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fleuriion · 2 days ago
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✦ Season of Love
ノ When the flowers started blooming back as the scent of spring slithers back into our body, whereas the season of love has just begun.
♡ What I think the current Chrysos Heirs' love languages are ⸝⸝ gn reader ⸝⸝ wc: 957
✦ Note ; beware of spelling mistakes and grammar error due to english not being my first language T_T ⸝⸝ while this writing was meant to be romantic, you can take it however you like! (platonic or romantic.) ⸝⸝ I won't write for Tribbios in this one! ⸝⸝ I apologize if they're ooc because this is my first time writing them
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♡ Phainon, The Hero ノ Words of Affirmation ⸝⸝ Acts of Service (Physical Touch might work for him too,,)
For whatever reason it is, I see Phainon as the kind of guy to shower you with compliments that you totally deserve while carrying all the stuff you were struggling to carry with ease. Would always get down on one knee and kiss your knuckles like they're a treasure for him (Like you yourself isn't a treasure he holds dear already), if not that then bridal carries you.
Phainon is protective of you; you could trip and get a scar that is barely a scratch on your being and he would get into a teary-eyed dramatic frenzy panic. You can many times assure him that you are very much okay and he will still worry dead for you.
"Are you okay?! Do you need me to carry you up?! Should we go see a doctor?!?-" "Phainon, it's just a scratch."
Overall a massive head over heels sweetheart that is afraid of losing his loved one and would give his life away to protect you <3
♡ Aglaea, The Weaver ノ Gifts Giving ⸝⸝ Quality Time Okay I know this might not sound like it makes sense, but imagine juuust imagine Aglaea making clothes and/or accessories that reminds her of you and then gifting them to you. She will come across a fabric and then once it reminds her of you, even for the tiniest things ever, she will start sewing and sewing and then boom, an entire set for you just the next day standing at the corner of your room.
Aside from bathing together, Aglaea loves hearing your voice. As a demigod with a duty to protect Okhema, she will obviously be busy and that's no doubt, but she will somehow always leave a room in her busy schedule for you. For you, she will even endure the stupidest of the stupidest questions ever.
"Aglaea, what if the golden blood in the Chrysos Heir's bath is actually piss?" "Yes, My Dear."
You might be an idiot, but you're her idiot <3
♡ Mydeimos, The Undying ノ Acts of Service ⸝⸝ Gifts Giving It's no doubt that the crown prince of Castrum Kremnos prefers to let his actions speak for him because words have failed him multiple times already. While he may not verbally express his love for you much, Mydei would slay a god for you and hand you their heart as a gift. I'm just kidding, he's not just a hot headed brute. But, still, he will give you gifts that reminds him of you, or just things you like generally. Oh you were walking together and he heard you gushing over something of your interest? You will find that same said thing the next day you wake up placed on your nightstand.
Mydei will remember things about you, even ones that are tiny and useless. He will remember the precise number of the plushies in your room and your breakfast routine if you tell him. Would tag you along to have a bite at the restaurant that serves his favourite pancake, and would let you know that he actually likes the pink in his pomegranate juice. While Mydei becomes more gentle with you around, he also gets extra protective of you, by nature. Nobody really mess with you unless they have a death wish because of this.
"What? No no! Mydei is actually super nice! You just need to get to know him to see that side." *radiates passively agressive aura*
By the end, Mydei softens around you like a lion turning into a house-cat. His sarcastic remarks stays though! <3 /hj
♡ Castorice, Servant of Death ノ Quality Time ⸝⸝ Words of Affirmation Due to her curse, Castorice has been deprived of physical contacts for so long throughout her life. She is well aware of this, and because of it too, makes sure you physically keep your distance away from her at least a little. Not because she has any grudges against you obviously! The Servant, in fact, loves you very very much and deeply wishes she could hold you and vice versa. When it comes to this, Castorice makes a plushie resembling you for her to hold at hard times.
While she's incapable of touching you in fear of sending you to the not-so-sweet embrace of death, Castorice loves spending time with you. You two could sit under the white gazebo nestled at the garden of Marmoreal Palace, and she would tell you all sorts of story revolving around the history of the Titans and more. If not that, then she will make accessories together with you. Aside from that, Castorice showers you with sweet words that she wishes you know of too.
"[Name], I sincerely hope you are aware of just how blessed I am to be in your presence.." "I love you too, Castorice."
Castorice might be cursed with the touch of death, but just by your existence had the burden on her shoulders be lifted off slightly and The Servant is very grateful of it <3
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oscinhaslandito · 2 days ago
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could you do some taking care of you on period stories!!
alright so kinda sorta inspired by max and lando's latest stream there wasn't a specific driver request so i chose lando cause the stream was on my mind hope that's okay so yeah anyways enjoy!!!!
(p.s.: he's so adorable in this clip😭)
It had been quite a bit since Lando and Max had streamed from the same room. Finally after weeks of back and forth they stumbled on one date. So, here they both are streaming from Lando's apartment in Monaco, the chat going absolutely feral, seeing them together.
Y/N had been looking forward to a cozy evening while Lando and Max entertained the internet with their usual chaotic stream. She had taken a warm shower, ready to curl up in bed and scroll aimlessly on her phone. But just as she was drying off, she felt the unmistakable cramp and the dreaded realization hit her.
"Oh, for fuck's sake," she muttered, sighing as she reached for her supply of pads.
Now, wrapped in one of Lando’s oversized hoodies, she lay in bed with a heating pad pressed against her stomach. She scrolled through her phone, trying to distract herself from the cramps. She could hear the distant sounds of Lando and Max laughing from the streaming room, their voices slightly muffled by the walls.
Meanwhile, in the other room, Lando and Max were in the middle of a heated debate about who was better at Tarkov.
"Mate, you are so bad at this," Max laughed. "I swear, you run in circles half the time."
"Nah, you're just jealous of my skills," Lando shot back, grinning.
A notification popped up on Lando’s second screen, signaling they had been streaming for a while. “I’m gonna grab a drink. You want anything?” he asked Max, standing up.
Max waved a hand. “Yeah, just get me whatever you’re having.”
Lando nodded, stretching his arms before heading out of the streaming room. As always, before making his way to the kitchen, he took a detour to check on Y/N. It was a habit now—every time he had a moment, he’d sneak in to give her a quick kiss or hug, just because he could.
When he walked in, he immediately noticed her curled up in bed, heating pad pressed against her stomach. His playful smile softened. He knew what that meant.
"Babe, you on your period?" he asked softly, sitting beside her.
Y/N let out a dramatic sigh. "Unfortunately. It’s a nightmare."
Lando leaned down and pressed a gentle kiss to her forehead. "I’ll be right back, okay?", he said exiting the room, leaving the girl confused.
He made his way to the kitchen but instead of grabbing just drinks, he started rummaging through the pantry. He knew Y/N's go-to period snacks: chocolate, some chips, and—oh, he had bought her favorite cookies last week! Score!
When he returned to the streaming room, Max looked up. "Took you long enough—wait, what’s all that?"
Lando placed the drinks on the desk but held onto the snacks. "Y/N’s on her period. We’re ending the stream."
Max blinked before nodding. "Oh. Yeah, fair enough. She needs the comfort package."
Without hesitation, Max turned to their viewers. "Alright, lads, that’s it for tonight. Emergency calls."
The chat flooded with confusion and questions, but they ignored it, quickly shutting everything down. Once everything was offline, Max followed Lando to the bedroom, where Y/N was still curled up.
"Brought you some goodies, love," Lando said, placing the snacks beside her. "And we ended the stream, so now you have our full attention."
Max flopped onto the bed dramatically. "I’m here for moral support."
Y/N laughed softly, shaking her head. "You guys really didn’t have to end your stream."
"Nah, you’re more important," Lando said without hesitation, climbing into bed beside her.
Max smirked. "He’s so whipped."
"Shut up," Lando muttered, wrapping his arms around Y/N. "Let me cuddle my girlfriend in peace."
Max, shaking his head, let out a small chuckle at his best friend. "Alright, alright, I'll leave you two to it. Take care."
Y/N smiled softly. "Thanks, Max. And sorry you had to end your stream because of me."
Max scoffed, waving a hand dismissively. "Nah, I was getting tired of your whiny boyfriend anyway."
Lando gave Max an unimpressed look while Y/N burst into laughter, making Lando pout. "Wow, the betrayal."
Max grinned, backing away towards the door. "Get used to it, mate. See you in the morning—if you survive the clinginess."
With that, he slipped out, leaving Lando and Y/N wrapped up in each other, completely content.
As soon as the door shut, Lando tightened his arms around Y/N, burying his face into her neck. "Finally, alone time."
Y/N giggled, turning slightly to nuzzle against his curls. "You’re so dramatic."
"Shhh," he mumbled. "Let me be clingy."
She smiled, running her fingers through his hair, massaging his scalp lightly. He let out a hum of approval, his whole body relaxing against hers. "You're literally the best boyfriend ever, you know that?"
Lando lifted his head, grinning sleepily. "Say it again."
Y/N rolled her eyes playfully but complied. "Best boyfriend ever."
He kissed her cheek, then her nose, then her forehead. "I love you."
She melted into his embrace. "I love you too. Even when you’re extra."
"Especially when I’m extra," he corrected smugly, pulling the blanket over them. "Now let’s get comfy. Movie? Nap? Or just more cuddles?"
"Mmm, all of the above."
Lando beamed, pulling her even closer. "Perfect."
And just like that, he stayed wrapped around her for the rest of the night, whispering sweet nothings and making sure she was as comfortable as possible. If there was one thing he was sure of, it was that he’d always be there to take care of her—no matter what.
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leashybebes · 10 hours ago
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fic: blue and gold (11/28)
@bucktommyfluffebruary day 11 prompt is double date and my fill is here
calling this part one of three of a micro arc in the overall fic. i'm excited. do i need to raise the rating purely on account of sal's mouth?
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"You look nervous," Evan says as their Uber pulls into a parking spot outside of the restaurant. "Why do you look nervous?"
"I'm not nervous," Tommy lies automatically. "Okay, no. Sal can be…a lot."
"Yeah? You sure it's not just that he's known you longer than anyone you still speak to?"
Smartass, Tommy thinks fondly, but he's not wrong. "Hey, now. I speak to my mom."
Evan rolls his eyes and hops out of the car, straightening his shirt. For all that he's giving Tommy shit about being nervous, he has the look of a man who's changed his outfit several times before settling on the dark slacks and the nicely fitting dark denim shirt. Tommy's weirdly touched that he put so much effort into dinner with Tommy's asshole best friend and his asshole best friend's actual angel in human form of a wife.
Sal and Gina are already inside, a bottle of wine on the table between them and missing at least a couple of glasses.
"They go hard on nights without the kids," Tommy tells Evan as they walk over to join Sal and Gina, who are already standing to greet them.
"Tommy!" Gina claims him first in a hug, before she hands him off to Sal who punches him in the shoulder. "And the mysterious Evan."
"Mysterious, huh?" Evan asks, shooting Tommy a look.
"Just been trying to protect you from Sal," Tommy jokes. "And unfortunately that means depriving you of Gina."
Evan laughs. "Call me Buck," he says, kissing Gina's cheek and shaking Sal's hand. In the split second that leaves them, Gina shoots Tommy a wide eyed look and a double thumbs up. Tommy bites his tongue and pulls Gina into another hug.
"So much hotter than the last one," she hisses into his ear.
"Yep," Tommy agrees happily.
"Don't listen to this asshole," Sal is saying, pulling Evan into a seat. "Whatever he told you is bullshit, we're fuckin' delightful."
"I've only heard good things," Evan says, adding after a miniscule pause, "About Gina."
Oh, this is going to be fine, Tommy thinks to himself.
Two hours later, they're finishing their third bottle of wine, and Tommy's regretting everything. Evan and Gina are falling all over themselves laughing at Sal's dramatic reenactment of Tommy's top ten humiliating probie moments.
"Come on," Tommy protests. "You've heard all these stories before," he says, pointing at Gina. "And you're supposed to be on my side," pointing at Evan.
"Yeah but babe - babe," Evan protests, wiping his eyes. "You had mud in your ears."
"Pal, he had mud in worse places than that," Sal promises.
"Oh my god," Tommy grumbles and helps himself to the last of the wine. As Evan pitches sideways to muffle laughter in Sal's shoulder Tommy lifts his glass to his mouth and pretends he's drinking out of irritation rather than to hide the smile he can't hold back as these two parts of his life fit together with an almost audible click.
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meeraonpole · 11 hours ago
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Twitch Steams : LN4 X Y/N
Summary: Lando goes live on Twitch, but his stream takes a cute turn when you bring him food. Chat instantly falls in love with your presence, demanding you stay. After giving up his chair for you, the two of you share adorable moments, jokes, and laughter while chat spams heart emojis. By the end of the stream, it’s clear—Lando might be the streamer, but you’re the real star.
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Lando had just booted up his Twitch stream, a cheeky grin on his face as he greeted the thousands of viewers flooding into chat. His headset sat slightly askew on his messy curls, and his hoodie was oversized as always.
"Hello, hello! What's up, chat?" he said, adjusting his mic. "We’re back at it today. Gonna play some tarkov, maybe some Valorant later. Who knows?"
The chat was already going wild, messages flying past at an unreadable speed:
"Lando, why are you always late?"
"McLaren merch WHEN?"
"Why does your hair always look like you just fought a tornado?"
Lando chuckled as he scrolled through the messages. "Alright, alright, calm down. I was like—only five minutes late today, which, in my world, is early, okay?" He clicked into his racing setup and got ready for a few laps, but before he could even get started, there was a soft knock at his door.
"Uh-oh, who's that?" he mused aloud, glancing toward the door. "Hold on, chat, someone’s about to interrupt our very serious business."
A moment later, the door creaked open, and in walked you, holding a plate of food in one hand and a drink in the other. Lando’s face immediately lit up.
"Oooooh, look at that, chat! Delivery service has arrived!" he said dramatically, leaning back in his chair.
You rolled your eyes but couldn’t help smiling. "You’ve been sitting here for hours, Lando. You need to eat."
"What did I do to deserve you?" he asked, taking the plate from you. "Wait, did you make this, or did you just steal it from the kitchen?"
You scoffed, placing the drink down next to him. "Rude. I made it, obviously."
"Chat, do we trust this?" Lando asked, pretending to inspect the food suspiciously. Cue the flood of messages.
"Trust her, Lando."
"Y/N best girlfriend confirmed."
"Lando, if you don’t eat that, we riot."
You laughed as you backed toward the door. "Alright, I’m leaving you and your weird little fan club alone. Enjoy your food, superstar."
Lando pouted dramatically. "You’re not gonna stay? Chat, tell her to stay!"
Chat immediately spammed:
"STAYYY."
"Y/N COME BACK."
"Lando is 100x cuter when you're around."
You shook your head. "No, you guys have fun. I’m not stealing your spotlight."
And with that, you disappeared out of frame, leaving Lando to sigh dramatically before stuffing a forkful of food into his mouth. "Well, chat, there goes the love of my life, abandoning me in my time of need."
But the chat wasn’t letting it go.
"CALL HER BACK."
"We need Y/N content!"
Lando groaned playfully. "Alright, alright, fine! You guys are so needy. Let me—wait, I have an idea."
He reached for his phone and called you, putting it on speaker. After a few rings, you picked up.
"What now?" you asked teasingly.
"Chat is basically threatening to riot if you don’t come back," Lando said, grinning. "So, congratulations, you’re famous."
You sighed dramatically, but he could hear the smile in your voice. "Fine. But only for a little bit."
Seconds later, you reappeared in the room, and Lando immediately got up from his chair. "Here, take my seat."
You frowned. "But where are you gonna sit?"
"Don’t worry about it," he said, walking off camera. Moments later, he dragged in another chair from across the room and plopped down next to you. The chat exploded.
"HE GAVE UP HIS CHAIR FOR HER."
"THE BARE MINIMUM BUT WE LOVE HIM FOR IT."
"Boyfriend of the year, confirmed."
Lando grinned as he read the messages. "See, chat, I am a gentleman. Give me some credit!"
You chuckled, leaning back in the chair as Lando scrolled through chat. "You guys are too much."
"They love you," Lando said, nudging you playfully. "More than they love me, actually. Should I be concerned?"
"Very," you teased.
The two of you continued streaming, answering silly questions and joking around. At one point, Lando leaned his head on your shoulder dramatically. "Chat, I’m exhausted. Y/N, take over."
You laughed, adjusting the headset. "Alright, guys, what’s up? Welcome to my stream now. First order of business: roasting Lando."
Chat loved it, spamming:
"FINALLY, THE TAKEOVER."
"Roast him, Y/N. He deserves it."
Lando gasped, sitting up. "Okay, no, this was a terrible idea. I take it back."
You grinned, poking his cheek. "Too late, superstar."
The chat was going wild, and Lando couldn’t stop smiling at you. He reached over and intertwined his fingers with yours under the table, unseen by the camera but enough for you to squeeze his hand lightly.
Eventually, Lando stretched and yawned. "Alright, chat, I think we’re gonna call it a night. Y/N has stolen my stream, my chair, and my dignity, so I think it’s time to go."
You smirked. "Pretty sure you lost your dignity a long time ago."
Chat spammed "LMAO" as Lando put a hand over his heart in mock offense. "Wow. Chat, did you see that? My own girlfriend betraying me on live stream."
You grinned, leaning into him just a little. "They saw nothing."
The chat exploded again, filled with heart emojis and messages like "GET MARRIED ALREADY" and "CUTEST COUPLE ON TWITCH."
Lando glanced at the screen, then at you, a soft smile tugging at his lips. "Alright, chat, love you guys, but I think I’m gonna go spend some time with this one now."
"Finally," you said, standing up. "Took you long enough."
He rolled his eyes but reached for your hand as he ended the stream, the final words from chat being:
"PROTECT THEM AT ALL COSTS."
"Lando, you better treat her like a queen."
"This was the best stream ever."
And as Lando shut his PC down, he looked over at you, grinning. "See, told you they love you more than me."
You shrugged. "Well, can you blame them?"
With a laugh, he pulled you closer, pressing a quick kiss to your forehead. "Nope. Not even a little."
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Tbh I don't really like this one but its ok don't really have anything else to say but yea enjoy the rest of your dayyyy
oh lemme know if there are any errors
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bookworrm1999 · 14 hours ago
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How Far Away? Part 1
Caleb x Mc Fanfiction
Tags: unplanned pregnancy, presumed death, depression, miscommunication
Summary: Mc and Caleb fight right before he goes on a long mission into space. Caleb ends up MIA while Mc finds out she’s pregnant.
She struggles to deal with the grief while Caleb is fighting for his life to make it back home to her.
AO3
Caleb and you usually get along quite well. Ribbing each other, demanding little favors, holding things hostage until the other breaks down in laughter as you keep them in suspense.
This was not one of those days though. He was set to leave tomorrow but all of your emotions about him leaving for 4 months, leaving you behind again with no communication.
It was too much.
You should be better than this, you should be able to just tell him like an adult. But something about Caleb always brought out the dependency in you.
He was the one who danced around the conversation about finalizing what your relationship was.
He was worse than you in this.
So instead of following him to the living room to help him make breakfast one last time before he leaves. You stayed in bed, you didn’t make a peep when he pulled away from cuddling you to go out.
“Baby?” Caleb brushed your hair back but you didn’t answer. Pretending to still be dead asleep.
He sighed affectionately and kissed the corner of your mouth before leaving the room.
Opening your eyes to stare out the window, you let a small tear slide out. But you hastily wiped it away, he was being stubborn. He was the one who refused to communicate and talk out exactly where you wanted to go in life together.
That was your justification to yourself, why you felt like you had to pull away a bit.
A small voice still whined inside to go hug him like a koala and beg him not to leave you. The voice got thoroughly smushed by your inner realist.
It was his job but you still hoped he’d say something, anything.
You sat up and stretched but that brought about a new problem. The world tilted as you instantly felt nauseous.
A bit of bile slid up before you quickly swallowed it. Coughing now, you reached for the water on the side table to soothe your stomach.
“You okay?” Caleb called out to you from the other room.
“I’m fine!” You call back, yeah you’re just peachy.
Sighing once more, you let the melancholy hold you for just a second more before you head out the door too.
“Good morning!” He turns to look at you with a bright smile before turning back to his task of making breakfast.
The smell turns your stomach, your nose wrinkles as you heave a bit into your hand.
He turns at the sound so you quickly assume a neutral face.
You were upset with him still so you didn’t need Caleb to turn on his safety above all else mode.
Knowing him, he’d probably try to keep you in the Fleet’s medical ward and monitor you through channels. Even while he was away.
Stupidly overprotective man who can’t even tell you that he wants you to be his girlfriend.
“Your food is served milady!” He makes an over dramatic bow and places down dishes onto the table.
You sit down thinking that this is where you usually respond with something along the lines of- oh good sir, you flatter me!
Caleb and you usually love to ham it up together, it’s what makes life together so fun.
Staying at his house for stretches of time before going back to your own place for work.
He won’t be here for a while though and everything that reminded you of what you’ll be missing, just made you depressed. So you just sit down at the table silently, picking up a small bowl of rice with your chopsticks. Caleb stares at you for a moment before asking quietly
“What’s wrong?”
“What do you think Caleb?”
He sighs deeply as he takes his seat across from you. The food looks delicious but the smell and the turmoil of it all sent your stomach twisting. You swallowed back a gag but he noticed your discomfort.
“What do you want me to do? I wish I could stay home but-“
“I get it. I’m just tired of you not talking to me. That’s all.”
“Not talking to you? What do you call this?” He flicks his finger between the two of us with a half grin, but his eyes are a little panicked.
“Talking out of your ass is what it is…” you mutter barely audible even to yourself.
“What was that pipsqueak?”
“Nothing!….panty sniffer.” You give him an over the top toothy grin while saying the last part just loud enough for him to hear.
“Hey! That was once!”
“You mean the only time I caught you?!”
“I-I well don’t call me that!”
You sniffed derisively, “Don’t call me pipsqueak then.”
He glares at you a bit for bringing it up in the first place before reaching over and yanking your hair a bit.
“Childish much?” You scoff at him, just nibbling at your rice, not really touching much else.
“Says the one who won’t tell me what’s wrong.”
“So the pot calls the kettle black! I did tell you what’s wrong.” He narrows his eyes at you
“There’s more to it.”
“Yeah, you keep avoiding me when I want to talk about our relationship.”
Caleb waves his hand dismissively
“What’s there to talk about? I love you and you love me right?”
“There’s more to this than that Caleb! You’re just scared of something. Are you really that scared of committing to me?!”
“Of course not!”
“Then what’s wrong? Why won’t you talk to me about it?”
He wilts like a flower in the hot sun
“I just can’t.”
“Because of the fleet? Because of the chip? Because of the professor?”
Caleb stiffens with each word you spit at him.
“Do you really think that I don’t know? I’m not stupid!”
“I never said you were.”
“Well you sure treat me like I am. Keeping me in the dark for my own safety. I’m sick of it!”
“Sick of me, you mean?” He’s angry at this, standing up from the table and leaning over it, muscles taut. You can tell he’s not trying to intimidate you because he’s looking at his hands, quivering a bit.
“I never said that.”
“It sure sounded like it to me.” He spits this but not towards you, more to himself. The thought of you leaving has always terrified him.
You didn’t mean to make him feel like that, but it won’t get him out of the conversation you needed to have.
“I’m sorry if that’s how it came across. However, I just want to talk about this. Properly. Please….” You beg him a bit, standing up and laying a hand over his trembling one.
You sit in silence for a minute, just looking at his faraway eyes. He can’t look at you in the face as he says quietly
“I just can’t right now.”
You pull away from him, distraught now. He’s leaving for 4 months and this is how he acts? Fine.
“I can’t do this.”
You walk away, not giving him a chance to reply as you latched the door behind you. Your ears caught the end of a choked sob come through the wood of the door.
Hearing him cry makes you want to cry. You really just want to go out there and hug him, cry it out together. But you know that he would still find someway to weasel out of discussing it again.
Using your sympathy to keep you to himself for the day. Not acknowledging the problem.
So for the rest of the day, you ignored him. Staying in the room. His bag was already packed and in the living room so you never even bothered opening the door.
It hurt your insides but you wanted to be firm about this. But you knew that he’d be leaving early tomorrow. You might not have a chance to say goodby if you don’t go out now.
Your pride keeps you in the room though. Caleb’s presence lingers by the door a few times. Feeling like you could see him through the wood, raising his hand to knock but stopping just before.
The quiet and the sadness stretching long between you, permeating the air of the house.
You don’t break.
Night falls, you can hear him opening and closing another door in the house. Presumably to sleep in another room.
You go to bed that night, heart, head, and stomach empty. Tears soaking into your pillow.
You don’t sleep well, so you can hear the startup of Caleb getting ready to leave. The engines thrumming outside the house.
Wait! You bolt up and skid out the door. Flinging the front door open, you start waving your arms frantically but it’s too late.
He’s already in the air.
He starts to fly away. You don’t know if he glances back to look but you wave your arm as you yell
“I love you!”
He fades into the distance, leaving you alone with a hole in your stomach.
Going back into the house after a minute, you notice a small piece of paper left on the coffee table. Picking it up, you notice his handwriting immediately.
‘I’m sorry’
You fall to your knees, sobs wracking your body. Heaving a bit as the nausea in your stomach hits you with a vengeance.
Please come back safe Caleb.
Let me know what you thought! I’m going to make this a series, it’s also on AO3. Thank you for reading🤗
Tags: @moonberry69 @supermyeon22
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sweetflanfiction · 18 hours ago
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Asymetrical Symphony - Part 26
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Universe: Arcane (LOL)
Pairing: Viktor x reader
Summary: You had been on the rooftop with Jayce and the Herald and somehow you were sent to a place where things can be different with your help
Disclaimers and Warnings: If you want me to tag you on the chapters let me know! Also leave a comment with your thoughts :D Not finished, not proofread. English isn't my 1st language. All I know about LOL is from google and all I know about Arcane is taken from the show, so inacuracies will be plenty. I have a sort of idea on how to I'm gonna go with magic and runes, so bear with me. The reader will be written as GN (going by they/them) to get everyone involved, but if you see any discrepancies let me know
A.N: I'm sorry for the delay. Unfortunately life gets in the way of these things!
Part 1 • Part 2 • Part 3 • Part 4 • Part 5 • Part 6 • Part 7 • Part 8 • Part 9 • Part 10 • Part 11 • Part 12 • Part 13 • Part 14 • Part 15 • Part 16 • Part 17 • Part 18 • Part 19 • Part 20 • Part 21 • Part 22 • Part 23 • Part 24 • Part 25
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Thanks to whatever gods were now in charge of watching your endeavors, you made your way quickly and easily through the aqueduct. A mix of Viktor’s knowledge of the place and your ability to unlock doors and create distractions meant you didn’t need to go through the rocky riverbed.
Once on the other side of the river, you both made your way silently toward the main city, and when you arrived back at the park, the sun was already low on the horizon.
Viktor paused next to the small bench you had met by that morning, scratching the back of his neck and biting on his cheek, and you frowned.
“Spit it.” You crossed your arms and raised an eyebrow when he looked up at you, but then his gaze drifted away.
“I have a…suggestion to give you, but I’m afraid of what you might think of me after.”
Your frown got deeper as his cheeks got redder.
“Go on.” 
“My apartment is closer to the aqueduct than the penthouse, so…” He cleared his throat. “I think it would be beneficial…and far less exhausting… if…youspendthenightatmyhouse.”
The last part of the sentence came out as fast as the hex claw laser. You got 'spend' and 'house'…ah…
“You don’t have to; it is completely up to you, and even if you say yes and then change your mind, you can go! And the walls are really paper-thin, so if you are worried that I do anything to you… I mean you do have magic and I'm not exactly the strongest man in Piltover…once…Jayce gently pushed me away from an experiment, and I toppled over… Embarrassing, really… Why am I telling you this?”
You blinked a couple of times. At first I'm shocked that he had actually asked you to spend time at his place, especially after the day you both had. And then at his comically dramatic rant, a smile appeared on your face as he kept going.
“Alright, sounds like a good plan.”
“Besides, your mother isn’t here yet, and you’d be alone and…wait, what?” He finally stopped to look at you.
“It’s a good idea. We’ll be able to squeeze a few more hours of sleep in and do some planning.”
Viktor started to nod slowly at first and then enthusiastically. His face opened up with a nervous but bright smile.
“You want to go get takeout at Voltaire’s? I’m sure I can convince him to get you some tart…” He announced as he passed you by, waiting for you to follow him.
“No need.” He adjusted his cane, and you could have sworn he had a little more pep in his step. “Jayce came over the other day; his mother usually makes him bring me food. I fear she thinks I can’t feed myself.”
“Eh…pastries and dessert don’t count as a balanced meal plan, Vik.” You joked, and he gave an ‘I don’t care’ type shrug. “I’m just happy you're eating.”
“Why wouldn’t I?” You shifted your backpack’s straps, realizing what you had blurted out.
“Well, work…”
“I can eat and work! That is why I have two hands…” He made a gesture of screwing a bolt and grabbing something to eat.
“Wow…efficient.” He made an agreeing sound with his throat, and you laughed.
“Keep doing it! As much as people would kill for those cheekbones, gaunt wouldn’t look good on you.” You winked at him and laughed when he touched the reddening apple of his cheeks. 
Viktor joined your amusement as you both walked towards the Artist Quarters on your way to Engineering Street. 
The small apartment Viktor had inhabited was, in fact, closer to the aqueduct, between the riverbed and the Academy. Most of the people working in the Academy had housing there. Mostly because the rents were low for them and proximity. It was a step up from dorms, but not really an upgrade in luxury.
And while Engineering Street was quiet throughout the day and night, you’d even say a bit boring, the Artist Quarters were a lively and colorful place, becoming more energetic at night.
The buildings were smaller, with a maximum of 3 floors, but bright with small shops on the floor levels. Bakeries, art shops, music stores. The cobblestone streets were filled with chalk drawings on the ground, and the streetlights had string lights hanging in between them. 
The colors seemed to become brighter in these streets with the number of flowers and small trees and the strewn artists painting on the streets or people drinking and eating on the restaurant’s patio.
You passed by an art supply shop, and someone inside shouted Viktor’s name and waved at him. Viktor did the same, warmly greeting the elderly man storing a display of watercolors on a shelf, and you became curious.
“Mr. Felton sells me the pencils and chalks the council hates so much.” Viktor explained when he saw your expression.
“Have you ever tried drawing?”
“Oh no! Jayce is the artist of the two of us. He’s in charge of doing the initial designs and sketches…I’m good with a ruler, though!”
You were chuckling at his pride and confidence when he suddenly veered right and started to fish something out of his satchel. He took out a key and shoved it into the intricate front door to a beautiful blue-tiled building.
When he noticed you weren’t following him, he turned back and mentioned for you to come.
Viktor, head scientist and co-creator of Hextech, did not live on Engineering Street… Viktor, the color-coding aficionado, lived in the Artists Quarters. And you knew, in your heart of hearts…in the depths of your soul…there was nothing that made more sense than this.
His never-stopping mind didn’t need the monotony of the academy-assigned living quarters. It needs the bustle and the bustle and the colors of this place. You wondered if anything would have been different if the other Viktor had had this thought.
The building was beautiful outside and in.
On the outside, the light blue tiled walls were decorated with white columns and stone windows. There were three floors, with the two higher ones having a small veranda on them, just big enough to have two chairs on them. The ivy that crept up on the walls broke the symmetric façade of the building, clinging to the columns and tiles like veiny tendrils of bright green. What really got your attention at first was the front door, a white wood double door with intricate carvings and colorful glass panes, finished with a beautifully curved glass canopy.
The inside of the building was just as wonderful, with pastel brown painted walls and various little plants scattered on corners; the well-used wooden floors gave the inside a cozy feeling. In the middle back of the foyer was an old, small elevator that Viktor quickly made his way to, only stopping at the metal mailboxes to see if anything had been left to him. Nothing.
When you got to the elevator, you noticed Viktor’s hand tapping on the handle of his crutch. He was biting his cheek and slightly frowning, breathing in and out deeply at points.
“Are you alright?” You asked, leaning against the cage of the elevator.
“Mmm?” You nodded to his fingers on the handle, and he stopped, clutching the handle tighter. “Sorry…I--”
“Remember when you said I could change my mind and go? The same applies to you. I can just go.” You made sure your tone wasn’t disappointed or angry or any unintentional emotion that would make him feel bad when there was absolutely nothing to feel bad about. You’d respect his decision the same way you know he’d respect yours.
“No…” he quickly interjected. “I…this is not because I don’t want you here. It is because I do. I’m afraid I may do something that will scare you off…”
“I don’t scare easily.” You want to add, ‘I once spit in the face of a god,’ but then he would start asking questions. So you just touched his hand and smiled. 
The elevator stopped with a mechanical groan, and Viktor nodded, more to himself than to you, and walked out to the second-floor foyer. He opened the door and walked inside with you close behind. However, you couldn’t make it past the door frame without gasping wide-eyed while your mind blanked.
Something about butterflies and wings came to mind, though.
The inside of his apartment was the exact same floor plan as the other dimension. A small kitchenette to the left with a window on top of the sink, and the rest was open space. The glass and wood door to the balcony was on a diagonal corner in front of the main door; next to it was a small arrangement of windows with curved lines going through them, giving them a delicate design. There was a room to the side, which you guessed was the bedroom, and another room at the end of the open space, the bathroom. It wasn’t cramped, but it was small.
You knew this floor plan like the back of your hand; you could close your eyes and go from here to the bathroom without bumping into the wall.
What changed, though, made the entire home feel different. The decorations and the colors. The lived-in details of the furniture.
The walls had been painted a deep forest green, instead of the neutral gray of the other dimension. There were decorations on the walls, diplomas, and schematics displayed proudly. The wooden floors were shiny and covered with rugs here and there.
The small table that served as a divider between the kitchen and the living space had a napkin holder and a wooden straw table mat. There were pans on top of the fridge and plates on the dish rack. There were two mugs on the sink, one of them with ‘man of progress printed on it. 
It contrasted with the table that only served to hold books, boxes, and schematics. On the other timeline, glasses and plates were stored so as not to catch dust from not being used.
The living room had three bookcases filled with trinkets, books, vinyl records, and their player. 
The books weren’t just academic, like the other apartment’s shelves, but also biographies and fantasy, architecture, and philosophy.
You could see the collector's edition of your mother’s saga neatly tucked into a shelf with small ceramic figures of the main characters in front of them. 
There were photos of him, Jayce, Sky, and even your mom and Willah. Noticeably he didn’t look particularly comfortable in any of them, but it was a stark difference from the single photo of Jayce and Viktor at the inauguration of the hexgate and the framed newspaper clipping of the hex crystal discovery. 
The couch was a light dusty pink color with decorative pillows and two folded blankets on the back of it. It was a sharp difference from the leather-bound couch with blankets thrown about and his bed pillow shoved into a corner.
Behind a clothed divider, a desk and some scientific material were completely thrown around, but the mess was enclosed there. Near a big window, you saw the single-seat, twin version of the couch your mother sent to the lab. Tucked in a nook surrounded by plants and books. 
There were shoes on the shoe rack and coats on the coat hanger. There was an open book with a cover-up on the end table near the couch. There were tea stains on the dinner table. There was a life being lived here.
As you walked around the home, with Viktor trailing in front of you explaining and adding commentary to the million new things you were finding in the familiar house, you found yourself wondering why the Viktor you knew from before couldn’t have been gifted this…why was this Viktor standing in front of you smiling and being a generally happy human while his cosmic twin coughed himself to death? It made you sad and happy and angry and relieved.
“Are you alright?” Viktor tapped your shoulder, something he had now started to use to catch your attention instead of grabbing you.
You took a deep breath and mentioned the couch, silently asking permission to sit. Quickly he nodded and grabbed some pillows to make space for you. 
When you fell onto the leathery furniture, he took the place next to you, looking concerned.
“V…I…need to--”
“Meow”
Your speech was interrupted by a long, muffled meow by the front door, accompanied by small scratches on the wood.
“Oh…No, no… I’m sorry…Give me a moment…” Viktor gave an apologetic smile and got up, while you looked on intrigued by this.
He walked towards the bathroom door and opened it and then went back to the front door and did the same. The blackest of black cats intertwined itself on Viktor's legs, giving out small greeting squeaks and purrs.
“Go. Go on. Yes, I know.” Viktor said, smiling softly at the cat, talking back to them as if he could understand. 
The scientist softly nudged the cat with his foot, making the furry critter understand the big human wanted to move.
The cat finally acknowledged you and walked slowly towards where you sat, sitting gracefully in front of you and staring. Their blue eyes looked at you, and you swore that if all of the lights in Piltover were to turn off, the cat's eyes would be the only thing beaming.
“You have a cat.” You stated more than asked.
“Eehhh…Technically, the building has a cat. She just heard me first.” He limped back towards the couch and sat down.
“What's her name?” 
“Noir…Nono for short.” 
The cat leaped to the couch and smelled the hand you gave her. After a while, she deemed you worthy of her time and pushed her head into her hand, while Viktor stroked her body.
“Nono.” You called, and she looked at you. You presented her with your name, and she meowed.
When she was sick of the attention, she jumped down and walked to the bathroom, where you heard the telltale signs of her munching on her food.
“What were you saying?”
Viktor’s face was the definition of relaxed, the concern from before being replaced with a soft gaze and smile. 
Was the need to come clean to him about his cosmic twin attempting to end the world worth him losing his peace? Would the information you were about to vomit change what he has so carefully built?
“I…think I just need to eat.” You gave him a bright smile, and he laughed quietly.
“Very well.” He got up from the couch and made his way to the kitchen counter, and you followed him. “Please, make yourself comfortable.”
You already were, the familiar floor plan making you feel at home. You sat at the dinner table watching him open his fridge and take out some glass containers with food and place them in the oven to heat up. 
Viktor sat on a chair next to you and slowly took off his leg brace, sighing in release.
“If you want to, you can shower. I can go ask Madame Theroux, my neighbor, if she can let me borrow one of her kid's old clothes… I think she might have something that fits you.” 
“Oh no…That’s too much of a bother.”
“Nonsense.” He got up and grabbed a discarded cane that was hooked on the divider and walked towards his bedroom. 
After a while, he came out holding two fluffy towels and handed them to you. “She probably already heard I have company; might as well come clean sooner than later; otherwise she’ll be knocking on my door to snoop.”
“Sounds like a charm.” You grabbed the towels.
“She is actually. She’s very protective of us…the people in the building.” He smiled and mentioned the bathroom door. “If you could just leave the door ajar so Nono can come in and out…otherwise she will throw a tantrum.”
The black cat, now curled up on the couch, meowed at hearing her name. You nodded and walked to the bathroom while Viktor made his way to his neighbor's door.
“Oh…you can use whatever you need from there.” He opened the door and paused again. “There’s a robe on the back of the door if you need it.”
The door clicked shut, and you looked at Nono, who looked up at you and blinked slowly.
The bathroom was big, and while in the other dimension, it was just a well, normal bathroom; this one had been enhanced to help Viktor with his disability.
There were grab rails next to the slightly raised toilet and in the shower nook. All of the towel racks were sturdy enough to assist if he needed.
The floor had several thin anti-slip rugs, and the shower also had one that looked like wood. 
There was also a stool inside the shower that you assumed he would use when needed.
You and Viktor in your timeline had once talked about this, making his house accessible for when he needed it, but his answer had been dismissive. A shrug and an ‘I spend more time in the lab anyway.’ Maybe you should have insisted; maybe you should have been more enthused about making it easier for him. Maybe if you had, he would have seen you in a better light after he had gotten the news.
It frustrated you that ‘maybes’ were all you had now. Even if you went back to your dimension, those things would still be in a maybe and if pile.
You heard the door close and started your shower quickly. You heard a knock on the door.
“There is a chair outside the door, in arm's reach for you to take. Madame Theroux said she threw in some undergarments…I didn’t check.” 
“Thank you.” 
You finished the shower and grabbed the clothes. Some red cotton checkered bottoms, a matching shirt, a white undershirt, and undergarments. It looked cozy, and it did fit you perfectly. This brought up the question of how Viktor had described you to the neighbor for her to get accurate measurements.
Walking out of the bathroom intent on joking about it with him, you stopped when you saw him haul a blanket and what you assume was a pillow to the couch.
“Oh. You are done.” He smiled, grabbed some clothes from the back of the couch, and walked towards you. “I think the food will be done soon. I am going to take a shower too, and then we eat, yes?”
You were still looking at the pillow and the sheet that was already tucked into the sofa. 
“This for me?” You blurted it out before he passed you, and he shook his head.
“No. You’re my guest. You sleep on the bed.” He sounded proud of himself. “May I?”
Viktor pointed to the door of the bathroom, and you noticed you had been blocking his path. You took a step forward, and he smiled, walked inside, and pushed the door almost closed.
The ruffling of clothes snapped you out of your stupor, and you walked towards the kitchen, throwing daggers at the couch.
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emphasisonthehomo · 3 days ago
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More Popstar!Au
For context, this takes place right before the first actual concert Buck and Tommy perform together.
Here's Buck in peak drama queen mode.
“Tommy Kinard, is that you?”
As Buck turns, a rail thin man with a long beard starts waving his arms like a windmill.
“Oh fuck,” Tommy grumbles under his breath, before saying louder “Artem! Good to see you man, I didn’t know you worked here now.”
Artem comes jogging over, dressed all in black with STAFF in bold letters across his chest.
“Yeah, for a couple years,” Artem says, holding Tommy by his shoulders and shaking him a bit, “Damn dude, tech death doesn’t pay shit if you’re doing this too.”
Buck bristles, and Tommy starts laughing awkwardly.
“I’m here as a favor,” Tommy says, “Last minute thing.”
“Oh really? Cool. Doing sound again? You’re late as fuck if that’s the case,” Artem speaks a mile a minute, seemingly oblivious to the fact that Buck and Eddie are both staring at him.
“No. I’m drumming,” Tommy says, easy as anything.
“For Buckley?” Artem looks cartoonishly shocked.
Honestly? Buck can relate to that. Part of him still can’t believe it. 
“Uh…” Tommy’s eyes are very wide, and they look shockingly blue under the florescent lighting as he glances at Buck. Buck just raises his eyebrows in return. Eddie looks like he can’t decide if he wants to laugh or not.
“As I Lay Dying always needs a new drummer, you don’t have to resort to that,” Artem continues, before laughing hysterically.
“I would genuinely rather choke,” Tommy says, “I gotta go dude. See you around.”
“Cool man,” Artem pats him on the shoulder, “Bye!”
Just as suddenly as he appeared, Artem is jogging off in another direction.
“Sorry about that,” Tommy mumbles, “He’s uh. He’s nice enough, but he’s… a lot.”
“Can he not see?" Eddie sounds bewildered.
“He used to do a lot of mushrooms,” Tommy explains, before speaking to Buck directly “Also I don’t think he knows what you look like.”
“My face is on a 50-foot screen in front of the building,” Buck feels obligated to point out.
“I don’t know,” Tommy says defensively, “I once saw Artem eat a live grasshopper for a McDouble, and that was back when those were only like a dollar. He’s not exactly the brightest crayon in the box.”
“What does he do?” Buck asks, anxiety starting to claw at him, “It’s not stage effects or anything right?”
“Oh no,” Tommy shakes his head immediately, “I don’t know what he does here, but when I’ve worked with him, he’s always done merch.”
“It’ll be fine,” Eddie says confidently, “I don’t think MSG hires people that can ruin shows.”
“I’m going to throw up,” Buck says bluntly.
“C’mon,” Eddie rolls his eyes and grabs at Buck’s hand and starts dragging him further down the hallway, “You need to chill out.”
“I’m going to. Throw. Up.” Buck repeats, but he lets Eddie pull him into the greenroom.
“For real?” Eddie asks, pushing the door open “Or are you being dramatic?”
“I’ll let you know if it’s ever for real,” Buck says sourly, throwing himself onto one of the couches.
Unmoved by Buck’s distress, Eddie just grabs the trashcan in the corner and places it delicately next to Buck’s knee. Buck scowls at him. It’s frustrating, but more than that it’s stupid. Buck knows he’s being difficult, but that doesn’t stop him from doing so.
“I’m going to go grab food,” Eddie says, putting his hands on his hips, “Hey? Tommy?”
“Yeah?” Tommy says, wandering into the greenroom behind them.
“Can you make sure Buck doesn’t leave this room?” Eddie says, placing a hand seriously on the top of Tommy’s shoulder.
“And how exactly am I supposed to do that?” Tommy says, looking amused, “He’s a grown man.”
“Put him in a headlock if you have to,” Eddie continues, “He’s ticklish.” 
“Oh, fuck off,” Buck bristles.
“Ticklish,” Tommy repeats with a sharp nod, “Got it. And what happens when he fires me?”
“He can’t fire you,” Eddie snorts, “Bobby signs your checks.”
“I sign Bobby’s checks,” Buck says mulishly, crossing his arms and sinking low against the couch cushions, “I’m going to fire you.”
“No, you won’t,” Eddie says easily, before turning to Tommy, “You want anything?”
“I’m good,” Tommy says with a shrug, sitting down on the couch opposite Buck, “I’ll get something later. I gotta go find out where my practice pad is.”
“I’ll ask Bobby if I see him,” Eddie says, already halfway out the door.
“I wanna beer!” Buck calls after him.
Eddie flips him off without looking back, and vanishes down the hallway.
“It’s a bit early for a beer,” Tommy says mildly.
Buck doesn’t bother dignifying that with a response. He makes a point of laying down on the couch and turning his back to Tommy.
“Okay,” Tommy mumbles under his breath, “You’re the boss, you sign Bobby’s checks, you can have a beer at noon.”
Buck doesn’t respond to that either. He’s so tired his eyes hurt. He feels sick to his stomach, and the show is still hours away. He forces himself to breathe slowly and tries to relax against the cushions. There’s movement behind him. Tommy says thank you to someone, and a few minutes later the muted and rhythmic clatter of drum sticks on a practice pad starts up.
It’s a sound Buck’s used to. Lucy uses one as well, though she prefers to limit her warmup to right before going on stage. Tommy isn’t Lucy, a fact that Buck is well aware of, and honestly still irritated by. The noise is comforting in its familiarity all the same.
-tatatata-tatata-tatatata-tata-
He’s a little cold, he should have thought to grab a jacket.
-tatatata-tatata-tatatata-tata-
Buck shifts on the couch and closes his eyes.
-tatatata-tatata-tat-
Buck wakes with a jerk. His face is mashed against the arm of the couch, and there’s a wet smear on his cheek that lets him know he’s been drooling. Gross.
“Wassit?” He grumbles, sitting up and rubbing at his face. A thick black piece of clothing flops down off of his shoulders, and he blinks down at it in confusion.
“Oh, sorry I woke you.”
Buck twists around to see Chimney gingerly closing the door behind him.
“‘m good,” Buck says, “I didn’t mean to fall asleep.”
He picks up the clothing, turning the fabric over in his hands, and realizes it’s a hoodie. Tommy’s hoodie. It’s soft and well worn, the white screen printing of Tommy's band's insane logo cracked in some places.
Tommy, on the other hand, is nowhere to be seen.
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saturnbellfromhell · 18 hours ago
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Roasting your Moon Sign
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Welcome back everyone to a little silly goofy post. I haven't been on the app for a long time because of my school, work and internship, but now I can proudly say I've finished a big chapter in my life and can't wait to be back writing, posting, chatting! Hope you all enjoy this easy-going post and don't take it to heart, it's just a fun time, not a serious time.
〰�� If you're easily offended by jokes and giggles don't read this post, most of my friends, family and people I know are some if these signs, so don't take it so far. In the end I will ne roasting myself as well. :)
➰️ARIES MOON
Why so explosive all the time? I know your emotions run wild, but being so dramatic won't get you anywhere. Take a nap sometimes will ya. No nobody thinks you're annoying all the time, just sometimes. We still love our divas.
➰️ TAURUS MOON
Sleeping again? Shopping again? Fighting over food with your significant other, aren't you? No, you can't get that puppy, you're too lazy to take care if it. Also, we get it, you love art and have the best taste in movies. You do have a nice decorated house, I'll give you that.
➰️GEMINI MOON
Yes, you're so different. Yes, we are all boring in your eyes. No, it's not cute to have an avoidant attachment style. Yes, your shoes are amazing, no, I wouldn't wanna go shopping with you. Why are you constantly buying new apps on your phone? Did you forget about your old friends again because you found a new group of people?
➰️ CANCER MOON
The moody bitch you are, always complaing about how stressed they are even though they cried 2 years ago. Do you always wake up and remember what food you didn't eat in a long time? I know for a fact you would be mad if I showed up at your house without an invitation. Do you also hate traveling because you're too scared to leave the safe place of your house or because you hate leaving your house?
➰️LEO MOON
We get it, you're always right. Yes you are loud yes you are annoying at times, but lovable aswell. Does everybody need to know your bf/gf treats you like a princess? Stop buying so much gold jewerly! You're moving in with a celebrity?
➰️ VIRGO MOON
So how was your day? No,no not work, not the new cleaning appliance you bought, how was your day? O the Turkish eggs at brunch were too cold when served and your dermatitis came back? And you deleted your "sad girl playlist? Damn that's harsh, but your eyeliner is still phenomenal, hope you have a good week even though I know you haven't had a normal week in a long time queen.
➰️LIBRA MOON
No I can't remember all your situationships, boy toys and playboys and wasn't Mark your ex in fucking elementary school, how'd you find him again? I know you're into pilates, you told me that 5 times already. No I don't want to get botox after 2 shots of tequila. Tramp stamp tattoos are cute, sure.
➰️SCORPIO MOON
Ok...yes your ex was a whore and that ex best friend really did lie to you. No don't get in your car and crash it into their house and than set it on fire and watch the flames feather out. Stop looking at me with those serial killer eyes! No, we will not stalk your boss because you think she's having an affair. Yes your knife collection is hot.
➰️ SAGGITARIUS MOON
We get it...you love porn. Yes we get it, you're so loose and easy going and so open and so talkative. No, blondy at the bar is not staring at you, she literally is sitting with her husband...You're moving to Malta? And you got a job in Thailand? And you're 2nd wedding is on the coast of rural Australia??
➰️ CAPRICORN MOON
Is your favorite movie still American Pyscho? O really, you still have the same routine as him, interesting. We get it, yes, you're an introvert. Yes people are gross, yes your cat is amazing. You got into Harvard Law?? On a random Tuesday and you got your Masters? Still fighting with your dad eh...yea, he's a cunt.
➰️AQUARIUS MOON
Can you stop being in your head for 10 minutes damn. And also can you stop talking about your feelings and just start you know...feeling them? Still trying to figure out why society is weird and you feel left out? You spent all your money on your library cards, are you serious..
➰️PISCES MOON
You broke up with your dismissive,back stabbing, crazy ex again? That's the 10th time this month. No, you don't love her, she's literally using you. No, we are not doing MDMA at a carnival to forget everything. Where have you been, why were you taking a walk for 5 hours?
That's all for now, hope you giggled a little. Love all my signs at the end of the day, we are all a little too much at times. Can you guess which I am...😅
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mybelovedwoo · 6 hours ago
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Could I maybe a request a “Ateez and their toxic traits/red flags”? And if you don’t it’s fine!! Anyway love your works<33
Thank you so much for your request! I hope you'll like it <3
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ateez and their toxic traits/red flags
headcanon, angst
gn!reader x bf!atz
wc. ~0.8k
an: you can request headcanons if you want to!! if you want to be tagged in any of my fics you can apply here <3
masterlist
hongjoong
you plan a cute movie night, but hongjoong gets caught up in his studio. when you remind him, he sighs and says, “just give me another hour,” but three hours pass and he’s still not done.
-the perfectionist leader
-he can be overly controlling, always needing things to go his way. if something doesn’t align with his vision, he might micromanage or get frustrated
-he sometimes prioritizes his work and ambitions over his relationships, which can leave you feeling second place to his career
-despite his flaws, Hongjoong will always go out of his way to show you how much he cares once he realizes his behavior has hurt you. he’ll write you a heartfelt letter or dedicate a whole day to making you feel loved.
seonghwa
you tease him about not cleaning the kitchen properly, and instead of laughing it off, he quietly stops talking to you for the rest of the evening, overthinking if he’s not “good enough.”
-silent overthinker
-seonghwa tends to bottle up his feelings, choosing to remain quiet instead of addressing problems. this can lead to misunderstandings or passive-aggressive behavior
-he has impossibly high standards for himself and, sometimes unintentionally, for you too. ee may subtly push you to be "perfect"
-when he realizes he’s being unfair, seonghwa will open up more, offering sincere apologies and sweet, thoughtful gestures to show he’s working on himself
yunho
you bring up something that’s been bothering you, and yunho jokes, “oh, come on, it’s not a big deal! we’re fine!” but you can sense he’s avoiding the conversation.
-mr. nice guy complex
-yunho can sometimes suppress his own feelings to keep the peace, which can result in resentment building up over time
-he’s overly optimistic, brushing off serious issues with humor or positivity instead of addressing them head-on
-his warm-hearted nature means he’ll do anything to make you laugh and feel better. he’ll sit down and have a serious conversation once he realizes the importance of addressing things
yeosang
you have a small argument, and while he doesn’t yell or fight back, he quietly distances himself for days, leaving you confused.
-yeosang can be emotionally unavailable at times, keeping his walls up and making it hard for you to understand what he’s really feeling
-he has a tendency to hold grudges and doesn’t easily forgive, even if he doesn’t outright show it
-when yeosang lets his guard down, he’s incredibly attentive and sincere. he’ll work on opening up and showing you just how much you mean to him
san
you’re chatting with a mutual friend, and san playfully but obviously interrupts, draping his arm around you and saying, “hey, don’t forget about me over here.” he brushes it off as a joke, but you can tell he’s a little serious.
-attention seeker
-san can get jealous or possessive when he feels he’s not the center of your attention. he loves being adored and might pout or act out if he doesn’t get it
-he sometimes tests your boundaries to see how far you’ll go to prove your affection for him
-san is quick to realize when he’s being unfair. his apologies are as dramatic as his personality, and he’ll shower you with affection to make it up to you
mingi
he sees you talking to someone on your phone and later asks, “was that a friend? you seemed… really close.” when you reassure him, he says, “i trust you, but I just… tend to overthink sometimes.”
-mingi’s tendency to overthink can lead to unnecessary doubts or insecurities in the relationship. he may read too much into small things
-he has moments where he can retreat into his own world and become distant without explaining why, leaving you feeling unsure
-mingi’s love language is reassurance. once he’s calmed down, he’ll open up and let you in, making sure you feel secure in the relationship
wooyoung
during a playful argument, he blurts out, “well, at least i’m not as annoying as you!” the moment the words leave his mouth, he knows he messed up.
-wooyoung’s fiery personality means he can be impulsive, saying or doing things in the heat of the moment that he later regrets
-he has a competitive streak that can sometimes turn into unnecessary comparisons or playful jabs that might sting
-wooyoung is the king of dramatic apologies, complete with puppy eyes and endless affection. he’ll always go above and beyond to make you laugh again
jongho
you tell him about a bad day at work, and instead of comforting you, he says, “well, maybe you should handle it differently next time.” his words sting, even though he’s trying to be practical.
-jongho can be incredibly stubborn, refusing to admit when he’s wrong or refusing to budge in an argument
-he has a tendency to be overly blunt, which can come off as insensitive even if he doesn’t mean it that way
-jongho’s love language is acts of service. he might not say the words “I’m sorry” outright, but he’ll go out of his way to show you he’s sorry through thoughtful gestures and his unwavering support
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premiumbitch · 13 hours ago
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THINGS TO MANIFEST - SERENA VAN DER WOODSEN THEMED PACK ! ⋆₊˚⊹♡
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hi luvs! I decided I'd make this serena van der woodsen themed pack for the lovely person who requested it (@cinnamoncilla) and for people who want to manifest themselves to be a completely different person, someone they will feel confident to be! also for the amazing shifters who can script this about themselves! enjoy :)
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BEAUTY ♡ //
You are effortlessly stunning—the kind of beautiful people remember even years later.
Your golden, sun-kissed glow makes it look like you just stepped off a private jet from the Hamptons.
Your hair is the perfect mix of undone and polished—like you just ran your fingers through it and it fell into place.
You look just as breathtaking in a designer gown as you do in an oversized sweater and messy waves.
Your lips curve into a mischievous, knowing smile—the kind that makes people want to follow you anywhere.
Your eyes are filled with secrets, promises, and just the right amount of trouble.
You don’t need heavy makeup—your natural beauty does all the work.
Your aura alone makes you beautiful; there is something in the way you carry yourself that is hypnotic.
You always smell expensive—like vanilla, jasmine, and a hint of luxury.
You are luminous, radiant, untouchable—a golden dream that people can’t quite wake up from.
AURA ♡ //
You are light, warmth, and wild freedom, but with an air of mystery that keeps people guessing.
Your energy is intoxicating—people feel alive just by being near you.
You are the girl people write songs about, the one who leaves a mark without even trying.
You live in a way that makes people wonder what it’s like to be you.
Your laughter is like champagne—bubbly, sparkling, and slightly dangerous.
You leave behind traces of yourself wherever you go—a lipstick stain, a whispered memory, a feeling they can’t shake.
You are the main character, the untouchable beauty, the girl with the world at her feet.
You are equal parts mystery and familiarity—people feel like they know you, but they never really do.
You are the hurricane that no one can resist, the kind of storm people want to get lost in.
Your presence lingers, long after you’ve left—because how could anyone forget you?
SMARTS ♡ //
You are effortlessly intelligent—people underestimate you, and that’s their first mistake.
You know exactly what to say to make people adore you without them even realizing it.
You have emotional intelligence—your charm is calculated, your kindness strategic, and your allure undeniable.
You know how to work a room without even trying; people naturally gravitate toward you.
You are street-smart, world-smart, socially smart—you know how the game is played, even if you pretend you don’t.
You are a master of reading people—you can tell what they want before they even know it themselves.
You know how to disappear when needed and reappear when it’s most dramatic.
You have a natural talent for making things look easy, even when they’re not.
You can make anyone feel like the most important person in the room—until you decide they aren’t.
You may not always know what you want, but you always know how to get it.
PERSONALITY ♡ //
You are magnetic—people want to be near you, even if they don’t know why.
You are a mix of rebellion and softness, carelessness and depth.
You can be both fiercely independent and heartbreakingly vulnerable.
You love hard, but you never beg—if someone loses you, that’s their loss.
You are the life of the party, but you also know how to disappear when the world feels too heavy.
You are kind, even when people don’t deserve it—but you are no one’s fool.
You are unpredictable; no one ever really knows what you’re going to do next.
You have a wild heart, but a good one—you love deeply, even if it sometimes hurts.
You can be reckless, spontaneous, and a little self-destructive—but that’s part of your charm.
You are unforgettable—the kind of person who stays in people’s minds forever.
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galindatopland · 3 months ago
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i get back home and then i have around an hour and a half before i have to go pick up my dog from the clinic (takes me about 25 minutes to walk there) and that is technically enough time to do some cleaning but due to broken brain disorder it's just wait time rotting. release me
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aureentuluva70 · 1 year ago
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galacticlamps · 9 months ago
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actually ascension needs its own post since that's the one with the most details to speculate over and im starved for soho talk so i will talk to myself if need be
First the cover again, because I kinda can't get over it:
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my only thing is that I had been hoping we might get Lizbeth on a cover again since she's never been on one of the boxsets before, despite being the 2nd person credited on all 4 of them (even if that's just alphabetical, still, she's the only one of the four main characters who never makes the cover)
But letting that go...
I know we already kinda knew the brief for this one but damn I didn't expect it to go quite this hard. Maybe that's just because the Parasite & Ashenden covers were (comparatively) similarish to each other and I was so pleased with Unbegotten's, and then got so used to it as the placeholder for Ascension while they kept postponing it, I wasn't expecting anything this colorful or detailed or with what I can't help but register as Fun New Outfits even though these are still like, pretty damn basic as far as costumes go. Still, it's a different vibe from everyone in suits and trenchcoats on every cover, technically. (Oh the woes of being an audio fan such that two characters owning sweaters actually does qualify as new information)
On top of just being visually delightful though, I know we knew religion was gonna be a fairly big part of this one, but I didn't actually expect to get quite this much of it - though I'm glad of it for a number of reasons. The BF twitter already made the ineffable joke so I don't have to, but also yeah I did very much spend all of season 2 episode 4 of good omens half convinced Samuel Barnett & Dervla Kirwan were about to pop up around any given corner (if you will go around being gay supernatural and horrible at your messy bureaucratic jobs in midcentury soho then I'm sorry, this is where my brain's gonna go) - so, fuel to that fire. But in terms of actual important things, at least one of my Soho wishes looks to be being granted because we have a Rev Edward Folgate on the cast list, which must mean we're finally meeting Norton's father, even if his mother & brother don't appear (which they could, technically, I've definitely seen BF not list all the doublings on their cast tabs before). Religion, domesticity, and the nuclear family are all things that absolutely fascinate me when it comes to Norton's character, so getting any amount of story involving his father & his church is something I've been actively hoping for for a long time now.
(I will say I'm a tiny bit bummed Saffron Coomber isn't on the cast list to play Mia again, but I kinda figured she wasn't going to be since Greg Austin's Armitage, who's making his first recurring appearance after originating in Unbegotten, was listed ever since the boxset was announced - presumably if she was also returning, that would've been handled in the same way. But since Unbegotten ended with Lizbeth and Mia going on a date, I still held out hope. Who knows though, maybe things did go well for them and Lizbeth just has a better work/life balance than Norton so she can date someone without them getting dragged into every scifi plot. I know that's not a very common accomplishment for any Torchwood agent, but a gal can hope)
At this point I know I'm completely in the realm of speculation & even wishful thinking, but I'm really really hoping we get some more clues as to Norton's overall timeline in this one, and I have a feeling that even if there's nothing as direct as dates given, the events of a plot like this one are going to heavily influence my personal interpretation of it.
To say that life & death are major themes for the soho crew feels wildly reductive, but even by Torchwood's standards and taking into account its origins as a piece of media with Jack Harkness & his newfound immortality at the heart of it, the living/dead status of this bunch has always been fantastically up in the air to me. Obviously Ghost Mission introduced Norton as kind of a ghost before revealing more obvious ghostly characters later on to which the title might have been referring, but his being from the past did beg the question of his survival into Torchwood's present era all the same, which Outbreak later alludes to much more directly, and his habit of showing up via hologram in multiple stories only further obfuscates any certainty we might have about where & when he definitely can be said to be alive and well. Then you've got Lizbeth and Gideon both being effectively 'brought back to life' via paradoxes that prevented them ever having died in the first place. Again, they are very very far from being the only Torcwhood characters this happens to (for a sprawling EU, it's really rather impressive how often & in how many different ways Torchwood as a whole manages to circle back to being about like. chaotic undead queers at the end of every day. though I suppose that consistency is part of why I keep falling in love with its different iterations again and again). That's without even getting into the question of Norton's dubious fate in God Among Us - and I say dubious because I know some people take that to be his ultimate death, but I personally think that reading something as vague as that as having any kind of finality rather goes against the spirit of this whole world/series, not just because I want him to live. (There are obviously other ways to make him survive/reappear, but I don't see this as a River Song scenario where we can safely assume one of his earlier-released adventures had to happen at the end of his personal timeline). But wherever God Among Us falls for him, he does very much meet God in it - or at least, a god, since the sentinel in Unbegotten is also described as a god of sorts, and even if he doesn't ultimately have the status of the god Jacqueline King is playing there, Unbegotten is still full to bursting with ghosts/undead/came back wrong/echo characters to continue underscoring that life/afterlife theme.
So all things considered, even allowing for the fact that we know Norton's twin hobbies are lying about himself and abusing time travel to suit his own ends/ever-shifting alliances, I find it difficult to believe we could get through a whole 6-part boxset about religion & death without something providing some kind of compelling evidence about where this adventure fits in among his other run-ins with apocalypses and gods and ghosts and dead-but-still-here characters/creatures, so I'm very much looking forward to any further exploration on that front.
And lastly, and least intellectually, I really want to know what the hell 20th-century Torchwood's obsession with Reginalds is. Reading through the cast list, I had to do two separate doubletakes over the character 'Sir Reginald Peebles' - firstly, because I had Reginald Rigsby on the brain, this being Soho (and the other Troughton brother being so active on BF's releases for this same month) - and secondly, because reading this in conjunction with the announcement for the July monthly adventure in which the new main Torchwood guy of the 20s is apparently called Sir Reginald Dellafield, there was a brief moment where I took that monthly release to be a tie-in with Ascension. I don't expect it to be, but damn. was it really so popular a name?
anyways, catch me thinking about those stained glass windows for the next couple months I guess (and knowing Torchwood Soho, for a long long time after it comes out as well lol)
#torchwood soho: ascension#let's start with the most obvious shall we? behind norton - hellfire or divine radiance? whadda we think?#i know one's much more likely for him but also consider: he's been a fairly good boy by norton standards anyway lately#well i say 'lately' like i know when this takes place#idk why but i kinda feel like this starts very soon after unbegotten#comedy is probably why honestly. since that ends with them being like hey! something went right!#i think ever since i first heard that i was like ok cool so the next installment's gonna be something earth shatteringly bad#& it's gonna kick off dramatically literally one second after this scene ends right?#not that it wouldnt be nice to have some (clearly-defined) timeskip there#tbh i feel like that's the one thing that's missing with soho sometimes - those little medium-sized gaps in continuity#where either speculation or even a missing scenes style fic would go#between parasite & ashenden lizbeth was dead and andy wasnt in the right era for soho shenanigans#and norton and gideon went through SO much offscreen (offmic?)#rebuilding torchwood and starting a relationship and breaking up and getting possessed by space eels and destroying torchwood again#that's like... Too Much to analyze/meaningfully discuss without a few more details from canon#and between Ashenden & Unbegotten it's very unclear how much time has passed#norton certainly seems affected when he sees gideon again for the first time but we also know he went there for him so how long was it?#that and we have literally zero explanation for what andy's doing in the 50s in that one to begin with. has he been there continuously?#or did he leave and come back? if so did norton even have to try justifying it to him?#or does andy just accept at this point that he'll be summoned for anything norton feels is noteworthy? honestly either's plausible w him#but also we have so little confirmed about what torchwood looks like at this point in time!#maybe andy gets summoned for all missions bc he norton and lizbeth are virtually the only agents left after gideon quits#there's just a few too many things unexplained/alluded to for me to go total total fandom mode on this#speculating & theorizing about everything that happens off-audio#doubtless this is mainly bc of norton's general untrustworthiness#like im sure a different main character would've left the audience with fewer uncertainties after this many hours of storytelling#but with soho im still left needing just a tiiiiiny bit more before i feel im knowledgeable enough about the situation to expand upon it#in the traditional fandomy 'transformative' way#right now most of my fanning over it is just speculation about what precisely we can be confident in from the dialogue we do have#but i'd like to go further than that truly. these characters captivate me. obviously.
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hypnowave · 2 years ago
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i think someone should come to my house and cast spell of explode on me. i am very nervous
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heartkaji · 2 months ago
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currently thinking about bakugo “it’s not that deep” katsuki.
katsuki’s got a temper that makes him more chalant than not, but when it comes to everything else the blonde is relatively…unreactive. it’s not like he tries to be that way, he just has to be. when you’re surrounded by idiots like denki & sero on a daily basis, you eventually learn to choose your fucks & allocate them wisely.
“bakugo, class 1-B’s been hogging the hero equipment—how do we train now ?”
“it’s never that deep, tape face. just go later y’dumbass”
“bakubro, i think my situationship just blocked me—“
“literally just move on. really not that serious.”
the phrase has practically become katsuki’s signature one liner. so it’s a shock when his friends make you realize you’ve never actually heard the words from his lips.
“katsuki ? and nonchalant ? in the same sentence ? you must be joking.”
mina & sero are watching outer banks with your laptop while denki & kiri glance at each other in confusion. “you’re serious? he’s never said stuff like that to you ?”
“like ever?”
“never.” you run a brush through your hair. “though i guess i could imagine him talking to you guys that way.”
“double standards go crazy” mina mumbles. “real.”
“no, guys—all hope is not lost. it could be that y/n is really rational so he never has to say it, you feel me ?”
you scoff, but denki keeps talking, “we can test this out. just get y/n to act really dramatic and see how bakugo reacts.”
sero pauses the episode, ignoring the scowl that graces mina’s lips. “fifty bucks there really is a double standard and bakugo won’t act all nonchalant.”
“fifty bucks ? that’s half my salary!”
“not my fault you work at mcdonald’s dawg. you guys in or what ?”
kiri’s quick to strike the deal on kaminari’s behalf. denki’s about to protest when the fiery blond walks in.
“disgusting. why are you all sitting around like degenerates? not you baby.”
“what happened to ‘hello, how are you?’”
“hi ‘suki.” you purr, ignoring sero. katsuki dips his head to peck your lips, a quiet ‘hey pretty’ mumbled into your cheek.
sero snaps his fingers at the display of affection. “excuse me? in front of my obx?”
“the one you’re watching with my netflix subscription?” bakugo snaps the laptop shut and mina protests with a mouth full of popcorn. you’re about to playfully defend the duo when kirishima nudges your elbow. he cocks his head towards bakugo and you understand immediately.
“katsuki,” you tug at the hem of your boyfriend’s sleeve & look into his eyes with the most tender expression you can muster. “i’m out of lipliner.”
“okay ?”
you hear a snort and you know it’s from sero.
“there’s nothing ‘okay’ about it ‘suki. i need a new one or else i’ll literally die.”
bakugo’s brows knit in confusion. “is this your way of begging me for money?” he begins to dig at his wallet and you swat his arm away.
“beg is insane.”
“i don’t need your money.” you snap. “i need my lipliner. now”
“just order—“ “now.”
“what do you mean now? it’s almost nine pm, where the fuck are you going ?”
“nowhere. i just need it.”
“do you have a fever ?” “katsuki!”
“i need it now ‘suki,” you hug your arms around his body and place your chin on his chest. “if i don’t get it right now i’m literally gonna cry.”
your lips jut into a pout. you can tell he’s about to protest so you take his palm into your own. “it’s not that—fuck. whatever. where the hell are my keys ?”
he gently nudges you off him before grabbing the car keys off the front table, a string of grumbles leaving his lips as he sets out on the side quest regardless. he shuts the door behind him & suddenly the room buzzes back to life.
“y/n your pussy cannot be that good.”
“literally what i’m saying bro.”
“ho did you use rose quartz on him ??”
“i always knew you were a witch for real.”
“this whole interaction just piss me off.”
“i’m going home. denki and kiri, you owe me fifty bucks each.”
“EACH ?”
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( bonus )
it’s nearly half an hour later & katsuki isn’t back so you’re starting to get worried. sero and the gang have already left, leaving you to deal with the growing anxiety by yourself. you finally decided to text your boyfriend only to find he’s sent you several messages already:
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sciderman · 10 months ago
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@awfuckward yeah you get it
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about being a loser
#sci speaks#i had a friend say this to me. that i was always on my own world and. my world is so nice to visit. its so unlike everyone else's.#just a peaceful place to have fun. but it's not the real world. and everyone has to go back to their world.#and i don't know. i guess i didn't want to meet anyone on their world because everyone else's worlds seemed so...#so dramatic and loud and unpleasant. nobody's world was as cute and whimsical as mine.#so of course i want to stay on my cute whimsical world.#why would i want to go spend time on the other unpleasant worlds when i made mine so nice and fun.#i guess i didn't understand why other people would want to go to their horrible worlds. why not stay and have fun over here?#but i guess that's maybe why i was bad at forging connections.#i need to meet people on their worlds sometimes. i can't just stay on mine. even if it's so much nicer here.#wow. this is a big therapy session actually. i think maybe i finally understand why i'm so lonely.#but i don't know how to fix it. i still don't want to go to other people's unpleasant worlds.#i just want more people to come to mine.#and to stay a little longer.#all my friends always had so much drama and i never wanted to be a part of it. so i stayed in my own world.#it was an oasis for them if they wanted to escape. but they'd never stay very long. they had to get back to their worlds.#me my world didn't have drama. i didn't allow it. i created my world to escape drama.#“no drama allowed” i wrote in big bold letters on the door.#“leave your drama at the door. this place is for whimsy and silly jokes.”#i created my world because i wanted to escape the drama of my parents and their divorce probably. it always came slamming on my door.#so i sang and i drew and i watched cartoons all locked away in my room.#the horrible drama can't get to me. i'm impenetrable. i'm happy all the time. i'm happy all the time. i want to be happy all the time.#sure they're screaming outside my door but my door is LOCKED and i'm singing songs and can't hear them.#i'm watching cartoons and i can't hear them.#sorry. sorry. hoough.#this is why i'm so distant from people maybe. i avoid unpleasant things and people's lives can be unpleasant.#i'm here for clowning.#but i guess people think that's all i'm here for.#i never talked about my sad things. i don't like to make people sad. especially when i can flip the switch and make things happy.#i want to be happy. i want to be happy. i want to be h
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