#i just don't know what to do :(

[traumacatholic]

I would really appreciate some prayers. I've been having so much money problems recently and I'm just not sure what to do. Every month I end up either in the negative or close to the negative. And it doesn't help that each month I have ended up having to make some big spendings because something essential has broken which needed replaced or whatever else. I can't currently get any help to cover my rent, because I'm still couchsurfing. The landlord of the place that I'm couchsurfing at isn't happy with my finances, and may refuse to add me to the tenancy, which would mean I would have to leave here. I don't even know why the landlord has an issue, because the rent has been getting paid on time without any difficulties. If I were to get added to the tenancy, I could finally ask for extra benefits to help me with the rent which would give me more money for living. But right now rent takes away from most of my benefits. I've been trying to cut spending where I can, but it's so stressful and miserable and overwhelming. I hate that I'm still in the same position I was in, where I'm just couchsurfing and trying to catch a break. I'm not currently in a position where I can save any money at all. And there's still the possibility that I'll be in a worse place housing wise if I'm not allowed to stay here. The fact that this has dragged out for so many months, and I'm still in the position of losing so much has me constantly depressed and suicidal. I just don't know what to do. Everywhere I have reached out to has been unable to assist me

[a-rabid-snake]

I officially declare that these are my designs and they belong to me

And below, I'll just keep quiet

It's fucking disrespectful

And yeah dude, I'm going to cry because I thought it was the only way to show that I'm not useless in my family

[soreiya]

My executive dysfunction is so extreme and debilitating that I’m legitimately loosing my god damn mind. I’ve seriously lost years of my life to this lack of ability to function normally. Yet it feels like there is no hope for finding the help that I need… My bad experiences with the healthcare system in my area keeps getting in the way. Whenever I have to sit and research reviews on places I feel nothing but distrust. I find myself getting stuck and overthinking to the point of stagnation. My stress causes a mental block on a specific task.

Is there a service to help people like me make medical/mental health appointments, and find resources for transportation services that won’t just abandon you at a place?

[musicblocks]

Guys question, is it normal to feel weirded out when grown adults are following me??? Like I already checked there blogs they don't have anything weird on them, and I mean its not really hurting anyone but its just like. I'm a minor, a teenager, I'm pretty sure I specified my age in my blog too.

I get it I sound like a asshole right now, but I've had some situations I haven't quite recovered from so I'm not really trusting with adults and I don't know what there intentions are, like are they here because they like my content despite no notifications of them liking anything or what???

I don't really know

(Went back to check forgot to put MINOR in my intro blog post but I have talked about my age on here before)

@cheesuschristman @are-those-santas-cookies-i-smell @a-snowy-christmas @wheezecheese

[bewilderedbuckley]

You know what would be even worse? If they just did it for shock value. Like just to stir the pot a bit

[frogcabbage]

What if we were literally just colleagues and there was some energy between us, like we knew each other from a different life and we got on so well and had so much in common that other people thought that romance was blossoming between us and then I found out you were moving away so I asked you for a coffee and you said yes but ever since then you've been acting strange, rude and avoiding me and never got back to me about the coffee and now it's almost too late and you are close to moving away and the great working relationship and friendship we have has crumbled into nothing but dry conversations and avoidance and now I don't know what to do about it and you might have spoiled any chance we could have had of having a nice goodbye and now we probably won't see each other ever again? What if hahah? :)))))))))))))

[avesblues2]

I feel like God is just punishing me 😞 my faith was so strong and now it has just fallen apart.

[quetzalpapalotl]

how do i keep an online friendship with a person if we are no longer in any of the same fandoms and i dont know how to keep up a conversation with her outside of that? i really like her, and you seem like you would know.

Sorry, this took me a long time to reply, anon, I was thinking of how to answer, but the truth is that, while I am flattered you think I would know about this stuff, I am actually bad at starting and maintaining conversations/frriendships. This is going to sound bad, but I kind of rely on other people to follow their lead in my relationships, so I genuinelly don't know what to tell you.

I mean you could try to find some middle ground between you two. Things you have in common outside of fandom, or maybe not precisely in common, but things you both like to talk about, like discussing tropes and narratives, or politics, or your daily lives. I'm sorry, this is very generic advice, I wish I could be more helpful. I wish you look, anon!

[calmmyfears]

i'm very worried for my mom and sister, both their health have deteriorated since i've moved out. and i can see how much they struggle even though my mom would never admit it. i am trying not to guilt shame myself but it is so hard not to see my fault in this.

[tempi-fantrolls]

my brain has apparently decided it's anxiety time

that is the time

anxiety o'clock

flops

[turtwig387]

You'll never guess who's in $2000 of debt

@ari387 on paypal if you want to help me

[crowleystolemyshoes]

gofundme for bills after parental death

my stepmom died a few days ago. she was 49. it was incredibly sudden. my dad, younger sister, and stepmom's son from her previous marriage lived together, and they relied predominantly on my stepmom's disability payments to make bills and such. my dad is doing really bad and is staying in a mental hospital for the foreseeable future until he's no longer a risk to himself.

my sister is eighteen and is dropping out of high school to help support her family, because we have no clue what's going to happen financially. she's never had a job before, and minimum wage in her state is $7.25. my stepmom's son is too young to work.

my sister has set up a gofundme to help cover bills until our dad is out of the hospital and they can make a plan. she's set the goal at $5000, but that whole amount isn't necessary--even covering half of the bills for one month would be huge.

anyway, here's the link, if you're an adult who's financially stable and able to help. please reblog this, they need help

[jacnaylor]

tbd

[must-be-mythtaken]

time is scary

[crave-mp3]

godddd help me (guy who has to write an actor bio for his show) (actor bios are written in third person) (he has to refer to himself by pronoun) (grandparents are coming to see the show) (grandparents he is not out to) (conservative christian fox-news-watching tucker-carlson-dick-sucking grandparents) (either he outs himself or purposefully misgenders himself) (and will summarily be misgendered by other well-meaning unknowung people who see the show) (there is no good option) (only ones that are safe and humiliating or ones that will potentially cause a family schism) (help)

[thefloatingstone]

We actually have a good amount of power today but not tomorrow or the day after. This has caused my dysfunction to spiral because I don't know what to do with the power while I have it (play games??? Draw??? Something else????) so I am sitting here yelling at myself to actually do something and I seem unable to do anything.