#i just dont wanna be desensitised to it like i am these days

[fictional-frenzy]

i think i have a p-word addiction tbh. but because im a woman i feel like the effects of watching it everyday are different vs if i was a man with this addiction

[cloudraker]

hi!!! is it ok if i request a platonic tfp matchup? :D take your time ofc!!! i like both sides so i dont mind which u pick!

i'm a minor, pudgy and a little bit on the shorter side, but also very strong!! >:-) i am very unsure of my gender rn but usually i do like to present myself in a feminine way!

i would describe myself as optimistic, cheerful, simple-minded and pretty silly! i do like to have fun and explore cool places, and despite being very shy and awkward around new people, i want to socialize and make new friends!! usually im rather quiet and prefer to listen and observe. im not very good at talking because it makes me nervous so i appreciate when people are ok with that and dont expect me to engage in conversation :^] i like people that are talkative and loud that dont mind if im just looking at them n listening. but!! i also like quiet people that i can just chill and do fun stuff with in silence, like draw or watch the clouds!! unfortunately, i am a big people pleaser and the mere thought of someone disliking me makes me very sad, so i sometimes get into uncomfy situations just because i couldnt say no. also i really dont like when people yell at me– it sounds like a pointless information but i dunno its . important to me i guess. i cry easily

i really like cute and happy things but i love scary things too >:) horror movies are my favorite and im really interested in dark and supernatural cases!! im a little desensitised to gore and irl disasters but paradoxically im very skittish and jumpy. im also kinda stupid and naive so i believe every silly little thing

i like to draw, paint, sew (i make plushies!!), play the piano, collect pretty shiny things and give them to my friends as gifts! i am a very curious person, and when i find something cool (like a leaf, rock, shell, etc) i pick it up right away and show it off!! i also like to (gently!!) pick up tiny bugs and caterpillars and show them to others, cause i love insects a lot :-) i try my best to be always kind and polite to everyone, including all the cool creatures of this planet! i rarely get angry or show dislike to anyone and most of the time i go by the "treat everyone nicely because u dont know what they went through" thing. HOWEVER i do like to joke about fighting god, world domination, etc though it's all in good fun. i find it amusing when people actually believe i could be a threat to them x)

so yea. im just a silly little dude!! ty for reading all of this and i hope u have a wonderful day/night!! i love all of ur works sm! ^_^

💐 <- flowers for u !!!!

Ahh thank you so much for the flowers!! Sorry for the wait, I hope this is okay <3

I match you with...

Smokescreen!

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The two of you have similar personalities, so you two get along easily! Even if you’re shy at the start, that won’t be a problem, he’s got you covered! He can easily do all the talking at the start, firing of questions and asking you about yourself while also talking about himself in ways that are probably bragging, but he’s so excited it’s hard to care

If you’re ever in a mood where you don’t wanna do a lot of talking, he’s easily able to fill the silence with stories or idle chatter

He's always down to explore new places with you when he's not on a mission or patrol duty,

While you have trouble saying no to others, he certainly doesn’t if it’s on your behalf and he rarely, if ever, will hesitate to step in if somebody is obviously asking something of you that’s making you uncomfortable

He thinks it’s super cool that you can do all of these artsy things, and he’d be ecstatic if you showed him anything you made! The finer points may be lost on him, but he still appreciates art when he sees it, his time as a guard in the Iacon Hall of Records taught him that the finer arts are nothing to scoff at 

He’s happy to pose if you ever need a reference, and brings back anything cool he finds while he’s out if he thinks it’s something you’d find inspiration in 

If you give him a cool rock, he’d be a little confused, but if you explain that it’s something you do with your friends, he’d be really touched! You like him enough to give him a gift, and he’s determined to reciprocate. Whatever he gives you is gonna be something meaningful, maybe not something grand or expensive, but something you can look at and smile

He’s always down for a movie night! Oh, you picked out a horror movie? Of course he isn’t scared! He’s just shifting closer to make sure YOU don’t get scared! yeah, that’s it...

[liquorisce]

I really don’t get why some people feel the need to broadcast their dislike for certain content, like why fucking bother? Literally no one cares. Is it so damn difficult for them to just scroll past it? And if they’re mad because they think they wasted time reading it, that’s their fault ‘cause the tags are there for a fucking reason! What the hell do they even expect content creators to do after commenting shit like that? Drop their work and create something suited to their tastes? Lmao obviously, that’s never gonna happen and they need to get into their brains the fact that it’s impossible to please everyone. These ppl, istg. They be feeling more and more entitled every day. I just feel so sorry that writers and artists are always at risk of being exposed to negativity like this just for making something they enjoy and having fun. Y’all don’t deserve that at all.

exactly! like I do understand that maybe u click on a tag you don’t always like, bc you wanna try it out. but if you DONT like it, idk why tf you would want to go to that person and tell them. I feel like this is a result of a super desensitised content consumption phenomenon nowadays. But this is the only point where I differ -

I’m not a fan of the term content creator. I am a writer - imagine it this way, I have written something in my notebook and deciding to share this (which takes a lot of battling with my own insecurities) with a larger amount of people, just to share my ideas. I am NOT creating content here, unlike YouTube where creators are looking to monetise. this is free, this is my personal journal, it’s no different from the stories I’ve been writing in the corners of my notebook since I was twelve years old. it’s just that I’m sharing it with people now bc someone told me that it potentially brings others joy as well. plus as someone who reads fanfic I understand how much joy such a small story can bring someone, so I decided to share it.

This is not a movie, or a book, or a YouTube series for someone to leave a review for other people about whether they think they should spend their money on it or not.

idk if I make sense 😂😂 but thanks for supporting me anon 🥺