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@animeomegas This post crossed my dash and I immediately thought of you with cockblock sasuke headcanons haha. Itachi might be exasperated at worst and desperately horny at best during that time, thinking he understands and Sasuke will too when he's older. But I love the idea of Itachi who is sorely mistaken, has pups by the time Sasuke is courting, and is just like this. Suddenly extremely concerned for Sasuke's modesty, "are they making you wear that?" when Sasuke wears something revealing, tries to be nice because he knows Sasuke wouldn't accept someone he's not already serious about, but Itachi's eye is sort of twitching and his alpha has their second child in their arms and are staring at him like "are you okay?" when they have a second alone at a family dinner. He realizes Sasuke might be having extramarital sex and accidentally squeezes a chicken too hard when he's carrying it around in the garden and gets screamed at by a hen - not like Itachi didn't also, but Itachi was already practically married by then! and is his stupid cute little brother being safe? is it possible to be sneaky about taking him to the doctor to get checked out?
Itachi might be a little insufferable during Sasuke's teenage emo/goth rebellion too. Like he learns how to make clothes specifically because he knows Sasuke will wear anything Itachi gets him and they're all cute bulky sweaters or comfortable traditional robes. Sasuke mostly wears them around his house or when he's visiting Itachi, but it lets Itachi delude himself into some semblance of imagining Sasuke dresses like that most of the time instead of being bare chest out in the streets.
Ooh! and maybe part of Sasuke's courting story is running into his future alpha on the way back to his family's home from Itachi's house and he gets flustered and embarrassed at how obviously adorable they find him in sweater paws instead of his current off-both-shoulders, no juban, open-down-to-the-navel uniform.
#itachi's alpha would find this behavior hilarious#i think they have less sympathy for sasuke#and get back at him a leeetle bit#āoh sasuke your brother made you such a nice sweater. he knitted for weeks! don't forget to wear itā with a shit-eating grin#while sasuke is like -_- i am going on a mission and then to the club#itach: "not dressed like that. it's cold (loops a sweater around sasuke's head)#and you'll catch a chill (finds a cape somewhere)#and you'll give otou-san a heart attack (they both pause)#all the layers come off and sasuke wins this round#much to itachi's alpha's disappointment#this is also not a commentary on modesty lol#but Itachi grew up in a more conservative era of his whole family#and i honestly think he hated several of the people and ways they looked at him when he was sasuke's age#so itachi's choice was to mostly wear standard shinobi clothes or jackets or rather baggy clothes most of the time#or at least stuff that covered quite a bit of skin and his neck#vs Sasuke who will cut a bitch for looking at him crossways and has the family to back him up in an everyone lives au#so he personally is less concerned. when they're older they might sit down and talk about this a bit#just about what Itachi went through when he was in anbu. like they start with joking about it and then Sasuke gets a whole new kind of angr#when he finds out about the bullying and harassment Itachi went through behind the praise their father heaped on him#whoops this spiralled out of control#oh well#naruto#uchiha itachi#uchiha sasuke#from the margins#yelling across the chasm
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Due to recent experiences, I am feeling an urge to make an anti-drug-style PSA except it's warning impressionable machine-learning-curious teens to never, ever try a thing called "Huggingface transformers Trainer"
Not. Even. Once.
#and don't even get me started on āunslothā#this week i learned what āunslothā actually does when you import it and... man.#i thought i'd seen the worst of āhacky brittle 'it-just-works' (by doing the most cursed shit imaginable) ML python codeā but no.#no. unsloth was Worse#and huggingface Trainer is bad enough by itself#did you know it has 131 (one hundred and thirty one!) config arguments and yet it cannot log *more than one loss number at once*#(for like multitask training or whatever)#i don't just mean it's hard to do - i mean its logging mechanism is built from the ground up on the assumption you would never do this.#you'd have to rewrite a bunch of internals to get it working - i.e. basically write a new nontrivial feature on HF's behalf#and just writing your own damn training loop is easier than that lol#it's not that hard kids. take it from me. dataset + dataloader + model(*args) + loss.backward() + opt.step() + opt.zero_grad(). that's it#it'll take you 30 minutes and save you a billion hours down the road#i do not understand computers#(is a category tag)
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Me watching the Percy Jackson teaser trailer for the twentieth time and losing my mind over the fact that a story that Iāve been following and loving and treasure for the better part of a decade itās perfect and amazing and everything I couldāve asked for and it will finally come to life in less than three months and I CANNOT COPE
#this is everything and more#guys Iām really losing my shit over here#i āi donāt know what to tell you this is only going to get worse#I grew up with that I cannot believe itās only a few weeks away now#percy jackson#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson disney+#loops is losing her mind again#over Percy Jackson which is only expected
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Finished ISAT last night, this game was an emotional rollercoaster from start to end, tbh. I've got a lot of thoughts about the game and they're all pretty short, but I'd like to list some of them here.
The coin is interesting! I think mechanically it's a good way to check Siffrin's internal monologue of the same thing, regardless of area/party status. But story wise, it's a whole other thing to me. Loop and Siffrin have their own kind of Heads/Tails duality, and Odile's coin flip makes me think that it could have/might have been Loop in our Siffrin's place instead, if things had gone just a little differently. Siffrin's forgetfulness being both a foreshadow to his home country AND the potential years worth of time stuck in the loops. and the player's forgetfulness, that too. Another angle I'd like to explore in the future is Siffrin's sprites, and the (possibly intended) idea of taking the growing space covered in shadow on his face as a loss of humanity/the concept of self. It helps take the idea of Siffrin seeing himself as an actor to the next level for me. You could extend this to the Mal Du Pays/Bigfrin sequences being the total loss of self, Siffrin being sent over the edge(and subsequently grounded by his party members). But he made it back! and that's really what matters, isn't it. It's very in line with the literal context of the scenes but I appreciate that the lines are there to be read between, even if not everybody cares to. i definitely think about faces/the self a normal amount, you can trust me i swear. Siffrin clearly did not have enough problems on his own so I had to push my whole faces/sense of self thing on him too. Loop. oh god Loop. I have a lot of thoughts about Loop and their Identity, and it's going to take a while to figure out! but i'm totally fine with that. is it morally wrong to feel a deep kinship to loop?? i don't know!!! i'm gonna find out though. i was actually just recently thinking about how i don't like using the term kinning for characters because it feels very intimate and I can't say i've felt the same thing other people who kin characters feel. BUT. i think loop gave me some kind of disease i think i'm not well I just couldn't do most of the Dagger dialogue. It was too much for me personally. I did it once and it made me feel bad enough to return it and swear off the idea. until i go back to finish achievements, that is. Fucked up, though!! The loops and their infinite catharsis started to mean nothing at all until they make the even more fucked up mega catharsis. I thought Signalis and it's ending hit me hard but this game reduced me to a crying mess by the end. And lastly I'm very appreciative of @usefulnt0409 for being there to help me through the entire game. I like sharing my first playthroughs of things with people that enjoy them. Having them around to help with mechanical stuff I'd never pick up on(Loop dialogues and the conditions associated with most of them) and when I'd accidentally skip a dialogue just made the experience very special. I don't think I'll soon forget this game, it was an incredible experience even through the gas leak 5am vcs. I think they made it better.
#in stars and time#in stars and time spoilers#isat siffrin#isat loop#text post#hiiii pronoun :3#review???#typing this post and not rereading it because i'm not making a second draft.#i don't think i can tag every loop design under the sun with me core and get away with it#speaking of#i need to figure some shit out because#loop DID something to me man#i mean i guess i do have it figured out i just need like a week so i don't feel sick(positive) every time i think about them#or this game as a whole#should i make a kin list. i know i said it feels different than kinning but i'm making a pinned soon#feels like it'd be a good addition
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i am very grateful for my current conditions (one bedroom apartment thatās all mine, stable job, health insurance) but sometimes i really do wish i had a more variable schedule and was around more like minded people on the day to day
#i want to be around queers not working a 9-5 tldr LOL#i locked in immediately after college and got a wfh office job which is VERY nice and im grateful for it!!! esp now#but i do miss like#having a house of roommates i love and get to be silly with#having fun every day of the week even if its just shooting the shit in the kitchen before bed#iāve come to live a very solitary life and i rarely feel lonely#and idk if i even FEEL lonely i just feel like#itād be nice if things were different perhaps#lore loops
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me avoiding leaks and not reading the epilogue, seeing bakudeku trending three times this month:
(why is it NUMBER ONE RN. i thought it was OVER, did something happen? AGAIN??)
nobody tell me. or even better, give me fake spoilers. i have to finish my final projects, i canāt deal with the emotional damage.
#I donāt know whatās going on and at this point Iām too afraid to ask#me not reading the epilogue bc I didnāt want it to end#plus me being kinda busy and not wanting my feelings to get in the way of important duties#BUT I GUESS I FUCKIN HAVW TO BC MORE SHIT IS COMING OUT?????#why did bkdks have a meltdown two weeks ago or something#what happened to us????#I had to block the tag to avoid spoilers despite the manga being over????#Iām so out of the loop and just want my boys to be in love and happy#bakudeku#bkdk#katsudeku#bnha#mha#the rare og text post#bnha spoilers
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I dislike takes that Danse would be just as conservative in modernized aus when it's clearly shown his staunch views of things come from his time in the Brotherhood and his deep-rooted desire to belong to something with a greater purpose.
Not to mention lines that show much more open-mindedness that get overlooked for his harsher sentiments when you first meet him. Like the oppurtunity to be a part of something is why Danse fell so far into Brotherhood dogma and it doesn't negate the offense things he does but I feel like it's just lazy to be like "hmmm he'd def be racist" just so it aligns to his BoS beliefs.
#like i genuinely think he would like not fall into the military if he was in modern times because of all the other things he could do#he clearly has a passion for tech and mods and likely would find himself more useful as like a mechanic like at most hes one of those range#types or something but I feel like people equate his seriousness and him being a military man to closemindedness when its like having to ge#a new view point like we really dont know what he believed in before the BoS if he believed in anything at all outside of selling scrap to#survive before basically having an army recruiter have him join one of the scariest factions like why is the BoS so fucking violent???#like the BoS operates in such a way cause there is no civilian population like everyone is something or training to be so they arent really#fighting for anything but themselves at this point which is just a feedback loop of gaining more power and is not equatable to real#military people due to the fact most of the recruits are really born and bred to be soliders while say irl you have a family and country to#fight for and return to outside the military which is def grounding as Danse wouldn't be in the army 24/7 like in canon#idk its odd to me when a character that is has fantastic racism ergo the trope of bigotry to fake races people try to translate it to real#life especially when those races have not equivalent like tell me what is the irl equal to a fucking ghoul or super mutant like????#racism is not like a funny headcanon like making him a defrosting prude or by the book is whatever but he would not be a bigot just like a#narc or some shit hed tell on me for loitering but I know hed tear apart each voting party and likely the military for being self serving#and like knows all about it and it makes him sound like a politics nut but its more annoyance like I have such strong feelings about#characters who would be marginially better if they were not victums to the military like yes I believe we can fix Danse he just needs to#be around not war/the military for like a week and see people be happy existing like he doesnt know how to do that but this is a weird take#ive seen mostly from white fans that makes me super uncomfy like ur weird#anyway still fuck the brotherhood everyone is so rude like damn i know its the east coast but can we get a little hospitality fuck you#maccready was right brotherhood of squeal more like it dont worry porky we'll get you out (danse is porky btw)#fallout#fallout 4#fo4#paladin danse
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Day 3: Horror movie / Movie night i love them. they sure did dress as a horror movie/series character
I think about this costume choice quite a bit and i like to think that they both like haloween and especially getting to do asked characters because it gives them the chance to switch places and act diffferent. Like Fred could take over and people wouldnt be able to tie anything he does back to freddy, and even if lets say the animatronics know its him already, its an easy excuse to say hes acting different bc hes excitedor acting in character. I do think they would both like to act like whatever character theyre dressing up, but i think Fred prefers it a bit more. Just likes taking up a role and putting on show, being entertaining and getting that attention, getting laughs, getting spooks in since yk. haloween. Hes theatrical. and masks sort of help freddy take on a role too but honestly they let him act more like himself when bits and pranks are over and done with. Just a little bit of concealment even if his friends already know can help be himself a bit more. be a lil out of the good person-nobody he tries to constrain himself to. be a lil louder, meaner, impulsive, exc uh thats all i think, i just wanted to draw my boys
#fhs#fnafhs#fhs week 2024#fnafh week 2024#it kinda came out like shit i couldnt do the lighting like i wanted but i coulda come out worse#we roll with the failures god bless camp amadeus#fnafhs freddy#fnafhs fred#fhs freddy#fhs fred#freddy fnafhs#fhsz3r0#fhszero#fnafhs fanart#fhs fanart#fred fnafhs#loops post
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you know i think im going to pirate nintendo's and sega's games out of spite from now on. im going to buy a hard drive at some point to specifically fill it with pirated games i'll never play. i'll download tears of the kingdom just to be a penis. fuck them
#soda offers you a can#vimm's lair got massive takedown requests and im fucking seething#in particular for sonic 06 and unleashed like oh you're planning on rereleasing them on modern platforms? no? then What The Fuck#it's a larger problem than that though it's about video game preservation you know#all this hardware can already be considered retro and hasn't been sold in years. neither have the games#and guess what!! your remasters and remakes and bs are Not The Same as the originals!!!#im glad i downloaded the US version of sonic cd last week now#bc the way that game works and plays is fundamentally different from the 2011 remake#and i WANT to experience the jank and shit quality cutscenes and music that doesn't loop#and i cannot mod the 2011 version to act like that!#im so fucking mad over this vimm's lair was doing god's work for archiving all this shit#and now so much of it is inaccessible#the popular games will be up elsewhere at some point im sure but what about the Garbage#what about games like sonic 06 those deserve to be archived too
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Spoiler Warning! Tho i'm sure most people know what's going on but this isn't in the anime yet so, just to be sure!
Spoiler content undercut!
And a timelapse!
#tgcf#kiwikiwisketch#tian guan ci fu#heaven officials blessing#hualian#hua cheng#xie lian#yo the audio drama is actually so good#like unreasonably good#the sounds are so nice#the mixing is heavenly#good shit#10/10 would recommend#i went mad and watched the anime like#4 times last week#now im listening to the audio drama on loop#good soup!#anyone who listens to the audio drama and wants to discuss my dms are wide open please
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Man, I kind of hope Siffrin needs glasses and it only comes up AFTER the loops. Like, they're at a bakery and someone asks what Siffrin wants from the menu and Siffrin kind of waffles on it before reminding themself they need to be honest with their family and is like... I cant see that far??? And Everyone Loses Their Shit.
#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#Kind of?? implied#Isat siffrin#can you imagine?? needs glasses AND lost an eye#they just thought Siffrin had a shit time with seeing cause of the whole only one eye thing but nope! Fucker needs glasses!#They let the blindest member of the party lead the whole ass time#I just think its kind of amusing cause you KNOW that siffrin doesnt share shit about their needs so its like. Siffrin. YOU NEEDED GLASSES??#WE COULD HAVE GOTTEN THEM FOR YOU!!!!! WEEKS AGO!!!!!#Shoutout to Loop tho I think they cant see shit either and they didnt say anything either cause thats embarrassing
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Being frozen in time definitely does something to you. Physically it cages you. Mentally it throws you into the longest dream you could ever have. It's not comfortable-- far from it in fact-- but you've grown to look forwards to it, when you loose. It's better than being mashed to dark paste at least.
You're frozen right now, in fact. Waiting in silence for time to loop back. Stuck with your thoughts and a vauge feeling of a dream. The house is around you and you're moving through it. Empty rooms and endless hallways, curling and twisting in ways that make them feel alive despite the lack of any living thing that isn't you. No sad monsters, no frozen bodies, no dark stains. There doesn't seem to be an exit.
The dreams you have when frozen seem to correlate to how you're doing emotionally. Most of them have been lost to time, like most things in your life now. Dreams, wounds, emotional bonds; everything is turning back with you, and thatās started to do something to you, because now you can predict the actions of those around you with quite a bit of accuracy. You can recall little bits of things, but the further back you go is just static. There was a bunch of dumb things that you canāt piece back together anymore, there were times with those you love, there was endless rage flowing through your very being, and there was this. The desperation. The empty halls of the very House youāve worked so hard to protect.
You want out.
You've kept count of how many times you've been frozen. How many times you've died. How many loops. 61 is the counter and it's far, far too many times to relive the same day over again. You grew tired of the monotony by the tenth go around. Twenty five felt like a stab wound. Forty, like you were being split in two. Big 6-0 felt like drowning. You don't feel real anymore.
But that's fine! You can still see the good in this, if you stretch your imagination like taffy, as far as it'll go. It's better to be just you, just one person, than everyone else! You can live with the weight of the country on your shoulders for a bit longer, if only to keep it off of Euphrasie's. Youāre doing this for her! For everyone. You can do it for a bit longer. You just need to find the Kingās weakness, or something. Make a more powerful potion, or scrap together the materials to make a second craft bomb, or, or something! Youāll find it soon enough. Youāre smart! You can do this!
You have to.
You turn down the hallway. Find yourself on an entirely different floor. Just as much of a ghost town. Just ice and cold and tiredness, your breath forming clouds in the air. Thatās fine. This is just a dream or something, anyway. Youāll wake back up at your desk any time, with the looming vials of all sorts of toxic stuff you keep drinking that you crabbing neglected to put away because you didnāt think time would crabbing loop, because realistically, WHY would you assume that would happen? Preposterous! Ignore the burning feeling in your throat and the smell of sugar and push on. Wait for it to start all over again.
Because it has to be you, doesnāt it? You wished for this, or something. You donāt remember. It was a long time ago. It has to be you, because only you have the power. It HAS to be you, because who else would it be? Euphie? Sheās already got enough on her hands. Mirabelle? Youād rather die. Itās better you do this than the ones you love.
It has to be you.
it has to be you it has to be you it has to be you it has to be you it has to be you it has to be you it has to be you it has to be
It's sucks, having to be the one to do it. Your limit was a long time ago.
You can't do this forever.
#isat#in stars and time#isat au#isat claude#claude looping au#come get yāallās food ig#girl is reaching despair point! smiles#a decent sized one so got the big read more split#I keep cooking. thereās smoke in the kitchen#like genuinely Iām on fire this is like? over 1000 words in the last week with this au? shit#the motivation I have to write this au is absolutely CRAZY like where did all this energy come from?#anyways hereās another round of me bullshitting my way through timeloop writing LMAOOO#I am Making Shit Up for 99% of this au lmao. minimal knowledge haver#Iām gonna make an actual fic at this rate lmao. cracking open the google doc#I should join the discord at this rate actually. get over the anxiety hurdle and run at yall at max speed#when I get in there yall will NOT be safe lol I will not shut up.#chimera writes#isat spoilers#<- just in case? Iām stretching it this time I think?
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need a comic book wrapped or something so i can reflect on how obsessive i was
#snap chats#one time i looped Evil by interpol for like four hours straight and i need to see my comic book equivalent to that#'are you thinking about' i am thinking about 309 again sorry but im not sorry im not saying its my favorite issue ever however.#its going to stick with me until my body is rotting in the earth i think#it just has a lot i could want out of a charles-centric issue. at least in regards to his relationships with himself and others#i fear today i was thinking of how he lowkey wished he died in that snowstorm cause i mean 1.) thats a mood 2.) Oh Charles..#//loud sight// id say im gonna smack him but amelia beat me to that š#beating on a disabled man is crazy and then you want him to hold you afterwards GIRL .... idc about misunderstanding what is that..#anyways. i wish i were not ill and yet here i am#maybe if i actually focused on the work i gotta do i could finally get to the shit i WANNA do and then ill be free šļøššļø#i already decided to take all of january off from comm stuff so if i just lock in for this week ill be good to be ill#alright bye. maybe if i went to a cafe or somethign i could focus better... <- im not doing that
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Undertale yellow flowey embroidery
This took about 40 hours, give or take a few
#I can tell you one thing#Embroidering while having arthritis is really not a piece of cake. When you hand cramps just by holding it at an angle.#At least I can be grateful for my empty schedule#Makes embroidering till the sun rises back up so much easier#Insomnia also helps with this task#I was listening to the ost while working on it andā¦ Live reaction#Occupied turf is so good actually !? Why wasnāt it shown more often !? ITāS FIRE !?#I forgot I only did a pacifist so I got so confused when neutral Flowey came outā¦#A motherās love ? Shouldāve called this āIām gonna fuck you upā#The number of time I got my ass handed back to me in this fight is not even funny#The first time is great. The second I only discern my favorites and the sudden change in style. By the third loop I canāt recognize shit#my brain is melting and my eyes are on fireā¦#Advantages on doing it during daytime. Eyes hurt less. Good stupid tv to listen to in the background Disadvantages. People#Advantages on doing it at night. Alone. Personally work better at night#Disadvantages. No good TV. Time goes by slowerā¦? I donāt know maybe Iām just loosing it with those freaking petals#For reference one petal took me about 3 and a half hours. So yeahā¦ I thought it would never endā¦ Took out almost all my yellow.#When the line tangles itself in the back and you realize only close to the end of it that half went missing#So you have to go backward to entangle it and loose 30 mins because damn it#Cats are not helpful in any of those scenarios#Why do I feel the need to make the back perfect when nobody else but me will know#This is the last time I do one so big without thinking it through#Note to self. Donāt do it standing up when the cats are awake. She just destroyed my stomach#I think iām losing it#Back after a few weeks#God this white thread is doing my head inā¦ Iām willing to bet my leg half the time I spent on the face was me untangling it.#Iām almost done. Itās finally over. Dark brown took exactly 4 h and 13 mins#undertale#undertale yellow#embroidery#Iām thinking of doing Boris the wolf next. Because I just found the perfect rendition to put on my wall
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tagged by @tbzuyeon (evil) to do my receiptify !! <333333
tagging @28reas0ns @kimsuyeon @ashmp3 @acebytaemin (only if you want to <3)
#can you tell that i love bad and that it was also the first song i always clicked on to listen to the album as a while ...#whole*#istg i looped so many songs to facking often this past week that i'm so surprised bite back didn't make it on the list bc i listened to tha#shit endlessly#ANYWAY#looking gorgeous miss receiptify as always#000
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okay... so. here is where part iii is at wc wise
part iii by itself (still as a wip. i have the majority of the readers heat/tldr smut to finish) is abt half the length of the full fic. at this point, i'm considering cutting the fic into four parts, rather than three.
part iii would end up being the lead up and prep for the reader's heat, and part iv would be the heat itself, the aftermath, and a little epilogue. i think that section of the fic would end up being at least 10k in total.,
i ONLY hesitate to split part iii into two because i'm not a huge fan of having a final chapter of a fic just be smut as a personal preference. i think this fic has had enough going on that it won't feel too egregious to have a really smut filled final chapter
ALL THAT BEING SAID: please. weigh in.
#part of the motivation to split is that#im running into tumblr's WC limit LMAO#and i would like to post part iii here!!#and truthfully i do just need to like... lock in and do the smut. it will probably take another two weeks to complete if my health is okay#and if shit doesn't like... Hit the Fan again LMAO#if i split part iii in to two#i could have part iii posted on like... sunday or monday probably#if that is a motivating factor#im also getting antsy bc ive been working so hard š„ŗand wanna show y'all!!#lore loops#if folks have... more thoughts please gimme them#im so on the fence and would love the weigh in!!
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