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orcelito · 5 months

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Rereading ITNL is so strange. Obviously I know I wrote it. I have the memories of it. But especially this stuff from before the end of May last year... back before the beginning of the Year Of Death...

I was a different person, then. And reading my words from back then... it really does feel like I'm reading a fic written by someone else. It's GOOD, I'm definitely invested, but. I hadn't realized just how much shit had knocked me out of the ITNL mindset. It's kind of concerning ngl.

#speculation nation #itnl shit #it should still be okay. just...#i dont actually known if i can finish writing the next chapter by the 13th.#bc im having to read it so much more thoroughly than i was expecting. ive forgotten a lot.#can you believe i forgot about chica the tomas???? im kicking myself over that one.#i know shes not in the story anymore so it wouldnt actually matter. but it matters to me.#idk. i'll just have to see how the weekend treats me. but it very well might end up being Late.#i just finished rereading chapter 5. i am certainly not nearly as far as id like to be for writing purposes.

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