#i know this all seems ridiculous to fret kver but when you have anxiety thet partially stems from the fear of upsetting someone
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I just found a section on my new job's scheduling app (who knew such a thing existed!) where I can set my preferred availability!? They didn't tell me about that! So I set it up so I'm unavailable/prefer not to work every other weekend. Along with the Tuesdays and Thursdays I cannot work. This way I can pick up a shift those weekends if I want to but I could avoid working every single weekend AND it leaves my WWII reenactment weekends available and I'd only need to put in time off requests for the fridays before. I HOPE THIS WORKS AND THAT I DID IT RIGHT AND IT WON'T UPSET MY NEW BOSSES! I'm still gonna work weekends just hopefully every other one and not every single one.
#mod post#personal#i know this all seems ridiculous to fret kver but when you have anxiety thet partially stems from the fear of upsetting someone#or being a burden or anything in that realm#then shit like my work availability becomes a big deal#i dont want to look lazy by not working the full 30 hrs a week#i dont want my bosses to think im lazy or a flake#but i also don't want to make my household schedule any more complicated than it already is#im trying to please everyone and i just end up making myself insane#story of my life#if this availability works with my bosses then that gives me 3 days a week occasional weekends of for life things#while also still working weekends which are peak traffic days for the museum#and i can always pick up a weekend day if needed and im available#they said theyre pretty good at accommodating people's preferred schedules#so i guess ill see how this goes#cant wait for the newbie feeling is gone and fully into jaded exhausted long time worker#i much prefer that stage cause then the job is easy and second nature#this beginning stage i just feel useless and awkward and nervous and dumb and i hate that so much
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