#i just gotta liek survive classes X(
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dirt-grub · 3 years ago
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fuuuuck i shoulda dyed my hair again while my parents were away TwT
#connor talks#HOW am i still letting them weirdly pressure me abt my hair#they were like dont dye it black you have such nice blond hair#but. no. i want it black ive come to really like it#ITS WEIRD i never expected this to happen but like im now one of those people who keeps it a different color than it is naturally#i would shame my mom so bad lmaoooooo she wished she had my hair so bad#but i chopped it all off and dyed it to shit hehe#like idk i like having black hair! im used to it now! but like its starting to look way too light#hold on lemme check the mirror and see how blond i am atm#yea just checked ITS WAY TOO BLOND! NO!!!!#they chopped off all my black TwT#at least i have way less hair to dye ^_^#its also weird having people meet me and just associate me with dark hair because somehow i just expect people to know its naturally light#eh i'll wait a little bit so it doesnt grow out by halloween#WAIT OCTOBER ISNT THAT FAR AWAY WTF#where did september go. where did AUGUST go. whadda hell i miss my bestie :'(#im gonna see him winter break hopefully tho!#i just gotta liek survive classes X(#im having epic dysphoria moments tho i better get T in the next month or so or im gonna scream#i still have suchhhh bad internalized transphobia where i keep thinking i wanna be a guy so bad... bestie you are a guy#no but like a *real* guy... BESTIE YOU AREEEE#body issues anywaysssssss#i need to make some new maille for the holidays and some for my little cousins and sister#and uhhhhhh idk. not fall behind in class. which i feel like a slump is coming i skipped school today#whateverrrrr its never as bad as i feel like it is :P
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