#i just got really good essay score cuntbag stays winning
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prophet-induced shaving injuries
sometimes you gotta chew glass for the unadulterated mouthfeel
sometimes you gotta lacerate some fucking mouthwash and try to swallow your tongue
it’s not about workplace efficiency or supplication or college applications
sometimes you’ve got stuff to settle between you and god
and that all-shadow night, the thing in the woods you think has been watching you for
a couple weeks, at least
its about effective communication between the mind and the flesh
getting the fucking point across
the preachers have got something of a corner on that hypermanic stream-of-consciousness type mass-adoption
talking points so slick they wash down lies an eight-year would embarrass themself telling
the oil smooth communication of professionals and the deeply invested
(get a little elbow grease in there and even an amateur can work through bullet points)
sometimes it’s about blood in a white sink
the buzz of the overhead lights, streaking down to meet your reflection
a creature a shame and blood and wounds that weren’t not self-inflicted
cleaning up in hurried dark, terrified of being caught
terrified of not bleed far enough, getting the cut in and bending to cowardice before you let it cleave all the way
(sometimes you’ve gotta sever the rot for the better of the whole)
(sometimes you’ve got to let go of things that are hindering you)
mostly it’s not that motivated a production
mostly it’s proximity and the efficiency of glass shards onto your open mouth
(yes occasionally it’s about god and country and the respect of your peers)
mostly it’s about the goddamn mouthfeel
#poetry#mouthfeel#religious trauma#lashing interpersonal violence#working some stuff out. as is traditional#lashing out#yooo welcome back from the dead me#actually had a pretty productive night will be getting a tattoo soon#brainwyrms thriving and settled in their lane#also#self harm#for the record i'm doing. not fine#as well as can be expected#but i don't eat glass you get me#sometimes it's about the mouthfeel sometimes it's about the clarity of theme and emotion#i just got really good essay score cuntbag stays winning#like i refreshed the page and it was upon me#swings and fucking roundabouts#happy (redacted) me
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