#i just miss my car i think my mom has it rn so i'm SAD
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rustboxstarr · 1 year ago
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🖤 The babysitter doesn't leave for another hour 🖤
Summary: You and Eddie aren't ready to go home just yet
Pairings: Eddie Munson x Mom!Reader
Warnings: smut, slight handjob, fingering, P in V, semi public sex (car sex).
Wordcount: 1.7 k
A/N: This is so bad, ya'll I'm so sorry, I'm just trying so hard rn to get out of my writers block because I miss yall!!! I just can't fricking write 😭
Anyway, love yas!
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“You have no idea how much I missed this” the smile you bore was adorable droopy as you stared up at your husband, eyes swimming with adoration as you hung around his arm. “Just sad it's over” he rolled his eyes softly, a small tug gracing his lips. For once you had finally managed to find a sitter and indulge in dinner and a movie all cozied up with Eddie, but the night had to come to an end at some point right?
Eddie's steps were slow as he led you out of the double doors to the car, taking care to stretch the time however he could. He didn't want this night to end, sure you both loved your kids but some time with just each other was a quality of life that was dearly missed. 
You sigh in a strange mix of contentment and deflation as you sit down in the passenger seat. “Good movie though” your head rolls on your shoulders to find Eddie settling in beside you, “It was wasn’t it?” Your eyes gaze out towards the dark parking lot. Neither of you were really ready to head home and as a result you found the both of you just sat next to each other staring out the window, neither of you making a move to start the car and make your way back to the house. 
“To be honest…” you whisper before finding the sharp jawline that you always loved to press your lips to, “I don’t even know what it was about” you snort as he finds your slack figure next to him. “Me neither” the chuckle that sounds about the car has your chest heating up.
“Yeah, got a bit… intense” you giggle, “To say the least” his laugh has your body fluttering as he speaks. His lips find yours as you both laugh at the fresh memory of what could only be explained as a PG 13 grope session. His nose nuzzles against yours as your eyes travel down to his watch when he runs a strong hand up and down your thigh. “You know.. the babysitter isn’t leaving for another hour” anything above a whisper wasn’t needed, he could practically hear your heartbeat in the silence of the night. 
You mimic his movements as he leans back in his seat, “What do you wanna’ do?” He smiles, placing his hands on the steering wheel ready to take you wherever you want to go. 
You scan the parking lot, it’s practically empty, save for a few cars on the other end. A wicked grin spreads across your face before you push yourself up on the seat and try to smoothly swing your leg over the centre console. Callused hands find your hips as you get situated in his lap, “Why don’t we take advantage of a whole kid free hour with no one to disturb? Make up for some lost time?” Your fingers dance along his neck, playing with the loose strand of curls that hangs free from his bun.
“I like how you’re thinking” his lips find yours is a soft but feverish kiss, hands squeezing your hips tight as if you were about to slip away from him. “But how about we take this to the back?” He whispers against your lips. You bite your lip in a smile and nod, eagerly clambering off of him as you open the door.
He grins wildly as he follows suit, opening the back door and with a small bow gestures you in “after you mi’lady” you giggle as you sit down and scootch your way over to the other side. You try to be patient as he scans the parking lot for any bypassers but when he’s finally made himself comfortable in the middle you all but pounce on him. Thigh swinging over his lap, attacking his lips with sloppy kisses while his hands wrap around you.
Your black satin bodycon dress has already ridden up your thighs but Eddie needs more, lips still attached to yours he forces the fabric over your ass and lets it bunch up around your waist as he grabs two hefty handfuls of your ass, pressing you down against his throbbing cock, encouraging you to roll your hips against him.
“Oh fuck” you whine softly as his zipper catches your clit which only has him forcing you down harder. It’s all a delicious mix of hot breaths and tongues as the stars shine bright in the night sky behind you. 
You can’t take it anymore, the sensation of his thick cock pressing so deliciously against your heat has fiery tingles prickling around your thighs. In a hazy haste you manage to find his belt buckle below you and with a second of your fingers grazing his stomach Eddie's hands are there instantly to assist you. You kneel back to watch as he’s revealed to you. Precum dribbling from his painfully hard cock but before he gets a chance to release himself of some of the ache your hand wraps around him. Delicate hand pumping him slowly as your lips reattach.
His tongue feels like heaven against your own, he’s desperately grabbing at anything he can get his hands on before he finds what he’s looking for and sinks his fingers into the meat of your ass.
You gasp as you feel a hand move between the backs of your thighs to feel thick fingers running down your folds over your dark cotton panties.
Your eyes roll to the back of your head as you’re distracted from your task of giving both Eddies lips and his cock attention. He's quick to move your panties to the side and slip a finger inside your dripping cunt. Having no trouble getting a second in as you're practically gushing for him. 
All you can focus on is the feeling of his fingers pumping in and out of you before you find his eyes and find him eagerly watching every twitch of your face. Your own hand starts up again and you revel in the sight of his own eyes rolling to the back of his head. 
As if trying to one up you, his hand moves faster, you smirk down at him silently competing with him as you too begin pumping his cock faster. 
“Shit, shit” he pants “okey okey, I’m gonna cum if we don’t stop soon” he slowly opens his eyes to find your lips tugging down and accompanying doe eyes “Isn’t that the point?” The pout is instantly replaced with a wicked smirk. 
“Not just yet” he grins and pulls his fingers away from you, replacing his hand on the globe of your ass and harshly pulling you towards him. Your hand is being pushed away before you know it and you gasp loudly when you feel his tip running through your folds.
He has lined himself up with you and is pushing you down before you can even utter a word, all you can do is let out an obnoxiously loud moan as his cock stretches you open. You hear him swear loudly in the distance as you sink down. 
God you should have date night more often because this was unbelievable. Eddie's thick head almost probing at your cervix, his shaft gliding so easily against your wet walls, his fingers digging into your flesh, bound to leave marks.
You were too desperate to really soak up the feeling of his thick cock pressing at your walls, instantly kneeling back up again to feel him slowly slide back into you again. A loud moan that had Eddie throbbing spilled from your lips as he watched you set a slow pace of forcing yourself up and down his cock. 
But he knew that if you continued like this there was no way he wouldn't be shooting his load up into you within a matter of seconds. If even possible his fingers sunk further into your skin as he nudged you to go slightly faster. You took his hint and sped your hips up slowly, each loud groan rumbling from his chest spurring you on as you felt your wetness begin to pool at the base of his cock. 
“Shit babe” Eddie huffed as you began bouncing in his lap, short, loud moans filling his ears, each getting more high pitched the faster you went until you finally found the quick pace that had your thighs burning and the leather creaking with every move. You were most definitely shaking the car right now, not making your action discreet whatsoever but you couldn't care not when his cock felt so delicious inside you. 
“Fuck, yeah thats it, ride me baby. Shit, look so sexy bouncing on my dick” he groaned as his hands helped guide your movements, listening to every moan you gifted him with. “Fucking love bouncing on your dick baby” you whined as your head fell back, eyes rolled to the back of your head, solely focused on chasing your own release.
It was a scrumptious mix of loud moans, groans, incoherent babble from your fucked out husband, sloppy kisses and hands grabbing at anything and everything. You suddenly felt that familiar knot in your stomach tightening, “Shit Eddie” you breathed “Eddie I’m about to cum!” Your movements only increased in speed as his words fell on deaf ears until finally the knot snapped and you felt your cunt gush around him. 
It was all a blur as your ears rang and your vision went completely white but finally you managed to regain your consciousness. Your hands found his shoulders to steady yourself as you let Eddie guide you up and down, abusing your overstimulated pussy until you felt yourself being forced down all the way, his forehead finding purchase between your tits. The head of his cock buried deep within you as a loud groan vibrated against your chest while hot spurts of cum painted your walls. 
You slumped against him and it felt like forever as you tried to catch your breath again. 
“Shit” he chuckled, planting a kiss to your lips. “We should probably get home” you whispered, “Yeah, we probably should” he sighed. 
“I don’t wanna’ leave just yet. Can’t we just stay like this for a little?” he whispered against your lips, “Yeah” you smiled.
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paintedpineleaf · 18 days ago
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im so fucking mind blown rn.
i got in a car crash cause i took a risky turn. im lucky to be alive rn let alone completely fine.
thing is i didnt feel it at all? the car was far enough away for me to have gone across that lane without crashing unless they were fucking speeding. i had thought i made it i was like okay im good then suddenly i was in a crashed car. like i know logically how it happened but the memory of it actually happening has been completely wiped.
or it happened so fast, like in that split second is where everything just fucking. happened.
i keep repeating that the car was far enough away for it to not have happened the way it did, and i know i'm right, i wouldnt have taken the turn otherwise, i wouldnt purposely crash the car.
im so fucked i feel like crying what the fuck is wrong with me. i think i have some muscle strain because of it but that just heals on its own i dont need to go to a doctor or anything.
i feel like the crash was like a jolt. i'm usually so up in my own head even when i'm driving that it was my biggest fear when i started driving, to get so lost in my head that i dont pay enough attention to my surroundings and i end up crashing the car, like i had intrusive thoughts about it when i was trying to sleep and they'd keep me up for hours until i could get rid of them.
i was thinking wow that car's kinda far if i just really quickly speed across then i should be fine. but like i obviously didnt make it in time.
i have so many thoughts i'm constantly inundated by that i barely live in my body anymore, i feel so, just nothingness or sadness and its so deep in my gut so deep in my bones that it feels like it'll never come out. and i feel like a mild relief when i listen to music or talk to my friends especially when theyre happy.
i think my mom's trying not to blame me lol, she's a little right but mostly wrong i think, i am to blame ultimately for the accident.
when i first realized i had crashed and the car was two inches from me, inside my car, my first feeling was regret over being alive. i thought "wow i got so close and i missed it". my second thoughts were about the passenger in my car but she said she was fine and she's undocumented/illegal here so she got out of the car and ran back to the house cause we weren't too far off.
thank god it didnt happen with my sister in the car, thats my worst nightmare: im driving and i let something happen to my sister. i drive more carefully when shes with me.
im not kidding, on some level im still feeling that first feeling i had, the "oh no, im alive" feeling.
a friend's ignoring me rn, idk why lol, every time i ask them how they are, they dont reply. its a common question bw us, we ask each other how we are quite often but every time ive asked them that for at least a week now, theyve changed the subject and not replied properly. so i sent nothing except "how are you?" and they straight up just arent replying.
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strawberryezpls · 6 months ago
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my goodness i have changed wtf
looking back to the beginning of this year till now is actually fucking insane how much has happened and how things ended up being like. I'm actually accomplishing my goals that i had planned for this year and it feels good but it's kinda like i need something else for the motivation to keep going. Umm lets see I'm finally under 200 and I can keep doing that if i watch my diet. Ummmmm should i start witht he boy who i was i was ina s ituationship with or just pick up where I lelft off? Hmm so last time i was on here I was already on talking terms with my ex(yea ik bad) but it was kinda innocent. (not really lmao) then I got my wisdom tooth surgery and i had a little complication bc it was not healing up properly. Thennnnn I had my bday how i planned it. I even bought myself a little camera but it dies so quick so rip. Ooo i turned 21 if you didn't know and i had my first whiskey shot at midnight thanks to no relationship man. (Imma call him teddy bear bc thats what it gave and reminds me of the song teddy bear by melanie martinez. Oooo i finally got into a relationship with teddy bear but i pratcially begged him tbh. oh and before that i got my grand,as car towed from his apartment........ i don't wanna even revisit im just glad i didn't have to pay for it. And then i went to see melanie martinex for her 3 album tour and it was MAGICALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. as per usuall life went downhill after seeing such a queen. I was =n't doing too hot spring quarter and that why im taking my last class i needed. However i did sign my lease for the dorms imma be living so I'm offically a university gal! regarding to that i got a second job just for the summer to help with paying for college but tbh let be real lmao. lets just say if i thought i was busy in january this is nothing compared. oh and I dyed my hair in may becaseu i felt like it but im back to my natural color and in pain bc my hair is so weak rn. ummmmmmm today i'm finally goign to be a manager at my main job and iim so excited but nervous. I've been acting like this role for a while now but there's always going to be something unexpected that comes up. But thankfully everyone is supportive and does what they can and I'm not alone in the suffering at all(at least i hope im not) oh and i got into a fight with my fatehrr so i have to stay at my aunts house temporaily like where i'm typing from. I miss being home bc it was my set place where i had everythign i needed. which reminds me like you know how i said i think i have autism yeah idk i think i also show signs of ocd...... i wont go into detial bc thats not ur bussiness but i tend to have very obessive thoughts like never ending too so theres that. I cannot wait for september to come and i can focus on school and have a change. i have to start packing or planning things now though and that makes menervous bc my mom obviously doesn't want me to go. but whatever omg and i started using tampons and I've only had 2 success days lmao but i'm gettign there. Idk if this wasn't obious but i broke up with teddy bear to foucs on myself and i don't reakky have the energy to be with him it just too drianing yk. However i somehwo managed too get all the bosy i've shown interest to spin back like didn't think it was possible. just wow y life is really changing and i feel like i can't keep uup even thoughi felt like that in april and I was keeping up just fine. anyways I think thats it i could start to do think pieces again not that anybody is reading this. I wish i could say every detail but so much is happening at once in my life. it wasn't like this a year ago which is crazy to say. Like i never thought i would be here like this a year ago tbh. I think that's a good thing becasue i wanted to live a busy life like everyone. I don't know how i still have time for tiktok and instagram on the daily but whatever. I don't even post as much on instagram yea very sad. I'm becoming more mysertious by the day. and sharing over there just feels useless like my august/july-december era was one or the books.
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fuckyouiamcanadian · 6 years ago
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I got tagged by @fuckyeahyoongi  to do 8 photos of 2018.. this is all gonna be long cause I can never stop talking it's also been a long ass year so I have alot to say.
It was hard because I'm obsessed with myself during my times when I have self esteem so I have so many selfies that are cute and that I like !!! Especially I have had pretty good self esteem this year which is great!!. 2018 started rough but truly got really better. I moved out, then moved back in cause my parents moved out, I started post secondary, drank alot, smoked alot (surprising haven't gotten high once since legalization tho) and I met lots of friends that I love, I kinda realiz3d my worth in alot of ways too. I tested lots of makeup things and changed my hair up a bit (I cut myself wack bangs) and so there so many times that I looked rough because I tried so many things. I stayed blonde for the majority of the year (actually I stayed blonde for almost an entire year) which means alot of bad pictures with ugly roots and bad grown in looks. Then I tried purple and it went a wack green and multi coloured way. So I went blue for a short time then I went black+!+ darkest I've been since I was natural! Which was in grade 12 or before. (Or the short time between shaving all my hair off and bleaching). I love the black surprisingly. So idk where I was going with this but that was most of 2018. Yikes also I met Jacob which has been amazing (we now been dating 3 months) I love him lots and I was gonna put a picture of us but there was too many good pictures of just me. Yikes ok this is really long
First photo is me with 2 of my journalism friends !! Lexa and Joyce I love them and we get along great!!. Had lots of drinks and fun with them and I can't wait till I'm back in calgary and I can see them again. They are unlike most of the other friends I've ever had. I just have fun with them and it's not like I'm emotionally depend on them like we can talk but it's not like always serious. We can have fun and let go when we are together and kinda just be less stressed from school and have fun.
Second pic is me and my bby Aries who sadly died this year after I moved out :(( my bby chaos died too :( and I actually didn't know this picture if us existed until a couple weeks ago. And I'm not entirely sure it's from 2018 but don't hate me. It was a big thing that happened this year tho.
3rdd is me at the job I kept for a record breaking like 3 weeks and I worked a today of like 5 days!!! But also this has kinda been a mood for 2018 I HAVE CRIED ALOT!!! Also love that outfit when I low-key look hit.
4th is me and my sister new puppy blair rose. Sadly my sister old puppy who I loved so much got hit by a car and had to be put down. I miss iya dearly because she was so sweet and me and her had a bond. Blair annoys me but I'm sure she will grow on me if she ever stops crying!!! See we already have alot in common. She wants attention and cries when she doesn't get it.
5ht I wanna post this because that high light under my eyebrow is poppin.lile damn . It was global fest and was fun!! Kinda boring but singing after ward out the window of harmans car was a good time. That night I refound my love for Carly Rae Jepson.
6th me closer to the beginning of the year (cause most of these pictures are from August till now) and it when I was tryna be cute and do makeup and I was low-key being a very depressed hoe!! I was bored and felt lost alot throughput the first half of the year so I drank and smoked alot and was sad!! It was rough
7th is me and my momma only pic I really have with her since I was a baby. And it's from Thanksgiving when I came to Saskatchewan because she moved here!! (I'm currently visiting her RN too) after living in the same house for like 26 years they finally moving back to this small town so my dad has the opportunity to make more money. They made the decision to move sometime in the summer and my mom and baby brother came here in August so my brother could start school here. My dad is still working in calgary but (because me and my sister have a roommate for our childhood house for January 1st) my dad will be in Saskatchewan after Christmas for good. It's been rough and will continue yo be rough because me and my mom are really close and I used to hangout and talk all the time so I miss her. And Imma miss my dad too. Sometimes I even miss my brother.
The last pic is me drunk as heck on halloween because halloween has been lit and the pic was too ugly to post on ig so here it goes. And even tho this year has been hard and long (just how I like it 😊😊) I'm optimistic for the future and and this picture just shows me happy and I think finally I'm actually really happy. And like doesn't mean I ain't a depressed bitch but I'm optimistic that Imma start being a happy depressed bitch. And I just lile this pic.
So yeah 2018 turned into a really good year even tho it had a lot of really low points.
I don't I see Tumblr much and I'm not sure who still used it so everyone should just do this!!!!
Sorry it's so long. I didn't even cover all of 2018 because it was so messy and literally felt so long I can't even remember what was 2018 and what wasn't 😂😂
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crwatters · 3 years ago
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I posted 3,431 times in 2021
56 posts created (2%)
3375 posts reblogged (98%)
For every post I created, I reblogged 60.3 posts.
I added 462 tags in 2021
#good vibes - 100 posts
#lol - 58 posts
#find: ar - 56 posts
#omg - 51 posts
#cute - 40 posts
#find - 36 posts
#my ramblings - 35 posts
#lmao - 32 posts
#im dying - 32 posts
#kitty - 22 posts
Longest Tag: 140 characters
#did training for my new job tonight (nothif fancy just a pizza delivery person) and i got more and more agitated at the corporate propaganda
My Top Posts in 2021
#5
lockdown browser and its ilk is literally the most orwellian bullshit I’ve ever seen
14 notes • Posted 2021-01-12 16:51:38 GMT
#4
Alright hp fandom, I've had a question that's been bugging me for a while and I want your help answering it: is it stated in canon somewhere that Blaise Zabini's mom has had 7 husband's die of mysterious circumstances? Or is that just really, really widespread fanon?
Because I cannot think of a single fic off the top of my head with Blaise in it (in a semi-significant way) that doesn't mention this. So either it's some canon thing I missed, it's some obscure factoid that everyone loves, OR it's a really, REALLY specific piece of fanon that everyone partakes in. Because it's almost always 7 (I think I saw some fic say 6), always Blaise's (who's a pretty insignificant side character in the OG series) mom, and it's almost always implied that that's where their wealth comes from.
So please, where does this come from? Because I love it but can't for the life of me come up with a definitive answer
14 notes • Posted 2021-02-21 04:49:15 GMT
#3
Fair warning:
While I'm going to try to keep things regulated to my depression sideblog, some of my sad thoughts will undoubtedly leak here, but it shouldn't be anything too bad.
This will probably last at least a few months, although it's hard to say. So if you have to unfollow me or something I 110% understand-- you gotta do what's best for you and your mental health.
27 notes • Posted 2021-06-30 22:56:45 GMT
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Rewatching Good Omens, and can we talk about how when Newton gets pulled over by aliens he immediately calls Shadwell and all Shadwell had to say is "you're a witch finder, not an alien finder"??? Like isn't that the best most ridiculous response??
35 notes • Posted 2021-03-05 04:40:26 GMT
#1
I wish we could have an extended version of the iceberg of tumblr lore (I'd do it, but I have no idea how to sort the following), including but not limited to:
The johnlock conspiracy
I said young man, take the bread sticks and run /I said young man, hand hook man car gun (or whatever order that went in...)
Bullet point fics
Broken notes
Vertical replies
The mobile vs desktop feud
Left beef
"potterheads draw your wands"
Finding out who an anon was by blocking them
Godspouses
The humans are spaces orcs subgenre tumblr invented
That girl who has at least two child skulls that were probably definitely illegally acquired
On a similar note the debates on the ethics of human leather
Knock off "do you love the color of the sky" posts
Countries fighting over what lemonade is (and that really long post where britain and america were more or less personified and there was something about dumping britain's tea in the water to make iced tea, I think)
That shooting star post
Superstitious posts in general (including money cat, that madam who might curse your family, etc)
"this could save a life"
Internet Explorer memes
That time we found out tumblr was staffed by only like 2000 people and felt collective shame
Obama cosplay
"I like your shoelaces"
The war against porn bots
Infinite chocolate
Ik there's more that aren't coming to mind rn, and I know some of these are definitely surface tier bc they're more popular/recent, but I think they should at least get an honorable mention
66 notes • Posted 2021-02-07 08:14:26 GMT
Get your Tumblr 2021 Year in Review →
Who spoke this into existence. I just wanna talk
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bisexualunicorndiva · 8 years ago
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fanfic I'm writing rn
Never Say Good-bye Chapter 1
The light flickers dark and absent when the blade is pulled from Billy’s quivering body.
“Cas, what have you done?” Confused eyes roam over Cas’ face. Billy. The new reaper. The brand new, badass, bitchy reaper with a thing out for the boys. Dead. Lights out.
Moonlight illuminates Cas’ celestial face which has a look of pure anger. “What had to be done. You know this world- this sad, doomed little world- it needs you. It needs every last Winchester it can get. And I will not let you die; I won’t let any of you die. I won’t let you sacrifice yourselves. You mean too much to me, to everything. Yeah, you made a deal; you made a stupid deal and I broke it.” Cas gives a look to Dean that almost says ‘don’t you dare question my actions.’ “Your welcome.”  Dean feels himself go cold with dread. She said there would be grave consequences if they broke the deal. It’s over.
“You can’t do stupid things just to save us! We made that deal, it was our choice!” Dean’s voice breaks, “We were already dead sitting in there.” Livid tears spill from Cas’s eyes, ignoring them he looks up at Dean. His sight is tainted red with anger.
Cas shoves Dean, growling. Sam and Mary are still in shock from the night’s events and move over to the side of the clearing, watching the two lovers argue about the other’s sacrifices. When Dean admitted to Sam the feelings he had for his best friend, it was easy for him to understand the love that his brother and the angel shared. He wasn’t shocked and he wasn’t surprised he wasn’t anything other than glad for his brother. The way Dean would sneak glances at Cas when he thought no one was watching, the amount of times Dean had forgiven Cas when he had somehow betrayed their trust, were proof that Dean would always take him back. When Dean had the mark, Cas never left him, even when Sam nearly did. That was when Sam knew it was true love. Even right now, watching them fight, their words held no spite, their relationship was nothing but pure love.
“You think the world can go on without you two? DO you really think that? Because, I know that it can’t. You have made so many mistakes and sure you have hurt some people, but you have also saved so many others!” Dean looks at the ground and Cas holds his neck, forcing him to look him in the eye. “Did you…. Did you really think that I could possibly make it without you?” Cas breaks, crumbling the ground with incoherent sobs. Sam grabs his Mom’s hand and gestures for her to follow him back to the car.
Dean kneels down on the ground, wrapping his muscled arms around his boyfriend’s quaking body. “I’m so so sorry. I’m so sorry baby, I didn’t think about how this would affect you in the long run. There was no hope of us getting out of there, we all knew that. But, when I saw your face I couldn’t even remember what those cement walls looked like anymore, all those lines I had etched in. I’ve missed you so much; you wouldn’t believe me if I told you.” Dean’s lips kiss Cas’ neck as he cradles his face in his shoulder. His eyes tear up as he continues to mumble different versions of “I’m so sorry” and “I love you.”
After a few minutes of sitting like this, Cas pushes Dean up and wipes the tears from his beloved’s flushed face.  Dean follows his actions, sadly smiling, kissing the tears off Cas’ face. Cas looks down, whispering “Don’t ever do that again, Dean. I wouldn’t be able to take it. Promise me.” Fresh tears sparkle in his eyes before Dean catches them with the flat of his thumb.
“I will never do that again.”
Cas grabs Dean’s hands forcefully; Dean thinks of how strange it is that Cas can make him feel the way he does. “No,” Cas growls. “Promise me. Promise me you will never put your life on the line like that ever again.” Dean notices the how much Cas’ voice is shaking with every word and gulps back tears. “Promise me you will never willingly leave me.” Cas hiccups, “Promise me you will never say good-bye.”
Dean gently pushes his lips to Cas’ in a sweet kiss, and licks his way into the angel’s mouth. Their tongues gently dance together for a brief moment until Dean pulls back, his green eyes shining in the dark scenery. Leaning in, he presses one last chaste kiss to the corner of the angel’s pink lips, “I promise, Castiel. Can we go home now?” Cas grins and holds Dean’s calloused hands while pulling his body from the grass covered ground.
The angel’s face visibly brightens with excitement, quickly forgetting his former frustration. “I’m taking you home.” It suddenly dawns on Cas, ‘Dean is back, I can take him home. We can sleep together, holding each other tightly as we dream. I can wake up and feel his weight pressed up against me. Dean Winchester has been saved.’
There will be more I'm taking forever ik to finish the second chapter but I have had so many ideas and I just CANT decide which one is best lmao. so if u like it then just thank u so much for reading my fandom ramblings haha love yal <3  
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