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â・ďžIn their love, they bloom like a dark rose, its thorns only striking those who try to escape. ďžď˝Ąâ
â Vi, Caitlyn, Sevika, and Jinx.
VI.
Vi would do anything to protect you, but her obsession consumes her, driving her to see threats in every corner, even where none exist. In her mind, danger lurks in the shadows, always watching, and you are the only one who can escape this threat... even if it isnât real.
Her irritable nature compels her to act impulsively, before her mind has the chance to halt the torrent of emotions. She doesnât hesitate to confront anyone, even if they are just a stranger who has approached you out of curiosity, convincing herself that anyone who crosses your path is a danger, no matter how harmless they seem.
Vi clings to her justification, arguing that her control is merely an expression of love, that everything she does is for your own good. But beneath those words lies a dark echo, as if she cannot fathom a world where you donât need her, where her influence is not vital to your survival.
Her gestures of affection, far from being tender, are invasive and violent. Her hugs, excessive and tight, feel as if she could crush you. The words she whispers in your ear, filled with intensity, steal the air between you, with a fervor bordering on obsession, as if sheâs marking you, immortalizing you in her world, only for herself.
Though her exterior is one of hardness, beneath that mask beats a deep fear: the fear of losing you. She knows that without you, her world would crumble, empty, incomplete. âIf you donât want me near, just tell me⌠but donât expect me to stand idly by while someone tries to take away the only thing that gives my life meaning.â
CAITLYN.
Caitlyn becomes ensnared in her own whirlwind of thoughts, convinced that her obsessive love is the only thing capable of offering you the care you deserve. She sees herself as the only one who can truly understand and protect you, regardless of the boundaries she must cross to keep you by her side.
With a sharp, calculating mind, Caitlyn weaves invisible threads around your life, orchestrating every detail so subtly that you're barely aware of her control. From the people you allow into your circle to the places you step foot in, everything is meticulously designed to keep you under her sway.
Using her charm, Caitlyn spins a web of carefully chosen words, manipulating your perception with a smile that conceals the darkness lurking inside her. She has no qualms about distorting the truth, lying, and creating parallel realities, all to ensure you remain bound to her, oblivious to the trap you've fallen into.
Her control over you goes beyond the physical; Caitlyn becomes an emotional necessity, feeding your dependency with gestures that seem loving but are, in reality, invisible chains. She makes you feel as though you cannot breathe without her presence, turning herself into an irreplaceable part of your life, a constant shadow you cannot escape.
Anyone who dares to get close is seen as an immediate threat, and Caitlyn doesnât need to resort to open violence. Her deadliest weapon is her influence, capable of destroying slowly, without anyone suspecting a thing. "Why waste time with them, darling? Iâll handle everything. Itâs much better if you follow my suggestions; I promise everything will be fine."
SEVIKA.
Sevika sees you as hersâlike a treasure no one else deserves to touch. Her obsession is a dangerous blend of control and overbearing protection. Should anyone dare to put you in harm's way, she will become the shadow that eliminates any threat, without remorse and with brutal precision.
Any intruder who gets too close will be stopped by her mere presence. The intensity of her gaze and the unyielding strength of her stance instill terror in even the bravest hearts. She needs no words: her silence is a warning, and her actions, the verdict.
Believing the world is a deadly trap for you, she begins to build a cage of isolation. Every argument she makes is wrapped in false sweetness: "Itâs for your own good, trust me," while the chains of her obsession tighten a little more with each passing day.
Flowers and sweet words are not her style, but her actions speak louder than anything. The moment she senses youâre in danger, she will unleash an inhuman fury, showing just how far sheâs willing to go to protect you.
Her emotions are a storm hidden beneath a mask of cold serenity. Every action is calculated, every decision made with precision. "I donât need to shout to show you how much I love you. You see it in what I do, don't you?" she murmurs, her voice calm yet carrying a weight that leaves no doubt about the intensity of her devotion.
JINX.
Jinx would always watch you with eyes filled with obsession, as if you were her precious toy, meant only for her. Her love is no simple feeling: itâs a wild, unpredictable whirlwind, packed with emotional explosions and flashes of madness. She cannot stand anyone else getting your attention, and her âjokesâ toward those who dare to come close often end in a macabre, lethal spectacle of destruction.
Within her chaos lies a desperate search for stability, and you are her anchor, but always on her terms. Trying to pull away or challenge her twisted world only triggers a collapse in her mind and a violent need to reaffirm her control over you.
Her love manifests in disturbingly creative forms: bombs adorned with hearts, explosive devices bearing your name, or "trophies" taken from those she deems rivals. Each one is a sickening declaration of how deep and dangerous her affection runs.
Her greatest fear is abandonment, trapped in the loneliness that haunts her. If she senses even the slightest hint that you might leave, sheâll do the unthinkable to make sure you stay by her side. It doesnât matter if she has to chain youâliterally or figuratively; in her mind, the end always justifies the means.
Jinx wonât hesitate to destroyâeven herselfâto keep you close. Her desperation drives her to dark extremes, hurting others or putting her own body at risk. âDo you see this? I did it for you. Now you canât deny how much I care. Youâre not going anywhere, are you?â
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Pairing: Bruce Wayne x Fem Reader
Headcanon: how would he be when he's obsessed?
Note: English is not my first language. Hope you enjoy!
Bruce Wayne is a man shaped by tragedy, a billionaire with an iron will and an unrelenting sense of justice. But beneath the stoic façade lies a broken soul. When Bruce becomes obsessed, it isnât violent outbursts or chaotic behaviorâitâs cold, calculated, and methodical. He doesnât lose himself to obsession; he leans into it, weaponizing his resources and intelligence to keep you close. After all, what is Batman if not a man who cannot let go?
Maybe youâre someone he met at a galaâa rare individual who caught his attention without trying. Maybe youâre an employee at Wayne Enterprises, someone who treated him like a person rather than the playboy billionaire. Or maybe you stumbled into Gothamâs darker corners, and he saved you as Batman. Whatever the case, Bruce finds himself drawn to you in a way he hasnât been to anyone else in years.
At first, he tells himself itâs curiosity. Youâre intriguing, sure, but nothing more. Yet he canât stop thinking about you. Every word you said, every look you gave him, replays in his mind like a song stuck on repeat. And Bruce, has to understand why.
Bruce doesnât approach you immediately; instead, he observes. He justifies it as caution. After all, heâs Batmanâhe needs to know everything about you to protect you.
He learns everything there is to know: your name, your routines, your friends, your secrets. He watches you through security cameras, listens to your conversations through bugs he discreetly plants, and even monitors your online activity.
But to Bruce, this isnât invasiveâitâs necessary. How else can he ensure your safety in a city as dangerous as Gotham?
As Bruce Wayne, heâs charming, attentive, and subtly magnetic. He uses his wealth and influence to insert himself into your life. Invitations to exclusive events? Job offers at Wayne Enterprises? He makes it impossible for you to say no without coming across as ungrateful.
As Batman, heâs your silent protector, always one step ahead. If youâre ever in trouble, heâs thereâappearing out of the shadows to save you. He doesnât speak much when heâs Batman, but the way his gaze lingers on you feels almost suffocating.
Youâd never suspect that the billionaire whoâs so eager to help you and the vigilante who seems to always be around are one and the same.
Bruceâs obsession manifests in his need for control. He doesnât see himself as possessiveâhe sees himself as protective. You donât need to worry about toxic friends, late-night walks, or bad decisions because Bruce will take care of everything.
If someone gets too close to you, Bruce doesnât lose his temper. Instead, he uses his resources to quietly remove them from your life. A coworker who flirts too much? Suddenly transferred. A friend who badmouths Bruce? Their secrets mysteriously come to light.
âItâs for your own good,â he tells himself. After all, Bruce believes he knows whatâs best for you better than you do.
Bruce is painfully self-aware. He knows his feelings for you arenât healthy, and he hates himself for it. But his guilt doesnât stop him; it fuels him. He rationalizes his actions by convincing himself that youâre safer with him watching over you.
âIâve already lost so much,â he whispers to himself late at night in the Batcave, your face flickering on the monitor in front of him. âI canât lose her too.â
In his mind, his obsession is just another sacrifice he makes for the people he loves. He can bear the weight of being a monster as long as it means keeping you safe.
Bruce rarely shows his jealousy outrightâitâs subtle, like a storm brewing just beneath the surface. If you mention another man, his jaw tightens imperceptibly. If someone touches you, his eyes darken, and his hand lingers a little too long on your shoulder as he pulls you away.
Behind the scenes, though, heâs ruthless. The man who asked for your number? Heâll find himself the target of a police investigation. That friend who keeps trying to set you up on dates? Suddenly, theyâre avoiding you without explanation.
âIâm just looking out for you,â he says when you start to notice how people in your life seem to vanish. âGotham is dangerous. You can never be too careful.â
Bruceâs obsession remains controlled until you try to distance yourself. Maybe youâve started to feel smothered, or maybe youâve realized that the people disappearing from your life arenât coincidences. When you confront himâwhether as Bruce or Batmanâheâs calm, almost unnervingly so.
âI only want whatâs best for you,â he says, his voice steady. âDo you have any idea how much danger youâre in without me?â
If you try to leave, that calm facade shatters. He wonât hurt youânever youâbut heâll do everything in his power to make sure you stay. Heâll cut off your options, isolate you, and remind you that no one else can protect you the way he can.
âYou think youâre safer without me?â he says, his voice laced with desperation and anger. âYouâre wrong. Gotham will chew you up and spit you out. Iâm the only thing standing between you and harm.â
Despite his obsession, Bruceâs love for you is genuine in its own twisted way. He wants you to be happy, even if he doesnât understand that his actions are suffocating you.
There are moments when the mask slipsâwhen Bruce is just a broken man trying to hold onto the one good thing in his life. Late at night, heâll hold you close, his voice trembling as he whispers, âYouâre everything to me. I canât lose you. Not after everything Iâve already lost.â
In those moments, itâs hard to tell where Bruce Wayne ends and Batman begins. To him, theyâre both the sameâa man who would do anything to protect the one person he canât live without.
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hey i was wondering if you could do how arcane characters would react to seeing their partner looking really good dressed up?? also i love ur writing!!
Arcane characters reacting to their s/o dressed up really pretty. | Vi, Ekko, Jinx x Gn!Reader
Thank you for the request, Anon, and I hope you'll enjoy this!!<3
Content: Established romantic relationships, fluff, sfw
Reader has no set pronouns.
((Not proofread))
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"Ooh... where are we going?" A wide grin rested on her lips as she watched you put on your fancy shoes and straighten out the last details of your pretty attire. "I'm going out with a couple friends." In other words, she was not invited. But Vi couldn't hear you over the sound of her mind spinning with many different thoughts.
Humming, she leaned against a wall next to you, intensely dark eyes staring you down with a glint that made you shake your head in defiance. "No." "Oh come on, Cupcake! Do you really have to go out today? I mean... I can go along. It's dangerous around this time of the night and-" "-Viiii. I can take care of myself." She pouted at your clear disagreement, hardly attempting to even hide how much she loved the way you looked.
"Aw... please? At least let me tag alone so I can show you off to everyone." Typical. And yet, you had a hard time denying her anything when her hands suddenly sneaked around your waist so smoothly. She always got what she wanted out of you in the end. Not that you necessarily minded.
"Fineeee... but keep your hands to yourself around them." You huff out whilst your heart warmed a t the sight of pure excitement on her face. But the slyness in her smirk didn't leave as she gratefully kissed your cheek and let go. "Can't promise you that when you're looking so good, unfortunately... but I'll try. For now."
Rolling your eyes with a smile, you let her happily run off to get ready, glad that she enjoyed your outfit a lot.
ăEKKO
He was stunned at the sight of you emerging from the bedroom, fully dressed up so beautifully it left him speechless. The Firelights were having a huge festival in celebration of a recent successful mission, and of course, you were both expected to look your best. And you weren't the type to ever disappoint either.
It was rare to see you dressed up so nicely, the cute outfit being one he had only seen a small couple of times before due to your line of work and life circumstances. But in his mind, you looking so good was a sign of success. He wanted you to be able to dress that way every day, perhaps another motivation of his to continue going.
"How do I look?" You ask, the nervous tone in your voice making his eyes soften even further. "You look great. Who are you trying to impress, hm?" His words were playful as he grabbed your waist carefully. Ekko mirrored the shy smile that crept onto your lips at his question. "A certain someone. I don't think you know him, though." You played along, watching as he raised a brow with an unimpressed smirk.
"Hm... maybe we shouldn't go out then-" "-Oi! Why are you guys taking so long? Let's get going." Scar's voice made you both jump, as he appeared in the doorway and waved you over. A sly smirk crept onto your face as you quickly followed after the man. "Ah, there he is! See ya around, Ekko!" "Hey! I'll remember this-!" Running after you two, he couldn't help but laugh a little.
The festival was going to be great, to say the least.
ăJINX
You were just trying out some new clothes you had gotten. Nothing special and definitely not for anyone else's eyes, except for hers. Once you were done, you were quick to hunt down your girlfriend to show her your outfit. "Jinx! How do I look?" You asked, a happy smile on your lips as you now stood next to her, whilst she tinkered away on some projects. Removing her googles, she glanced up at you and blinked in surprise, near speechless for a moment.
Nervously shifting under her intense gaze, you wondered if she didn't like it. "Uhm... should I go change or-" "-You look really good..." She muttered thoughtfully before a large grin crept onto her lips mischievously. "A bit too good! Makes me nearly jealous, pretty. How about you dress me up too so we can match?" You should have honestly seen this coming, as she enjoys doing cute things like that with you.
And so, you did as she asked, whilst she painted your nails to match her own. By the end of it, you looked like you were headed to a fancy event, something she found greatly amusing. Kicking a nearby radio to make it play music, she held out her hand to you with a bright smile. "Alright, let's get this party started!"
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Desperate Confessions with: Jamil Viper, Sebek Zigvolt
Others: Riddle and Leona
Jamil Viper
The kitchen was filled with the soothing clatter of utensils and the faint aroma of simmering spices. You were chopping vegetables with practiced ease, seamlessly slipping into the rhythm of Jamil's kitchen. He stole a glance at youâyour focused expression, the casual way you moved as though this chaotic dance of preparation was second nature to you.
You didn't hesitate to reach for the salt he needed, passing it wordlessly, or to stir a pot heâd left unattended while juggling a dozen other tasks.
It wasnât the first time youâd done thisâhelped him without making it a grand gesture, without expecting recognition. But today, something was different. Today, it felt like a dam broke inside him.
Jamil stopped chopping, the knife trembling slightly in his hand. His heart pounded against his ribs, a wild, relentless drumbeat that left him breathless. You were talking, something light and offhanded about how he always managed to make dinner look easy despite everything. But the words blurred in his mind, drowned by the overwhelming realization that he couldnât keep holding this in.
He couldnât keep swallowing his feelings, pretending that the way you effortlessly lightened his burdens didnât mean the world to him.
The air felt charged as he set down the knife, turning to face you. His hands clenched at his sides, his breathing uneven.
âJamil?â you asked, your voice laced with concern. âWhatâs wrong?â
He took a step closer, his eyes locked onto yours. âIââ He paused, his voice faltering as a wave of emotion surged through him. He closed his eyes for a brief moment, trying to gather himself, but it was no use. The words spilled out in a rush, raw and desperate.
âI canât do this anymore,â he confessed, his voice low but trembling with intensity. âI canât keep pretending this doesnât drive me insaneâhow youâre always there, always helping, always making everything easier without even realizing it. You donât expect anything, you donât ask for anything, and itâitâs too much.â
Your eyes widened, and you opened your mouth to respond, but he continued, unable to stop now that heâd started.
âI donât just want your help. I donât just want your kindness. I wantââ His voice broke, and he took another step closer, his heart hammering so fiercely it felt like it might break free of his chest. His hands reached for yours, hesitating for a moment before finally grasping them gently but firmly, like he was afraid youâd disappear.
âI want you,â he finished, his voice soft but unyielding. âI want to be the one who gets to take care of you the way you take care of everyone else. Iâve been holding this back for so long, but I canât anymore. IâŚâ His voice dropped to a whisper, his dark eyes searching yours with a vulnerability he rarely let show. âI love you.â
You stared at him, speechless, as his words sank in. The air between you felt electric, heavy with unsaid things. His gaze flickered down to your lips, and he felt an almost unbearable urge to close the distance. His grip on your hands tightened slightly, his restraint wavering.
âI shouldnât,â he murmured, more to himself than to you. âBut I canâtââ
âThen donât,â you interrupted softly, a smile tugging at your lips.
He froze, his breath catching as you leaned in, closing the gap between you. His lips met yours in a kiss that was equal parts tentative and desperate, like heâd been starving for this moment for years. His hands cupped your face gently, reverently, as though you were something fragile and precious.
When you finally pulled away, both of you were breathless. You smiled at him, your cheeks warm, and he couldnât help but mirror it, his usual guarded expression melting into something softer, something unguarded.
âI love you too,â you said, your voice steady despite the rapid fluttering of your heart. âAnd Iâm not going anywhere, Jamil.â
His shoulders sagged, as though a weight heâd carried for far too long had finally been lifted. He pulled you into his arms, holding you close, the smell of spices and warmth enveloping both of you.
For the first time in what felt like forever, Jamil allowed himself to want somethingâno, to want you. And as he held you, he knew heâd never let you go.
Sebek Zigvolt
Sebek was, as usual, in the middle of a passionate lecture about Malleus, his voice booming with fervor. You had long since learned to tune out the dramatics and focus on the little thingsâthe way his hands gestured wildly as if the fate of the world depended on it, the way his ears twitched when he got particularly worked up, and the faint pink dusting his cheeks whenever you gave him a little too much attention.
Today was no different. You sat beside him on the bench, letting his enthusiasm wash over you like white noise, a faint smile playing on your lips. Without thinking, you leaned against his shoulder, sighing contentedly as you rested your weight against him.
The effect was immediate. Sebek stiffened like someone had swapped his spine with a metal rod, his words faltering mid-sentence.
âAnd thatâs whyâwhy Lord Malleus is⌠what are youâwhat are you doing?!â he stammered, his voice an octave higher than usual.
You blinked up at him innocently. âListening. You were saying something about Malleus and⌠moonlight?â
His ears turned a shade of pink that wouldâve been comical if your heart wasnât busy fluttering at how adorable he looked when flustered.
âStop that,â he grumbled, glaring at nothing in particular.
âStop what?â you asked, genuinely confused.
âSmiling!â he snapped, his voice cracking slightly.
You tilted your head, puzzled. âHuh? Why?â
âBecauseâŚâ He clenched his fists, as though physically restraining himself from blurting out something disastrous. But it was no use. The truth clawed its way out of him, raw and unpolished. âBecause I⌠like it too much.â
The silence that followed was deafening. Sebek immediately averted his gaze, as if the sky might mercifully swallow him whole if he refused to acknowledge you.
You stared at him for a moment, your heart pounding so loudly you were sure he could hear it. A teasing smile spread across your face as you reached out, grabbing his face gently but firmly between your hands, forcing him to look at you.
âSebek,â you said, your voice light and playful despite the warmth blooming in your chest. âDo you like me?â
His eyes widened, and for a split second, he looked as though he might faint on the spot. But then the dam burst, and all his pent-up frustration and longing came pouring out in a torrent of words.
âYouâre unfair! Your smile is cruel! You haunt my every waking moment with your ridiculous kindness and your infernal warmth! How am I supposed to serve Lord Malleus with any semblance of dignity when youâwhen youââ His voice cracked again, and he looked down, his expression somewhere between mortified and miserable. ââŚwhen youâre so you.â
The confession hung in the air, and you couldnât help itâyou leaned in and kissed him, cutting off his rambling in the gentlest way possible. His lips were warm and slightly chapped, and he froze for a moment, clearly too overwhelmed to compute what was happening.
When you pulled back, you were grinning, your face flushed. âThere. Better?â
Sebek sat there, his face an unreadable mix of shock and flustered indignation. He touched his lips like he couldnât believe what had just happened. And then, as if the words were yanked from him against his will, he blurted, âThatâs not enough!â
You raised an eyebrow, amused. âNot enough?â
He cleared his throat, his ears practically glowing. âI need to⌠confirm. One more time. For certainty!â
You chuckled, your chest aching with fondness, and leaned in again. âIf you insist.â
This time, he kissed you back, hesitant but earnest, his hands hovering awkwardly before finally resting on your shoulders. When you finally pulled apart, Sebek looked like heâd just run a marathon, his face flushed and his eyes dazed.
âHappy now?â you teased, brushing a stray strand of hair from his forehead.
ââŚFor now,â he muttered, his voice barely audible, but the shy smile tugging at his lips gave him away.
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On one hand, I'm relieved to see that it isn't just me suffering in the engagement department whereas I used to get flooded with comments and the like every time I dropped something. It isn't the only reason why I've moved from fanfic work to original work, but it is part of it. The last round of engagement on the latest MM chapter was abysmal, and while I know it's not a reflection of my quality in writing, I kept beating myself up over the possibility that I took too long to update it and people gave up on it/forgot/fell out of love with my work because I as a creator was not performing good enough. It drove me into a bit of a depression for a while.
On the other hand, this is making me rethink my stance on never telling my favorite authors how much they have inspired me to take off with my writing career. This is going to get a little lengthy but I want to talk about it so bear with me here.
Closed circles know how much of an insane, unhinged fan I am of certain writers, yet I have never actually said a word to them. I think I left one comment on maybe two fics that went unanswered (which is fine. They're not active in the fandoms I'm in anymore and I'm just some guy out of probably hundreds all saying the same thing. They're not gonna reply to me) but apart from that, you wouldn't catch me dead actually admitting how much the works mean to me. But why?
I guess I was far too proud and too terrified of being let down if I exposed myself like that. Despite the fact that these authors were literal catalysts for borderline impossible feats I have done within the last year, WELL RECEIVED FEATS at that, I swore I'd never tell anyone how inspiring they were for me. (Unless a casual friendship has been established. I have had the tremendous honor to able to talk to some of my inspirations one on one but under incredibly lucky circumstances)
I had a scenario in my head that these were the cool kids, and if you ever got picked on at all for admiring anything, you know damn well you never tell the cool kids about your admiration. I was afraid that they'd take one look at the work that was inspired by theirs and laugh at it in their enclosed circles. I wasn't going to risk having my confidence crushed and lose the motivation to continue working on my projects by being a fan.
I know not all authors do this. Every time someone comes to me and tells me I've inspired them to be a better writer, I literally frame it in a collection of screenshots I have saved on a hard drive. Every. Single. Time. And I know anyone else would tell me that if the person I admire would actually be cruel enough to mock an up and coming writer, then they're not worth admiring. Which I agree with! But try telling that to sensitive little Kaeli that safeguards their interests with the fiery defensiveness of a feral bear on cocaine.
But then I see posts like this, and I put myself in their shoes. I don't know them. They could be a jackass but they could also be like me - someone who bases a lot of motivation for project completion based off of whether or not people even care to see it completed.
This is all a very long, round about away to say that who cares if the author you build a mini-shrine for in your brain thinks your cringe for liking their work? Odds are they probably need to hear that you liked it so much, it inspired you to do something with that feeling. We all need to hear it. They inspired you and now you're making something that will inspire someone else. To be a creator is to share that passion everywhere you go. There's nothing cringe about it.
A writer friend told me something that broke my heart a little bit today; they're going to quit publishing their fanfic.
My instant thought was that they had been trolled or attacked or that something terrible had happened in their life because this person is so passionate about their writing. It wasn't any of that. Engagement with their works has been going down, as it has for many of us. Comments are like gold dust a lot of the time, and just looking through the historical comment counts on old fics on ao3 demonstrates this trend very clearly. It was not simply the comments dropping off which caused them to decide to stop posting, however.
My friend came across a discord server for their fandom (I should point out here that their fandom interest and mine diverged a couple of years ago, we stay in touch but don't currently read each other's posts because I'm not into their fandom and they would rather gouge their eyes out with a wooden spoon than read anything Star Wars) and specifically to share fic in that fandom. They joined, because we all love a good fic rec, only to discover that their latest multichapter fic, which has almost no comments and very few kudos, is being hotly discussed in this server as one of the best stories ever. Not one of these people has bothered to say this to them on the fic. When they asked, none of participants could see the point in telling the author of the fic they apparently loved so much that they love it.
This discovery has absolutely destroyed my friend's love of sharing fic. They share because they love seeing other people's enjoyment, and fic writers do that through comments and kudos/reblogs/likes because we don't get paid. There is no literary critic writing a blog post/article about how amazing the story is for us to copy and keep/frame. There is no money from royalties. All we have are the words of the people reading our works.
Those people on that server could have taken five minutes of the time they spent gushing about how amazing my friend's story was to other people and used it to tell the one person guaranteed to want to hear that praise how much they loved it. They could have taken a moment to express their opinion to the person who spent hours upon hours plotting, writing, editing, and posting those chapters. Instead, they deprived my friend of thing that keeps them sharing their writing, and in the process have killed their love of it. My friend now feels used and unmotivated.
I won't be sharing a link to their fic, they said I could share their experience but not their identity. I know they plan to post one final chapter. I know they intend to express their hurt at being excluded from the praise for the thing they created, and I know they intend to announce that as a consequence they will not be posting for a long while, if at all.
So please, I beg you, don't hide your love of a story from the writer. It's just about the only thing we have.
#this means I have to actually not be a hypocrite and voice my inspirations openly#DO IT SCARED#and have to remind myself my work isn't cringe people like it for a reason#WE CAN DO IT TOGETHER#LETS SHARE THE LOVE FOLKS LETS BE BETTER
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some more nico with his pregnant wife!
â has a routine where every night before he sleeps he has to use one of those mini ultrasound machines to listen to the babyâs heartbeat. even if heâs in a roadie, you bet your ass heâs calling you so you can play it over the phone. heâll just lay back in his bed, phone up to his ear or headphones on and just listen with a smile playing on his face. it comforts him hearing the strong, rhythmic beat. itâs his way of knowing you and the baby are safe.
â always talks to the baby! itâs one of his favorite things to do, especially when you first wake up. nine times out of ten, youâll wake up to nico softly kissing your belly while murmuring sweet swiss-german to your unborn child. bonus, thereâs often times when youâll be reading or scrolling through your phone and nico is having his daily chats with the baby, and he just leans his cheek onto your swollen belly and gazes up at you. his big brown eyes are all full of love and adoration while he just watches your face while you read.
â he also is always touching your belly or body in some way when youâre pregnant. nico was very protective of you in the beginning, but now that youâre carrying his baby? dial it up about 100 notches. needs that reassurance that youâre okay and that youâre safe in his arms. very âcavemanâ of him, but his body literally aches if he feels like he canât be there for you. you and the baby are his lifeline, his world, and he would do anything to make sure that youâre both happy and taken care of. when youâre in public, his hand is against your back or on your hip. heâll even keep his hand resting comfortably on your belly. it helps him feel like heâs protecting them. at home heâs much more unabashed about touching you. both his hands are splayed over your stomach almost at all times. if youâre cooking? heâs holding your bump. your cuddling on the couch? heâs holding your bump. your just standing up somewhere on your phone? you guessed it! heâs holding your bump.
â nico is also very in tune with your body and mind. he wants to be able to take care of you in the best way possible and make sure that youâre happy and content. donât get me wrong, he loves making sure the baby is happy and healthy, but youâre his wife, his girl, and heâs gonna put your well being above all else. heâs the one whose texting or calling you every chance he gets when heâs not there. even if itâs just to hear your voice. nico can usually tell by your tone whether youâre feeling okay or not. if heâs at practice and he calls you during a break, heâll know that because you answered the phone slightly different than normal that somethingâs off. and when he does find out youâre uncomfortable or upset about something, heâs racing to soothe your needs and fix it. nico hates seeing you unhappy and heâll go to ends of the earth and back again if it means he gets to see you smile.
+ this turned out a lot longer than i anticipated, but i still have more thoughts if yall want more! also my inbox is open for your nico thoughts!
#nico hischier#nico hischier x reader#nico hischier headcanons#nico hischier blurb#nico hischier imagine#nh13#new jersey devils#njd x reader#lea writes stuff âĄ
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Hey! I'm a huge fan of your le terror au (forgive me if I misspelled it) but I feel like I'm missing context clues? This could be just me but it says the au is Adrigamette, yet it seems more Marigami? And while everyone is having unspeakable horrors happen to them, it kinda seems like Adrien is the only one who isn't going to have a happy ending? If he's in a poly relationship, it seems like Kagami and Marinette are more in love with eachother and don't care about Adrien, and people seem to hate him even while getting to know he's a good person (I assume from your au he's a good person?) Again, I could be missing context clues as not all the comics have uploaded where I am so I'm grasping at straws here, and you don't have to explain, but is there like a link explaining the character dynamics a bit? Sorry to bother you!
1. Kagamiâs the center of the throuple for most of the story. Adrinette takes a LOT of build up to happen.
2. This is a horror thriller comic how happy do you think everyone will be when the story ends ?
3. Adrien has a shit reputation in his class because heâs a billionaire model whoâs friends with and keeps defending a bully to her victimâs faces. Like sure he has his reasons but thatâs never gonna look good from an outside perspective. Itâs part of his character arc itâs fine.
Itâs 2002, theyâre in high school, theyâre French, theyâre either obscenely rich or exceptionally talented at something and theyâre basically stuck in the Chernobyl exclusion zone obviously theyâre all going to be a little mean sometimes.
I like Adrien as much as anyone else but fan media is allowed to not be about him for 5 seconds. He has flaws and I wonât coddle him. When he fucks up in the story itâs his fault even he goes boo boo baby more about it. I wonât stand for your white woman tears Barbie boy.
#silu responds#miraculous ladybug#mlb la terreur au#miraculous ladybug and chat noir#adrien agreste#adrigaminette
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can you do how arcane characters would react to seeing their partner dressed up in a very attractive Halloween costume??
Oh fuck yeah-
Jinx
Jinxâs eyes would light up the second she saw you in your costume, her usual chaotic energy intensifying. Sheâd let out a loud gasp and then immediately break into an excited, manic laugh. âYou look SO awesome!â sheâd shout, unable to contain herself. Sheâd likely run over to you, her hands all over you, admiring the details of your outfit, pulling at the fabric with excitement. ��Howâd you do that? Can I steal your look?!â Sheâd probably try to get you to show off for her, demanding that you do a little twirl or model the costume from different angles, all while giggling like a maniac. But under her craziness, there would be a look of absolute admirationâsheâs so into you in that costume.
Vi
Vi would pause for a second, her jaw dropping slightly as she tries to take in just how stunning you look. Her usual tough, no-nonsense demeanor would falter, her face turning a little red as she stammers, âW-wow⌠you look⌠incredible.â Sheâd be awestruck but also very proud to have you on her arm, the protective streak in her coming out as she immediately takes a step closer, wanting to keep you to herself. Her eyes would constantly flicker over you, her mind not entirely focusing on anything else for the moment. âIâI mean, damn, youâre looking real good,â sheâd murmur, though sheâd be blushing the entire time.
Sevika
Sevikaâs reaction would be more subtle, but no less intense. Her eyes would scan your costume slowly, and sheâd give a low whistle. âNot bad, not bad at all.â Sheâd try to maintain her usual cool, aloof demeanor, but there would be a heat in her gaze, and her usual sarcastic smirk would soften into something more appreciative. âI could get used to seeing you like this,â sheâd say, her voice low and husky. Sheâd likely pull you close to her, hands resting possessively on your waist. She may even get a little possessive, keeping you close and making sure no one else gets too close. âJust remember, youâre with me tonight.â
Silco
Silco would have a bit of a calculated reaction, but the desire and admiration in his eyes would be impossible to miss. Heâd raise an eyebrow and observe you carefully, a faint smirk tugging at his lips. âYou do know what youâre doing, donât you?â heâd say in his usual low, smooth voice, his eyes dark with approval. He wouldnât openly gush like Jinx, but his attention would be fixed solely on you, and he would make a point to remind you how incredible you look. âI hope you realize youâve just made it impossible for anyone else to compare.â His words would carry a mix of appreciation and possessiveness, his arm quickly wrapping around your waist as he pulls you in for a kiss, marking you as his.
Vander
Vander would be the gentle, protective type whoâs taken by surprise at how gorgeous you look. His eyes would widen for a brief second, but then heâd soften, a proud, almost fatherly smile forming on his face. âWell, donât you look beautiful,â heâd say, his tone warm and sincere. Heâd reach out to hold your hand, giving it a tender squeeze, making sure you feel cared for and appreciated. Heâd be protective but in a way that was full of respect, as if he were holding onto a precious gem that he didnât want to lose. âIâm lucky to have you,â heâd add quietly, his eyes full of love.
Ekko
Ekko would likely grin the second he saw you, his face lighting up with genuine excitement. âDamn, [Y/N], youâre lookinâ fire!â heâd say, his voice filled with admiration and a touch of disbelief. His hands would immediately reach out to pull you closer, eyes scanning every inch of your costume. âYou know, youâre making it hard to focus on anything else when you look that good.â Heâd probably tease you a little, playfully bumping his shoulder against yours. âYou sure you can handle this much attention?â His excitement and affection would be clear, but heâd also be a bit shy about how stunning you look, maybe hiding a slight blush under his usually cool demeanor.
Jayce
Jayce would be all over the place, his usual charming self kicked into overdrive. His face would light up with a huge grin, and heâd immediately start complimenting you with unrestrained enthusiasm. âWell, I must say, Iâm impressed,â heâd say, his voice filled with genuine admiration. âYou look absolutely amazing.â His hands would hover around you, unsure if he should touch you or just admire from afar. âHow did you even manage to look this good?â heâd ask, his voice almost in awe. His excitement would be contagious, and heâd definitely make sure you knew that you were the star of the show tonight.
Viktor
Viktor would take a more reserved approach, his eyes immediately locking on you as soon as you entered the room. His usually analytical mind would be momentarily overwhelmed by the sight of you in such an attractive costume. Heâd take a slow, appreciative breath, unable to hide the slight smile tugging at his lips. âYouâre⌠quite striking,â heâd say, his voice soft and sincere, but thereâs a warmth in his eyes that wasnât there before. Heâd try to keep his composure, but the way he kept glancing at you would betray his fascination. âItâs hard to concentrate on anything else when you look like this,â heâd admit, stepping a little closer, his hand gently reaching for yours.
Caitlyn
Caitlyn would be the picture of elegance, but underneath her calm and composed exterior, she would definitely be stunned. Sheâd take a moment to collect herself before offering you a sincere smile. âYou look absolutely radiant,â sheâd say, her voice soft with affection. Her hands would reach out to touch you, a subtle sign of how much she appreciated the way you looked. Sheâd tease you a bit, a playful glint in her eyes. âI hope you donât mind all the attention youâre about to get. You look too good to be ignored.â Her protective instincts would kick in, but it would come across as sweet, not possessiveâshe just wants to keep you all to herself.
Mel Medarda
Mel would observe you with a cool, composed gaze at first, but underneath her calculated demeanor, she would be very impressed. âYou look stunning,â sheâd say, her voice smooth and confident. Sheâd circle around you, eyes appraising every detail of your costume, and you could tell by the way her eyes lingered on you that she was enjoying what she saw. âYou always know how to turn heads.â Sheâd pull you close, her lips curling into a small smile as she whispered, âAnd youâll turn mine tonight, too.â
Ambessa Medarda
Ambessa would be unapologetically intense in her reaction. Her sharp eyes would flicker over you, assessing every inch of your costume with a predatory gaze that made your heart race. âYouâre dangerous,â sheâd say, her voice deep and commanding, as if your appearance had just elevated you to something beyond ordinary. Sheâd step closer, her presence almost overwhelming as she lightly grazed your cheek. âNo one else will compare to you tonight,â sheâd whisper, her tone full of possessive heat. Sheâd pull you in for a kiss that would leave you breathless, a silent promise of what the night would bring.
Maddie Nolen
Maddie would immediately smile, her eyes lighting up with excitement. âWow, you look amazing,â sheâd say, her voice warm and full of admiration. Sheâd instantly walk up to you, giving you a playful look. âYouâre going to have to fend off all the other admirers now,â sheâd tease, though itâs clear she only has eyes for you. Sheâd probably touch your arm or your waist, her hands lingering just enough to make you feel her affection. âLucky for me, Iâm the one who gets to be with you tonight.â
Lest
Lestâs reaction would be a mix of curiosity and delight. Her cat-like eyes would widen as she took in your costume, and her tail would flick with excitement. Sheâd approach you slowly, her hands almost instinctively reaching out to trace the fabric or any details of your costume. âMmm, youâre quite the sight,â sheâd purr, her voice soft and sensual. âI might have to be careful not to get too distracted by how irresistible you look.â Sheâd give you a playful wink, her feline nature making her extra touchy-feely as she leaned in, her nose brushing against yours in a gesture that felt more affectionate than anything.
#arcane x reader#x reader#arcane imagine#arcane headcanon#jinx arcane#arcane vi#character x reader#jinx x reader#vi arcane#arcane#arcane silco#arcane sevika#arcane vander#arcane victor#arcane caitlyn#maddie arcane#mel merdada#ambessa medarda#mel medarda#use me pls#jayce arcane#arcane ekko#lest arcane
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I see him in the back of my mind, all the time.
This fic came to me in a dream, woke up crying.
You couldnât help but feel abandoned, left behind to deal with the onslaught of emotions all by yourself as your eyes remained firmly on where Viktor once was before the arcane consumed him whole.
The war was over but the hollow feeling within your chest only grew stronger when seeing loved ones reunite in fits of hysterical tears and bone crushing embraces, the lump in your throat got worse as the ache in your heart had something missing, someone missing that made it beat faster than normal. There was nothing Viktor left behind of his existence besides from his cane that you kept tightly clutched within your hand, mimicking the way heâd love tap the ground with it, as though you were trying to prove to no one in particular who cared that he still exists.
Silent tears seemed to flow endlessly down your cheeks as you wandered through the hallways of the Academy, and yet you felt numb, cold like you were already long dead and didnât know it just yet as even your fingers felt cold to the touch, but you didnât know whether that was from the biting cold wind or something else entirely. You didnât care either as your reason for caring and for loving every aspect of life was taken away from you, taking your beating heart with him as he did and you didnât know whether to hate him or love him even harder for giving you the best moments of your life, memories that seemed to all play out before you as you entered the now empty laboratory.
You could still hear the laughter and the scolding echo as though the walls with complex equations scrawled upon them had harboured the essence of the people who once worked diligently to the point of physical exhaustion. Your throat clenched again you delved deeper into the lab with one place in mind like you were being pulled towards it by an unseen force; Viktorâs workbench that had now upon closer inspection had a fine layer of dust settling over it, something he wouldâve never let happen despite the tendency to leave his things scattered everywhere he pleased but still become cutely annoyed when he couldnât find them.
However there seemed to be one thing that the dust refused to touch, a broach. Your brows furrowed as you looked at it confused, what was a broach doing in a place like this? It looked like it was made a while back but yet had a polish to it that made it seemed like it was made only recently. You knew Viktor didnât wear broaches so seeing such an item on his workbench specifically was leaving you more questions then answers, questions that were soon answered when you noticed a small note underneath it, scrawled with Viktorâs usual chicken scratch writing;
âFor my dearest muse, for I will always be with you, always - Viktor.â
You clutched the cane tighter now as the pain within your chest almost made you collapse on the floor. This broach was for you. Viktor made it for you and never had the chance to give it to you, or perhaps he was waiting for the right moment to do so, but fate decided to be cruel and change the trajectory of your life for the worst; the common con when you happened to fall in love with a scientist determined to make a change. You sighed unevenly as you reach for the broach, your fingers closing over the cold metal of it while gingerly lifting it off the workbench, holding it up to your face so that you could take in the details of Viktorâs most beautiful creation.
The broach had a decent weight to it, not too light where you could easily crush it within your hand, but not too hard where it was proven difficult in your hand for prolonged periods of time. It was beautifully done as on the front of the broach was a an intricate design of a mechanical Blue Jay bird. You ran your thumb across the bird to feel the engravings that made it beneath your finger tips. The bird began to glow a vibrant blue, making you jolt a little, and the broach opened up to show itâs insides to you as a soft melody began to play from some hidden component within the broach.
The moment the first notes of the soft melody hits your ears the tears that had stilled in you moment of curiosity began to fall once more, this was the song that you had told Viktor once upon a time ago was your favourite, and so for him to make you this broach with your favourite bird on the front and your beloved song on the inside, youâve never felt more loved by a man such as him. Yet you couldnât run to him and kiss him senseless, not anymore, which made the broach itself a reminder that even if he was long gone you were the last thing on his mind.
âOh Viktor.â Your voice came out weak as a sob broke from your lips as memories resurfaced as the melody continued its tune just for you.
âŚ
âViktor!â You burst in the lab, making him jolt as he looked over at you with what he wanted to be conveyed as annoyance but came across as a cute pout in your eyes.
âMy dear how often must I tell you not to burst in here so abruptly and without warning, what if something went wrong and you had gotten hurt.â Viktor scolds as you merely shrug and moved over to his side to look over his shoulder, trying to see what he was working on, only for him to move it slightly away from your line of sight.
âWeâre both alive arenât we?â You said sarcastically and Viktor sighs as a small smile graced his lips as his amber eyes looked back at you with the warmth you always use to being greeted with. âYou truly fear nothing my love but the next time you pull sometime like that youâre banned from entering the lab for the rest of the week.â He says warningly as he points his wielding tool at you to emphasise his point.
You leaned over to kiss his forehead. âDuly noted my love but can I see what youâre working on? Or is it a secret for me to find later?â You then ask as you once again tried to see what he was making, and once again Viktor move it away from your curious eyes, making you pout once more as you looked at him pleadingly.
Viktor sighs, your curiosity was never ending and while he would indulge you on his creations, he couldnât do so for this one. This broach was his most ambitious project thus far and it was a project he has dedicated to you a long time ago the moment you both sat at the docks, hearing a harmonious melody within the wind as you admitted that it was your favourite.
It was that moment where Viktor decided to make something that you could keep on your being forever and thus project blue jay broach was underway. He was halfway done with it, all he had to do was finished wielding some components on the inside that would play the melody the moment the broach was opened, then he would move onto engraving the blue jay on the front as a final touch to a months long work in progress. âPractice your patience and you shall find out what it is soon enough my muse.â He says softly as he kisses the back of your hand.
âAlright keeps your secrets, Iâll find out sooner or later.â You said as you crossed your arms over your chest.
Viktor raised a playful brow. âIs that a threat or a promise my muse?â He asks.
You shrugged your shoulders. âWhy not both.â You said and Viktor laughs which makes you smile in response, feeling your chest warm as you looked at him, vowing to treasure this beautiful man for the rest of your life.
âŚ
âI know itâs not much but I wanted to make you somethingâŚI know itâs not the best but-â
âI love it my muse.â Viktor starts as he takes the gift off of your hand, cradling it within his own as he looked over the amateur wielding and more so at the love and effort youâve put into making this just for him.
You looked between him and the bird that youâve made for him on a whim one day, wanting to repay him for loving you as he did in a way heâd recognise, even if you werenât familiar with it youâd give it a try just to see him smile that gorgeous smile of his that made his amber eyes seem to brighten.
âReally? You mean that?â You asked and Viktor brushed his hand against your arm softly, stopping to hold your hand and squeeze it reassuringly.
âUnequivocally my love. It possess a uniqueness that is undoubtedly yours and yours alone.â He replies while pressing a kiss to the top of your head.
âThatâs a poetic way of saying that itâs made by an amateur who can barely wield shit without almost hurting themselves.â You muttered under your breath as you rested your head against his shoulder. Viktor chuckles as he puts aside the mechanical bird on his workbench in order to hold you against him as he rests his head atop of yours.
âIf itâs any consolation itâs a well made creation for an amateur wielder.â He says, smiling to himself when he hears you muffled groan. He wishes to stay like this forever if he could, just have you in his arms for all of eternity until that eternity fades to nothing, and it was just you two locked in the moment in the blanket of never ending darkness.
âI hate you.â You say.
âI love you too my muse.â Viktor replies as he presses a kiss to the side of your head.
âŚ
âViktor?â You asked.
âYes my love?â He replies, looking at you.
âDo you think weâre together in every universe?â You then looked at him, finding him more beautiful than any star that hung in the sky before you.
Viktor makes a face full of thought before letting his hand find yours, squeezing it as he presses a kiss to the back of it. âOf course my love, for what would I be without you to be my muse, my confidant and my anchor.â His face then becomes one of seriousness as he leans so that his forehead touches yours. âDo you believe that weâre together in every universe?â
âWithout a doubt.â You answered back, kissing his lips. âI donât think I could live in a reality where you donât exist my beautiful Viktor.â You add as you started deeply into his amber eyes, watching them soften in relief as Viktor reciprocated your kiss with one of his own.
âWhat a coincidence I was thinking the exact same thing my muse.â Viktor whispers softly to you as he kisses you once more. You held the back of his head to keep him close as the stars watched you both display your love for one another in the most innocent way possible.
âŚ
Mel wondered down the hallway but as she was about to pass the lab, she heard the soft melody coming from it and stopped to peek through the open doorway. Sat fast asleep on Viktorâs chair, body splayed uncomfortably across his dust covered workbench, was you and she couldnât help but smile sympathetically for you, after all you had just lost the love of your life before your very eyes and with no plausible way of getting him back.
What was making the melody Mel did find as her eyes landed on the open broach within your hand, Viktorâs final gift to you as it hummed the melody for the fifth time. It was a beautiful song Mel thought to herself as she moved next to you, resting her hand over your shoulder as she heard you softly mutter in your sleep. âIâm sorry Viktor. I love you.â
âI know he loves you too.â Mel replied as she reached over and closed the broach in your hand, seeing the mechanical engraving on the cover as she did so before pressing a kiss to the top of your head, wanting nothing more then let you sleep and be with Viktor in the land of dreams as she moved to walk back out the door. Mel looks back at you once more and in a moment of nostalgia overcame her she saw Viktor sleeping in that very chair instead of you. He was clutching his cane the same way you did and in that moment it looked as though your hands were touching; together intertwined in the smallest of things.
Viktor would always be with you, always.
#arcane#arcane imagines#arcane imagine#arcane x reader#arcane x you#arcane x y/n#viktor x you#viktor imagines#viktor imagine#viktor x reader#viktor arcane
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unconditional
đđđđ: yoon joenghan x f.reader
âł life has been hard, and you know youâre not easy to love right now. No matter how hard things get heâa always by your side.
đ đđ§đŤđ: established relationship
đ°đ¨đŤđ đđ¨đŽđ§đ: 1.2k
đ°đđŤđ§đ˘đ§đ đŹ: fluff, angst, lots of emotions, mentions or depression and anxiety, suggestive: eluding to sex in the past, and mentions of showering together
an: this is a short one, but Iâm definitely in my Jeonghan feels right now.
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Staring at him intently you were trying to figure out how to put into words everything that was going on through your mind. Leaning against the kitchen counter he just stared at you wondering if you were ever going to speak. Things havenât been the easiest in this relationship recently.
âI must be really hard to be with,â a sigh passed your lips. He couldnât even say anything. He just stared at you with his warm dark eyes. âIâm gonna take that silence as a yes,â you crossed your arms and just stared at him.
You were going through a lot at the moment. Your father had randomly left your mother a few months ago for a random woman. You were suffering from depression and anxiety. In the process of dealing with that kept pushing away Jeonghan while he was just trying to be there for you. You weren't the easiest person to be with right now but he didnât care. He just knew you needed him to tell you were going to be okay. He knew that even though you were going through a rough patch, you just needed some to love and support you unconditionally.
âIâm trying my hardest to be there for you,â he says walking towards you. He really just wanted to hug you and tell you to let him in. He hates when you become so guarded that he canât get through to you.
âI know you are, and do you think itâs honestly fair you have to put up with me?â Your eyes watered at the thought that maybe you should break up. Maybe you should give him an out. He doesnât deserve all the hard time you put him through. He deserves someone who is going to love and support him like he supports you.
âIâm not giving up on you,â he stood right in front of you staring at you with kind eyes. His hand rests on your cheek as he gently drags his thumb across your delicate skin. âIâm never going to love anyone like I love you.â
If you looked up the definition of a âperfect boyfriendâ in the dictionary you would probably find a picture of Yoon Jeonghan. He was the most caring and loving boyfriend in the world and would do anything to make you happy. He constantly goes out of his way to do things that he knows will make you smile.
Bright eyes started at you intently as you fought back tears. He didnât even bother saying anything else he just wrapped his arm around you and pulled you into his strong chest. You cling to him instantly. You donât want to be difficult. You wished more than anything you could just be happy.
âI love you and weâre in this together,â he murmured with his lips resting on top of your head. Nuzzling your head into his chest. You knew he wasnât going anywhere. He was in it for the long haul and would do anything for you. His hand rubs your back and you hold onto him. Gentle tears slowly slide down your cheeks.
âI love you too,â you said softly.
âWhy donât we go to bed and I can hold you?â he let go of you slowly and gave you a small smile. He leans forward and presses a soft kiss to the tip of your nose.
âI would like that,â you reached down and grabbed his soft hand.
Slowly you made your way towards your bedroom. You both crawled onto the queen size bed that sits under the window. You snuggled up as physically close as you could get to Jeonghan. He wrapped his arms around you and held you close as your head rested on his shoulder.
âThank you for putting up with me,â you sighed. Youâll never understand how you managed to find someone like Jeonghan. Heâs truly perfect in every sense of the word. You love him with your whole heart and soul, and you know he loves you.
âI love you and Iâm always going to be there for you,â he gently kissed the top of your head, causing you to smile as she closed her eyes.
âLetâs lay down,â he moves so heâs laying down and he pulls up close to him with your head resting on his chest. âDo you know the moment I realized I was in love with you?â He absentmindedly draws shapes on your arms.
âNo?â
âWe had been dating for two and half weeks and it was the day we got caught in the rainstorm.â You vividly remember this day. âWe had gone to the museum because my favorite artists had paintings there and I remember I could barely pay attention to the art. I was captivated watching you. You seemed so interested in learning about the things I love.â When you met him and you found out about his love for art. You learn everything about his favorite artist so you could share his love for art.
âI liked you so much from the beginning, I wanted to make sure you knew how much I cared for you.â
âI can still picture you that day. I remember it was a beautiful spring day and you wore that pretty light blue dress.â You didnât tell him but you bought that dress to wear on that date.
âIt was a warm spring day. I had no clue it was supposed to rain. I didnât even bother bringing a jacket.â
âI know you hated the rain that day, but everything about that day was perfect for me. I realized watching you stare at those paintings that I was in love with you.â You almost want to start crying again. You arenât sure how you managed to get Jeonghan to love you like he does.
âI realized I love you probably at the month mark.â
âYou mean after that I told you I love you?â He smiles. He never had a problem being the first one to say those three big words.
âWhen you told me you love me, I realized then that I felt things for you I hadnât ever felt before,â leaning up your press a gentle kiss to his neck. âIt clicked for me when you spent the night after we went out with your friend. I remember the way you held my hand just seemed so proud to introduce me as your girlfriend.â
âI was head over heels for you. Of course I was proud to introduce you to them.â
âThat night in bed things just felt more intimate and intense and I realized it was because I was in love with you.â
He closes his eyes smiling. âYou told me that night you loved me while we took a shower together. I just remember how nervous you were. I thought you looked absolutely adorable.â
âI loved you then and I still love you with my whole heart,â you snuggle closer to him.
âBaby I have loved you with my whole heart and soul since that rainy day.â
You know no matter how hard things get for you Jeonghan is always going to love. Heâs always going to be by your side. Soon you both drifted off to sleep knowing no matter what you have each other.
#seventeen#seventeen imagine#seventeen angst#seventeen fluff#seventeen fanfiction#seventeen fanfic#seventeen x reader#yoon jeonghan imagine#yoon jeonghan#yoon jeonghan x reader#yoon jeonghan x you#jeonghan x reader#Jeonghan x you#jeonghan fanfiction#jeonghan fanfic#jeonghan imagine#my writing#unconditional
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For me, I would push the button as much as I possibly could. And some of this i because of how I was raised, some of this is a lack of self worth (which I will explain), and some of this is a true desire to improve the world.
But this is all correct. Some people really do see the world as a competition. I think, for some, they can't envision a world where everyone else gets better, except for them. There has to be loss somewhere. There has to be winners, and losers, because "That's the way the world works". There is no neutral option, because those don't exist in their mind.
And some people see it as collaborative, and some of them think "If their lives improve, mine will too", and they're right. But also, some of them think similarly to the first group. That there are winners, and losers... and they're okay with being a loser.
CW: The Bad Brain, Clinical Depression ++
I was one of them, for a long time. Sometimes, I still slip back into these patterns of thoughts. The button wasn't some hypothetical, the button was real. The button was suicide.
I thought of the world in the terms of resources; people lived, and breathed, and ate food, and our poor little Earth couldn't really sustain us. I was a sad little child who didn't know she was trans, and thought "Well, I'll never have kids, I have no skills (I was 11 btw), and I have no interests outside of writing, I truly believe I will die at 22 years old, and ergo will serve no purpose. Also, no one loves me, and although they care about and miss me, I think they'll get over it. The only ethical decision is to die. It will make everyone happier, reduce the strain on resources (only slightly paraphrased), and I will be forgotten. Best case scenario."
In my 11 year old head, I'd convinced myself that pushing that button was possible. I'm certain there are people who would agree that I should have done it, but even at 11 I knew that anyone who agreed was a bad person.
I don't really know my point here. One read is "Maybe be wary of buttons like that". One is "Maybe the button isn't what you think it is, ELEVEN YEAR OLD CHILD." One is "Maybe such buttons do exist, but they really are neutral". Maybe it's "Everyone has a different view of what The Button is. Maybe we shouldn't judge folk for how or why they push the button. You don't know what it means to them."
I genuinely believe that some people could encounter a button that says âif you push this button everyone in the world has the opportunity to live a better life and your life remains exactly the sameâ and they would not push it.
Theyâd be like âwell that buttonâs not fair to me, though,â even though thereâs literally no other buttons around and nothing newly bad would happen to them if the button was pushed.
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darling, wonât you take me home?
jason todd x fem!reader
word count: 1.2k
warnings: reader has a mild cold, but nothing much else (lmk if I missed anything)
a/n: this is just a lighthearted sick fic that got real prose-y at the end bc I was listening to my Jason playlist and got all in my feelings while drowsy off cold medicine. again, i give thee my wares.
divider credit: saradika-graphics
You wake to soft light filtering in through the white curtains of your bedroom and the warm weight of your loverâs arm across your waist. The quiet snores echoing in the air and the soothing rise and fall of his chest against your back would usually be enough to lull you into a gentle morning sleep. But usually you can breathe out of both sides of your nose. And you usually donât feel like thereâs sandpaper in your throat. And your body doesnât usually feel this heavy.
Goddamn itâyouâre sick.
You feel a sneeze coming on and try to stifle it, to keep it locked tight in your lungs so you wonât wake the love of your life from the rare bit of peace and quiet he gets. You make no noise, but the shaking of your body stirs him anyway. Damn vigilantes and their preternatural awareness. He hums lazily as he pulls you further into his chest. You think he might be able to doze back off and youâre glad for it. Then your hopes are dashed. One, two, three sneezes wrack your body in succession and you are finally forced to admit defeat.
âAre you sneezing?â Jason asks, groggy but inquiring.
ââŚno.â
You donât even know why you tried to lie to him. Youâre a bad liar in most cases, and an absolutely abysmal liar when it comes to Jason. He simply sighs and youâd bet twenty dollars that heâs rolling those pretty seafoam eyes of his. He easily turns you in his arms so that youâre facing him. Great, now you really wonât be able to lie to him.
âI told ya that you were gettinâ sick,â he scolds gently.
ââM not sick!â
He did. And you are.
âThen why do you sound like the Swedish Chef from the Muppets?â
âOh, fuck you!â
He tries to keep his face serious, but soon the facade cracks and he lets out a deep belly laugh as you glare at him. You push yourself out of his arms and make it as far as the edge of the bed before heâs pulling you back to him again.
âAw, câmon, ma. Donât be mad. You are sick. Just admit it,â he says, voice kind as he runs his hand up and down your spine.
âOkay. Fine. Whatever,â you mumble, your words trailing off unintelligibly.
Jason doesnât miss it. He never does. Fucking vigilantes and their fine tuned hearing.
âWhat was that?â he smirks.
You whisper it again, quiet as a mouse. He shakes his head. You smack him in the chest.
âAh ah, I wanna hear it,â he laughs.
âI said you were right! There! You happy now?â you pout, burying your head in his chest.
You can feel the giggles travel through his body and find it impossible to fight the smile it brings to your face, even if your head feels foggier than Gotham after a heavy rain. You squeeze him tight, a sudden aggressive love for him that you just need to let out. It does nothing to his strong frame. He just squeezes you back, then manhandles your legs around his waist and your arms around his neck. He rises from your bed like you weigh nothing to him, hefting you into the air so that youâre better positioned.
âCâmon, weâre makinâ soup.â
One thing about Jason Todd is that heâs an amazing cook. He didnât cook much for himself before he met you. Heâs told you he didnât see any point when cheap takeout would fuel his body just fine for whatever fight was inevitably coming for him. But now he has both the reason and the time to care. And he cares. So much.
You can see it in the way he sets the chicken to bake while he tells you about the new book he got from the bookstore down the block. You can see it in the way his skilled hands, calloused and bruised, slice the carrots razor thin because he knows you hate the crunch of them. You can see it in the barely noticeable look of pride on his face as all the ingredients simmer in the big metal pot, giving your shared home a warm aroma of comfort. You can see it in the fact that everything he needed for this was already in your kitchen, in the fact that none of it was there when you fell asleep last night while he was on patrol. Jason cares. He cares from the tip of the stubborn curl that sticks up on the top of his head to the soles of his feet that guide you in a slow waltz around the kitchen.
âI know you probably arenât too hungry, but I need you to try to eat at least one bowl for me,â he says in his gentlest negotiation voice as he puts a bowl of chicken noodle soup on the counter.
You nod your head thatâs tucked against his chest, sniffling as you feel your nose start to run. Without missing a beat, Jason pulls a tissue from the pocket of his pajama pants and hands it to you.
âAnd youâre takinâ cold medicine the second you get some food in you.â
Heâs not asking anymore, just stating facts.
âGonna stay up all night watching me too?â you ask teasingly.
âI might,â he retorts.
âI love you too, Jay.â
He goes rigid momentarily before he relaxes against you. Then a soft smile breaks out on his face. He chuckles and shakes his head, turning his face away from you. But you can be observant too. You donât miss the way pink dusts his cheeks and, oh, he looks so pretty like this. You tell him as much just to watch the soft pink turn to vibrant red.
âShut up and eat your soup.â
One bowl of soup and a disgusting shot of cold medicine later, you find yourself wrapped in the arms of your lover as you both lounge on the couch. Jason reads the new book he was telling you about as you listen to music, dozing in and out of consciousness. Itâs not your fault he makes such a great pillow; his large body is warm and soft as he lies relaxed on your sofa. Every now and then, especially when he thinks youâve fallen into a light sleep, heâll place a featherlight kiss on the top of your head.
You may not be a vigilante or The Worldâs Greatest Detective, but you can put all the pieces of the day together well enough. Carrying you out of bed, making you soup, letting you rest on him, the soft kisses and touches he flutters over your skin; itâs all his way of saying he loves you when the words themselves are simply too much or not enough. But the words are enough for you. You swear that youâll go to your grave finding all the prettiest ways to tell him just how much you love him. Because you do.
And maybe itâs the homemade soup settled in your belly, or the afternoon sunlight shining through the window, or the warmth of the man you love beneath you, but you soon find yourself lulled into a peaceful sleep that feels just like home.
#jason todd#jason todd x reader#jason todd x you#red hood x reader#red hood x you#remy writes đď¸#I just love him so so much. the yearning I feel for this fictional man is astronomical
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hi <3! was wondering if i can get svt reaction to yn being completely oblivious to them flirting with her? subtle things like while sheâs just ranting about her day theyâd move closer to her and sheâd absentmindedly put her hand on their chest to push them away still running her mouth, just completely unaware of whatâs happening. and even the most obvious things like compliments or physical touch, yn is blind to it and itâs so frustrating to them
so yeah, hope you see this! â¤ď¸
Hi! I'm sorry for being so late đ i've been very busy with job and housework, but it's finally here.
Svt reacts: Flirting vs clueless s/o. Who will win?
Yuin's note: barely proofread. I'ts 1 am and I'm tired.
Seungcheol. Staring at your face.
I mean, he likes to just stare at you as if he's watching the prettiest person in the world, but when Seungcheol wants to be especially flirty, he stares at you fondly and smiling with the whole intention to make your heart skip a beat, he even glances at your lips, as if he were trying to say something. Most of the time that's enough to make you really, really shy but when is not... Geez, he has to breathe in and ends up pouting a little (Probably one or two pecks will make him feel better).
Jeonghan. Teasing.
Is like his default love language, making harmless jokes to see you flustered all over him is just so fun to watch. But, is he really just trying to be a teaser, or is there something else behind? "I took the chair, but you can sit on my lap" he said one day, sitting at your desktop, with the most mischievous smile possible. But you didn't fall for his charm and as you kept your annoyed face, he stood up and sighed "Okay, all yours". And you better be ready because he's not forgetting so easy, and will keep teasing you just a little (yeah, a little) more than usual.
Joshua. Back hugging.
When Joshua wants your attention only and only for him, he goes where you are to hug you from the back, resting his chin on your shoulders and crossing his arms around your waist. Oh, he loves it so much is so tender, but he gets lowkey hurt when you don't react in any way because, how come you don't realize his intentions? Is really doing the dishes way more important than his warm hugs? Now, this is personal and Joshua wonât let you go, take it as a punishment for being so clueless (reward or punishment?).
Jun. Tickles.
For him, tickles is the perfect excuse to be closer to you. It's so obvious that hurts lol. Most of the time you melt in his touch, and you both end up laughing and sharing some kisses, but sometimes you're minding your business, too busy to realize that Jun wants to get your attention. Better get ready because you'll have a pouty little cat going around the apartment, and will NOT forget your offense unless you give him extra cuddles before bed.
Hoshi. Random "facts".
At the least appropriate time, he would come to find you. "Did you know that there is a minimum number of kisses that a person should receive per day to be healthy?" he says with a very serious expression on his face. And there you are, standing in the middle of the living room while you're brushing your teeth; your soulless expression says all. Hoshi turns around and pretends nothing happened, but in his mind, he's sitting in the corner staring at the walls.
Wonwoo. Making compliments out of nowhere.
He likes to pour you with sweet words, like how much he appreciates your homemade food, or that you did it great at work. From time to time, he thinks is fun to be a little sassy and his praises are very, very intentional. âNew gloss?â he says, grinning at you âIt looks goodâ and for some frigging reason you just start talking about how you got it? Babe, Wonu doesnât care that much that you bought it because your favorite gloss wasnât on stock, but now he feels a little shy to speak and just lets you tell the whole story.
Woozi. Playing with your hair.
When it comes to be openly flirty, Woozi tends to be a little coy. You rarely notice it since it's very common for him to be around you, caressing your hair and playing with the strands in complete silence. So when you get distracted he places a strand behind your ear, exposing your neck. But when he's so close to place a kiss, you jump like a scared kitten. "No! It tickles!" Woozi looks down, defeated, as you move away. "Sorry, be right back" and he locks himself in his room for the next hour.
Minghao. Holding your hand.
He thinks your hands are more than just pretty. Hao likes to take one of them when you're sitting by his side, scrolling on your phone or watching TV. He's so subtle that most of the times you don't feel how he traces your hand with his fingers and when you realize, itâs because your hands are intertwined and heâs holding his laughter. âHow low youâve been like this?â but Minghao just giggles. You end up doing the same and then resume your activity, letting him laughing low in embarrassment and biting his lips as a sign of frustration.
Mingyu. Resting on your lap.
He's very straightforward when it comes to flirting with you. Mingyu likes to wait patiently for you to sit on the couch or the bed and then he goes, at first making some (pretty obvious) questions "What are you doing?" "Is that a new book?" and as you're talking, his hands rest on your thigh, gently stroking your skin with his thumb, but you're so immerse in the topic and he goes completely unnoticed... And before you even notice, there's a flustered Mingyu resting his head on your lap, tracing small circles on your thigh as if he had been punished.
Dokyeom. Taking photos.
He already has a folder with your name and an unhealthy number of photos; Seokmin just never gets tired, you're so used to it that most of the time don't realize that he's actually trying to hit on you. "Just let me take a picture, you look so beautiful today!" And after giving him an awkward smile, you're getting back to your stuff. Seokmin is a bit disappointed but with a bunch of new photos of his precious person, so is not that bad (at least is what he says to himself trying to not lose his mind).
Seungkwan. Scolding.
I know, it may sound like a bit harsh but when he's scolding you, Seungkwan tries to make it as tender as possible, it doesn't feel like scolding and actually, he uses this as a cheap excuse to be extra lovely. "Don't sleep too late, you're getting dark circles" he says in a soft voice while caressing your checks "you're too pretty for that, don't you think?". He waits for you to take the bait and when you laugh on him, saying that he's being a little dramatic, Seungkwan doesn't hide his disappointment. "Okay, keep watching your series" he says getting up from the couch "but don't you dare to complain later!"
Vernon. Placing his arm on your shoulders.
A classic that never dies and his favorite, Vernon likes to do it all the time: when watching movies, chatting, watching videos together; is a like a very subtle invitation to get closer to him, and somehow, most of the time youâre just minding your business and leave him waiting for you to notice. And yeah, heâs very patient, but everything has a limit. "Come here, babe" then he places his hand on your shoulder and brings you closer to his chest. And don't you dare to move, because there's no way he let you go now.
Dino. Calling your name.
Usually, he calls you by pet names or your name in diminutive, reserving the use of your name for special occasions. However, it doesn't always end the way he expected. âDid I do something wrong?â you ask him just after he called you by your name, and when Chan sees your big doe eyes, his smile fades. âIs just that⌠I feel like youâre mad at meâ. At this point his intentions doesnât matter anymore, he just hugs you and tries not cry in his disappointment.
#seventeen#seventeen fic#seventeen x reader#seventeen imagines#seventeen scenarios#seventeen reactions#seventeen headcanons#svt#svt fic#svt x reader#svt imagines#svt scenarios#svt reactions#svt headcanons#choi seungcheol#yoon jeonghan#joshua hong#wen junhui#kwon soonyoung#jeon wonwoo#woozi#xu minghao#lee seokmin#kim mingyu#seungkwan#hansol vernon chwe#lee chan
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hold me down | oliver aiku
synopsis. oliverâs always been different with you. he doesnât figure out why until tonight.
pairing. oliver aiku x fem!reader | wc. 1.8k | genres. established relationship + fluff + pet names (princess & doll) | warnings. only a little suggestive cuz is it really an aiku fic if it isnât?
notes. ooc oli because he would never in a million years do this but im just a girl and i have dreams okay. also a little late on this but thank you for 500 followers. i love love love you guys so much.
when oliver comes home, heâs burnt out. the combination of a workout with the athletic trainers and an afternoon practice back-to-back had drained the life out of his muscles. he makes a note to never do one after the other ever again.
oliver sets his duffel bag by the side of the living room couch. he lets his weight fall back on the cream colored cushions. he takes a moment to stare up at the plain ceiling before his eyes flutter shut.
he ascertains that he wasnât asleep for long when a gentle shake at his thigh slowly yanks him from his state of slumber. his mind is still groggy, yet oliver can already confidently guess who would dare to wake him just by the shape of the hand on his thigh. it's the only other person he gave a copy of his apartment key to. he doesn't question why you're here. he's used to you coming over to stay a few nights.
âyou okay, oli?â you ask, hints of worry laced in your pretty voice.
âmhm.â oliver hums. he picks his head up. "no need to worry about me, princess."
youâre fresh out the shower. he realizes this after he picks up on the addicting scent of your coconut and vanilla bodywash that you keep stashed in his bathroom; he senses that there's something else mixed in with it too. he recognizes it to be hints of orris and cedarwood, a combo that he finds on his own clothes. his eyes travel and the sight of you in his shirt nearly makes him pounce on you. he doesn't have the energy for that though, so he opts for reaching out for your hand.
"are you sure? i only woke you 'cause i didn't want you sleeping on the couch. do you want to move to the bed?" you gently squeeze oliver's fingers. "i'll clean out your practice bag too if you want."
"no."
"no?" you chuckle in bewilderment at your boyfriend's sleepy defiance. oliver weakly pats his thighs. you bring your eyebrows together in thought.
your eyes had widened ever so slightly, and he knew you just figured out what he wants. you shake your head. "we don't have to today. you're tired."
"mmm, don't care." oliver denies your refusal and pats his thighs once more. he sees you sigh, the falling of your chest pushes the air out of your lungs, but a soft grin replaces it instantly because who are you to defy him?
you approach oliver, hiking up one leg to come down on one side of his body with the other following immediately after, settling your weight on his lap. your arms drape over his shoulders.
he squeezes your hips before asking the signature question. "how was your day, doll?"
"let me think." you play with the green tips of hair at the back of oliver's neck as you rack your brain for interesting moments to share with him.
oliver isnât sure how this habit started, but he couldn't be bothered to determine the exact details of its beginnings. all that heâs certain of is the fact that this little routine youâve developed with him is the best part of his day.
he adores the feeling that comes with your entire weight resting on top of him. he loves being able to take in every detail of your beautiful face up close. heâs addicted to your voice and the stories that you inject into his veins.
he'll admit, some days itâs not even about hearing about your day, some days oliver would use this established routine as an excuse to get touchy with you. his hands would wander down to your ass and you'd throw glares at him. your narrowed eyes would only egg him on more. in response, heâd sit up straighter to kiss your neck, sucking and nibbling at that one sweet spot that makes you scratch at his back. youâd lose track of your story, trading details in for stutters.
you'd say that itâs sly and underhanded. you'd chastise him for not listening, but some days youâre just as unfair. oliver could be in the middle of sharing his recollection of the photoshoot he had earlier in the day when you decide to sneak your hands under his shirt. youâd play dumb as he shivers beneath you, your doe eyes encouraging him to continue. heâd try to carry on with his story, but all he would be able to focus on is your palms running up and down his abs. you'd nod your head as he speaks, thereâd be a twinkle in your eye that lets him know that youâre fully aware that heâs on the verge of snapping and taking you right there.
other days no words are exchanged at all. oliver can read your mind just by having your mouth on his. he can tell just by the way you tug on his hair and whine against his lips that you badly missed him.
and sometimes oliver isn't able to be there with you at all. he deems those days to be the worst. they're reduced to facetimes where you try to hide your pretty face from him. the calls lag and crash because some days he's halfway across the country or on an entirely different continent.
today doesnât fall into either of those categories, and he's most definitely thankful that it isn't the last. today, oliver is solely focused on hearing from you. he lets your rambles take root in his bones. he studies you as you talk. the lights in your eyes rival the stars. the smile on your face as you recall the dog you saw at the park could kill a thousand men. the fire of your touch could set the world ablaze.
oliver is well-aware that he's not worthy to be graced with such beautiful sights. he's no saint. his past is stained with his unfaithfulness and his trail of many relationships. he isn't sure why you gave him a chance despite knowing what he's done. you had said that at least he was being honest about it, but that had only left him with more questions than answers. shouldn't that make you more put off about dating him?
he chooses to ignore it; he shoves the question deep into the corners of his head until it's practically invisible. instead on picking apart that question, he focused on you.
throughout your ongoing relationship, he's put thought into your dates, making sure that they're never exactly the same. he spoils you rotten but not with lavish gifts. the one time he did you were severely unhappy at his thoughtless spending, and thus he made a note in his mental archive to reserve such actions only for your birthday (and anniversaries). instead, he ties your shoe laces for you and he fixes your jewelry. he kisses away your tears when you cry and learns the recipes to your favorite meals. he sits you up on the surface of the sink in his bathroom and brushes your teeth for you when you're too tired to do it yourself. he lets you drag him into doing skincare and makeup because it gives him an excuse to admire how cute you look when you're focused, and he gets to relish in the feeling of your hands brushing against his face.
it was baffling. when oliver first started realizing how much he does for you, he felt like an alien had possessed his body. there was something that had latched itself onto the controls of his brain. that had to be the reason why he was acting so out of character. when he told this to itoshi sae, he was called a fucking idiot and a loser, and looking back, he probably was. the answer, the explanation for his new behavior was in front of him the entire time.
it's simply because-
"i love you." oliver utters out loud. your hands freeze in his hair. whatever you were saying previously dies on your tongue.
"huh?"
oliver blinks slowly. the words had slipped out unintentionally; the gravity of them crush him suddenly. the aftertaste of them is foreign, like they were never supposed to be spoken from him. it's new territory. it's the first time oliver's said that to you in the four months you've been together. it's the first time he's said that to anyone for that matter.
he contemplates taking it back, as if he could ever extract the words from the air and shove them back down his throat. but why bother with jumping through those loops? he has no good reason to take it back. he has no use spinning a truth into a lie. so instead, oliver offers you an upturn of his lips, his heart threatening to break out of his chest. he soaks in all of your microexpressions. your mouth is stuck in a cycle of opening and closing, your eyebrows drawn together in disbelief.
"idiot." you mutter shakily, gnawing at your quivering lip. you bury your face in the crevice of oliver's neck. it makes him smile. he knows your tells. you're about to start crying. "do you know how long i waited for you to say that?"
oliver pulls you in closer, wrapping his buff arms around your waist. "i know." he acknowledges. "i'm sorry it took me so long to realize it."
you tug hardly on his hair to get back at him. the pain spreads to his scalp, and he can't find it in him to be mad. "damn princess." he chuckles.
you remove your head from its hiding place. both of your hands slide so that they rest on either side of oliver's neck. in the light, he can catch the path of tears that fell from your eyes. "yeah, well, you deserved it."
"i know."
"i love you." you breathe out desperately. the four words that have been boiling inside you, the four words you've managed to cage up finally rush out and crash down like waves.
"yeah?" oliver smirks. you lean in closer, and he gives your waist a quick squeeze.
"yeah. i love you so much." you whisper in front of oliver's lips before he closes the inch gap between you two.
usually, when oliver kisses you, he's does so as if he's a starved man; he wants to devour you whole. this is nothing like that. he substitutes his hunger for softness. his lips are gentle against yours as if to prove himself to you. he wants you, with every fiber in his being, to believe that his words are true. his 'i love you's' are real and honest and come from the deepest parts of his heart. when you pull away, you both look at each other as if your each other's entire world.
"i love you, princess." oliver says. the words are still unfamiliar on his tongue, but he thinks he can get used to them. he'll say them as many times as he needs to if it meant that he can see that blinding smile on your face.
oliver aiku is no saint, but he'll do anything for you.
#anime#manga#blue lock#bllk#blue lock x reader#bllk x reader#bllk fluff#oliver aiku#oliver aiku x reader#aiku x reader#oliver aiku fluff#aiku fluff#â â fics â.áâĄ#⥠â bllk#⥠â aiku
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CAN WE PLEASE TALK ABOUT HOW JAYCE DID NOT BAT AN EYE, A SINGLE EYELASH, ABOUT VIKTORS AUGMENTATIONS????? EITHER TIME?????????????? like the fact that viktor wakes up from his goop coma and is like "holy fuck dude im like for sure not entirely human wtf am i rn?????" AND JAYCES IMMEDIATE RESPONSE IS "omg ur alive and ily" IS WILD HOW? ARE PEOPLE STILL DENYING THAT THERE IS LOVE THERE??????????? like im screaming about the finale but IVE BEEN SCREAMING SINCE ACT ONE WTF
No like he is so chill with it he simply doesn't care, all he wanted was for Viktor to still be breathing, to be alive. he sees his purple naked body and does not care, he just hugs him, and wraps him up in a blanket. he was sleeping in the lab where he was healing Viktor even though he was visually injured
he cries when he sees him after the explosion, he rushes to save him, first thing, and spares no thought to anything or anyone else.
He gets MAD at Mel for only saving him that day when he stands in the room where it happened. He still cares so much about Viktor even though he is trying to put an end to what he's doing. He fully believes it's not him. He STILL loves him
Anyways, hhhhhhhh, they're soulmates across all possibilities, and their relationship goes beyond romance and platonic love. They are destined to be together in every possibility. Their relationship is simply not a brothership. I'm sorrrrryyy.
I know I'm rambling so much, but LIKE! One guy doesn't dictate their relationship. An entire team worked on the show. Different writers, animators, and actors shaped themâmany of whom support this!
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inner child pac reading
đŚ pile one,,
I know we're used to being super helpful, but it's good to help yourself too. you should always make sure you're okay first. It's important for us to be okay, even if other people don't think so. we should think so. things are gonna be okay for us. they always are. I want to do the things we like. I don't understand why you care about what people think now. I think we should try doing what we like more, even if it's embarrassing. it doesn't have to take a lot of time. it's just good to have fun sometimes. maybe you can get back into some of our old interests if you want?
it seems like this pile had to mature quickly and was overly generous in childhood. this likely led to some people pleaser habits. when the world said "be nice" and "care about others" you took it to heart, but it felt like you were the only one who did. you felt like you had to be the adult in your childhood and care for other people around you. for some of you, you may have had to care for a parental/older familiar figure or your siblings. you're used to changing your words and your personality to be more digestible and gentle because this strong fear of conflict. you were scared of people being mean to you, so you avoided making anyone mad. it was like you were always tiptoeing over eggshells. now, you don't have to, so there's no point in worrying about people who don't worry about you. you'd be doing yourself and your inner child a favor by doing what you want. it might feel wrong to be yourself, but at least try. I won't delve too much into this part, but I believe some people in this pile also dealt with being oversexualized or being hyper sexual at a young age. I think it's important to know you're more than what you can give others for this pile. please also take a break for the love of god.
đ¸ pile two,,
It's hard to feel loved if nobody shows you. at the same time, i don't think I'd want to be loved. it seems weird and uncomfortable. I'm not used to it so it's scary. I still wish that someone would care at least. it feels like nobody else cares. I'm really tired of things being silent and boring all the time. I want to do something fun. I want friends but I want to be by myself. people think I'm weird, but I think they're the weird ones. they can avoid me but I wouldn't wanna be friends with them anyway. it doesn't matter if it's lonely, I don't feel less lonely around people anyway. some people think I'm mean. I don't think I'm mean. i heard I look mean or I act mean sometimes, but what if that's just who I am? I don't try to be mean to people. I just don't want people to hurt me.
holy neglect trauma... there's a lot to unpack here đ first off, I hope you're alright. it seems like this pile never really learned how to interact with people and is probably still a bit of a people hater. this pile has had to keep strong boundaries and walls on to protect themselves from unfamiliar experiences (being spoken to positively.) if you've never experienced something, it can be scary but you have to stop thinking every little thing is gonna go wrong in your life. it's fine. separate note but I think someone's ancestors are very present here, might want to connect with them if you don't already. you can try to shut down the feelings of loneliness and pretend connection won't help but it does. you're probably not connected with your inner child or you're ashamed of yourself for some reason. trying to be cold won't undo anything or save you from the feelings you're hiding. you'll have to acknowledge them at some point. escapism and forcing ignorance wont help forever. hopefully it'll be sooner than later, but that's your choice. it's okay to be soft, btw.
đ pile three,,
I know what I'm talking about. I'm serious. I wish people would take me more seriously. i get good grades, I study hard, I always prove how smart I am. for some reason, people still act like I'm too young and stupid to have opinions or that what I say is just silly, especially with emotions. they act like having emotions makes you a less rational person. some people look down on me for who I am, too. it's not something I can change. whether it's gender, age, or whatever, people always want an excuse to ignore how I feel or what I have to say. I know I'm right though. I don't want us to stop expressing ourselves. I wanna share how I feel to the world.
this pile is extremely opinionated and knows how to share their emotions. this pile is for the "bossy" kids who "should have been lawyers" or "a CEO" according to every adult around them. you were emotional as a child and it was always ignored or joked off as if your feelings were invalid. this pile is definitely natural-born leaders so if you aren't/never have been aspiration-driven or "extra" this pile probably isn't yours. the most healing thing you can do for yourself at this point is speak up. continue to speak about everything. share your opinion more, it's safe now and people will actually take you seriously. be emotional, be too much, be annoying, be talkative, be over-opinionated, be everything you feel like being and don't let anyone talk you out of it. lead your life how you want to. call everything out, even if it means being weird. I definitely feel like some people in this pile had the gifted kid experience or liked to read a lot when they were younger. there's also some unresolved anger that might need to be taken care of. I think speaking up more instead of bottling feelings up will definitely help that, though. you're not stupid or weak for being emotional. just be yourself unapologetically and that's the best thing you can do for your younger self.
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