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#the tags are just me yapping with like no context sorry folks🙏#nothing important if u dont rrad dw#we fell apart due 2 no eeal fault of our own.and i think thats why its crashing so hard on me#bczlike.if rhings were different.if i was a little luckier.we couldve been something beautiful#but things are not different snd i am pretty unlucky#i think we couldve been perfect#ifs like God.i wanted to Marry her??thats fucking nuts#i was on this wensite a few years ago thinking id never find love and now im ehre and i did and it just.sigh.did nkt work.#id like to bekieve that maybe in a few years.we could reunite.#but we sre adults and thats jus not plausible#goddd.where did it all go wrong#wldve been 1 yr next month#i wonder what she is thinking right now#i wish shed approach.i wish shed ask if im okay but i cant blame her for not#i just.jeghh#its not like we were even 100% functionak but most of that was just me an my anxiety#i thinj maybe im just not built for relationships sometimes#i know thats not true.but my god#i wanna resent her for choosing to move so bad but like not as if she had much choice in the matter#but like...escept she kind of did.and kind of didnt#and ehe just.didnt get it i think.not until it was too late.#loved her so much.still do.#ugh i need to go to bed#and i need a therapjst#bro this is what happens when im unmedicated💀💀#maybe i should try journaling but for now im just losing it on my tumblr acct#text
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