#i like respond to it as a nightmare. like waking up hyperventalating and scared
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man i really love getting in dumb fucking fights with my bf for pretty much no reason
#like there was literally no reason for this to be an argument#he sent me a text that was like ‘i had a dream about you last night’#and i asked if it was a sex thing and he said yes and i sent a :/ face because i dont feel good and when im mentally like#not great? doing or just talking about sex stuff can make me feel really bad#wnd them he started saying like ‘its a totally natural thing and a way the human mind processes that desire and everyone has them#and me being mad isnt going to stop it from happemjng ir some shit#and like thats not entirely true because not everyone has dreams like that?? i dont?? and when i do like have a dream that involves that#i like respond to it as a nightmare. like waking up hyperventalating and scared#but i said that i didnt say it was unnatural and did nothing to imply that i thought rhat and literally only sent an emoticon#and then he was like ‘i was obviously joking’ like?? no?? it wasnt obvious and it wasnt fucking funny either#so i stopped reapondjng and then he asked if i was mad and i said no bc at that point i wasnt. i hust was frustrated#and then hes like ‘obviously you are sorry for trying to talk about it and ruining your day’ like??? fucking chill?? my day wasnt ruined?? a#& i said that and he was ljke ‘you were fune before and now youre not so i obviously did’ and THAT pissed me off so i just said sorry#and he just kept pushing it?? and bow its a full fucking fight and itd over sometging that doesnt even matter#we were doing really well for a while and now this shit like#me not wanting to hear avout your wet dream is pissing you off that much?? like jfc just because ive havent been panicking every time we#talk abt sex doesnt mean im prepared for uou to hust bring it up out of nowhere and expect me to be into it. im not cured im not okay now#just bc it hasnt been as bad doesnt mean im okay#not an imagine#mouse.txt#sorry for ranting#i just dont have anyone else to talk to
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