#i lost motivation midway

[xqllin]

fated encounter. sakura haruka

tags ~ animal death (no active description), canon-divergent-ish, subtle x reader elements

notes ~ no cats were harmed through the making of this, just my hormones making me write something angsty

they say when a pet passes away, they would find their way back to you through some way

small things that only you would notice, that proves their presence and serves as a reminder of their impact on your life

it hasn’t been long since your childhood cat had passed away, prematurely by some twisted teenagers who had too much time on their hands

you haven’t been eating well, not when their bowl is sitting in the corner with leftover kibbles; you weren’t sleeping well either, not when you can’t feel a bundle of warm fur curled up resting by your chest, and in the middle of your grief, you relive the day you first met

it was your birthday and on your way to the local bakery to pick up the cake your parents had ordered, you came across a quivering kitten by the side of the road, with it's mother nowhere in sight you convinced your parents to let you keep it as your birthday present

you arrive at the bakery and see a boy your age with no parent in sight, glancing at the delicious display of various pastries through the bakery window, eager to step in yet he doesn’t

your parents have gone in to check on the cake, but you stayed outside wondering what could have been going on inside his head that he doesn’t seem to notice you right beside him

“having trouble picking? personally I like curry bread!”

the boy jumps from the sudden conversation and stares awkwardly when you don’t shy away from his appearance, gaze switching back and forth between you and the kitten (that oddly resembles him) you were embracing in your arms

you were about to say more but was interrupted by your parents ushering you inside the bakery, as they make the final payment, your attention is caught by the boy who’s still standing by the window looking into the establishment with a look of envy in his eyes that he failed to hide

quietly you tug on the hem of your father’s shirt, adding on another request

you’re outside the store now, standing before the same boy, who is strangely flustered when you offer him the curry bread you had gotten with a warm smile (something he’s not used to)

“here, try it. It tastes best when its hot.”

years pass and you’re visiting your grandparents that lives in a faraway town, it used to be dangerous and fights were constantly breaking out near the area but has died down significantly due to the reformation of a nearby delinquent school

you’re taking the cat that your grandparents had just taken in recently out for a stroll, it reminds you of your own beloved cat back when you were little, forever living in your heart

as you turn to the next street, there he was, familiar split-colored hair with a look of childlike satisfaction now, munching on what you presume to be curry bread and the pit in your stomach manifests as soul-crushing grief

its all too familiar, the furry friend in your arms, the smell of curry bread and the boy you shared it with, all present at the same time once again, perhaps this is the goodbye you never got to have from your cat

or maybe it was an opportunity, you think as you approach the boy with the newfound closure you’ve been looking for

bonus ~ when nirei boasted about how Saboten’s breads still taste amazing when its cold and was pleasantly surprisedly to find out he was correct as he took a bite of the curry bread, sakura thinks he still prefers when its hot

[bambizcornfarm]

done i guess

[jimmyjeans]

I was drawing something else when I suddenly remembered this work in progress drawing of Brisket I made a while back :]

[thegreatimpersonator]

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[alitgblog]

reunion volume thoughts

first off oh damn goodbye Jin, Claudia, and Bea gonna miss yall so much 🥲😭

second, this was just such an anticlimactic way to say goodbye to all these characters lol

I'm not mad at them bringing in all the characters in groups so not everyone gets introduced all at once, but oh why did we start with Sienna and Hazel and then only at the end did we get Claudia, Theo, and Bea? Like I love a drama filled season, but even this I'm like let me take a victory lap with my friends first pleaseeee

I had enough gems so I was like ehh fuck it I'll listen to Hazel's airport drama but I did notice for more details about the same/related story later on you did still have to pay gems which is ridiculous and also if you didn't pay for at least one, then it's literally just them bickering for most of the reunion and then you get a little bit of free drama between your LI and some other dude. Like I think if you care less about the casa islanders' drama (which I absolutely understand bc I also care less about those islanders' stories), then this was a boring volume pretty much

small odd thing was that no other islanders showed up. like I get that not everyone would show if this was real and for the fiction clearly fusebox just doesnt want to draw the other islanders, but fusebox would only have to draw one dress for the missing islanders and it would make sense for them to show up. like Rachel is an OG where is she?? Felicity had some drama with the guys too how abou her?

Tyler's storyline didn't do much for me bc he gets dumped so fast that it's weird he has all these declarations about missing his connection with MC and wishing he had another chance. And it's sweet and tbh after playing this volume I do like Tyler's character more, but it's still so intense so fast. But also, if this whole storyline was for a reunion in s4 for Hazeem??? would love that. Like he got to know MC for a while but was pursuing Najuma and he realized too late he should've went for MC.

Oakley and Emel not making it on the outside was absolutely expected it went exactly how i thought it would but I do still wish they got 3rd or 4th place at least

Sophie and Jack together but unhappy and unpopular also something I would've predicted.

Sophie and Luna need to stopppp. I don't care for the other guys but I did pick Jack as the potential other man just to potentially piss off Sophie (unfortunately didn't really come into play).

why is Luna still salty though

althoughhhhh I did notice Luna and Tyler look good next to each other is all I'm saying. if both of them got more screen time I wouldn't be mad if they coupled with each other after MC stole Jin.

Claudia and Theo still together 🤦‍♀️

I'm so sorry Claudia I will replay for you 😘

Hazel is such a mess

I want whatever tf the remaining casa boys have. like in my game it's Shawn and Kyle and I'm like are they... together? what's going on there? I know Kyle and Hazel have a thing and Shawn and Sienna are no longer a thing but what's happening there? Also I have challengers on the mind so like.. heyyyy Shawn, Kyle, and Hazel, what's uhh the situation

Bea is barely in this. I know I've already said that but I'm so upset

Ngl the bit where Liam is teasing Claudia about hosting the game is kinda funny I wish all the characters had more fun in-character dialogue like that

I can't be bothered with the Max and Hari drama even though that seemed to be the main focus of the reunion and then you still have to pay gems for the whole story

and Jin's texting airport drama was so small too like it's really nothing and went exactly how I'd expect it to go

ok so general thoughts/fixes

the way almost everyone is single and you get a chance to run away with the og boys (plus liam) one last time doesn't really work for me (except Liam I guess his thing was fine, I do like the realism of him being like I came off as such an asshole I'm sorry but then also still being a little messy bc that's just him). I think maybe if there was an actual gap irl between the reunion getting released and the s8 finale it would feel better.

personally I think it could've just gone like the S1 reunion where it's a two parter, first of all. second, we get the scenery change whether it's Christmas in S1 or in S8's case, make it more autumn since it's been a few months. Again, just adds to the feeling like time has passed bc if it's just in the villa, it doesn't feel like we ever really left? THTH2 does this well too because they're still on an island vacation but they changed the backgrounds at least because it's a different location and I think that helps a lot.

I'd like less casa islanders drama and less dumped OG islanders drama

Literally would be okay if it was just partying and seeing like hey what are you up to? Is Hari's business going well? Is Jin booked and busier than ever as a model? Did MC and her partner move in together? Like we got a little bit from Liam's podcast news, Tyler traveling, and the broken up couples' relationship status, but that's it I think.

I'm trying to remember what made the other reunions so fun and I think fusebox gets close but not quite. So the first two revolve around weddings/proposals and S3 around a potential breakup, but I do like the idea of everyone hearing how one or two of the islanders slandered everyone on a podcast and they're all mad. It just also doesn't work because what if MC doesn't care? So it needs to be that plus something with your LI (for good or for bad), and then cut out most of the other stuff. Like we can include that apparently all the casa people hooked up with each other at one point but let's not let that be the main storyline or let it be less prevalent

you should be able to run away with Claudia or Bea if you're allowed to run away with the OG boys at the end. Like they can have the same storylines as the guys too, Bea being single and ready to move into a real relationship that she realized she wasn't really ready for during the show (like Tyler) and then Claudia yet again having doubts about Theo like the broken record that relationship is (like the guys in an unhappy couple with Emel/Sophie/Luna).

also ending in a big group hug is lame, it's very friend island energy and even s3 doesn't end like that. might as well copy S1 just end with your LI or running away with some other character while the person that was pursuing them earlier yells at you (does this only happen with Tim/Jen? I don't remember lol)

[spongebob-connoisseur]

Okay now I wanna see Slappy wearing a nya nya kitten princess cosplay for Halloween

Okay!

He adores anyone who can occupy his singular brain cell so of course he'd LOVE Nya Nya Kitten Princess <3 he's her biggest stan <3

Slippy helped with his eyeliner :3

[jsdimensions]

Got bored once again! So I looked on the internet and got reminded of this art style challenge, so I drew the styles of friends and/or people I look up to!

(Tap/click for better quality.)

@aimless-aimz @addsmoon @startistdoodles @cosmicocoffee

[boodlesofdoodles]

Part 1 // Part 2 // Part 3 // Part 4 // Part 5

Continuation of baking Charlie because ocularmacdown gave me some ideas and oh my god??

Mac is absolutely so annoying about watching Charlie bake. He’s always asking a shit ton of questions about what he’s doing and why he’s doing it. Like a little kid watching an adult do something they’ve never seen before. Charlie doesn’t mind at all and actually loves talking about what he’s doing, and adores that Mac is so interested in a hobby Char was so skittish about just a little while ago. Something that’s become a common tradition is Charlie giving Mac the spoons or spatulas as soon as he’s done with them so he can lick the batter off of it. Mac never even asked for it, and it was so surprising the first time Charlie did it. Like it came naturally to him, almost subconsciously handing over the spatula while continuing what he was doing. After pouring all of his batter into a mold he just reaches over and shoves the spatula into Mac’s hand and man’s is so incredibly confused, “Uh, Char? You want me to clean this or something?” His dumbass fr. He’s just holding it super awkwardly and sitting up stiff looking at it lmao.

“Nah dude I just thought you’d like it I don’t know,” Charlie just chuckles without looking up from what he’s doing, “it’s for you. The batter and shit I mixed up. It can be good even before I stick it in the oven.”

Mac perks up and his lips part in that stupid ass expression he makes with his eyebrows lifting. Acting like he’s been told the most amazing news in the world and he just nods excitedly as he shoves the entire thing in his mouth. Acting like a toddler being given candy as a reward for good behavior. He sits up on the counter and probably swings his legs while happily licking away. Afterwards it becomes their thing, and Mac always has the batter as soon as Charlie is done using whatever tool he was using. Sometimes Charlie pauses and just watches Mac for a minute, finding it so cute how excited he can get over such little things; how endearing it is to see Mac so enamored with what he’s doing he’s not even looking up from whatever it is Charlie supplied him to lick at the time.

Lol I don’t love everything I’ve written here but I’m at work rn and need to let this kinda shit out because I’ve been thinking about it all day and I desperately need to make someone else think about it with me. Also everyone that interacts with my posts by commenting or writing in my tags you’re so special to me I would like to tenderly kiss you on the mouth

[ravensmadreads]

I need you to buckle in because this is going to be long and ramble-y and kinda weird :p

I absolutely absolutely ADORE this story. It's one of my most favourite Joel stories ever, and it's also kind of the reason I got into the Pedrk fandom. I also know for a fact that I'll be revisiting this SO MANY TIMES.

It's kind of my comfort fic. I love love LOVE how you portray Joel. The big string protector/provider/the do-er. His love language is acts of service, and it showssss. The absolutely breathtaking way their love expands and unfolds??? I dont even have words to describe how much I love their love!

I also love how Honey is strong in her own way. How she's kind and smart and empathetic and wonderful and all of those traits are her own and not dependent on Joel. How when she needs to, she does stand up to Joel and give him a piece of her mind. And again, the way she loves him; tender yet heartfelt affection so softly given. Without expectations too in a way? Lile i felt her approach was very much a "if i love you, what business is it of yours" and i am INSANE for that.

And then little baby June!! I love how she brought them closer together, and even though they had their own fears, they managed to fight for love! And win! I'm so glad you did a happy ending. i would've been devastated if it had an angsty end.

Your little tiny details are absolutely incredible too?? That little nod to Tess. And Tommy. And Sarah. (i bawled like a baby at Joel's goodbye im not even gonna PRETEND-) the "It's not time that did it". That epilogue that just was so bittersweet because this is what joel deserves! He deserves to be happy and love be a dad and fade into a gentle happy epilogue.

*sighs* i just really really love this story. I would've hated myself if i never said anything. (Even if you intimidate the hell out of me shhhh) I could write a whole essay on this, but we probably don't have time for that. :P

Joel Miller x f!reader

Rating: Explicit (COMPLETED)

Summary: Part of a band of travelers, your party is slowly picked off one by one, until there are only two of you left. Finding an abandoned cabin in the woods, you decide to make camp there until you figure out your next move. As the seasons change, the nights get longer and longer…

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Chapter 11

Chapter 12

Chapter 13

Chapter 14

Chapter 15

Chapter 16

Chapter 17

Epilogue

[elecman108]

I got my motivation to draw back!! So I drew something cute!! ...Err, I mean Blaze hallucinating dead people and demon alter-egos whom he kind of turned into a patron of sorts despite his patron being said dead circus stuck in his head?

Complicated shit, my guy. He’s cute so therefore it’s cute logic in full force rn.

Nice! You clicked on the cut! Here’s the alternate version without it being haunted.

Still effectively is the same thing, just no face lol.

I think any Genasi with element-based hair (eg. Blaze’s fire hair, Tempest’s fog hair) would be affected by their environment/mood. Like Blaze here I picture as having just come out of the shower/bath, so his fire hair is down to embers. Tempest, however...

...It’s a barbarian rage thing, I think. His parents are an Air Genasi and Fire Genasi, and his older sister was a Fire Genasi, so when she died and became his ‘patron’ of sorts, he can get Pissed and look like a Fire Genasi to some degree. Or at least that’s the logic.

What’s with me and fucked up characters? Blaze is haunted by ghosts, Tempest’s got PTSD, Axel’s traumatized with so many mental health conditions... lmao? I guess? I like depth and this is how I made depth with three of my favourites.

[justvea18]

I lost motivation midway so I haven't touched this OdyPen piece for a month 😞

[gojoest]

the one with the waiter — gojo satoru

— a lunch date gone wrong, or maybe not so…

established relationship (you’re married), gn! reader, fluff/crack, dealing with your husband’s shenanigans

a/n: i said i would be doing regular short stories with satoru to challenge my motivation to write so here’s the first one! the way i’ll be naming the titles is obviously inspired by the tv show friends :>

“satoru”, you glared at your husband from across the table after the waiter was done taking your orders.

“yes, my love”, satoru beamed at you.

“do you mind explaining what that was all about?”, you put in extra effort to keep your voice low while forcing a casual smile. you were in public after all — and compared to your husband, you were not one to make a scene in front of other people who were definitely not there to pay for a side of couple’s quarrel from the next table to go with their lunch.

“what do you mean?”, he asked, confusion written on his face, “are you mad because i ordered only desserts?”

“no”, you swiped your fingertips through your forehead and then put your hand back on the table. “you were really rude to the waiter”

“oh, that”, he made it sound like it was a distant memory he just remembered, “that’s because he was flirting with you. he should be grateful that i only asked for someone else to wait our table after he’s done taking our orders”, he clenched his fists. the vein on his forehead was more visible than ever and looked like it would pop any moment if he kept furrowing his brows any harder than he already was. what was there to be so mad about, you wondered.

“you told him to get lost…..”, you shook your head disapprovingly, “like, did i miss something there? when did he exactly flirt with me?”, you scoffed in disbelief, crossing your arms and leaning back against your chair.

“he was taking notes about you and he kept looking at you only with that idiotic lovesick smile on his idiotic face”, satoru said through gritted teeth, nervously shaking his leg under the table which inevitably, due to his long ass limbs, led to the table shaking too as his knee was bumping beneath the wooden surface.

all eyes in the restaurant were on you now, everyone turning around to see what was going on with the two of you — which was exactly what you were dreading.

you took a sip of your water to give yourself a few seconds to recollect your sanity and keep it under control while you try to calm your delusional husband down. “first of all, stop with the leg shaking, please — you’re bothering everyone”

he immediately ceased. pursed his lips and looked down at his lap, ready to be lectured like a child.

“the guy was not taking notes about me — he was writing down my order. that’s what waiters do, baby. they write stuff down so they don’t mess it up and serve you something else you didn’t order.”, you sighed.

“he didn’t do that with me though”, satoru uttered through a pout.

“that’s because there were three deserts on the menu and you ordered them all. that’s not very hard to remember”

“but he kept staring at you with that stupid smile. only i can look at you with a stupid lovesick smile…”

“he did not look at me with a lovesick smile, satoru. you were shooting him death glares, baby. the guy didn’t know what to do. he got all nervous and sweaty trying to avoid eye contact with you, so he kept staring at me….”, your voice grew softer as you went on and on until you ended your explanation with a light chuckle while leaning in and sliding your hand towards his side of the table only for his hand to quickly meet you midway and cup itself around yours.

“i just hope he won’t get in trouble because of what you did…”, you continued, genuinely concerned.

“well”, he looked at you, a mischievous grin sparkling in his eyes, “here’s the deal — if you lose the chair and come sit on my lap for the rest of our lunch, i’ll make sure he keeps his job”

“oh, you…”, a gasp left your mouth but you didn’t quite know what to say after that. at this point you were not really sure if this was simply an awkward accident or a perfectly scripted scenario by your dearly beloved husband aimed to make you sit on his lap in a restaurant full of people. either way, you had to close the deal.

[jaylaxies]

HARD THOUGHT !

PAIRING: gamer!hee x fem!reader

WC: 0.6k words

WARNING: 18+ content, minors dni

Gamer!Heeseung takes his live streams very seriously, and it’s one of those days where he couldn’t even bother to get up from his gaming chair, playing with his friend the whole day, completing one of the quests thrown his way and the viewer count was higher than the usual, keeping him motivated and on his tippy toes. All of this meant that Heeseung hadn’t paid a sliver of attention to you, despite you trying your best to garner it still, yet he didn’t bat an eyelash at you when you gave him food, even though you were clad in his favourite dress, still standing far away so you don’t show yourself on the camera he had on.

You had enough of it, not having his attention for two days straight wasn’t tolerable by any means, which left you no other option than to forcefully capture his attention in a way that he couldn’t help but get up from his chair.

After taking a shower, you wrapped a towel around your torso, wearing nothing underneath as you approached Heeseung, his attention solely on the screen still as he talked to Jake, who was playing with him, through his headset.

A sudden gasp from Jake and your hand on Heeseung’s shoulder made him turn back to look at you, his eyes widening to see you devoid of clothes in simply a towel. He was quick to cover the webcam and mute the mic, not focusing on whatever Jake was saying anymore.

“What are you doing—” he asked, but you stopped him midway, getting rid of the towel and crawling up his lap, making him cuss out when your cunt was directly on top of his clothed cock.

“You won’t give me attention, so I decided to take it my own way,” you whispered with a teasing smirk, clenching around nothing when you observed his eyes getting darker, a scoff leaving his lips as he paid attention to finally switching off the PC.

“Yeah? So you decided to be a bad fucking girl, huh?” He mocks your desperation, his thumb playing with your bottom lip, making your lips part as you sucked on it, “can’t think without my cock being stuffed inside your pussy, isn’t that right, angel?” He chuckles when you nod.

A gasp leaves your mouth when he thrusts up, the rough material of his jeans brushing against your cunt, providing you with the friction you so desperately needed, “I’ll have to teach you a lesson for ruining my quest, baby,” he speaks it as a warning, as if he doesn’t enjoy how needy you get for him, how your body shivers with every single touch, every single word he speaks, as if you’re not a doll for him to use.

Soon, you find yourself on the bed, fully naked while Heeseung still had his T-shirt on when he was balls deep inside your pussy, loving the way you squeezed his length, and the way you lost your sense of sanity, not being able to form sentences when he fucked you from behind, pushing your head down the pillow, spanking your ass which was up and groaning when you fell apart around his cock, courtesy of his brutal backshots, which felt like the best punishment to you, the room a mixture of your lewd activities and a slight mist.

That’s when you knew you had to bother him more often, if it means he’d fuck you this way, making sure your pussy would be full of his cum, your tits marked and your lips swollen with how he let his carnal desires take over.

After all, acting out is the way to get fucked.

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[sixyellow]

WIP I lost motivation midway.

[madpatti]

Redraw of an old drawing I did years ago. Was going to do a full colored drawing but lost motivation midway 🥲