#i just want my bbg happy 🥹🥹🥹

[hakusins]

Cw // omegaverse

Canon divergent AU where Ren (Blade) transmigrated to an alt timeline where he is Yingxing again and has a loving family ;;w;;

[more-hysteria-things]

BEGGING FOR SOME LIKE JACK FLUFF FROM LIKE A ROUGH DAY ON SET AND HIM JUST BEING SWEET TO US!! (my first scenario🥳)

ROUGH DAY

𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: jack champion x fem!reader

𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: it’s one of those days on set, and jack is not having it. even worse that it’s his birthday, the day when it’s supposed to be fun and carefree. then, you come along to truly show how much he means to you.

𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: none! just tooth rotting fluff :)

𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 1,224

𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫’𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: FIRST JACK FIC LFG.

also, since this is my other account for non-sturniolo fics i’m still putting the same tag list. if you would like to not get tagged for this blog, just let me know!

shoutout to bbg @venusbabysblog for helping me get started🥹

𝐁𝐄𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐀𝐍 𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐎𝐑 𝐈𝐒 𝐀 blessing. it’s a job where you have great opportunities to meet amazing people and be in hit films, but sometimes it’s a struggle. jack opens the door to his trailer with a clenched jaw, shutting the door as he looks around. his eyebrows twitch in confusion, noticing how you’re not in sight.

your boyfriend loves to bring you along to wherever he goes for filming. one reason being that he honestly can’t live without you, but also because you’re his biggest fan and will support him through anything. usually, you’d be watching him act from afar or you’d be waiting in his trailer by watching TV or keeping yourself occupied in general. however, you’re nowhere to be seen.

he’s on a long break until later tonight, which annoys him. he just wants this day to be over. “y/n?” he calls out, peeking his head into the small bedroom. alas, you’re not there.

alarms start to go off in his head, although it’s silly. you can’t really go anywhere, but since you’re not in your usual spot, the caring boyfriend in him makes him worry that something bad has happened. especially since you didn’t text him that you were going somewhere or anything.

then, a giggle is heard along with the opening of his trailer door, and he turns around to face the noise. he takes a small sigh of relief when he sees you beaming from ear to ear holding a present bag.

while in the middle of a scene, jack texted you about the day he’s having—lines he couldn’t nail, and a director who seemed impossible to please. you frown slightly when you see his semi-disgruntled face, shuffling over to him excitedly to wrap your arms around his body in an embrace he desperately needs. he exhales deeply, bends down to nuzzle his face into your neck, and kisses it softly.

“sorry, i was hoping i’d be back before you were, but your mom and i got stuck in traffic,” you say in his chest before pulling away after long seconds. trying to make the atmosphere more positive, you smile and extend your arm with the bag in hand. “happy birthday!”

the smallest smile appears on his face, grabbing your hand to head over to the leather couch to sit down. he places the bag onto the floor, removing the tissue inside of it to reveal his presents. his eyes widen in surprise, seeing more than he thought you’d get him. “you didn’t have to do all of this...” he says, a small blush forming on his cheeks.

he pulls out the first thing that sits on top of the rest, which is a homemade birthday card out of construction paper in his favorite color. he lets out a chuckle as he looks at the front of it, seeing two drawn stick figures that are supposed to be you and him holding hands with the title in big writing: HAPPY BIRTHDAY •ᴗ•

opening the card, there’s a bunch of words scribbled on the right side.

jack,

*queue song* happy birthday to you!

i am so incredibly proud of you watching the way you chase your dreams. here’s to many more birthdays, memories, and quiet moments in between the chaos. no matter how many lights and cameras around, you’ll always just be jack to me. the one who laughs too loud, holds me close, and somehow manages to make me feel like I’m the only girl in the world.

i’m so grateful to be apart of your story.

always, y/n ❤︎

p.s. like what your name implies, you are indeed a champion.

his heart jumps with joy, closing the note and leaning in to peck you on the nose. your face turns red as you try not to beam with happiness, tilting your head to the bag. “there’s still a lot more.”

he nods, placing the card aside as he grabs a leather journal, specifically personalized for him. the border of it is embroidered with eye-catching detail, his initials JC in big cursive letters in the middle. you know jack sometimes likes to scribble lines down in between takes in a way to remember, or something to put his ideas in for fun. he flips through the pages rapidly, the gust of air flowing on his face as he smells the paper and leather mixed.

you watch his every move, nibbling on your bottom lip excitedly when he pulls out a small, navy blue box. inside of it is a chained necklace with a small pendant of a waxing crescent. the moon phase the day he was born.

scratching the back of your neck nervously, you speak. “this one’s a little girly…” you trail off. “you don’t have to wear it, you can hang it up or something for decoration. i just thought it was pretty.”

he nudges your arm with his elbow. “stop that. it’s beautiful; i love it.”

jack carefully takes it out of the box, undoing the chain and reaching behind his neck to clip it. the length is perfect, and the accessory oddly suits him. “thank you.” he says softly, running his hand over the moon and reaching into the bag once more.

this time, he pulls out two things. another book along with a film camera on top of it tied in ribbon so both items can stick together. while untying it, he notices the scrapbook underneath.

THE STORY OF US…

he glances at you as he starts to look into it. the pages are filled with film photos, ticket stubs, and little mementos from your favorite times together. you’d written little captions under each, capturing inside jokes and sweet moments. it was something he could flip through on hard days.

however, each left page is blank. “you can add to it whenever you have the time. it takes two people to make a love story, you know.” you explain, feeling somewhat cheesy and cringy at the saying, but you mean it.

last but not least, the last few items are snacks. homemade cookies, energy bars, and even a small container of his favorite food.

he feels overwhelmed by all of the gifts but in a good way. nobody has ever shown him this much adoration before, and it’s obvious how much he means to you. “y/n.” your name rolls perfectly off of his tongue, his eyes not leaving the presents now scattered on the couch cushion. “i love it all so much. genuinely, thank you.”

you place your hands on the sides of his neck so he can look at you, kissing him full of love. he cherishes you, and he couldn’t ask for a better girlfriend. he’s always so grateful that he met you that time in his hometown. you made his 𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇 𝐃𝐀𝐘 turn around completely.

“how’d you even do all of this?” he adds, starting to feel dumbfounded about how you did all of this under his nose without him knowing.

“i don’t kiss and tell.” you say with a smirk. “but also with the help of your mom.”

laughing, he grunts as he lays to rest his head on your stomach, your hands finding way into his wavy hair. “i’m so in love with you.” he mumbles, grabbing your hand and kissing the back of it.

best. birthday. ever.

𝐭𝐚𝐠 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭!

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[darkbluekies]

i have an idea, about silas <33

like he is beating a guy in his office (or any room in the manner) and reader has allowed to walk around in the manner. but this guy angered Silas and he had to just beat and put a knife in his chest RIGHT THERE. and the reader was just walking around saw the scene. like silas' right hand man immediately takes her away but she was already traumatized.

what would silas do?

AND I OBVIOUSLY ADORE YOU BBG. LIKE YOUR WRITINGS ARE SUMMIT. you're my fav blog btw. YOU DESERVE IT. i appreciate you soo much. i hope you will get everything you want. and be wherever you want in life.

i love u so muuch!! LOVE FROM TURKEEYYY

Let's say Silas would have to apologize. A LOT. He would have to beg on his knees until they bleed.

I think that he would do everything in his power to make things right. Buy stuffed animals, clothes, food, movies, books, everything. He would also take days off to spend with his darling to show that he isn't a jerk (he is) and gain their trust again. He would hold his darling in his arms as they lay in bed, watching a movie, reading a book, or just talking, wearing a hoodie and sweatpants to make himself less threatening to his darling.

He would do everything you ask him to do, just to make you happy and to see you smile again, because seeing you cry in fear of him makes his heart shatter and his world fall down. He always blames himself for these things and wouldn't be able to let it go easily. His second in command would have to keep him from alcohol or any other substances, just to be sure that Silas wouldn't do anything stupid.

Thank you so much btw🥹🥹 that is so nice of you🥹I love you more🫶🏻

[milksnake-tea]

heyy bbg its me, your 🌺 again hihi

I was wondering if you would be interested in writing about the ask prompts 2, 6 and 10 for Yaoshi? 🥹 I'm honestly still a simp for them and Honkai is releasing way too less stuff about them I could scream 😭

During the next survey im gonna beg them to let us be kissed by them again for real. By the way, thank you so much in advance, you know I always eat up your aeon content it's so nice.

(If I misunderstood the prompts and you won't do it please ignore this ask and spare me the cringe I would potentially feel HAHA)

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POINTS. I GOTCHU BBG I NEED TO GET BACK INTO MY AEON LOVER PHASE ALSO UR FINE BBG U DID IT RIGHT ILY

2. What do you think their love language is?

Definitely acts of service or gifts. As much as I love my physically affectionate Yaoshi, I see them as someone to just shower you in gifts and love. And let me tell you - those gifts have range. You could get either the most beautiful bouquet (or garden/planet because let's be real, Yaoshi wouldn't settle for just a bouquet) made up of the finest specimen from across the universe, or you could open your door to the freakiest chimera that looks like it was one of God's deleted drafts. With acts of service, Yaoshi doesn't want you to be sad !!! No negative feelings are allowed, only happiness and joy for their loved one <33 So they'll take care of anything that bothers you to make sure that your eternal life is nothing short of paradise.

6. What do you think Yaoshi is like in love?

They're actually insufferable BYE I just know they're musing about every little detail about you to anyone who would listen. Their Emanators and Denizens have never seen you, and yet they know everything about you. Basically, they turn into a less loud, yet somehow even more poetic version of Argenti. You'd slowly notice the effects of their blessings around you as you go on with your life: Flowers and vegetation bloom wherever you go, your injuries heal so fast that you could've convinced yourself they didn't exist, and sickness no longer finds you. Gradually, your world turns into a paradise, and when you inevitably meet the Aeon responsible for it all, they welcome you with open arms.

10. How good at cuddling is Yaoshi?

THEY'RE BOTH SO GOOD AND SO BAD AT IT AT THE SAME TIME ITS LOWKEY IMPRESSIVE. Yaoshi has wayyy too many arms for their own good, but that just means they have all the more to hug you with !! The only problem is that. Well. Those arms have nails. And said nails are sharped to an unreasonable degree, and sometimes Yaoshi forgets about them and they'll accidentally scratch you when they're trying to pet you. But they're warm and make quite the pillow if you just ignore that part, and they'll hum you a little song while they hold you <33 or just talk to you about the mortals that've caught their eye, or what their followers have gotten up to. Yaoshi has a beautiful voice, by the way, gentle yet rich and leaning on the deeper side, and just listening to them is enough to lull you to sleep.

2k follower event if you want to participate !!!

[letsgetrowdy43]

🌱 hii could i please request a friends to lovers luca or rutger x reader where the reader is a musician and The Boy finds out her new song is about him 🤭🤭

𝐇𝐞'𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐊𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐆𝐮𝐲 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐖𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐒𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐀𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭

I was too lazy to make a song so I used Lizzy McAlpine's "Pancakes for Dinner" go listen to it!!

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ynoffical might have a lil smthg in the works 🤫

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adamfantilli the song better be abt me 😏

ynofficial ah yes Adamo! bbg! you’re my muse 😫

user64 my fav artist to gatekeep 🫶🏻🫶🏻

user83 is it a happy song, or a song I need to mentally prepare for babes??

rutgermcgroarty can’t wait!!

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ynofficial “Pancakes for Dinner” out on all platforms!!!

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user38 scream crying to it rn

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Markestapa IM CONNECTING THE DOTS RN YN YOU GENIUS

owenpower_ K IM NOT THE ONLY ONE

user59 hopeless romantic type??

lhughes_06 you have Duker screaming crying this in the kitchen rn

ynofficial atleast someone appreciates my art

dylanduke25 HAND IN MARRIAGE RN 💍

rutgermcgroarty I’m so lost rn, it slays tho

ynofficial when are you not 🤨

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rutgermcgroarty i wanna get stuck in your head

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user49 this is sounding like a slight confession 🧐

ynofficial supporting the new single I see :)

rutgermcgroarty smthg like that

Dylanduke25 NO I WONT HAVE TO SAY ANYTHING, YOULL SAY IT INSTEAD

edwards.73 get into it 🕴🏻

umichhockey literary genius

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ynofficial first live preformance 🌷

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user49 I’m obsessed with you

lucafantilli I think I’m in love with you 😼

ynofficial fan behaviour

jdrusk53 I think the term SLUT is more fitting

rutgermcgroarty you did amazing superstar 💛

brendan.brisson Ms. Ln you did not just write the most beautiful song I’ve ever heard abt a hockey boy did you?

ynofficial I would never do that 😀

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rutgermcgroarty what was that song abt?

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ynofficial pancakes??

rutgermcgroarty I don’t think so

dyalnduke25 it’s abt me

lhughes_06 keep dreaming kiddo

user38 🤨

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ynofficial I’ll try to hide the way I feel, but I’ll just want to shout

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jackhughes I can’t keep up with the drama

mackie.samo ☕️

user74 the highway is looking really comfy rn

adamfantilli get this shit off my timeline 🙄

user48 fr

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ynofficial he’s the type of guy you write songs abt

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luca.fantilli boys we lost her 😿

ynofficial you’re just jealous

rutgermcgroarty aren’t we just cute

ynofficial the cutest 🫶🏻

user60 pancake boy??

edwards.73 OH WE GOTTA CALL HIM THAT FROM NOW ON

seamuscasey26 🥹

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rutgermcgroarty she writes songs abt me 😊

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edwards.73 I just know he is giggling a kicking his feet rn

g.brindle4 he so is

user38 better always be happy songs 😤

nolan_moyle I second that statement

rutgermcgroarty thanks guys ❤️

user39 ig he’s cute…

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[nekonyaniii]

Im gonna dump this ani lore about LBC + YexuanxLilpaint over here >,<

My life has change in many ways when ever since I know LBC for these almost 3 months now.., I slowly, begin having so many improvement in life, drawing, schedule, because there's so many lesson they taught over here, I just want to support LBC with all of my heart because this game helping me in many ways <3

Especially Lilpainter and Yexuan, I often call the LIs/NPC with the cn name because I've been surfing too much in cn website-- Lilpainter and Yexuan taught me many things! That's why I hold dear about them in my heart, I might just spam a lot of them drawings in the future, idm for the rest 5 or more years I just draw them, they deserve it.(Other LIs also taught me many things too!!). So, I .. Love them a lot lot and a lot 🥹. I don't self insert in this game, I really really love Lilpainter so much, she is cute gorgeous bbg sunshine talented strong and everything. I just want to see Lilpainter and Yexuan happy together. Seeing them together can made my day because how precious they are.

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(This is kinda spoiler ? Maybe ..for yexuan's development relationship with lilpaint)

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Then, I keep falling into more YexuanLilpaint that I really want to know more about how their relationship looks like so I can perfectly capture their interaction in my drawings!

After I surfed so much and getting know about them .. their story.. their journey.. them in different stories .. i can't be normal and sane anymore..

When I think about them, my heart feel so hurt because how beautiful their relationship yet it's so .. sad ? I cannot describe it well.. It's hurting my chest whenever I think about them.. but ofc it keep making me more in love with them, you never see a relationship like them!! That's their charming! I'm so ready to get hurted more by them throw me any angst stories about them Ill eat it up all I-- (stopping myself from yapping more

I remembered when the first time I see their 2nd anniv card when they are kissing each others I cried! It's too beautiful everything the way he said "I love you" is so gentle to her, I .. I can't anymore I burst into the tears LOL. And the way how Yexuan stare at Lilpainter is always so dearly and gentle, tender, full of love like he hold her dearly in his heart. The only person he cherish is LilPainter.. I'm in tears so much about them.

Even when Young Yexuan meet Lilpainter, he still fall in love with her.. Even Lilpainter!! Her heartbeat skip when she see him drop himself.. (this scene is really beautiful in my imaginations idk why..) They are so precious together. I love them

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

before i go to bed i wanted to wish you a happy birthdayy(it's still the 24th here but i won't be up by then 😭) i hope your year goes well love!! and you accomplish everything you hope to 🫶 take care of yourself always and let your self enjoy your birthday HAVE AN INCREDIBLE YEAR MY LOVE i'll fight anything that dares come in the way of that just lemme know i gotchu bbg 😩 your my beloved spouse after all

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MY SWEETEST LITTLE CUP OF JOE <3333 ahhhh thank you so so much !!!!! i hope you ended up sleeping well!!!!! 🥺 my beloved tumblr spouse……… will let you know if i ever get any enemies >:33c hehehehe……. NO BUT TRULY. thank you!!!! thank you for being here and thank you for sending me such a lovely ask 🥹🥹 i love you !!!!!!!

[nanamikentorp]

hello hello!! atp who’s honestly surprised i’m up late but i just want to drop by n leave a small message.

it feels like every time i come here in your asks i always seem to find myself needing comfort from being tired from so many things and i’m grateful for both you and admin for putting up with it honestly i admire how much patience you have (would love to have that amount of patience tbh)

but going back!! i truly appreciate each of your responses and your ways of showing comfort are really effective, they bring a smile to my face (i mean as you mentioned that not too long ago hehe) i’m slowly trying to become better and i have you to thank for being a part of it, really. your words have gotten me through.

so sorry for the long message i didn’t mean to go on mega yappatron 9000 but all in all i wanted to let you know how appreciated you truly are :3

anywho that’s it from me, ily 🥹🫶

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Hello 🦁 anon.

I don't like the way you talk about yourself, my dear. It seems like you have been penalised for perhaps talking too much? But who made that a crime?

I'm very happy you like my responses. I hope my blog here is a place of calm and positivity that can allow everyone to be comfortable.

And this space will always exist for that. It's a happy little chill spot on a beach in Kuantan alright?

(admin here! Thank you for your love bbg. And please please share some of that love with yourself too 💕)

[smalltownw1tch]

I think it’s about time I start posting my thoughts/theories about ROTPL… so here goes

SPOILERS 🚨 Part One

Starting with this photo and the whole Nancy/Potato relationship..

My theory is that this is right after Nancy finds out that her parents were the ones to dedicate that song to her on Halloween and NOT potato like she currently thinks

So of course she feels defeated because now she thinks Potato was telling the truth and he isn’t keen on her and she’s thinking damn I was wrong. no boy likes me for who I am

BUT little does she know that Potato’s falling madly in love as we speak

Speaking of…

I can’t get over how overjoyed Wally looks for Potato in this photo ⬇️ he’s so happy that he’s about to drop Hazel 💀

More about Wally later in this post ❗️

The corsage that Nancy has on her wrist has to have been given to her by Potato right??? It doesn’t match her dress so I’m assuming it was his choice 😭 but AAAA THEYRE SO CUTE ALREADY

The poor guy is having an out of body experience while Nancys reevaluating everything she stands for

(Also I’d like to point out that Nancy has her own face on her skirt which makes me love her even more. Know ur worth girl)

pink ladies who hand jive together stay together :’)

It makes me sad that Cynthia isn’t wearing a suit too but there are a couple things I have to say about that-

1. Even though we all know she probably would’ve wanted to- wearing a suit would’ve caused a lot of trouble for her and even though that makes me sad to think about, it IS the 50s… so better safe than sorry

2. The dress is not a reflection of her character’s journey because clearly she’s having trouble figuring out her identity, plus there’s that whole does Cynthia become a T-Bird and a Pink Lady debate. But at least she looks like she’s enjoying herself!! That’s the least we could ask for

I am curious if Lydia is there though…

OK BACK TO WALLY

The fact that he’s at the Frosty Palace with Hazel when Buddy and the others are nowhere to be seen makes me think his song is about what Hazel said in one of the earlier episodes about whether he actually likes the dance/his friends even tho he’s known them forever

Plus he’s just watched her act her heart out as Juliet so he’s pretty much head over heels

We’ve been getting a lot of character development songs, esecially with Buddy in episode 7, and the fact that Wally’s singing in the rain? You can’t get much more angsty than that 😭

OKOKOK LOOK AT MY BABIES

If we don’t get a kitschy montage of the Pink Ladies and the T-Birds getting ready for the dance then what’s even the point tbh

They’re matching too 🥹 kind of

The scene where Richie gives Gil his blessing to ask out Olivia in the last ep gave me such huge relief I’m so glad we’re getting our bbg away from that vile criminal teacher

Also I see Shy Guy there in the background busting some moves so I’m glad he’s having a good time even if he doesn’t have a date

Is there anything I’m way off with?

I have more to point out so I might make a part two if people want to discuss theories??

[darkfictionjude]

Hello hello! Selfie here~📸

JUDE!!!! I just finished playing the update and decided to take route 4 for once cause I usually feel so bad for ignoring Lorcan (even though bbg definitely deserves it😭) and holy shit I love you so much for all the sally content🥹 (that girl however is gonna get stabbed for trying to take sally away from me and for being mean to Mc my baby🔪😤) BEING ABLE TO KISS HIM ON THE CHECK AND HIM CALLING US SWEETHEART?!?😍 you spoil us too much🥹

Onto the update, Girlllll all the siblings need to go to family therapy like direly that table scene was so stressful to be part of😭 my poor sally having to take care of all the siblings by himself must have been so difficult🤧 when prudence came downstairs I could feel my heart stop💀 like she shouldn’t scare me so much but just her being there was terrifying, thought she was gonna swing on us or smth😭

Anyways! Loved the update! Jude can do no wrong😤 thank you for once again creating such a masterpiece🫡

Of selfie it’s so nice to see asks from you since you’re in my likes but I don’t usually see you in the inbox 😭

With all this Sally love now I need a nonnie who hates him or loves Percy to come and gush here to make it even and fair 💀

I’m happy you got what I was going for!! I wanted it to feel stressful and incredibly mentally fucked up and I was so excited to finally introduce prudence in present day she and Victor have been MIA

Thank you darling for liking it so much 💜

[swiftie-erin]

Here's my first-listen review of TTPD and TTPD: The Anthology!

disclaimer: i broke down the rankings per album because trying to do them all together would've been a hell of a journey and would've taken more than one day / been more than just a "first listen." and per usual, take the songs at the bottom with a grain of salt because all of them are so close and even the ones at the bottom feel like they should be in the top ten

Overall review: wow, this was a lot to process. I keep trying to think about whether I like TTPD or TTPD: The Anthology better, but honestly I can't choose. so much heart-wrenching pain, such beautiful lyrics, and incredible reflections on love, loss, inner turmoil, what-ifs, and using writing as an outlet. this is absolutely going to be on repeat through spring and summer!

1. Fortnight - lowkey would've loved more Post Malone on this song but this is one of my faves!!

2. TTPD - I love the storytelling and I love the way Taylor says "TTPD" and "nofuckingbody" hehe

3. My Boy Only Breaks His Favorite Toys - the imagery?? "queen of sand castles he destroys"??? omg this is one of my faves.

4. Down Bad - Love this song sonically and love hearing Taylor say fuck LOL. this is my fave song i think!

5. So Long, London - 🥺🥺 "i'm pissed off that you let me give you all that youth for free" gives me goosebumps, i love this song

6. But Daddy I Love Him - tbh good for you taylor, get em. your life is your own and only you get to tell yourself what you can or can't do, or who you can or can't love!

7. Fresh Out the Slammer - the lyrics are so good and the bridge transition is so beautiful!!!

8. Florida!!! - same bbg, we all need a dose of escapism once in a while (also i love the 🍃 mention hehe). fuck me up florida!!!

9. Guilty as Sin? - this is the song I pre-claimed and tbh it does not disappoint at all!

10. Who's Afraid of Little Old Me? - the guitar, so good omg. the emotion in taylor's voice is raw and the female rage is palpable, love this song.

11. I Can Fix Him (No Really I Can) - love the ending and love the chorus!!

12. loml - ouchie. the lyricism and that last chorus, wow.

13. I Can Do It With a Broken Heart - we love a good depressive pop song!! "all of the pieces of me shattered as the crowd was chanting 'more!'" and the click track!!

14. The Smallest Man Who Ever Lived - men ain't shit, taylor. what'd he do? I'll deliver your message LET ME AT EM-

15. The Alchemy - i'm so glad taylor is in a better place 🥹 it truly gives "karma is the guy on the chiefs coming straight home to me"

16. Clara Bow - such a beautiful song sonically, shows both the hope and hardships of wanting to be in the spotlight

17. The Black Dog - the second verse, OUCHIE. the bridge? i've died. i love this song more than i expected to.

18. imgonnagetyouback - i love the chorus and actually the entire song tbh

19. The Albatross - i'm very intrigued with the tale we're being told. people truly will read something about you, believe it, then crucify you for it.

20. Chloe or Sam or Sophia or Marcus - such a beautiful, sad song. what-ifs (especially for people like taylor and i who have anxiety) can be so, so much more heart-wrenching than knowing

21. How Did It End? - the lyrics. the sound. everything unspoken. how everyone wants to know what happened but she's not even sure herself.

22. So High School - so goddamn cute!!! i couldn't be happier that taylor is happy and thriving with trav 🥹🫶

23. I Hate It Here - "when they found a better planet, only the gentle survived" BESTIE i wish. i'm there right with you, girl. the world is awful and living in your mind often is easier and better. also, i too read the secret garden as a child hehe

24. thanK you alMee - omg, this song. taylor is truly coming to terms with what gave her scars and acknowledging it and moving forward. i'm so fuckin proud of her.

25. I Look In People's Windows - "i'm afflicted by the not knowing" ugh me too girlie. the anxiety, the contemplation, the fantasies; i'm glad neither of us are alone in knowing these feelings all too well

26. The Prophecy - i love this song 🥺 it's one of my faves. it reminds me of Foolish One, it's so desperate and hopeful at the same time.

27. Cassandra - i'm a greek/roman history slut so i love this already. i love the intertwined story that she creates, it's powerful.

28. Peter - bruh this song makes me want to cry. Betty has turned off her porch light 🥺

29. The Bolter - I love the way this song sounds! the first chorus sets the stage so well and the chorus is lowkey catchy

30. Robin - precious lyrics about keeping children innocent so they can enjoy their childhood while they have it 💗

31. The Manuscript - as a poet and writer myself, i relate to this song so much. writing truly is an outlet for processing emotions and at the end of it, all of those feelings are part of the writing and no longer yours. you're free.

[moonjxsung]

star! your message!! i could cry😭😭🥹

thank you for your kind words, i really needed to vent and your response was just so kind💕 you’re the absolute sweetest ever, i mean it. i don’t even know how to respond except thank you so much. it made me feel so much better.

i took your advice and took a nap for the first time in a while (a week, but that’s a lot for me😂) and it made me feel so well. i also went to buy cat litter (the cat mom struggles) and bought a super cute snoopy cap (getting the cheaper stuff for lolla ready until i can get to the most expensive parts). and i watched scream for like the 30th time bc that’s one of my absolute fav comfort films (idky i just find it so witty).

and your global citizen anecdote😭 that must’ve been so stressful at first. i remember that i wanted to go so bad but couldn’t get my schedule to line up. when i found out about the accident i was so worried and stressed too, especially due to my car trauma (lee know not updating had me dying). i’m glad it was just a minor accident and that 3racha performed. it’s so cool that you could see them though!! i watched it live on youtube or something! and jk was so cute too! i’m so happy that you had that experience despite all of the other adversities!

but omg! the felix!!!!! what are the odds! thats literally the best sunshine at nighttime omen (and the world enticing you to be more delulu def). that’s such a sweet story, thanks for sharing it with me🥹

thank you so much for reading me out, it means a lot. i feel a lot better. i send you the biggest hug. all my love for you too💕 take care angel🫶🏻

(this was my pc & holder for the day btwww. disclaimer: when i buy a new purse i literally use it until i can’t stand looking at it so that’s the only one you’ll see in a while😂)

-🐈‍⬛

My angel!!!!! I’m so glad you’re doing a little better 🥹🫶💘 I’m always here if you ever need to vent or get anything off your mind. And I’m so glad you took a nap!!!! I’m so serious naps heal everything I took one yesterday and just simply not being conscious for hours on end is so refreshing it’s like the world resets when you wake up 👼 RAHHHH nap supremacy

Also so so glad you got to watch your comfort movie AND get a little snoopy cap that sounds so cute 🥹🫶 I want to have a comfort movie binge tomorrow and I’m so excited I’ve BEEN due for a good comfort movie binge 💞

I love you sweet angel, I’m so glad I could share some words of comfort with you and I hope you know I’m always rooting for you and that you’re doing absolutely fucking fantastic even if it doesn’t feel like it 💘💕👼 sending you all my love always!!! ALSO YOUR BAG IS SO CUTE AND THE HANJI PC AND THE KEYCHAIN RAHHHH 💕🫶🫶🫶 I ordered Hanji’s magic school pc (and I caved and bought the mini quokka too😭) so he came out with me today and then I swapped him out for my favorite Taemin lomo he’s just so bbg 🎀🥺 I also bought these really cute Care Bears pc holders and they’re SO cute ahhhh I’ll post pics when I take them out with me this week 🫶👼

[kitten4sannie]

HELLO OMG 🥹 been reading your works for a while and I just came across crazy form and I— OH MY GODDDDD THAT WAS SO GOOD. SCREAMING CRYING WOOSAN HAD ME DIZZY 😭 god that fic was so hot fr. I love how woo lured her in. MY GOD WHEN CF!San said ‘I can make you feel needed’ I— 😳 if I still had braces I would’ve clenched my teeth so hard I’d snap the wire. GODDDD CRAZY FORM WAS SO FRICKINNNNN. DELICIOUS YUMMY GOOD

tokki omg hi!! :3 i’m so honored that you’ve been reading my fics aaaaa 👉🏼👈🏼 whhwhw the way i’m actually twirling my hair rn pleaseeee and heheh woo knew exactly what he had to do bc bbg woo always gets what he wants <3 ohhh ?? 👀 im actually SO happy you enjoyed that line in particular!! bc i was foaming just from writing out that line it’s just so hhrrrfrr esp coming from dilf san >< and the braces omg you’re so cute 😭 i used to have them too actually i do nott miss it TT AAAA THANK YOUUU SWEETHEART 🫶🏼💞✨

[cherrypeaking]

cherry beary~ 🥺🥺🩵🩵 i'm just now realizing there was something from my mall trip a while back that i forgot to share with you!! it was so important idk how i possibly missed it >o<

behold...

the who's the most babygirl in kpop poll!!!

this was at the kpop store i went to and even though it said only one vote per person i had to pull a soobin and blatantly cheat anyway 🤭🤭 so i put one vote down for gyu and another kai bc i can't leave my boys hanging!! jimin was incredibly tempting as well though >< idk about the other guys but i'm sure they are very babygirl in their own special ways as well <3

today's moodboard is a very layered one~ iykyk 🤭

i did some pretty good adulting today so i rewarded myself with a sandwich and then promptly passed out after eating it bc the food coma hit so hard lmao 😭😭 so i'll probably be up all night again which means i'll hopefully get to talk to you for longer 🥺🥺🩵🩵

when things got really stressful today all i could think about was hugging you :(( i wanted to escape in your arms ;_; 🩵 i can't wait for the day when i'll be able to hold you 🥺🩵 thankfully i was able to get so much done and while it was exhausting i'm so thankful for you and having you by my side means so so much to me, more than you could ever know 🥺🥺 i love you so much baby~ have a good day today!! mommy's always rooting for you~ 😚😚🩵🩵

let’s keep our fingers crossed hopefully tumblr lets me respond to your longer ask at least 🥲

omggggg a babygirl kpop boy poll!! that is so cool 😭😭 you did well cheating tbh cause txt members are so bbg but people aren’t aware of it enough!! 😭 like what…? jimin is very bbg too and so is jungkook to me 🤭 i don’t really know the other ones enough but i believe any kpop idol can be bbg 😌

heheheehehheeh i know exactly what this moodboard is supposed to be for 🤭 also omg that reminds me of what you told me through voice message why make taehyun wear brown eye contacts if his eyes are already brown?? it looks… a little weird 😵‍💫

you did so well my love!! i’m so so proud of you 🥹🥹 i’m so glad and happy and obviously proud that you are doing this 🥺🥺🩷 you very much deserved a sandwich and a big kiss >3< 🩷🩷

when things get really really stressful for me i think of you comforting me and telling me everything is okay 🥺 i’m glad i can give you the same energy because all i want is for you to be happy with me, you’ve made my life so much better 🥺🥺🩷 i feel so much better about myself 🥺🩷 i don’t pressure myself with a lot of things anymore because i know you don’t care about that 🥺 i love you mommy, i love you so much and thank you so much for rooting for me as well!! 🥹🩷

[kitten4sannie]

OH oh oh the FFF spoilers are you kidding ????? 🫠🫠🫠

(not fighting that urge at all actually)

ANYWAY have you seen the woosansang pics for singles??????? NOT ONLY DID THEY SERVE VOCALS BUT THEY WANT TO SERVE CUNT TOO OMGGGG I'm gonna go lay in front of some incoming traffic brb 🏃🏻‍♀️

my babies I'm obsessed with them 🥹🩷

heheheheh cue the lady that says “honey, you got a big storm coming~” bc some of the fic ideas that i have swirling around in my head man …. they’re grippy sock worthy kwjwh. i can’t wait to unleash it all for fff >:))) pleasee that’s me too 😭😭 and YESSS I DIDD OMG i had to buy san’s version even tho idh any money lol like that wasn’t a want but a need. just like i need him in my– AHEM BUT YES THE CUNT WAS SERVED SEVERELY LIKE THEY DONT EVEN NEED TO GO TO THE MILITARY ATP THEY ALREADY DID THEIR PART GODDAMNNN and im obsessed tooo and so happy for them >< woosansang is my fave trio like just look at san and his bbgs ;^; <3333