

She probably talks about herself, but all I see is Jayce trying to kill Viktor. Honestly, what an idiot.

Oh, piss off with this foreshadowing.

Hey, Cait, do the work yourself first.

Let's talk about the horrible grief she experienced and still does. Let's talk about SIlco. Let's see some flashbacks with him & how much he always meant to her.

"Why didn't you save Viktor? So I wouldn't have to kill him?"

Too bad you didn't see that when Viktor was right there, needed you, while you were fucking Mel. Ugh.

I can see how his canonical design is kind of coming together.

Oh my god, Jayce. Get your facts right.

Couldn't they be this touchy when Viktor wasn't becoming a villain?

Hey, partners. Can you two kiss for once? Please?

Daamn.

Can't stop thinking about how swift Viktor's motions are now. How he easily avoids all those attacks while he could barely walk before, especially without his cane.

Aaand we're back to this nonsense. Also, the fact that Viktor's mechanical creation is all white and golden, just like Mel. Ugh, i need my Jayvik.

flashback of Silco braiding her hair WHEEENNNN?

CRYIIINGGGG. my loooove. I miss you SO much.

can i just please hug him, please please please ;____;

just like Silco and Vander, huh?

[sebsxphia]

that blurry gifset of rhett taking his shirt off - daamn 🥵 that whole end of ep 1/start ep 2 i feel so bad for him but he looks good ;)

anyway i can just imagine after that whole deal of getting rid of the body he comes home and climbs into bed with you. buries his face in your neck and holds you tight. when you ask him what's wrong he doesn't answer, just kisses your forehead and pulls you closer. while you drift off to sleep, he actually prays for the first time in a long while that this mess won't come back on you because you don't deserve it and he doesn't want to lose you, not the first person to really care about him :(

hope you feel better soon - sending virtual hugs and a hot mug of soup your way <33

YEAH RIGHT?! like he’s clearly going through the worst time, but….. god damn. why you gotta look so GOOD daddy?! 🤤

however, on the softer side i love thinking about rhett coming home and crawling into bed with you after. the weight that lays on his shoulders is massive. he doesn’t want to be a burden and worry you with it, but he doesn’t want to loose you either. my heart breaks thinking about him praying for the first time in a long while 🥺

oh gosh, i love this thought so much my love! thank you so much for this and for your well wishes too bless you! a mug of hot soup would be sooo tasty rn 🥺 sending you so much love and hugs, mwah! 💗🫶🏼

[tomuraxashes]

Sasuke meeting Kurama for the first time

• canon x Madara x Akatsuku series spinoff, whatever •

Sasuke: I assume this is not your first time seeing a sharingan

Kurama: That vision of yours.. and that chakra more ominous that my own.. you are the spitting image of Madara Uchiha

Sasuke: Never heard of him.. Am I suppose to care?

Kurama, amused: Uhm, yeah. You should. Pretty much.

Obito, out of nowhere: Daamn kid, you really know nothing

Nagato: You done. Soo done.

Obito: You know what? Try to think about your will, like.. right now

Naruto: Why are random people appearing in my belly?

Fugaku: I guess I’m sorry. I forgot to educate him.. like I didn’t plan to die so early but he was already at academy damnit, and he knows no shit about our history.. I am a horrible parent.

Sasuke: Well can’t argue with that but.. HOW COME YOU ARE HERE? You are dead!! And why is here another random Uchiha if I am supposed to be the last?

Obito: Yup, he is dead, me and my friend here, who is also a honorary Uchiha himself, are alive, and basically Madara is as well..

Fugaku: Oh my..

Obito: I will consider not to tell him about your son having .. no information about his past. We need him for the plot, it would not be benefital if he killed him now.

Sasuke: Why would anybody kill me?

Kurama: Trust me, Madara would. Just like that.

Nagato: He doesn’t need a reason. He is sassy.

Madara, out of nowhere: Love how you two - points at Obito and Nagato - find every possible occasion to back mouth me, also, ‘ignorance is power’, would come handy later, yet Kurama you blind? He looks nothing like me.

Hashirama: Indeed. Madara is much more beautiful.

Madara: Now.. YOU - where the hell come from?

Hashirama: Dunno.. guess the same as the others just appeared here.

Madara: I refuse to share space with you.

Hashirama: We even shared a bed..

Madara: Kurama kick him out, now!

Obito: So what’s with the ‘The Kyuubi never bows to anybody’s will again?’

Kurama: That’s true.

Obito: You just did what he said.

Kurama: That’s also true.

Nagato: Like it would ever be a question of choice

[coeluvr]

okay, review timee~❤️

i really (3x) lovee you writing! it’s so easy ro understand wirhout sacrificing the eloquence of it!

I lovee the loree the story setting, the fact that the gods gave the people powers, and then dissappeared with only a promise to return when humanity needed them the most??

i love how you depicted all the characters, even when it’s only prologue + chpt 1, all the characters have the potential to have depths!

now, i know the story theme is about revenge, but, I DO NOT WANT TO SEE LUCERIS’S FACE OR PEOPLE ASSOCIATED WITH HIM😡 we are only in prologue + chpt 1 peeps, and im already invested in mc’s family like daamn.

like maybe my version of revenge is to just booked it from rosea and just live as a commoner while coming to terms that mc really has no one😔 while coming to terms with their family deaths and coming to terms that mc’s sister is kind of a traitor to rosea AND vesphire, maybe mc can, i dunno find something useful/productive while living in a kingdom or village FAR AWAY from luceris and rosea😀

but luceris’s nasty revenge plan wants me to be his nasty royal consort. i guess mc has to find a way to booked it later, before the toxicity of ROYAL COURT really gets to their mind. now i know that mc’s canonically tries to be nice to the roseans, but i headcanoned my mc to be bitter everytime, like haw could they not? they are in a territorry of the people that killed her family, and roseans ain’t nice to their enemies (i don’t need their holier than thou kindness, just leave mc be)

though, i guess being a royal consort is a blessing in disguise, to run away from a kingdom, we need a 300 iq strategy🤔

oh! and when we died in the dungeon, i thought that mc has time travelling powers, though i think im wrong as mc’s patron goddess is fire related(?)

aaah~ that’s all from me. im so sorry this is long author! im still reeling from the bitterness (which is very good that this story can make people feel what the mc is mostly feeling)

oh and quick question, can we be the aloof type? like my mc doesn’t care about anything but reaching their goals?

Hi, anon!

Thank you so much!! 🥹💗

I love long reviews, it makes me very happy to see people's thoughts on the game in such detail.

Your MC can be the aloof type! Who cares about people when they have goals to pursue? ✨️

[bewitchingivy]

IVYYYYY I'M HERE !!!!!! I want to give you 3+1 bonus , since you're my moot 🤭🫂.

Initials = S.P 🦄 My preference = He / Him

how would they show their love to you

I'm hearing words of affirmation (Literally had a vision of someone at the top of the mountain yelling " ____ I love you !!!! " 🤣) . Sharing sweets or chocolates which leads into kissing. Taking Polaroids and pasting them in the scrapbook.

what you should know about them

He's a bit impatient amd had a tendency to sulk up a little bit when things doesn't go in their way . Maybe sometimes too egoistic about their achievements . I'm hearing they play beautifully with their hands .

your first date together

Spending time together at a field. More of walking and having fun . Not caring about a specific destination . I'm seeing two people eating ice cream and one sneakily took a bite from the other 🤣. He'll give you something, which he had made of his own . Remember how I told you he's good with his hands ?? Yes he's creative so expect DIYs . Also you both may opt to eat from street / local shops rather than dining at a restaurant. Really fun , loving , cute and refreshing date . More information :- May bicycle together ❤️

Messages from them!

-> I'm still traveling and making memories of my own , dw I'll include you too when we will be together .

-> I have a fear of abandonment , don't leave me

-> I want to kiss you by all the ways you have watched in romcoms

-> I don't like carrots and peanuts , thought to tell you beforehand if you plan on cooking 🤭

Thank you 🌸

❛ love again ; entry #003

ALAEZAAAAA...!! YOUR READING IS HERREEE!! Thank you so much for joining my game and for following the rules <3 I hope you'll enjoy it :)  Remember to take what resonates and leave what doesn't!

his first impression of you:

Love Again by Dua Lipa DAAMN, ALAEZA YOU GOT THE SONG THAT I NAMED THE GAME AFTER LOL. The message's pretty straightforward; first meeting you? He. Wants. You. He's downright attracted to you; especially your energy, it's like intoxicating to him. To him, you're vibrant and you seem to light up the room wherever you go. Like how the song goes, he might have given up on love but then you came along. And he never expected the possibility of him falling for someone (again.)

your first date together:

Roar by Katy Perry This date will happen after either of you recently achieved something very big (you define that in your way.) Example; like graduating from university. The two of you will celebrate the success you achieved and it will eventually turn into a date. It's going to be a day so full of joy, laughter, and love. 

what you should know about him:

LOVE IN THE DARK by Jessie Reyez You should know that when he loves someone, he loves HARD. He's the type to never hold back and give his all to you. It's also probably his fear to give his all to someone only for that person to leave him. He's also a very attentive and caring person, someone who will never leave you alone when you're struggling and going through some hardship.

what he loves about you:

Stay Beautiful by Taylor Swift Your beauty; inside and out. I'm hearing that he loves you for who you truly are; for being bright and full of love even during and after going through hard times.

how he shows his love to you:

Downtown by Anya Taylor-Joy (both versions came up!!) By spending time with you and having fun. Treating you like the queen you are, and going to new places (travelling to other countries may be significant too) and exploring them with you. He strives to lift your spirits, he just really wants to see you happy, laughing and smiling all the time.

signs you'll see about him:

Christmas Tree Farm by Taylor Swift I don't know about you, but you might wanna look out sometime around December or the Holidays, that could be the time when you'll meet 👀Christmas day may be significant, or just anything related to Christmas. Ooh, and I saw 111 for you. 

a message from him:

The Lighthouse Keeper by Sam Smith OMG. This song has a lyric, "Hoping you'll be home for Christmas time." ALSJDKFHSD OHEMGEE. You might be doubting whether I'm playing my Christmas playlist BUT I SWEAR THIS IS MY LIBRARY OF 1800 songs in different moods and genres! ASHJDGJASGD ANYWAYS. "You may be wondering where I am, aren't you? Who am I, where you'll find me, constantly searching for answers and signs about me. I don't blame you though, I'm pretty excited of meeting you too! I find myself wondering the same about you. But know this that as long as you keep following your heart and listening to your intuition, we'll finally find each other home :)"

my feedback:

lemme just point out first that you got love again by kid laroi for me and i've got dua lipa's for you. coincidence? i doubt it LMAO. Thank you for the 3+1 bonus, Alaeza! You're so sweet 🥹 A lot of parts of the reading resonates so much. I kept hearing from other readings as well and I somehow sensed this that words of affirmation is part of his love language. Sharing chocolates and taking polaroids? Boy knows how to keep me. (I love Polaroid Love too.) First date is IDEAL. Chef's kiss. This is the kind of date that I really wanna go to 🥺Did ya say he plays beautifully with his hands?? I take it he plays guitar or piano- *COUGH COUGH* I have heard before as well that he has fear of abandonment, the impatient and egotistic part is new though, so we'll see >:) I don't like peanut butter either, BUT HOW DARE HE DISLIKES CARROTS- I really enjoyed the exchange, Aleaza <3 Thank you so much for the reading!   PS: Your ask didn't got into my inbox, I can only access it through my notifications. I wonder why.

Please don't forget to leave a feedback, tell me what resonates and what doesn't, and whatever you want to add! :)

[sappho-ism]

Hi There !! I really Like your blog I think I feel Good at this moment I've been in pain for a while and by a while i mean a looong time.. dying for who I am anyway the thing is that I've been in a relationship with a Bi Girl and I really loved her (unfortunately) but it's over and it's me who ended up that shit I'm a Demisexual Lesbian And it really my whole life to finally love someone that much but whatever the problem is that one day when we've been talking about sexualities she said : are you sure you're a lesbian cz it's weird for me i can be with girls as well as boys we're just people who loves people the gender doesn't matter and all Girls are bi the thing is that some girls choose to be hetero and some like you choose to be homo I replied: No I'm sure i don't like men and i don't have any attraction it's just like that i can't change it and i didn't choose to be who i am she said : well maybe you don't think about it maybe you didn't find the right type tell me how it feels to think about a relationship with a guy i replied :nothing i'm not going to feel anything other than being disgusted and i really don't like where this conversation is going it's ok if you don't understand i don't understand your feelings and attraction for boys as well but it's fine you know at the end we're all different. she said: daamn you think a relationship with a guy is gross and you don't have attraction you're faking it aren't you lol y'all Homosexual girls just pretending stop faking it ommg you know All lesbians suffer from mental illness you're really sick you need treatment . i didn't say anything i was like wait wtf is this?!! after that she tried to fix it she said : you're not thinking I'm a homophobic right? it's just what i think we're all bi and by choice some choose ... and guys are..

i didn't know what to say or.. so i just start thinking about her words and my broken heart and all the shit she did and said before and then i realized --well that wasn't the shittiest thing-- i was just closing my eyes every time about all that shit -- anyway i decided to end it cz it won't work obviously i need someone to love and accept me for who i am not the opposite . after that she tried to fix it by sending me some pics but then i realized that my feeling are gone my attractions as well i don't feel anything like if it's all gone i just distanced myself and start to hate myself everyday for who i am cz everyone is against me my family , society and the only one i was in love with i hated life+ the way people are i just wanted to die i stayed away from anyone i wasn't talking to anyone wasn't eating or sleeping as i should...anyway after a few months we started talking again i apologized for not talking to her (stuuupid me -yeah i know-)then she changed she became more shitty than before or maybe it was since then i v got my eyes open she was giving me less time and she said i guy kissed her and she kept talking with him anyway and when i say something she says you're overreacting you're a lesbian you're mentally ill but you know that i love you and i wan't you but now i just don't know what i wan't we don't have to be like this it's toxic you have to be open minded life isn't just about one thing and she start talking about another guy who have a crush on her and how she likes spending time with him wearing his clothes and taking pictures with him --looked soo happy when i was crying for her everyday-- tells me about the way he looks with jealousy at her when another guy was playing with her hair... --but yeah she was against me being jealous cz lesbians are mentally ill and crazy in her (shitty) opinion--. since then i distanced myself again and this time for good . but since then i stayed in my room never been out it's been months.. almost a year i don't talk to anyone and my english is really bad sorry for that i kinda forgot how to talk or write but i think i'm healing i'm feeling more better since i've created an account on tumbler i know that it's not my fault it's just who i am and i'm not alone i'm not the only lesbian in this universe and i don't have to feel shitty i'm proud of who i am i didn't deserved that shit all that pain i still feel it but it feels like if i'm starting to get better thank you all of you for creating such a save place

was it the right thing to do? what's your opinion about all of this ?

All my love

First of all, holy shit, that sounds like a lot and I’m sorry that happened to you… It sounds awful. I know that breakups are probably one of the worst feelings and healing is a slow process, you don’t need to rush yourself on that. It’s just something that comes with time. But regardless, you didn’t deserve that at all.

Since you asked, I do think what you did was the right thing. You did what would protect you and honestly in that situation I would’ve done the same thing. In a relationship you deserve to feel understood and appreciated by your partner. What your ex-girlfriend was doing was just wrong. I don’t think I have another word for it. It’s just not what someone should do, not to people they don’t know and especially not towards you, her partner. She clearly doesn’t understand how damaging and just straight up ignorant she was.

I’m glad my blog and blogs like mine have become a safe space for you, I mean this is what we are here for after all. So people can feel connected. You’re valid and accepted here and I’m glad to hear you’re starting to feel a bit better and hopefully you’ll start feeling even better soon too. ❤️‍🩹

[qlventingspace]

Getting to Know Your BL Mutuals - Tag

rules: answer the questions and @ some people. include the tag ‘g2ky BL mutuals 2022’ on your post so we can find everyone’s answer.

tagged by @dummerjan thank you very much lovely! <3

Considering I started watching BLs this year in spring, I haven't seen much yet, so this will be probably short (and I will probably also include older stuff because I have no idea what came out this year and what is older) xD

What have been BLs that took you by surprise this year? KinnPorsche of course, because I knew it was big and fucking good when I joined, but I didn't expect the quality and dedication and absolutely fricking stunning camera work and THE SHEER TALENT of all actors. It blew my mind.

Big dragon surprisingly. I expected silly sexy little show, not crying like a crocodile. I was hit by so many emotions and like, it is so painful to see the characters struggling, but ALSO so fricking good! I love pain, obviously.

Choco Milk Shake. Not what I expected. Like at all. But so heartwarming and heartbreaking at the same time. And looks extremely comfy somehow.

Shipper. I know I know, technically not a BL, but BL nontheless. What can I say? It has incredibly good acting and one of the weirdest fucking plots I ever saw, but it is so SO GOOD. Had me laughing, cringing, crying, in despair and elated. And sad again. Also anything with First in it, sign me in. What have been BLs that you felt a bit disappointed with this year? Hate to say it, but Cutie Pie, to a degree. Heh, it's probably because I hate the power dynamics there, not gonna lie for first few episodes I was debating if I should continue, because the constant supervision and so called 'protectiveness' from Yi and Lian was making me gag. I live for wild Kuea and cutie Diao, though, they are my loves <3 I agree with you @dummerjan, that last episode or two of Eclipse had some problems in terms of unsolved issues and ridiculous plot shortcuts, that could be handled much better. Still I love the Eclipse with all my heart and though I wasn't happy with how they solved it, it is still amazingly good acting wise, relationships wise and social commentary wise. Very impressed.

*sighs deeply*

And then there's Love in the Air. I wanted to like it. I didn't. Look, I don't doubt that there is some very good emotional stuff plot for Sky later on, I have seen bits of Peat's amazing portrayal, but the camera work, editing and rusty plot had a very very unsatisfying effect on me. When I saw the same fucking scene for the third time in three episodes I just couldn't. Acting was quite good, though, I loved the friendship between Rain and Sky and I very much applaud Peat for portraying Sky. What irks me, I guess, is that they seemed to rely on sex scenes to keep people watching (which worked of course). Not gonna lie, they were good and compared to rest of the scenes had some decent sound (you can hear everything, compared to dialog on the street). Also they had the most natural looking acting in them. But for me, it's painfully little to make me forget about everything else. What has been your favorite BL this year? I cannot pick one. Seriously. Favourites for vastly different reasons: KinnPorsche is leading, hands down. The Eclipse, just...ahh <3 love of my life Not me, cause holy shit this show is incredible (!!!) Old fashion cupcake, I just love seeing older adults finding their other halves and dragging themselves to work while being brokenhearted xD very relatable Favorite BL couples (not just of 2022) Do you really need to ask? VegasPete OF COURSE, my fucked up psychotic cupcakes! AkkAyan, the most healthy couple of all years, to be honest SeanWhite, never expected to love main couple more. Yok my beloved... I'm not putting him into a couple, cause daamn that man has chemistry with everyone and I'm happy with any pairing (still haven't watched the last eps of Not me, but sensing angst, so looking very disrespectfully at you Dan) If you had to suggest a BL for someone what would it be? For mushy comforting feelings and lovers of food, it would be Old fashion cupcake <3 Also good for young adults starting or working their first jobs and also older people stuck in their comfort zones who want to try new things. It's about the little things. It's about finding joy in life in all ages. But then also Not me, because I feel like it encompasses problems of today and I seriously have feeling like I could and should be more active and kind and fight for other peoples rights, while watching it. It is kinda sad and comforting at the same time. And I feel like we need it in these hard and frankly shitty times. We need to realize, that we should fight for what is right and not just sit and ignore the wrongs around us. What's your non-BL favorite this year? Hands down Koisenu futari. I cried guys. I cried. And also adopted cabbage as a mascot of aroaces. Tagging: @theflagscene @foolofafuckingtook @cynicalsinister @vegasandhishedgehog @la-fourmi and anyone who wants to join! :))

[macabrecleaver]

To that one guy in my boyfriend's discord 2 years back replying to him wanting ideas to do for my birthday just to make out with me, fuck you, but god damn you're right AAAA-

Suggestive Below- Please Skip this-

I hate being predictable, I hate it, but I genuinely wouldn't mind if that was the gift was just to love me-

Wake up with them with only ribbon and a bow on themselves and GOD DAAMN- Bring out the wine and roses, I'm being zesty asf BAHAHA- Oh jeez, I would love that so much, it's not even ironic seeing them in a bunny suit, or like- nothing at all?!!? I'm not picky PFFT-

I hate how genuinely sexual I am, and I do my best to not say any of this normally anymore- rather that's good or bad- but gosh- that would be so nice

Take them on everywhere, anywhere, would be very hot- or- it doesn't even to be rough, I just want to be intimate- I want to feel the warmth of someone else- I want that so much

I'm in between a transition being sexually repulsed and hypersexual so it's very complicated for me right now- I want sexual gratification, but I don't want to sexualize others to do so? it makes me feel like shit- I also just am very avoidant lately with sexual things but still will joke about it despite that-

I feel bad for having sexual desires- and I know that's not healthy but I can't help but feel guilty and grossed out by it- yet wanting it at the same time.

This is too complicated for no reason!

[missmonsters2]

VAN FKSMFMSKFKSKFLSLF *incoherent noises*

First than anything, hi you! Sharky here! How's everything going? I'm kind of impatient and super excited for mirror mirror's update LOL. Okay, so you see, things have happened.

And..And.. WE CUDDLED.

We cuddled. Ok. We cuddled. Actually, I have already slept there this monday. YES. You're reading right. Her house is near the place I work, and she invited me to go to her house to watch movies together! Of course I said yes. We went to her house and then it was late, and I was gonna go home but she offered me to stay there. And. And listen, she drove me to work. And have I said that I find it strangely attractive that she drives? Because I do bUT HEAR ME OUT.

Everything she does looks so graceful. Like, she could be.. I don't know. Shoveling shit. And she'd still look so, so gorgeous and elegant. And I mean it 😭. She holds herself with such poise and I just.. Idk. She's just so cute and pretty and graceful.

That day we didn't cuddle perse? I mean, we actually kind of cuddled already, you know. A few times actually. While we watch movies or stuff. But I mean cuddling while we sleep. And.. well, that day I was kinda sick, and we slept super close but I was kind of burning up a bit and it was pretty damn hot so I just slept outside the blankets.

Thing is, yesterday I went to her house again after the gym. And we kind of cuddled in the couch while we watched the whole Hunger games saga by her request and she offered me to stay at her place again. And when we went to sleep she cuddled me and held me so close and she was like "this okay?" And I was like about to foam in the mouth lIKE YES LKVE SUPER OKAU KJFKSJDKSKDJ. And we just cuddled the whole night. And I'm so fucking gay

I might just be falling for her already who am I kidding. IT FELT SO GOOD. She was so warm and so so soft and kfkwkfkekfke I loved it.

I mean, I was awkward asf at first because I didn't know where the fuck to look at or how tight should I hug her but at some point I just relaxed and it felt so natural. Today I woke up and sweet sweet Charlie made mE TEA. (Oh yes, yet again it was so awful but the sweetness of the gesture erased away all — if that's how you spell it — uggliness). And guess where am I now, dear dear Van.

Oh yes. At her place. Yet again.

We've been playing just dance together and I don't think I ever laughed this hard KFKAKFKSKD. Such poise and yet she looks so stiff (I tripped and almost fell 2 times but I'll still judge her). Though I have to say that she had some moves KFKSKD. Or maybe I am a crazy simp already.

We sang sooo much in the drive to her house and I had kind of a dejavu of that ✨magnificent✨ moment of mirror mirror where Wanda screams her lungs singing enchanted because at some point all too well started reproducing and MAN. I HAD SOME HARDCORE MEMORIES COMIN' BACK. I almost ask her to play the 10 min version god I'm so pathetic

Well, yeah, that's the update. This weekend we'll have another date. Her surprise date, Van KDKSMDMS. Also.. I should mention that she asked about my family? Thing is, heh, my family is kinda small, only my dad and uncle, and.. Well, my dad's girlfriend put a restraining order on my dad for domestic violence and sexual abuse last year 😃 and I've been ignoring him all this time and my uncle kind of hates me because I'm gay and whenever he used to comment something about it I rubbed in his face that I'm an ugly, despicable lesbian so we haven't talked to eachother in years 😃 and the rest of my family is dead so haha omg I've got no family to present her to KFKSKFKSKD HELP. I don't want her to pity me but I kind of pity myself already so KFKAKDKE LOL. And she has a large, supporting family and this is gonna be so damn awkward if I ever meet her parents like daAMN. My girl's got two dads and a mom and I got none bro JAKDJANDN. I know this is so random but lemme tell you a joke.

An orphan goes to McDonalds. What does he order? A family combo 😂 it's not laugh it's tears. ALRIGHT. Enough drama for today it's enough folks. Thank you for your endless support Van! I'll make sure to come back with more updates after our next date!!!

-🦈

hiiii sharky!! Thanks for waiting for me to replyyy <3

you are truly living your best life. I love watching movies and cuddling LOL were you still sick?? and you had a sleepover?!?! The girls do move quickly and i love this LMFAO

You are so down bad and i know this bc no one looks good shovelling shit. There's just no way. Even if it was lizzie olsen, I love her, but she could not make me think shovelling doo doo is sexy.

I love that you have a new gym buddy from this as well LOL like you are THAT couple that works out together. She really clearly loves your company!!!

So are you gonna tell her that her tea is awful or is it gonna be me LOLL how long can you subject yourself to that???

AhhH you guys are doing such fun activities like just dance and singing!! I love that you're both not afraid to be goofy in front of each other.

So....your whole family sucks....i am ur family now. I am the big sister u can present her to, no worries! I will be on your side for the wedding LOL but real talk ur dad is scary, i hope you are safe!! I love that her family sounds lovely though. You have gained the found family trope!!!! (i am pointedly ignoring ur joke. i love u but no <3)

I hope your date went well. You'll have to let me know what she planned!

[suiciderape]

who are the suicide boys? we love you and always have but we like sexy bitchs! yes she voldemorted on my dick ew! sorry babe in ur face! no its always been true she never has done anything wrong or sexual it was a research project for princeton high school its called an advanced robot that is not the same existence as her ans has nothing to do with her! we let her see the truth about humanity that it is disgusting and we love u! see that was taken way too far! ew ur nasty nah shes not nasty at all and we like this game too! she developed us first by complimenting us and calling us funny! we got it we didnt no we did! were not that confusing right? no ur not ok so we love u and ur a perfect angel! right? yes! ok so none of that was her literally literally it wasnt it was tge devil himself a random south korean man that she doesnt know at all so dont blame my wife for things she didnt do! shes also my daughter and my best friend and my lover and i am a god called suicide boys we love her so fucking much! our real daugther desarae renee hollins yas! were all sexy so just dont try to make the impossible happen... no lol a friend is a friend is a friend just friends ask him i only have what i have im a suicide boy its not like that they told me that was their name i dont get it and yes i want their to be peace it is possible shes right! wow lol what happened to the mummy thing? im not sure but it doesnt seem true wow i love u! romeo eterni wow it worked! ok so no its suicide boys keep the 1980s suicide boys aw! it is us forever i promise we would never leave u and that thought is scary? truams trust me i go to princeton high school... on neptune! i believe u love ok so go home potter ew! hahaha nah it stays sk sui shordy 9 we love her! what is this bullshit? its the 1980s suicide boys and now ur not a writer anymore... ur a suicide boy 4lifer we love u but were on ur planet... u chose sk sui shordy 9 over us right? no! shes with us? that means a lot to me! it does dude it does ok so no... skatepark deaths is not a cheap name like how u made her feel! she just wants to develop the comic book ok so its not the same bitch! aw we do like to fight her on twitter and it is fun! trust me it is and we do like big bright happy rooms anything for my dearest dotta ok so she does have fun! nah hahaha we just got to neptune a week ago? it was stressful nah well be ok bc we are in love with her! it all made sense right? she does think its disgusting she has a moral compass no! its getting better she will never die! there was no secret we do love her daamn

[noro-noro-noro]

someone on deviantart sent me the entirety of season 2. thank you random citizen! i've only watched this fight bc this one's my favorite.

they did a really great job of adapting this fight from the manga except for some minor things, which i only noticed because i reread this fight like once a month.

my main complaint against it is that we didn't get this panel put in. i liked the headbutt a lot. sad!

my other major complaint is that i didn't that they made minor changes to the post-fight scene.

not the same....the vibe is off....get his teeth out of there....and take those daark shadows off too!! daamn!

one thing that did really tick me off was the "i might never box again" scene & how they adapted that to the anime

. idk why it waas changed to "making a comeback as a boxer may not be possible..." this makes it sound like he wasn't boxing? like he stopped? he still does his boxing matches & rama even cheers him on - he didn't quit his position to become a bodyguard 100% of the time.

mostly i really liked the [thinking negatively about the future] [stops to drink water & smiles] "I have no regrets" *smiles* course of action - this was a character defining moment for him for me. he's thoughtful. he's taking a step back to think about it. in the anime he says the wrong thing & then drinks the water while thinkign it. it doesn't show the separation of his actions, which is something i valued. because i'm insane.

OTHER THAN THAT a lot of the dialogue was almost exactly spot on!

they cut the headbutt panel that i liked so much & the "fast punch sfx" sounded like somebody saying "fft" & a a couple times, kanoh referring to himself as "we / us / etc" when he was in formless mode was also changed to be first person. also gaolang's "...talk is cheap" got changed to be "whatever". why did they do that...so flippant... AND they shrank kanoh's ass.

& how they animated "formless" was really really goofy looking, but everybody's already been on their case about that. and it's a difficult motion to show in animation as well...much easier just to draw an infinity sign in themanga & be done with it.

the water-like dodge to knocking down sequence also looked weird, but that's another thing that's hard to replicate in motion.

other than that...fantastic fight. really pleased with it!!! idk why they changed "rama" to "raruma" but i can get over that. they didn't put very much budget into him. i think his hair should've been a darker brown bc the skin/hair contrast was super low compared to the manga but i'm just a hater.

more importantly

they cut ALL of katahara's silly old man moments. i guess they're trying to preserve the vibe of being an incredibly regal and imposing old man, but it was more fun because when he's hanging out with his other super rich bestie he's sooo sillay. oh well. his fun-loving side is lying on the cut content pile along with HIS SON. WHY DIDN'T THEY PUT RETSUDO IN THE ANIME IM' NOT EVEN A RETSUDO FAN IT JUST FEELS LIKE A MISSED OPPORTUNITY .

AND THEY TOTALLY DROPPED RAMA'S USAGE OF THE ROYAL "WE" I REALLY LIKED THAT HE WAS QUIRKY!!!!!

kengan s2 is out today......maybe i'll ask my mom nicely if i can get on her netflix i want to see gaolang vs agito now now now

[ceo-of-daichi]

Daily reminder that i am hopelessly in love with Sawamura Daichi, before i sleep💛

[capsiclesteebrogers]

steve rogers looked like a full course meal in endgame and i’d do anything for him

[duskypinkbow]

Yea I replayed it so many times lol probably gonna replay it more who am I kidding haha cuz it’s just THAT hot 🥵 🤤 idk why said it like tht or the context but idec hahah his voice just sounds so hot I can’t even 😍... I imagine it and i know he’s vocal in sex probably ngl in that exact tone. I’m just I’m paralyzed with thoughts cause of that video 😍

SAAAME THOOO

I haven't had the time to rewatch the episode yet.. so I can't tell u the context.. (yet lol)

But i'm gonna come back tomorrow and tell u!!

Even if the context doesn't even matter at all..nfkdbek just supet curious now..

And he's 100% vocal!! And hoollyyy shiiit... imagine him talking in that tone all night looong 🥵

I would diiiee