#i just couldnt sleep and i needed a hig from mum and i wanted to sleep with her like i was 5 again but incoildnt do that toobher
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#vent#vent tw#gods i am. i amntjid close. i cpuldnt sleep last night i was so scared and worried and kept fuvkong ping ponging between feelongs and i#i just couldnt sleep and i needed a hig from mum and i wanted to sleep with her like i was 5 again but incoildnt do that toobher#i ddi in the end but im jist. im so. im just tired.#i ak so scared ill end up in that scary bad place again ig i stop if i slow if o stop running i can't stop running i can't stop#I can't stop /running/ andi understand tje dr now i really dp bc how can you stop or slow when that mmeans letting it all crasj and you#can't vrasg you can't. i have tonhold it together at keast until the acute is over but i dpnt knownif i can i dont know.#i dont want to die agaon i dpnt want to hurt again i font wsnt to be there again bit i can't I'm just. its all broken its all broken.#i dont know what to do i can't open up that#i domt know whu nut i know iys bad when i open ip when things are bad i dont knkw why but i know i can't i can't i can't i can't#oh fuck please no one read this please no ome read this please
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