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I still wonder…
Like. Seb’s document said he broke out while he was being transported
where was he being transported *to?*
Were they just changing where he was contained in the Blacksite? Doubtful given he was still given free enough reign to work on equipment during that time- he probably could’ve just moved himself, maybe with guards
Was he going to another site entirely? It’s implied Urbanshade has multiple sites even if Hadal is one of the main ones-
Were they going to sell him off? I mean- Urbanshade has a history of putting anomalies up for auction, both the Limited Time Imaginary Friend document and the Abstract Art files mention them selling off anomalies they don’t have a use for that aren’t something worth Neutralizing (or the other way around, too useless to sell), we know there’s other companies out there who’d probably have Use for a giant mutant- likely things that wouldn’t be good for him either like some kind of military use/Rich Weirdo Collector type stuff also
Did he even know? He waited 10 years to enact his plan- was it just the first chance he got, or did something happen?
#thinking about the Fish again#sebastian#sebastian pressure#sebastian solace#pressure roblox#roblox pressure#lore spoilers but like- fairly well known ones-#cough* sidenote I am once again making my standing position that Urbanshade is not SCP they are Marshall Dark and Carter- like.#Mixed with Chaos Insurgency and some SCP/GoC (maybe more the latter bc they tend to destroy stuff they don’t find useful? Idk-#I only know some SCP tbh#but like anyways-#The SCP foundation is kinda Fucked morally esp. depending on who’s writing them#but they at least have a philosophy they stand by#that being that anomalies are to be contained but also preserved/not destroyed without reason#(at least in most cases)#whether you consider it to be for better or worse is up to you but they *have* a philosophy#Urbanshade’s JUST in it for the money.#like. they don’t give a shit. They sell off anomalies frequently. they destroy anything not of use to them#they’re the scummy military-tech company of the anomaly world#HELL- EVEN *LOBOTOMY CORPORATION* HAD A GOAL AT THE END#IT’S **HARD** TO BE WORSE THAN THEM-
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She para on my humans till I [GRUESOME SOUNDS OF BUG FUELED VIOLENCE]
Redraw of a skitter design I did a little over a year ago, comparison under the read more
And the sketch. As a little treat. Just for you.
#taylor Herbert#parahumans#parahumans worm#worm#my art#I’m sorry it’s so dark her hair being black and her suit also being black is so irritating to me#eyes changed to red to mimic a fly. face mask had a minor change to mimic the head of an ant better#antennae got a little extra prong to mimic ant pincers and also bc hollow knight fan#boots got a steel toe for maximum violence potential#suit padding was actually referenced off of motorcycle armor instead of just winging it#no skirt or belt because I don’t think the former looked good and I didn’t want to draw the latter#even if it’s not canonically accurate she needs some form of armor. Taylor your vital organs. they’re in danger.#iirc she DID put knee pads and stuff on when she first started out. and yet she refuses to wear a helmet. inevitable TBI moment.#in terms of general art stuff the posing looks so much better. look who learned about contrapposto.#and improved (a little) at anatomy. not really on costume design but we’re taking baby steps.#I’d like to thank the wormblr fans for recirculating the og post every three months or so for getting me out of my art block#nothing will make you draw faster than seeing your old art go around.#i promise I’ll finish worm one day 🫡#end of patch notes/ted talk/etc
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i think cheese has rubbed off his "wanting to see prideful men get cucked"-ness onto me, because ratio being </3 at darling yap yap yapping at aventurine (i would in fact yap yap yap at aventurine if he gave me two seconds to ramble) is extremely hilarious
DOUBLY funny if darling is yap yap yapping at aventurine bc ratio nitpicked too much at what they were saying and they just went :/
ratio the moment he hears darling's name leave aventurine's mouth (he's heard enough yapping)
#crux.txt#i can't remember if you're a moot or not#ermmm!!#chucks the tag at you anyways#oomfies#maybe i'm projectying a bit because if ratio kept interrupting me when i was rambling abt a storyline to him i'd instantly get irritated#HUUUMMMMSSS#w/ ratio i think he'd flip between either just staring intently as his s/o yapped or interjecting w/ questions#i like the latter better bc#ratio has the habit to just. cut ppl off if he doesn't give a shit abt#so i feel like him actually paying attention and asking questions would defos be a sign of interest!!#but depending on when/how/the frequency i would...... GRRRR............. /silly#i wonder how it'd be for you zuri!!#wags wags wags#also random thought too i feel like aven WOULD be the autistic staring#he is listening intently he likes the sound of his s/o's voice#which#is also funny bc if someone says NOTHING when i'm on a discord call w/ them its hard for me to tell if its comfortable#silence or not (i have often been dubbed The Podcast) and the though of#them just like. idk they'd make it a competition if it was both of them trying to vy for you/your attention i think is neat#it'd start w/ ratio falling#aven thinking its funny to fuck w/ him#and then realizing. oh! shit i like them too#anywayhs shutting up shutting up shutting up i got so derailed#like once evert week i crawl into your tags and just word vomit zuri#except its 20x worse this time bc i'm running on two hours of sleep /lh#anywayhs RUNS AWAY RUNHS AWAY RUNS AWAY#hsr#honkai star rail#veritas ratio
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forget every "so tell us about dial-a-song" question in tmbg interviews, I still want to hear an elaboration of the vibe report where flansburgh's like "john linnell does not believe there should be music in films" and he goes "that's true :)" and they just move on
#what did he mean by this LMAO#like. soundtracks of pre-existing songs that could be distracting in a scene or just scores in general?#bc with the latter I do understand it sometimes. the music can get a little overpowering and unnecessary#like. are you ever watching a documentary or reality series#and they put some insipid piano over a moment where someone's experiencing maybe devastation or finally triumphed#and it's basically like the sequence holding up a sign saying ''FEEL EMOTION. THIS IS AN EMOTIONAL MOMENT'' no it's okay I already got that#it can feel very condescending both to the individuals involved and the audience#I know the entire aim of music is to elicit emotion but when it doesn't quite work it feels manipulative#sometimes a scene works far better without it#but it's just like#a really funny statement coming from a man in a band who has contributed to movie soundtracks
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algerian trans women arent able to compete in women sports at all, but yeah its makes no sense to call khelif tme. youre so fucking smart.
(this is a response to this post) i see you don't believe that i'm quoting one of the trans women in my life about that, which is your prerogative. it's also your right to miss my point entirely both about the ways this alienates intersex people and about the rigidity of a binary that comes down to the same shrinking circles terfs draw when they try to quantify what a woman is (speak up for women, the most organised nz group, have now submitted on the human rights act suggesting that all babies be karyotyped at birth and the results be public, bc they can't establish any other definition they agree on. absolutely fucking nobody, not even their christian or conspiracist allies, agrees with them on this one.)
but you don't have to take my word for it! when i was at that consultation with the nz law commission, i was in a room with many other intersex and trans people, including trans athletes and trans women like lexie matheson who consult on trans inclusion in sports at a high national level. i don't think there's a single person in that room who did not name what was happening to khelif as we spoke as transmisogyny, who did not speak of her as part of a group with whom we all shared something.
at the end of the day, prison abolition informs all of my politics. i believe that we must look clearly and carefully at harm and distinguish it from discomfort or disagreement, and identify its structural sources and true perpetrators. i believe that to build a better future we must be capable of imagining one. i believe that we can build a world where suffering is not the metric by which we determine value or punishment or righteousness. i believe that we can build a world where we centre and uplift those who are most hurt, in every arena — black and brown trans women, here; in some of my other work, it's incarcerated intellectually disabled people, or asian migrant sex workers affected by section 19, the list goes on — without then pitting them against other people who share some of the same story and will benefit from the same deconstruction of the systems that hold them down. i believe we can build a world in which asab doesn't affect so much of your life by beginning that work now.
there's a politics of scarcity — you have it better than me, so we have nothing in common. i saw it all the time in brothels, the idea that the new girl is taking money out of your kids' mouths. the viciousness with which people who are struggling are so ready to abandon solidarity. is it so hard to demand better for everyone? to think less about the ways we're alone and more about the ways we're together?
maybe it is. i know that well enough as a prison abolitionist. people get scared. they swing at shadows, they swing at anyone who seems to be suffering less, they — we, i should say, i am certainly not immune — get blindingly jealous of people who seem to have it easier. that's grief! that's grief for the easier life that we deserve. and we get to mourn, and take that time to feel it, and then we can choose if we want to keep working hand in hand with each other toward a world where that grief is dwarfed by the promise of the future.
#tony muses#tony answers#or you could simply say that she's not a trans woman instead of trying to make these terms fit? 'exempt' does make no sense here#unfollow me if you don't like what i'm saying! i don't intend to harp on it i like my little corner of tumblr and don't want this to spread#rbs still turned off anons also going off bc frankly i need to catch up on all my irl commitments and on local organising#and on the day job which is international organising related lmao#i really really cannot say this enough: even for the people i know who are both terminally online in trans circles AND organising irl#committing to more of the latter makes you feel a lot better about the former#also as always: i live in new zealand. i think half the problem with trans discourse is that people cannot imagine not just a better future#but a present in which there are communities less dysfunctional irl than this big messy online one#and that's saying something given how much i've vented on here about local dysfunction#i know a lot of people — mostly trans women — on here + twitter who feel afraid to have these conversations in public bc ppl act like this#and they have better things to do#technically so do i but unfortunately last night i was upset so i've opened another can of worms ig#which fucking sucks for me because every single time i have this conversation it devolves into people refusing to believe my csa history#or that i was sexed the ways i was as a kid
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i always find it deeply irritating when people are criticising something i agree sucks and raise something i also think sucks as an example of 'how to do it right'. like i think you missed what i hated about it
#i see it with a lot of videos talking about mr birchum (that shit daily wire sitcom)#bc people keep saying king of the hill handles the worldview conflict involved with more nuance and it literally doesn't#americans just find mike judge funny for some reason (seriously I've never met a non-american who likes koth#it's like the rest of the world knows it's trash. the country music of cartoons)#i also remember someone criticising demon slayer and saying berserk does its ideas better#which is ludicrous bc they both have the exact same 'toxic masculinity is good actually' bollocks undertone going on#it's annoying bc i can think of better comparisons off the top of my head#for the former you could point out how south park is more even handed with its political satire#and with the latter how anime like cowboy bebop demonstrate toxic masculinity as having damaging consequences for the characters#don't mind me this is just me being petty lol
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One thing abt me is I have a rlly specific squick that makes me feel nasty and nobody ever tags it bc it’s too nebulous 😭😭😭 and sometimes the dash gets in a mood about it and I end up wanting to cry and also punch someone esp when it’s a char i somewhat like
#pattering on the roof#this is about condescension it hurts my goddamn feelings so much#and rn it’s abt sae but ppl do it w jing yuan too n the latter is even worse bc i only like. marginally like sae so i can get over it#by which I mean just get over him lmfao it will fully ruin chars for me#like I hate Getou now bc of this LMFAOOOOO#anyway. good night hopefully I feel better in the morning
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If you're not nice to Nyon Specter, we can't be friends, I'm sorry.
#ts4#sims 4#nyon specter#nervous subject#nyon's entire existence is fix-it-fic and for once i am HERE for it#i don't like most of sims 4's tweaks and retcons to existing townies#dirk dreamer my boy what did they do to you in get famous#but nyon was a good move#the whole beaker story was unnecessarily sinister even for sims 2#how do you f up a guy's life so bad that his only redeeming quality is being too shy to say the rude thing he's thinking#and knowing never to skip leg day#i used to move him in with a better household age him down and have them teach him better character values#just so he could have a chance at a normal life#and like now we have nyon at a point in life where we can stop his trauma before it starts#also does mans have a faint vitiligo patch on his forehead or am i tripping and that's just a natural part of the tone used?#i'm leaning on the latter bc i can't find it in any skin details categories#ALSO WHERE TF ARE HIS MAIN BOOTS I HAVE EVERY PACK LIKE THE WHALE I AM BUT I CANT FIND THEM IN CAS I WANT TO USE THEM ON OTHER SIMS SO BAD#I TOGGLED FEMALE AND UNISEX CLOTHING AND OTHER FASHION TYPES AND EVERYTHING#kurage's ramblings
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[TUVOKTOBER: Day 6] Based on this line of dialogue:
#I will forever be like 'what did you mean by that??' jennifer lawrence clip about Tuvok saying he 'spoke out against it'#He isn't??? A politician?? And never was???#Is his family one which holds a certain amount of sway??#I need to know if he 'spoke out' in an official capacity - like a way that mattered to the world at large or if he was just talking shit#I tend to assume mostly the latter - maybe talking shit to specific people but still. It reminds me of how in Gravity he says#HE chose to leave Jara and school when in reality he was kicked out and banished - adjusting the facts#anyway one of the things I sincerely love about Tuvok is that he would be like one of many petty Vulcan antagonists* in another series#especially when he was younger but it's not like he's THAT much better in canon#Ex: Though Tuvok agrees & praises the peace treaty he still seems to view B'Elanna unfavorably bc she's Klingon#<- Like what Neelix says 'That's just it!! You don't feel anything FOR me but you feel things AGAINST me' that's him a nutshell#<- Another example is how he treats Chakotay in the earlier seasons: Deliberately undermining him and questioning his authority#He can be very sanctimonious both about him personally and facets of himself without much tolerance for others or deviation#It's a legit character flaw and I do love highlighting it bc I love him even when I want to choke him to death he's fascinating <3#It's also VERY interesting bc he WAS more of a rebel punk as a teen then he went to the monastery and now he is shown to be very#devoted to Vulcan ways and have a keen interest in monastic life.#I know Vulcan philosophy is NOTHING like christianity or catholicism but like forget that for a second. Ok. Now: 'Tuvok's born again swag?#off the charts' v_v thank you#bea art tag#Tuvoktober#st voyager#st voyager fanart#*And this never changes. Unlike Spock or T'Pol he never has moments (that I can recall) where the narrative's like 'GOTCHA!'#& he's never insecure about his identity as Vulcan. Never desires to feel or be more human. & I /do/ think this is bc he's older! We see#himas an ensign in 'Flashback' struggling with his identity as its pitted against humanity AND in 'Gravity' where he's shown to have disdai#for Vulcan culture & customs. It really makes me wish we had gotten more character-building episodes from him rather than character-breakin#ones where he's not really acting as himself in full. v_v#also one last thing: I recognize that other characters do try2 'GOTCHA!' Tuvok both seriously and lightheartedly but Tuvok is never framed#as being actually affected by this unlike Spock or T'Pol where it's a whole like Thing about their characters (humanity - feeling)#tuvoktober
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just sharing a collection of some pics that i really like of mac <3 unfortunately he got very sick this past month and we lost him this morning. rip to a very sweet and curious boy who loved to explore and was the only one smart enough to learn a trick so far you will be missed <3
#ratposting#pet death tw#the other two are perfectly healthy just a little overweight but he had a pretty big tumor and a respiratory infection#i think the latter was starting to clear up bc we put him on antibiotics but unfortunately he didnt make it much longer :(#he only bit me twice as a baby out of curiosity never aggression. & hes the only one who never climbed on top of the cage to cause problems#he was very shy at first but after being socialized was so much more active and always wanted to check out what i was doing#he was my little buddy im gonna miss him a lot <3 he was in my lap when he passed so im glad he was with me.#i thought it would happen last night so i had him in my lap watching tv for hours while very slowly eating some snacks.#anyway yeah im just going thru some pics i liked of him to help feel better so i wanted 2 share bc he was soooo cute. love this guy.#even when he was shy he was so sweet about it. before they were socialized hed still groom my hand.
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maybe controversial but sometimes i miss the dan and phil oversaturation™ era...like obviously I LOVE the current era and im so glad they're happy and confident and feel free to be themselves but i sometimes miss when they were like everywhere. like the collabs, the radio show, the awards livestreams...it was truly a cultural moment you had to be there
#phan#dan and phil#just some nostalgia#but as dan says#was it actually better or was life just more simple#probably the latter bc i was like 14 and not in med school#anyways#nostalgia is a bitch
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me trying so hard to not let all the little offenses piling up from the twsb webtoon ruin my day i am trying so hard not to care
#why is it so hard to be unbothered....#ive been trying not to get upset every week at everything they change and cut out but its rly hard#its like rly not a big deal but... why cant they just adapt it accurately 🥲#why does it bother me sm... sigh#정신 승리....#정신 승리 해보자.... 휴....#just venting#I SWEAR I WAS ENJOYING THE WEBTOON SOOO MUCH AT SOME POINT#and ofc the webtoon was my introduction to twsb in the first place#but...#i can definitely... see room for improvement... i think itd be better if it was written and adapted by 1 artist#like crown princess scandal for ex#(with assistants ofc)#the twsb is giving me an emotional rollercoaster every week tbh... but not in a good way#*the twsb webtoon#1 week im screaming and crying and throwing up (pos) bc im so happy at the cute cedjess#and then the next week im trying so hard to swallow my disappointment over what they cut/changed#its the latter again...
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desperately need to find out what the girl i like thinks of mr. clark kent but alas i asked her out and she still hasn't answered...
#it's been five hours no i haven't been counting#if she says no i genuinely won't be that affected i'll just be like aw well my life won't be any different#but i hope she says yes cuz that would be pretty cool#bluebird.txt#i do need to know her opinions on superman though#i feel like she might be one of those batman fans but like ACTUALLY a batman fan not just how every single person and their mother#thinks they like batman better because he's aesthetically edgier 🙄#real batman enjoyers i respect you#casual batman enjoyers who are vehemently batman fans OVER superman fans bc they think superman is lame i don't respect or like you#if she turns out the be the latter...it's okay i can fix her#on that at least lol#slash j obviously
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i feel like there is so much to be said about drizzt do’urden’s religious views and how he’s a stand-in for culturally christian atheists. he grew up in a corrupt religious society and has religious trauma, so as a result he views all religion as bad. at first it seems like he’s going to have a “pagan finds jesus” story but he eventually rejects mielikki too, and imo, it always felt out of character that he followed her in the first place so i wasn’t surprised when he changed his mind. he was looking for a name to label his preexisting system of ideals, which feels very much like christians who claim “all that matters is that you live by the bible and live in a godly manner”. many religions are about teachings and traditions as much as they are about “just being a good person and following god’s vibes” (which i feel like is INCREDIBLY standard in american protestantism)
i think a lot of it comes down to the fact that the forgotten realms (and a lot of fantasy tbh) treats the gods as just Very Powerful People instead of the forces of nature personified (and again this is to be expected from a christian culture, where jesus was Just A Guy)
#ik i don’t really post about dnd lore bc most of it sucks ass and i prefer to ignore it lmao#only a very large sum of money could get me to reread those books tho lmao#it’s to be expected that they would apply morality to the gods when dnd has a morality system yk#it doesn’t work imo. but the way they approach religion feels like it was written by someone who is not religious and doesn’t rly understand#it’s the latent catholicism talking but religions aren’t synonymous with moral systems#it’s ethical guidance for sure but more than that#it’s belief AND practice AND also faith that you can’t know everything#the latter is kind of off the table in a world where the gods tangibly exist bc then it just becomes#‘the king is so powerful and better than you and has many secrets that he keeps for your protection’#in this type of religious system it makes all clerics seem like sycophants or fools#and yet we also have drizzt who says the gods and their worship are pointless#(which is why i never really bought that he was bought into mielikki)#if you want to make a criticism about systems of power. most fantasy still has kings and queens#been thinkin about drizzt and the drow a lot lately after one of my side moots and i were talking lol#and just how. utterly garbage the official lore is. from all aspects#mine#dnd
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about to full send a josh dun mullet and give up on growing out my hair lmao
#curly hair maintenance is killing me everytime my hair grows out i deal with this feeling bc it’s so much effort and so much money#having short hair means i can get out of bed and be fine and not have to stress about it looking good#and less product = less money being spent per month#i’ve had short hair all my life so i always have this idea of growing out my hair super long bc i’ve never done it before#but then my hair grows past my shoulders and it looks like shit#either gonna try to do it myself or finally see a professional lol the latter is probably a better idea#bunch of good hairstylists in new haven#personal
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#OF MONSTERS AND MEN: musings.#ooc post.#you know... i hate to say it BUT in barton's case it's certainly looking like the latter 💀 JSJSJ no but all things considered the things-#that i've posted thus far in relation to barton's journal have been fairly - i wouldn't like to say tame BUT i also don't have another word#to use for it so i'm just going to go with that for now. anyhow though this made me laugh a little bit whenever i saw it BC-#it reminded me so much of barton because let me tell y'all i am NOT lying in the slightest when i say that if someone went through his-#the entirety of his journal... they might be a little alarmed to say the least sksksk and it DEF would give another character a better idea#of just how unhinged he is ahahahhh 🫠 like if you were to try to ask him why he made a certain page in it i can guarantee y'all that even-#HE might not know. like barton would really be out here doing the 'IDK' shrug while you show him this demented collage he made#a while ago and it's AHHH yeah he probably (DEFINITELY) needs to go back to therapy at the... very least to address this kind of stuff TBH#but will he? MMMM
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