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man i rly am so predictable (and ill stop spamming you after this one.... at least for now lmao)
5 abo case pretty pls!
-mel 💜
The spam is not minded at all I promise
Five I originally started for dicktimweek but it got put on the back burner and I never really visited it again. It's about alpha!Dick and omega!Tim going undercover at a bondage club to find out why people are going missing. It's meant to have a lot of sexual tension, eventually confessed feelings and instinct fuckery
I didn't get very far but I have enough to give you this:
The reports start coming in around April and continue on into July. Missing couples, always composed of an alpha and omega. The sex does not matter but the secondary gender does.
Finding out more is a frustrating dance of chasing down leads and infiltrating businesses that cater to alpha and omega clientele. The trail leads him into Newtown and onto the borders of Crime Alley.
He reaches out to Jason to see if he has any information and the case quickly goes from solo to partners. Jason is just as displeased about having his people poached and he’s been hearing disturbing rumors from his network. With the GCPD scratching their heads over the sporadic reports, it’s down to them to get to the bottom of it.
Long nights of disguises and less than stellar surroundings lead them to what appears to be the root of it all: Heat Wave, a business that caters to alpha and omega couples looking to spice up their lives. The name is cringe worthy and the mission statement is enough to earn an eye squint but nothing nefarious would seem afoot if every single one of the missing couples hadn’t been in contact before they disappeared.
He’s set to infiltrate with Jason as the final step for their plan when a distress call from the Outlaws forces Jason to depart from Gotham.
“I can get ya in,” he promises, “we’ll jus’ have t’ work a different angle.”
The ‘different angle’, of course, stands before Tim in all his radiant glory. His lips are pursed in concentration, his eyes are narrowed at the files on the computer and the long line of his body is leaned forward onto his hands. He is the absolute last—and worst—option but Tim has no choice but to bring him on because Cass is in Hong Kong and Damian is still too young.
“Walk me through it, little bird,” Dick says, hand falling hot and heavy on his shoulder like a brand.
Tim breathes through the spark of interest his touch always elicits and looks up at the file displayed. Four couples. Eight missing people. This is no time to let his personal feelings get in the way.
He takes a deep breath and begins.
#ask game#kayla answers#dicktim#wip talk#it's supposed to be very kinky tbh#i just haven't been in the mood to write it#life is too busy fucking me atm
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how do people stan a character without being unreasonably gleeful when they're threatened. could not be me.
#I'm not sorry that I'm going to be so annoying about this for the rest of my life hope this helps <3#literally I have been sitting here just reliving that high for days. god.#this is literally the closest illustration of the mood over the course of this scene lmfao#I do have fic to write about it that I just haven't finished because I've been too feral lmao#critical role#cr spoilers#essek thelyss#caleb widogast#trent ikithon
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John not being there in part 1 of The Three Gables makes me sad. :(
I know he needs time to grieve for Mary, but still. I miss him a lot.
That being said, I don't mind Mariana being the narrator this time. I love her voice too.
And I like the fact that Mariana and Sherlock are getting some alone time together (after loads of episodes of Mariana - John's alone time and John - Sherlock's alone time). Quite intriguing.
#sherlock and co#sherlock & co#The Three Gables - 1#podcast#my ramblings#personal#not really in the mood to blog about this adventure this time for some reason#haven't listened to The Sign of Four adventure just yet (I think I'll do that later)#the first part of this adventure sounds so lonely and melancholic without John in it :/#I miss my cringey podcaster 🥺#but it's okay... he just needs some time I think.#sherlock holmes#john watson#mariana ametxazurra#the story The Three Gables from ACD canon was already not so good to begin with (given all the blatant racism and everything)#the description and intro of Steve Dixey as a character was still really weird in this episode#at least it wasn't overtly racist (because he hasn't been described as Black in the podcast) this time#spoilers#sherlock & co spoilers#I've just listened to the first couple of episodes of The Sign of Four and I quite like Mary too in this version of Sherlock Holmes#I'm pretty sure she's been characterised well this time (like how she was so well written in Guy Ritchie's first movie of Sherlock Holmes)#because I trust the writing team by now. They've been really good at plots and characterisations in most of the episodes so far#and that's really all that matters in the end#I still don't like war/stan as a ship though (even when I do love John and quite like Mary as individual people in this particular version)#yeah...
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"Life mocks me even in death."
Griffin Dunne as Jack Goodman AN AMERICAN WEREWOLF IN LONDON (1981) dir. John Landis
#baby boy. baby#an american werewolf in london#aawil#jack goodman#griffin dunne#body horror#gore#I haven't been in a writing mood lately so I'm slowly. like a grandpa. teaching myself how to get ~mildly~ better @ gifmaking#it's slow going but I'm digging it!!#spent like 38498439 hours last night just messing around in photoshop. in a fugue state#but it was all for The Character™ himself. so totally worth it jhfdshfsdjhfds#mine
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"When you finally die, I don't want you to burn, or bleed, or break. I hope instead that the Earth forbids you from returning to her soil; that even the flies are repulsed by you. That you are cursed with the same form for all eternity, bound to the monster you are"
The sketch, if any of you were interested
#fated to fall#I haven't really been in a writing mood recently#(sorry about that)#but I have been drawing!#this drawing is based off something that happens WAYYYYY later in the story#i was messing around with different brushes and this ended up looking pretty cool so i though y'all might wanna see it#i also messed around with the design a but here and there but it's nothing too noteworthy#anyways im rambling. enjoy this while i try to get myself to write literally anything#(also the quote is from a way later super rough draft. i just thought it was really cool. it might not make it to the final draft though)#gow#god of war#gow ragnarok#gowr#gow sindri#god of war sindri#god of war x reader#gow x reader#gow sindri x reader#god of war fanart#digital art#tw: fake blood
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thinking tonight about that fengqing idea i tossed around on twitter like half a year ago about mu qing, after being cheated on, enlisting feng xin's help to go full apeshit on his son of a bitch ex boyfriend in a woefully ill thought out scheme fueled by heartache and rage. according to the notes i took back in october, these schemes include but are not limited to:
- breaking and entering
- illegally destroying property
- having sex in the ex boyfriend's bed
so. might get around to actually writing that sometime
#yes i'm listening to killing boys again#yes it still hits#yes i still think about this periodically and would love to write it#i just haven't been in much of a writing mood for the past like#six months#so#tgcf#fengqing
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A little update
//I'm going to be incredibly honest right now. I need to take a short break from tumblr, I'm struggling at the moment, I'm burnt out and I need to recover properly.
I thought maybe I could just focus on Maria for a bit but I don't even know if that's going to work because I literally only have muse for threads with one person.
For the foreseeable I'm going to be on a break, and if I do reply it'll only be to select threads - probably for a specific ship.
Please dont take offense to this, please dont take it personally, this is not about anyone else, it's about me, about taking care of myself, about recovering and getting better.
If this makes you want to stop rping/unfollow/is a big problem for you. I wish you all the best but don't feel any ill will towards you.
Im having a really hard time at the moment and tumblr, at the moment is exacerbating things rather than helping them (as it used too).
#;out of teaandplants#//I'm struggling with a lot of stuff at the moment to do with the tism#I think I'm still burntout from my last job#I haven't written anything original in months and I think I'm still recovering from the....#Well what was pretty much a writing cult I joined#I just don't think I've actually dealt with a lot of the things I've experienced in very quick succession#And I like to use writing and tumblr as an escape#But at the moment it feels like a lot of pressure#It feels like a lot of people are expecting an awful lot from me#From all sides#Because I stupidly and without meaning to - apparently create this culture around myself where people come to rely on me#Or expect things of me#Or want things from me and I can't keep up#I can't set proper boundaries#I can't say no#Or do what's best for me especially not when I feel like I've made the rod for my own back when I've been in a good#Or excitable mood or w/e#I've had a lot happen in the past few years that I haven't properly processed and it just feels a bit heady at the moment#I just need to recover recharge and read some books and write without pressure
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Saw your Eden's Garden Mastermind post and it has made me insanely curious to know who you think the Despair Time MM is, personally I think it's either Nico or J.
Nothing to really back up those choices it's just a gut feeling.
hello anon who sent in this ask! i felt bad about it sticking around in my inbox for over a week, and i didn't want you to think that i was just ignoring it.
in truth, i've been working on writing up my theories on who i think the DRDT mastermind might be! it's just, uh... really long, due to my typical ramblings. (my justification is that if you're asking for my thoughts in particular, you must enjoy or at least tolerate all of my random tangents, right?)
i'm going to be kind of busy next week too, so this is just a warning that it might take me a while to get the theory out. and, for everyone else, it can be an exciting announcement(...?)! just, know that i did not lose nor ignore your ask! much like a stew or roast meat, some theories simply take longer to cook...
#i was very excited (and scared) to receive this ask so thank you very much#i just haven't been in a huge writing mood lately so progress has been kinda slow#but!!! diving back into despair time is always fun for me#and actually i also wanted to clarify this point because i have another despair time theory-ish thing that i want to write out#it's shorter which is why it will probably be published first but i didn't want you to think i was putting another theory before this one#i mean i kind of am but that's because finishing the mm theory would probably be like three times as long and i'm not doing that tonight#ask tag?????
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🖥️ - I feel lachrymose. It's difficult to explain, but I just wanted to write down my feelings, particularly here rather than on my writing blog; it just feels somewhat safer here.
To be quite honest, I've been feeling somewhat discontented with Tumblr for quite some time. I still love writing. I have so many little story ideas I'm so excited to write, but Tumblr culture—more specifically that of K-Pop writing Tumblr—just makes me feel so disconnected from everything. I want to feel like I'm a part of something. I want to be involved in this community, yet it feels like no matter where I go, I wind up falling behind the crowd.
I've tried joining networks, but it's so difficult to do so. Not only in the sense of actually finding the bloody networks themselves, but also in finding a single one that accepts me the way I want to be accepted. They're all inactive, catering to gifs, centered on specific groups only, limited to one genre, and so on and so forth. If I do manage to get into a network, the community itself seems very unequal, rigid, and honestly isolating.
I've tried reaching out to individual people, thinking perhaps it's the networks themselves that are stunting my socializing, but even then I seem to continuously mess up! I'm either ghosted immediately, ghosted gradually, or I get so close to them until I make a mistake and they throw me away.
I've concocted so many deranged schemes to make friends, most of which have never actually been implemented. Networks, group chats, Excel spreadsheets. All of them have failed, both the ones I've executed and the ones I haven't. I still have a few schemes up my sleeve, but honestly at this point, I'm questioning whether it's worth it or not. It feels like I'm not a person built for friendships. Like I'm not meant to have friends, or that I should even be allowed to have friends. I drive everyone away eventually, and although I have two friends that remain by my side throughout the years, it's gotten to a point where I'm sure there's something horribly wrong with me that I manage to deter anyone who comes my way.
And as silly as it sounds, I just don't feel like writing/posting because I have no one there by my side. No one as my confidant or hypeman. No one I can talk to about my stories. No one I can seek advice from. I thought having graduated college would motivate me to write more, but I feel even more alone now.
#machi.txt#personal#diary#I may take a hiatus#I'm so excited to write the stories I've had planned#but it's just so difficult to actually sit down and write it#like what's the point of it all#I'm endlessly grateful towards the people who send me nice messages and like my writing#they're the sole reason my writing account is still up and why my stories haven't been deleted#and I feel so guilty that that's not enough to get me out of my mood#I wish I could be pleased with these kind remarks towards my writing#but what I really want is a community#a friend#(this isn't a cry for help)#(I don't want pity messages or anything like that)#(I genuinely just wanted to rant and voice my thoughts)#(which is why I'm posting this on my side account and not my writing account)#(I'll eventually get over it. it's just been difficult to function when I'm all alone here)
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steeping myself in the night air and hoping these ideas will take
#just me hi#spinning spinning spinning#i'm in a sun-shiny mood but i'm also stuck hfvbhf#i started sketching a thing and then had to stop and now i can't start it up again hhhh#went out for a late run to the store cuz ma couldn't make salsa without some cilantro or the world would explode or something lol <3#also got ice cream!! i got drumsticks but gave most of them away hfhvf#and hey i actually kinda like this song a lot!! adding it to the Big Playlist lol :>#/i should draw more flowers#//i've been dreaming a lot recently#which is odd cuz i haven't done that very much this past year or any preceding#and it's like one night after another! so hmm#i can't remember what they're about tho#i dreamed about meeting a friend i think#and i dreamed about having an awkward conversation in an empty mall lol (vibes though)#and then i think i was in a very yellow place in another#but i don't remember much else lol :)#//i think i'll write later#it's so nice right now
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Have you played the Death of the Outsider, if yes what do you think about it?
I have, yes! I pre-ordered it and played it the day it came out. At the time I really enjoyed delving back into the Dishonored universe after a long break and found Billie's POV refreshing and fun, and thought the game was pretty good. I wasn't thrilled by what happened with Daud and was a little...disappointed by the ending.
I've played it once or twice in the years since, and honestly find it to be the most forgettable of the series. I do have memory issues and often struggle to remember details, but for DOTO I have a hard time remembering what actually happens. This could be a me issue, and though I don't have this issue with DH1 (I know that game inside and out by now lol) and find DH2 a little more memorable, there is just something about DOTO that I struggle with.
I have been quite harsh about this game in the past, particularly in Discord servers, but right now I think it's generally fine. The writing wasn't as strong as the others in the series, I found the characterisation of Daud to be...questionable, and though I love Billie, this story didn't feel like hers. It feels like Daud's, and that she carries out his wishes without displaying any real autonomy of her own. I think its a shame the context of the game is in a novel that very few have read, and even less actually enjoyed. But I did enjoy the hollows, and the Eyeless Cult, the Eye of the Dead God, and all the interesting lore implications of the ending.
The gameplay was fun. I liked the powers, I liked the settings, though I didn't like the repetition of areas much. The bank was very cool. Shindaerey Peak is incredible.
Overall, I think it's fine. Just as Dishonored 2 is fine. Neither are as special to me as Dishonored 1 is.
What did you think about it? I'm always interested in hearing others opinions on it!
#asks#dishonored#doto#death of the outsider#and also my opinion does change on what mood i'm in and what i've been reading or writing or even just talking about#so it isn't concrete and subject to change#also sidenote I haven't read the veiled terror lol#i gave up three chapters in to the corroded man and didn't bother starting the other two
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WIP Game
Tagged by @blackwood4stucky
Rules: In a new post, post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it! and then tag as many people as you have WIPs.
fics in italics are loosely plotted but are not currently in production
fics in bold are currently in production
fics with * are my personal favourites
Original Fics
Cycle of the Planes series
Daughter of the Dawn Sister of the Sun* Mother of the Moon
A nightmare
Transformative Works by Fandom
MCU
Bucky Sex Pollen/WinterWidow* Hydra Breaking Bucky* Nothing to Prove Portions for Foxes* Touch telepath
Supernatural
Event Planner Au* Gasoline If I Had a Heart* Lost Boy* Not Soulmates* Prophet Riverboat Gambling Season 7.5 Selkie* Stay With Me Undercover
The Witcher
Inevitable PTSD Vet Geralt* The Last Unicorn but make it The Witcher Wetware
Thank you for the motivation to clean out my WIPs, Aspen!
no pressure tags: @milarca @the-kestrels-feather @sarahowritesostucky @natashadied4oursins @thepiper0fhameln @ellemj @lovemesomerafael @bowlegsandbiceps @drowningbydegrees @rosduncan
#writeblr#wip game#tag game#writing#writer#jyn writes#i usually don't do these kinds of things because I tend to sit on WIPs for just about ever#but I haven't been in a writing mood in so long that it felt like maybe I *should*#maybe if I make myself look at my poor abandoned children#i might feel like embracing one of them again#I am also realizing that I'm missing some WIPs#including almost everything for Inevitable#which is a little disconcerting
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got another 600 words down for the werewolf au!!! this is for chapter 2 but still
#i'm taking a lil break from tarnished#by little i mean a couple of weeks at most#just haven't been in the mood to write angst#life's been#not great#so smut is more up my alley rn#personal#au werewolf clarke
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i am smoochin' chiyo so much rn <3
#i'm also getting ready for class bc i spent too much time working on icons ASDF#i'm just!! having a good time iconing which is nice bc i haven't been in the mood for it in a while#it's a nice brain break tbh#i might keep iconing when i'm home or work on writing and messages -- we'll just see how i feel after class!#i hope y'all have a lovely and safe tuesday <3 mwah!!#get ready to ramble | ooc
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Vent journal time babeyyyy
#i think the big quote is by one of the gallagers but idk which lmao#from a 2017 copy of NME i remember it so vividly ???#the old gods sticker is by Rogue Prints Co#the eden quote is my writing from 2017 also from nme#the good mental health line was from another old magazine about toursim in the city i used to live in (from an article on gardening)#tapes from paperchase (rip)#help us lines are from an old leaflet on social care i found at work#if anyone cares about any of that lmao#ive been feeling A Lot lately#about a lot of different things#and i haven't worked through most of it and im not aboit to start right this minute since im in a good mood rn#but lately I've felt crushed and numb and empty#i haven't been enjoying anything#every day I've pushed myself to do things that are meant to be good#ive been on top of doing my teeth and washing my hair#writing my diary and my duolingo practice#washing my face and reading and going to bed before 1am and eating fruit and veg#but i just feel like shit#every day i spend time outside and i exercise and idk i just do “what youre supposed to do” to fix depression#tryna CBT myself and it's failing hard lmao#i feel happy for a while and it fades away and im miserable again#i smile at everyone and i eat properly and talk to people and go through the motions of geing a human who isn't#isn't trying to worry anyone about how numb they feel#im just very good at looking like im happy when i actually feel very indifferent#and like im fine i feel okay right now but just ugh can i skip to the bit where i feel emotions besides apathy again please lmao#anyway#chloe's diary#journal#scrapbook#vent post
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happy sts! what are the aesthetics and vibes of your wip?
sorry i meant to answer this yesterday, but i couldn't decide what wip to do this for, then i had to do laundry and forgot.
slasher is based during halloween, so it's sort of campy halloween party meets 80s slasher. it's a girl waiting scared by the phone, bright red corn syrup blood, a masked killer, dark streets, someone holding a knife, halloween music and decorations.
halloween by aqua is the song that inspired it.
#abalonetea#kimi replies#slasher wip tag#i need to write slasher#i just haven't been in the right mood i guess??
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