#i just know im about to lose my goddamned shit over the pores and hair follicles in my arms

[adorable-deku]

im still thinking abt that au where everytime izuku dies he becomes more eldritch, and im thinking about how this plot woukd go.

bc im not sure he would go to ua at all. by the time the hero exams roll around, he would already have died a couple dozen times from vigilante nonsense and a lack of properly trained fighting skills (one might argue that immortality makes those unnecessary). so by that point, hed be pretty goddamn eldritch

glowing, uncomfortably vivid green eyes with pupils that are far too black and paper white whites. no pores, at least as far as anyone can see. if he doesnt make his presence known, he sinks into the shadows but if he does make his presence known, he inspires immediate discomfort and fear. his hair takes on a mind of its own sometimes and is scheming something. occasionally he has a weird persuasiveness that he really needs to explore more? and hes developed tentacles. absolutely wild

hes also seen a lot more of the worst parts of the world. hes had villains take him to the hospital after accidentally killing them. hes seen a hero leave him for dead. yknow, the normal shit

i have a hard time envisioning this izuku applying to ua unless he were forced to go there through some sort of vigilante rehabilitation program.

i dont like that much, though. i do think he would know eraserhead, though aizawa wouldnt know who he was, just that he was a vigilante with some kind of incredible healing quirk, it was odd how it affected so much other stuff though.....

maybe he gets super badly injured but since he doesnt die, he doesnt heal, so aizawa takes him to a hospital, they get the mask off, oh my god its a literal child

aizawa actually learns what his quirk is and becomes even more horrified.

i think im gonna go slightly negligent inko in this one. like she loves her son but isnt willing to rly get involved with his life unless he does smth super out of the ordinary

aizawa gets custody of izuku through some hero system bullshit but izuku already has that detachment to the world and people around him from the effects of dying over and over and over. hes not really touched and doesnt feel much loyalty, though there is a little. he continues his vigilantism. keeps dying.

this couldnt be a happy end bc the basic plot of the story is izuku slowly losing parts of himself through death until he becomes a completely different person

idk maybe he drifts into the league of villains? if afo took his quirk itd be disastrous for the world in general but rly good for the plot

hmmmm..... he does have that whole quirk experimentation lab. maybe they can reduce the effects of izukus quirk? something

or perhaps its like..... the aftershock of death, the changes aren't permanent. like when the deaths pile up, izuku becomes a different person but given time to recover, he returns to himself?

cant decide whether to do that with the physical changes too....

[fusion-vents]

My arms: *have pores in the skin and super obvious places where the hair is growing from that make the follicles too noticeable to me*

my stupidass fucking brain: uh oh sisters! time to freak out about things that are COMPLETELY NORMAL ABOUT MY BODY because they LOOK WEIRD!!!! Lol let's rip our skin off :)

Me, literally just trying to work and get paid: