#i just had a massive overstimulation meltdown and drank my too strong daiquiri in one go so i could make a new one and leave the kitchen bc
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#i just had a massive overstimulation meltdown and drank my too strong daiquiri in one go so i could make a new one and leave the kitchen bc#i had been cooking corn bread lol anyway and now the 2 rum 1 schnapps is hitting very suddenly as i just changed into better clothes and sat#in a dark room and listening to i put a spell on u and i have never felt this feeling before#nina simone version ofc#and now fade into you maxzy star and i just#idk whats happening to mu body and mind in this moment#lol#peace and love peace and love the meltdown is over โ๐ปโ๐ป#started to include all my celeb crushes in the tags and thought better of it ur welcome#look at my very cool epic sideblog for that#realising i havent eating all day besides 2 sourdough slices and the alc is Hitting im a lightweight#chances are by the time my bread it ready i will not be able to get up from my comfy position#tried to say posish but that would be incomprehensible i think#lol!#spooky by dusty springfielf now#i might as well be stoned as hell the combo of alcohol and meltdown comedown hits weird#the bassline is like in my brain#hypothalamus getting juicy grooves#hhhhngggg#pov ur reading this and thinking what the fuck#im waiting for a psychiatrist but massive waitlists in my city and the service my gp and 291 referred me to doesnt even diagnose#theres some sensory shit going on and im#i cant remember the word wait a sec#it starts with a p#its what u use in my state when requesting grants for children w undiagnosed disability#whatever idk#symptoms of adhd accorsing to my gp but im wondering if its not also/instead sensory processing disorder going on#my brother is exactly the same#i think a lot of my anxiety and depression is actually triggered by this sensory shit going on#lol i ran out of tags i can only do 30 apparently :( since when?? see ya guys this was 20 minutes in tha making xxx ๐๐๐
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