#i just wabt to scream abd cry i hate how fucking stupid and gullible i can fucking be sometimes how quick i get my hopes up it makes me such
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dancing because eating all my food and stuffing myself to the point i puke and doing it over and over utill the idea of eating itself makes me nauseous is wrong
#im so#im so fucking gullible#it was a fucking prank call#of course it was#i really have begun to think no one will ever like me irl#its so sickening#im convinced no one irl could ever love me. Every person ive dated irl has dumped me because of my psychosis or the fact im “offputting” and#ive always been the kid being fucked with with “ ny friend thinks your cute” and its fucking made me hate myself because for once in my damn#life like id have a damn chance#for a relationship irl that might not fall to hell and im so fucking exhausted but cant sleep and its so fucking soul crushing to hear it#from one i actually kinda liked#I really dont think id be able to hold an irl partner because of any of this is so fuckkng infuriating because i have no fucking clue why#everytime it ends the fucking same#L dumped me because of my psychosis#G dumped me because i was dealing with a damn drug addiction she knew about long before#and so many#before its time and time agaon and it makes me want to fucking just#i just wabt to scream abd cry i hate how fucking stupid and gullible i can fucking be sometimes how quick i get my hopes up it makes me such#an easy and stupid target i hate it i hate nyself so fucking nuch for it amd i cant even fucking stop it i hate it#i keep my fucking#shitty pessimistic attitude for this fucking reason and whenever i drop it this fucking shit happens everytime i fucking cant tske this shit#vent#alamos relentless screams of agonizing suffering
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