#i know i've been flooding people's dash with this im sorry

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wanna see how ive been writing all these episodes? spoiler: it was not written with the intent to be read. but its really cute if you can get past and decipher my writes. (also im not 100% sure i like how i did this. may redo this one.) pls feedback. also @rosenotactuallyquartz i think you may like this ((im sorry abt the near daily tags))

under the cut so dashes don't get flooded

greg wakes up. gets coffee. gets breakfast. sits outside. frown.

rose floats over.

rose: good morning greg!

greg: hey rose.

rose: what's the matter? :(

greg: i was hoping you wouldn't ask.. im not doing great.

rose: why is that?

greg: i thought i'd be so happy that you're back. i thought i'd still be completely in love with you like i was before, but.. i just don't feel it anymore. im sorry.

rose, frown: that's okay, greg. we can be friends. i understand. i disappeared for 14 years- not that long to me, but that's a long time for humans. i understand if your feelings changed. especially with all my.. mistakes… revealed. im just glad you told me.

greg: are you sure? its okay to be upset, rose.

rose: i dont follow human relationship dynamics. im a little sad, sure, but you're still a friend. its not the end of the world.

greg: as long as you're okay.

rose: i am. don't worry about me, greg.

greg: okay.

she looks at him with a smile before flying off back home. she walks in.

tumblr note: im really unsure abt the breakup thing honestly. it feels weird especially how she just instantly goes to pearl. tell me ur thoughts yall!

stv, eatin chaps: hey mom.

rose: hi steven. wheres pearl?

stv: ooooooo-

rose chuckles: oh, stop it.

stv: i think she went to her room. she's been in there a lot recently.

rose: huh. alright, thank you steven.

stv: no problem.

rose goes into pearls room.

rose: pearl?

pearl quickly gets up: y-yes rose? sorry, i didn't know you were coming.

rose floats on over: i would like to talk to you about something.

pearl,😳: o-okay.

rose: i know how you feel about me. but im not entirely sure you understand how i feel about you.

pearl looks away: but- greg.

rose, chuckling: pearl. i talked to him just now, and he told me he doesn't feel that way towards me anymore. and from what i understand about human relationships, being with multiple people is a bit of a problem. ive always loved you, pearl. i knew either this would happen, or he'd… reach his time at some point. this was always going to happen, pearl. i don't need future vision for that.

pearl: i-

rose tacklehugs her to the ground and they roll around happy. pearl happycries

rose: ohh, my beloved pearl. not my pearl, but my beloved pearl. does- does that make sense?- oh my- (starts laughing)

pearl, chuckling softly: i know what you meant, rose.

rose: okay. good. le smoochie

pearl: i love you, rose. so much.

rose: i love you even more.

pearl: no, i do.

rose, chuckling: oh, pearl.

they smile at eachother.

stv: that was the cutest thing i've ever seen in my life.

pearl extremely embarrassed: STEVEN!? WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE-

rose: pearl, its okay. they're all allowed to know. we don't need to be a secret. besides, garnet probably knows anyway.

pearl: o-okay. but steven please don't do that again.

stv: it was so worth it. i will never forget this.

rose: alright, steven. can me and pearl talk in private again?

stv: aww mann. okay. (leaves)

rose: you don't know how badly i wanted to be with you. always. it hurt that i couldn't be there for you for those years.. trapped in his gem. i wish i could've done something, but i just couldn't. believe me, i tried.

pearl: its okay. its not your fault. you're here now, and that is enough for me. (squeeze hug cry) im sorry for crying so much i cant help it.

rose: let it out, pearl. its okay. (soft hug n comforts back, headpats and otherwise adorable shit)

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My daddy submission

I love the fact that he is in canon distractingly hot. That one goblin monkey thing open-mouth thirsting at him. Girl, same.

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really its because of you that ive become sort of. not obssesed but like whenever i watch the show i just. keep looking at the costumes! trying to look for the patterns in your theories and its become one of my favorite parts of this hahahah anyway, the point is i was reading some of your check theory posts earlier today and now i started rewatching animal instincts (mind you i havent read your costume meta for that ep, i shoumd have done my homework!) and it was just really interesting to see it play out perfectly! specially in the scenes with buck + connor and cameron. like, in the dinner scene buck (buck's in black, i already read that disscusion) but also connor was in check! and cameron's shirt had like a big floral pattern and all i could think about was how that was sort of a reflection on what they would bring to buck after that scene! (which also like, reinforces the idea that the sperm donor thing is a Bad Idea), then connor wearing check to buck's loft later, aaaand my favorite, which i actually spotted during my first watch, was the stripes haha (i also think like half my dash was people going insane over that last monday), and the fact that buck wasnt the only one wearing the stripes, but i dont remember exactly what was the difference between vertical and horizontal stripes rn hahaha because ofc buck saying yes to the donation is supposed to be this big life change for connor and his wife, but i dont know what it all means! im just here chilling and spotting the patterns. idk, your costume theory is stuck on loop in my head and i cannot stop thinking about it!

(and im not even gonna get into the slutty black tanktop of it all and chris's new patterned pjs! thats a job for the professionals)

how did i do? did i get the assignment right? hahahaha anyway thank you for helping me and all of us actually to appreciate the art and thought that goes into costume design, its really interesting to me and i wouldnt have started to learn more about it if it werent for you 💛 have a great weekend and see you next monday!!

jj / babygirldiazz

JJ/ babygirldiazz

I'm so sorry its taken me an age to reply to this! real life got a bit crazy for the last 10 days or so - fighting literal and metaphorical floods and fires at work so I just haven't had the brain power to go through my inbox properly until now!

I adore that you are having fun playing spot the patterns and see if they fit the theory. I hope you're now read the Animal instincts costume meta and that you enjoyed it. you're pretty spot on with your analysis of everything and the thing with stripes is that my theory is about the horizontal ones we see on lots of characters - which Conor was the one wearing in that scene.

The vertical stripes is a specific Buck thing, and they tend to accompany him being emotionally compromised (and invariably ending up making a less than stellar choice). This is really interesting and I've only just fully put two and two together on this (so JJ you get all the praise and gratitude for allowing me to spiral and go on a little Buck costume trawl) but the shooting is the first time we see Buck in vertical stripes.

And thats big - really big - because that is the moment Buck becomes emotionally compromised in a way that he hasn't been able to come back from. Everything that has been and is going on with buck stems back to the shooting. The shooting lead to a host of other choices that were less than ideal - things that he wouldn't have done, choices he wouldn't have made, if the shooting haddn't happened - letting Taylor into his life, saying ILY to her, moving her into his apartment, etc etc etc. all stem from the shooting and all are times when Buck is wearing stripes.

The ones from Let the games begin fit into this pattern - the zip front denim shirt and then the cream shirt both tie into Bucks reluctance to get a new couch - and the questioning of who he is and what he wants - the fact that he's essentially in stasis - and hasn't fully moved on with his life - leading to him trying out self help books etc as a way of figuring out what he wants from life - this is a trauma response in so many ways and those shirts are our sign - a theme the costume designers are using to tell us, the audience, that Buck isn't doing great - that he is mentally unwell and it's why these vertical striped shirts are becoming more frequent in their appearance - because he's not getting better - he's getting worse - spiralling more.

Thats why I've only just been able to really get my head around their use on Buck in the last couple of episodes - it can sometimes take a little while to figure out what a designer is trying to say with patterns and styles, and this is no exception. I fully expect us to be seeing more Buck in vertical stripes going forward until he either fully breaks down, or until he is able to start healing properly - and I'm pretty confident we won't see him stop wearing them until the shooting has been talked about by Buck and Eddie. Its sitting there hanging over them and this show is all the levels of insane and clever for the way they are using all the tools at their disposal to provide clues and information for those of us who want to spend the time looking.

Just going to sit here and feel even more feral about the shooting of it all than I already was!

I hope you have an amazing week JJ and feel free to pop into my inbox whenever you like - you've made my day!

💜💜💜

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okay and I know this might come off as "kek don't be a whiney snowflake who gets offended at everything" it's not. I've been using this site since I was 13. I've received the suicide-baiting anons, ive made 50k+ note posts that get you a following overnight, I've had work stolen, ive had the way-older-people harassing me, I've latched onto shitty social and political ideas because it was the norm in my little corner here. you know why ive never had a breakdown or had to have some serious "time away" from Tumblr?

because it's a goddamn hobby website. sure some people earn their money here this post aint@ them. NO website should be what you live and breathe every single day to the point where anything on that site is giving you panic attacks or breakdowns. if that is happening you need to grow the fuck up and learn how to interact with the content on a goddamn hobby website.

you control LITERALLY everything you see on this hellsite. every single thing on your dash is there because YOU followed someone who put it there. don't like seeing lizard fetish art? then don't go following the fucking lizard fetish artists. block the tag "lizard fetish art" or w/e the fuck they use. it's not that fucking hard! theres the funny thing: most of us don't see lizard fetish art on this website because WE DONT SEEK IT OUT.

the same exact principle applies to....everything...every single thing on this website. don't want to see racist shit? unfollow the racists. stop supporting racist content creators and seek out people who actively oppose racism. "but they're my fwiends" "but my favowite awtist" not even valid arguments at all. if you don't want to see it youre responsible for not seeking it out AND for not supporting those who create it

dont like that person? block them. tired of hearing about that show? blacklist it. get a hurtful message? delete it. close your inbox. turn off anon. there are SO many ways to filter out the bullshit that could potentially come your way. use them.

and staying in your goddamn lane isn't a CHORE but some of you need Everything to be All About You At All Times so you go into "discourse" tags and blogs and argue with strangers and stress yourself out to Prove Youre Superior when you could LITERALLY just...not do that. its literally inaction its the LACK of doing anything it is not HARD I swear to god what is so difficult about this. just shut the fuck up. if you disagree with them and you have nothing valuable to add to the discussion other than "I disagree with them and theyre wrong" just shut. the fuck. up.

if youre so angry over something that you want to send someone a pissy little anon about it STOP, know that you are not the first one to have the idea and their inbox is already flooded, and SHUT THE FUCK UP. youre not owning anyone. do something else. open up youtube or somethin for fucks sake just stop. and then your own feelings wont get hurt when people eventually come after you for being a shithead and wanting to argue

if the entire fucking appsite itself is somehow upsetting you im sorry but youre using it wrong. and that's okay! this shithole isnt for everyone. but dont blame others for your inability to filter what you consume, because even on this absolute abomination of spaghetti coded nonsense, all the tools are literally right there for you. nobody is sitting in your house forcing you to look at any specific posts or see any specific opinions or read any specific messages. block the post. block the user. delete the goddamn message.

the terms and conditions and age restrictions exist for a fucking reason if you cant navigate this dying appsite like an adult then dont make a goddamn account

I dont care if this is condescensing as fuck I love seeing really long essay posts about how toxic and terrible this website is like "you HAVE to disconnect you HAVE to find other communities this place will DESTROY you it's SO TOXIC and people will DISAGREE WITH YOU" like no you people just dont know how to do anything in moderation, stay in your own lanes, or walk away from an argument lmao