#i literally just realized i never posted this one while searching for a gifset i did

[eliasdrid]

Yabai Kamen! 💜

[lil-melody-moon]

Okay @fiammee, so here's the answer <3

In all honesty, but in truly in all honesty, it happened so suddenly and randomly and chaotically that I still wonder how I went from "He's cute" to "I want a boyfriend like that, I want him as my boyfriend" in less than a month, but let's dive in and see XD

So it all started at August. I got Instagram again and while I was kinda cleaning it to have more posts of older bands (Led Zeppelin, The Beatles - my Beatles phase was slowly fading away, replaced with come back of Led Zeppelin one) instead of System of a Down that I had my dash all with and while my algorithm was fixing itself I think, I saw this photo:

I didn't have a CLUE who it was, but I looked at him and thought: "Okay you are cute, who are you?" and that never happened before. Sure I got curious about who I saw, but never this much. Luckily there was a description and a lil story about him so I got his name, found out about the band and this happened, in this very order:

-> I forgot to search for him, I was focusing on getting into a new band (it was The Rolling Stones at that time), but dad came in with "I'll show you Deep Purple 😎"

-> found "Who's Next" album in the record store connecting the dots that that's Keith's band

-> NOT GETTING THE CD AND REGRETTING IT LATER

-> forgetting again

-> enter 23rd of August and me seeing posts with Keith on my dash specifically one where he was all neat in a suit, elegant ya know and I looked at the gifset and said out loud: "That... THAT'S KEITH?!"

-> keeping him in my mind this time but still not checking out The Who

-> until September when "Love Ain't For Keeping" played

-> day before listening to whole "Who's Next" album I had a dream with Keith, I can't remember anything from it besides that: we were talking about something, Keith was as happy as a little child can be and that he pinched my cheeks

-> I've listened to the whole "Who's Next" and two things happened: I recalled that I've heard The Who while watching CSI with mom when I was 10 years old, I shook so much after listening to the whole album that I sat curled on my chair and I heard someone say "Welcome back home"

-> few days later I've stumbled upon "Who Are You" song, recalling that this was the first song I heard by them - 10 years old tiny me, realizing that this was THE song that blew my mind when I was little because of drumming

After realizing that, I've came to conclusion that he's responsible for my love for drumming and he was the first drummer I loved, not Lars Ulrich like I always thought. Then came the documentaries I've watched, articles read and I've realized as well that my dad is a tame version of him. Then came the loneliness crushing on me and I somehow dealt with it by thinking of Keith, he became the guy to go with in my thoughts if I felt bad, the guy to listen to or to see to cheer myself up, to keep him near me just to feel better and loved (being single at the age of 25 sucks so bad) and it works!

My love towards him just got worse and worse with months, I'm usually joking that if he saw how insane I am about him he would laugh at me XD He was Moon The Loon and I'm Loon about The Moon XD

And what I see in him. Surely his playing style is the peak for me. Like, there's no better drumming, he set the bar that high since I was tiny, I'm not expecting to find anyone better, in fact I'll tell you that I had a very specific need for searching when I came into music two years ago. Discovering The Who ended that, I can listen to new bands, but I don't have the need to find a new obsession. I came back home and I'm fine with that <3

I love to see him drum. I'm always leaving The Who's concerts for specific days where I feel down or when I need to see Keith - because if not I'll go mad :D - and then the magic happens. The last time I did that I've literally played a concert at 22:00 and then screamed about how great he was to my friends, not being able to go to sleep XD I can watch him be all over his drums any time and I'll still look mesmerized at him - oh God, he was a BEAST in the last concert I've watched, I'm melting at the thought of what I've seen like how can someone drum so good?!

And if it comes to character... I see him as incredibly silly, charming, childish, happy, crazy, but there's also this side of me that sees a guy who needed a lot of care. So like I'm half seeing him as the friend and partner I would have the best fun with in my entire life (had a friend with similar character, she was the fucking best) and then there's that other half of me who wants to take care of this poor sod, those addictions of his were destroying him which concluded in 1978 in his death (20 years before I was born, can you believe that?) and you know I like to think that maybe there would be a way to save him, but like not in this life. I can do that in fic and I will, no one will stop me, I'm writing it, but like... the maybe still exists *sighs* Not in this life Mel, not in this one...

Hello, how have ya been? How did your trip ended, did you have fun?

I guess reaching to you through asks is easier than DMs, so here I am, being generally curious about where we left off the last last time, but since I am here I'll also leave a big ask:

How did it happen that Jon Lord is so important to you? When did you hear him and saw him for the first time? What's the thing in his playing and in his character that makes him be that special guy to you?

Write the longest answer you want - or a short one if it's more in your style - I'm just a curious lil mutual <3

Heyaaaaa haiiiiiii dear!!!! Thank you for these questions *rubbing hands* Finally lets hope that I can respond this time XD

Times could get better, but summer is coming and Im pretty excited in beginning uni academy next year, lets hope🙏

About my trip end, it was a bit unexpected but funny: we leaved our rented house at 10 AM but we quickly found out that all highways were clogged up, and we managed to reach home a whole day after, at 1 AM, literally praying that my mom wouldnt fall asleep while driving 🤣

Abt Jon, lets begin *cracks knuckles*

I dont remember if I have ever said this to anyone, but usually my dad, when I was little, made me watch purple lives instead of cartoons;

So, throughout my childhood and my first teenage years I had this blurred memory about the members and how they looked like; (my thoughts were like: why the drums guy is so little? Why the guitarman is so scary? Why that mans moustache are so big and silly? Why the singer looks like Jesus and has my same hair? Just pure childlike wonder lol)

And finally, around 2020, I gave them a chance by listening my dads machine head vynil and OH BOY OH BOY I was quickly captivated by their roaring and powerful sound.

My first crush was big ian but I later revalued Jon when, out of pure curiousity, I went searching for pics on pinterest and I stumbled upon this:

My brain and hormones went apeshit🤭🤭 and this sort of awakened me, I was asking myself questions like "wtf is happening to me whattt?" in pure confusion.

The rest is now history, and here I am today :]]

Apart from the obvious phisical attraction (please mind that I was still new to this world at the time🤣) What I always found fascinating about him was the crazy talent and gentle personality among the "rock people" that Ive known previously.

I consider him to be a pretty unique rock soul: no extreme drama, nor arrogance, stupidity, rudeness or immesurable ego; he was just happy to be in the scene, and had the intelligence to make himself respected and valued... I think that he did that pretty well😌.

He used MUSIC in his everyday life as the main method of expressing himself rather than using words (as an introvert I consider him as a role model for what he gifted to others and himself) and lets be frank, isnt it cool that a BIG strong 185 cm man is easily brought to tears of emotion by listening to a classical piece or spectating a good sunset or landscape? He's an 800' romantic author trapped in a motocyclist body, an unusual combination🤣🤣

And what about his music? He combined classical, popular, blues, jazz and sick improvisation in a fresh versatile style that changed rock music and organ playing forever, and would inspire generations of musicians since this very day! And lets not forget his pure classical works, full of a wide range of emotions that have helped me in various rough times.

I hope to have answered your questions my dear :)) and it wouldnt be bad if I addressed the same questions to you about keith, with you making a post about it reblogging this one, obv if you feel like doing it 🫰🏻

[jovalencia]

we all knew this was coming and I’m a sentimental bitch. I just wanted to write all my mutuals some little messages about how much I love you. you guys have changed my life and I am so grateful for each and every one of you!!!💕����💓💗💖💘 anygays have fun searching for yourself in this mess and I’m sorry for any typos, I’m illiterate (and if i forgot you it’s because i lost my brain in 1912)

@cr1spyy fernanda, my first ever mutual. who would have thought that your 5th wave posts would have brought one of the most amazing people in my life to me. your posts always make me laugh and your dedication to the good morning asks is admirable (fr I could never have that much consistency) you’re so kind to everybody and you’re absolutely beautiful and incredible and I fucking love you so much. I honestly don’t even want to think about what my life would be like if I had never met you, MWAH💕🤍

@sundaymorninghangover I remember you being my first ever note!! you liked this post I made that was a reblog of a “uquiz” that was actually a rickroll lmao. you didn’t even follow me back then but whatever. Then I remember waking up one day to see that you had tagged me in a bingo ask game and I was like “ummm tf is an ask game” but I do still have a bingo card for it that I never used ekenksjs. anygays, you have good opinions on everything and you’re absolutely fucking hilarious. If you told me back in may that I would be friends with you I wouldn’t believe it bc you intimidated me but regardless I’m glad to be an arson gang member with you. your memes are god tier and so is your music taste. I love you whore!!!!!🖤💜

@sound-and-colors ma’am you’re so nice and for what??? the aesthetic stuff that you reblog is *chef’s kiss* and nobody else is out there doing it like you. we’ve never talked but I just know that you are absolutely incredible mwah❤️💛

@embeddedinmybrain tasfia you are the nicest person on his hellsite and you know it (I hope). It was so much fun being your secret admirer anon while it lasted, like fr I loved it. Your art is beautiful just like your heart and i honestly don’t know what I did to deserve such a kind soul like you in my life. You’re always there to hype me up and ily (also just cut your own hair already I believe in you)🤍💙

@gumptin you hooked me with your suus icon and reeled me in by being the coolest and funniest person ever. your posts are consistently hilarious, accurate, or relatable and I admire that. I mean it when I say you’re one of the coolest people on here. idk what I did to have you think I’m cool but I’m honored nonetheless. also you have really awesome style and hair jdnjdjdjd mwah💚💛

@nori-in-pink first and foremost, your blog always has a very nice aesthetic and I feel like I need to acknowledge that. anyway, you are so kind and supportive and you don’t take any bullshit and that is absolutely amazing. you are absolutely iconic and always reblog the best stuff so I know I can count on your blog to be fantastic. you used to scare me (idk why don’t ask) but now I know that you’re just a big teddy bear ily💗💜

@matteohnora my slurpee queen and my mememate!! you always send me the funniest shit and it doesn’t go unappreciated. You’re always there for me with a silly meme or emotional support and I don’t think I’ve ever told you how grateful I am for that. whenever you stalk my blog it makes my heart go whooosh and I feel so special. Ily and I am so glad to have met you💜❤️

@lieverobbe ah yes, the girl with the impeccable music taste. that’s what I know you as, oh well. you are more talented and kind than you could ever believe and your edits are amazing!!! whenever I see you on my dash I get all happy bc I’m like ���em’s here!!!” I love all your lil posts and I am so glad that you are my mutual ilyyyyy💙🤍

@ironymane you’ve watched limitless which automatically makes you amazing. you’re an absolutely incredible and amazing person and even tho you aren’t on here as much anymore, I still love youre lil posts. And one time you kept me entertained on a 6hr car ride so you deserve some kind of award for that. ly🧡💛

@kingarthurpendragons okay the obvious thing to talk about here is your incredible talent when it comes to gif making. Like how in the hell- but you are also so kind and loving and it doesn’t go unnoticed. You don’t have to send nice asks but you do and ily for it mwah!!❤️💗

@engelkeijsers the skam nl stan that we all deserve to have in our lives. you are so fucking hilarious and relatable and all around amazing and for what? your posts always put a smile on my face and it is so much fun to clown with you. ilyyyy💚💛

@happiness-isin-you let’s ignore the fact that it took me forever to realize that this was your main lmao. your art is some of the most beautiful shit I’ve ever seen. like your style is so cool????  I could literally go on about this for hours don’t test me. the cute animal pictures are the absolute best and you’re always there for emotional support. Ilyyyyyyy💛❤️

@isakyaqi fiz you are so kind and talented and cool and I really do mean all that. You reblog always the best of content so I know I can trust it. you always put nice tags in the things you reblog things and it’s fun to read what you write because it’s almost always you hyping up the creator or the thing itself. you are awesome jdjdjdndjjd mwah🖤🤎

@cash-queens sam oh sam. Idek where to start with how much ily. You’re my famous mutual which is very iconic of you and you put up with my cat pictures and my silly antics and my riverdale posts. You’re so kind to me and everybody and whenever I make a post when I’m having a mental breakdown you’re always there to make sure that I’m doing okay. That def doesn’t go unappreciated. You’re legitimately one of the kindest and most amazing people I’ve ever known and I love you so much, more than you could ever know💛🤍

@welcometo-saturn çağrı you’re so cool. end of statement. that’s all I have to say about it. your gifs are so beautiful and you don’t take shit from anybody. you’re so down to earth that it makes it seem like you’re somebody who I’ve just always known (even tho we’ve never talked sjdjdjdjdj) so yeah anyway, you’re are a really awesome person with really good opinions and I am so glad that we are mutuals🧡❤️

@amifeelingokay it’s difficult not to start with your url bc it’s amazing and I love it. your skam posts are always so nice and cute and positive (just like you!!) and I love them. the content you reblog is always aesthetic or a nice text post and I just love your blog okay. ily💜🖤

@isthatelpome you’re so nice that I’m willing to overlook your opinion on salt and vinegar chips (they’re not good I’ll fight you on that) your dani icon is beautiful just as you are, mwahhhh🧡❤️

@earthling-isa babe you are so cute with your lil edits and your clowning. the near constant black and white aesthetic is very iconic and i love it. you’re a suus stan so I have no choice but to love you for it. i absolutely adore your gifs, especially the ones with the lil squares in the middle fygzbgut. you are absolutely beautiful and incredible and kind and I love you MWAHHHH🖤💙

@grey-mist-exist okay we’ve never talked but you seem like such a rad person. not cool but like rad (there are are subtle differences) your art is beautiful even tho idk the quotes (go off smarty pants) and overall you are just really rad, idk how else to say it mwah!!!🤍🖤<pretend it’s a grey heart

@fatoudixon hey look it’s one of the most talented people here!!! You’ve always been so kind and supportive of me and I really really do appreciate it. you have good opinions on everything and did I mention that you’re talented?? cause you are, very. Your reaction videos are amazing and not to mention iconic, just like your hair. anyway, ily and I am so glad that I have somebody as amazing as you as my mutual💙💛

@sander-klaas you are so kind and and you have so much passion. I can always trust you reblog only the best of wtfock and sobbe content which I am very grateful for. you literally just started making gifs and they are so beautiful (okay it was like months ago but whatever dkdjdjjdjdj) anyway, thank you so much for being my mutual mwah❤️💛

@jusdekiwi okay we’ve never talked but you genuinely seem like such a sweet person??? I love the stuff you reblog, it’s always the best gif sets. idk I can just tell you have good taste. I hope to get to know you better in the future, but for now I am very grateful to have you💚💙

@kritiquer my twin!!! you and I have a lot in common so ofc I love you. I’m joking obviously.... anygays you are always so supportive of everybody and you are so sweet. I love all of your personal posts, it always makes me really happy to see what you’re up to and how you’re feeling. I also like the aesthetic stuff you reblog, I have bad taste in all that, clearly you don’t. I am so glad that we started talking and I hope that we continue! ily kit!!!!💜🤍

@bleachblondebitches you aren’t on here that much, but whenever you are I get so happy! Your gifs are beautiful and I think about your sobbe and booksmart parallels gifset every day. you have amazing taste in movies and I love you!💜💙

@lesbeanfatou clara!!! bitch!!!! You already know how much I love you but I guess I’ll reiterate. I honestly don’t know what I did before I knew you. I always remember looking at the no idea blog with the Nora icons like “who is this?” Little did I know back then that you would be one of my closest friends. your support of me means the world and I am so grateful for you. I’m so glad that I have somebody in my life like you to talk to and be friends with. you are one of the funniest people in and I just love you so much I could burst mwah❤️🧡

@gucciboner okay hiii ypu are literally so fucking kind and funny, i admire your sense of humor sm. your art is so beautiful and you are so goddamn talented, it never ceases to amaze me. I also love all the little funny posts you make and reblog!! ily💙💗

@helmtaryn even though you put supernatural on my dash, I am willing to forgive you bc I love you so much. your gifs are so beautiful like ma’am didn’t you just start?? icon shit. your hate for photoshop is iconic and you are awesome. you’re always sending me asks and responding to my posts and you’re so nice and it makes my heart go whooosh. anygays you’re cool and ily💙🧡

@starmansander nina when I tell you that you give off the best vibes- okay sorry I had to start with that. I love how you are so nice and supportive of me, it really means a lot. I really like the stuff you reblog like,,, cool art? pretty women? those hopeful little posts? iconic. also youre a noor stan which is a sign of good taste. love you🤎❤️

@ijzermanora daniiiiiii madam you are so epic and iconic and I really could go on about that forever. you are so kind and you’re following all my joke sideblogs (even the ch*cken l*ttle hate blog??? why???) which is very brave of you. I love reading all of your lil wholesome posts and hearing about school and how much you hate chemistry (even tho you like sushi???) anygays we were already sending memes 10 hours into our mutualship so I think we were soulmates from the very beginning. I love you so much and I have no idea what I did before i knew you💜💗

@alwaysin-myhead okay, you give off cool person vibes and I had to acknowledge that. your art is so beautiful and you are so incredibly talented!!! I hope to get to know you in the future🧡💛

@alexiaugustin here she is!!! the queen of good opinions!!! you are such a smart cookie and you use that power to make long paragraph posts that I can actually read without falling asleep. which is impressive honestly. never has a person been so kind and funny and genius in such a well rounded way (that makes no sense) I’m so happy that I have you in my life ilyyy💚💗

@ijntba hihi you’re such a sweet person and I literally love your skam blog sm. I am so honored that you’re using one of my icons you have no idea. even though I’m confused when you post about anime, I still appreciate your passion lmao. mwah💛🧡

@hidden-joy liz!! you are such a kind soul and I absolutely love looking at the things you reblog and reading all the nice things that you put in the tags, it’s always so sweet and supportive!!! we’re relatively new mutuals, but I do hope to get to know you better in the future!!!💚💛

okay sorry to group y’all together but @fudgetunblr and @alexiswoke I like just became mutuals with y’all but I do love you and I’m glad you’re here and I hope 2021 treats you well and that i get to know you better!!❤️❤️

aaand one last final message for max and sarah, i know yall wont see this but ily🧡 💜

okay yeah I know I already said this but I really do love each and every one of you so much and I am so lucky to have so many amazing people in my life💕💕💓💕💖💖💕💘💕💗💞💓💕💖💖💘💕💓

[gaylittleeddie]

I was told to post it by my gc so here it goes. And @riarklus apparently might make a gifset so that’s fun

The water motif + Buddie.

Now trust me I KNOW this sounds a lot like clowning but.... basically in the cinematic world, the reoccurrence of water could mean a rebirth of some sort. Like a new beginning. Basically think of Baptism. Or clarity, truth, purity- fun things ya know? Now, I’m going to go way way back here to the Santa scene. I feel like I don’t even have to elaborate on what that is, we all know. But to open up this theory, I’m going to show you this:

The fact that he included that last part about the fountain is really interesting because the water motif is huge within romance plots. Romeo and Juliet is the most famous example of it. Plus then, there’s the SKAM kiss (thank you @tyler-joseph-kippen for that). It’s just a lot??? Now listen, I’m not trying to say THEYRE DOING THIS. All I’m saying is the fact that he mentioned that and then everything afterwards with water??? Well... It’s a little intriguing.

Especially because this is the first scene where it’s truly recognized that Buck and Eddie are shipped. I’ve even seen some posts stating they started shipping them from just this scene alone. (Rebirth guys) It’s like something was introduced and it reappears in that whole livestream call where people comment that Buck and Eddie would be a cute couple.

Now, next we have the guy in the microwave where Buck dives in the pool and Eddie follows him. I’m not to sure I want to claim that as one of the moments but sometimes this metaphorical message can be just that subtle. They were just doing their jobs tho. A lot of calls have water in them. No biggie.

But then season 3 rolls around and Buck gets caught in the tsunami with Christopher. It’s easy to say the tsunami is a huge thing in regards to how close Eddie and Buck are. In this episode, Buck dedicates the whole time protecting Chris. Then after he loses him, he spends the rest of it looking for the kid, even going as far as jumping in to rushing water to get him. These episodes really started to highlight the fact that Buck and Chris have more of a father-son like bond more than “my best friends kid” one. As confirmed later by interviews where they mention that they decided to do that because one of the directors or something would do it for their kid, even if it was basically suicide. And ever since then, we have more scenes with Buck helping Eddie out more like a co-parent than a best friend with Chris. He’s in a good amount of the scenes we have with him. It maybe marks a new beginning.

Now Eddie Begins. There’s so much in this one- I can’t??? Okay so there’s going to be spoilers here so stop reading now if you haven’t watched.

From the time Eddie volunteers to go in all the way up to when Buck want to dig to find him, it’s raining. That’s kind of tricky but hear me out. Buck was worried about Eddie the whole time. Especially after the the lightning struck and he was trying to get to his best friend with his bare hands.

Then, Eddie almost drowns. During this time, he has flashbacks that have Buck in them 90% of the time. Okay, yes I know that Chris was the main priority of that part though. I’m just saying, a lot of them had Buck. There’s even a couple where it’s just Buck and Eddie (the hug, the truck where they’re laughing and the fist bump). After he says “the family we chose” all three scenes before the Shannon part is all Buck, Eddie, and Chris (as seen below)

All of those little clips are pretty popular moments that the Buddie fandom likes to consider “Buckley-Diaz” family scenes. But that’s a whole different thing. In his presumed last moments, his life flashed before his eyes to all of his happiest times which most included Buck. Basically what I’m trying to say is realization for both of them. Truth and clarity. In the Romeo and Juliet film, the water is connected to this also (along with many other things).

When Buck almost lost Eddie and Eddie almost died, they both definitely had a second where they recognized how important they were to each other. Sure, they might not know that the other had that revelation but you can’t tell me that neither of them could have had it. Especially after the whole reunion scene thing.

When Eddie’s no longer drowning (bc he fought like hell to get back), we cut to the team. It’s no longer pouring. They’re about to search for their teammate. But Buck, probably coming to terms with the fact that everyone else thought he was probably dead, looks completely numb.

Now he seems like someone who just lost everything. I’ve never seen that expression on him literally ever. It’s so sad and just- I can’t. It breaks my heart every time. But basically when everyone reunites, Buck is the second person to him and gripping onto his hand with this huge smile.

Basically what I’m trying to say is they both know now, to themselves, that the other is so important to them. The amount of water in this episode, IF it’s playing into the motif, symbolizes the moments they’re aware of it. Which happened while Buck was topside and Eddie was drowning. Like I said, clarity.

At the end of the day, this probably isn’t true and is just all coincidence. I don’t think the writers are THAT focused on it where it’s like- “oh how can we connect them to the water motif?” It’s just a fun theory/thought. If you read all of this I hope you enjoyed it :) sorry if this was badly explained or hard to understand.

(tagging @resentingthestatusquo bc they mentioned they wanted to see it when I first brought it up on here:))

[khhunniewriting]

White Roses Over Red Roses (1)

[ Mafia AU ]

For a long time, Illionaire had steadily gained wealth and power through their various businesses. Joonkyung, better known as Dok2, was the boss who leads the successful operation of the group. He flaunts his wealth wherever he goes making sure everyone noticed him when he entered a room. Luxury vehicles, clothes, jewelry, etc. Nothing was out of the question.

His second in command was Donggab. Apart from advising and enforcing he also oversaw the monetary side. He flaunted his vast wealth as well but in a much more tasteful manner. The luxury suits he wore made him seem as if he came from a wealthy family. 

Sometimes it was hard to identify who the actual leader was.

Especially when Joonkyung was always getting into messes and Donggab was the one bailing him out.

“One of your accounts is overdrawn,” Donggab flipped through pages of statements sounding very nonchalant. 

Joonkyung nodded, he had already gotten a call from the guilty party. “Just take some from Y/N’s account and put it into hers.”

Donggab looked up, jaw clenched. “Why Y/N’s?”

“She hardly uses it.”

Donggab went back around to his desk and sat down. He flipped through to your account statements and indeed you had hundreds of thousands accumulated from scarcely using the money Dok2 gave you. The other two women in his life managed to go through theirs entirely with one having overdrawn.

“How much?” 

Joonkyung thought for a moment. “Triple the overdrawn amount, she’ll be happier when I go over tonight.”

Regardless of his personal opinion on the matter, Donggab picked up the pen to write down the amount. He would have to handle the transfer before Joonkyung left even though he shouldn’t be going to her at all. 

“What about Y/N?” The clueless look had Donggab tapping his pen on the leather cover of the statement logs. “Today is her birthday.”

“That’s right,” Dok2 confirmed the date by looking at his phone. Today was your birthday and he couldn’t ignore it. You were by far the most difficult of his relationships- with him only because he asked for you as part of a deal between him and your old group.

You were so beautiful in his eyes, that’s why you caught his initial attention. He began looking into you when he found out you were an expert at running money laundering operations. He knew he had to have you for himself even if it meant playing dirty.

Now you were one of three women but ultimately his favorite. While the others were equally as if not more, prettier than you... You were the only one who could serve a purpose to Illionaire. Only you could ever become something more to him. But he wasn’t done with the others yet.

“I’m gonna need you to do one more favor for me.”

\\\

When you heard your doorbell ringing you jumped out of bed. You had been lounging about all day dressed as if you were actually going somewhere. However, it was only for the sake of boosting your mood on what should be a happy day.

“What the-” you took a second glance at the screen showing you what was on the other side. All you could see was flowers and as soon as you undid the last lock your house became a literal rose parade. Men you had barely seen before marched inside carrying bouquet after bouquet into your home. They covered every flat surface with the floral arrangments. 

“Hey why are you going in there...” you stomped your bare feet onto the ground chasing after the ones who had taken the liberty of filling your room as well. The whole situation was crazy. What could you possibly do with so many flowers? It left you speechless and a little irritated to be ambushed this way. 

“Knock knock...”

You turned to see Donggab politely knocking on yoru bedroom door despite it being open. In his hands were yet another bouquet.

“Happy Birthday,” he handed it over to you.

You took it with a forced smile knowing what it was even before you got the card opened. “Joonkyung sent you.”

He nodded.

“Tell me the truth is he ditching me to be with one of the others?”

Once again he nodded.

“Great, then he won’t mind.” You harshly slammed the glass vase onto your vanity. 

“I thought you loved roses.” 

You nodded picking up one of the much more elegant looking white rose arrangments. “White ones.”

Of course, he knew that but Joonkyung didn’t that’s why he insisted on getting red roses. “Then I have a confession to make.” Donggab eyed the others motioning with his head for them to leave. After the last one was out of sight he turned his attention to you. “The white ones are from me.”

Suddenly you weren’t so irritated. “You got me white roses?”

“Happy Birthday Y/N,” he kissed your cheek and flashed you a killer smile.

Your hand went up, your fingertips gracing the burning flesh of your blushing cheeks. “I don’t understand.” More like you didn’t want to get your hopes up. 

"I love you."

"What-" Your eyes blinked rapidly as if testing whether or not you were awake. But you were. This was reality. Donggab was honestly confessing his romantic interest in you.

Donggab took a quick glance out your door before locking it giving you two some privacy- which he should have done from the very beginning but he did not know those words would come out of his mouth today. After all, you were the boss' favorite of all his women. If ever a time came when he would open his eyes and see how truly special you were he wouldn't stand a chance. If he ever chose to settle down he would have to sit back and watch quietly but if he acted first perhaps there was a chance.

He tenderly caressed your cheek to gain your undivided attention. Once you looked up he locked onto your eyes capturing them in a loving gaze. His lips could not help but curl up into a smile. This was all he wanted. He wanted to see you smile. He wanted to touch you, hold you, love you.

He wanted you.

"I love you Y/N." He pressed his forehead against yours. "I always have, I just couldn't tell you until now." After realizing how Joonkyung took your compliance for granted, interpreting it as mutual affection when in reality he and you were simply part of a business transaction.

You held his face in your hands in a similar fashion. If only he knew how you secretly wished, dreamt of this moment. But could you selfishly confess? If you showed him the feeling of love was mutual what would become of him? Too bad years of yearning made the choice for you and leaned in to kiss him.

The kiss was better than any verbal confirmation. He held you with one arm around your waist, the other at the back of your neck and dipped you.

Your arms went up around his neck not getting nearly as much of him as you had wanted. The chemistry between you was undeniably present as your actions synced perfectly. The whole moment felt like a well choreographed, well-directed kiss scene in a movie. When you jumped he caught you- never breaking said kiss.

Donggab sat you on the vanity knocking down the bouquet of red roses Dok2 had just sent him to deliver to you. The sound of shattering glass startled you causing you to pull away. "Oh-" you did not get to say a word as Donggab hungrily reclaimed your lips.

Not caring if any of the security he had brought with him heard.

There was no use in stopping now. He had crossed the line of no return. He had gotten a taste of your sweet lips and he would never allow them to be taken from him. "You are mine now," he nearly growled in his signature low voice.

"But-ah" you shuddered as his lips went to your neck. The sensation was equal to the way your stomach fluttered on a rollercoaster drop and the warmth of a blush creeping to your cheeks. "Donggab what about Joonkyung."

"Don't think about him now." His hand led yours to rest atop his chest where his rapidly beating heart echoed yours. "It's just you and me now."

"But he'll kill you." You could care less about your life or your fate but Donggab meant the world to you. Risking his life was out of the question. "I could never watch you get hurt."

"You won't, we'll run away somewhere Joonkyung can't find us."

Your eyes widened in shock. "Are you really willing to give up your position for me?"

"Since day one."

You jumped off the vanity and pushed him back until he fell onto the bed. You picked up your skirt allowing you to straddle his lap. His hands came to rest on your ass pushing you closer into him.

Once again you had answered with actions rather than words but it was clear you would go anywhere with Donggab as you began to undress him.

\\\

"After dropping off the flowers at Y/N’s, where did you go?” Dok2 was losing his patience with the security team.

“I-uh we went nowhere sir.”

“Then how and when did you lose them!”

Another stepped in to help him, “He asked us to leave ahead of him while he helped Miss Y/N.”

“Helped her with what?”

“I don’t know.” He could tell by the look in his eyes that wasn’t the answer he was looking for but it was all he could offer. 

Dok2 threw everyone out of his office as he began making some calls. The more he looked for Dongabb the more he uncovered. He found he had emptied your account the day before along with his own. If that didn’t scream betrayal then what did?

In a final act of rage, Dok2 picked up the framed picture of you he kept at his desk and threw it against the wall as hard as he could. The sound alerted the guards to come inside. “Now you do your jobs?!” 

Dok2 leaned over the broken glass and metal to fish out your picture. In the process, he managed to cut his hand but did not flinch at the pain. He stared at it for a second longer than he wanted to. His resolve wavering for a moment at your smile. You were his most precious possession, his love...

He handed the now bloodstained photo to the head of his security. 

“Find her.”

-end-

A/N: Can’t believe I did this to Dok2 or that I put them against each other. 

Gif wouldn’t show up in the search thingy so I had to directly paste it in the post. Credit to @moxiepoints for always making such inspiring gifsets.

[thedarkmistress16]

So I have more to say about Buzz from my previous post and this is my idea/suggestion that came to me WAY too late:

Prepare for a bunch of word vomit as I struggle to get my point across without drafting multiple essays to get this out tonight (now it’s the next day FUCK).

To start off with a visual, y’all remember this shot from Toy Story 2?

(took this off Google images as it was the first of this pic that came up and I was too lazy to capture my own with my DVD; this is the source off Google’s link: https://www.reddit.com/r/wallpapers/comments/5ctlgs/buzz_lightyear_in_toy_story_2_3836x2156/)

This shot pretty much encapsulates how popular the Buzz Lightyear show and by extension the toy is especially in the Tri-County area in wherever this movie series takes place in-Just kidding Al’s Toy Barn is literally placed at the same address as PIXAR studios in California for a small inside joke, but it also sets the scale for the reasoning why there would be a whole two sides of an aisle dedicated to Buzz Lightyear merchandise and then some for towns residing outside the Tri-County setting.

My point is, with this much stock of Buzz Lightyears in just ONE outlet of Al’s Toy Barn in this specific Tri-County area, it’s kind of unreal how we never see another Buzz roaming around or several outside of this movie (be it future installments or a small animated short). Not anywhere in Andy’s neighborhood, on the road hitchhiking, discarded somewhere, or in other locations just chilling in the background where the toys venture to in this series. You would think some sort of nod to other Buzzes around would happen eventually especially after witnessing the fully stocked Buzz aisle (I address the Small Fry short near the end).

Al’s Toy Barn is not that far, either, from Andy’s house since the toys only took a couple days to get there, at best. In the third movie, Bonnie’s house is ‘right around the corner’ from Andy’s, which is even closer than Al’s Toy Barn. Understandable; if the toys stray too far from home, it’ll take too long for them to get to Andy’s or Bonnie’s house safely.

And then there’s this line from Tour Guide! Barbie:

(Screenshots here from my computer as I got tired of searching like immediately lol but I’m so glad these old-ass DVDs still play bless)

Now while this line was put in the movie for a chuckle at the surprising success of it’s predecessor, it got me thinking even more.

Wouldn’t it be interesting if the Toy Story characters came across another Buzz Lightyear from this specific line? One that goes through the growth our Buzz did and has his own unique experiences to share? With another toy telling him reality or by realization through his own means? Perhaps with a different personality depending on the environments he’s been in? Maybe even retain some qualities like our Buzz (bashfulness, bravery, etc.) eluding to all Buzzes in his line sharing a few traits or quirks since they are all designed after one character and mass-produced?

I don’t think this is far-fetched to imagine because in Toy Story lore, the children give personalities to their toys during playtime and designating what character plays what role (has Rex ever not been a T-Rex who eats force field dogs with Andy?). And while these roles may switch sometimes to service the narrative the child is enacting, like Mr. Potato head being a villain in TS1 and a victim to monkeys in TS2 and Woody’s change in TS1 from being a hero to a target Buzz knocks down with his laser, the toys are not typically in a constant flux of new roles during playtime and the child may eventually put their toys back into original roles in playtimes like how Woody was being played with as a hero character again after the events of TS1. The toy with constant changes of roles in question would probably be very confused about their personality or have an even bigger existential crisis than Buzz had in that case! Possibly even developing multi-personality disorder with that experience but I won’t delve into that.

I’m aware that The Toy Story Treat, Small Fry, exists; that he know’s he’s a toy and desires to be played with and is kind of a douchey/cocky/careless version of our Buzz, I know, I know.

(Okay while Small Fry! Buzz hitting on Jessie is amusing, it slightly supports my earlier suggestion of Buzzes having similar traits- in this case, tastes- while at the same time also disproves it because I’m talking about a specific production line of Buzz Lightyears lol. As you can tell, I forgot certain details in the later shorts yet I know the original Toy Story Treats by heart XD)

The fast food discount toy mini Buzz, however, isn’t the more official version of him which I’m talking about/referring to, in which the only time an identical Buzz is introduced he has essentially the same personality as the first movie. Though I do appreciate a different side to a different model of Buzz later down the line; and, to give credit, I like how mini Buzz owns up to his faults at the end of the short (with our Buzz’s influence, but y’know). I kinda love all movies and shorts of Toy Story too much to hate them seriously, actually. Once again, though, Small Fry! Buzz is played for a comedic effect as well in that short, and it seems like that’s always the go-to vibe for Buzz in general even after he’s been wrapped up as a character.

(I forgot how much of a nonchalant liar mini! Buzz is wow. This is why I need to watch the recent stuff over again... this is from pixarsource gif set here but it didn’t show up on the gif search portion of this post so I did Google Image again *shrug*)

So basically I want a deeper *smarter* alternate interpretation of another mass-produced Buzz Lightyear who’s not deluded unlike what we got with Imposter Anti-Grav Belt Buzz in Toy Story 2. But it’s too late now for any of that to happen so I guess I’ll cry about my fan ideas in the corner for a while.

Small Fry Buzz is fine for what it is but it’s still played on the same ‘comedic side’ and ‘thinking he’s the most important toy in the room aka slight delusion’ so eh idk it’s not my favorite but the character’s personality is different and he served his purpose in a short time span for a fun short at least.

(^ Source: http://rebloggy.com/post/1k-mine-toy-story-gifset-disney-disneyedit-toystoryedit-toy-story-toons-small-f/89027131797)