#i know they're unhealthy but bro do u really think that i live like this on purpose
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weird girl w mental illness growing up has just been me going from relating to kano (kagepro) as a kid to hoshino ai (oshi no ko) as an adult and honestly-
#yada yada lies are love#I'd tag this w the fandoms so i can find them again but i don't wanna dirty the fandom tags w my random musings#idk man my brain is so messed up and muddled that lies and honesty kinda blend together into one#it just Is#i don't think people get how much of my 'toxic traits' are just second nature to me#like i'm not excusing them#i know they're unhealthy but bro do u really think that i live like this on purpose#abso-fucking-lutely not; if i could i would want to forget it entirely too#elize.txt#eliza.txt#where do we go from here?#i will never forgive you#but yeah. chronic lying. just; to protect me; the people around me; etc
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*skitters in in need of nice and funky things* HOKAY. SHIPS. I am honestly open to nearly all ships due to the fact my aro-ace ass simply doesn't require them to live BUT I do have few that either sparks my interest or i think they work pretty well :3 I also go by the logic they are robots and relationships cannot be really compared to humans. Earth x Eclipse - I don't what it is with Earth cracking the harshest personalities but my god, Eclipse v4 warming up to her to the point of tolerating was a feat and sparks immense joy. Allowing Earth to hug him and hang out? Chat? Feel loved? Absolutely precious. Earth respects his boundaries and at the same time Eclipse appreciates her embracing his persona. It's just such a good premise for a slightly odd but good couple. I love it. Sun x Eclipse (many versions) - Canon divergence with Sun and Eclipse working it out? YES. Solar and his original Sun? My god please yes. Oh, what's his? Lord Eclipse and his Servant Sun? Mhm mhm yes. Excellent. So many potentials. So many ways to roll with the ship. Can be loving or spicy or unhealthy. So many choices. Nexus x Solar - do I even have to explain. I think many feels similar about this one. Nexus as new moon found his Sun, even if that Sun is eclipsed. Solar desperately needed someone to love and appreciate him. I am both friend shipping them and shipping, both works for me beautifully.
Sun x Moon - ho boi a controversial one but hey, what is the multiverse for if not ship anything you want (especially since it was even confirmed in canon that romantic DCAs are as normal and common as brotherly bonds or coworkers or absolutely hating each other). They are AIs inhibiting robotic bodies. They are synthetic beings and their understanding of bonds are different than the ones of a biological critters. They are a bundle of codes that try to understand the convoluted partnerships and roles among each other. Protective Moon and caring Sun may decide their bond is on the romantic spectrum. Cos who knows Sun better than their Moon? What is Moon without their Sun? :) Those would be the ones that stick to my brain. Thank you for making the small sharing time! I hope you have a lovely day/evening :) Cheers!
Hiii Wonszu!!! (Waving at u from my enclosure!!!)
I think that Eclipse deserves something nice. And maybe Earth could be that something nice, in the right circumstances.
They're literally my first ship (just normal SunChips) in this fandom and ough. Ough. I literally never even considered the idea of shipping the sillies until I found out that this fandom has a fucking ao3 tag. I was still mostly in the UTMV fandom when I started watching TSAMS, and my poor fandom then was burning while I was slowly jumping ship.
I think they're sweet. I don't see them as romantic myself, but I support those who do. They remind me of the relationship my brother had with his best friend.
I think the fandom is slowly getting over their whole general "every sun and moon HAS to be related and platonic" since we have people hardcore shipping Helios (dark sun) and Nexus. Not to mention the AU Sun and Moon in DoctorF's fic, Sunlo and Moonlit. They're cute. I don't see why we can't have TSAMS AUs where the dynamics are different when it's generally acceptable to ship SolarMoon as an AU. Idk maybe I'm biased, I've been shipping Sun and Moon (in general) since like immediately when Security Breach came out. I took one look at them and went "oh yes they are so fucking gay". And jadkl;fsjads it was such a lonely time when I didn't know anyone else who shipped them.
As I've already said before, I see TSAMS as just one DCA au amongst many DCA aus. Do whatever the fuck you want bro.
Ask Game - Send Me Ship Headcanons (TSBS)
#alex answers#answered ask#thanks for the ask!#tsams ship#dca ship#solarmoon#solar x nexus#solarnexus#sunchips#eclipse x sun#shadowplanet#eclipse x earth#Non TSAMS canon ->#sun x moon
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i kinda feel like this curiousity i have is harmless though? like yeah i'll search it up but like bro i'm not gonna fkn contact them or contact people who know them or their high school or try to find out where they live bc honestly that's disgusting and really creepy. it's kind of addictive to stan a boy group though bc they pump out so much content, u never get enough ! idk if that's creepy or not but like ur just so well fed with content and i really love their personalities. they give me more life !!!!! and help me going on. idk if that's obsessive. cus i know obsessed fans say oh my life is them i wake up bc of them. i mean they do help me? like get up ok not rly lmfao like i don't think that's why i wake up. i wake up cus i need to do work LOL and i miss my cat. but i keep thinking about it and it's kind o taken a toll on me like should i take a break from them? i am kind of getting sick of them at this point bc all i do now is watch their content i'm getting bored of them and i don't want that. i want to take a break but that itself requires strength that idk if i have. cus they're my coping mechanism rn and ik THAT is unhealthy. but it's not too bad tho imo compared to my other coping mechanisms lmfao.
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