#i like chubby beans did ya know LOL

[tyonic]

Have some bunnie and rouge i done a good while ago

[terriblesportsimagines]

Fluffy!scenario of mr. Don / taka / yamato and cliffordtaking care of his small and chubby fem s/o with really bad cramps?? 💕

I’m going to start posting slowly... I think I have about 15 left to write, but as I’ve been saying, it’s been slow going lol

Here you are!

Donald Oberman Jr.

He didn’t want to admit the panic that welled as he stared down at your diminutive form curled tightly in his bed. He hated seeing you in pain. Unfortunately, he had no idea what to do.  You were the first woman he’d ever cared about and the first he’d allowed to stick around for any period of time.  Female issues were a new, confusing world for him.

However, he was man enough not to hide or dismiss them.  And it didn’t bother him, he just didn’t know what to do.  He didn’t want to ask and seem stupid, but in the end, what else could he do?  You were suffering and he was going to put a stop to it.  “What do you need?”  Don’s voice came out more like a bark than he intended, but he was sure you wouldn’t take it to heart.

“Heat?” You muttered, turning your face into the pillow.

Heat… Heat he could do.  As an athlete he had all sorts of hot and cold packs and with more hurry than he usually bothered with, he went about preparing a hot bean bag.  When he returned to the bedroom, you were exactly where he left you and so he climbed into the big bed next to you, setting the heated bag on the quilt. With only minimal effort on his part, he got you up and in his lap, curling around you with his bulk and then placed the heated bean bag in your lap.  “Heat.”

Cuddling back against him, you laughed softly and set about positioning the heat pad correctly. “Love you.”

Don kissed the top of your head. “Back at ya.”

 Honjo Taka

Some might call him strange, mostly other guys, but Taka preferred to be prepared for any situation, and if this meant tracking your cycle, then so be it.  That being said, he absolutely neglected to tell you of the little calendar he keeps hidden in his room on purpose.

It meant that when the debilitating pain hit you, he was prepared.  Surprise overcame you when he set a loaded tray down on the coffee table before you.  Without a word, he disappeared again, leaving you to look over the tray.  

It looked like a specially made care package – pain killers, tea, water, various sweets and snacks, including your favorite chocolate which was absurdly expensive.  You wondered just where it all came from and why he seemed to have it lying around.  He didn’t even like sweets and he always muttered when you saved up your allowance to by the overly expensive chocolate.

Taka reappeared, a blanket over one arm.  Caught up in it all, you couldn’t even react when he shook the blanket out and then wrapped it around you shoulders.  When he straightened, his eyes ran down you and then he nodded.  “Better?”

You snuggled into the blanket, which smelled like him, a scent you loved.  You felt better, even if the pain did throb in your lower belly.   “Only missing one thing.”

Taka’s brow furrowed in slight dismay and you could practically hear his brain whirling to figure out what he could possibly have forgotten.  “What?”

You giggled and reached out to grab his hand to tug.  “You, of course!”

He blinked rapidly before sighing a little and allowing you to drag him down onto the couch.  Without any prompting he reached out and curled around your curvy body, automatically snuggling into your softness.  “You should have taken the painkillers first.”

Oops.

 Yamato Takeru

“Unnnng,” you moaned, flopping onto you bed, wishing it would open up and swallow you so you didn’t have to suffer anymore.

“Babe??”  Takeru’s voice echoed down the fall, his heavy step following as a rapid pace. The second he saw you, your face scrunched in pain, he panicked.  “What’s the matter?  Are you okay?”

Cracking an eye open, you peered at him for a moment and then sighed.  Every time… “It’s that time of the month and it hurts…”

Takeru immediately turned red and looked away.  This made you grumble sullenly and roll onto your side and curl into a ball.  

“I’m sorry,” a soft murmur crawled over you as a large, warm body lied down behind you and wrapping its arms around your plump waist.  He lay gentle kisses along your shoulder and set a hand on your lower belly to rub circles. “I never know how to react or what to do and I don’t like it when you hurt.  I wish I could take the pain for you.”

He ran so hot that his body heat immediately sunk into you, and it made you feel better while you waited for the painkillers to kick in.  You liked it when he touched you, even when you felt gross.  “You wouldn’t be able to handle it,” you tease, sighing as he kissed the skin behind your ear.

You could feel his pout against your skin and laughed.  “I could…. Maybe,” he protested.  “What can I do?”

Humming, you relaxed into him. “Just stay like this for a while.”

“For as long as you want,” he promised, nuzzling close.

  Clifford D. Lewis

He saw the pallor of your skin and the cringes that crossed over your face even as you slipped your hand into his as the pair of you left the university.  You were doing your best at hiding it, but he could see it all too well. And he knew what it meant.

You were white by the time you reached his upscale apartment and he wouldn’t tolerate anymore.  Without a word, Clifford bent and scooped you into his arms the moment you both stepped into the building.  You yelped, and then wiggled in protest.  “Put me down!  What are you doing?  I’m way too heavy.”

The look he sent you was condescending at best, and he meant it – you should know by know that you were perfect for him and that he could easily carry you, no matter how big you thought you were.  “You’re in pain.  Stay still, we will be home soon.”

Wiggling was useless and thankfully, you saw that quickly.  There was little you could do but relax and lay your head against his broad, well-muscled shoulder.  Clifford kissed your forehead in reward as he stepped into the empty elevator.

He had to put you down to get his door open, but immediately scooped you up again.  He carried you to the bathroom where he put you down again. Stepping around you, he bent and turned on the faucet to the rather sumptuous bath and toyed with it until it was a satisfactory temperature.

You were a little confused, since you didn’t think a bath was on the docket.  “Why are you filling the tub?”

A blond eyebrow rose.  “You’ll feel better clean and the warmth will help the pain.  Get undressed.”  He turned towards the cabinet and began rustling around in it.

It took you a few moments to recognize what was going on and when you did you glared at him half-heartedly. “You’re so bossy… I’m fine you know!”

“Hm,” was all he said in reply, turning around, two white pills and a cup of water in his hand.  

You were forced to take the pills, and you were secretly glad for them, since the cramps had hit you out of nowhere at school when you weren’t prepared.  But letting him win…

Soft lips pressed to yours, drawing you out of your reverie.  Clifford looked down at you smirking, and reached out to take the hem of your shirt in hand.  “Too late now.”

You didn’t even bother to fight him.

[flowrxchild]

🌼Get To Know Me Tag🌼

Thanks @satans-helper for tagging me!!! This is gonna be a long one so if anyone feels it’s necessary, please tell me to shut up! oke doke les do it❤️

1. What’s your middle name?

Olivia!

2. How old are you?

20, very cool and very funky years..

3. When’s your birthday?

January 8th

4. What’s your zodiac sign?

Capricorn 🐏 also an Aries rising, Libra moon if anyone cares lol

5. What’s your favourite colour?

Rn it’s yellow!

6. What’s your lucky number?

Ok I rlly gotta pick one soon cuz I just don’t have one lol

7. Do you have any pets?

Used to have a chubby brown lab but she was an old girl:( BUT recently I have fed a stray cat enough for him to come back everyday so he is now mine by Ricky Law™️

8. Where are you from?

Toronto, Canada baybee

9. How tall are you?

5’5

10. What shoe size are you?

7 and a half? I think?

11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?

Not that many like 5 tops lol

12. What was your last dream about?

Last night I dreamt about going horse back riding?? I woke up like ...she’s a horse girl, I knew it..

13. What talents do you have?

I can draw/paint?? Also I’m a pretty snazzy photographer

14. Are you psychic in any way?

I’m definitely intuitive...I’ve experienced some very strange coincidences in my life...

15. Favourite song?

Jimi Hendrix’ Voodoo Chile

16. Favourite Movie?

Moonrise Kingdom

17. Who would be your ideal partner?

*stares in Josh Kiszka yearn*

18. Do you want children?

Erm not sure yet

19. Do you want a church wedding?

Lol I want whatever the opposite of a church wedding is..

20. Are you religious?

Nope.

21. Have you ever been to the hospital?

Yes. I’m so clumsy I am a danger to myself at this point...

22. Have you ever gotten in trouble with the law?

No I’m literally a baby chicken and will cry if u raise ur voice at me

23. Have you ever met any celebrities?

Not formally? I’ve seen a lot of random celebrities just walking around tho cuz I live in a big city

24. Baths or showers?

Showers, practically but I love me a good bath now and again

25. What color socks are you wearing?

Im not wearing any ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ;-) Sam Kiszka tease ;-) ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

26. Have you ever been famous?

One time my painting was put into a community art gallery and they took my photo for the local newspaper except they made the centre fold of the page fold into the picture around my face so it got all distorted and it was like when Mike Wazowski was in the Monsters Inc commercial...

27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?

Not rlly..

28. What type of music do you like?

Rock, folk and indie but I will listen to anything

29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?

Yes. Me and my friends do it every year as a cottage tradition!

30. How many pillows do you sleep with?

3...I need to be snuggled AND supported

31. What position do you usually sleep in?

I don’t sleep unless I curl up into the smallest ball possible like a friggin cat

32. How big is your house?

She smol

33. What do you typically have for breakfast?

Literally just coffee most days. I love anarchy

34. Have you ever fired a gun?

Nope. Don’t have the desire to either.

35. Have you ever tried archery?

I have not but I’ve always wanted to!

36. Favourite clean word?

Cozzy

37. Favourite swear word?

Cunty but like as an adjective

38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep?

Not rlly sure...probably only a day. I’m a very sleepy person

39. Do you have any scars?

Yep

40. Have you ever had a secret admirer?

If I told you, they wouldn’t be secret ;-)

41. Are you a good liar?

No not at all. My face gives it away so badly

42. Are you a good judge of character?

I like to think so. My first impressions of people tend to be true.

43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?

Ya but not well ahsgag

44. Do you have a strong accent?

I don’t think I do, but my family from the states always says we have the stereotypical “Canadian accent”.

45. What is your favourite accent?

I loooove Irish accents. I find them very pleasing to hear!

46. What’s your personality type?

INFP-T to be precise

47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?

My prom dress I think? I got it a Free People for 90$ and at that store, that’s a steal...

48. Can your curl your tongue?

Yeth

49. Are you an innie or an outie?

If this is referring to my belly button then, innie

50. Left or right handed?

Right handed

51. Are you scared of spiders?

Ew ya

52. Favourite food?

Ok my fave food is also my fave foreign food and it’s Indian!

53. Favourite foreign food?

^

54. Are you a clean or messy person?

messy...ITS CAREFUL CHAOS OK?

55. Most used phrase?

I really am not sure...

56. Most used word?

probably ‘like’. Yes I’m gen Z, yes I have trouble articulating my thoughts. And what about it???

57. How long does it take you to get ready?

I need at least an hour...I like to plan

58. Do you have much of an ego?

I don’t think so??

59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?

If you bite lollipops, you’re in jail now, I don’t make the law.

60. Do you talk to yourself?

Yes, I’m the funniest person I know.

61. Do you sing to yourself?

Yes, funny you ask, I’m not only the funniest person I know, but also North America’s greatest entertainer!

62. Are you a good singer?

No! But I will preform for myself and the spiders living in my room. Yes, we exist!

63. Biggest fear?

Losing the people I love, being trapped.

64. Are you a gossip?

No yuck i hate it.

65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen?

this is too broad and difficult but The Witch. It’s spooky and dramatic.

66. Do you like long or short hair?

I don’t rlly have a preference...

67. Can you name all 50 states of America?

Probably if I try really really hard lol as a Canadian, this is a good road trip game

68. Favourite school subject?

Art or English!

69. Extrovert or introvert?

Introvert

70. Have you ever been scuba diving?

No but something about makes me anxious

71. What makes you nervous?

I would really love to find something that doesn’t make me anxious. Let’s start with that.

72. Are you scared of the dark?

No! I find it comforting sometimes actually

73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?

Depends. I hate confrontation so I only do it if it really matters...

74. Are you ticklish?

Ok I wanna know who isn’t! Like whomst is not ticklish??

75. Have you ever started a rumour?

I hope not...I would feel very stinky

76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?

If by authority you mean telling my sister to get out of my unassigned-assigned spot on the couch even though my voice cracks a little as I do it causing her to laugh even harder, than yes.

77. Have you ever drank underage?

Yes. *police sirens grow closer*

78. Have you ever done drugs?

I have done a weed or 2. Yes

79. Who was your first real crush?

My neighbour lol

80. How many piercings do you have?

3! My ears and also my cartilage! Used to have my septum, but it caused me too many problems so i let it grow over :(

81. Can you roll your R’s?

Ya!

82. How fast can you type?

So fast *spongebob voice* wanna see me do it again?

83. How fast can you run?

I would probably be the first to go in a horror movie

84. What colour is your hair?

Dark brown

85. What colour are your eyes?

Brown

86. What are you allergic to?

Nothing substantial.

87. Do you keep a journal?

Ya I do!

88. What do your parents do?

My mums a school secretary and my dads a fraud investigator

89. Do you like your age?

U know what, ya..I can’t complain.

90. What makes you angry?

Injustice and rudeness

91. Do you like your own name?

Ya I don’t mind it

92. Have you already thought of baby names if so what are they?

I mean I have names that I like but it’s not something I write down so I always forgot lol

93. Do you want a boy or a girl child?

I really couldn’t care less

94. What are your strengths?

Physically, I’m a sack of bones with the upper body strength of a new born baby but I like to think my sense of humour makes me tolerable *finger guns*

95. What are your weaknesses?

I am one frightened human bean.

96. How did you get your name?

Tru story: throughout my moms whole pregnancy, everyone including the doctors were convinced I was gonna be a boy because they could never get a clear look at me in the ultra sounds so my parents had only picked out boy names until I was born to which they changed their choice of “Eric” to Erika :))

97. Were your ancestors royalty?

Not at all lol

98. Do you have any scars?

Did I already answer this one? I think I did?

99. Colour of your bedspread?

White with pink floral pattern! (From ikea lol)

100. Colour of your room?

It’s an off-white

Ok I wanna tag these lovely beans @pe2chie @turntonightfirelight @camomillacatalina @witchgoddess @blackdressedtinyone 💗💗💗

[vidderinserts]

You said to go ahead, so here goes: Searlait is finally old enough for longer trips so the little family goes to PAX together. Boss Baby totally steals the show at Jack's panel and the Markiplier and Friends panel (let's just say Jack was invited to that). 70% of the gifts Jack gets are channel-themed baby stuff and Mark and Ethan compete for the role of best Uncle, not knowing that Searlait's godfather Felix already has that title. Thanks in advance!

Hey babes! I’m back with another installment of ‘Can you tel Kat kinda wants kids?’ Also known as Baby Boss chronicles lol. So… this took forever and I’m so sorry but as fox knows I’ve been going through a lot of stuff in real life. It’s not an excuse for putting this off but I hope you’ll all forgive me.

Oh god. It was happening. Finally happening. Oh fuck. You were horrified. You were nervous, terrified and worried.

Jack was excited.

Searlait was bouncing up and down in front of her father, tiny hands clenching his fingers. She was standing on the hotel bed, a bright green tutu dress adorning her chubby little frame.

“I’m so excited!”

“Yes Jack, I know.” You sighed heavily, rubbing your neck. You had forgone anything heavier than powder foundation, eyeliner and a bright green lipstick. It would help keep you from getting too shiny and your daughter had practically thrown the green lipstick tube at you - which Jack insisted meant that you had to wear it. It matched Sear’s Septic Sam dress.

Your best friend had made it for you when you told her you were headed to Pax.

With your one and a half year old daughter. Almost two, but still.

Why did you let him tell you this was a good idea? It was, in your honest opinion, going to be a disaster. Loud, excited people would be queuing up for the Markiplier and Friends panel hours before sound check would even start, and if any of the boys had their way they’d be riling them up and trying to meet as many of them as they could before.

Fucking Mark and his 'illegal livestream’.

He was lucky you loved him. And lucky that you’d entertain the crowd.

So was Jack. Jack, who was now twirling Sear as best he could without her feet getting tangled up in the bedding.

“It’s time, babe.” He said softly, leaving down to scoop up your daughter. “We’re gonna go see Uncle Mark and Ethan and Tyler and all them.” The little girl giggled, trying to repeat the names and babbling.

Searlait would get there though, you smiled, she was early in some areas but talking was a little tricky. The words she made up were cute though, and you had melted the first time she said 'daddy’.

As expected, a line was already formed of people sitting and talking. It warmed your heart watching people making new friends; someone had even brought a portable projector and was playing one of the Prop Hunt videos against a black curtain.

You briefly wondered if security had let them, or just hadn’t found out yet. You hoped it was the former.

As soon as you were spotted, people started gushing and waving over at you. You smiled, readjusting Searlait on your hip and waving. “Hi everyone! I’m so glad to see all of you!”

People quieted when you stopped before the line, Tyler having come to play bodyguard and standing behind you. His intimidating stature was kinda ruined with him making silly faces at your daughter though. That was remedied quickly when Amy came and collected Sear from you.

You accepted hugs and photos with as many people as you could - an impromptu and not at all authorized meet and greet had transformed everyone’s long wait for the panel into something more interesting. You were glad to provide the entertainment, having missed out on the last Pax while taking care of your daughter and trying to plan a wedding.

“Alright everyone, I’m very sorry but I need to go get mic’d up and Y/N has to get to her seat. We’ll see you soon though,” Tyler announced, wrapping an arm around you and leading you off.

“Sear, baby no.” You watched your fiancé chase around your messy faced child with a baby wipe. Mark had given her a few tiny bites of his Taco Bell and she managed to get sour cream everywhere. Ethan was mocking Mark as he finally caught the little dark haired girl.

“You have sour cream all over you. What a good girl,” the blue boi nuzzled his face into Sear’s curls, kissing her. “I’m so happy to finally meet you, little girl blue.”

“Hey, if she’s gonna have a color, it’s gonna be red! Or pink!” Mark argued, missing the playful look Jack sent you. “You know, the good colors?”

“Mark, you were blue for a while,” your fiancé pointed out as he cleaned Searlait’s face up.

“And blue is the best!”

“Maybe she’ll be green?” Tyler suggested, double checking that all the things the panel needed were ready. “Like her dad?”

“Green sucks, it’s a horrible color. It’s not a creative color!”

“Fuck you, Fischbach, don’t you dare-”

“Ooh, scary green bean!”

The three boys stopped when Searlait giggled shrilly, bouncing hard in Ethan’s grip. “I think she likes the idea of Jack just fuckin taking you out.”

“Well I’ll take her out later cause I’m the best uncle and the best god father-” Jack cleared his throat, scratching at his beard.

“Um, actually Mark…”

God you were nervous.

“It’ll be all good,” you looked up at Wade, who smiled kindly down at you. You had only met him and Bob once at the last convention you’d been to, right before Jack proposed at Disney World. He was a kind and gentle giant much like Tyler, and he was also super nice when you joined the Skype calls between the group of boys.

“I know, I’m just… I don’t know. She’s gonna love he attention and they’re all gonna love her but I’m still worried.”

“Hey, we’re all gonna be up there. Don’t worry, you’ve got this.”

“And I’m really sorry about my Instagram lately. I know it’s absolutely flooded with pictures of Baby Boss and Miss Septiceye but they’re just so cute, ya know?” That got the crowd laughing, and Ethan waved over exaggeratedly at you and Sear.

“Hi mom! Hi baby!” He yelled, making the crowd howl. You laughed quietly, knowing your que would be coming soon. As soon as Mark made a fuss about not seeing her.

“Instagram is about the only way I ever see her anyways. Did you guys know I’m not even the god father?” There was mock cries of outrage and laughter, and you waited until the lights shut off - “Hey, we agreed no Glitch Bitches at my panel!”- before standing and rushing towards the stage.

A couple of hands hoisted you and Searlait up, as people started freaking out about a live Anti appearance. One particularly familiar hand grabbed yours and led you over to the couches. You felt your mic pack being fiddled with, and static filled the room.

“Jacksepticeye!” The crowd screamed when your voice cut through the darkness. “You turn these lights on this instant!”

The lights powered back on, revealing you and your daughter standing on the stage. You silently thanked the crew in charge of lighting and sound, promising yourself you’d personally go and thank them later.

“Heeeey love.” Jack spun you around, making Sear giggle on your hip. “Look who’s joining us today!”

“Stop crashing my paneeeeels!” Mark whined, coming over to wrap his arms around you and your daughter. “You didn’t make me god father and I’m mad at you!”

“You live to far away, Mark, what were we supposed to do?”

The pouting gamer crossed his arms and huffed. “Whatever. Who wants to ask some questions while we got the apparent usurpers of my show up here?”

As expected, you were all bombarded with questions. Everything from Septiplier jokes to you promoting your best friend’s Etsy shop because they lived Sear’s dress so much. But eventually the panel came to a close and you were ushered out with the others.

“Are you coming to my meet up, love?” You looked up at Jack, who was bouncing a giggling Searlait on his hip.

“Everyone’s dying for a picture with the Boss. How could I disappoint them?”

“I knew everything would be fine.”

You took his hand in yours, leaning your head on his shoulder and pressing a bright green lip print into your daughter’s cheek. “Oh hush, you.”

-

When you finally got the shipment of boxes from PAX, you were astounded. Since you weren’t an official guest, you had been able to accept some of the smaller gifts people had given - some mommy and me shirts happened to be some of your favorite things you’d gotten - and now you were doing an in boxing with Jack and Sear.

Jack had just opened a hoodie with glitch appliqués and he was going on about how awesome it was until you squealed and held up a much smaller version. “Anti-Boss squad goals, amIrite?” You asked, interrupting your fiancé. “It’s so fuckin cool!”

“This is happening.” Jack pulled the hoodie over his head while you wiggled your daughter into hers. “This is like the third best day of my life. We are so matching all the time now because of you guys and we love it so so much. You never have to give us anything and so much time goes into these.”

“We are so grateful for all of you guys. You accepted me when I came around and you guys have positively spoiled Baby and us. Thank you guys so much for all the support you give and the gifts and just… I was so scared bringing Baby to PAX to meet everyone but you all made it such a great experience.” You wiped your eyes when you were done, grimacing at the mascara that came with it. “Fuck I’m crying.”

“You’ll cry even more cause there’s a Miss Anti hoodie too!”

“I hope you all know how much of this stuff is gonna get worn through til we can’t physically get away with wearing it anymore.”

“Can you say thank you, Baby?”

“Ank ou!”

[mayxwolf]

Maria desires to know all

GAY ASK GAME FOR GAYS ONLY

1. describe your idea of a perfect date. Going to a museum, go to a restaurant, just have fun.

2. whats your “type” My “type” is someone who has a sense of humor, someone who doesn’t mind me venting to them in anything.

3. do you want kids? No, I honestly don’t want kids like I’m scared and nervous what will happen if I do have kids, since I have PCOS, I don’t want to hear the doctor say “I’m sorry but you’re infertile, you won’t be able to have kids” That’ll just be a huge blow on me ya know?? Also its like I do get baby fever but then when I see babies crying, shouting, being rude and such. I know not all kids are like that it depends how you raise them but I don’t see myself raising a child, I feel I won’t be capable to….

4. if you do, will you adopt or use some other form of child birth? I mean, this is the thing, I won’t mind adopting honestly, adopting perhaps like a ten year old or a pre-teen. I wouldn’t mind that.

5. describe the cutest date you’ve ever been on. I never EVER been on a date honestly 

6. describe your experience having sex for the first time (were you nervous? or was it easy peasy?) Never had sex!

7. are you a morning time gay or night time gay? night time gay, bitch

8. opinion on nap dates? what are “dates” I never been on one

9. opinion on brown eyes? I mean, I have dark brown eyes, any eye colors are sexy as hell

10. dog gay or cat gay? both gay

11. would you ever date someone who owned rodents or reptiles? I used to have six lizards, I wouldn’t mind dating someone who owned rodents or reptiles, I’ll be fucking happy as heck.

12. whats a turn off you look for before you start officially dating someone I…don’t understand this question lol

13. what is a misconception you had about lgb people before you realized you were one? “Being gay is a sin, it’s okay if men are gay but if it’s a woman, it’s very very bad.”-my family

14. what is a piece of advice you would give to your younger self. Be who you are, don’t brush it away just because you’re scared about what’s going to happen

15. (if attracted to more than one gender) do you have different “types” for different genders? I think I do, if I like analyze my different relationships, like with males; I always feel like the need to be protected by them, with females it’s like I need to protect them, be like a ‘prince’ to them….I don’t know, that’s just me.

16. who is an ex you regret? OHHHH hoo…wooo god this is….this is the one y’all…..um lets see I did had a poly relationship, it ended BADDDD then there was this girl (online) who I was so head over heels for, dated for only five days, she breaks up with me because she didn’t feel like a lesbian, she felt like she was asexual which was fine but only to tell me a month after: “Oh…..I was leading you on, I’m sorry for being such an asshole and doing this to you, you’re such a nice person and I didn’t know how to tell it to you” like bitch, I know I forgave you and all but…..Bitch….you shouldn’t do that shit to people, you know how badly I was hurt??? To know you used me?? Lead me on???? Just to get my heart blazing only to just make it cold again?????

17. night club gay or cafe gay? Cafe gay, never been in a night club

18. who is one person you would “go straight” for. …..Taylor Lautner, I know he’s old news but like….he hot….even now that’s he’s chubby.

19. video game gay, book gay, or movie gay? All the above gays

20. favourite gay ship (canon or not) ……every ship that involves Jasper..from Steven Universe =w=;

21. favourite gay youtuber I don’t think I got a gay youtuber, wait hold up let me check…..Aly Hills, BriaAndChrissy

22. have you ever unknowingly asked out a straight person? Well no, I’m a shy bean

23. have you ever been in love? Yes I have

24. have you ever been heartbroken? Yep!! But, I honestly didn’t mind us being friends now….although we don’t talk much like we use to…..

25. how do you determine if you want to be them or be with someone Hmmm when I want to be them, it’s because of like oh those are goals, but when I want to be with someone….I don’t know things just happen for the better or for the worse like I don’t expect the person who I have a crush on to like me back, if they do that’s great, if they don’t it’s okay.

26. favourite lgb musician/band hayley kiyoko 

27. what is a piece of advice you have for young / baby gays Please be yourself, even though it is tough when you’re in school or like how I was in catholic school, just be yourself, you’re not hurting anyone for being who you are

28. are you out? if so how did you come out I am out to my friends, my family…..no, I’m scared to tell them the truth…to tell them I’m Pansexual. They take homosexuality as like a bad thing, as well as a joke“Yeah it’s fine if other people are gay but it can’t be my daughter or son oh no, they need to only like the opposite sex…..oh it’s so sad to see a gay man just like men….its so sad, they would look better if they were in a relationship with a woman. Oh if my son or daughter is gay it’s okay I will still love them….-someone makes a joke they’re gay- THE FUCK ARE YOU SAYING YOU’RE GAY, YOU’RE NOT ALLOW TO BE GAY….oh are your friends….you know….gay? Be careful now. It’s disgusting to see women being masculine and wearing ‘men clothing’ they should be lady like, they’re women not men!!! Why is that man being a woman? They’re men, not women, that’s disgusting. I can’t tolerate someone who just say their women/men while they’re men/women.”

My family y’all……

29. what is the most uncomfortable / strange coming out experience you have That is when I told my best friend I’m pansexual, she thought I had like a sexual feelings for pots and pans, I had to give her a lecture about it, she didn’t get it and thought I was Bi-sexual, I had to give her another lecture, she still thought I was bi, I had to argue with her on how the two are different then she kinda got it. She then went forward to tell me if I ever had a crush on her and it’s like bitch you’re like a sister to me I never see you like that lmfaoooo

30. what is a piece of advice for people who may not be in a safe place to express their sexuality Just be careful, perhaps express your sexuality in art or like here where no one find out. Express it with your friends. Just be careful on the outside world, like when I went to Pride with my best friend, taking the train was…oof…..like there was this guy shouting at this chick and her partner, just shouting at them for being together and honestly the police had to come to calm this guy down so these two girls may be left alone as well as how there was this older woman I assume she was with her daughter who is gay and this guy just started a fight on how dare she is tolerating this “sin”. Just be careful everyone, please be careful

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All of the questions for the 'make me admit stuff?' post!

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?Given it was my manager asking me about coming in for extra days next week,and being asexual,a big no

2. You talked to an ex today, correct?Noooooope

3. Have you taken someones virginity?virginity is a social construct   haven’t done so

4. Is trust a big issue for you?See I would usually say no,but I’ve come to terms with the fact I do have some trust issues

5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?With people I like yes,but not with someone I ‘like’ as I don’t have someone

6. What are you excited for?THIS WEEKEND!We’re doing stuff for the weekend and idk what but I’m looking forward to it!

7. What happened tonight?Well it’s not nighttime per say,but as of now we just had rain after a long time of not having any

8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?Purposefully,maybe?I’ve never been in that kind of situation to witness it so I can’t really say

9. Is confidence cute?I suppose?I mean I guess it’s cute when someone is happy about what they’re doing/how they look and things like that,given I’ll usually be like “YAS YOU CUTIE EMBRACE THE GOOD THINGS”

10. What is the last beverage you had?I had this soda I haven’t had in actual YEARS that I thought ceased to exist,it’s called Chubby soda.The bodega we went to yesterday had only orange flavored but they were 3 for a dollar so I had to get them

11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?I mean I trust a decent amount but I don’t know if it’s full trust.If by full trust it means ‘tell the darker secrets to life’ then that’s none

12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?Yes and I LOVE them

13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?Possibly sleep depending on what we do,or art as per usual

14. What are you going to spend money on next?HOPEFULLY,a replacement drum head that I owe my middle school director before I can return his drum to him

15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?Lol what’s dating?

16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?I’d like to think I will for the better

17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?Ghhhhhh I don’t really know.I have different people for different things as I know some things can be hard for people to take in

18. The last time you felt broken?Somewhere at the beginning of May?I was having a rough time with emotions

19. Have you had sex today?YOU’RE HILARIOUS

20. Are you starting to realize anything?Refer to number 4 c:Also I’m starting to realize that I have a ‘new’ friend (more recent) who constantly reminds me of an old friend I no longer talk to and I’m just??Happy about it??Or satisfied,something.Anyway,I know that chances of figuring things out with the old friend are slim but with this other friend I feel happy that things have gone the way they have and while they aren’t the same person(I’d rather not have them be the same) I feel the bits of happiness I used to and it just..makes me feel whole in a way?It’s good,whatever it is.

21. Are you in a good mood?Somewhat?I feel cramps and a bit of a headache coming on so I know ‘things’ will be arriving soon

22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?YES LET’S GO

23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?At first they weren’t,but after a month or so they turned brown

24. What do you want right this second?I’m craving some refried beans,rice,an enchilada or burrito.I want some savory food

25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?“Whatever makes them happy.”

26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?Partially.My hair has grown since the last time I cut/colored it so I have locks that are still copper compared to my natural dark brown

27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?Nope

28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?The most random shower thought I had earlier.I was thinking of Hamilton and how if I could do as I please,I’d cast Ignasi as Lafayette/Jefferson and then I had the thought of him with an afro and cane like Jefferson and it’s gonna get drawn after this oops

29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?Every so often,I do

30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?It depends on the circumstance

31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?I’ve moved past the hate I had for him and now I just generally don’t care what happens in his life

32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?I hope the moon knows I love her even though I have an affair with the constellations

33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?Excuse you I LOVE myself I’ll drink the fizzy poison until I die

34. Listening to?Muse!Undisclosed Desires!

35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?I only use gel pens,I use my pencil only in my sketchbook

36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?Maybe in the house,I can’t remember who I last kissed

37. Do you believe in love at first sight?It’s possible,I think

38. Who did you last call?Do skype calls count?

39. Who was the last person you danced with?Myself because I’m a loser who dances to ‘Carnaval del Barrio’ at 2AM with the lights off c’:

40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?If we’re talking about my ex I think the last time I kissed him was because he was dropping me off after band practice and his mom and sister yell from the car “KISS THE GIRL”.It was a very iconic moment in my life I admit

41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?Yiiiikes I can’t remember

42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?Yep,my dad when he got home from work a few hours ago

43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?I wouldn’t be surprised if I did

44. Do you tan in the nude?No?????

45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?I can’t remember the last one if we’re talking romantic,so why not?

46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?Nah

47. Who was the last person to call you?It was actually a music store because they were checking their warehouse for me

48. Do you sing in the shower?Lip-sync,no one gets to hear me

49. Do you dance in the car?WITHOUT SHAME

50. Ever used a bow and arrow?Made one even!

51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?Back in April when we went on a cruise

52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?Musicals are a gift to humanity

53. Is Christmas stressful?Occasionally

54. Ever eat a pierogi?I LOVE PIEROGIS

55. Favorite type of fruit pie?Never had pie sooooo….

56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?Mail carrier,astronaut,astronomer,artist,musician

57. Do you believe in ghosts?Well I don’t NOT believe in them

58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?You mean everyday?

59. Take a vitamin daily?I should be c:

60. Wear slippers?Nope

61. Wear a bath robe?When getting ready for formal stuff,I will

62. What do you wear to bed?Usually a big t-shirt and sweats or gym shorts

63. First concert?MONUMENTOUR WITH FALL OUT BOY AND PARAMORE MY DUDES

64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?Target.Always

65. Nike or Adidas?I like Nikes,haven’t bought any of the brands in a while

66. Cheetos Or Fritos?Hot fries cheetos because I like to suffer

67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?Peanuts

68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?Shake it Off or Two is Better Than One (I know she was featured for it but I consider it one of hers)

69. Ever take dance lessons?Way back when,I did for ballet,tap,and jazz.I’m hispanic so I was born with salsa,merengue,and bachata in my system

70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?My future spouse will be converting carbon dioxide to oxygen because I will live with plants

71. Can you curl your tongue?Ye

72. Ever won a spelling bee?ALMOST

73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?Senior MPA when we got a superior/A/highest score.Our band hadn’t received one in 5 years and my graduating year was the one we did

74. What is your favorite book?Cosoms by Carl Sagan and Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy by Douglas Adams

75. Do you study better with or without music?I don’t study oops

76. Regularly burn incense?Parents don’t like incense but I use water vapor diffusers instead

77. Ever been in love?I’d like to think I have

78. Who would you like to see in concert?Bruno Mars,Coldplay,Muse,Two Steps From Hell

79. What was the last concert you saw?Gwen Stefani!

80. Hot tea or cold tea?Sweet,sweet,’so sweet it’s now syrup’ cold tea

81. Tea or coffee?Iced coffee

82. Favorite type of cookie?Sugar cookie

83. Can you swim well?In the shallow end c’:

84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?Ye!

85. Are you patient?I’d think so

86. DJ or band, at a wedding?Band for the ceremony,DJ for the food time

87. Ever won a contest?Don’t think I have to be honest

88. Ever have plastic surgery?DON’T PLAN ON IT EITHER

89. Which are better black or green olives?Neither

90. Opinions on sex before marriage?Have at it just be safe and get tested for diseases and stuff before and after

91. Best room for a fireplace?Living room

92. Do you want to get married?Can’t say I do,I don’t see it in the future.But things can change I suppose