#i know these people probably didnt Mean it like this but that doenst stop the fact its still kinda giving ableist vibes........... sorry

[hofudlaus]

asgsdfdfjhgds can people stop telling me hes dead???? i know theres question marks in the post but i think it was p clearly a rhetorical question and ive answered why i think thats both not true and even if it is true that the show should still have brought him up people are acting like hed be nothing without hextech feels kinda gross tbh? like without it, without help from smart rich guy uwu, hed have just, given up and died in a ditch or something as i state In the post, he was heimerdingers assistant, he was doing shit(specifically shit to try and Help Zaun) before meeting jayce and would have continued to do shit had he not met jayce

yall are again just proving him right

why didnt we get to see viktor in the no hextech universe??? or like, at least hear about him in passing,,,, it just feels really weird that ekko and heimerdinger ask for powders help before even Considering viktors help,, like it makes sense for ekko of course, but viktor was heimerdingers Assistant And one of the people who cracked hextech the first time so i feel like its just logical,,,? they couldnt even think up an excuse for why they cant go to him? it just makes me sad,, both because im curious n wanna know what hes up to but also

viktor was right......................

[maestro-of-clockwork]

[Oh this is gonna be one long ride, then-/j Im gonna try doing a more fast list about the Ocs here and how i imagine they would interact with Antonio, And maybe in the future im gonna do a more detailed version in rp or ooc (Tw of manipulation mention and also longass text)

Also all of these versions are like "Au" almost because their og version is your normal DHMIS goofy ahh bois Laurence - I've already showed a bit how much of an asshole he is and how he would interact with Tony in rp but oH GOD THERES SO MUCH MORE ABOUT HIM- If Lesley is the equal of a "God" to the puppet world, Then Laurence is the equal of literal Lucifer to them- Cunning, Puts himself high asf in a pedestal because he KNOWS he has much, much more power than anyone else, Wants to see everyone bow to him and Will play with your sanity like how a cat plays with a toy. But even thought he acts more "Nicer" normally, He is a lot more cruel and direct to the point when acting more agressive (aka he would totally place his feet on someone's head and squish it out of spite) OH AND I DIDNT EVEN TOUCH ON THE PART ABOUT HIS RELATIONSHIP WITH LINNA- THAT'S A WHOLE PIECE BY ITSELF- But explaining quickly how it is; It's him dangling a little light of hope that the loop will stop some hour or another if she listens to him, Making her basically his servent while she doenst notice he is the cause of her entire suffering- Theo - Already mentioned in RP, But he is like- The equal of Colin ig because he is a computer too- but he is so much, much more fucking bitchy and horrible that makes Colin look like a angel beside him. Manipulative, Sadistic to the point of being the word "Schadenfreude" itself, And even if he doenst show it, He could hurt people out of pure spite or boredom all because he can- I can imagine him and Antonio probably talking about the people they manipulated for own benefit or about their enemies, But just if Antonio is able to handle someone with non-stop ADHD behaviour and loud asf robotic voice (also that loves angering people with anything because, again, he can) Marie - Oh hey, That one who gave Linna trauma about medical stuff! Anyways; Your standart mentally insane nurse/doctor type- Always having a extended creepy smile, Having a questionable interest about dissections and vivisections, Acting SICKY, DERANGEDLY sweet and cute in the WORST times possible, And also doenst help that she has hands like the other mother from coraline true form- So maybe her and Antonio would go along really well? Who knows Lucy & Lisa - One is the embodiment of the universe and the other is fucking dea- i mean a spirit/j Ok but- Maybe those two would not really be the type to talk to Antonio, Maybe Lucy would try because he already talked with Laurence and all, And both are togheter so manipulative bitch going to see manipulative hubby's frienb :> Overall, Lucy is the more colder, Snarky type around others, But also would do a amazing "Rapunzel's mother" type if she had the chance. (*cough* linna *cough*) She can really put on a nice talk for hours and hours, And with that, Can get people on her cosmic web pretty well until some day she'll feel like crushing someone's hope- Lisa in the other hand is just- Too quiet and nice i think; They just want to chill around blooming flowers before winter comes and they needs to go help Coffin with all the dying people in the cold, So pretty indiferent about life and death. Rosé & Sabrina - Not really having much about these two interacting with Antonio tbh- Rosé is a literal cult leader like shrignold but instead about love its about the fame world and stuff and Sabrina is snarky and acts more like a popular teenager girl who loves picking on people even thought she is already pretty much an really old adult- And Rosé is the type of old gossipy man who wants to see his enemies fall without having to move a finger- Im gonna end here for now because i have more of them to talk about but it's already so long mjnhbgabhsnjd SORRY FOR LONG TEXT I JUST LIKE U AND THIS BLOG VERY MUCH-]

[[ first off, sorry for not responding rp-wise for so long, sometimes longer writing takes more outta me BUT i have the writing power(tm) now!

& from the sound of it, i think he'd generally get along with all of them! but also want to see what makes them tick, but that's just an antonio thing ]]

[rzyraffek]

Fallout characters with plus size s/o!

(Swf)(also by s/o I mean main character😈)(they them pronouns)

(Funfact:back in the days(midage) plus-size people were seen as richer, better taken care of, because it meant that they didnt have to work they ass of And could affort food. And I feel like it would be similar in apocalipse world😈)(and in ancient rome chubby girls were seen as top tier wife materials) (those are my honest thought about characters and how they really would react, so if one of them seems mean, im sorry)

Fallout3

Butch- okay we all know he is an asshole, he would bully them with his super mega cool gang. BUT when they save his mom he will respect them madly, and feel guilt. Sadly there was no time for apologising because s/o was busy looking for their dad. Oh I forgot to mension, he is great example of this cringy prompt "he bullies you because he loves you"🙄 But after s/o came back to valut he went😳 specialy if s/o got some cool scars/piercings/shaved heas/tattoos. Also He will bully Amanda for kicking them from valut. And then probably leave too, its boring without them. And he finds strech Marks hot (they are super hot for him) (when they meet in wastelands he will apologise and simp)

Charon- bruh he simply doesnt care, about their looks. Fuck when they met he didnt even care about their peronality. It was simple they point he shoots. But later after long time and work Charon finally starts to belive them that he isnt just another tool, another weapon. For them he was a person with his own history and opinions and thats what got him in love, not their looks. Of course it took a long time for him to get use to the idea of being his own free person But he slowly warms up to it. Also no matter how much they weigh he can pick them up easly. He sucks at any kind of comunication but Hes trying

Fallout new vegas

Raul-just like charon- He doenst care about their looks. He seen all types of people, before and after bombs.

Boone- this guy judges everyone, doesnt matter if u are top1 skinnies person ever or the most musuclar ever, he will judge you at first. Later he turns into smol bean that needs comforting and hugs. He is this Type of person to never talk about his emotions but He will open up later. He will Just hug them from behind and say some unholy stuff🙄men🙄

Benny-tbh he feels like guy Who would be more into plus-size people than skinny. Also He would spoil them with complements. He has No opinon about strech marks,they are Just there thats all. If any of his chairman would even Look at them in wrong way... guess Who lost job today😎. He would love cuddles and BENNY THE SMOL SPOON🤯

Vuples-this bitch, this little crazy furry. He would say a lot of mean coments. But if his future s/o proves that they are as strong(and even stronger) than average person He will stop. He Just tried to intimidate them, and tried to find easy spot. He wont apologise but wont do it ever again. And deeper into relationship He would love to hug them and say good stuff about their looks (not complements more like honest good words idk how to explain)

Arcade-finds it cute, specialy if s/o has big tights. At first he wont comment on it(he is raised well, he know that its rude to coment someones body) but if they get along he will let them know that they look stunning🥰 Just imagine him resting his head on their legs and reading random book then falling asleep.

Joshua Grahm- he is a chirstian boi he would neve-😳lourd have mercy😳😳 he thought the only women he needs in his life is holy mary but oh my. He is lucky that he has whole body covered in bangades. If he could, he would blush. Bonus points if s/o belives in the same God as him. He will invite them to prays together, if they arent religious he will still invite them in hopes that they will join him🤯 he is in love with their chubby arms and/or legs. And hes the last one to judge their strech marks(his skin care is worse than my math grade i dont think he cares about their ether) (also strech marks arent caused by bad skin care that was a joke please dont cancel me)

Ulysses- he knew them for years, he doesnt care and will bomb anyone mean to them. Imagine romantic afternoon, firecamp, s/o sitting On ground fixing their gun/Reading magazines and ulysses Just laying On their lap or stomach and telling stories. He been thrue alot, most of it may be scary but there were some good parts and thats what he is focusing on at this point of his life.

I will make seperate one for fallout 4 characters later. Its just a lot of them and im sleepy.

And by s/o dont mean nesecary romantic relationship, i just didnt know what to call it? Because theres no way in hell im putting y/n in this (unless somone request)

Also if u got offended im so sorry(im not jokin i really apoligise) and im not skinny aswell so some of those ideas i got from my own expirience and life🥰 its 2am btw

[curious-menace]

OH OH!! I know everyones legit a giant, and that isn’t excluding The Riddler, but- maybe HCs for a taller S/O? If any of these asks become too much, just let me know!

im trying to do 4 bullet points for “all the riddlers” asks so i dont overexert myself 

Riddlers x tall s/o

Arkham riddler

hmm. well he likes the rest of you. he can always wear lifts or something. 

sorry that was mean, he didnt intend it that way. He’s just a little insecure is all. he’s not used to being the smaller one and lets be real. he’s got some trust issues with people who are bigger or stronger than him coughthanksbatmancough.

Actually maybe this will be good? he needs a bodyguard. how good at fighting are you? 

he absolutely HATES that you can just pick him up like he weights nothing. maybe if he’d stop falling asleep at his desk you wouldn't have to pick him up bridal style and take his tired ass to bed

Blacklight Riddler

short so? excellent. tall so? also excellent. he likes to be little spoon so i hope you like having someone permanently attached to ur chest in bed. 

he’s only 5ft8 so i hope you dont mind lifting him up to reach high places or getting stuff off the top shelves. 

he likes having a tall partner to make him feel protected. he’s going to stand on his tippy toes and look over your shoulder like this >:3 when someone challenges him. 

He REALLY likes being picked up and spun around. he really is a big kid sometimes.

BTAS Riddler

dont be an insecure baby eddie. you're the same height as your s/o, you're both tall stop whining. 

He’s got an issue with he and his s/o being equal. he likes to be holding all the cards. its not a healthy mindset, he needs to get over it. 

i can see him asking you not to wear heels or stuff that makes you look even taller. he wont tell you directly but he will huff and pout when you do it.

ok he’s got to admit he likes being able to dance with you at face level. its nice not to hurt his back for a change. 

Original Riddler

oh thank god, someone who knows his struggles. how do you stretch out your sleeves? or do you just buy stuff that is too large and have it taken in? are ceilings getting lower or is it just me?

he likes being able to wear your clothes. all his other s/o’s have been too small for that kind of thing. 

its kinda funny that everyone refers to you two as giants 

the only problem is sleeping. you need a double king sized bed to accommodate the pair of you, and space is at a premium in gothams hideout market. 

Telltale Riddler

he’s kinda short but he’s not super pissy about it.

“i will climb you like a tree!” vibes. small, so he’s closer to hell. 

he doenst like you looking taller than him in photos so you always have to crouch. in person he doesn't really care. he’ll probably use your height to his advantage, either in a fight or just around the house with his death traps. 

constantly sticking his face in your tummy or chest for hugs. will motor boat you if he thinks he can get away with it. i dont care that he’s the oldest riddler he can be immature when he thinks no one is looking. 

Zero year Riddler

finally! an equal! someone worthy of status at his side!

you two are going to rule over gotham like gods! the only thing that can stop you is door frames and low ceilings. 

has put truck backing up noises on his phone to play while you walk just to mess with you. don't worry, he wont do it if it upsets you, hes just a wind up merchant. 

likes to pretend he’s smaller than you and cant reach things so you’ll do it for him. yes he is that lazy. 

There ya go acrylic. i'm trying to limit myself for a little while by doing less points. i think ive done more asks in the last 3 days than ive done in my entire life haha. id like to work on some of my own stuff for a little bit but i feel weird having the asks closed hah

Got something you wana talk about ? send me an ask or a dm! im always game to talk about our favorite curious menace 💚💜

[notyobabygirl]

Hey again im the one with the bf with trust issues. 🙋🏻‍♀️ Thank you a lot for reading and answering 🙏🏼 But I think I didnt explain myself correctly:

Well since my bf cant even call me his gf, i try not to go too deep or emotional with him because i feel like this makes him a little panicked or anxious. He doesnt like emotional talk (because he doesnt want to attach this fast) and he feels like i am pushing him with all these stuff.

But then again, i tell him that i trust him with everything and that he can trust me too (he told me he can trust me with many things) i tell him that i wont leave him, i dont leave people, if i would dump him then i would do it in the first problem we had. When he gets angry i calm him down, even if he breaks my heart i try to think like him and understand him. I try to build a strong and healthy relationship with him and tell him to treat me differently because i do so. i told him that i defend him to myself because everyone can blame the other one its so easy but in order to not fight and understand each other we need to empathize. I say so many things like this.

He also doenst like to get help and share his problems, instead he likes to distance. Well if he wants to be alone then why am I here in the first place? But I am patient and I know he will break his walls eventually. I just want to help him do so and speed up the process just a little bit.

He is also in guard. Like I dont even joke sometimes and he thinks I made fun or him or I was bitter towards him. I only love and support him but he is like a wild animal sometimes. I know this is probably past experiences but no matter how much I remind him that I am not someone else, I still cant change this.

I just don't know what else I can do 😩 I mean him trusting me would make him feel good too he would be more peaceful so it's actually a win-win and not something selfish. I love him sooo much that I would spend every moment with him but cause of all this "not gonna attach and feel deep feelings" stuff I dont even say it to him because I know he would feel pressured and things got out of his hands and I never want him to feel bad he is a bit weaker than me with emotions like he cant deal as much as I can. 🦋

hi angel! you can try and try all you want but it will get to a point where you need to stop trying, a hard pill to swallow is you cant change someone, they need to change on themselves and actually want to do the work to change, it seems like your guy does have a lot of issues and if he doesn't want to get help to help himself then there is nothing else you can do. I think you need to face the facts and know you're worth, you shouldn't have to change someone. I know this might not be the answer your necessarily looking for but you will find someone who is perfect for you and you dont need to question your worth. love you sm 

[tumblunni]

Okay..uhh..man i dont even know what pronouns to use for this character

Like the few posts in their tag call them nonbinary? But it seems thats just because of that one line saying "gender is stupid" which was literally in response to someone saying "stop dressing like a girl, youre a boy". And like every single artwork of this character everywhere forever shows her dressed incredibly feminine and like.. Calling herself a girl. And the series just treats it as "quirky gay man who's lol sooooo gay that he crossdresses all the time" and seriously everyone else seems to call her a man and she calls herslf a girl? Like this really doenst seem like a nonbinary character this seems like an old manga with a poor understanding of trans people that was using kind of offensive language to refer to a trans woman and like.. Now just looking back on it through a a modern lens we'd say it seems like how we talk about nonbinary people.

Cos i mean seriously man this is just a girl who always dresses as a girl and calls herself a girl and loves girly stuff and its just meant to be somehow 'comical' because she's uhh..well..clearly flat chested and the manga makes it clear she was "born a man". And seriously wtf is up with this "comical" slant to all of it?? Like im glad to see trans rep and i understand that its so flawed because its a really ahead of its time bit of representation that was made in a time when bigotry was a lot more overwhelming and LGBT equality had made less strides. But still it seems so weird that even if they think of this character as "a gay man who likes to crossdress" then they'd be portraying "him" as a joke when they'd had other positive gay characters before. And like its not even outright "eww trans women" or anythingits just like they draw her SO exaggerated when she shows her crush on Toya and then he's drawn all..comically disgusted? And everyone is all shocked? And it was really confusing for the first chapter before they had a character staye that she was DMAB cos seriousky it just looked like everyone being weird to this girl for no reason.

And then just.. THERE'S A REALLY WEIRD UNDERTONE HERE

Like i wondered why on earth Toya's crush on Yukito was played so understated and never allowed to be outright confirmed even though its clearly canon and they were able to show Syaoran having a crush on literally the same guy before.

But seriously its starting to become WEIRD in regards to that! Like Ruby Moon is telling Yukito "i'll steal him away if you dont want him" so hey yes confirmation that it IS fuckin canon and they JUST WONT SAY IT. and then they have this really weird dance around conversation where toya is all "ugh gasp you're a-" and like he's...uncomfortabke with her being "a man" (SHE'S NOT A MAN DAMMIT) and she's like "but yukito is also" [suspicious gap in dialogue] "and you" [suspicious gap in dialogue] "him". Its all fuckin weird how much theyre dancing around saying the word gay or even saying a man loves a man yet they SAID IT BEFORE FOR SYAORAN! And then the dancibg around LGBT terms was actually used kinda cleverly here cos it could also mean "yes i'm a clow card and yukito is also not human". And probably the writers could point to that as reasonable denial if anyone accused them of writing a trans woman, i guess...

And uhh.. Yeah.. I think i get why these two situations are considered "different" by the writers.there was just a whole fuckin chapter about Syaoran realizing that her REALLY loves sakura and he only mistook his feelings for a crush on another boy because something something sensing subconciously that yukito had magic in him. And now its presented as CHARACTER GROWTH that he gives up on yukito and goes and has a straight relationship instead. And at the same time in the same chapter Tomoyo also decides to give up on her crush on Sakura WITHOUT EVER EVEN TELLING HER OR TRYING TO SEE IF SHE FEELS THE SAME WAY because she just thinks sakura will be happier witj syaoran. And this is meant to be noble and again be character development. And then looking back we had that whole plot of tomoyo's mom having a crush on sakura's mom and it being played all comical?? And her accusing sakura's dad of being a cradle robber and horrid for LITERALLY FUCKING HIS UNDERAGE STUDENT AND SHE DROPPED OUT OF SCHOOL TO MARRY HIM was again played for 'comedy' and she 'learns her lessonc that he's really a good guy and everything is fine.

So..yeah. It seems like a bit of an undercurrent of "gay crushes are a thing for children that you grow out of". Cos seriously the way they play the "comedy" on these older characters is like.. Infantalizing them? Tomoyo's mom is meant to be seen as immature and overreacting. And sakura's mom of course 'grew up' and got a 'real relationship'...

Or like i dunno maybe this was all an accidental implication caused by writers who just didnt realize what itd look like when they make EVERY SINGLE QUEER CHARACTER LOSE THE LOVE TRIANGLE and also refuse to actually confirm the one singular potential actually happy, healthy and recipricated gay pairing.

Also calling a trans woman a man and making everyone act grossed out by her expressing interest in her and making it all so confusing that even actual LGBT people dont really know what to make of it...

And then like there's also some bit where they say "oh well clow card guardians dont actually have gender", by which they mean "biological sex" cos i mean clearly they have genders! And why would "having no biological sex" give them ALL THE BODIES OF MEN??? Like seriously why would "cannot reproduce" mean "male by default"? Why would one of these "genderless" creatures make fun of one of the others for choosing to be female if none of them were born aligned to either of the human reproductive categories in the first place? Like its not "ha why are you being female, we dont have genders" its "why are you NOT BEING A MAN, we dont have genders". That makes no sense!! Also double wtf cos like 90% of all the clow cards look feminine and even half of the ones who don't still use female pronouns and get listed as female in the profiles. Like yes, all of them are drawn flat chested or with barbie doll anatomy but that doesnt make them "men by default"! And nobody's ever mentioned this before, we havent had kero-chan being all "ugh this is the DEVIANT Windy card that PRETENDS to be a girl" or anything. Seriously i cant get over the fact that its her straight up sibling guardian who's the one who makes fun of her for wearing a girls uniform. You are a goddamn talking panther!! What do you care about human cissexism!!

I dunno man the whole thing's got me a bit grumpled.

Also they continue dojng the damn nasty "romance" between a 35 year old teacher and a ten year old girl IN A MANGA AIMED AT TEN YEAR OLD GIRLS, and its presented all wholesome and life goalsy with no criticism whatsoever. Its been getting even creepier and it fuckin STARTED with him giving her a wedding ring! Now theyre really drawing attention to how young she is cos she sews a makeshift teddy bear for him and gives it to him as a good luck charm thatll make their love last. Gahhhhhh

[highonthought]

he is NOT your boyfriend.

i have to put this soemwhere and i dont want to tell him. I think i let my feelings get too big again. Its hard not to love him. impossible.

I want to speak to him everyday. hear his voice. talk about everything all the time. being just with him would be enough. he isnt one to like talking, but being apart, i fear thats all thats left.

i want nothing left unspoken. i wish i knew what he thought of me. I like to think that it would affect how i feel towards him, or clarify it at least. how do i feel about him?

Well, its a mix. Im scared. of his perception of me, if he'd ever consider us again. But thats the fear, the top that wont let me get to real grimy bit of how i feel.

I love him. I'd like to be with him. I'd like to celebrate our wins together.

I love him. I don't want to drag him down. I don't want to bore him. I don't want to burden him with my "who am i"s and yellow brick road confusion.

I belive everyone is capable and worthy of love, no matter their state in life I feel at the brink oof all capabilities. I feel motivated when he reminds me. I don't want to ever be pitied by him.

If we date, i want him to want me as I am knowing its merely the fear that weighs me down.

i worry that the real reason he doenst want to date me is that i didnt live up to the potential i formerly was so proud and sure of. That future i boasted about

hes mentioned it a few times. He cares about me and hed like to see me succeed more than anything. Me quiere and the only reason he hasnt considered us getting back together is that he wouldnt want to get in the way of be going after what I want. I wonder, if he were brutally honest with me, doesnt he just mean im not enough right now. pleanty of people love a lot more with a lot less.

i'm not going to beg him to love me. i adore being sweet with him, but when i sit down and think it over. Really, it just makes me sad. It seems futile. I know, I said i would go where ever this feeling took me, even if it meant heartbreak, because i had hurt him before and id take the karma over going thru those 2 years again.

He said he probably woudlnt even want to see other girls ever since we started talking again. That doesnt mean we wants to date me thho. wanting me and actually going for it are different. i feel like im just here filling the spot of a girlfriend while suppressing every need a girlfriend would have. "act like one, dont feel like one"

If ii were my friend, i would pity me. I am my friend, so i try not to think about it.

what ive been doing so far is what feels right. I dont feel good thinking too far ahead. Stopped trying to do what i "should" or whats "right". But now i think that what i feel is that i love him. I started to embrace the role of a girlfriend when i shouldnt have allowed myself to do so. being close and sweet with him is great, but im starting to feel like an idiot. kindness and friendship are wonderful. I fear he has no intentions of actually dating me, and that why i crossed a line. I thought we were blurring lines bc the gradient was changing, nope. I stubled into a sad blissful confusion.

i find myslef only thinking of him throughout the day. hoping all my notifications are from him. wanting to bug himat all hours of the day.

I need to realize that he is NOT my boyfriend. He has no intention of asking me to be his girlfriend. I need to leave him alone. Text him as a friend. Laura, please stop playing pretend. It is only causing hurt. No matter how truly caring he is, and kind his words are, they don't hold water.

He is Not your boyfriend, so stop acting like it. Maybe then youll stop feeling betrayed.

[theday]

i forgot to copy andpste the rules fuckjdjh anwyay taged by @younghyuuns and @pupcats :D thank u guys for tagging me i havent done this in ages

tagging: @minhyukwithagun (just saw ur new icon ffuck) @briwoon and @tokayhk u guys dont have to tho ily all oh also @hyunghoney and @hyungkyunnie and @minhyukt suddenly im tagging everyone u guys dont have to do it either ily toohdjh

last:

drink: water hddhh im so happie to hear everyones answer is water too stay fresh

phone call: ................ oh my mum i was gonna say i dont call ppl but she called the house phone yesterday

text message: ‘what’ jhddsjhjhsh

song you listened to: beside you by 5so/s im wheesinghs falen kdhs

time you cried: really cried??? january on a thursday aka last month i broke down in school djhhsjh schools the place i cry the most i couldnt go through one month without breaking downdjhdhs every year i have 2 cry there at least once apparently jesushdjs

have you ever:

dated someone twice: i havent even dated anyone once

been cheated on: see above

kissed someone and regretted it: see above

lost someone special: immmdmfmmdkks i guess not? in terms of friends they were special but not anymore so i guess that doesnt count

been depressed: nope

been drunk and thrown up: in this house we only drink water

in the past year have you:

made a new friend: heck yeah? i made so many good pals after revamping this blog im so happie :( 

fallen out of love: no lol i stopped having this crush on this person at the end of 2016 best decision of my life

laughed until you cried: one too many times but i cant remember any ;-/ 

met someone who changed you: falen?? but everyone has an effect on mehjd 

found out who your true friends are: well . yeah

found out someone was talking about you: idk i dont rememberjhdhjhs i dont care enough

general:

how many people on tumblr do you know in real life?: only karissa and she doenst even use tumblr much ;-/ 

do you have any pets?: i wish i did D: but not now.. jsjd maybe when im out of this country/place

do you want to change your name?: ifjkksj not rly..??????? i just hated it for a while when i was younger bc i didnt like the nicknames that came with my namejhddh

what time did you wake up this morning: 11am fuck my life

what were you doing last night: giffing :D and then i gave up bc it started messing up so i went to bed

name something you cannot wait for: school to start bc im excited since its a whole new jhhdhsh thng? but im also terrified im learning physics theres a reason why i took biology instead man my course is called biotechnology nothhjjhhjjhsjhhf physics dont interact 

have you ever talked to a person named tom?: the only tom i know is tom from tom and jerry

what’s getting on your nerves right now: the gifs 

blood type: a emoji

nickname: when ging said her answer i lost my mind how many of you arent using ur real names tf... does ging stand for ginger also this question is about me hold onfjdhhhjshd uh egg and meggan i guess? nutfucker toojhdjhhjdh bc that was my ig name so irl ppl would call me that and embarrass me thanks or just nut because of that username too

relationship status: never dated thank god

zodiac sign: capricorn sun and taurus moon im the .optimum dirt call me soil hdjsh also i showed ayesha my chart and she lost her mind saying the reason why i say oh worm so much is bc im like 50% earth i couldnt stop laughing tumblr install a filter search function in chats i need to dig that up 

pronouns: she/her

favorite show: haikyuu i aint gonna stop loving u bitch

college: idk what this means either im not gonna tell yall my school im gonna be doing biotechnology tho trust me i dont know what the fuck that course is about im a fool all i know is that it has to do with cells [changkyun voice] well its cells

hair color: black but i like to think its brown

do you have a crush on someone: crushes and the whole. love game is cursed 

what do you like about yourself: i learn... from my mistakes i guess idk also im generally friendly .         ...

firsts:

first surgery: none

first piercing: none im a [redacted] 

first sport you joined: fucking. golf or swimming or tennis i used to be all about sports now i just. walk 

first vacation: probably malaysia

first pair of sneakers: converse which i used to deem as clown shoes ... now all i wear are converse dkhhdshj

right now:

eating: amylase 

drinking: nothing i need to drink water im thirsty hold on stay hydrated if ur reading this drink some water

i’m about to: pee i need to go, 

listening to: spotify ad time hates me. ill go back to this later oh wait this isnt a spotify ad anymore scavenger by finish ticket who r they? idk either my friend recommends me songs and theyre good but by bands ive never heard of

want kids: no iwnt animals

get married: marriage ? sounds phake

career: ive been saying this since 2016 but farmer

which is better:

lips or eyes: i hate myself i read lips and thought of l** m*nhyuk ;-/ singularity’s impact! and nojhhsjjhdh idk? fucking both i guess ??????? i dont look at peoples faces often

hugs or kisses: depends on the kiss but i love huggingjdhjhd i dont think. id be able to hug certain people tho? which is weird im fine with likejhdhjsjh hugging this person (usually happens when we’re watching movies bc djdkjjs im a [redacted] again so i have to hide my eyes) but i cant imagine myself.. hugging my other friendshjhdh??? idk itd be awkward ig 

shorter or taller: taller ! love me that height if ur below 165 cm dont talk to me

older or younger: older ???? or my age idk 

romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous im always like this with my friendsjhfhjhdh me: hey lets walk there instead my friends: ready tof ucking kill me

sensitive or loud: a ? a mediudndjs like... an in between 

hookup or relationship: preferably nothing but relationship of coursehjhd

troublemaker or hesitant: an inbetween jjdshjshd?? idk shit lads

have you ever:

kissed a stranger: nope

drank hard liquor: drank sparkling water once it counts 

lost contacts/glasses: no im so blind they always have to be on my fucking face 

sex on first date: sex never . 

broken someone’s heart: yeah but when i was kid so it probably didnt mean much 

been arrested: iddjsh i was gonna joke but i cant think of anything so no

turned someone down: jhdhhdjs yeah but mostly like hangouts?? hdjhd not like dates and shit 

fallen for a friend: let me think the first girl i liked wasnt a friend but when we became friends i was like o womrie nvm but she did help me realize im Not straight as did tumblr which even tho i constantly insult it helped me a lot fjdhjhs but my two crushes after were on my friends ;-/ my first crush unfortunately on a guyddhhs wasnt my friend either tho damn now u guys know my whole backstory :D

do you believe:

in yourself: sometimes bitch has 2 get those grades man

miracles: yes you (love live) please come home........ ... .... 

love at first sight: dam. was gonna talk abt anime again but hjhdhshj no ? i guess not maybe like wow ur attractive at first sight but thats it

if u read until the end thank u ur the realest have a good day!!!!!

[skyedill-blog]

300 things that make me happy (May 11th, 2014)

  music that reminds you of something good

coldplay

doctor who

wes anderson

arctic monkeys

watercolors

my grandma’s house

my grandma

cats

dogs

my other grandma

my parents

getting money

my sisters

when my palms aren’t clammy

old photos

blogging

supernatural

cardigans

christmas lights

steel guitar strings

making movies

sleeping in

staying up all night

sunrises

candles

new converse

wifi working

biking

benedict cumberbatch

sherlock holmes

family videos

the vlogbrothers

learning something new

teaching someone something new

calvin & hobbes comic books

ampersands &&&&&

remembering something i forgot

full battery

the fault in our stars

tea

coffee

clean dishes

honey

when my sister thinks im funny

getting better from a cold

colored napkins for parties

bad music that you still like

being the first to wake up

grapefruit soda

passionate political debates without bigotry

equality

hugs

when you get to lick the spoon during baking

coming home

running away

strangers who smile back

when you and one other stranger see something funny and you smirk at each other

little kids that make faces with you

the london underground

winston churchill

colin firth

jarred telling me dumb jokes

the tylers

my cousins

when films are remade from a long time ago and they are really good

when films are remade from a long time ago and they are really bad but you see them anyway

appreciating good art

laughing at stupid pretentiously simple art

67 chevy impalas

oversized jumpers

indoles crew

chapin’s class

finding my old clothes from when i was little

the color green

sun shining through the cracks in the leaves

tia

kepler

my family in denmark

carlsberg beer

meeting strangers on buses and having nice conversations

old english women named sally

maddy because she calls me a dork and makes me laugh

my grandma’s accent

my mom’s accent

bridget’s singing voice

getting to stay up when the little cousins have to go to sleep

the kids table at thanksgiving

bread

coloring

finding out that you got accepted to college at your dream school

spaghetti

rosy cheeks

finger painting

days that my depression lifts a bit and i feel like a normal kid again

the smiths

three hole punching

getting glasses for the first time and its like you found god

old cameras

new cameras

101 dalmatians

new york city

being surrounded in books

when i do homework and dont cry

new music that i cant believe i didnt know about

internet friends

getting mad and just swearing like a sailor because damn it feels good

dean winchester because he taught me about love  

sam winchester because he taught me about forgiveness

cas because he taught me about redemption

bobby singer because he taught me that family doesnt end in blood

porch swings

boys

alex turner’s accent and hair

The number 115

triangle banners

the hotel room i stayed in when i was in berlin

trivia

brushing my teeth

morning star farms veggie sausage

during spring when the sun is up by the time i leave for school

lord of the rings and the hobbit

going to the library for class instead

apple products

white linens

top gear uk

james may’s stupid hair

maps

getting confirmation

star gazing

teaching my little cousins about science and the stars

the fact that we are all made of stardust

puns

when you know a word in a different language and you feel really cool for remembering it and connecting it wow im cool

lower case letters

newly vaccuumed carpet

the sound of stapling

muffins

shredding paper

exact change

getting homework done early

mediterranean food

karl pilkington and how much he hates everything

stephen fry quotes

obama

calling my friends nerds

waking up early

plane rides

soft socks

when family brings you home leftovers

when my step dad gives me life lessons

my cat rory. rip.

my dog seeger

les miserables

showtunes

frank sinatra

billie holiday

queen elizabeth II

james bond movies

alfred hitchcock movies

billy wilder movies and how he was a sarcastic butthead

warm paper just off the printer

freshly mowed grass

evolution theories because wow that is so cool and learning how species grew and evolved is insane

colorful kites

museums

tuesdays

old timey christmas music

the thought of moving away from home and doing something new even though its really scary

mac and cheese

when packages come for you in the mail

the feeling i had when i got my drivers license

mr. kato

pirates

when people fall asleep on your shoulder and you suddenly feel that being their pillow is your only purpose

my family in miami

winning board games

when people get their braces off

kick ass lyrics that perfectly make sense

accepting how fragile things are and being better for it

stand up comedians

rainy days that make you feel a little sad and chilly but its good to be sad sometimes

unrealistically tiny things

getting compliments from people you are trying to impress

backing out of plans you didnt really want to fufill

shows without continuity errors

when movies and tv shows say the title of the movie or tv show

colloquialisms

freckles

songs turned acoustic

quirks about people like scars or birthmarks

leonardo dicaprio because like holy crap have you seen that guy act

shakespeare

formatting errors

irony

having a good calendar

a clean house and your mom being proud of you

painting walls

finishing a good tv show or series and having a good cry

books

kissing

oragami

pepper jack cheese

concerts that make you feel like you belong somehow with all these strangers and the lights go down and you all sing

giving a waiter/waitress a good tip

writing lyrics on the back of your hands

feeling like a stupid teenager with loud music and ripped jeans which somehow feels like your own rebellion against nothing

knowing that however old i get i will still be that stupid teenager who eats cold pizza and plays my music a little too loud

listening to people talk

road trips

pranking my step-dad

filling up the gas tank all the way

my aunt tiffany’s house

peaceful people

diplomatic solutions to violent things

pianos

cool light fixtures

film scores

inventiveness

dystopian novels

finishing a long paper

basset hounds

photo booth

clark’s shoes

mayonnaise on wasa with yellow tomatoes and salt and pepper

veggie burgers with fried green tomatoes

nostalgic places

monty python

peter pan

boarding passes

butter

blue skies

overcast

shadow puppets

blanket forts

camping

the smell of mosquito spray

waterfalls

driving through the smoky mountains

bon iver

harry potter

learning about WWI and WWII

good quotes

google because without it i probably wouldnt be graduating high school

when people let me talk/encourage me to keep talking because sometimes im made fun of for talking too much

knowing weird facts about things and getting to tell people

hearing people talk about the things they love

hearing people laugh

trumpets

when people stand up for me or notice when i am being wronged without me telling them

when people remember my name

having a sub for a teacher i dont like

understanding a math concept because it is rare

riding in golf carts

weekends

christmas trees

eurovision

french

plot twists

nice patio furniture

waking up to thunderstorms

witty welcome mats

having the windows down all the way in the car and it's really cold but it feels good to feel something

tom hiddleston

that really nice business man i met on the tube several months ago

booty

getting my hair cut

those really pretty flowers in england

laying in the sunshine on the living room carpet

high waisted shorts

strawberries

pirouettes

lemonade

glitter

the rain song by led zeppelin

those erasers shaped like food

rollercoasters (not too big)

campfire smell

waking up with good hair

conchita’s beard

copenhagen

really juicy pens

horse movies

april ludgate

the sun

the moon

weeping willow trees

acing a test

alpacas

warming your hands on a hot mug

red noses after playing in the snow

watching old movies during a rainstorm

hammocks

baby toes

those pretty lights on northumberland street

mushy peas and chips

wristwatches

scratch & sniff stickers

knowing that even though i will get older and my hair will grow and my skin will wrinkle and scar and this list will be revised… that i will still be me and its okay to change… its okay to run away and make stupid choices and dye all your clothes purple and waste your money and eat cheesecake… its okay because my list will change and so will i and hating what you used to be gets nothing done and neither does hating who you are. things are changing and they wont stop. today these 300 things make me happy and one day they wont but that doenst mean i lost myself. it means i grew. i know that. that makes me happy.

moving on

[ceentipede]

american gods meta

here are my thoughts on TV!Laura Moon, and how that character is portrayed and how she can be (easily) misunderstood, because i can already hear people thinking she fucked up and she’s a hoe, etc. 

Please, Neil Gailman doenst write a character this flat, they’ll never be “just a bitch“ or “ ust a hoe“. This episode did great with portraying it. And here’s why:

ok first of all, yeah, she’s a bitch and she done fucked up, if you opened this expecting me to defend her, nah i’m not that petty.

But Laura is much more than that. Laura wanted to fill space, and to live, like actually, really live. And succeed, and have stories to tell, Laura wanted to be heard, and to be something. 

This was (perfectly) portrayed in most of her dialogues, specially the way she confronted almost everyone when they said something in “ automatic mode “.  

Starting with Robbie’s dialogue with her, which i think its pretty important and easily misunderstood/looked over.

Ex: Robbie wanting to come in and accepting to only be a lover, that dialogue is incredible.

“ -Last night was a one night stand, Robbie, i’m waiting for Shadow. 

  -Okay, i understand, you’re waiting for shadow. “

Robbie said this in automatic mode, he literally just listened to what she said and answered anything so he could keep the talk and maybe fuck her. But Laura wants more than that. She’s not the type of person that lives on automatic and she despises that type of living.  And that’s why she proceeds to confront him.

“-Do you really understand? “

“- Yeah, i do. Sure.”

“Do you, really?.

So after Robbie *really* stops to answer and think on automatic he answers, yes, he does, but now he knows what he’s getting into and he knows he’s signing this friends with benefits/lover deal. And after he does this, she gives him what he wanted, the sex and all that.

Another really great thing that had me thinking a lot, and something that i really give props to Bryan Fuller/Neil Gailman is how they always present her as a player, and how she’s always manipulating the cards. This is shown constantly trough the entire episode, 

Starting with the very first scene, she works on the casino messing and playing the cards for customers, and this transistions/relates to her relationship with Shadow Moon perfectly, with the whole “ using him to rob the casino “ deal. But most importantly, this shows she’s always a player.

For Laura, life is a game, she wants to live, she wants to have stories to tell she wants to fill space, she wants to play this game. And she’s a damn good player at it, So good she doesnt need to cheat, nor wants to. When she makes these “ contracts “ she’s settling up for the game and wathever happens outside of those puzzles is insignificant for her.

i.e Shadow getting caught, she didnt care at all about most of that, she accepted the game was rigged and that she lost, this is shown by her pure lack of worry on the prision, it was almost like “ okay we lost, its going to take probably 6 years, 3 if we divide the sentence for us to get back, i’ll happily take my loss and accept the punishment. “

another great example is how she did not care at all for Robbie falling in love with her, this could be misunderstood with her being a bitch and selfish, but for Laura, its not her fault and its not for her to take care of it, Robbie accepted the game and the terms, wathever elements outside of the game that affected Robbie is Robbie’s fault, not her. That’s why she was so cold. Its not that she’s a bitch, i mean, she is, but she’s an honest bitch. Not a selfish one.

This is *again* shown when she denies Anubis trial, for her, thats a game that she already lost with no logic whatsoever, and she’s not going to take it. 

Anyway i could go hours on this, but i feel like i already explained most of what i wanted to point out, i’ll leave the other scenes for you to discover when you’re watching (or rewatching) the rest of the series. I hope they keep up the good work with character dialogue and consistency. 

[heartsoftruth]

This girl won Big Brother in Brazil back in February. She is the most disgusting human being I have ever laid my eyes on. Many people tried to stop her from winning the prize (R$1.5m) but unfortunately she has many BLIND fans who do everything for her. The video of her calling people "poor" is just a representation of who she's always shown she is. I'm sure Neymar or Jo would NEVER be friends with someone like her. She is annoying, fake, aggressive, selfish and evil. I assure you

I was already thinking she was desperate AF when I read how she wanted to get near Ney during Bruninho’s party and a day (few days) later attempting to get into his house for his private party. I mean DEPERATEEEE.

By the comments under the Instagram-pages reporting this I already kinda got the feeling she isn't so loved by many Brazilian people, but I didnt know she won BB! Like you said that mean she does have some kind of following who likes/liked her. I also read at some page she doenst do much atm and also doenst get asked for parties anymore because she’s becoming irrelevant. 

Well thats why I was kinda annoyed when I saw that selfie of Ney with her and Jo, but I thought maybe the media was wrong and she was with/after Jo... But as of right now I couldn't even care if she’s after Jo or Neymar. Please go away. I mean even if those people down said mean things towards her just curse at them too. I dont know why she has to talk about money?? That is so tacky. Seriously disgusting. I presume those tickets to Villa Mix are expensive (seeing the line-up) maybe people have to save for that and then she comes on her high horse calling people with ‘normal’ tickets poor... Pfff. That’s why I’m like curse them out with the same words (if they did) with you, but why talk about money?

Anonymous said:LMAO she is so using Jô, when i saw Ney's ig story, the pic of him, jo and that girl my first thought was like "wow a few days ago she was all thirsty to get to neymar not only once but twice" WHICH SHE FAILED 😂 i hope Jô opens his eyes and get rid of her ASAP

Mae Nadine will never accept such a person. Especially not after seeing something like this. It’s probably: “Hello, goodbye” 😂😂 

Jo is way too good for people like that. 

[randalourita]

One Shot: The next step

"Hey babe, wake up, its time" He shook his girlfriend awake, getting a groan in response. He laughed, she was impossible to wake up.

"We gotta get going if you wanna be there for lunch!" He explained, knowing they had a private plane waiting for them.

Nothing.

He sighted and smiled. Leaning in to kiss her cheek softly. Her forehead. Her nose. Her neck. "If you wanted me to wake up you could have just said it." She joked, giving him a good morning kiss. "But hey, i could get use to waking up like that" She smiled, still sleepy after the night they had.

"Come on babe, put on some clothes, we gotta go, the planes waiting." He gave her one final kiss before standing up, at least trying to stand up. She grabbed him by the hand and pulled him down again. "Ugh. Lets just lay here all day. No phones, no planes, just you and me all day long." She begged. He smiled and gave her forehead a kiss. "Im all in if you want to, your choice." He smiled, completely in awe of her.

She then realized what the day was. And straightened up. "Wait. We are supposed to go Texas today. You are meeting my parents, what dont you wanna meet them?" She frowned, her eyes suddenly loosing the light. There wasnt anything she wanted more these days than the man she was in love with, meeting her family.

"Of course i want to baby, i dont know, i guess im just kind of nervous." He grabbed her hand, letting her know that he was all in. Ready to take the next step in their relationship.

"Good." She kissed his hand. "We gotta go right now, we are already late." She quickly stood up, forgetting about what happened the previous night. "Its the first time im meeting your parents, you better wear some clothes, first impressions matter darlin." He laughed, while checking his girlfriend out. She was beautiful.

She quickly put on some clothes and got ready to leave. It was going to be a stressful day, but hopefully, a good one.

They got into her plane and she could tell how nervous he was getting, smiling on the inside she wondered, "that means he cares, doenst it?"

They talked and laughed the whole plane ride, she told him a couple of stories of her childhood to get his mind ready, and once they arrived, he was nothing but perfect.

"Mom, dad, this is Mike, my boyfriend, Mike this is Rick and Bev Lambert." She introduced them. "We know who he is honey" Her mom laughed, as if Miranda introducing them like that was the stupidest thing ever. They already knew everything about he man. "Nice to meet you Mrs. Lambert, Sir." He shook both of their hands, feeling like he was in high school all over again.

"Oh come on, you can call us by our names" Rick smiled at him. They headed upstairs to their rooms to get ready for lunch. "Well that went okay" He told his girlfriend, she laughed, "Honey, you literally only shook their hands, if that had gone bad you were in serious problems, just wait for lunch" She laughed at his reaction. "Oh god, stop being nervous, im just kidding, they are gonna love you. Theres no need to be this scared!" She hugged him tight.

"Its not like im scared, i just need everything to go okay, cause if you didnt realize yet, i kinda like you a lot and want your parents to like me cause i plan on being with you for a long time" He whispered with a smile. She blushed. God, was she in love. She wrapped her arms over his neck and pecked his lips, "I kinda like you a lot too, and i know this is gonna go just fine, i promise." She kissed him once again. They were interrupted by Bevs voice, calling them for lunch.

"It was about time i see you!" Miranda punched his little brother in the back of his head. "Where the hell have you been!?" She asked. "Aww, i missed you too Ranny" He mocked her while she rolled her eyes, not before hugging each other. They were really close. "Babe, this is my brother, Luke, Ass this is Mike" They shook each others hands and immediately began a conversation, while Miranda went to help her mother set the table.

"Hows it going honey?" Bev asked her daughter. "Its been awhile" She continued. Miranda smiled and hugged her. "I know, I've missed y'all. I promise to come more often." She kissed her mothers cheek. "Bring Mike also, he seems nice" Bev winked at her. Miranda laughed. Here we go. "He is, and he's really nervous so just go easy on him." She joked. Her parents could be scary if they wanted, but only if you provoked them. If not, they were the sweetest people you will ever meet.

They all sat down to have some lunch. Miranda next to Mike, Mike in front of Luke who was sitting next to Bev and Rick at the head of the table. They talked about everything, from Mirandas tour, to Mikes, from Lukes girlfriend to Ricks hunting, from Andersons family to Bevs cooking. They laughed through the whole lunch, and Anderson helped Luke pick up the table, Rick following behind them. “He's a good one” Bev smiled at her daughter really quick. Miranda nodded, knowing how lucky she got. 

“Do you wanna go out for a walk, i can show you around” She grabbed his boyfriends hand and headed out. She first showed him her little house, they would have stayed there the night but she really wanted to be with her parents, it had been a while since she last saw them. They continued down to the woods she showed her were she played as a kid, where she used to hide from her parents, everywhere. “This is where i had my first kiss.” She leaned in the tree. “I was-” She stopped to think. “15. His name was Tommy and i dated him to piss my dad off, good times.” She laughed and he leaned in. “Tommy huh?” She nodded. “Was he a good kisser?” “Great one” She joked. “In fact, i think it was the best kiss i ever had.” She continued while he leaned in a little more. “We gotta change that, then” He continued her joke until she nodded, crashing their lips. After a couple of minutes they pulled away. “See, now every time you come here, you won't remember little Tommy” He laughed and grabbed her hand, continuing their walk.

“Oh here! This is my favourite place.” She took him to a lake surrounded by the perfect green grass. “I used to come here with my guitar, and just play some merle, and dont think about anything else than that moment.” They sat down looking at the lake, she was sitting between his legs, laying her head on his chest. “You know-” She looked up. He tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. “You are the first person i brought here” He smiled. “I am? Wow, I'm flattered.” He pecked her lips oh-so-softly. They stayed quiet for a bit, their fingers interwind, staring at the view. “Im glad we did this, meeting out families” He whispered. “Im glad we took this step” He continued. She kissed his cheek and laid her head on his shoulder. “Im glad we did this too, so glad.” 

“I hope you know, I'm 100% in this. I love you, and i plan to love you for a really long time. And this is just a start” He stared into her deep blue eyes. She smiled. She had never been this happy. Right now. Right here. This was everything she needed. She nodded. “I know you are, and i am too. I love you too much to let you go” She kissed his lips, she never thought she would feel so much in just a kiss. They hugged for a while until it was time to go. 

“Come on, we gotta go back to my parents house. They probably miss you already” Miranda joked, her parents already loved him and it had only been a couple of hours.

“At least they like me, thats a huge weight out of my shoulders.” He informed her. 

“Aw you are cute. Did you actually believed that was the rough part?” He stared at her with his eyes wide open, wondering what the hell she was talking about.

“Oh hon, you still haven't met Nonny.”