#i just enjoy putting him through the angst wringer bc thats all i do anyway BDKD

[baeshijima]

okay okay-

you and rex lapis grew up together, you were by his side when he became an adepti and became stronger and stronger. you were by his side when the war started and you were by his side when he fought for the seat of the geo archon.

you loved him, you always knew that, but knowing the current days were too bloody and dangerous for any love, you kept your love secret.

but then he met guizhong, and suddenly… he wanted to court her, after knowing her for barely few years, while he knew you so much longer. he proclaimed his love for her and she did for him, while you stood at the sidelines, keeping them both from dying.

but guizhong died, the war ended and you couldn’t bear to see rex lapis, the geo archon and a lover you‘d never know. because he loved another. and so you left, becoming the wandering adepti and protecting those in need, while he finally realized- he always love you.

but you weren’t with him anymore, no longer by his side and so he never said a word about his true love.

phew- this is the basic idea of an angst zhongli x reader i have sitting in my drafts so… yeah, i really should write that 😔 i‘ll probably reveal myself once i drop the work, so yk, more angst 👍🏻 but it‘s gonna take some time so… yeah, don’t expect to see me too soon lmao

bubbles anon 💕💕

NO BC I THINK IVE HAD A DRAFT WITH THAT KIND OF PREMISE BEFORE BUT HHHHHHHHH ITS LIKE RIGHT PERSON WRONG TIME BUT ONE ROYALLY FUCKED UP THEIR CHANCES

no but i love the concept of wandering adepti!reader where u just protect liyue as u go ;w;;; and mayhaps zhongli just watching on the side and overseeing how ur doing amidst all these years until he ultimately commits to acting as an “ordinary person” in the harbor…. and he observes in his mortal form when u come to the harbor from time to time to visit ganyu… or visit xiao in wangshu inn…. but he cant do a thing bc he fears u will never come down to visit again after learning of his presence….