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Papaya Rules | Oscar Piastri x Driver! Reader
Summary: From on-track rivals to reluctant teammates, the trauma of team orders issued by Mclaren bond you and Oscar in a way you never expected.Â
Warnings: mentions of papaya rules, swearing
Requested: Yes by @1800-love-me (a while ago. oops)
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f1 posted a new story
itsyn_ln replied and thatâs community service for piastri â f1 girl, arenât you supposed to be in the media pen â itsyn_ln five more minutes â iâm in no rushÂ
mclaren replied no time to explain but we need you to delete this before oscar sees â we need them to get along
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mclaren breaking news mclaren f1 racing is pleased to announce that yn ln will be joining the team in 2024, alongside oscar piastri, on a multi-year contract. we cannot wait to see what she can achieve with us
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itsyn_ln thank you for this opportunity! now i need to figure out how to make orange look good on meÂ
â mclaren everything looks good on you
username1 wait, what? sheâs oscarâs public enemy #1 and now sheâll be his teammate?
oscarpiastri and this is how i find out?
â mclaren we didnât want to give you a chance to protest
â pierregasly i knew before oscar did? ha!Â
â oscarpiastri donât make me still target the pink car next year
â itsyn_ln iâm feeling unwantedÂ
jackdoohan @/itsyn_ln thanks for the seatÂ
â itsyn_ln i hope i kept it warm for you!Â
username2 poor osc is going to have to learn to manage this oddness
â username3 poor osc is probably more focused on having to learn not to strangle her
alpinef1team losing another driver to the sinister evil and orange teamÂ
â itsyn_ln at least youâll miss me. iâm starting to think pierre lied when he said he would
â pierregasly of course i did. you were staring straight at me without blinking
username4 donât get me wrong, i canât wait to see yn in a better car but i fear this was poor planning on mclarenâs part. theyâre going to struggle with managing their driversÂ
landonorris iâm sorry, osco. i didnât know me leaving was going to lead to this
â oscarpiastri youâre not forgiven.Â
username5 i fear mclaren are not going to have the dream team they were expecting
â username6 they need to prepare to see both papaya cars dnfâing all the time next year
username7 i need that jacket!Â
â mclaren all yn merch coming soon!Â
â username8 they move fast. theyâve already got her in papaya and prepared to release her papaya merchÂ
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mclaren and itâs a papaya 1-2 what a race! a phenomenal display of teamwork from oscar and yn
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username9 wtf was thatÂ
username10 i canât decide which one of them was robbed moreÂ
username11 so they want them to become friends but then force them to concede wins???
username12 i never want to hear the phrase âpapaya rulesâ again. idk what it means but i know it was shit
username13 the fact that neither of them have interacted with this post shows that theyâre not happy with their 1-2
username14 you guys need to chill. they were coming under fire from max, and yn was faster. oscar was holding her up and if they hadnât have switched, max couldâve had them bothÂ
â username15 there was two laps left. iâm sure they couldâve managed it
â username14 did you not see all the purple sectors max was settingÂ
username16 i hope oscar doesnât blame yn for this
username17 unrelated but i love how much shorter yn is than osc in this pic. theyâre so cute
â username18 theyâre mortal enemies. donât start romanticising them
â username19 they are so enemies to lovers codedÂ
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oscarpiastri enjoying a week off
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mclaren does this mean weâre friends again
â oscarpiastri not yet
username1 mr piastri, sir, um, is that a WOMAN?
username2 look, itâs very nice to see that youâre alive and well but we no longer care about that because who is that in the last pic?!Â
charles_leclerc son, you didnât tell me about thisÂ
landonorris a new teammate and a new partner. i see iâm being fully replaced
â oscarpiastri donât fuel the rumours about us
username3 oh so this is why twitter is freaking out
username4 the linked hands
username5 yn liked this? are they friends now??
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itsyn_ln my boyfriend just won a grand prix, bitches!Â
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pierregasly was this meant to be posted on the burner account??
â itsyn_ln oh shit
â oscarpiastri oh, sweetheart
â charles_leclerc and everyone thought i would tell!Â
itsyn_ln well, no point deleting it now. enjoy
â username6 yn and oscar are dating?!!?
â username7 and he calls her sweetheart?!?!?
username8 no one understands how precious these two are to me
username9 enemies to lovers come true
username10 these two were written by a wattpad user
alpinef1team sometimes we think we miss you and then you do stuff like thisÂ
â mclaren sure you donât want her backÂ
â username11 noooo donât take our papaya partners away from usÂ
username12 iâve only had ynoscar for five minutes but if anything happens to them, i will kill everyone
username13 they said i was crazy but i knew! i knew there was passion between their feud
landonorris and you did so good to not kiss him in front of the cameras
â oscarpiastri sheâs more annoyed that now she shouldnât have bothered
â itsyn_ln want to smooch you for the world to see
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Megumi blinks seeing him going off to check but he looks to Gojo wondering. ".....What? Did something-"
"No no..I get the feeling everyone said something but not Miko-chan." He said holding his fork. Megumi blinks wondering how he figures that's the reason.
"And how is that possible?"
"Well..those old farts asked for a personal report from her since I heard she was along with that guy right? Meaning she could have known a bit more during her time there.....but I'm sure it's fine. The last time i saw her was with Mi-sun and Ieiri. Or the old farts wanted to hear her report as soon as possible...." He said. Megumi wonders if that's true.
~~~Meanwhile~~~
"And as we said; the mission was cleared but it seems a lot has happened there." Nanami was speaking with the older men who was listening after given Miko's report. She was standing by there along with her shinigami; Anaconda and the new friend Dennis.
"........."
"I see. Well, Miss. Yotsuya. We did read your report and it seems you did see a lot more through all that in the mean time. Also, we also take word you were heavily injured even through the mission?" One asked seeing Miko remain quiet.
"Yes..."
"Was it healed fully? From the feeling, you got some cursed energy in you after the attack or slashes." A second one said while they were sitting but looks towards her.
"Yes..I was healed but I still have the scar on my back. Daichi healed me during the time after I was heavily injured." she answers seeing the men whispering among themselves.
"And are you mentally alright after all that?" a third one asked.
"....Yes...."
"Are you?"
"Yes; I'm alright. It took a while to heal but....I know it was fine. Daichi did close the wound before I died of blood loss." she said while looking at the men but they understood. Anaconda was sitting by her phone showing a phoenix charm on it before it buzzes.
"????" looking at the pocket of the hoodie she was wearing, Anaconda saw the two text messages from Daichi. He stood on his back legs clawing her at leg as Miko blinks looking down.
"What's wrong Anaconda?" she asked but as she tried to figure it out-
"Miss Yotsuya, please focus. Now, you given your report but was their anything else you wished to tell us?"
She blinks to look but sighed. "N..No sir." she said.
"...Although the mission was completed; it's almost like you got cursed twice. From the Mountain god to this. Cursed energy still lingers in you dear but..lets hope you be a bit more careful. That was rather risky that you did all that....but it's good that you completed the mission with your classmates." he said.
".........."
"Honestly, if it became bad, then we would have had to have you executed due to the dangers of it...however that was passed." the second said this like it was fine even if Miko was nervous with Nanami reassuring her it's alright.
"Of course! Rodan contacted me and I accepted the invitation. I asked Megumi and he's up for it as well. We just need to ask everyone in the group chat about it as well." He said.
"That does sound like fun." Gojo smiled with Megumi shaking his head while seeing his teacher being a goof ball. Though, he's used to that. In a way, he sees Daichi going to ask the others if they would go with him.
Kisho - [ Guys! Guess what? The pizzaplex is back and open! Mr. Kame wants to invite us back to the pizzaplex for a sleepover. You guys in? ]
Yuji ((Is it!? Well, that would be cool if we did so yeah I'm in!! XD))
Nobara ((Count me in. I hope we get a proper sleepover this time. :3))
Yuria((I'm in! <3))
Hana ((I LOVE SLEEPOVERS! I'M IN!))
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the air cools
2.5k words, raider Joel x f!reader
SUMMARY: A few loosely connected vignettes taking place throughout fall and winter, ending with a raider family Christmas. đ€âïž đžđ«đ¶đ±ââïž. My gift to those of you who love these characters. I love y'all so much. This is an 18+ blog.
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âWhat do you guys give each other for Christmas,â you asked Joel in early fall, secretly digging for a lead on what to get him for his birthday. It was bedtime and your head was on his bare chest.
âWhat makes ya think we celebrate Christmas?"
âYeah I know, itâs a godless world," you conceded, "but it's an excuse to celebrate each other.â
Joel took a breath as though getting ready to speak, but you cut him off, âDon't say itâ
âWhat?â He asked.
âsomething like,â (you lowered your voice slightly) "no one should celebrate me."
âWasn't gonna,â Joel claimed.
âThen what were you gonna say?â You challenged him.
âI was gonna sayâŠâ he rolled you over and glanced down at your bare breasts before bringing his mouth to your neck. He murmured into your skin, âcelebrate each other all the time.â He hiked up your leg, and dragged his lips from your neck to your ear to whisper, âcelebrate each other all night if ya want.â
You giggled, then a rush of desire drowned out your amusement as his arousal swelled against you.
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Joel would never let the dog onto the bed. That's where he drew the line. The bed was Joel's domain. It was for you and him, period. He didn't even want the dog in the bedroom, because that was one step closer to the bed.
But one time, it was storming, and Bullet was scratching at the bedroom door. You slithered out of Joel's tight embrace and got out of bed. Joel kept snoring. You were going to take Bullet back to the living room and calm him down, but as soon as the bedroom door cracked open, the dog bolted over to a pile of laundry in the corner of the bedroom and started making a nest in it. You watched him circling and nosing the fabric for a few seconds until he settled in. He lowered his head to rest on his paws, and looked up hopefully.
You petted him, âShhhh.â His tail was down, but he wagged it a little in what felt like a promise.
You left the door cracked open as if the dog had opened it himself. He was a very good boy all night. Even with loud claps of thunder, his whine stayed very quiet, and neither you nor Joel woke up. Bullet even went back to the living room unprompted once the storm quieted. You quietly washed the laundry the next day.
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This happened a few more times, and Joel never found out, as far as you knew. Except for one time when he woke up before you and saw the tell-tale dent in the laundry, and, upon further inspection, some light orange hairs. Joel's nostrils flared only slightly, and he shook his head to himself. But he just shook out the clothes and never said anything.
Then, one day, Joel was in the trailer park down the hill, looking for supplies and assessing how dangerous the area was getting. In a trailer that wasn't burned too badly, he saw a sofa cushion with a little dent in it that reminded him of that dent in the laundry. He put the cushion under his elbow and later stashed it in a closet with some colder weather clothes heâd picked up for you throughout the year.
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âI hope he likes this,â You whispered to Joel, hoping Carter wouldn't hear you over the noise of whatever DIY project he was working on outside. You were sitting on the floor, holding a thick, weathered paperback in your hand.
âLemme see,â Joel said, and you handed it to him.
He chuckled at the coverâa pirate embracing a lady from behind, both their hair windswept. Then he thumbed through the wrinkled pages, stopped at one, and his eyebrows shot up. âengorged member,â he mouthed and his face wrinkled.
âHard cock,â you translated.
âheaving bosomâŠâ he read.
âThat's boobs,â you explained.
Joel closed the book as much as it would close, given the warped pages, and he handed it back to you. âMâsure heâll like it,â Joel tried not to laugh.
âWhat?â You asked. âDon't you ever feel bad that he's alone?â
âIt's a sweet thought, baby.â
âYou didn't want me to write one myself, rememberâŠ.â
âsure as hell didn't,â he agreed. âdon't need to be writinâ about anyone else's engorged anything,â Joel said.
âwasnt gonna do anything graphic. I just thought it might be nice if the main character was a man, and the pirates are girls and guys.â
He couldn't help but wonder, was this the kind of filth you were thinking about when you went to bed early? He had trouble believing it. You knew you were his. But he still asked. âWhat else ya got? Any more books?â
Joel cocked his eyebrow and warned you, âLeave it.â
Your face heated up and your eyes shifted around. âNothing like that,â you promised.
Joel studied your face and said, âyeah?â
Your eyes flitted to the floor and his jaw clenched. You cursed yourself for the dead giveaway.
He looked under the bed and pulled out a single, tattered paperback book. âWhat's this?â He asked before inspecting it.
âNothing,â you said, with your whole upper body on fire. âJust something I wasââ
Joel studied the front cover. It was a battle scene with a man posing valiantly with his shirt wrapped open. A piece of paper was haphazardly fastened to the cover with some kind of glue. The paper covered the man's face but his flowing hair still emerged from the left and bottom edges. The paper was beginning to curling off on that side, and the pencil was fading. Joel swallowed as he took in the drawing. A man from the neck up, complete with a bulging neck vein. Dark hair, dark eyes, a mustache, some scruff, and an unmistakable scowl.
Joel raised his eyebrows and rubbed his lips together.
âIt's stupid,â you said and reached for it.
âThis what ya read?â he asked as he opened the cover.
âNo, I justâwhen you were gone for a night, I thought it could be-â
The title page, The General and the Girl, had âthe generalâ crossed out and something scribbled above it. He squinted and braced for what he assumed would read "raider," but it didn't. âKiller,â it read. And he wasn't sure if that was better or worse.
âHm,â Joel observed, then noticed âtheâ was crossed out too. The Killer and *his* Girl. He thumbed through a few more pages and you had crossed out inaccurate descriptions of both of you and then after the first chapter or so the annotations stopped.
Joel ran his thumb over the scrawled text, and you offered, âHe only kills bad guys âŠâ
He closed the book and handed it back to you without further discussion.
A sawing noise vibrated through the wall, followed by something crinkling.
Joel changed the subject back to Christmas. âYou know what I think Carter could use?â
âWhat?â
âSomewhere nice to sleep.â
âHe doesn't have one?â you never really thought about it, because Carter always made a point of bragging that he could sleep anywhere.
âHow'd ya feel about him movinâ into the trailer?ââ
âReally?â You asked.
âSafer for us, nicer for himâŠâ
You smiled and he muttered, âc'mere. You're a good girl, sweet pea.â
You were relieved he didn't find your sketchbook.
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Christmas Eve
It was only afternoon, and you already felt like you wouldn't be able to sleep that night. You and Joel had made up a bed for Carter in the living room, which you barely used anyway. You made sure it was away from the leak. There was a quilt and a pillow. You even nailed a sheet between the kitchen from the living room to serve as a privacy curtain since there was no door. You slid the pirate book onto the shelf among the other books.
âWe should do it all tonight,â you suggested.
Joel silently laughed at you, then shook his head no.âCâmon. Let's go for a walk,â he said. He didn't really care about the timing, except that he got a kick out of your enthusiasm. It was better than any gift he could've asked for.
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After the sun set, Carter came up the hill. âAlright, I know Christmas is tomorrow, but I gotta give ya my present tonight.â
âMe too!â You agreed.
âSweet pea,â Joel shook his head with a chuckle.
âAw shoot,â Carter said unconvincingly. âI left the bird behind.â Joel had also shot two birds for the other men, and Carter brought them all down to the house to pluck. He sent both you and Joel down there to get the one you would share. Bullet trailed behind.
Joel poked around the storage area trying to buy Carter some time, then he grabbed the goose and when he came back outside bullet did a happy circle.
When you got back to the trailer, a flickering orange glow was visible in the window. Carter had set up a freestanding fireplace hearth in the corner of the kitchen. Joel didn't seem surprised. After all, Carter wouldn't do something like that without permission. But apparently he had hauled the heavy unit on his own, cleaned it out, and fitted the exhaust pipe to a hole he sawed in the wall. The job looked professional.
You had a cozy dinner in the kitchen and lingered around the table enjoying the warmth together while the men drank a spiced wine you made. When the fire died down, Carter announced he better head off to bed.
You and Joel looked at each other and Joel gave you the go-ahead nod toward Carter's new quarters. Joel's eyes sparkled as your face lit up.
With Carter almost out the front door, you said, âwhere are you going?â He turned around, and you pointed toward the end of the trailer. âYour bedâs in there.â
Carter looked at Joel, and Joel nodded. You grabbed him by the elbow and led him through the kitchen and held the sheet aside for him.
Carter took in the view, then looked back at Joel in case you had gone rogue. Joel nodded. âMight as well crash here, whenever ya want I mean.â Joel shrugged.
Carter tried to refuse, because he was committed to keeping an eye on things down at the house and keeping things under control. âAin't no troublemakers down at the house these days,â Joel reasoned. âRather ya keep an eye on this one,â he nodded toward you and pinched your chin.
âYou got it, boss.â Carter didn't know what else to say. He and Joel shook hands and the look they shared told you it might as well have been a hug.
Carter went to bed in the newly improved space. Bullet went to sleep on the kitchen floor, right in front of the hearth, enjoying the heat that still radiated from the metal.
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After enjoying a leisurely Christmas eve romp in which you tried not to be too loud, you and Joel settled in for bed. As you predicted, you weren't tired enough to sleep.
âDo you know the night before Christmas?â You asked Joel, snuggled into the crook of his arm.
He looked at the ceiling and thought. âSomethinâ âbout ma and pa wearinâ hats,â and you nodded encouraging him. He tried to continue, âAnd, uhâŠ. mouse that can't hear nothinâ?â
You giggled and buried your face in his arm, again trying not to be too loud. âWhat?â he asked.
ânot a creature was stirring, not even a mouse,â you recited.
âYou're gonna stir all night, ain't ya?â Joel asked. ââless I tucker ya out,â he mused. He turned over, letting part of his weight onto you. He pressed soft kisses onto your neck, then chest, then slid his mouth to your breast and the pull of his lips made you whine. Soon, he became a shape under the sheets, a silhouette stirring between your legs.
He knew how to put you to sleep.
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Christmas Day
In the morning, you woke up to the smell of coffee. You dragged a paper bag out from under the bed. You'd drawn stars and trees on it in pencil and labeled it âJ. Millerâ Joel and Carter were already in the kitchen and there were presents wrapped in old newspaper and string.
You asked Joel to open his first but he refused, wanting to drag out your eagerness as long as possible.
Joel gave you an assortment of sweaters, just in time for the cold weather. Different colors and textures. Cozy and perfect. The last package he handed you wasn't as fluffy.
You carefully untied it and saw corduroy. You ran your hand over the ribs and the fabric was still smooth, however many years after it was made. You held up the garment and it was pants. He willingly gave you pants.
After a moment of silence, Joel mumbled âmight not be *that* cold just yet, butââ Carter laughed at him.
You went and sat in Joel's lap and handed him his gift bag. He opened it and pulled out a thermal Henley, a cable knit sweater in decent condition aside from a few snagged threads. You suspected it might be a little tight on his arms, but he never seemed to mind.
The last thing in the bag was a spiral-bound notebook. Your sketchbook. He opened it and his face went serious as his eyes poured over every detailâsketches of him. Joel wiping his sweat with a rag, holding a wrench. Joel sleeping. Joel holding a figure that could only be you. His face softened and his jaw twitched as he studied that one. When he finally moved on to the next page, his face turned pink. He quickly closed the book and cleared his throat. âSweet pea,â he laughed in faux admonishment. You could've given him that one in private, but you didn't want to tear anything out of the book.
âI drew what I like,â you shrugged, and kissed him on his burning cheek.
âYouâre talented, baby,â he said. âThank you.â
âMerry Christmas,â you wished him, and he kissed you on the forehead. âMerry Christmas, baby.â
âI'll make breakfast,â Carter offered.
âOh. One more thing,â Joel said. âCan't forget the big guy.â Joel eased you off of his lap and stretched before going to the supply closet and retrieving the cushion with the little dip in it.
He plopped it into the floor and bullet came over and sniffed around it, then scratched at the fabric before settling into it.
âAnd,â Joel interrupted himself with a weak sigh. âAs long as he don't get on the bed, when itâs raininâ ya can bring it..â he nodded toward the bedroom.
You wrapped your arms tight around Joel and he cradled your head. âAlright,â he said. âI'm gettinâ hungry.â
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€pairing. milf!abby x mechanic!reader
masterlist. warnings. 18+, sub!abby, dom!reader, milf!abby, mechanic!reader, dirty talk (a lot of it, oops), fingering, strap usage, abby just being a needy brat, breeding kink, thereâs probably more a/n. merry christmas gays <3 this is a small installation to the milf!abby au me and @vifilms have created. if itâs a little confusing on the jump, donât worry, youâll get more parts explaining their relationship before or whatever soon. happy holidays, and if you donât celebrate it, i hope you all have a blessed day either way <3
milf!abby who doesnât hesitate to text you when it comes down to her friends having a small get-together, her first instinct was to ask you to come with her, and she was a little too giddy and excited when you replied with âof course, more time to spend with a pretty ladyâ what she would never admit was that she spent an ungodly amount of minutes looking at your reply, apples of her cheeks crimson red before she replied with her own âsounds good, canât wait to see youâ unaware that on the other side of town, you were already rummaging around in your closet, trying to find something perfect enough, that will go with whatever she picks, to wear. apart from ripped jeans, t-shirts, and a few jackets, you were at a loss. confused on what to wear to a small party with people who would dress up a little more ⊠sophisticated-like. the bright colors, the pretty pearls. that wasnât you. you were content with your hoodies, your jeans, your button-up shirts, and sweatpants. not what they love to wear.
milf!abby canât focus the second you walk through the door that same night, dressed in a pair of jeans, heavy boots paired with a white shirt, and a jacket. sheâs seen you in nothing but a tank top, oil and grease covering your arms, and even then you looked hot working on her car every day, you looked ethereal and more handsome tonight. abby doesnât know how to react when she finds you talking to some of her friends, offering to help if they need it, seconds later. she thinks itâs kind that you are offering even though you were a guest. one of the many things she adores about you. always wanting to help.
milf!abby drags you away from the party not even 15 minutes later. her hands cupping your face, while yours are instantly pulling down the dress she was wearing, down over her shoulders, and bunching it around her hips as you cup both her tits and squeeze them in the palm of your hands, the second she pulls you into the bathroom. the soft sounds of her whines and whimpers fill the echoed room while you simply grin against her neck, pinching and pulling at her hard pebbled nipples. her head rests against the bathroom door, the whimpers tumbling from her shamelessly has you growling into her neck and slipping your leg between her thigh. a sinister grin appearing on your lips at her sudden gasp, wrapping her arm around your neck and holding you to her. âi bet if i put my hand up your dress right now, youâre gonna be soaked, hm?â you muttered against her flushed skin. âdonât even have to tell me, i know.â your mocking words had abbyâs heart pounding in her chest, cunt clenching around nothing and cheeks flushed while she nods desperately. âlove your tits so much, so fuckinâ prettyâ
milf!abbyâs eyes roll back in her head when youâre placing your hand over her mouth, muffling the sounds thats dripping from between her cherry red swollen lips as you bury your fingers deep in her cunt, groaning softly under your breath at the way she clenches around you tightly. âyou know how much i love to hear you, but you gotta be quiet fâme, sweetheart, hm?â you coo, kissing away the tears streaking her face. âi know you can do it, donât wanna get caught, do you?â
âmâsorry, just feels sâgood.â abby whimpered against your hand, voice hitching when the palm of your hand rubbed against her neglected clit. fingers clutching at your crumpled shirt, knuckles white with the sheer iron grip she has on you. it makes you laugh, making her whine with a deeper blush knowing just how fucking needy she is. needy for you to touch her, making a mess of her, and have her weak in the knees. you only have to look at her, and sheâs begging for you.
âyeah, i can tell, practically soaking my hand.â
that just makes abby clench around you harder.Â
milf!abby clings to you for dear life and whimpers loudly into your neck when she gushes all over your fingers minutes later, slick running down the inners of her thigh and another whimper is ripped from her throat as you gently pull your fingers out of her cunt, bringing those fingers straight to your mouth with a grin. her pupils dilate more, if thatâs even possible when you wrap your lips around them and suck. the moan you let out at the taste of her, has her rubbing her thighs together again. an action that you donât miss. âtaste just as sweet as last night, sweetheart.â you hummed with a cheeky grin, leaned forward, and kissed the side of her mouth. laughing at her whine. âpatience, baby. just a little longer, and i promise, you can have my cock later.â
milf!abby is pathetic and whiny when youâve finally got her bent over the sink, dress still bunched over her hips, panties in your back pocket for a keepsake, and she canât hold back on those sounds you love to hear so much when your cock is deep inside her cunt. stretching her out perfectly, like her pussy was made for you. you could tell she was struggling to keep it down, not wanting her friends to hear. you on the other hand, were crazy. you wouldnât care at all if they heard the pretty sounds you were pulling from her with each thrust of your hips.Â
âwish i could feel youâ you groaned, hands iron grip on her hips, pulling her back and down on your cock. your eyes dropping to shamelessly watching the way her cunt practically sucks your strap back inside of her. only for your eyes to snap up at the soft whine to find abby with her head buried in the bend of her elbow, trying to muffle her sounds. âlemme hear you, baby, yeah?â you cooed, tangling your fingers into her soft blonde locks and pulled her head back carefully. âyeah, you look so pretty like thisâ you smirked at her through the mirror. âlook so sexy while i split you open on my cock.â
abby wasnât sure whether to look at you or herself. her hair was disheveled, her light makeup ruined, cheeks flushed, hips bruised due to your grip, and her lips all red and swollen. if you both walked out of the bathroom now, everyone would know. they would all know what happened, and maybe that excites abby a little because her cunt clenches around your cock, gasps, and jolts against the mirror when youâre removing your hand from her hip, to reach down between her legs and rub light circles on her clit. âjust needed to have all your worries and thoughts fucked out that pretty head of yours hm? donât worry, sweetheart, mâgonna fuck you until you can barely remember your own name.â
the blonde opens her mouth to reply, brain completely empty and cheeks flushed darker red if thatâs even possible, but her attempt at trying to reply to your words fail when you angle your hips just perfectly, your cock is deliciously rubbing that spot deep inside her and abbyâs hand is quick to slip between her legs and rub circles on her clit with you. âfuck, fuck, right there, please pleaseââ her voice breaks and her head slumps against her mirror, her breath fogging up the glass. âi needââ
âwhat do you need, hm baby? need me to fuck you until you canât walk? mark you up? show everyone youâre mine?â you listed, groaning against her neck and fucking her hard, rubbing her clit faster. âneed me to fill you up, sâthat what you need? fill you up and make you a mama?â
âyes! yes yes, pleaseââ abbyâs chokes out, a little too late to warn you or barely registers a warning as her body tenses beneath you and gushes over your cock with a loud gasped whimper that has you putting your mouth over her mouth, not wanting her friends to know what was happening, even if it was something you so badly wanted deep down. âohââ she sighs against your hand, eyes fluttering closed again as you slowly fuck her through her orgasm. Â
âme saying i wanna make you a mama did it for you, huh?â you laughed against her ear, your breath fanning her skin hotly as you ran your nose up and down her neck. enjoying the way she lifts her head up and looks at you through the mirror. completely fucked out. only for you to groan softly when sheâs pushing back against you with a whine. âsweetheart,â
âwanna make you cumâÂ
âlater, you can do whatever you wantâ
milf!abby canât avoid the grins and smirks her friends give her when you both finally make your way back downstairs to find them in the kitchen. they wouldnât have noticed if it wasnât for the fact that abby was patting down her hair, fixing her dress. or you, in all your glory, were butting up your shirt, not caring at all that they were grinning your way. âhave fun, abby?â one teased, eyeing up the marks on her neck. âit looks like you guys both had a lot of funâ
glaring at her friend, abby simply huffed, wrapped her arm around yours and scowled. âstop it!â she mumbled, trying to hide the obvious blush coating her face. while you, being a shit, were just laughing softly against her head. âdonât encourage them!â
âmânot doing anythingâ you grinned, hand slipping down to her lower back and kissing behind her ear. a place you know that always has her melting in your hands. âyou donât have to tell me you had fun, the sounds you were making are enough for me to know, sweetheart.â you whispered in her ear before walking away into the kitchen. that stupid fucking smirk, a smirk she loves a little too much, resting on your lips.
milf!abby who cannot wait until this little party is over so that she can go home and hold you up on your promise of letting her do whatever she wants to do to you. for the time being, sheâs just going to have to sit there and let her friends tease her about the sounds that were coming from the bathroom, and ignoring the way you simply looked at her, slumped between two of her friends, legs spread with a beer in your hand and a grin on your face each time she would grow redder at their constant teasing. she just needed to get this party out of the way so she could have you all to herself once again, free to do whatever she wanted, and you were excited, to say the least.Â
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Great cause I've been thinking about something for days-
Jason x Reader but-
Sometimes Jason can't get home in time. It's not that he wants to take so long, but all this mess of missions and patrols and all that crap always seems to get in his way.
Still, since he loves his girl so much, Jason doesn't mind calling her just to tell her he's coming as fast as he can and ask if she's all right.
He's just in love, guys, what can he do?
By the way, he also loves to say what he's going to do with his pretty girl when he gets home as well.
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Firstly, I would like to apologise for how long this has taken: I was not ignoring you, I was just finding it really difficult to come up with enough of a storyline to write a fic out of đ
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Secondly, I know this deviates from what you asked for, but I do hope that you still like it đ„ș. I just thought it would be really funny to write Jason being all shy and flustered for a change âșïž.
NEVERTHELESS! If I have disappointed you, please donât hesitate to drop me another message and I will do my best at another attempt! I love you, babe đ„ș.
The call
Warnings: an explicit phone call and an explicit description of a handjob (m receiving).
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     âHood?â X asked, her sweet voice wafting out of his communication device and filling his ears. âAre you gonna be done soon?âÂ
     âHmm?â Jason hummed distractedly, keeping an eye on Penguinâs goons as they moved in and out of one of his secret warehouses. âYeah, ba-â
     His eyes grew wide as he caught himself quickly: no one else in the batfamily knew that he and his best friend had started dating a while ago and the two of them had wanted to put off dealing with the chaos that would ensue once they found out for as long as they possibly could. Jason slid his gaze over to Dick, nervously gauging his reaction, then he cleared his throat when his brother seemed to take no notice. âYeah, Nightingale. Their new shipment should be reaching here in eleven minutes. We plan on moving in then.âÂ
     âOkay, sweetheart,â X replied, her voice taking on a mischievous tone that had Jasonâs core heating up with nerves. âI canât wait for you to get home, baby. Iâm gonna have you all to myself for the next week, right, Jay?âÂ
     Jason swallowed hard and stole another quick glance at Dick. No reaction. Jason exhaled in relief and let out another little cough before responding to his wicked girlfriend. âRight. This should deal a substantial blow to their operations. The others can help stage attacks on their other warehouses in the meantime.âÂ
     âOh, is that so?â X asked, rolling over onto her stomach and getting herself comfortable on Jasonâs bed. Sheâd always stay over at his apartment whenever he had to stay late on a mission - she didnât like the thought of him coming home to an empty house, especially if heâd had to be physically violent with someone. Sheâd known about his PTSD and used to stay over at his place even before theyâd started dating, comforting him when he awoke from a nightmare or coaxing him out a panic attack in the middle of the night. Heâd only ever let her be privy to such vulnerable sides of him and sheâd told him honestly that that was why sheâd started falling in love with him. âYou gonna pass the buck on to the others so you can come home and take care of your lonely little girlfriend?âÂ
     Jasonâs breath caught in his throat at the pout he could hear in her voice. Was she at his place? She probably was, but ⊠was she on his sofa? Relaxing in front of the television as she teased him? Or ⊠was she ⊠somewhere more ⊠intimate? In something more intimate? Jason ground his teeth together, wrestling between the need to keep himself focused on the mission before him and the sudden desire to find out exactly what his âlonely little girlfriendâ was doing in his apartment right then. âOf course Iâm wearing all my gear, Nightingale. Got to make sure weâre properly covered up before we bust in there and start taking everyone out.âÂ
     X bit her lip at the subtle question hidden within his words: he wanted to know what she was wearing.Â
     ââProperly covered upâ?â she repeated, kicking her legs in the air behind her. âMmm, that sounds ⊠like the opposite of what I am right now, Jay; lying here on your bed, all spread out on your soft sheets as they caress my bare skin.â Her boyfriend sucked in a breath over the comms and Xâs stomach flipped as she pictured the expression he was probably wearing right then: thick brows furrowed in confusion as he figured out how to respond, beautiful green eyes glazed over as he imagined her lying naked on his bed, sharp jawline tensing with frustration as he forced himself to pay attention to his mission. Shit, he was hot.Â
     X flipped over onto her back and moaned softly as the thought of her deliciously sexy boyfriend filled her mind. âMmm, but you know how much I love seeing you all dressed up in your Red Hood outfit. Your tight little carbon fibre suit stretched so perfectly over all your delicious muscles. Mmm, youâre so hot, Jay! I wish you were here so I could just pounce on you and trace all your sexy muscles with my tongue âŠâÂ
     A soft gasp escaped his lips at her dirty words and Jason swore his heart stopped when Dick turned to raise an eyebrow at him in question. Jason shook his head slightly, reassuring him that everything was fine and thankfully, Dick returned his attention to the warehouse. âNine minutes.âÂ
     âOooh, is that a challenge, sweetheart?â X asked, delighting in the sudden hoarseness in his voice. He was always so smooth and sexy whenever they were alone, teasing and touching and tasting every inch of her body until she was breathless with lust, unable to focus on anything but the feeling of his hands on her bare skin. But now ⊠âThereâs a reason they call it âseven minutes in heavenâ, darling. But ⊠Iâm feeling generous tonight knowing Iâm going to have you all to myself for the next week, so ⊠Iâll finish in five ⊠if you let me top you tonight.âÂ
     He let out a choked gasp at the image her words conjured up in his mind: him lying helplessly on his bed while she rode him into his mattress, her soft hair brushing the curves of her full breasts, her pearly teeth sinking into her lower lip in ecstasy, her perfect body sliding up and down on his cock at exactly the pace she wanted to go at. And unfortunately for him, Dick did take notice this time.Â
     âHood? Whatâs wrong?â His voice was firm as he spoke, authoritative and confident, and Jason quickly waved him away so he wouldnât start panicking.Â
     âJust a hiccup,â he lied. âIâm fine. Truck should be arriving in eight minutes.âÂ
     âIs Dick there?â X asked, her tone alight with mischief at the revelation that the two of them were right next to each other while she was talking dirty to him. âHas he been there the whole time?!âÂ
     âYes,â Jason replied softly, lowering his voice so Dick wouldnât grow even more suspicious by his continued conversation with a member of their team not currently involved in the mission at hand. Shit. He should just hang up, shouldnât he? End the call now before he reached a point where he couldnât physically hide the evidence of what his best friend was doing to him right then. Shit. Think gross thoughts, Jason, he counselled himself, like ⊠bugs! Cockroaches, especially! Ugh! Nasty little things with their hairy legs and their spindly antennae and ugh, he was going to be sick. But at least he wasnât getting aroused anymore - though the brief respite didnât seem like it would last long anyway.Â
     âHow naughty of you, sweetheart!â X laughed, oblivious to - or most likely ignoring - her supposed-to-be-secret boyfriendâs stressful predicament right then. âLetting your girlfriend talk dirty to you with your brother standing right next to you? Mmm, I didnât know you could be so naughty, baby.âÂ
     Jason clenched his fists and focused his thoughts on his breathing, trying to keep it deep and steady so his body wouldnât get excited and start redirecting his blood towards his core. But he must have been a glutton for punishment because he just couldnât bring himself to end the call.Â
     âAnd- Oh my god!â X exclaimed, a realisation suddenly taking over her thoughts. âHe doesnât even know! Your brother doesnât even know that you started dating your best friend, baby! Whatâs he going to think, love?! Whatâs he going to think when he hears your best friend saying such naughty things to you? When he hears the innocent little Nightingale saying such dirty things to her best guy friend?
     âDo you think heâs going to think Iâm just practising, baby?â X asked, getting more and more thrilled by the idea of Dick finding them out via such a compromising situation. She sat up on Jasonâs bed, suddenly feeling extremely hot under her pyjamas, and tugged her shirt off, tossing it aside. âDo you think heâs going to think that Iâm just practising having sex with you?! Letting you touch me and tease me and taste me just so I can get to know what it feels like?âÂ
     She let out a low chuckle at the thought and Jason shivered as the tantalising sound travelled teasingly down his spine. And, f*ck him, now he couldnât get the thought of her naked body out of his mind! She was just so delicious, her plush breasts, her smooth skin, her slender neck, her pert ass, her- F*ck, f*ck, f*ck, f*ck, f******ck! Cockroaches! Focus on the cockroaches!Â
     âBut how could anyone else ever do it for me after you, baby?â X pressed, slipping her bottoms off and crawling under the covers. âYouâre so hot, Jay! With your long fingers and your rough skin and your hard muscles and argh! Oh God, Jay, your ⊠How are you so good with your tongue?!âÂ
     Argh, f*ck. He could feel his pants tightening around his crotch at the sound of her shallow breaths - at the indication of her touching herself while she thought about him. But shit! Did she really find him so hot that just the thought of him was enough to get her off?! F*******ck!Â
     âHood?!â Jason startled as Dick bumped his shoulder suddenly, snatching him out of his reverie. âHood, theyâre at the intersection of Apple and Kyle.âÂ
     âThree minutes,â Jason recited, the words coming automatically as he glanced at the countdown in the corner of his screen. His eyes flickered over to the icon of his best friendâs face, her cute little smile pointed straight at him from the upper right corner of his screen, and he swallowed hard when it lit up as she began speaking again.
     âIâm ⊠Iâm coming, Jay!â she promised, her voice getting breathy and high-pitched as she approached her edge. âIâm gonna come for you, okay, baby? Iâm ⊠Just imagining ⊠your long fingers inside of my p*ssy ⊠your lips sucking my neck ⊠your chest ⊠Nngh! Bite me, Jay! Bite ⊠Hngrh, shit! J-Jason! Jason! I love you, Jason! I ⊠Oh God, youâre so hot! So ⊠So deliciously hot, Jay ⊠How the hell are you so frickinâ hot, Jason?! Mmm, shit.âÂ
     Jason panted heavily, feeling as if heâd just come down from his high as well, and studiously avoided Dickâs gaze. Thank f*cking god he had his full helmet on - he could feel the blush racing up the back of his neck and bolting across his cheeks, blatantly giving away all the naughty things his best friend had been murmuring in his ear as sheâd come to the thought of him. F*******ck! He was ⊠He was never picking up another call from her again when he was on a mission - sheâd just have to ring up the watchtower if she needed any help next time. Jason reached for his watch, meaning to end the call as his countdown continued ticking down to the one minute mark now, but his girlfriend didnât seem to be done with him just yet.Â
     âCome back soon, okay, baby?â she pleaded, her tone relaxed now that sheâd gotten some of the excitement out of her system. âItâs just not the same without you, Jay. I ⊠I canât make myself come the way you do!â
     Jason lowered his head and sighed, feeling himself about to f*cking cry with frustration at her desperate words. Could you even cry out of of f*cking desperation?! Shit, maybe sheâd broken him or something. He was going to have to get back at her for it later.Â
     âYou just know me so well, baby,â X purred, that same wicked mischief inching its way back into her voice again. âNobody knows me better than my best friend - nobody knows how to make me come better than my best friend does, Jay. After all, youâve been getting so much practice, right, baby?âÂ
     âShit,â Jason hissed, his defeated exhalation finally letting her know that heâd reached his limit with her. X giggled softly, but decided to ease up on him: he still had an important mission to go on, after all, and she wanted him safe and back in his bed as quickly as possible.Â
     âIâll see you later, baby. Love you, Jay!âÂ
     âNgh,â Jason grunted, relieved to have control over his own thoughts again. âWeâll talk later.â He hung up the call, then glanced over at Dick, letting him know that he was ready to go. Dick nodded and pulled his escrima sticks out of their sheaths as he got into position.Â
     âOn my count. Ready? One, two, three!âÂ
     Jason tugged the collar of his shirt, already sick of the tight suit heâd been forced into for the gala Bruce was throwing that night. It was meant to be a fundraiser for some charity, but of course the rich socialites of Gotham just saw it as an opportunity to parade around their undeserving wealth. And try to land one of the billionaire Bruce Wayneâs eligible young sons if they had the chance. Jason sighed when Clara Yangâs keen gaze landed on him, picking him out as soon as she entered the hall; not that it was difficult to pick Jason out in any room given his towering height and intimidating physical build - an intimidating physical build that did not seem to deter the young heiress in the slightest. Shit. Where was his girlfriend when he needed her?!
     âRichard! Jason! How lovely to see the both of you again!â Clara greeted them cheerfully, stepping forward to place a light kiss on each of their cheeks. She tried to linger in Jasonâs arms just a moment longer, but he stepped back as quickly - and obviously - as he could, firmly setting his boundaries.Â
     âNice to see you too, Clara,â Dick replied, always fitting so perfectly into the mould of Bruce Wayneâs perfect oldest son. âHave you tried the appetisers yet? We hired a Michelin star Italian chef to cater the event. He normally doesnât do engagements outside of his restaurant but, well, who can say no to Bruce Wayne?âÂ
     Jasonâs gut twisted with horror as Dick joined into Claraâs polite laughter. God, he thought he was going to be sick. Heâd just never been able to get over the false pleasantries required of him at these events - no matter how nicely they dressed him up and smothered his personality. Clara looked to Jason expectantly, her eyes travelling appreciatively over his shoulders and chest, and Jason felt another wave of nausea pressing against his throat.Â
     âI ⊠Itâs âŠâ Dick glanced around the room as Jason fumbled his way through a response, searching desperately for some way to get his brother out of his current predicament. And thankfully, it was at that exact moment that X arrived. Dick gave a mental sigh of relief and quickly waved her over.Â
     âX!â X looked up when she heard her name being called, then grinned when she saw Dick waving at her frantically. Her eyes flickered over to Jason and the young lady standing in front from him, her chestnut hair curled neatly and piled atp[ her head in an elaborate hairdo, and she chuckled when she saw the panicked expression scrawled across her best friendâs features - it looked like Clara had already begun her attack.Â
     Jason turned to follow Dickâs gaze when he heard him yell for his best friend and his entire body relaxed when he found Xâs dark eyes and easy smile already trained on him. He side-stepped Clara, intending on making a beeline straight for his life vest in the middle of this never-ending ocean of suffering, but he stopped short when he saw what she was wearing.Â
     Her dress was off-the-shoulder, the burgundy-coloured velvet material delicately skimming the tops of her breasts before closing in around her luscious figure, hugging her beautiful curves so deliciously. A slit in one side of the dress exposed her leg to her mid-thigh, teasing him with a mouth-watering view of her tanned skin every time she took a step towards him. And sheâd kept her hair down for the occasion, letting her natural dark brown curls drape elegantly over her delicate shoulders and frame her adorable little smile so perfectly. Jason opened his mouth to try greet her - to tell her how stunning she looked that night, her deep red dress highlighting all the parts of her that excited him every time his gaze landed on them - but he found himself unable to even make a sound.Â
     Dick grinned when he saw the way his brotherâs mouth kept opening and closing as his eyes roved over his best friendâs figure. Maybe tonight would finally be the night that they admitted their feelings to one another. Neither of them had ever mentioned anything about feeling more than friendship for the other person, but it was so obvious to anyone with eyes that they were deeply in love with one another - never mind that they both looked like they wanted to rip each otherâs clothes off right then! Dick nudged Jasonâs shoulder, silently encouraging him to speak up, but Jason continued to struggle with his words, so Dick stepped forward to initiate the conversation.
     âThank god youâre here,â Dick joked, giving X a friendly pat on the back in greeting. âBetween you and me, I think Jason was just about to puke all over Clara Yangâs two-thousand dollar pair of shoes!âÂ
     âCome now, Richard, you know how gauche it is to speak of money so blatantly,â X replied, matching his quiet tone so Clara wouldnât hear.Â
     Dick shook his head, the wide smile still stretched across his face, and took a step back from her. âI noticed that you and Jason are matching. Whose idea was that?âÂ
     âObviously it was Jasonâs,â X teased, sliding her hands nonchalantly up his chest. Jason sucked in a breath at the feeling, his body rapidly heating up at the way she touched him so intimately, right there in front of everyone, but X continued to focus her attention on Dick. âDidnât you know about his secret love for fashion?âÂ
     âWell, if itâs a secret, then how am I supposed to know?â Dick countered quickly. X grinned at his words and finally lifted her gaze to Jasonâs. He swallowed hard when he saw the way her eyes darkened when they landed on his and his hands instinctively came around her waist, holding her loosely against him.
     âX âŠâ he began softly, his fingers cautiously inching their way along her waist. âYou ⊠You look âŠâ She giggled softly and Jason swore his heart melted into a puddle at the sound.Â
     âThanks, Jay,â X whispered back, her voice just as gentle as his as she adjusted his bowtie and waistcoat. âYou look really good too.âÂ
     A naughty smile took over her face as she slid her gaze over to Dick. Then she raised her voice so heâd be able to hear her next words. âMaybe even more handsome than Dick!âÂ
     âX!â Dick scoffed, clutching his chest in mock agony. âHow could you say such a thing?!â X laughed, keeping her fingers curled around the lapels of Jasonâs jacket so he could admire the slender length of her neck as her head fell back. Damn, she was beautiful.Â
     âIâm kidding! Iâm kidding,â X corrected quickly, trying to assuage his concerns. But she leaned closer to Jasonâs chest, hiding her face behind his jacket so Dick almost missed the way her expression turned even more mischievous. âHeâs definitely more handsome than you tonight, Dick.âÂ
     Dick let out another offended snort, but Jason barely heard it over the sound of his heart pounding in his chest at the proximity of X to him. How could she cling on to him so casually when they were in public? When anyone might glance over and see them holding each other like ⊠like a couple? He dug his fingers into her sides as his body heated up with excitement at the thought: there was just something so satisfying about their relationship being so right that everyone else could see it even before they officially announced it out loud. And suddenly, he decided that he didnât want to hide it anymore - heâd talk to X once they found some time to be alone and if she agreed, theyâd tell his family about their relationship tonight.Â
     X rubbed Jasonâs chest gently as she turned to Clara, completely secure in the knowledge that he eyes for her and only her - even if she wasnât some filthy rich, well-travelled, upper-class heiress who would never have to work for anything in her life. âDonât you agree, Clara?âÂ
     Claraâs jaw tightened as her eyes followed the intimate movements of Xâs fingers across Jasonâs body. But she forced her lips into a tight smile, just like sheâd probably been trained to do her entire life. âWhy just tonight? I think Jason is always the most handsome man in the room.âÂ
     X almost choked on her saliva at Claraâs sugary-sweet tone. But that wasnât even the worst reaction she could have had because poor Jason actually shuffled around in position, angling her towards Clara like she was some sort of shield that could protect him from her adamant flirtations! X swallowed down her laughter, trying to dredge up some sympathy for her boyfriend, but it was just too funny to think of the six-foot-two, built-like-a-brick-wall, not-afraid-to-kill-anyone-who-tried-to-hurt-a-child Red Hood cowering before the tiny, spoiled socialite.
     âIâm hungry,â Jason mumbled, tugging X in the direction of the buffet table on the opposite end of the room. âLetâs get some food, X.âÂ
     âOf course, Jay!â X agreed, flashing Clara a bright smile before running her fingers possessively through Jasonâs hair. Clara clenched her fists and narrowed her eyes at her, but somehow still managed to keep that frightening smile plastered across her face. Maybe they should try recruiting her into being a vigilante too.Â
     âYou look beautiful, princess,â Jason finally worked up the nerve to tell her once they were alone. X smiled and rubbed his arm where sheâd curled herself around him.Â
     âThanks, baby,â X replied, glowing so adorably at his praise. She really was so beautiful, so cute and pretty and all his to admire and adore. âI would kiss you, but âŠâ She glanced around at the roomful of gossip-mongers surrounding them, then flashed him a guilty smile. Jason's stomach twisted with nerves as he remembered his decision to tell his family that night and he cleared his throat when they reached the buffet table.Â
     âAbout that,â Jason began, his expression serious as he turned to X. She raised an eyebrow in question and Jason puffed out his chest as he straightened, trying to build up his confidence. âI was thinking-â
     âJason Todd!â A vaguely familiar voice called from behind him. Jason turned around and for once, he grinned at who he found.Â
     âMrs Vasquez?!â he exclaimed, releasing his girlfriend for a brief moment to give the elderly woman a hug. âHow have you been? I havenât seen you in so long!âÂ
     Xâs chest warmed at the sight of the sweet smile on her boyfriendâs face - and the reciprocating grin the kind-looking old woman wore as she returned his hug.Â
     âIndeed!â Mrs Vasquez agreed. âI thought you would have visited at least once after returning from your big fancy trip in Europe!â That was the lie Bruce had had his PR team spread through the public when Jason had returned from his grave. Theyâd kept his death under wraps when it had happened, knowing they wouldnât be able to explain away the sudden death of a healthy fifteen-year-old boy under the care of the lonely billionaire Bruce Wayne, so no one had batted an eye when Jason had âreturned from studying abroad in Europeâ after a few years.Â
     âBut I do hope you enjoyed yourself, at least,â Mrs Vasquez finished, waving away any excuses before Jason could come up with them. Jason flashed her a grateful smile and slid his arm back around X when he straightened.
     âIt was ⊠an experience,â he admitted ambiguously, exchanging a knowing look with X. âBut Iâm just glad to be home.â He squeezed his girlfriend into his side and breathed in the sweet and fruity scent of her shampoo as he rested his cheek on her head. Mrs Vasquezâs gaze flickered between them knowingly and she fixed Jason with an expectant look as she waited for an explanation.Â
     âOh! Uh, X, this is Mrs Vasquez,â Jason introduced her. âShe used to slip me a packet of sweets every time Bruce dragged me to one of these things.â Mrs Vasquez grabbed Jasonâs forearm to steady herself as she laughed at the memory.Â
     âOh! Poor Brucie was always so confused when you left the event even more energetic than when you entered!â she recalled, giving Jason a fond pat on the arm. Then she turned to X and held out a hand in greeting. âLovely to meet you, dear.âÂ
     âItâs wonderful to meet you too, Mrs Vasquez,â X agreed. âIâve never seen Jason smile at one of these things! Maybe I should keep a pack of sweets handy every time we go to one.â She turned to Jason with a naughty glint in her eye and his features relaxed even further when he met her gaze.Â
     âHmm, maybe next time you could bring a bit of home to Europe, Jason?â Mrs Vasquez suggested, a knowing look on her face as she glanced between Jason and X. âOn a honeymoon, perhaps? I'm sure your beautiful girlfriend would love for you to bring her on a tour of Europe, isn't that right, dear?â
     Jason's heart stopped at the word âhoneymoonâ. He'd just never thought that far ahead - it was a little hard to make plans for the future when you felt like you had Death chasing at your heels every day. He glanced over at X, terrified to see her reaction ⊠but her features were lit up with a rosy glow, her lips stretched into a happy smile.
     âThat would be lovely, Jason,â X agreed, tilting her head back to smile up at him. Then she leaned forward to exchange a conspiratorial look with Mrs Vasquez. âThough I'm not sure we'd be doing much sightseeing if we were to go there on our honeymoon.â
     The old woman burst into laughter and gave X a chiding tap on the arm. Then she turned to wag her finger at Jason. âI like her. I'll be waiting for my wedding invitation soon!âÂ
     Jason smiled dazedly, barely hearing anything after X's words. He didn't know whether his heart was pounding in his chest with nerves ⊠or fluttering happily with excitement. Had she thought about marriage? Did she want them to be married someday? Living in their own little house with their own little kids ⊠Jason gulped, then startled when he felt his girlfriend's fingers on his cheek, tugging his face towards hers.Â
     âJay?â she asked softly, letting her hand fall back to his chest. âDo you want to go somewhere private?âÂ
     Jason swallowed hard at the naughty look on her face - at the feeling of her fingers tickling him teasingly through his shirt - and nodded. X didn't hesitate before turning around and pulling him through the crowd, weaving in and out of disinterested guests as she led him away from the hall. Finally, she reached the door to Bruce's in-home gym and pushed Jason inside before closing it behind her.Â
     âX!â Jason exclaimed, stumbling along behind her as she dragged him to a corner of the room. âWhat are you- Oof!â He let out a soft grunt as she pulled him against her, trapping herself between him and the wall. X slid her gaze over to the door, a devious smile on her lips, then she stretched onto her toes and wrapped her arms around his neck.Â
     âWho's gonna visit the gym during a gala?â she pointed out, sliding her fingers up the back of his neck and into his hair. Her nails tickled his scalp gently and Jason found himself suddenly incapable of forming any rational thoughts.Â
     She smirked when she saw his eyelids flutter shut as she ran her fingers through his hair. Then she let her gaze travel down his neck to his broad shoulders, his muscles accentuated so nicely by his form-fitting suit. The Wayne's would always invite her to any gala they went to - not least because her presence kept Jason calm and relaxed - and though she knew Jason hated events like this, she loved getting to dress up in all the beautiful outfits Bruce would get for her on Jason's behalf. She didn't come from a rich family and Jason wasn't one to flaunt the money Bruce would deposit in his bank account every month, so Bruce would always just tell her to send him the bill for whatever she'd rent for one of the fancy events they'd invite her to. He'd told her she could just buy the outfits, but she really had nothing else to wear them to besides the charity galas the rich and wealthy liked to throw. X let her fingers drift down to the lapels of Jason's jacket, the black lining contrasting so perfectly with the deep-red fabric that was ironically reminiscent of his Red Hood costume. And besides, why would she ever pass up on the opportunity to see her boyfriend - her best friend and the love of her life - so handsomely dressed up in his gorgeous suits?!Â
     Jason swallowed hard at the way his girlfriend's eyes darkened as they travelled over his body. He'd never known how naughty she could be until they started dating - sneaking into his warehouse in her tight little vigilante costume to tease him with her curves, pulling him into an inconspicuous alcove to have a quick makeout session with him when they were supposed to be on patrol, and, shit, that call the other night? God, he was going to lose his mind if they had to keep sneaking around like this for any longer.Â
     âX,â Jason murmured, his breath grazing her lips as he bent over her. His girlfriend shivered in his arms at the gravelly sound of his voice and Jason sucked in a breath as his core tightened with excitement.Â
     God, she loved how soft and gentle he always was with her, his low voice, his tender touch, that boyish smile that would always take over his rugged features when they played with each other in bed. Shit, she loved him. She stretched up and closed the distance between them, letting out a soft moan when their lips touched. Jason smiled against her lips and X clung onto his neck again as her knees went weak at the feeling.Â
     He wrapped one arm all the way around her, keeping her upright against him as he leaned his other hand on the wall. Shit, her dress was soft. He was going to take his time peeling it off her later, carefully exposing each inch of her smooth skin to him inch by precious inch. Jason lowered his mouth to her neck and let his hand fall down to the slit of her dress as he began pressing lingering kisses to her skin. His girlfriend let out a choked gasp as he dug his fingers into the bare skin of her thigh, and Jason felt his stomach flip at the sound. He'd always known that she loved him - she took such good care of him, after all, consistently planning her days to incorporate him into her daily schedule - but shit, he'd never known how much his best friend could have wanted him as well. Wanted his baggage, the trauma that had ingrained itself into his personality, the scars, the pain, the anger, all of it - she didn't just love all of him; she wanted it all as well.Â
     She hooked her leg around his waist and pulled him closer to her, losing herself in the dizzying feeling of him all around her. Jason slid his hand higher up her thigh, his fingers sneaking beneath the hem of her dress, and X held her breath as he neared her centre.Â
     âJay!â she gasped when his thumb snuck beneath the waistband of her underwear, kneading her pelvic joint so she began dripping with anticipation. Her boyfriend chuckled into the crook of her neck, knowing exactly what he was doing to her, and another shiver danced its way down X's spine.Â
     âYou're so naughty, princess,â he murmured against her skin, his lips travelling slowly across the bare expanse of her shoulder, âdragging me in here so no one can see.âÂ
     X felt herself melt in his arms as her boyfriend licked his way back up her neck, his teeth gently grazing her skin before clamping down on her earlobe. âOr did you want someone to catch us? My naughty little nightingale?â
     A helpless whimper fell from her mouth as he curled his fingers around her ass and Jason let out a muttered curse as her hips bucked forward, desperately seeking her boyfriend's warm centre.Â
     âJ-Jay âŠâ X whined, her eyes so round and beautiful as she gazed up at him pleadingly. Jason swallowed hard at the adoring look on her face and her lips immediately flicked up into a smirk.Â
     âMaybe âŠâ X began thoughtfully, running her hands down his chest and straightening to press her lips to the base of his throat. Jason held his breath as his entire body tightened in anticipation, the adrenaline and testosterone flooding his veins at the feeling of his girlfriend's fingers inching dangerously closer to the part of his body that wanted her the most. âMaybe I just wanted to help my boyfriend relax a little?â
     And now it was his turn to shiver at the way her warm breath grazed his neck as her lips moved against his skin teasingly. X snickered softly against his throat, then tilted her head and pressed an open-mouthed kiss to the same spot. Jason closed his eyes, relaxing into the feeling of her gentle touches ⊠but suddenly, his belt was unbuckled and his zip was undone and his girlfriendâs hand was in his pants, palming his length teasingly. âX âŠâ
     She giggled softly at the undercurrent of warning in his voice and Jason cursed again before shifting them around slightly, shielding her from the view of anyone who decided to walk through the door at such an inopportune moment. X snickered at the way he didnât stop her - at the way he just let her continue to arouse him right where anyone could find them! - and curled her fingers around his shaft to start tugging on him gently. âI know how stressed you get at these things, baby. Are you feeling more relaxed now?âÂ
     Jason let out a low groan in response, doubling over so his soft hair was grazing her forehead, and X grinned before cupping his cheek in her free hand to angle his mouth towards hers. Shit, he was a good kisser! He hadnât been at first, a little eager and over excited to stick his tongue in her mouth and lick up the taste of her. But with a little patience - and a lot of practise đ - heâd become so good at it that just the feeling of his tongue running across her lips was enough to make her weak in the knees! X sighed softly as Jason kneaded her tongue with his, both his hands wandering across her body, leisurely making their way back down to her ass âŠÂ
     âHoly f*cking God!â X snatched her hand out of Jasonâs pants when she heard Timâs horrified voice echo through the room. âWhat the f*ck are the two of you doing?!âÂ
     Jason took a step back from his best friend and quickly tucked himself back into his underwear before zipping his pants back up. His heart pounded rapidly in his chest as he twisted his head back to catch a glimpse of Tim and Cass standing at the other end of the room, equal expressions of shock on their faces. âWhat ⊠What the hell are you doing here?!âÂ
     X ignored the panicked thudding of her heart as she straightened her dress and plastered an innocent smile onto her face. She avoided Jasonâs gaze as she stepped out from behind him, keeping her eyes trained on Tim and Cass instead. âWe were just taking a break from the rest of the party. What are you guys doing here?âÂ
     Tim stared at the two of them in silence, his jaw hanging open with shock as his brain worked overtime to process what heâd just caught them in the middle of. Heâd have to wash his eyes with bleach or something later tonight. And probably his brain too. And his ears, so he wouldnât forever be haunted by the sound of Xâs playful giggles and Jasonâs low and teasing voice and ugh, he was going to be sick!Â
     âDick sent us to come find you,â Cass explained, confused by the scene in front of her. âHe said he thought heâd seen the two of you come this way a while back ... X, why is Jason wearing the same lipstick as you?â She tilted her in question, still not catching on to what theyâd been doing, and her eyes fell to the red lip-shaped stain at the base of Jasonâs throat.Â
     âAnd he got some on his neck ⊠Oh!â She gasped, suddenly realising how all the lipstick marks had gotten on Jasonâs body, and lowered her head as a blush crept up her cheeks.Â
     âGuys? Whatâs-?â Dick stopped short as he entered the gym, utterly bewildered by the sight before him: Tim on his knees on the ground, a traumatised look on his face, and Cass shifting awkwardly in position as she looked everywhere but at Jason and X. âUh, whatâs going on?âÂ
     X and Jason exchanged embarrassed looks as they tried to figure out how to respond, but before either of them could say anything, Tim replied for them. âThey were f*cking having sex in the gym! Oh God. Did you guys touch anything?! Oh God, are there bodily fluids everywhere?! F*ck! Iâm gonna ⊠I canât step foot in here ever again!âÂ
     He pushed himself to his feet and wobbled to the door, genuinely looking like he was about to throw up any second. Dick raised an eyebrow in concern as he moved to let him pass, then he folded his arms across his chest and turned to Jason and X for an explanation.Â
     âI ⊠We ⊠Um, thatâs âŠâ The two of them stuttered, stumbling over their words as they tried to come up with an answer.Â
     âAre you guys together?â Dick suggested, trying to stop his lips from curling at the ends with joy. Jason and X clasped their hands behind their backs, both of them wearing equally guilty expressions as they avoided Dickâs gaze.Â
     âUm, uh, yes, actually âŠâ Jason confirmed, causing a rush of victory to shoot through Dickâs chest.Â
     âUm, for, um, about two months? Maybe?â X elaborated, making the whole situation even better! How the hell had they managed to sneak around for two months without anyone else finding out! This was so, so good!Â
     âTwo months?!â Tim exclaimed, still hovering in the doorway. âOh, shit. Please donât tell me ⊠You havenât had sex anywhere else, have you?âÂ
     X squeezed her legs together as her body grew excited at the mention of everyone knowing how intimate sheâd been with her best friend and she kept her gaze fixed on the ground so they wouldnât see the furious blush filling up her cheeks.
     Jason stared at a corner of the ceiling and clenched his fists as he tried desperately to stop himself from snorting at the question: obviously, theyâd had sex before - multiple times, in fact, both at her place and his. Thankfully though, his older brother intervened on Jasonâs behalf before something completely inappropriate for the situation could slip out of his mouth.Â
     âI seriously doubt this would be their first time, Tim,â Dick pointed out, his features curled into a knowing smirk. Tim gagged at the realisation that he was right, then he spun on his heel and raced out of the room, unable to take it any longer. Cass followed suit not longer after, flashing X a sheepish smile before she returned to the gala as well. Dick returned his attention to Jason and X, the three of them were left alone in the room now, and fixed them both with a smug grin. âLook, as happy as I am for the two of you, letâs try to keep it PG when there are other people around, okay?âÂ
     Jason rolled his eyes at his brotherâs condescending tone, but didnât look up, honestly a little embarrassed to have been caught with his girlfriendâs fingers curled so deliciously around his cock - but at least they wouldnât have to keep their relationship a secret any longer. He turned to his girlfriend as she curled her body around his arm, her expression shy as she nodded in agreement to Dickâs suggestion, and Jason felt his stomach flip at the way she bit her lip nervously. Dick gestured to the door, not trusting the two of them to be left alone, and Jason escorted his girlfriend back into the gala.Â
     âSo,â X began softly, clearing his throat before sneaking a glance up at Jason. âDoes this mean I can kiss you in front of Clara now?âÂ
     A snicker fell from Jasonâs lips before he could catch it and Xâs expression turned mischievous. Jason glanced around, trying to catch sight of her and quickly spotted her chatting Bruceâs ear off by a corner of the room. âI think her head might explode if you did that.âÂ
     X tugged on his arm, stopping him in his tracks, then cupped his cheek in her hand, turning him to face her. âAll the more reason to do it!âÂ
     Jason slid his gaze over to the side, waiting until Clara had turned to them, her eyes alight with devilish glee, then he turned back to his girlfriend and touched his lips softly to hers.Â
     âSee?â X told him when a loud gasp sounded from across the room. âI told you these things werenât so bad.âÂ
     Jason chuckled softly and pulled her into his chest for a hug, bending over again to press his lips to the top of her head.Â
     âOnly because youâre here,â he argued, too delighted to be wrapped up in his girlfriendâs arms in public to bother about who was watching them. X laughed and ran her fingers through his hair.Â
     âIâll always be here for you, Jay,â she reassured him, pressing a kiss to the side of his head before pulling back. âI love you, darling.âÂ
     âI love you too, sweetheart.â
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CEO PHAM. Hanni x reader
Synopsis: youâve had enough dealing with Hannis cold and unbothered attitude, you think itâs finally time to resign but the problem isâŠ.she wonât let you
Warnings .á ummmm hello! Itâs been like a month since I last uploaded a fic!!! Angst (?) idk but itâs not fluff, mentions of over-working, dark circles, taking sleeping pills, Hanni is described as a cold hearted, cruel, and mean person in this story, more parts for sure ( I lit have 7/8 other parts TT)
It was no secret that Hanni was described as a cold, cruel, ceo.
Rumors circulated the building the first few weeks before you officially became her secretary generating a sensation of fear in you.
But those rumors were proven to be true the moment you became her secretary.
She was nothing but cold and cruel. Giving you paper works that could take almost a whole day and give no sign of sympathy of mercy. The more and more days that passed on the more and more you got tired of being her secretary.
The last straw broke when she added a ton more to your work at 2am when you were about to be done with your previous work.
Your eyes twitched at her as she stepped out of the building right infront of you. Due to frustration you grabbed a huge chunk of your hair, your head unconsciously falling on top of the desk.
You woke up at 4am, looking around only to find yourself still in the office building and still in your yesterdays outfit. âHuh? I mustâve slept here last nightâ
Your hands unintentionally found itâs way, digging into your purse and bringing out your handy mirror. Your eyes widening in horror as you examined your present state.
A shriek escaped your lips as you noticed the dark circles below your eyes. If a child saw you they would mistake you for penny wise.
Your eyebrows furrowed with anger as you realized the reason for all this happening.
âPham Hanni!â You spoke through gritted teeth. You dig into your purse one more time to bring out a sheet of paper you knew would be handy anytime soon.
You signed below the paper, the only thing remaining was her own signature.
Getting up from the chair, you headed to a nearby bathroom to give your make up a light touch. No one must see you looking like this.
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âGood morning Ms.Pham!â You greeted plastering on a fake smile across your lips. âUhhh I hope youâre not too busy, I have to talk to you about somethingâ you deliberately emphasized on the word something.
âSomething?â Hanni raised an eyebrow at your statement. âIâm not too busy, so sure. Let me hear this somethingâ she leaned forward motioning for you to take a seat opposite her.
With clear hesitation, you sat infront of her pulling out the resignation letter placing it clearly in front of her.
âWhat is this?â She furrowed her eyebrows taking a closer look at it, âletter of resignationâ she mumbled to herself her eyes widening in clear realization.
âWhat?! What makes you think Iâm going to sign this?â She huffed folding her arms above her chest.
âUmm sorry but you have to, it was literally in the contract that I could resign whenever I wantedâ you gave her judging stares.
âNo Iâm not signing it, youâre staying with me foreverââ you raised an eyebrow at her sentence causing her to stop midway. âwait hold on that sounded weird but yeah! Get the message Iâm not letting you resignâ
Sheâs behaving oddly strange.
âWhy?â You asked staring intensely at her.
She sighed, leaning against her chair her shoulders hanging low. âIs it because of how I treat you? I promise Iâll treat you more nicely and humanly. Iâm sorry for whatever harm I mustâve caused youâ she apologized her eyes and tone softening which almost led you to buying it.
Wait! She was aware of what she was doing all these while and didnât do anything about it??
âIâm so sorry but thereâs nothing I can do right now, Iâve already came to my final decisionâ you spoke through gritted teeth. Your eyes narrowing at the ceo.
âFine then. Iâll sign itâ she grabbed a pen, scribbling hee signature below the paper. âBut just know that because Iâve signed the paper doesnât mean Iâll let you be just like thatâ she added with a teasing grin.
âUmmm ok whatever, thatâs weirdâ you shrugged it off.
The intense atmosphere in the room caused you to immediately leaving the room. âI swear that woman is on somethingâ
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Ever since youâve resigned from your âtoxicâ job. Youâve been living the life youâve always dreamed of.
Your parents promised to take care of your finances, taxes and bills after you told them about it. They told you they werenât going to let stress yourself about working.
Everything was all going fine and perfect. That was untilâŠâŠ someone had to spoil it.
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Forced Favor â J.W.W
Two completely different people settling in an arranged marriage to fulfil their father's wishes. Except, what if they end up becoming fluent in choosing one another more than they planned to?
pairing: wonwoo x oc
genre: arranged marriage, friends-ish to lovers, enemies-ish to lovers
warnings: smut, 18+, MDNI, pool sex, unprotected sex, cumshot, cursing, dirty talk, big dick!wonwoo, fingering (f receiving)
wc: 14,710
a/n: comments & reblogs are greatly appreciated! đ„č
The day after your parents finalized their divorce, your mother left, taking your sister with her while you stayed behind with your father. You recall the tears streaming down your face as you pleaded with her not to go. Despite her obvious favouritism toward your sister, having her in your life feels far better than enduring the indifference of a father who seems uninterested in you.
Your father never desired to have children, viewing them as a burden. This likely explains why, as soon as your mother left, he sent you away and has largely remained distant since. You were just fourteen at the time, and adjusting to life on your own was far from easy. Many nights were spent feeling lonely, frightened, and longing for home, wishing for someone to reach out to, but there was no one available. It's not that you didn't make an effort to connect with your parents and sister; you did, and quite desperately, to be honest. You attempted to call several times, but they never answered. You even wrote letters detailing how you were doing, sharing your academic successes, and almost pleading for their pride. You hoped that one day they might want you back, but after six long years, that day still feels out of reach.
Until yesterday.
It felt surreal when you got a call from your father informing you that he had arranged a flight for you to return home. He only said, "Mr. and Mrs. Jeon have invited us for dinner," and you didnât probe further about the occasion. You were simply filled with joy at the thought of being reunited with your father once more.
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"Do you know why you're here?" Wonwoo inquires as he guides you along the stone path in his backyard. You both have just stepped out of the dining room because he wished to have a private conversation with you.
You respond with a slight shrug of your shoulders. "Why?"
He halts next to a wooden bench, leaning forward to wipe the dust off its surface. "Here, sit."
You glance at him, hesitating for a moment before finally sitting down. "What is this about?"
He takes a position beside you, adjusting slightly so that he faces you. "Our parents want us to get married."
M-married?
You're uncertain if you're hearing him correctly. For a moment, you can only gaze at him, your lips attempting to form a word, yet nothing escapes. Eventually, you manage a quiet "What?"
"I understand," he replies. "That's quite a lot to take in. Feel free to take your time."
"Take my time?" You laugh, not out of humor, but because it seems absurd. "I donât need time to process this. You must be out of your mind if you think I'm going to marry you."
"Well, tell that to our parentsâthey set this whole shit up."
You narrow your gaze suspiciously. Somehow you have a feeling that this is one of his stupid pranks. Not that it's new to you. He does it all the time. The asshole acts like it's his job sometimes.Â
âI swear to God if this is one of your-â Wonwoo lifts a finger up, cutting your speech short. "I know what you're about to say. But no, it's not a prank. I'm serious."
"So you're telling me you actually agreed to this arrangement?" you inquire, raising your eyebrows in disbelief.
"No, not really. But I'm doing this for my father. Iâm sure youâve heard about it."
Yes, your dad mentioned Mr. Jeon's declining health during the drive from the airport. Currently, he is overseas receiving treatment for his illness. A wave of sympathy washes over you for Wonwoo, yet it doesn't sway your decision.
"I'm truly sorry about your father, Wonwoo. I really am. But marrying me wonât cure his illness."
"I understand that," he replies, letting out a heavy sigh. "He just wants to see me settled down before... you know."
"Settled down with... me?"
Wonwoo gives a nod. "You know how much my parents adore you. They've been trying to set us up since we were teens."
"But he can't force you to marry someone you don't want to. Do you honestly think you can spend your life tied to someone you donât love? You canât even commit to a relationship.â
He shrugs casually. "I don't mind if it's you I'm marrying.â You huff, not believing him. "You don't even like me.â
You and Wonwoo have been childhood friends, having grown up as neighbors. However, your personalities clash like oil and waterâcompletely incompatible. He is the only person who truly knows how to irritate you. Itâs not that you dislike him, nor does he qualify as your enemy. You must admit, he can be quite charming at times, especially when he isnât saying or doing something foolish that gets on your nerves. This happens only once in a blue moon, by the way. Sometimes, it's hard to believe he is twenty-eight while you are just twenty-one; it feels like it should be the other way around.
âI never said I don't like you," Wonwoo denies. "I actually do. I think you⊠uhâŠ"
âI'm what?" You probe, lifting your brows.Â
"I think you've got nice teeth," He says.Â
âWhat? Teeth?!"
âYeah. Teeth. They look especially nice when you smile. Which you don't do often by the way.âÂ
Is this a joke? You thought as you gave him the eye-roll.Â
"Look, you may not be someone who takes matters like marriage seriously, but I do. I can't sacrifice myself to spend the rest of my life with you just to please your father. And if I ever plan to marry, it would be to someone I love."
He exhales and nods. "Alright, I respect your decision.â
You rise from the bench and gaze down at him. "Can we get back inside now?"
"Sure."
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Upon returning to the dining room, you find the table cleared and everyone gone. You look over at the man beside you, who appears just as puzzled. He steps out of the dining room, and you follow him into the living hall, only to discover it is also empty.
"Where is everyone?" you inquire.
âYour father has left," replies Wonwoo's mother as she descends the staircase.
"What? Why?" you ask, a sense of unease creeping in. "Did he mention anything?"
âWe were talking about you and thought it would be wonderful for you to stay here with Wonwoo for maybe three weeks or more, giving you time to consider the arrangement."
Your jaw drops in disbelief. "What do you mean?â
âI trust Wonwoo has filled you in on this, right?" She glances at her son.
"Yes, butâ" You look at Wonwoo, silently questioning, âAre you part of this too?â He responds with a clueless shrug.
"Think of it as a trial period," she continues. "It's just an opportunity for you to see if you like Wonwoo enough to marry him." She pauses, smiling as she takes your hand. "You don't have to feel pressured to say yes, but Mr. Jeon and I would be thrilled to have you as our daughter-in-law."
There's so much information to absorb, and itâs all happening so fast. Your mouth opens and closes, struggling to find the right words, but nothing comes.
âOh, and your father mentioned heâll be out of town for a few weeks," Mrs. Jeon adds.
âWait, what?â Panic seizes your heart as you look around, searching for your purse. Spotting it on one of the sofas, you rush over to grab your phone. A message from your father catches your eye. Holding your breath, you tap on the notification to read it.
âSorry, I have to leave early to catch a flight to China. Mr. and Mrs. Jeon have kindly offered for you to stay at their place for now. Hopefully, you can decide by the end of your stay there. I genuinely hope you'll say yes. This is everything I could have wished for you: to marry someone wonderful, someone of high status like Wonwoo. You'll make me so proud. Plus, Mr. Jeon has been a big help to our family; we owe him a lot.â
The words slowly sink in. It feels as though the world is spinning around you, and youâre on the verge of fainting. You sway slightly on your feet, but suddenly Wonwoo is beside you, wrapping an arm around your waist for support.
âYou okay?" he whispers, gazing down at you. You nod slowly, feeling his proximity make you blush, and you quickly look away.
âAw, look at you two, such a perfect match,â his mother coos, clasping her hands together, her expression dreamy as if she's watching a romantic movie.
You clear your throat, straightening up to create some distance between you and Wonwoo. He interprets this as a signal to release you, but his eyes remain fixed on you as if he fears you might collapse if he looks away.
"I'm feeling a bit exhausted from the jet lag," you tell his mother. "Would it be alright if I head up to my room first?"
âOh dear, of course! You must be so tired." She glances at Wonwoo. "Can you show her to her room?"
"Which one?" he asks. âAny bedroom upstairs," she replies, adding with a playful tone, "Just try to avoid the haunted one."
Your eyes widen as you switch gazes between Wonwoo and his mother. "H-haunted?" Wonwoo laughs softly, placing a reassuring hand on your lower back. "Letâs go," he says, guiding you up the staircase.
"What did she mean by 'haunted'?" you inquire, looking up at him as you ascend.
"The previous owner tragically took their own life in one of the bedrooms upstairs."
"Oh, fantastic," you mutter quietly to yourself.
As you reach the second floor, the atmosphere feels less grand than below. A narrow hallway stretches out, with three rooms on each side. The lighting is dim, and rustic paintings adorn the walls. You notice your small suitcase waiting by the door at the far end of the corridor. That must be your room.
"Which one is the haunted one?" you whisper cautiously to Wonwoo as he leads you down the hall. He gestures toward the door directly across from yours, sending a shiver down your spine. Wonwoo opens the door to your room, and you step inside, pulling your suitcase along as he flicks the light on.
âLet me know if you need anything," He says.
"Wonwoo, wait," You turn around, feeling more nervous now that he's leaving the door nearly closed, but it flew open again.Â
"What?" He says, standing at the doorway, his hand holding onto the door jamb.
"Where will you be sleeping?" He nods towards the room next door.
"Oh," That's a relief. "Okay. Goodnight.'
A little frown forms on his forehead as he stands there, studying your face. "Will you be okay?â
"You mean will I be okay staying across a haunted room? or will I be okay staying with you for the next three weeks?"
"Both."
"No and no," You reply sharply. "can't even stand being in the same room with you for a minute, let alone living together.â You didn't know what got into you, but you certainly didn't mean to say that.Â
Wonwoo takes a sharp breath, as if he's fighting the impulse to snap back at you. "Do you want me to send you home? You donât have to stay here if youâd rather not."
You want to respond that you donât really have a home, but that would only prompt him to ask why. You're too worn out for that kind of inquiry.
âNever mind," You reply, turning away from him. "Just leave me alone.â
"I swear you are so fucking confusing sometimes," He murmurs under his breath.
âMe? Confusing?" You turned sharply to glare at him. "This wouldnât have happened if you hadnât agreed to this ridiculous arrangement. You brought me into this! Itâs entirely your fault!"
The door swings open as Wonwoo steps inside. "If you're so against it, you should've told my mother no just now. It's really that simple!" he countered. "Why didnât you speak up?"
"Becauseâ" You pause, your lips moving as if searching for words. "I just canât, alright?"
His brows furrowed in confusion. "What do you mean you can't?"
With a resigned sigh, you finally confess, "My dad wants me to stay here, and he believes I should marry you."
âWhy didnât you let him know that youâre not interested? You had no trouble rejecting me earlier,â he remarks with a sneer.
âYou donât get it,â you reply. âMy relationship with my dad is incredibly strained. If I say no, heâll be so disappointed. I donât want to jeopardize the little connection we have left by letting him down.â
He gazes at you, pausing for a moment to let your words resonate. "So, you're really considering marrying me?"
"I honestly don't know, Wonwoo," you respond with a heavy sigh. "I'm just too tired to think right now. All I need is some sleep." He nods in understanding. "Okay, I'll see you in the morning."
"I'm sorry for raising my voice at you," you mumble as the door is about to close. He turns to you, a small smile appearing on his face. "It's alright, I actually missed it."
You raise an eyebrow at him. "You missed being yelled at by me?"
"Yeah," he confesses. "But I miss you even more." His sincerity almost makes you believe him. Then, you remember that this is Wonwoo â the guy who speaks his mind without a filter. You can't take his words too seriously.
"Goodnight, Wonwoo," you reply simply.
"Aren't you going to say it back?" he asks, a playful glint in his eyes.
"Nope," you say, turning away from him.
"Fine. Just don't come looking for me when the demon creature haunts you tonight."
You whip your head around to face him. "There's a demon creature?!"
Instead of answering, he turns away and slams the door in your face like a first-class asshole that he is, leaving you all alone in that room.
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You spent the previous night brooding over how awful this entire situation is. However, by morning, youâve come to terms with the fact that youâll be here for the next three weeks. After all, itâs summer break, and thereâs nothing you can do or anywhere to go. Your options are either to stay with Wonwoo or be completely alone in your apartment overseas. You decide that the former sounds more appealing because, despite how annoying Wonwoo can be at times, he is still your friend and some company would be nice.
Regarding the marriage arrangement, as absurd as it may seem, you might actually think about giving it a chance.
Might. Think.
If you were to agree, it would be for your Dad, not for Wonwoo. Perhaps itâs the message he sent that resonates with your willingness to sacrifice. The part of you that is eager to make him proud and gain his approval. Maybe this could help mend your relationship with your Dad. All you can do is hope.
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Deciding itâs futile to keep brooding, you rise from bed and slip into your cozy robe before stepping out of the room. In the daylight, the hallway feels less menacing than it did last night. Yet, the thought of a haunted room still sends shivers down your spine.
You finally reach Wonwoo's door and knock gently. Thereâs no response. After a few more attempts, you choose to enter, as silence persists. The door opens just enough for you to peek inside. A glance at the bed reveals that Wonwoo is absent, but the sound of the shower fills the air.
Your gaze wanders around the room. A large display shelf occupies one wall, overflowing with train sets and famous landmarks crafted from Lego. A smile crosses your face. You've always known about his childhood fascination, but you never expected it to endure into adulthood. The grown-up Wonwoo seems more like someone who engages with women rather than toys. Perhaps you donât know him as well as you thought.
Then something else captures your attention. Scattered across the floor near the shelves lies a massive Lego set thatâs only partially assembled. It appears heâs constructing the Tower Bridge. Curious, you find yourself stepping into the room, leaving the door ajar behind you. You tread carefully to avoid disturbing the scattered bricks and pieces as you move further in.
Has anyone ever tried stepping on this thing? Hurt shitless just so you know. You bend your knees and squat down to get a clearer look of the miniatures. Everything looks so wee and cute. You smile at a tiny replica of a London bus and pick it up. As you're inspecting it, the bathroom door behind cracks open. You slowly bring your head around and you gape and freeze on the spot, the bricks slipping out of your grasp, free-falling to the ground.Â
Standing at the threshold of the bathroom is Wonwoo. Wearing nothing from head to toe. And he is staring at you, eyes wide open, looking more dumbfounded than ever.
"What the hell are you doing here?" He yells from where he stands.
"I'm so sorry!" You quickly turn your head and spring to your feet, ready to escape the situation. However, as you take your first step, a sudden, piercing pain shoots through the back of your foot, causing you to stumble. You prefer to avoid the f-word unless absolutely necessary, butâŠ
âFUCKING HELL!â Everything falls apart. In that brief moment, you can nearly witness your life flash before you. They say this occurs just before death, but the truth is, youâre still very much alive. But you're pretty sure it feels all the fucking same when your ass landed on these tiny little bricks on the floor.Â
"Oh shit! Are you okay?" You lift your head and gasp at the sight of him striding towards you. All naked. His, whatever it is, swinging freely. Don't look at it, don't look! Instead, you find yourself staring in disbelief. No matter how hard you try, you simply can't erase that image from your mind. Maybe it is a testament to how lonely or horny you are. You might have been experiencing a dry spell for quite some time, or perhaps you've never encountered something so large and thick in person before. All of a sudden you're wishing this is porn so you could just get on your knees and suck him off into oblivion.
Wonwoo clears his throat, and the sound cuts through your wandering thoughts. You snap back to reality, looking up to see him standing tall above you.
âI'm so sorry!" You scream as you swiftly cover your eyes with your palm to block your sight. Using your other hand, you push yourself up to stand and quickly pivot to scurry away. Your ass is on fire but you don't even care anymore. All you need is to get out of there.Â
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Following that awkward moment in Wonwoo's room this morning, you now find yourselves having breakfast in complete silence. Mrs. Jeon has left the country to be with her husband, leaving just you and Wonwoo in the house, along with the housemaidsâwho mostly remain invisible unless needed. The dining room is eerily quiet, with only the sound of spoons clinking against plates breaking the stillness. You're making a concerted effort to avoid eye contact with Wonwoo, but every time you steal a glance, you catch him already staring, which sends your mind racing and makes you blush uncontrollably.
Wonwoo, on the other hand, is revelling in this tension. The smug grin on his face says it all, and his gaze is fixed on you, never wavering. He delights in teasing you like this, especially when you turn all shy and red as you are now. As soon as breakfast is finished, you hurriedly retreat to your room.
The remainder of the afternoon is spent in bed, absorbed in your e-reader, diving into the latest fantasy romance you just bought. For a little while, you allow yourself to escape into someone else's world, a refreshing break from your reality. It feels liberating, providing temporary relief from your worries.
Finally, you venture out of your room, driven by thirst. After a quick shower, you slip into a maroon sweater that drapes over one shoulder, paired with black leggings. The clock nears seven o'clock, and the hallway is starting to darken. Suddenly reminded of the possibility of encountering a demon lurking nearby, you quicken your steps toward the staircase.
At that moment, you encounter Wonwoo. Heâs making his way up the final flight of stairs just as youâre about to head down. You freeze in place, captivated by the sight before you. He remains oblivious to your presence, absorbed in his phone. It appears he has just come from a swim; his hair is damp, and he wears a grey bathrobe. The belt is tied securely, yet the V neckline reveals his bare chest.Â
You feel a flutter in your lower abdomen as you continue to gaze at him. This man possesses impressively broad shoulders, the kind that makes you feel petite, especially with water droplets glistening on his skin, he's looking even more lickable than usual. What are you talking about?! You shake your head, pushing that thought far, far away. You can't help but feel that the unexpected encounter this morning truly affected you deeply.
"Oh, hey," Wonwoo offers a greeting as he arrives at the top of the stairs, shifting his focus from his phone to you. You respond with a gentle hum and continue to walk past him. He tsks and reaches out to grab your arm, pulling you back.
âHow long are you planning to ignore me?" He asks, sounding gruff.
âI'm not ignoring you," You deny. "I was just going to head downstairs to get something to drink."
"Then explain why you're hiding in your room doing who knows what for the whole fucking day? Is that what you're planning to do for the rest of your stay here?" He asks.
"No," You respond softly. Wonwoo gazes at your face as if he's trying to uncover a hidden answer. "Is it because of what happened this morning? You walking in on me naked?" He surmises.Â
Yes and yes.Â
You feel your cheek growing hot, and Wonwoo notices. "Come on, it's just a dick. Pretty sure you've seen one before," He teases.
âThat's not just a dick, that's-" The words trail away and you press your lips together to stop yourself. A slow smirk pulls at his lips. "What?" he asks. That's one hell of a dick, you say internally, refusing to voice it out. The man doesn't need an extra boost to his ego. Instead, you raise your chin and say, "What do you want from me?"
"Listen," he says, shifting back to a serious tone. "The reason weâre both trapped here is because we need to be. Iâm doing this for my father, and youâre here because you donât want to disappoint yours. The decision to marry me is yours, and you have three weeks to think it over. But that doesnât mean we canât enjoy ourselves while youâre here."
Heâs right. You canât spend the next twenty-eight days holed up in your room with your nose buried in a book.
"What do you propose we do then?" you inquire.
"I have a game in mind that I think we should play," he suggests.
âGame?â you inquire, tilting your head in curiosity.
âAbsolutely. This game will help us reconnect.â
âWe already know each other, Wonwoo," you reply. "We were friends, remember?â
âThat was six years ago. People change,â he states matter-of-factly.
That's true. âAlright, how do we play?â
âIâm sure youâre familiar with this game: Truth or Dare. You choose one of the two. If you select truth, Iâll ask you a question that you must answer honestlyâno lies or dodging. If you refuse to answer, youâll have to complete a dare. Each person gets three turns a day. Deal?â
âDeal.â
âIâll go first,â he begins. âSo, truth or dare?â
You take a moment to reflect. Opting for a dare feels like too much of a gamble. Wonwoo can be quite the trickster at times. What if he challenges you to do something outrageous, like a lap dance or something equally embarrassing?
"Truth," you finally decide.
"Are you currently seeing anyone?" he inquires.
"No." A look of relief washes over his face as he smiles. "Now it's your turn."
"Truth or Dare?" you ask, secretly hoping he will choose the latter. You feel a strong urge to dare him to lick your toes or wash your feet, just to annoy him.
âTruth,â he responds instead.
âUgh,â you groan. Honestly, you can't come up with anything clever to ask right now, so you settle on, "What's your hobby?" He rolls his eyes. "Boring."
"Just answer the question, Wonwoo," you say impatiently, eager to wrap this up and escape from him. "So, what's your hobby?" you ask once more.
"Sex. I love sex. If that's a hobby."
"Why am I even surprised?" you murmur to yourself, your tone quite flat.
"My turn now," he continues. "Truth or dare?"
"Truth."
"I'm just curious..." He pauses for a brief moment. "Are you a virgin?"
You stare directly into his eyes. It's not that you are a virgin, but it's also not his place to ask. "Why do you want to know?" you respond.
He shrugs casually. "Just for future reference."
"What does that even mean?"
"Come on, do you really think nothing will happen between us over the next three weeks?"
How bold of him! "I'm not going to sleep with you if that's what you're implying."
"Ouch." He clutches his chest, feigning injury. "I thought you'd be interested after catching a glimpse of my human sausage."
"You did not just say human sausage." You press your lips together, trying to suppress laughter.
"What should I call it then?" He raises his brows. "Mushroom head? Semen maker? Corn Dog?â
"Please, stop," You say through your pressed lips. He grins. "What about cum factory? Sounds good?" That's all there is to it. You let out a hearty laugh that is quite unbecoming, resembling a pig's snort so closely that you must turn away to conceal your face.
"Do you want me to continue, babe?" He teases. "I can go on all night." You shake your head jerkily. "No! no more dick talk, please." It takes a moment for you to regain your composure. Taking a deep breath, you turn back to face him. Wonwoo chuckles at the rosy flush on your cheeks from all the laughter. Honestly, he's been eager to see you laugh like this; you look so stunning that you nearly leave him breathless.
"You haven't answered my question," He says. "Are you a virgin?"
"I'm not telling you," You refuse.
"Well, you know the consequence when you can't answer a question.â
"Alright, I'll take on a dare. What do you want me to do?" Wonwoo presses his lips together, taking his time to contemplate. "Youâre not going to ask me to kiss you, are you?" You guessed correctly; it's the only thing that pops into your mind. "That's not what I had in mind," he says, locking his gaze on your eyes and then your lips. "Though I wouldn't be opposed to it."
You swallow hard, feeling a wave of nerves. "Then what do you want me to do?"
His eyes rise to meet yours. "Sing me that song."
"What song?"
"Baby.." He starts singing, "Shark doo doo doo doo."
"Ugh, go fuck yourself, Wonwoo!" You snarl and start walking off down the hall.
"Where are you going, babe?" He asks through his laughter. You flip him the middle finger and keep walking.Â
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Youâve been here for ten days, and itâs beginning to dawn on you that your stay isnât as unpleasant as you initially imagined. Your books and the maids provide comforting company in Wonwoo's absence. However, when he is home, he either intentionally teases you, flirts with you at every opportunity, or instigates a game of Truth or Dare. Itâs evident that you both have formed a bond through this game, though recently, his questions have varied widely, swinging from trivial to rather inappropriate.
What's your favorite movie? (Shrek)
Do you believe in Aliens? (Nope)
What do you like about me? (Nothing)
You were, of course, being dishonest. You simply didnât want him to become too arrogant about it.
Do you have a Daddy kink? (What do you think?)
There are moments when you ask questions without much thought, just wanting to move on, and then there are times when your curiosity is genuine. Through this playful game, albeit silly, you learn so much about Wonwooâranging from significant details, like his decision to leave his architecture career to take over his father's company, to lighter anecdotes, such as how his ex-girlfriend broke up with him because he pours his milk before his cereal. Just ten days ago, he was merely an acquaintance; now he has become a friendâthe kind who annoys you at times, yet you can't stay upset with for long.
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It's a Friday morning, and you find yourself alone in the dining room. Wonwoo has left for work after sharing a quick breakfast with you, a routine that has developed since you started your stay. He'll return for dinner later in the evening. As you sip your tea, your phone lights up with a message from your dad, saying, 'The lawyer will be in touch soon. If there's anything you'd like to add to the contract, please let him know.'
It appears your dad has engaged a lawyer to assist in drafting a prenuptial agreement. You don't quite grasp the urgency. To be honest, you haven't really contemplated what will happen after the three weeks are up, but you aren't one to defy your father's wishes. With a resigned sigh, you pick up your phone and respond with an "Okay" and a "Thank you, Dad."
Later that evening, you finally draft a few terms you'd like to negotiate, typing them out in the notes section of your iPad. Now, you're pondering whether to discuss them with Wonwoo before sending the file to your lawyer. After a brief moment of reflection, you reach for your phone to send him a text.
[9:06pm] You: My room, now. [9:06pm] Jeon W.: You think I'm your dog? [9:07pm] You: Can you see me in my room, please? :) [9:07pm] Jeon W.: What for? [9:08pm] You: I want to show you something. [9:08pm] Jeon W.: You, naked? [9:09pm] You: Maybe.
In an instant, you hear the familiar sound of his door opening and closing, accompanied by the rhythm of his footsteps. Finally, the door to your room swings open, revealing Wonwoo in a simple white t-shirt and black shorts. His tousled hair falls gently over his eyes, which look so inviting that you can't help but want to run your fingers through them. When his gaze meets yours, you can't help but giggle at the look of disappointment that washes over his face upon realizing youâre not naked. With a grunt, Wonwoo mutters something quietly under his breath.
"Come sit with me," you respond before looking down at your iPad. The door clicks shut, and he approaches you. He stands beside you, his hands tucked into the pockets of his shorts as he gazes down at you. "What made you invite me to your room, princess?" he inquires. "Please tell me we are finally doing the deed? Because I am so fucking ready."
You roll your eyes. "Why do you have to relate everything to sex?"
âIf you didn't invite me here for naughty purposes, what for then?" He asks once he is seated next to you on the ottoman. "My father has hired a lawyer for me," you told him. "You know, to help me out with the marriage contract and stuff."
His eyes go round like saucers. "Fuck, we're getting married for real?"
"Oh, I wouldn't count on that," you reply dismissively. His gaze sharpens as he looks at you. "However," you continue, "if I decide to accept this arrangement, there are certain conditions that need to be met." You hand him your iPad. "Take a look at this. I thought it would be wise to go over it together before I send it to my lawyer."
On your iPad, there's a bullet-point list of your negotiation terms. They aren't phrased in legal jargon, but that's something for the lawyer to address, not you.
I get to finish my studies and find a job of my choosing here.
We move to a new place (preferably a villa and NOT haunted)
I want a pet pig.
He pauses his reading to gaze at you with a blank expression, as if he believes youâve lost your mind.
"What? Pigs are intelligent, you know?"
"Where do you think you are? FarmVille?" he replies with a sarcastic tone.
"We could get a teacup pig!" you counter. "Have you seen them? Theyâre adorable and tiny!"
"There's no such thing as teacup pigs. They are just piglets and will eventually grow into a motherfucking pig. On top of that, they stink and poop like it's no one's business.âÂ
You lift your chin to meet his gaze. "How can you be so certain?"
"I know someone who breeds pigs," he replies. You pause for a moment, then reluctantly acknowledge that Wonwoo is correct; a fully grown pig can easily weigh around 300 kg, making it impractical to keep one in the house.
"Alright, I'll remove that option," you say, giving in. Wonwoo notices the slight pout forming on your lips and the disappointment etched on your face. He feels a twinge of guilt for disappointing you, and it tugs at his heart.
"Is there another pet you'd like to have?" he asks gently, adding, "Just nothing that belongs on a farm... or in a jungle."
You look up at him with bright, hopeful eyes. "What about a kitten or a puppy?" you suggest. Wonwoo beams at you. "We can definitely do that," he agrees, before turning his attention back to your iPad.
In the event of an extramarital affair, I have the right to leave the marriage. We got a divorce with no contest.
Wonwoo gazes at you once more, his expression a mystery. "Do you really think I would cheat on you?"
You find yourself at a loss for words. Having faced abandonment at a young age, you've learned to be wary of those around you. You've grown up convinced that people will eventually lose interest and leave, just like your parents did.
âI hope you don't take it the wrong way," you reassure him. "I'm not implying that you're untrustworthy; it's simply that I don't know you well enough to place my trust in you." A look of understanding crosses his face, and he nods. "Thatâs fair," he replies, redirecting his focus to the screen.
With a look of concentration, his lips purse as he studies the bullet points. You lean in to see better as he taps the edit icon in the bottom right corner of the screen, causing the keyboard to pop up, and his fingers begin to move.
In the event of an extramarital affair (never going to happen), I have the right to leave the marriage. As a penalty, 100% of Jeon Wonwoo's assets will be handed over to me.
You read and reread the section he has just revised. "Are you serious?" You stare at him, eyes wide in disbelief. "You're giving me complete ownership of your property?"
He nods with an ease that suggests it's no big deal to him. "Regardless of whether I have an affair, youâll still receive fifty percent of everything I acquire from the moment you say yes."
If heâs attempting to entice you, it's working to some extent. You wonât deny that his offer is incredibly tempting. Wonwoo's assets are immense, and with that kind of wealth, you could finally establish a literacy organization and open those free schools youâve always dreamed of.
"I'll have my lawyer prepare the prenup as soon as you make a decision," he states.
"Oh, okay," you mumble, still in disbelief.
"Whatâs next?" he mutters to himself, redirecting his attention to the screen.
"I want children, and I get to name all of them." Youâve pondered long and hard about including that clause. You know Wonwoo will tease you when he sees it, but you push your embarrassment aside. You've always wanted kids, and it's crucial that he supports the idea before you commit to marriage.
He raises an amused eyebrow, a smirk forming on one side of his mouth. "Babies, huh?"
You feel your cheeks flush. "Why? Donât you want kids?"
He shakes his head and turns to set the iPad down on the mattress behind him. When he looks back at you, you respond with a confused expression. "What doesâ" you mimic his earlier gesture, shaking your head, "that means?"
"It means if you want children, I can give you children. But there's an issue," he replies, crossing his arms over his chest. His biceps flex, and it's hard to ignore. Damn him. Stop staring! you scold yourself. Look up! You force yourself to meet his gaze. "Whatâs the issue?"
âHow can we have children if you keep running away every time I get close?" he asks. "You wonât even let me touch you."
"I'm not going to run," you insist, looking away.
"I don't believe you." Determined to prove him wrong, you lift your chin and meet his eyes. "Try me."
A moment of silence stretches between you, creating a charged atmosphere. His gaze is dark and intense, hinting at something more intimate.
"Come sit on my lap," he finally says. Your eyes drop to his thighs, and you gulp nervously. Slowly, you rise from your seat and stand in front of him, glancing between him and his lap, hesitating.
Wonwoo watches you, his heart racing as you finally lower yourself onto his lap. Once seated, he places a hand on your back, resting his palm on the curve of your waist to steady you in case you move. This is the closest youâve ever been, and heâs reluctant to let go. A stretched silence envelops you as Wonwoo studies your profile intently, while you glance down at your fingers, nervously twiddling your thumbs.
"What now?" You say, trying to defuse the awkwardness.Â
âPut your arms around me, sweetheart," he softly whispers in your ear, sending a shiver down your spine. The warmth of his low voice raises goosebumps along the back of your neck. Normally, you would scold him for calling you sweetheart, as it feels incredibly patronizing. However, these arenât ordinary circumstances, and you find yourself too anxious to speak. Instead, you take a deep, shaky breath and press forward. As you encircle your arms around Wonwoo's shoulders, he gazes directly into your eyes.
If you are any other woman in this situation, he would have pulled you in for a kiss already. But you are not just any woman. And it doesn't help that he has no fucking idea whether you're attracted to him or not. He studies you for a moment, his own gaze is twitchy, showing slight hesitation.Â
"Am I making you feel uncomfortable?" he whispers softly.
"Just a bit," you respond quietly. "But it's not a bad thing."
He maintains eye contact as he takes a deep breath. "If I were to touch you, would you push me away?"
"It depends on where you touch," you answer, your voice barely above a whisper. Noticing your tension, Wonwoo feels uncertain about where to begin. The last thing he wants is to frighten you away with his advances, but the urge to kiss you is so fucking strong.Â
He keeps his gaze fixed on you. Gradually, almost hesitantly, he raises his hand and glides his fingertips along your jawline, cradling your face. "Is this alright?" he asks, searching your eyes.
His hand feels warm against your skin, and his touch is unexpectedly gentle. You let out a sigh and nod. "It's alright."
Wonwoo's lips curve into a smile, as if a weight has been lifted. "You have such a tiny face, baby," he muses, stroking the back of his thumb across your cheek. "It fits perfectly in my hand."
At this, you scoff. "Any guy would say something like, âYou have such a beautiful face or lovely eyes.â"
"You know I'm not like any other guy."
"That's true," you reply, a soft smile gracing your lips. "I've never encountered anyone quite like you."
Only now do you realize how close your faces are. There's an unexpected tenderness and intimacy in his gaze, and to your own surprise, you find yourself enjoying it. You appreciate his affection.
"If you keep looking at me like that," he says, noticing your dazed expression. You blink, only to find yourself captivated by the intensity of his stare. "I'm afraid I won't be able to resist much longer."
"H-how am I looking at you?" you ask, as he gently brushes his thumb over your lower lip. "Like you want me to kiss you," he whispers.
Your heart races, and a warm blush spreads across your pale cheeks. He leans in, closer and closer, while your mind spins like a carousel. You realize you should push him away and say no, yet your body feels immobilized. Itâs as if he has cast a spell, leaving you frozen in place.
The last thing you see before closing your eyes is how near his face is to yours, and then darkness envelops you as you feel the softness of his lips brush against yours. Stiff as a board, youâre surprised to find he feels just as tense. Neither of you moves your lips. This isn't what you envisioned kissing Wonwoo would be like; it almost feels like a first kiss again because you're unsure of what to do.
Should you open your mouth? Pull him closer? Or something else?
After a few seconds, Wonwoo finally pulls back. You open your eyes to meet his gaze, but itâs inscrutable. Your brows furrowed in confusion as you try to interpret the expression on his face.
Is he disappointed? Oh god, are you a bad kisser?
âItâs late,â he says somewhat coldly, avoiding your eyes. âI should probably head out now.â
âOh, yeah, okay,â you reply, quickly unclasping your arms from around his neck and sliding off his lap. Turning your back to him as you stand, you feel too embarrassed to face him after what just occurred.
You both exchange a brief goodnight without making eye contact and then he disappears from your sight.
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The past few days have been quite overwhelming for Wonwoo. Since his father announced his retirement, he has had to step up and assume the role of CEO at the company. This means heâs faced with an increasing number of meetings and engagements to attend. In fact, he is currently heading to his third meeting of the day. Itâs frustrating because heâs unable to spend as much time with you as he wishes.
On a brighter note, things between you two have been progressing positively. Wonwoo has noticed that, for the first time since your arrival, your disagreements feel less like disdain and more like playful banter. Yet, heâs still uncertain about where you both stand at this moment.
What will happen when the three weeks come to an end? Will you pack your bags and leave, or will you decide to stay? Fuck.
The thought of you leaving hits him hard, like a punch to the gut. He confesses that he's developed strong feelings for youâintensely so. It may seem foolish since you've only been together for two weeks, yet you have become the first thought that crosses his mind when he wakes up and the last before he drifts off to sleep. Perhaps it's because you are gradually lowering your defenses around him, allowing him to see the authentic you.
He recognizes that your relationship with your parents has been complicated. Abandoned at a young age, you carry the weight of a broken heart. He can hardly fathom the pain you endured when your mother left and your father sent you away. He understands that these experiences have left you feeling rejected, unwanted, and often inadequate; it's no wonder you tend to be shy and reserved around others.
Everyone except him.
Regardless of whether you have positive feelings for him or not, he remains unaware of your true sentiments. One thing he does recognize is your fearless nature when it comes to expressing your opinions or calling him out when necessary; perhaps thatâs why he enjoys provoking you so much. Although only a few days have passed, he already longs for the playful banter and friendly arguments you shared. He misses the mischievous sparkle in your eyes when you throw a comeback his way. He yearns for the delightful sound of your laughter when he succeeds in making you smile, feeling as if he has just achieved a remarkable victory. Yet, above all else, he simply misses you.
The last conversation you had was on the night he kissed you. And he fucking ruined everything. He was completely at a loss about what had just happened to him. He had never felt this nervous around a girl before. He knows heâs a great kisser, but the instant he pressed his lips against yours, it was as if he had never kissed anyone in his life. Still, his heart raced in overdrive every time he thought about how your lips felt against his. He could have performed much better, but thereâs no use in dwelling on the past. All he knows is that the next time an opportunity like that arises, he promises to kiss you passionately and make it the best kiss you've ever experienced. And he hopes that next time comes soon because time is slipping away for the two of you.
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Wonwoo should feel relieved now that he has completed his business project, but instead, he feels a sense of unease. Thatâs why he chose to skip the company dinner and head straight home. As he drives, an overwhelming sense of dread washes over him, as if he knows something is amiss but canât quite pinpoint what it is.
"Where is she?" he asks one of the housekeepers when he walks into the house.
"Sheâs been in her room all day, Sir," she replies.
Wonwoo quietly mutters a quick thank you before hurrying up the stairs. He walks down the dimly lit hallway, pauses at your door, knocks, and waits. When no response comes, he decides not to knock again. Instead, he pushes the door open and steps into your room. His gaze quickly lands on your bed, and he lets out a huge sigh of relief upon spotting the lump beneath the covers.
Is she already asleep? he wonders, glancing at his wristwatch, which reads five-thirty. That's quite early. He approaches the bed and stands beside it. Gently, he pulls back the covers, and his heart races when he finally sees you. Your face is mostly hidden by your hair, prompting him to brush it aside, only to be taken aback. Your skin feels incredibly hot to the touch, and your face is damp with sweat.
Wonwoo kneels beside the bed and presses the back of his hand against your neck. "Sweetheart," he calls softly. "You're burning up, baby. Are you okay?"
You murmur something he can't quite hear, and as he observes your lips moving, he notices that you are trembling uncontrollably. Oh fuck. Panic rises in his chest, and he immediately places his arms under your body to scoop you up.
You groan at the abrupt movement, your heavy eyelids fluttering open to meet his gaze. You appear taken aback. "Wh-what are you doing, Wonwoo?"
"I'm taking you to the doctor," he replies, keeping his eyes fixed ahead as he strides toward the door.
"Put me down, I'm fine."
"Don't argue with me," he counters, still not glancing at you. "I won't accept a refusal."
You roll your eyes. "You're acting like I'm having a heart attack or something⊠itâs just a fever, Wonwoo; it'll probably go a-."
Suddenly, Wonwoo halts and looks down at you with such a stern expression that it leaves you speechless. You blink up at him, feeling a bit flustered. "I'm taking you to the doctor, and that's final," he states, leaving no room for debate. With a frustrated huff, you finally concede, your lips pouting slightly.
Wonwoo felt a rush of warmth coursing through his veins. He inhaled deeply, battling the sudden desire to press his lips against yours. A sense of mild shame washed over him, knowing you were unwell and that he shouldnât be having such thoughts. Perhaps it was just because he missed you so intensely because how does someone manage to look so goddamn kissable even when they are sick, it's ridiculous. Damn her.
"Can you at least put me down? I can walk justâ" Your eyes widen as Wonwoo suddenly leans closer.
"Do I need to kiss you to shut you up?" he murmurs just above your lips. You swallow hard, feeling the heat rise in your cheeks as he notices the blush spreading. A warm feeling fills his chest, and a smile appears on his face.
Beautiful little brat.
It has been a while since you last saw Wonwoo, and now heâs carrying you like a charming prince, convinced of his own charm. And now heâs even suggesting heâll kiss you? Youâre at a loss for words, your thoughts muddled and heavy.
As Wonwoo carries you down the stairs, you choose silence. A housekeeper gives you a concerned glance, and you manage a faint smile to reassure her that youâre alright.
âWeâll be out for a bit,â Wonwoo informs her as he strides through the open door toward the driveway where his car awaits. You remain silent even as he places you gently in the passenger seat and fastens your safety belt. He then walks around to the driverâs side, and you watch quietly as he starts the engine and secures his own seatbelt.
Despite your illness, his good looks continue to captivate you. Attraction is indeed a mysterious force. Seeing him in his work attire always ignites a spark, and now, with his suit jacket removed and only a white dress shirt onâbuttons undoneâit's even more potent. You also realize this is your first time witnessing Wonwoo drive; typically, it's been Mr. Lee, his chauffeur, who has taken you both around.
âWhere is Mrââ You gasp, pressing your lips together as you suddenly remember his earlier words. Do I have to kiss you to shut you up? His voice echoes in your mind, causing your cheeks to flush once more.
Wonwoo glances at you, raising an eyebrow in curiosity. A moment later, understanding seems to wash over him, and he chuckles. "You can talk, baby. I'm not going to kiss you." He averts his gaze back to the road ahead. "Not now."
Not now...
As you attempt to compose yourself, a brief silence envelops the car. His words are making you increasingly nervous. You clear your throat and finally inquire, "Where is Mr. Lee?"
"His wife went into labor yesterday, so I'm giving him some time off." You donât press for more details; you simply lack the energy to continue.
As the car halts at the first traffic light, Wonwoo glances at you. His expression softens as he takes in your frail condition. He gently reaches out to touch your forehead, wincing at the heat radiating from your skin. "Poor baby," he murmurs, lovingly brushing his knuckles against your cheek.
For reasons you can't quite comprehend, his tender gesture brings tears to your eyes; this kind of care is something you've longed for throughout your life.
"Are you taking me to the hospital?" you inquire.
He shakes his head lightly. "I'm taking you to Mingyu's clinic."
"Mingyu, as in your friend Mingyu?"
"Exactly."
Kim Mingyu is likely the most attractive doctor you've ever encountered. Not only that, but he is also warm and approachable. Just ten minutes into your appointment, you find yourself genuinely liking him. However, your feelings shift when he says, "I need to give you a shot to bring down your fever."
You donât want to appear cowardly, but everyone has their fears, and for you, it's needles. This is why you never got your ears pierced, unlike everyone else. And why you were hesitant to visit the doctor.
Your face pales, and it must show because Doctor Kim is now smiling. "Are you scared?" he asks. You respond with a small nod and a shy smile. He chuckles. "What a cutie."
Almost instantly, Wonwoo clears his throat beside you. "Doctor Kim..." he says calmly, though it feels more like a warning than anything else.Â
The tall doctor smiles to himself as he turns away to gather the necessary tools for your injection. Meanwhile, you nervously fidget with your thumbs, watching him pick up a syringe.
Wonwoo observes you the entire time, wanting to alleviate your anxiety but unsure how to do so. Despite his uncertainty, he gently places his hand over yours while his other hand softly strokes your back. When you glance at him, he offers you a warm and reassuring smile. "It's okay," he comforts you. "Just focus on me."
You follow his advice, and soon you feel a chilly sensation on your upper arm as Doctor Kim wipes the alcohol swab across your skin. Anticipating what's next, you shut your eyes tightly and hold your breath. You stifle a wince as the needle pierces your skin, refusing to sound like a child.
"All done," the doctor announces after applying a plaster to your arm. Opening your eyes, you see Wonwoo still watching you with concern. "Are you alright?" he asks, gently brushing his thumb over the back of your hand.
You manage a small nod. "I'm okay." Wonwoo smiles and gives you a gentle pat on the head. It's a simple gesture, yet it stirs all sorts of feelings within you. This prompts Mingyu to clear his throat, and you shift your attention back to the doctor.
"You'll feel better soon. You've just been really stressed lately," he says. "Let me write you a prescription for your headache, and then youâll be good to go. Make sure to rest and try not to worry too much."
"I will, thank you, Doctor Kim."
He looks up from his prescription pad. "You can just call me Minâwait, how old are you again?"
"I'm twenty-one."
"Just like Hana," he smiles fondly, leaving you curious about her identity. "You can call me Mingyu oppa, then," he adds.
âOppa my ass," Wonwoo snorted. "She doesnât even call me oppa.â
"Well, thatâs your issue," the doctor retorts.
"Are we finished or not?" Wonwoo asks impatiently.
"Here," the doctor hands you a piece of paper to take to the pharmacy. "Get well soon, pretty."
"Thank you, oppa," you tease, bursting into giggles as Wonwoo groans. He frowns at you. "Iâm older than you too; why donât you ever call me oppa?"
You shrug. "Maybe because you donât act like one to me." The doctor snickers, while Wonwoo scowls. "What does an oppa behave like, exactly?"
"Like a man? I suppose."
He raises an eyebrow. "Are you implying that I act like a child?"
You flash him a playful grin, gasping as he hooks his foot around your stool leg and pulls you closer. With his arms brushing against yours, he leans in, whispering near your ear.
"Should I take you home and show you just how manly I can be?" he murmurs. Mingyu must have overheard because he started spluttering.
"You're disgusting, Wonwoo..." he coughs between words. Your face flushes bright red, and you smack him lightly on the chest in retaliation. Wonwoo grins at your embarrassment.
"Letâs head home, baby." He takes your hand and leads you toward the door.
"Wonwoo," the doctor calls just as heâs about to open the door. Wonwoo releases your hand and turns to face his friend. "Yeah?"
"Hana is back," Mingyu says.
A tense silence ensues as you glance between the two men. "Oh, how is she doing?" Wonwoo asks, his tone serious, heightening your curiosity.
Who is she? A friend, perhaps?
"Sheâs... sheâs doing well," Mingyu replies. "We should catch up soon. Are you free to join us for the gathering this Sunday at Chanâs place?" You look at Wonwoo, waiting for his response. His silence suggests heâs unsure, maybe even reluctant.
"Itâs been a while, Jeon; she really misses you," Mingyu encourages. "Joshua and the rest will be there too."
"Sure...," Wonwoo consents. "Iâll be there."
As he leads you out of the room, you notice a shift in his demeanor; he seems unusually quiet. Unable to hold back your curiosity any longer, you ask, "Whoâs Hana?"
"His little sister," is all he replies. Your thoughts drift to this person named Hana. You picture her as beautiful, just like her handsome brother, and wonder about their relationship and why Wonwoo hesitated to accept Mingyu's dinner invitation.Â
Did something happen between them?
While your curiosity is piqued, you remind yourself that itâs not your business. If Wonwoo wants you to know, he will tell you. So, you push those thoughts aside and head to the pharmacy to pick up your meds. By the time you leave Mingyu's clinic, the sky has darkened. Whatever the doctor injected must've worked wonders because you feel less lethargic as Wonwoo leads you to his car.
"You have a nice car," you say absent-mindedly, smoothing your hand over the sleek dashboard.
"Do you want one?" he asks, turning to gauge your reaction.
"Wh-what?" you squeak. How could he ask that so casually? This car must be incredibly expensive. But then again, this man is loaded. "No," you quickly add. "I donât even know how to drive."
"You can learn," he replies.
Getting a driver's license is on your bucket list this year, and the thought of checking that off makes you excited. "Will you... teach me?" you ask hesitantly, considering how busy he has been lately.
"Of course," he says. "How about we start this Sunday?"
You canât contain your excitement as you respond, "Okay."
He smiles at your enthusiasm, then hesitates, as if unsure about something.
"What is it, Wonwoo?" you encourage.
"Do you want to come with me to the gathering this Sunday night?"
"The one Mingyu invited you to?" you ask, tilting your head. He nods in agreement. "Do you want me to come with you?"
"Iâd be thrilled if you could. Iâve been wanting to introduce you to my friends, but I know being around a group makes you uncomfortable. So, you donât have to say yes if it doesnât feel right."
You smile at his rambling, and he seems to realize it too, smiling shyly as he rubs the back of his neck. Itâs a side of him you havenât seen beforeârefreshing and endearing.
"Yes, Wonwoo, Iâll be there for you," you say willingly, knowing you might feel anxious that day, but also trusting that Wonwoo will be there. He returns your smile with gratitude. "Thank you."
The car falls into a comfortable silence as you gaze out the window, enjoying the night view of the city lights. Thereâs something romantic about it, and you swear you feel a flutter every time you catch Wonwooâs reflection in the side window as he glances at you.
When the car stops at a red light, you feel the warmth of Wonwooâs hand on your thigh, startling you. You look down at his hand, then back up to find his gaze fixed on you.
"What do you want for dinner?" he asks, lightly tapping your skin with his index finger. Amidst your nervousness, you focus and respond.
"Can we get McDonald's?"
"You're still sick, baby," he gives your thigh a gentle squeeze.
"Letâs get something healthier, okay?" You nearly start hyperventilating. Youâre unsure about the sudden affection heâs showing today. All the contact feels intimate, making your stomach flip.
"Should we get something with soup instead?" he suggests, pulling you from your thoughts. "I know a place that serves great Samgyetang."
"Yeah," you nod. "That sounds good."
Wonwoo acknowledges that heâs being unusually touchy today, but he knows he has nothing to lose. Time is short, and with uncertainty looming over the next three weeks, he doesnât want to waste any moments with you.
He canât deny that his feelings for you have deepened, especially after spending the day together. This is why he needs to know if you're comfortable with his advances, as eventually, he wants more. First, he wants to kiss you, then take you to his bed and explore all the things he's dreamed of doing with you.
Baby steps. He reminds himself. You donât want to scare her off. Presently, you and Wonwoo are in the lift, heading to the Korean restaurant on the top floor. He glances down at your hands, still intertwined.
"Truth or Dare?" he initiates. You look up at him and smile softly, warming his heart as he realizes you must have missed playing this silly game as much as he does.
"Dare," you choose. Itâs not the answer Wonwoo expected, but thatâs fine; he has a plan. With a slow smirk spreading across his face, he says, "Call me Wonwoo oppa." You make a face of disgust at his request.
"I changed my mind. Truth." Even better, Wonwoo thinks.
He looks down at your hands again. "Do you like this?" He lifts them to his chest. "Me holding your handâdo you like it?" You take a moment to think, wrestling with different answers before finally nodding and murmuring, "Yes."
Wonwoo feels like heâs just won a trophy. âI love holding your hand too,â he wants to shout in victory, but that would be too much.
God, this girl is driving me crazy.
Who would have thought that a guy like him would be so excited over something as simple as hand-holding? Itâs not even about sex. He chuckles and shakes his head at himself.
You give him a curious frown. "Are you okay?"
"Do you miss Uni?" he deflects your question. "Your friends... theyâre all in LA, right?"
"I do miss learning, but I donât miss living there," you reply, a hint of sadness in your smile. "Itâs quite lonely there."
Something about that tugs at his heartstrings. He doesnât want you to feel lonely. "What about your friends?"
"I only have one close friend, Vernon." Thereâs warmth in your voice when you mention him. "But heâs not in the same classes as me, so we donât see each other often. We call every day, though."
"Thatâs good," Wonwoo smiles. "Youâll make more friends this Sunday. Joshua and the others will probably bring their girlfriends."
You look unsure, and he senses your self-doubt. "Theyâre all good people," he assures. "Youâll like them, and I know theyâll like you too." Just like I do.
You smile shyly. "I hope so."
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Do you know that feeling you get when you are in the last chapter of a good book? That longing for more? That feeling of not wanting to say goodbye? You feel the same way when you walk down the hallway towards your room with Wonwoo beside you. Though it is rather presumptuous of you to say, you'd like to believe that Wonwoo feels the same way, too. Because even if he isn't talking, he is walking slower than usual, as if he doesn't want to say goodbye to you and to this night.
Today has been a special one for the both of you. A lot has happened in the past hours spent together. And if there's one thing you realize you realize that your feelings for Wonwoo are growing. There's no point denying it anymore because it is there. Although you can't help the fear that grips you every time you think about the possibility of him leaving. But is it so wrong to hope for a happy ending? For once you just want to throw caution to the wind and enjoy what is given to you in this moment.
"We're here," Wonwoo announces as we reach the end of the hallway where your room is.
You turn to stare up at him. "Thank you for today." you smile, leaving a moment of still silence before you add, "And dinner⊠I had a great time."
"Me too." The silence continues to stretch as he drops his gaze to your mouth and lingers. The butterflies in your belly started flapping their wings all at once. You watch as he swallows and somewhere inside, you're hoping he would kiss you or make a move of some sort. But⊠He lifts his gaze and lets go of your hand. "You should get some rest."
You feel a pang of disappointment at the sudden loss of contact. You're confused. One moment he is being all touchy, and the next moment he is pulling back like this.
"Iâm going for a swim," He says. "I'll be at the pool if you need me."
You force a smile. "Good night, Wonwoo."
"Rest well, baby."
You enter your room and close the door behind you, exhaling. What was this sudden awkwardness and hesitation between us? You wonder to yourself as you walk into the bathroom.
After a long shower, you get in bed and try to get yourself to sleep but your mind doesn't seem to allow you to. You are still confused, and frustrated. And as you lay there in silence, it suddenly occurs to you that there is a possibility Wonwoo might think you're inexperienced when it comes to sex. You remember him asking about it before; if you're a virgin, and you had refused to answer. He must've thought so, of course, considering how you always get all shy and jitterish every time he touches you.Â
You sit up in bed, a hopeful smile spreading across your face when every thought in your head seems to fall into place. So this is why Wonwoo has been so unsure to make a move. Because he doesn't want to scare you off. Because he is waiting for you to be ready. Something warm moves through your chest.Â
What a sweet soul he is. Has he always been this way? Or are you only discovering this side of him because you've fallen for him?
You hop off the bed, feeling unsure and nervous, yet there's this longing so deep that it is making your heart pound. You've never moved so fast in your life as you hurry to change into your nude colored bathing suit before putting on a bathrobe. You give your appearance a quick check in the mirror before striding out of your room. Rushing down the stairs, you ponder through the things you are going to say to Wonwoo when you see him. In the midst of your nervousness, you can't think of anything. So you can only hope that you'll find the right words to say when you see him, soon.
The sliding door that leads to the backyard pool is left slightly ajar. You hear the splashing sound of the water as you step out into the open. The backyard is slightly dim but you easily catch sight of Wonwoo's naked back. Your gaze slides along his bare shoulders and you feel your stomach clenches at how broad his physique is. He has his upper arms stretched along the pool ledge, staring thoughtfully up at the starry sky. You wonder what, or who is in his mind at this very moment, and you find yourself praying that it is you he is thinking about.Â
You glance down at yourself. Your hands, they are slightly trembling as you untie the knot of your robe, letting it fall freely over your shoulders to the ground. Staring down at your semi-naked self, doubt washes over you instantly. What if Wonwoo doesn't like what he sees. You are sure he has been with many women before, and for a guy as attractive as him, he must have high standards. You feel the sudden urge to run away, back into your bedroom and hide, but it's too late now because when you lift your head, you realize Wonwoo is already staring.
Your breath catches when you meet his eyes. He stares at your features first, then slowly, his gaze drops and drags down to your body, drinking every inch of you. The air around you suddenly feels so thick, and your heart nearly bursts as you watch the lump in his throat rise and fall.
You clear your throat softly to get him to look at your face, and he did. There is tenderness mixed with desire in his eyes, and you're both thrilled and unsure.Â
"Can I join you?" your voice came out soft.
Wonwoo takes a moment to process your question, then he says, "The water is freezing, baby, I don't want you to get sick again." You press the back of your hand on your neck, checking your body temperature. "My fever has gone down. I'm feeling much better now.â
"Get in then." He says, turning his head around to face the water again.
You walk over to the poolside and lower yourself into a squatting position. Wonwoo feels your presence close to him that made him turn his head towards you again. He keeps his eyes on you as you dip your legs into the water before sliding your body in. The water rises all the way to your collarbone and you shiver at the sudden cold sensation that runs through your body.
"Told you it's cold," Wonwoo mumbles. "Come here, baby." He reaches for your hand underwater and moves you to stand with your back to him.
Butterflies take flight in your stomach. What surprises you most is when he wraps his arms around your waist as he hugs you from behind. âBetter?â His whispers in your ear.
"Yeah," you breathe, and despite your racing heart, you let your body relax in his hold.
âI was hoping you'd come and you did." he rests his chin on top of your head. "Did you read my mind, mmh?"
You huff softly. "I can hear you calling my name from up there." Wonwoo chuckles. "Why did you come here though? Can't sleep?"
You hum, leaving a beat of silence before you confess, "I couldn't stop thinking about you."
"Me too." He says. "I think about you all the time.â
You let out a soft breath as a soft smile tugs at your lips. Here in the quiet, the beating of his heart sounded so clear in your ears, and so do yours. Glancing to your side and up, you find him gazing up at the sky again, seemingly in deep thoughts. In the dimness of the night, the moonlight illuminates his features, strands of wet hair fall over his forehead, and you take the opportunity to study his handsome face. Wonwoo musĆ„'ve felt you staring because he is lowering his gaze to look at you now. You suddenly feel shy by his closeness, by the soft way he is staring at you.Â
"What did you do these past few days when I was gone?" He asks out of nowhere, the question random as if he's trying to defuse the thick tension in the air.
"I did a lot of thinking and worrying..." you huff and shake your head. He turns you around to make you look at him. "Worrying about what?"
Your answer might come off silly to him but you decided to be honest. "I thought you were purposely avoiding me because of the kiss...because you didn't enjoy kissing me."
A frown marred his expression. "That's what you were worrying about?"
You show him a small embarrassed smile before dropping your gaze to stare at his chest. "Silly, I know."â
Wonwoo grips your chin and gently tilts your head up, making you look at him again. âThat might not be the best kiss, I know, but I enjoyed it." He claims. "I enjoyed kissing you so much I want to do it again," He lowers his gaze to your mouth and swipes the back of his thumb over your bottom lip. "I want to do it now...if you'd let meâŠâÂ
You blink up at him, the surprise causes your lips to part a little. Wonwoo gazes at you expectantly, waiting for your approval. Then you nod, and that small gesture brings a soft smile to his face. He leans closer and weaves his fingers through your hair. Your eyes flutter close and the butterflies take flight in your stomach when he presses his lips on your lips.
Unlike the first time he kissed you, his mouth is moving more skillfully, more firmly this time. You slide your hands up to the back of his neck and return his kiss with equal passion. He groans into your mouth, the tip of his tongue sweeps across the seam of your lips, and you part your mouth in an invitation. Without hesitation, his tongue slides into your mouth to meet yours, and you make a whimpering sound when he bites down on your lower lip, tugging at it as he groans.Â
His hold around your waist turns bruising and he roughly turns you around to back you against the pool wall. You gasp when he presses his body closer to you, his hands sliding down from your waist to the back of your thighs. You instinctively wrap your legs around his hips, and your chest emerges from the water with the elevation. His hard on is now positioned against your womanhood, and your body reacts in pure instinct, grinding yourself against him with no inhibition.Â
He grunts into your mouth and from there, the kiss quickly turns wet and dirty. You continue grinding yourself against him, and soon the ache between your legs is getting unbearable. You need more, but to your dismay, Wonwoo pulls his mouth away from you.Â
You blink at him, panting and confused. "W-why did you stop?â His face is contorted as though he is restraining himself from something. What though?
"If we don't stop," he says, his voice a hoarse whisper. "I'll end up fucking you in this pool and I can't promise l'll be gentle with you, baby.."
âIt's okay," your answer came so quickly it surprised him. You bite your lips in a shy smile. "I mean⊠you don't have to be gentle with me, Wonwoo."
"I don't want to hurt youâŠâ He worries and you smooth your hands over his bare chest, feeling his heartbeat under your fingertips. His eyes flared, and it's making your heart drums with nervous excitement. "I don't know if you know this but Iâm not a virgin anymore, so you don't have to, you know, hold back with me."
Wonwoo looks more amused than surprised by your admission. The corner of his lips curled up into a grin. "Are you telling me you like it hard, baby?" Your cheek flares up and he lets out a huff when he notices it.Â
"Is that why you came to me wearing this?" He lowered his gaze to your bathing suit. You nod.Â
"Do you like it?"
"I've never seen anything so beautiful," One of his hands hikes up your waistline, cupping your breast before tugging the neckline of your bathing suit to the side until your nipple is exposed.Â
You swallow heavily. "You're too good to be true, babyâŠ" He glances up, watching you with heated eyes as he rubbed his thumb over your bud. "Do you like it when I touch you here, mmh?" He ended his question with a light pinch on your bud.
You expel a soft moan and Wonwoo takes it as a yes. He keeps his piercing gaze on you as he lowers his head to take your nipple into his hot mouth, his tongue twirling around the tip, teasing you for a while before he draws it in between his teeth in one long pull.
"W-Wonwoo.." you squeeze your legs tighter around his hips, feeling his erection poking deeper against your woman parts. The friction coaxes a low grunts out of him. He lifts his head from your chest to meet your gaze, his eyes smoldered with desire. His free hand is now coasting along your inner thigh, hiking up until his thumb is pressing over your underwear. He pulled the hem aside to reveal your pussy.Â
"What about this?" He starts to rub his thumb over your clit continuously in a tormentingly slow manner.
"More..." you beg breathily. "Please...," a moan slips when he thrusts two fingers inside you, keeping his eyes on you as he fulfills your wish for more. Your inner wall clenches around his digit with each push.
"So fucking tight..." he murmurs low under his breath as he works his finger in and out of you in a lazy manner. "How long has it been since the last time you're fucked, baby?"
Through your lust-filled haze, you can't even bring yourself to think. So you thoughtlessly mutter, "It's been a while."Â
His free hand trails from the side of your neck, up, to cup your face, "So delicate and beautiful," his voice thick, brimming with lust as he caresses your cheekbone. "Makes me want to protect and ruin you all at the same time," he let out deep chuckles. "Is that even possible?"
His hand disappears into your hair, and he leans in to kiss you sweet and slow, while his other hand continues to fuck your pussy, as sweet and slowly as his kiss. Although his touch brings pleasure to your body, it isn't enough to relieve that overwhelming ache between your legs, if possible, it only worsens it, making you more needy and desperate. So needy you start whining and moaning to beg for more. So desperate you start rocking your hips against his fingers to take control.
Wonwoo's fingers make a fist around your hair and he tugs it back, making your lips to detach from his. He looks into your eyes, his gaze dark and intense. "Stop it or I'll stop." He warns you.Â
You still and nod timidly, surprised to discover this dominant side of him, but even more surprised by your own submission. You didn't know you have it in you, considering how much you despise him ordering you around. But maybe it's different during sex, because you find it such a turn on when he takes control like this.
"Good girl," Wonwoo whispers his praise over your mouth. âNow tell me what you want, baby."
You drop your gaze to the hard-on underneath his black swim shorts. Although you can't see it well due to it being underwater, you can feel it damn well and Wonwoo gets the message. He hums and pulls his fingers out of your tight hole, causing a small gasp to fall from your lips. You loosen your thighs around his hips so he could remove his swim shorts. Your breathing slows when he wraps his fingers around the base of his cock. His jaw clenched as he gives it a few pumps before he slaps it hard over your pussy, drawing a lewd purr out of you.
Wonwoo brings his eyes up to stare at you, his dark pupils dilating. "I was planning to take it nice and slow today," He starts rubbing the tip of his cock over your slit and watches as you squirm against him.
"But you...God, you are one hell of a temptation to resist, aren't you?"
âWonwoo, please.." your breath comes out ragged. "I don't think I can take it any- fuck!" The air is knocked out of you when he roughly slams his cock into you, stretching you so good you cry out a lewd sound of pleasure. You feel so full you can barely breathe, and he isn't even fully inside you yet.
Wonwoo drops his head to your shoulder and you feel his warm heavy pants fanning against your skin. "Baby, you're so tight my cock can barely fit," Wonwoo breathes out harshly and moans when you unconsciously squeeze around his cock. He lifts his head from your shoulder and plants his hand on the pool edge on each side of you.
Your heart nearly beats out of your chest when Wonwoo holds you in his gaze. His jaw is tight and you notice the bulging veins around his neck. He looks so masculine, so thoroughly turned on, and knowing that it is you who made him like this gives you a sense of ease and a little boost of confidence.Â
Feeling bolder now, you lean forward to put your mouth close to his ear. "Wonwoo." you whisper, parting your lips to pull his earlobe in between your teeth. "Fuck me, please, I can't wait any longerâŠâ
"Jesus," He curses roughly. And when you lean back to stare at him, the heat in his brown eyes is growing hotter. "Where is this side of you coming from?" You chew your bottom lip through a smile. "I think you bring it out of me.â
âFuck, you're so hot," he says hoarsely, moaning a little when your pussy clenched around his cock. "Hold on to me, baby." He orders, so you do as told, sliding your hands up and slinging them around his shoulder. He presses his lips in a thin line as he slides his cock out of you, leaving just the tip inside you. And with a grunt, he slams his cock deep inside you, until you are hugging every throbbing inch of him. Your fingers dig into his back in a reflex as he lets out a low guttural sound from the back of his throat.
He leans forward to capture your mouth in a hard kiss, and then he is pounding into you, driving his dick deep inside you mercilessly. It almost feels like he's going to rip you apart because he is so big, and you'd never been fucked so hard like this. With each thrust, the water sloshes all around and you are pushed harder against the wall.Â
You are a mess of moans and whimpers, and if it wasn't for the kiss that's muffling your lewd voice, you'll likely wake the housekeepers from their slumbers.
"How does my cock make you feel, sweetheart?" He whispers through a husky groan as he pumps his thick length in and out of you.
"So good," you say breathlessly over his mouth. "You make me feel so good, Wonwoo."
His thrusts are becoming quicker and harder now. He is fucking you as if he is losing control of himself, like he's a wild animal let loose of its cage. A beast unleashed. And it wasn't long until you feel that knot coiling up in your stomach
âWonwoo," you panted heavily. "I-I'm close."
âI know, baby," He slips his hand under your stomach. He presses his thumb on your clit and pulls back to watch as he starts rubbing it aggressively. "Cum, cum for me."
A cry, almost a scream tears out of you as your body quakes and shudders against him. Your walls are convulsing around him but he didn't stop pounding his cock into you. Soon enough, you feel him swelling inside you as his orgasm nears. His long, guttural groan sounded in your ears, and with one last thrust, he jerks against you and unloads his cum into your pussy.Â
âFuck," Wonwoo grunts harshly before he slumps into you. He drops his head to your shoulder as breathes heavily. Your thighs loosen around his hips and you drop your legs to the pool tiles, too languid to hold them up. As you try to moderate your breathing, reality begins to sink. Wonwoo has just cummed inside of you, without protection. Fear grips you tight in your chest.Â
"Wonwoo," you pat on his back and speak into his ear. "...we didn't use a condom."
He lifts his head, his chest inflating and deflating as he tries to regain his composure. "Don't worry, I'm clean." He finally says.
"It's not that," you explain. "I'm not on the pill." Wonwoo considers it calmly, as if you didn't just tell him the 'news' most men fear the most.Â
"One time is probably okay." He assures. "But if you end up pregnant, I promise I'll take care of you...and our baby."
Your heart soars. "Our⊠baby?" you voice out softly, half in disbelief, half liking how the words sounded when he said it.Â
"I just filled my sperm in your vagina, whose baby would it be if it's not ours?"
Your body shook as you laughed. No one you know has ever used the word 'sperm' and 'vagina' in a sentence. God, you really adore this funny and sexy man. You give him a smile. "You know it's funny how we do things the reverse way."
"Reverse way?"
You nod. "Usually, people fall in love first before they get married and make babies, but for us...it's the other way around."
"I don't think so," Wonwoo disagrees. "Because I think l've passed the first step."
"First step?" you ask. "What do you mean?" His answer is to lean in and kiss you. Sweet and softly. A complete opposite to the wild pool sex the two of you just had. The kiss lasted for a while before he pulled back to stare at you. His eyes hold so much emotion that it is making your heart rate go overdrive.
"When I got home today," He starts. "for a moment there, I had this bad feeling that you were gone, that you left me... and it scared me so much, baby." The expression in his eyes is something close to pain. "I know we don't have much time together, and I know if you decide not to marry me, I can't force you to stay...but if you leave, sweetheart⊠I'd be so broken because you,'" He sucks in a shaky breath. "You're starting to mean everything to me.â
You're starting to mean everything to meâŠ
Your eyes roam over his face to search for any trace of mischief, or deception maybe, but there's none. He is being truthful. God. You are hit by a wave of emotions so intense you know you will likely burst into tears. "I..." Your lips part and unpart, trying to form a word but nothing comes out.
A look of understanding laces his eyes and he smiles. "It's okay, sweetheart. You don't have to say anything if you're not ready.âÂ
Unlike Wonwoo, you are not someone who is good at expressing your feelings. But he has just shown you parts of him, and you know it is only right if you do too.
âI can't give you an answer yet because... honestly, I don't know it myself," you explain. "Marriage is a big thing and needs time to figure things out, Won," your hand moves up to cup his face.Â
"What I can tell you is, you mean something to me, and the thought of losing you scares me too." That brings a hopeful smile to his face. "Does that mean you'll stay?" He asks.
"Yes, Wonwoo." you return his smile. "I'Il stay as long as you want me to.â
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Youâre insecure (donât know what for.)
Wanda Maximoff x fem!reader.
*Credit to the owner of the gif.*
A/N: Hereâs a little Christmas gift for you all!! đđ I hope you enjoy and I apologize for any mistakes! Also comments, reblogs, shares and likes are super appreciated, thank you! :) (p.s I didnât really proofread this as much because I was getting self conscious and yeah. Happy reading!)
Word count: 1,698.
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It was a Friday night and you were lounging in your apartment feeling like the absolute scum of the earth over bouts of insecurity arising in you over some comments made about you throughout the past few weeks.
Comments about how Wanda was too good for you.
How she was way out of your league and how people were clueless as to why she was with you. How a stunning woman like her, could be with someone as simple looking as you.
Thoughts that you yourself have had with your girlfriend basically being a walking goddess and all, how could you not let your mind stray to think those things when you've seen firsthand more attractive people vying for her attention.
So there you were feeling like utter shit while playing video games, when a call from an unknown number came into your phone.
"Hello?" You answer cautiously.
"Y/N?" You hear exclaimed through the phone, having a hard time hearing due to the music blasting from the other side of the call.
"Yeah. Yeah, it's me, who is this?" You ask not immediately recognizing the voice.
"Hey, it's me, Nat," the voice supplies, "my phone died so I'm using someone else's. Anyway, so you know how we went out to the bar to grab a few drinks? Well, as we were making our way back to your place, your girlfriend found a club and made her way inside. She's on the dance floor crying, she won't let me take her home, she wants you," Natasha yells through the speaker causing you to immediately stand up and begin looking for your keys.
"Is she okay?" You ask worriedly, your movements halting momentarily.
"Yeah, yeah, she's fine, just super drunk," Natasha says, her voice muffled by the sounds around her. "Hey, no Wanda, get off of there, you can't do that!" You suddenly hear Natasha say and you hurry your movements once again, "listen, we're at the Avengers Night Club in uptown, itâs not too far from your place so there's no rush, but the faster you're here, the better. So please, don't take too long," the redhead pleads and you nod, realizing after a moment she can't see you.
"Uh, yeah, don't worry. I'll be there as soon as I can, thank you Nat," you say appreciatively.
"No worries, see you soon," she replies breathless, "Wanda, oh my god, no you can't eat that, that's a candle-" you hear suddenly and the call disconnects.
When you locate your keys you hastily make your way out of your apartment and into your car. The 10 minute drive to the club feeling eternal.
When you finally reach your destination you park your car and make your way inside the club, immediately finding Natasha.
"Nat!" You exclaim over the music.
"Hey!" The redhead turns to greet you pulling you into a hug.
"Where is she?" You ask Wanda's best friend when you pull back.
The shorter woman frowns, "wait, what the fuck, she was just here a minute ago!" She yells over the music, eyes scanning the club and immediately landing on your girlfriend that is taking shots with a group of people across the bar from where you stand, "there she is!" Natasha says, finger pointing in Wanda's direction.
Once you spot her you nod and with Natasha make your way towards your girlfriend, trying your best not to bump into people in the process. As soon as you reach Wanda, you immediately realize she is much drunker than you have ever seen her be in the two years that you've been together.
"Hey Wanda, Y/N is here, let's get you home," Natasha says as she gathers your girlfriend into her arms.
"That's not gonna work Natty, I know she's not here, you've been saying that all night you little liar," Wanda singsongs, bopping Natasha's nose, causing the redhead to roll her eyes in annoyed amusement.
"I'm serious Wands, she's right there," Natasha says as she turns the redhead to face you.
"Oh, my god! Baby!" Wanda exclaims excitedly, hands thrown up in the air, a drunken smile on her lips.
"Hey Max," you greet with an amused chuckle.
"New friends, hey, hey," Wanda says, waving at the other patrons she was drinking with, "this is my amazingly beautiful girlfriend Y/N Y/L/N," she beams, pulling you in by your waist to introduce you to the group of strangers.
"Hey!" The group exclaimed loudly.
"Hey," you say softly, waving shyly at the sudden attention.
"Aren't you just the cutest thing," you hear Wanda say, turning to face her and you see green eyes glossed over with adoration and love, "my beautiful baby, my stunning lover, I love you so much," she yells, voice full of affection.
"How much have you had to drink, amor?" You ask, blushing red.
"I'm not drunk," Wanda slurs, and you raise a challenging eyebrow, "okay, I am drunk. Drunk in love," she says with a dopey smile.
You shake your head, "okay, you're definitely wasted," you say with a laugh.
"No. No, I'm not baby. You really are my beautiful lover. So so beautiful," she pouts, hands cradling your face as tears gloss over in her green eyes. "I really wish you could see yourself the way I see you my love, because you're so stunning. You think I'm the most beautiful person you've ever seen, but that's bullshit! You are the most beautiful person ever! You're so amazing Y/N, you make me so happy and you're so nice, all my friends love you, you treat me like a queen. You're perfect," Wanda says, tears rolling down her face, "I just- I love you so much," she says as she begins sobbing into her hands.
"Okay amor mio, let's get you going," you say, gathering Wanda into your arms as you begin to make your way out of the nightclub. "Hey Nat you good, do you need a ride or something?" You ask the redhead once you make it outside.
"No, I'm good, I think I might stay a little longer, I definitely just saw someone check me out and I want to see where that goes," she smirks and you chuckle, "you just get home safe and call me if you need me alright?" Natasha says as she pulls you and your girlfriend into a hug.
"Yeah sure, thank you," you say appreciatively, "and if you need anything please don't hesitate to call," the redhead nods her head and makes her way back into the club as you walk to your car. After placing Wanda in the passenger side, you buckle her in and make the drive back to your apartment.
Getting Wanda into your home seems to be a much more difficult task than you anticipated, the redhead more asleep than awake to properly walk, the alcohol in her system causing her to slightly sway back and forth as you take her up to the apartment.
Once you make it inside you take Wanda to your room, laying her down softly on the bed as you begin her nightly routine.
First you take off her shoes, placing them in your closet. Then you grab one of your t-shirts for her to sleep in. Taking off her dress being nearly impossible as Wanda softly snores.
Once you complete your mission and dress your girlfriend you make your way to your bathroom to grab some makeup removing wipes. As you sit beside your girlfriend you begin gently cleaning off the make-up Wanda wore, your soft swipes across her face causing the redhead to stir awake.
"Hmm, baby, what are you doing?" Wanda asks, voice thick, full of sleep.
"Just taking your makeup off amor, go back to sleep," you whisper, continuing with your task.
"It's okay, leave it on, just lay with me," your girlfriend pouts, tugging on your arm to pull you into bed beside her and you chuckle softly.
"I will in a bit Max, let me just take this off so you can sleep comfortably," you smile as Wanda's eyes slowly open, unshed tears building in her beautiful green eyes. "Hey. Hey, what's wrong?" You ask slowly, a look of confusion on your face at your girlfriend's sudden change in mood.
"You're so good to me baby. So good," Wanda whispers, tears pouring down her face.
Cupping her face gently you wipe her tears away, "hey, none of that Wands, you're my girl. I love taking care of you and you do the same for me, so it's all good," you say smiling softly.
âI don't know what I did to deserve you, but you're everything to me,â Wanda sobs, voice full of emotion, "and don't think I haven't noticed how in your head you have gotten as of late. I know you, and I know what people have been saying has been affecting you. But just know that I put them in their place and that I love you and only you detka, I don't care what they have to say, you are my person and they can all fuck off if they think youâre no good for me, because they donât know you the way I do,â she monologues. âThey donât know how truly happy you make me. They donât know how well you take care of me. They donât know that just by being with you it makes me want to be a better person. They donât know anything, my love,â she says and you let out a sob.
âGod, I love you so much Max, you donât know how happy I am to hear you say that,â you say, crying.
âYouâre it for me detka, before you I wasnât truly living, itâs like everything was preparing me for this moment, now come on, get in bed, letâs go to sleep,â Wanda says as she takes your hands, pulling you into the space beside her.
As you crawl in behind her, you wrap your arms around her frame, âI love you Wanda,â you whisper, placing a chaste kiss on her forehead.
âI love you, my love,â she replies before you both drift off to sleep.
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silent night - s. geto
⊠suguru geto x sorcerer reader
part four of the six degrees of separation anthology of oneshots, however can be read separately.
â christmas morning should bring with it joyous laughter and well wishes- but this particular morning is nothing but silent. when your fiancĂ©'s calls go to voicemail and you fear the worst, an unexpected guest shows up with news that could only come straight from a nightmare. â
⊠warnings ; no pronouns used. angst. hurt/no comfort. pet names (angel, sweetheart, darling). anxiety. panic attacks. mental illness. major character death.
⊠words ; 4.2k.
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previous (nicotine)
The sounds of Michael BublĂ©âs Holly Jolly Christmas fill the air, holiday joy spurring you to open your eyes.
Christmas Day.
You can only imagine how excited the girls are right now, having been told they canât leave their rooms until you come to get them. Suguru had also insisted on Christmas music as your alarm to âget you in the spiritâ.
As if you werenât already in the spirit for your first Christmas engaged to him.
His fiancé. It has such a nice ring to it that the thought alone makes you smile.
Reaching over, you shut off the familiar bells and yuletide blessings of Michael BublĂ©âs sultry voice, opting for the silence of the snowy morning. After all, you would be hearing the girlsâ excited shrieks and joyous laughter as soon as you made your way to the tree.
Flipping to Suguruâs side, itâs as though something sharp punctures your chest.
His side of the bed is empty. Cold. This wouldnât be unusual were it not Christmas.
With a knot in your brow, you slip your feet into your slippers at the side of your bed, throwing on a housecoat and tucking your phone in the pocket, and pad over to the girlsâ rooms. The chilly air of the house that Suguru prefers so that he can cuddle you at night feels more frigid than usual as a chill runs up your spine at the sight of Nanakoâs cracked door.
âNana?â You call her name gently as you peer through the door. Like every other year, she should be awake, practically bursting at the seams with excitement to see what you and her father had gotten her, but the room is silent save for the ticking of a clock.
You purse your lips, your feet carrying you much quicker to Mimikoâs room. Although quieter, sheâs usually equally as eager to get to the tree, but her room is even more deathly silent than Nanakoâs.
With concern pooling in your stomach at the lack of noise in the house, you jog to the living room in search of your family. The room is still, the tree untouched as the lights sparkle red like an omen. Your heart drops into your stomach at the sight of every gift wrapped to perfection, not a single one out of place.
The girls were so excited to open them.
Pulling your phone from the pocket of your housecoat, you dial Suguruâs number. It rings five times before going to voicemail.
Hi, angel. Chances are this is you, since I donât give my number out to anyone. Sorry I missed your call, I promise Iâll return it once I have a moment. I love you.
âHi, Sugu. I donât know where you and the girls are, but- um-â your voice breaks, fear gripping your words. âItâs Christmas. I hope everything is alright. Iâm sure youâll be back soon but just⊠let me know where you all are, okay? I love you.â
You hit the âend callâ button, staring down at the screen for a moment.
Maybe you should make yourself some tea while you wait. Heâll get back to you soon. Suguruâs always been good with that.
The tea does little to soothe your nerves. If anything, it sits uncomfortably in the pit of your stomach as you stare blankly at your phone screen. Your heart flutters with hope as it lights up, only to see a Merry Christmas notification from Duolingo.
That damn owl.
Picking up your phone once more, you open your texts with Nanako, your fingers flying across the keyboard.
10:02 AM You || Hey sweetheart, can you text me to let me know you, Mimi, and your dad are safe?
10:02 AM Nana || Message not sent. Tap to try again.
Your heart sinks, dread clutching your heart.
Over the years, Suguruâs put in a real effort to ensure youâre comfortable and happy. He bought a house away from the cult to keep you and his business separate, he never speaks of work even when he invites you along with his friends.
He made an effort to find you a therapist, and even attended couplesâ therapy with you. Heâs overly conscious of the fact that making the decision to defect from Jujutsu Tech with him is one that affected you deeply. Itâs not something he ever took lightly, aiming to give you the best life.
Anything and everything for you. Whatever he could physically make happen, it would come to be. Every wish of yours at his command.
It was always at the back of your mind, the things he had done. The things you felt remorse over. The guilt and pain of failing Haibara and Nanami. The self-doubt of your decision to join Suguru all those years ago, abandoning your vow to keep humanity safe and leaving behind your friends at Jujutsu Tech. But after so many years of therapy, youâve healed and have been able to live a fairly normal life.
You tend to a beautiful garden during the summer, opting for indoor plants during the winter. You learned to dry and make your own tea leaves, and run a small online business from the comfort of your home. Itâs nothing that could pay bills, but it allows you a sense of independence while Suguru provides. You cook for your family and keep the house clean and every single night without fail, Suguru returns and envelops you in his arms, enjoying a warm dinner with his family.
This is the first time in a long time that doubt rears its ugly head in your mind, bringing back with it a familiar sensation of drowning. That feeling that something is wrong and youâre losing control.
In a flurry of unease, you pick up your phone and dial Suguru again. It rings a few times, but his voice repeats that same phrase.
Hi, angel. Chances are this is you, since I donât give my number out to anyone. Sorry I missed your call, I promise Iâll return it once I have a moment. I love you.
âSugu, please call me back. Iâm worried about you. You never miss Christmas. I love you, baby.â
The end call button somehow feels more daunting than it ever has, as though pressing it tells the tale of an end that you arenât ready for. You rhythmically tap your nails along the screen in thought, dialing Suguruâs number again. Five more rings, one more voicemail.
âSuguru, please call me. Nanakoâs texts arenât delivering. Iâm worried about you all. I canât find anyone. I love you.â
You chew on your lower lip, leaning over the table on your elbows as you shut your eyes. You shouldn't be worried, theyâre all strong sorcerers. They can take care of themselves. Suguru will keep his girls safe, you included. He always does.
You can hardly move in the hour that follows, calling Suguru every so often and trying Nanako, but her phone goes straight to voicemail. Mimikoâs phone is still in her room, thereâs no use calling it. It makes you think that maybe this is all a misunderstanding. She wouldnât simply forget her phone.
Itâs the following hour that leaves you stranded, alone on an island of terror in the deep sea of your anxious worries.
Itâs around noon when Suguruâs phone stops ringing before going straight to voicemail.
Hi, angel. Chances are this is you, since I donât give my number out to anyone. Sorry I missed your call, I promise Iâll return it once I have a moment. I love you.
Your voice is no longer even, you have to strain to feign even a semblance of control over your emotions, but you would be lying to say you arenât a wreck. Your heart pounds each time you hear the phrase.
Hi, angel. Chances are this is you, since I donât give my number out to anyone. Sorry I missed your call, I promise Iâll return it once I have a moment. I love you.
âSugu, come home. Pl- please come home. I need you. I love you.â The encroaching tears are evident in your voice, choking you with each word.
You donât know what to do, at a complete loss and alone, so painfully alone.
What are you supposed to do, call one of your non-sorcerer friends to tell them that your fiancĂ© who barely tolerates them on a good night has gone missing? The reality is, a search party wonât help in this case. A search party canât help you search for your criminal partner.
The loneliness had gotten easier to handle over the years, but between the doubt, fear, and concern already creeping into your heart, thereâs little you can do to fend it off now. You continue to chew on your lip, gripping your phone tightly under white knuckles.
The following hour sees your tears fall. Suguru doesnât go this long without answering. Nanako never puts her phone down.
You have to resign yourself to the knowledge that something has happened and youâre helpless in tracking them down. You havenât used your cursed energy in so long you can hardly call yourself a sorcerer, but if ever there was a time to use it, now is the time.
Your pacing comes to a halt. When had you even started pacing? Youâre not sure.
Someone with strong cursed energy is approaching your home. Suguru.
You run to the door, tears of relief falling as you practically tear the door from its hinges at the relief of seeing-
Satoru.
His expression is solemn, his hands buried deep within his pockets.
âMerry Christmas, sweets.â His voice sounds different. Deeper, forlorn. Heâs traded in his dark shades for white bandages, equally snowy locks pushed out of his face. Heâs filled out over the last ten years, his shoulders much broader and his chest much more pronounced. He still wears the Jujutsu Tech uniform, though it must be as a teacher now.
âMerry Christmas.â Your voice is meek, it sounds almost foreign to you. âYou look good, Satoru,â you force a smile, though itâs hardly convincing given your distressed expression.
âLikewise,â he returns your smile.
âI donât mean this in a bad way,â you begin, wiping your tears at the realization that you likely look like a mess. The most youâve done today is make tea using your hand-dried leaves. It didnât sit so well in your stomach though, and the remainder of the tea is still in a mug on your counter. âBut, why are you here?â
Satoru shouldnât know where you are. You suppose he does have those stupid Six Eyes, whatever that even means, and he could realistically have found you years ago if he so pleased, but he never did. For all the care that Suguru still held for Satoru, it was exactly that care that drove him to push his friend away, for their ideals and values stood too far apart. They werenât as blurred as yours had become.
âSuguru mentioned I would find you here.â
âYou spoke with him?â You perk up, your heart skipping a beat at the mere mention of his name. âIs he okay? My daughters, did you see them?â
Satoruâs tongue swipes over his lips before he presses them into a thin line. Your throat tightens, suffocating you.
âCan I come in?â
You purse your lips, slowly opening the door for Satoru, who has to duck to enter the house. He takes in your home, well organized and clean, with a cozy looking tree lit at the back. The overcast sun pours in through windows near the tree, illuminating the awaiting presents.
He makes his way inside, confidently making himself at home in typical Satoru fashion. He finds the first comfortable looking chair and plops himself down with spread legs. He hasnât changed one bit. You follow after him, standing at the edge of the living space.
âYouâve got a nice home,â he comments, punctuating the phrase with your name.Â
âThanks.â Your voice is barely above a whisper, fear shaking your vocals as you push out the question youâre dreading. âWhereâs Suguru?â
Satoru doesnât move. You canât read his expression under the bandages. You think you prefer the sunglasses to the makeshift blindfold, even if they made him look like an asshole.
âHave you turned on the TV at all today? Checked the news?â
Your heart drops to your stomach. A pit could open up and swallow you whole and it would be a kinder fate than whatever easy way Satoru is trying to let you down. You appreciate the way heâs gentle on your frail heart, but you wish he wouldnât beat around the bush.
Maybe the fact that youâre aware heâs letting you down easy should be your first clue that something is wrong.
âNo, I havenât.â
He sighs deeply. This is the most serious youâve seen him since Suguru defected. âSit down.â Itâs not a request, nor a demand, but you oblige anyway. You fear if you donât, youâll collapse as your legs begin to quiver under the gravity of your emotions.
Satoru turns to face you finally, pulling a strand of the bandage and allowing it to unravel so that you can see his eyes. They seem to glow even in the well-lit living area. He blinks a few times, before he seems to find his voice.
âHas he spoken to you at all about what the cult has been doing?â
You shake your head, your voice caught in your throat.
âI see.â He straightens, facing you as though heâs giving you a debrief. It almost brings you back to your high school days. âLast night, Suguru released two thousand cursed spirits in Kyoto and Shinjuku. I wonât cover the casualties given your relationship, but I need to stress that this wasnât an act of self defense.â He pauses, searching your expression. He sounds like Yaga when he speaks like this, it makes you feel sick.
The formality of his tone drives you crazy as you take in what heâs saying, yet his words donât feel like theyâre processing. Itâs as though youâre watching this conversation from outside your own body, experiencing Satoruâs presence from afar.
When you donât reply, he continues. âHe attacked the school. He attempted to kill my student.â
Contrary to his prior explanation, this one registers. âA kid? He tried to kill aâŠ?â You trail off, trying to comprehend how your fiancĂ© could possibly act on something like that. He has two daughters himself, how could he attack a child sorcerer? That was his original breaking point, that was what had affected him so deeply he had finally broken.
That was the reason you had two adopted daughters at such a young age.
âI donât⊠I donât understand.â You shake your head, tears freely falling although youâre numb to the warmth of the salty liquid falling down your face.
Satoru frowns, clasping his hands together. âHe went down a path that there was no coming back from.â Heâs beating around the bush still, searching for ways to help you understand your loss without directly saying it, to help you come to terms with your grief. He himself is still grappling with his own, but Satoru had ten years to heal where you didnât.
He couldnât deny his only friendâs final request, to seek you out. It didnât take much. A house in the countryside, far from the cultâs quarters, it only made sense for you. Satoru was never really sure why you followed Suguru. He knows your love for him runs deep, but he also knows you have a kind heart. It didnât shock him to hear that you had never been involved in the cultâs businesses, nor had you ever laid a hand on anyone with intent to cause harm.
You had always been the kindest of them all. Troubled, perhaps, but kind, always.
He watches as you absentmindedly fiddle with a ring on your finger. An engagement ring. Shit. He never realized. He supposes that the distant, uncomprehending look in your eyes makes all the more sense knowing that you were soon to be married.
Your silence speaks volumes, tears still trailing down your cheeks, your eyes reddened and puffy. Satoru understands your pain, even if his pain culminates in a different form. Still, the distant look in your eyes pains him.
âStill with me?â He asks, leaning forward.
âI donât get it.â You shake your head adamantly, sniffling. âHe wouldnât attack a child sorcerer.â
Satoru nods slowly. Denial. Youâre in denial, thatâs understandable.
âOkkotsu, first year student. He accidentally cursed his first love and she became a special grade apparition. Suguru wanted to absorb her.â
You shake your head, brow furrowing. âHe wouldnât.â Your breathing is growing ragged and Satoru canât bear to see you suffer this way.
Getting to his feet, he approaches slowly, taking a seat on the couch beside you. He offers a hand, thankful you take it, although your tight grip on him sends a jolt up his body. âDamn, sweets. Quite the grip,â he chuckles, a barebones attempt at comforting humor.
His joke goes over about as poorly as you would expect as reality begins to set in. You pull away from his grip, bringing your hands up to your face as you gasp into your shaky palms.
Heâs gone. Heâs gone and heâs not coming back. There wonât be a honeymoon in three months. There wonât be a wedding to celebrate. There wonât be a Christmas shared in the warmth of his arms.
Every last hope, dream, and tradition, shattered for a vision that you never once believed in. There wasnât a world where Suguru succeeded, and thereâs a small part of you that thought he was aware of that. A part of you that thought he only surrounded himself with people who believed in this vision simply because they shared his values and ideals.
Suguru Geto wasnât an innocent man, but you didnât think he was a foolish one either. You didnât think he was one to sacrifice everything he had built for a vision that he couldnât possibly achieve.
Strangled gasps part your lips as grief claws its way up your throat. You have to swallow down bile as you struggle to get air. Everything crashes in on you at once, pulling you underwater into a sea of what were once well-controlled and understood emotions.
If the world pities you, it shows no sign of it, letting you choke as your world splits down the middle.
Suguru was your lifevest, he kept you above water even as the tides grew and shifted. He would be there to watch over you as the ocean grew and the shore lessened. Even at your worst, he shone as a beacon to guide you back to land, to him.
Satoru pulls you into him, rubbing your back with gentle coos and shushes, but he isnât what you need. He isnât who you need. He doesnât provide the calm escape from the storm that Suguru did. His warmth doesnât feel the same. His arms enveloping you are foreign. Itâs as though heâs little more than another cloud leaving your mind foggy and uncertain, lost in chaos.
Sobs repeatedly wrack your body and Satoru fears heâs losing you to grief. There was once a time that you two were close, and while heâs sure he canât provide for you what Suguru did, he hopes as he tightens his grip around your frame that you feel that he still cares.
He never resented you for leaving with Suguru. Even as you were sentenced to death and he was told to hunt his closest friends, he never once attempted it.
The higher-ups knew. They knew he could find you. They never pushed. They feared Gojo for what he could do. What he would do if he did manage to find you both.
âI- I canât-â you stammer out choked words, clinging to him suddenly as though your desperate gasps for air arenât enough. They arenât enough. Youâre pale, clinging to him for purchase as you fail to catch your breath.
Everything seems to close in, your vision blurring as black closes in on all signs.
Satoru recognizes the signs that youâre losing consciousness. So choked by your own grief that your body fails you, allowing your anxiety to tear a hole through your chest as though your heartbreak wasnât enough.
He fears thereâs nothing he can do, simply holding you as your mind fails to make sense of the situation you find yourself in. Heâs not sure how long he holds you before you come back to the present. He doesnât move an inch, opting simply to be there for you. Even if no one was there for him as he wrapped his own head around Suguruâs crimes, he wouldnât let the same be said for you.
Youâve suffered enough.
Your breathing accelerates rapidly as you blink and take in your surroundings, every limb sore to the point where youâre growing numb. Satoru may have a penchant for endless talking, but he remains silent as you come to, processing the world. All he offers is the occasional squeeze of reassurance or a quietly whispered âIâm hereâ.
Something under the tree catches your eye, a gift you donât recognize, but Satoru doesnât dare let you go in this state.
âCan you breathe, sweets?â
You swallow hard with a shaky inhale. âIt hurts, but I can.â
âGood.â
âWh- where are the girls?â
Satoru leans back to get a look at your face. âI donât know. I didnât see much of Suguruâs followers beyond Miguel.â
You cling to the hope that maybe theyâre okay, but the dread in the pit of your stomach tells another story. You canât reach Nana and Mimi left her phone here. It all has to be for a reason. This is premeditated and there was a calculated decision made not to contact you. Not to fill you in.
Theyâre gone, too.
Your eyes remain fixed on the new gift beneath the tree. Leaning your full body weight against Satoru, he still refuses to let go, following you to the ground by the tree as you drag him off the couch.
Placed atop the largest wrapped gift is a tiny box with a folded note attached. You donât recognize it and itâs too nicely wrapped to be from the girls.
With a sharp intake of breath to try to regulate your emotions as you tug the note from the box, unraveling it.
Angel,
Merry Christmas. If youâre reading this, I suppose I have some explaining to do.
Suguruâs penmanship is impeccable, and tears stream down your face at the realization of exactly what youâre reading. Satoruâs grip tightens around you as he reads over your shoulder, feeling every muscle in your body tense.
I think there was always a part of you that thought more of me than what I truly am. For that, I am deeply sorry. Iâm beyond grateful that you accepted my proposal. You would have looked absolutely stunning standing at the end of the aisle.
But someone like you deserves more than what I can provide. Itâs destroyed me, all these years, to know that you allowed me to break your spirit simply out of love. I donât think any words could help me fix the error of my ways, but itâs one of my greatest regrets.
If youâre reading this, then the cultâs plans went sideways. Iâm sorry I couldnât be there for Christmas day. You can add that to the long list of promises that have now been broken. I made many vows when I got down on one knee, but I suppose it was presumptuous of me to speak so highly of my ability to provide for you when I imagine youâre falling apart again.
Promise me something, my love. I want you to pick yourself up, and start fresh. Seek out Satoru, heâll help you find a place to begin again.
I donât expect it will be easy, but I know you can keep your head above water. Keep staying strong for me. Youâre a diamond in the rough and no one will ever compare to the way you shine so brightly. Keep your chin up and keep going, my love.
I am so deeply sorry. I only ever wanted what was best for you.
I love you always.
Your Sugu âĄ
You gasp between choked sobs, running your hand over the note. The ink is smeared in his final apology, a circular marking on the pageâs corner as though heïżœïżœd shared your tears when he wrote the note.
Setting it aside, your hand hesitates over the box. Satoru squeezes you gently, a reassurance that at least you arenât alone. He might not be Suguru, but the reminder that you arenât alone does provide some sort of comfort, regardless of it not being what you truly need right now.
Pulling the box into your hand, you chew at your lip until iron stings on your tongue, the taste bitter and miserable.
Holding your breath, you finally find the courage to tear the wrapping paper from the tiny gift. A small red velvet box sits in your hands.
One final gift from Suguru, one so cruel it could only have come from him.
Sitting within the box are two beautiful matching silver bands clearly crafted custom to suit your unique styles.
Wedding rings.
All over again, everything seems to crash in on you.
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Fallen for you
Pairing â Lee Seokmin [DK] x gn!Reader
Summary â You weren't happy about having to go Ice Skating knowing very well that you were not good at it, but maybe it was just what you needed to get your man
Genre â fluff, friends to lovers au
Warnings â tension, first kiss
Word Count â 0.8k
Rating â sfw đ”
A/N â Here comes your Secret Santa with your gift @lovetaroandtaemin , i hope you like it!âšïž
Disclaimer: this fic is written and copyrighted by ©soo0hee on tumblr. do not rewrite or repost on any other plattforms without my permission.
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âI will fall.â You deadpanned unimpressed when you stared at Seungkwan who held up the Skates for you to take.
âI will. Fall.â You said again, you words almost like a promise for the future but your friend yet again waved your concern of to force the skates into your hands
Not entirely sure how you had gotten roped into Ice Skating with your friends when you loathed the cold with your entire being, but somehow there you stood. Wrapped in your winter coat, a scarf so big you could use it as a blanket around your neck and a hat with cat ears that Seungkwan had gifted you the year before placed on your head.
The worst thing wasnât even the cold or that you would surely fall flat on your face as soon as you would step on the ice, no. It was that you would do all that not just in front of your friends but also in front of the one guy you didnât want to embarrass yourself in front off. Seokmin wouldnât laugh at you, that you were sure off. But youâd still rather roll over dead then stalking around like a new born fawn learning to walk.
But knowing your friends, they would not let you just stand at the side and watch them so you accepted defeat. (More or less at least)
âI WILL FALL, BOO SEUNGKWAN!â You tried one last time, now sitting on one of the benches that were provided to slip the skates on and not daring to move a muscle.
You could hear them snicker at you, most of them already cruising around the frozen surface and kindly flipped them off. Jun gave you one right back with a bright smile which earned him a tongue stuck out at him.
Seungkwan rolled his eyes.
âCome on y/n! The ice will have melted by the time you get on itâŠâ
Asshole.
âAish Dkkkk, get her on here alreadyâŠ.â
You would kill him.
The blond boy would die at your own hands sooner rather then later!
Wanting to wipe the shit eating grin off his face when Seokmin did in fact listen to him and came to the barricade of the rink where you were still sitting in your internal panic that you prayed to god, did not show on your face.
âI donât want toâŠâ you pouted up at him but only received a shake of his head with that dazzling smile on his face that always left you star struck. You watched in defeat how he Seokmin stepped of the ice to bend down, take your hands in his and pull you to your feet.
âCome now, Iâll help you.â He snickered at your reluctance.
âBut Kyeom-ahââ
âJust keep holding my hands. I promise I wonât let you fall.â
His words had your cheeks heating tremendously but they shut you up and you followed his lead onto the ice.
The first step already proved to be quite the struggle as you quickly lost your footing upon contact with the frozen water.
Seokmin, slowly gliding backwards never let go.
âJust trust me.â
He guided you further along, preventing you from falling with every step you took while gentle praises for staying upright rained down on you. It made you blend out Seungkwan, Jun, Vernon and Gyu almost entirely. Eyes solely set on him just like his were on you.
âTake one step after the other, slowly. We have time so we donât need to rush anything. One and two and one and twoâŠâ
You shivered, this time not because of the cold.
Following his instructions it was like you were in trance. Completely absorbed and concentrated you bit your lips, not noticing the way Seokminâs eyes flickered down and neither did you notice how it affected him.
The man almost melted at the sight.
âJust like that and just keep your balance.â
âIsnât that what I got you for?â you questioned shakily when your knees buckled.
Vernon, leaning against the barricade with the boys shook his head at the two of you.
âGod how obvious can these two be?â
Jun and Seungkwan snorted at his words.
They watched the spectacle and how their friend carefully loosened his grip on you. Watched how you panicked, slingered and toppled down to the icy floor, pulling Seokmin right on top of you. They didnât see how in the split of a second your lips suddenly touched his nor did they hear how you stuttered out a hasty apology that Seokmin simply ignored in favor of properly kissing you again.
The boys watching had to pick their jaws up from the floor at the sight.
âWhat even-â Jun cursed with wide eyes.
Wide eyes that mirrored yours own.
âDonât apologize. You have no idea how long I wanted to do this, so donât say you are sorry because Iâm not.â
âI told him I would fall.â You whispered into the space between your faces.
âFor me too?â he asked tilting his head gently with a smile that almost blinded you.
âFor you I have fallen ages ago.â
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I Can Show You Just How Deep: S.M
SMUT | 18+ | MDNI
->Starring: Rockstar!MingiXafab!Reader
->Genre: Smut,
->Cw: Explicit language, unprotected sex, smoking, lots of self wallowing.. sore loser, consensual recording, car sex
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There was nothing more important than battle of the bands and this was the year that you were sure your band would win. For 3 years in a row you guys lost to Ateez, each time was a harsh slap to the face but you had a secret weapon this time. "Okay. Is everyone ready? Gaon, are you ready?" You ask the newest addition "Absolutely. I'm ready to help you guys win this yearâ The atmosphere backstage was hectic but all so exciting "Okay guys" you gather everyone around "This is the year, I feel it. We chose a kick-ass song and we practiced til our fingers bled. But remember no matter what happens I'm proud of all of you" They all "aw" and envelope you into a hug "Okay okay. Get off and let's go blow the shit out of everyone"
You all felt so pumped walking onto the stage and the screams from the crowd only seemed to fuel you guys more. You look through the blinding lights out to the crowd then over to Gaon giving him a nod. As soon as he started it's like everyone else disappeared. You've never played like this before. Everyone was in the zone and you could feel your heart swell with pride. The addition of Gaon seemed to really benefit the band. You had spent countless sleepless nights composing and rearranging parts, the bags under your eyes for the days to follow really proved that. But it seemed to pay off and nothing could be more rewarding than hearing all of your hard work pay off, other than winning of course. The screams of the crowd were roaring and your bandmates were filled with optimism.
"Wow wasn't that amazing" The MC shouts "Next up is our champs for 3 years in a row... ATEEZ" The crowd erupts into loud cheers and you watch the 8 men strut onto the stage, their aura screaming "Look at me!" You hated how smug they were, another year another patronizing smile as they walked past your band to accept their trophy and check they most certainly did not need. But not this year, no, this year you guys had it in the bag "Wait. Hold on... is that Wooyoung on drums? What happened to Mingi?" "He's on bass!" The 6 of you stare at the group on stage. They made some changes and you didn't know whether to feel nervous or hopeful but as soon as they started playing all of it flew out of the window. It seemed their new arrangement made them sound better than they've ever sounded. It's like the changes seemed to be some secret missing puzzle piece and with every passing second every fiber of hope was ripped out. When they finished you could barely hear yourself think with how loud everyone was and to make matters worse they had the audacity to send yet more cocky smiles your way as they descended the stage.
Tensions were high as you awaited the dreaded results. You were so confident walking in but as soon as they got up on stage it seemed to all fly out of the window but your bandmates still had a little left in them âAnd the winner of this year's Battle of The Bands is⊠drum roll pleaseâ The air was so thick and you could hear your heartbeat in your ears. âAteez!â You feel your heart drop and the disappointment sets in. You hear the cheers around you but they all fade away when you hear the defeated sighs of your bandmates âMan I really thought we had it this yearâ âMe too, especially since we had Gaonâ âIâm sorry guysâ â(Y/n)?â They all turned to look at you but you were nowhere to be found.
You stand outside of the venue with a cigarette in hand trying to cope with the fact that you lost again. You inwardly groan when you hear the door open and the voice of the person you absolutely love despise âYou know those things will kill youâ his deep raspy voice fills your ears âI think I deserve this after what just happenedâ you shoot back and he just holds his hand up in surrender âHey itâs not my fault the judges liked us better⊠againâ he holds back a chuckle when he sees your glare âWhatever. Just go back inside and let me wallow in my failure alone." You wave him off taking another drag "Come on, Don't be like that. It's freezing out here.â He urges trying to get you to go back inside but all you do is shrug âWell I canât just leave you out here alone. Someone might kidnap you or somethingâ He insists motioning towards the door "Can't be the worst thing that's happened tonight." He lets out a sigh "Can we at least sit in my car? It's warmer" he offers. You weigh your options, you could go back inside and get bombarded by your band mates or you can sit in a car with Mingi âLead the wayâ
You walk over to his car and scoff, of course. You stand in front of his pretty, shiny black M4 âAinât she prettyâ he has a wide goofy smile on his face âShe?â You ask looking over at him âWhat? You jealous?â He teases, chuckling at your expression âJealous? Of a car?" he nods, opening the passenger door for you. You climb in and he closes the door, jogging to the other side. When he gets in his cologne fills the car. The tension was thick and maybe it was the buzz from the cigarette but the dull light of the streetlamp illuminated him in a way that caused so many unspeakable thoughts to run through your head. Your mind drifts back to how his fingers moved so gracefully on the neck of his bass. His long slender fingers moving so expertly and wonder how theyâd feel on you- âyou okay?â Mingiâs voice pulls you out of your thoughts âUm yeahâ you clear your throat before speaking again âGuess Iâm still wallowingâ you turn to look at him and gasp when you realize just how close he was âI can help you feel betterâ his eyes flicker to your lips then back to your eyes âHow? You gonna give me that trophy?â You ask cocking your head to the side. He scoffs out a laugh âI was thinking in a different way. A way that we both know shouldâve happened a long time ago. You feel the tension, I know you doâ he leans in closer âSo what if I do?â You challenge âThen maybe we should do something about it. I can help it so many waysâ âShow meâ
âOh my god Mingi youâre so deepâ you gasp out and he canât help but push on the little bulge in your tummy âLook at that. Thatâs so fucking hotâ he reaches over grabbing his phone and opens the camera app âYou donât mind do you? Been dreaming of this for 3 yearsâ you shake your head âJust send it to me laterâ he sits up as much as he could and the bright flash illuminates the inside of the car giving him a clear view of the scene in front of him. The sight of his cock disappearing into your tight walls almost had him spilling into you too early âLook at how well youâre taking meâ his pace increases and he zooms in on the white ring that forms on the base of his cock âLook at this pretty little pussy" His thumb rubs circles on your clit "Fuck Mingi that feels so good" "Yeah? That feel good baby?"
The windows were foggy and anyone who walked by would be able to figure out just what was going on, especially with how much his car was moving. He rests his forehead against yours, his hips rut against yours "Shit Min you're gonna make me cum" The way your sticky sweaty bodies press together as he somehow buries himself deeper into you has you seeing stars and the tension in your stomach is begging to be released. âCum for me. Just for meâ Your fingernails dig into his bicep and your eyes roll back. Your moans fill the car as your contract around him âThatâs it baby. Just like thatâ his thumb rubs against your clit, riding you through your orgasm. His cock glides faster as he nears his release, deeps groans and growls leave his lips and with one finally thrust he spills hot ropes of cum into you. You both lay there out of breath. He presses little kisses all over your face "So? Still wallowing?" he asks quietly "If I say yes can we do this again?"
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Early Sunsets Prologue
7 months ago, the world was normal, save for one small lab in the middle of nowhere. The lab was ordinarily quiet and privately owned by the head scientist (and most likely his janitor too), but this was about to change. Pac was only beginning to pull on his coat and start his day when his janitor, the only other staff he ever had regularly around) alerted him to a van pulling into the driveway. The vehicle was almost entirely unmarked, save for a large insignia on the side that Pac knew at once: The Federation. He stepped back from the window, his eyes wide and his jaw clenched. He hadnât been working on anything illegal- well, not recently- but there was no reason for the government to be on his ass this time. A car door slammed shut outside as both Pac and the janitor quickly pulled every blind down.Â
âCalma, calma- Itâs going to be alright Pac. You didnât do anything wrong, what could they possibly want from you?â The janitor cooed softly to the other as he had begun to pace.Â
Pac dug a hand into his hair. There were voices outside, but they werenât distinct enough for him to actually make out words. âFitchi- They donât come here for no reason! They might kill me! Or us! Or you!âÂ
A hand gently clasped ahold of Pacâs, and another soon took his other. âI will protect you if it is the last thing I do, Pac,â Fit gently squeezed his hands. Pac hoped it never ever came to that. A knock at the door finally pulled them from each otherâs eyes.Â
Pac begrudgingly let go of his janitorâs (loverâs) hands and crossed the room to get the door. A masked employee greeted Pac blankly before stepping past him into the lab. Another employee followed, and Pac quickly noted that both had large guns within his view. Finally, a third fed followed behind them. This one was not visibly armed, but the chill dancing down Pacâs spine told him he didnât need to be. This worker was still clad in the signature ghostly white of the Federation, but they wore their long white hair in a crafted bun atop their head. Their uniform was different, too. Instead of the smooth white masks of the grunts, this worker had an unsettling smile printed onto their mask and a pair of bear (he assumed) ears attached to the top. If Pac werenât so on edge, he might have been able to admire the clear effort that had gone into their appearance. No more employees came in, but he doubted the Federation would waste a full van on three people.
âCan I help you?â Pac asked, straightening up his posture a little before slumping just slightly again. Fitâs firm hand found its way back into Pacâs.Â
âActually⊠you can.â The third employee spoke slowly and carefully, crossing to the centre of the room now. The other two flanked either side of them like the bodyguards they may well have been. âYou see, the Federation has been keeping a close eye on this hereâŠlaboratory⊠for quite some time now and we think that, perhaps, you might be of some use to us.âÂ
Pac cocked his head to the side a little before looking over at Fit, who was equally as confused. It wasnât like Chume was one of those major labs right now. They werenât pumping out medicine, or drugs, or even anything really. Shouldnât the Federation have their own labs? Fit squeezed his hand slightly. Pac returned it.Â
âPerhaps youâre not understanding me-â The Bear, as Pac was now mentally calling them, effortlessly switched into Portuguese despite never having an accent in English. âPac, vocĂȘ tem habilidades que a Federação pode usar. NĂłs precisamos de vocĂȘ.â (âYou have skills the Federation can use. We need you.â)
Pac blinked a second before just staring. âO que- O que vocĂȘs precisam?â His gaze flicked over to Fit quickly, which did actually help him calm a little. He could practically hear his voice even though he wasnât speaking, his eyes said it all. Calma, Pac, calma. Pac steadied the slight shake in his handsâ the only real tell that he was nervous at allâ and let out a quiet but heavy breath.Â
âSeu laboratĂłrio Ă© muito Ăștil, e vocĂȘ Ă© muito inteligente, mas⊠vocĂȘ sabe disso.â Pac could practically hear the smirk lurking in their voice. (âYour laboratory is very useful, and youâre very intelligent, but⊠you know that.â)
âE? E o que vocĂȘ precisa?â He took a small step towards them and started to study their mask now that he was no longer trembling too much to see straight. Now he could see that this mask was even further different from those of the usual feds. This mask had actual eye holes behind a thin mesh that made up the dull eyes of the smile printed onto it. Something about this caused the hair on his neck to stand on end. He hadnât even noticed previously that the plain white masks didnât have eye holes, but now that he had, that shiny plastic (assumedly) would be burned into his brain.Â
âEu quero que vocĂȘ crie um vĂrus.â (I want you to create a virus.)
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Day 23: Praise Kink
ID! Leon Kennedy x AFAB! Reader Warnings: SMUT, MDNI, Praise Kink, Training, Gun, Training room sex Masterlist
Of course, Leon had noticed your training had begun to slip, he was dragging himself to the shooting range with you every morning. No matter how hard he tried your score never increased. He could see your confidence slipping as the other recruits began to notice your low score. If he wanted to find you he was sure you were in the shooting range. You tried everything you could to get better and yet the more your confidence slipped so did your score. He could see the fire of ambition slowly die inside of you and decided enough was enough.Â
He hated being awake so early, especially after he spent the night in some stupid bar he stumbled into. At least you were thankful for the extra attention he was offering. He saw you standing outside the door to the shooting range, two coffees held in your hands as you looked off into the distance. Your headphones looked like earmuffs over your head as you wrapped up warm to fight the winter chill. It was early enough the range would be empty, none of the agents assigned to training groups of recruits would be arriving any time soon, and the sky was still dark. Your frame is highlighted dimly with the street lamps.Â
Your smile was brighter than any lingering stars as you saw him. Your sweater-covered hand holding out the hot drink to him. âI needed one so I thought you might as wellâ You spoke. He could hear your music as you pulled the headphones away from your head, they now hung around your neck. âKeep listening to music at that volume you won't need any ear protection when shootingâ Leon teased. His heart fluttered at your shy smile blush coating your cheeks as your hands began rummaging your pockets for your phone to lower the volume. Â
Easing into the training wasnât the hard thing, it was just your aim. It was even worse than before everyone started teasing, Leon predicted the constant bullying from everyone else was a direct result. So instead of following the methods of all the other agents assigned to this task, he took a kinder approach. Hoping his praise and chilled-out attitude would help you relax and not overthink. It worked to his credit; your aim was improving and your score was slowly increasing. Yet your mind loved the extra attention Leon gave you, heart fluttering at every adjustment he would step closer to do. His rewarding words heading to other areas.Â
You jumped slightly as he stepped closer to readjust your grip, his eyebrows pinching in confusion as his hands touched your hip. âYou good? I didnât mean to make you jumpâ Leon spoke. His breath tickled your neck causing you to flinch slightly, blush coating your cheeks as you felt bad for your reactions. You knew it was because you had woken up earlier than normal, your toy in your nightstand finding its purpose yet again after another dream of Leon fucking you. Having to face him after such a graphic dream was tough, his close proximity didnât help either.Â
âIâm good sorry, I don't know why Iâm so jumpy today..must have been a dream I hadâ You half laughed. Leon clearly assumed it was a nightmare the way he nodded, silently agreeing with you. âIâm here if you want to talk about it. We have time before the others show upâÂ
He was too kind for his own good sometimes, his caring nature making him all the more alluring to him. You could have made up something, some random nightmare but Leon was smarter than that. He would have clocked on instantly. Instead, you chose the cheap side and said you didnât want to talk about it. Leon just raised an eyebrow.Â
âOur training sessions are a safe space for everything and anythingâŠDo you trust me?âÂ
Your heart stuttered unable to think of a reply faster than the hot flush set in. âI do trust youâŠitâs justâŠjust complicatedâ You muttered, your arms crossing over your chest as you met his gaze. You felt so small and shy like you were about to be scolded by a teacher. Once that was always nice to you and then you suddenly get into their bad books. âComplicated how?â Leon asked, his body now resting on the bench - nudging ammo out of the way to set his arms beside him. His hands looked so good, flexed over the edge of the table. His veins were now more prominent. They always looked well-kept. âSomething on my hands?â he laughed meeting your eyeline. You broke out of your trance shaking your head. âNo No, they just look goodâÂ
âMy hands?âÂ
God you were just making this worse. Digging yourself deep into a hole you werenât sure you could get out of. Leon smirked, his teasing attitude written all over his face. He had already caught you out on your own lie, your body language speaking volumes over your words. Leon stood up, sauntering over to your stuttering form, his hands landing on your shoulders instantly calming you. âDo you ever relax?â He chuckled. Leon was so close, yet there was no gun in your hand. He was voluntarily in your space. âItâs hard to relax sometimesâ You muttered back, hand rubbing the back of your neck nervously as you met his eyes. Leon chuckled, his face inches from yours. âLet me help youâÂ
He watched your features for any rejection, giving you time to process his request. His grin grew when he saw it, the subtle nod of your head. His lips were softer than you originally thought they would be as they landed on yours. They worked in sync perfectly with yours. His presence was dominating demanding control which you gladly gave him. Leon spun you around, walking you back towards the shelf he was just perched on. You worked on removing your leggings, whilst he focused on his trousers. The kiss never broke.Â
He only broke it to hoist you up on the shelf, his body spreading your legs as he invaded your space. âYou impressed me today. Seems our 1-1 time is workingâÂ
Leon tasted like the coffee you had given him this morning mixed with the faint taste of whiskey he drank last night. It was intoxicating. Your tongue already craving more. His compliments melted your brain as his lips muttered them against your neck. Blemishes making themselves known with the sting he left behind. Leon sunk his cock inside of you with a groan. Your walls instantly welcome him, warming him. âFuck..pretty girl having such a perfect cuntâ He grunted as he began to move.Â
He made sure you felt every inch, his hips pistoning inside you at such an insane speed. Leonâs hand gripped at your thighs, holding one over his hip as the other hand gripped at your head bringing you in for another kiss. Leon was bold and passionate with you. Worshipping every clench, moan or whimper you gave him as he continued to fuck you. âSuch a good girl, I should reward you like this all the time and then maybe youâll be the best agent there isâÂ
Your brain faltered at creating any form of a coherent response, the letters jumbling up as your head fell against his shoulder. His praise continued to tighten the coil in your stomach, almost ready to snap. âBe a good girl and cum before the others arrive, I want to feel it around my cockâÂ
He groaned loudly as you finally snapped, your cum instantly coating his cock coating his trousers. The forces of your orgasm caused his. He moaned as your legs tightened around him, trapping him inside as he coated your walls. âThere's more if you break your record in front of the rest of themâÂ
âSeems like a worthy rewardâ
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just saw a tag on @tsarinablogs about max, saying âi just know the fab five would love him.â
and, listen. hear me out. i know that was a joking off-handed comment but PLEASE imagine that queer eye episode with me right now.
ââââ
itâs the off season or summer break. we open with max in a sim race or coming back from his morning workout around monaco.
we cut to the fab five winding through the streets. theyâre taking in the sights of monte-carlo and talking about video edits theyâve seen of max on insta. they mention drive to survive (gotta plug the other netflix shows but you know theyâve seen some episodes at the least). the guys pull up to his apartment and knock. max answers the door (he knew this was happening because security, money, pr, etc. but does he really know what heâs getting himself into? no).
tan would be horrified. would definitely make a snarky comment about max being so rich but wearing nothing but team gear and jeans or a t-shirt in jeans out in public on race weekends. âi googled your salary, and there is no excuse for this, so iâm going to teach you how to pick easy outfits that are still comfortable but not so boring or identical.â though iâm sure they know max wears other things outside of racing, heâd encourage max to show up to media day in new outfits and though we love the same tuxedo for at least four years at the prize giving ceremony, i have so much hope that tan would bring him to a monaco tailor and get him a new one. letâs be for real he would love this episode because they would (hopefully) let him use some of maxâs money to buy new clothes.
bobby would probably laugh at maxâs sim setup taking up the majority of a room and then make the space more functional, maybe adding more places for trophy shelves since max has said that he keeps some in the closet. also, he could help make the space nicer and safer for future baby verstappen-piquet!
jvn would ask him if he ever has preferences about his hair (shorter or a little more shaggy) or if he just goes with the flow, ask what makes the race helmet more uncomfortable with the sweat and avoid that, and then give max (easy and few) products for hair care especially for athletes, etc. would probably also talk about all the travel max has to do and dealing with stuff on the go.
karamo would bring him to a nearby karting track or to somewhere on the monaco gp circuit to talk about championship mindset, the pressure and criticism max deals with, how he handles online stuff, anything. karamo also definitely mentions how itâs impressive that he can focus on stuff outside racing well. plus donât forget talking about maxâs soon to be expanding family!
antoni would of course have to work around diet plans but could teach max to make some of the stuff he likes fresh or in new ways to change things up, as well as complain about the amount of red bulls max drinks. like âmax, at some point he brand doesnât need to dominate your life this much.â
the little event that they normally have them working up to at the end could either be a little gathering with the monaco f1 drivers, but more realistically maybe just the next race or a red bull/sponsor event max is attending
at the end, the guys watch the little âafterâ video (which was definitely created and edited by red bullâs pr team) and then the they cheer max on in the gp that weekend while simultaneously having very little clue what is happening. they love croftyâs commentary.
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Too Late Roommate, pt. 1
having a roommate thatâat firstâyou think is just gaining weight. watching their belly press up against their shirt, their appetite getting almost aggressive. watching them try and fail to fit into their clothes, watching them get more and more out of breath from doing things they used to do with ease. you think theyâre just gaining weightâŠuntil you catch them standing with the bathroom door open, shirt lifted up, inspecting a very round swell in the mirror. you stop in your tracks. itâs an unmistakable bulge. thereâs even the beginnings of a vertical line, running right down the middle. thatâsâŠ
you canât help it. you speak before you think it through. âare youâŠpregnant?â
they donât look at you. they poke their belly, and then cup it. thereâs a bit of fear in their expression. âiâm too busy right now, but iâll terminate soon. i canât have a baby.â
one look at their ripe belly tells you theyâre far beyond the time for that.
itâs two entire months later that they waddle out of their room and ask you, wide-eyed, if you can take them to the clinic. one hand is on their back, and the other cups their protruding belly. something tells you they just felt it kickâlike a good, serious kick, not flutters they can call indigestionâfor the first time, just had the reality hit them.
unfortunately for them, itâs long been too late.
you take them to the clinic anyway. you donât know why you do any of the things you doâyou act stupid around them, now. itâs like youâre sharing their denial, but all because youâre intrigued. how long can they drag this out? how long before they pop?
you darkly hope it happens in your apartment.
you touch yourself, in secret, to the idea. you touch yourself to the glimpses you steal of them struggling to bend over and pick something up. of how they jump whenever the thing moves a little inside them when youâre both watching TV, and then try to play it off. of the soft crying at night you can hear through the wall.
they shock you by coming right back out of the abortion clinic and getting back in the passenger seat, head hung low.
their belly is still very pregnant, poorly hidden by their parka. their face is streaked with tears.
âsoâŠâ
âthey wouldnât let me.â
âokay.â
the rest of the drive home is in silence. the weight in the airâthe shared knowledge you both have that this baby is real, and going to be born soonâhangs heavily, just like their belly lately.
you go back into the apartment, and your roommate is already out of breath. they huff and puff and sit down on the couch with a big âhoooâŠâ kind of noise, groaning at their pregnancy. you just start making the twoâor three of you, ratherâsome sandwiches in silence.
âiâm sorry,â their quavering voice breaks the tension at last. you eye them, but donât speak. they canât meet your eyes. âi knowâŠi know thisâŠitâs gotten out of control. but i didnât think it wasâŠâ
âhow far along did you think you were?â you ask, with a patronizing bite that slips out of your mouth before you can stop it. they wince a little, and look warily at their prominent bump. it gets really big when they sit like this, sitting high and jutting out. imposing. impending.
theyâre terrified. âi donâtâŠlâŠâ
âhow far along are you?â
âI didnât find out. they wanted toâŠgive itâŠan ultrasound, butâŠi canâtâŠâ
âdo you have a plan? whoâs the father?â
they donât answer. you can tell theyâre about to cry.
you should leave them alone. you hand them their sandwich, taking a bite out of your own. they take it tentatively, but then lurch a little bit. another big kick, surely. they seem to have lost their appetite, and try setting it down on the coffee table.
they struggle to reach. to sit upright at all. you have to help them.
this action seems to finally break them. they start softly weeping.
you sit down beside them on the couch, abandoning your sandwich as well.
âonce it comes, you can give it up for adoptionââ you start to say.
âI didnât know you could get pregnant on the first time,â they sob, holding their belly. âI donât know anything. My parentsâŠtheyâre going toâŠâ
they havenât shared much with you about their home life, but you know it was incredibly strict. perhaps religious, but they havenât clarified. they just cry, and look down at their swollen womb. for the first time, you notice that theyâre wearing their jeans completely unbuttoned and unzipped. they havenât bought maternity jeans.
âI canât have a baby.â
something in you snaps.
âBut you will,â you say, standing up. they look up at you, teary-eyed, but donât say anything. âYouâre going to get even bigger, and youâre going to push that thing outâprobably here, in our bath tub. You fucked, and now youâre going to have a baby. Soon. Stop denying it.â
Thereâs a heavy silence between you, until your roommate heavily picks themself up. you try to help, but they push your hand away.
âListen, Iâm sorry, but you need to make a planââ
They waddle away, unable to control their sniffling as they begin to cry again. they carry the heft of their belly with both hands as if the baby will fall out of them otherwise. And they disappear into their room.
â
You donât see them much after that. Itâs clear theyâre avoiding you. You canât say you donât understand. You try to put your nerves asideâthis is their problem. Their burden in their belly. Youâre not the one whoâs pregnant, you shouldnât worry about it.
The crying at night continues.
But in the middle of the night, maybe two or three weeks after the clinic visit, you wake up with a start. you donât think anything of it at first, until you hear it again. the sound that woke you up. itâs a bit muffled, but itâs a low moan. Like a cow.
Dread spears through you. Itâs time.
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HI! I read you were taking requests for Jason! I'd love to see him with a gf who absolutely loves Christmas - I'm taking about going all out with decorating her apartment, baking gingerbread houses etc... - and they both get invited to the manor to spend the holidays with the whole family, where they get to see Jason, whom they know hates celebrating most holidays, being super affectionate and giddy around his partner and helping her and Alfred decorating gingerbread cookies <3
I'm so sorry if it's a lenghty request! I love your works so much!!
Thanks, love! It always warms me up inside when someone tells me that they love my hard work đ„°đ„č!
This request was seriously not lengthy at all đ€Ł. The more details the better and you gave me some fantastic ideas! I'd also like to credit @daheckinbestbitch for inspiring me to fluff things up to the MAXXX! I'm not sure if this is what you were looking for, but hope I did an adequate job đ„ș. So, without further ado ...
Christmas special!
Part 1
Part 2
Warnings: brief reference to sex.
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     Jason lifted his head, confused by the soft music he could hear drifting into his bedroom. He focused harder on the sound and soon realised that it was Christmas music - the absolute worst kind of music there was. Jason groaned and covered his face with a pillow, muffling the sound but not getting rid of it entirely. Finally, when he couldnât stand it any longer, he forced himself out of bed and got up to investigate. And there was the source of the accursed noise: his girlfriend, standing by the kitchen island putting the finishing touches on a log cake sheâd baked to take over to Bruceâs house later.Â
     âMorning, princess.â X looked up with a bright smile and her heart fluttered when she saw her boyfriend rubbing his eye as he walked over to her, his messy bedhead so irresistibly adorable in the morning.Â
     âMorning, baby!â she greeted him, coaxing a happy smile out of him - he loved it when she called him that; when she treated him like a big baby she just loved to spoil and pamper. Jason leaned over to press a kiss to her cheek as he walked past her.Â
     âDid you have to put on the Christmas music?â he asked, raising his eyebrows at her in question.Â
     âYes!â she argued, following him over to the fridge. âIt sets the mood!â She waited for him to move away from the doors before she slid her cake onto a shelf sheâd emptied out for it. Jason leaned back against the counter as he took a gulp straight from the milk bottle, but he regretted it immediately when his girlfriendâs entire figure entered his field of vision.Â
     âX âŠâ Jason coughed out, setting the bottle down and taking a moment to clear his throat. âWhat are you wearing?âÂ
     She turned around to face him, giving an excited little twirl to show off her dress. âA dress! I got it for dinner at your family's place tonight! Is it okay? You don't think it's inappropriate?â
    She pursed her lips as she waited for his response, nervous for her first Christmas with her boyfriendâs family. Of course she knew everyone - being an active member of the batfamily and having been Jasonâs best friend for a few years before theyâd officially started dating - but sheâd never spent the holidays with them before.Â
     Jason curled his hands around her waist slowly, appraising her from head to toe. She was wearing a deep red sweater dress that fell to her mid-thighs. The loose material hung off one of her shoulders, leaving the other so deliciously bare, and sheâd cinched the fabric around her waist with a thick black belt.
(Something like this:)
     X bit her lip when she noticed her boyfriendâs gaze rapidly darkening as he took her in. Suddenly, he pulled her to him, and she let out a surprised squeak as she fell against his chest.Â
     âIt's perfect,â Jason murmured, his voice almost breathless with awe. He helped his girlfriend straighten again, then ran his hands up her body, enjoying the way his core tightened at how soft she felt beneath his fingers. His eyes stayed fixed on her chest as he reached up and started to tug her other sleeve off her shoulder and X laughed at his enthusiasm.Â
     âJason.â She covered her hand with his, stopping him before he could pull the material down her chest. âIt's not the time for that.â
     Jasonâs expression immediately hardened into a frown.Â
     âThen when is it the time?!â he asked, sulking like a spoiled little boy who'd just been told he had to wait before he could open his Christmas presents.Â
     Another chuckle fell from Xâs lips at his reaction and she pulled herself away from him before adjusting her dress. âTomor-â
     âTomorrow?!â Jason interrupted before she could even finish. âWhat the actual f*ck?! Ugh! This is why Christmas is the worst. F*cking. Holiday. Ever!âÂ
     His head fell back as he let out a disappointed groan and X pressed her lips together to keep from laughing. Instead, she folded her arms across her chest and fixed him with an unamused look as she leaned her hip against the kitchen island. âYou think Christmas is the worst holiday ever because your girlfriend said she wouldn't have sex with you until the day after?â
     He narrowed his eyes at her as he considered her statement, but the fight quickly left him at how adorable she looked, standing there in her cute little dress. Jason trudged back over to her and buried his face in the crook of her neck as he wrapped her up in his arms.Â
     âWell, when you put it like that âŠâ he mumbled, taking a pause so he could have a moment to indulge in the feeling of her fingers running through his hair. Then he straightened and fixed her with a sombre expression. âYes.â
     X burst into laughter again. âJay! You're such an idiot, love.â
     She cupped his face in her hands, squishing his cheeks as he pouted down at her, and her resolve quickly started to weaken in the face of his ruggedly handsome features.Â
     âHmm âŠâ Her gaze flickered briefly over to her bedroom, her expression growing more uncertain by the second. âI guess ⊠I could squeeze you in before we head out âŠâ
     Jason bent over, resting his forehead on hers, and his lips curled into a wicked smile. âOh, really? You gonna squeeze me in, princess?â
     He tugged her waist towards his, pressing his hips against hers so she could feel the entire length of his morning wood. X gulped and lowered her head, barely hiding that adorable little smile that had his heart fluttering with delight every damn time he saw it. âJaaaay âŠ.â
     Jason grinned and lifted her up onto his hips.Â
     âCome on, princess,â he decided, kissing her on the temple as he carried her back to their bedroom. âI need a shower and you don't want to be late, do you?â
     X spread her arms wide and gave Tim a big hug when he opened the door. âMerry Christmas, Tim Tam!â
     âMerry Christmas, X!â Tim patted her on the back in return, then took the cake she held in her hands. His gaze drifted over to the large pile of presents nestled in Jasonâs arms and he rearranged his features into a puzzled expression. âOh! A sentient pile of Christmas gifts? What happened to Jay? I thought he would have come with you.â
     âHa ha, real funny, Tim Tam,â Jason said, walking past him into the house. He resisted the urge to dump the presents on the ground and instead, swallowed down his irritation and carefully set them down by the tree - X had spent so much time picking out the perfect gift for everyone and then carefully wrapping them all up by herself and Jason would literally throw himself off a cliff if he did something to ruin her favourite holiday for her. âYouâre lucky itâs Christmas.â
     Tim narrowed his eyes at Jason as he shut the door behind X. âOr what? You gonna take me out back and fight me, Jay Jay?â
     Jason got up and turned to face Tim, his hands clenched into fists by his side.Â
     âWait,â X interjected, stepping in between the two of them and placing a hand on each of their chests. âHold on. Are the two of you using the nicknames I made for you to make fun of each other?â
     Tim and Jason exchanged equal looks of apprehension at the threat in Xâs tone. It took a lot to get her angry, but ⊠you know what they say about people who rarely get angry.Â
     X moved one hand to her chest and continued to lean on Jason with the other as she bent over in exaggerated hurt. âHow could you? I made those nicknames with love and affection and to show you how much each of you mean to me.â
     She looked at each of them in turn, scrunching her features up as if she was about to cry. Then she dealt the killing blow. âAnd you take them and use them as insults?!â
     The boys fumbled for words, both of them trying to reassure X and calm her down. But then Dick walked out of the kitchen in an apron, spots of flour dotting his cheeks as he approached them.Â
     âWho wants to make-â He stopped short when he saw the upset look on Xâs face. His gaze flickered between Jason and Tim and he narrowed his eyes at them in suspicion. âWhat did you two do? You made X cry?! On Christmas?!â
     X looked up at Dick with a pathetic look on her face, trying to draw even more sympathy from him. âThey were making fun of my loving nicknames for them.â
     âAww, come on, princess,â Jason pleaded, wrapping an arm around X and bending over to meet her gaze. âYou know we didn't mean it like that. We love the nicknames you give us!â
     Tim nodded eagerly in agreement and Jason brought his mouth closer to Xâs ear so no one else would be able to hear his sugary sweet words of apology.Â
     âI love you, babygirl,â he reminded her, squeezing her against him and peppering her face with sweet kisses. âYou gonna smile for me? You gonna give me that cute little smile you know drives me crazy? I love you, baby. Don't be mad at me on Christmas!â
     Xâs lips curled at the ends as she began melting at his words, her resolve crumbling with each sweet kiss he gave her. âOkay.â
     Jason grinned and held her close as she wrapped her arms around his waist in a hug.
     âHey, Dick,â Duke began, coming out of the kitchen in an apron of his own, âthe gingerbread's done. Oh! Hey, X! Hey, Jason!âÂ
     âAre you guys gonna start making gingerbread houses now?â X asked, so excited Jason could practically feel her buzzing in his arms.
     âYup!â Duke confirmed. âYou wanna join us?âÂ
     X looked up at Jason with a smile too adorable for him to resist. He loosened his grip on her, allowing her to grab his arm and tug her with him into the kitchen.Â
     âHi Alfred!â X greeted him with a wave. âMerry Christmas!âÂ
     âMiss X, Master Todd. Merry Christmas to the both of you.â
     âYou too, Alfred,â Jason replied. X stopped by the kitchen island and inhaled the sweet, tangy scent of gingerbread wafting through the air.Â
     âMmm! Smells delicious!â She walked over to an empty tray on the kitchen island and began gathering the ingredients she needed to make a house of her own.
     Jason leaned against the counter beside her and studied her carefully, quietly learning how to build a gingerbread house - well, learning how she liked her gingerbread house to be built. Heâd never really participated in Christmas traditions before theyâd started dating, only ever showing up at the last minute for dinner, but ⊠Christmas made her happy; and she made him happy. âWhy donât you do a dovetail joint for the roof? That way the pieces will stick together more and the house will be stronger.âÂ
     X turned to face him, her eyebrows furrowed in confusion. âA what?â
     âA dovetail joint,â Jason repeated. He grabbed one of the sheets of gingerbread from her hand and picked up a knife to start slicing a castle-like pattern into one side of it. X watched with amusement how seriously he took the task, his thick brows lowered over his moss-green eyes as he focused on spreading just enough icing on the gingerbread for the two pieces heâd carved out to stick together.Â
     âLike that!â he exclaimed finally, sliding an arm around her waist as he took a step back to admire his own work. He turned to X, waiting for her approval, and her chest warmed at the cute puppy-dog look on her large and intimidating boyfriendâs face. She squeezed his shoulder and stretched onto her toes to press a kiss to his cheek.
     âYouâre so clever, Jay,â she praised him sweetly. âWhat should we do next?â
     Jason snuck a peak at Dukeâs and Dickâs respective houses, considering his next steps.
     âOh! We should make windows! But we need to make sure theyâre fortified enough so the whole house doesnât collapse,â he decided, lowering himself to his knees so he was eye-level with the countertop. âAnd we need to make sure theyâre the right size, too âŠâ
     He glanced around the table and his eyes lit up when he spotted a cylinder with some toothpicks in it. He pushed himself to his feet and glided the toothpicks across the island to X. âBaby, could you help me snap these in half and cover them in some gingerbread? Weâll use these as the window panes.â
     Xâs lips wobbled as she tried to suppress her smile.Â
     âSure, sweetheart,â she obliged, setting to work immediately. But it wasnât long before Jason decided he needed to take charge on that task too.Â
     âNo, wait,â he stopped her. âYouâre making them too thick, doll.â
     X pressed her lips together to stop a laugh from spilling out of them. She stretched onto her toes and wrapped her arms around Jasonâs neck from behind. âYou want to take over, Jay? I can go help with the tree.â
     âHmm? Yeah, sure, baby,â he replied distractedly. He kept his eyes glued to his gingerbread prototype as he slid one arm around her waist and tugged her into his side. âCome here for a second.â
     He bent over and pecked her lips a few times, coaxing a delighted giggle out of her and curious looks out of Duke and Dick. âIâll come find you once Iâm done?â
     X nodded, her smile widening at how quickly his hands returned to the gingerbread house once sheâd agreed. âOkay. See you later, love!â
     âMmm, see you later, sweetheart.â
     X bit her lip as she appraised the tree together with Tim, Damian, Steph and Cass. âItâs ⊠okay, I guess âŠâ
     âYou donât have to lie to us, X,â Tim assured her, âit sucks.â
     âI mean âŠâ She trailed off, trying to find the words to minimise how disappointing the tiny plastic tree was. But Tim was right; it really did suck. X let out a defeated sigh. âYouâre right, it sucks.â
     It was so glaringly obvious how fake the tree was and it was so cheap that it wasn't even able to hold half the ornaments they had before it had started tilting to one side! âBut itâs too late to go buy another one now.â
     âX! X!â Jason skidded out of the kitchen, his face covered in patches of flour and a streak of icing smeared across his forehead. He grinned when his eyes landed on his girlfriend, but his features quickly creased with concern when he noticed the upset look on her face. âWhatâs wrong?â
     âNothing âŠâ She leaned into Jasonâs side as he came up beside her, letting him cuddle her against him, then she forced her lips into a smile and looked up at him. âWhat were you going to say?â
     âOh! Yeah!â Jason exclaimed, remembering what heâd gone to find her for. âI finished my gingerbread house! You wanna come see?â
     He flashed her an excited grin and X felt herself start to perk up again at his delight. âOf course, baby!âÂ
     She reached up to wipe the icing off his forehead and Jason positively melted at the tender gesture. He started leading her to the kitchen and the others followed close behind, curious to see how Jasonâs first ever gingerbread house would turn out. Stephanie leaned over to Tim and whispered softly in his ear. âUh, are we sure thatâs our Jason? Heâs not, like, some twisted clone Raâs sent to mess with us?â
     Tim narrowed his eyes at Jasonâs back, his own suspicion growing now that Stephanie had mentioned it.Â
     âHmm, one canât be too sure âŠâ he supposed, thinking of all the past Christmases Jason had intentionally tried to ruin. Then his expression faltered as he recalled the Jason heâd seen before he himself had assumed the mantle of Robin. âBut Jason ⊠didnât always used to be ⊠Red Hood âŠâ
     Steph raised an eyebrow, not quite understanding what he was trying to say.
     âWhat are we talking about?â Damian asked, springing up out of nowhere. Stephanie and Tim jumped back in surprise, caught off guard by his sudden appearance.
     âJesus, Dames!â Stephanie breathed, clutching her chest to try to calm her racing her heart. âWe were just discussing whether or not Jason got replaced by some super-affectionate Christmas-loving clone of himself or something.â
     Damian fell silent again as he considered the couple walking in front of them, Jason animatedly explaining to X all of the different techniques heâd used to build the perfect gingerbread house. âBut Todd is always like that when heâs with X. Last week, he upgraded her boots so she can flick knives out of the soles now! And he made us cinnamon rolls.â
     ââUsâ?â Stephanie repeated incredulously. âWhat do you mean âusâ?â
     âWait,â Tim stopped her. âIâm more interested in the âcinnamon rollsâ part now.â
     âI go to their apartment once a week so X can help me with my biology homework. And then both of them help me with my literature homework,â Damian explained, shrugging as if it was no big deal that he just casually visited their apartment every week. âAnd the cinnamon rolls could use some work, but it was an adequate first attempt.â
     Stephanie and Tim exchanged confused looks as they tried to process Damianâs revelation. But suddenly, they stopped short in the kitchen.Â
     âWhat,â Steph began.Â
     âThe heck,â Tim supplied.Â
     âIs that?!âÂ
     Jason turned to face them, grinning proudly at the shocked expressions on their faces.
     âItâs my gingerbread house,â he announced. The group craned their heads back, incredulously studying Jasonâs ten-foot tall gingerbread house. The thing was probably big enough to house an actual person! Jason turned to X and shot her a smug smile when he saw her eyes widen in wonder. âWhat do you think, baby? Do you like it?â
     âYes! Oh my god! Itâs amazing!â X slung her arms around Jasonâs neck and pulled him down to her so she could pepper his face with kisses. âYou did such a good job, Jay! Mwah!â
     Jason smiled giddily, his expression turning dazed at his girlfriendâs outpouring of affection.
     âGood job, Todd,â Damian agreed, nodding at the house in approval. âNow, can you do something about the tree?â
     Jason raised an eyebrow as he straightened, regaining his focus. âWhatâs wrong with the tree?â
     He turned to X in question and she let out an exaggerated sigh in response. Â
     âThey said that âit sucks',â Cass supplied helpfully, the bright smile on her face at odds with her statement.
     âOh! Shit! My bad!â Dick cursed, shooting them a guilty smile as he raised his hand in the air. âI was supposed to pick one up from the tree farm last week, but Penguinâs goons kept sneaking around Bludhaven, so I got a plastic one as a temporary placeholder.â
     Jason rubbed Xâs side as he glared at Dick in anger. How dare his brother try to ruin his precious girlfriendâs favourite holiday! What kind of idiot forgot the f*cking tree for f*cking Christmas?! He sucked in a breath and closed his eyes as he tried to calm himself down for the sake of his sweet little girlfriend.
     Dick watched Jason warily, frantically trying to think of an excuse that might calm him down. His gaze flickered over to X and he shot her a pleading look. âBut itâs not that big of a deal, right, X? Christmas is about cherishing the time with the ones you love, not decorating trees and making gingerbread houses ⊠right?â
     X swallowed hard at the desperate expression on Dickâs face and pushed down her disappointment with the fake tree. He did have a point, she tried to convince herself, even if it was her first Christmas with Jason and his family: she usually visited her own family during the holidays and sheâd always push Jason to at least go over to his for dinner, but after moving in together earlier that year, sheâd decided that she wanted to get involved in her sweet boyfriendâs traditions too. And maybe make some of their own that they might share with their own little family one day. âRi-â
     âNo,â Jason asserted, causing X to look up at him in bewilderment.Â
     âWhat?â Dick asked, equally as confused as X to find a look of determination set into his younger brotherâs face. Jason pointed at Tim and Dick and gestured for the two of them to follow him.
     âYou and you, youâre coming with me,â he commanded, not waiting for them to follow. Dick exchanged a puzzled glance with Tim as the two of them rushed to keep up with Jason, but Tim just shrugged at him in response.Â
     âWhere are we going?â Dick asked. Jason stopped by the door to take a dramatic pause. Then he looked up into the distance, his gaze intense.
     âTo save Christmas.â
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