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autistic-shaiapouf · 3 years ago

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Thinking very much again about how an anime bug man has had such huge sway over my life to the point of me snagging a character url and physically adding the word "kinnie" to my blog title, literally no way I could've explained any of this to 15 year old me in any coherent manner

#no i will not stop talking about this #not totally on the same wavelength as the rest of what I've seen of kinnie tumblr but i get what yall have been going on about #when was the last time anyone saw the phrase ''kin memories'' bc i never quite understood that but also haven't seen it in years #i just see pouf and understand how his entire brain works also he gives me violent gender envy; what more is there #i point to him and go oh that's me? and then ep 128 hits and I'm averting my eyes and dropping my claim #idk i just think about him; especially since I'm moving through what's hopefully the most emotionally taxing thing I'll ever do #I've been thinking about him a lot lately.. just thinkin #also someone who's very open about being a kinnie is active in the pouf tag again so I'm being prompted to think about this once more #i just. think about him and feel for him a lot. my heart aches for this man he's just so sad; fully a tragic character #yes even amidst everything he did; i just. him.#hoatm rants

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