#i indulged in itafushi recently. and its like suddenly i love angst too much

[sunreisets]

loscar headcanon bc i indulge in angst, non rpf girlies feel free to skip this

what if it was oscar that was unconditionally loving logan instead.

what if oscar fell in love with logan when they were just 14, logan new to the place and oscar shows him around, logan's hand warm in oscar's bigger one.

what if he originally planned to let logan win f3, so that he and logan could move on to f2 together, but it didnt go his way and logan ends up dnfing, the championship win slightly bitter in the aussie's mouth.

what if he realises he cant bring logan along with him everywhere he goes the moment he finds out logan cant move up to f2 with him, he bangs on logan's hotel door and cries in his arms because they were going to be separated.

what if oscar realised logan didnt feel the same way the moment they reached f1, so he decided to take his mind off logan and let loose his feelings, and he decides to try loving his teammate instead, succeeding in being drunk over the feeling of new love.

what if during then, logan realises hes been in love with oscar all along, but he doesnt know oscar used to love him back, he just assumed he never did, and slowly lets the heartburn feeling destroy him as it pulses through his body everytime he glances at oscar