#i hope you feel better soon too bestie bc covid SUCKS

[wqnwoos]

the timing of this is immaculate because i woke up sick today 😐 BUT. this drabble is so cute 😭 and this part “a water bottle big enough to last a person at least 3 days of dance lessons from hoshi” had me giggling a little LMFAO

[2:55 am] joshua is shaken awake by the violent racking of your body as you coughed in your sleep.

'angel? are you alright?'

joshua shakes you awake and notices that you're drenched in sweat. 'oh no' he immediately runs out the room to grab a cold compress, a thermometer, medicine, and extra blankets.

you're still lying in bed, coughing your lungs out when your sweet, sweet boyfriend runs back into the room with his arms overflowing with different items.

you smile weakly at the sight. 'i'm alright, love' you cough again. 'just a slight cough'

yet, you don't protest when joshua presses the cold compress against your burning forehead and he takes your temperature. joshua asks you where it hurts the most, and when you gesture towards your throat, he leaves the room again.

a few minutes later he comes, but this time, he comes back with a mug of piping hot honey lemon tea and a water bottle big enough to last a person at least 3 days of dance lessons from hoshi.

'they say that drinking water is important for washing out toxins in your body, and honey lemon tea is supposed to be good for curing a sore throat. and make sure to take your medicine every 4 hours, in case i forget to remind you.'

joshua sets everything down on the bedside table next to you and climbs back into bed, spooning you. when you protest, saying that you'll get him sick, he shakes his head and buries his face into your hot neck.

'i would much prefer to be sick with you, then healthy without you. good night, my angel. i love you.'

before he falls asleep, joshua makes a mental note to ask vernon how to make his famous chicken noodle soup in the morning.

a/n : wow that was. completely self indulgent LMAOO i tested positive for covid this morning so 🥲 but this is good bc now i have more time to be working on this rlly rlly big jeonghan fic i've been working on hehehe hope you guys enjoyed this!!

[1d1195]

Kinda feel bad for those other stories lol but I have no doubt that they will have their shining moment and I’ll love them just as much! So excited to see how all of these turn out! And a grump x sunshine vibe?! A CLASSIC!

I get what you’re saying when it comes to consistency but that still doesn’t mean it hurts any less when it happens! Still I hope that you get out of this funk soon! Hope your grocery shopping and prepping went well! Lowkey did the same thing today and i absolutely HATE grocery shopping like it’s just too much 😭

Bestie you are so wrong I’m NOT that great😭 idk I have a very weird way of viewing myself and my college doesn’t help with that lol this entire experience has been ROUGH to say the least then mix in my own mental health struggles/life it’s kinda crazy I’m even in this deep lol basically it’s giving gifted kind burn out vibes lol but you’re so sweet seriously you’re kind words are always so appreciated!

Yay to walks and writing! It’s the little things that count and make a difference! And I like the idea of you having books as a little treat for you during the school year! I know it’s probably annoying to constantly hear about “balancing” bc it’s easier said than done but having stuff like that will hopefully help❤️ and I’m sure anyone in like school/academic settings those months are probably super busy so it’s understandable!

The reveal of him not knowing made everything better! It was NOT lame at all if anything it was so you to add something like that in the story, truly loved it!

Taking that break was a really good decision! And I will ALWAYS support you putting yourself first! I can’t even imagine how you may have been during that time that you took a step back :( but I’m glad that it allowed you to come back better! And honestly if you ever feel like that or even remotely near it, please take a step back! Once again you are most important! It makes me happy that you do have a place to vent and that you have so many lovely people that adore you! I know for me at least I love getting to know you and I love you!!! Wishing you the best my love!-💜

I've actually alluded to one of them several times, but I've been keeping it pretty well under wraps 🤭 overall. I can't remember when I added the outline to my document. I think she's going to be grumpy hehehehe 🤭

Grocery shopping was great. It's actually one of my favorite tasks. But prepping did not happen...I did a REALLY good job pre-covid. Covid happened and I was like "If I make one more meal I will kms" idk, I think i've mentioned I HATE dishes (hence why it's a main source of contention in my stories) and it sucks all the fun out of cooking for me. Baking is one of my favorites though (less dishes usually) also why it ends up being a theme in my stories hehehe

I think I'm having my own version of gifted kid burn out. I def wasn't gifted. I was just a good student (if that makes sense) like yeah, I just had good study habits and stamina to learn material, but idk if I'm all that intelligent lol. Mental health really is the pits lol. Ruins everything. Happy to give you words of encouragement. I think people who need it don't always hear it. Or maybe I try to encourage everyone on their own path because teaching 🤷‍♀️ regardless, you deserve encouragement 💕

The only time I feel like taking a step back from tumblr these days is when my engagement is kinda low :( I sort of spiral and I'm all "No one even cares that I'm writing this, I don't even need to post no one will care or notice. No one likes it" very like over the top dramatics lol But I hate coming up with names for stories and idk where I would put my stories otherwise if not here. Probs just sit on my laptop collecting dust. I will say, it's pretty cool to see how much I've written like I really can go on and on, can't I? 😂

I LOVE YOU TOO! 💕

xoxo

[cognacdelights]

hiii bestie! i haven’t read the new chapter yet but as soon as i do will give u some feedback xx

how’re things going with the new boy?? i fully get you, relationships can be so hard to navigate but i think you have the right idea to just see how it goes bc it will just come naturally as things progress if that’s where it’s going, and otherwise no harm in just having fun?? idk if that’s good advice hahahaha i’m sorry

but ya i’m definitely staying away from wine for a while regardless 🥲 idk if it was the wine or just drinking more afterwards and getting too drunk but god i haven’t had hangover anxiety in so long and that was not fun at all lmao

got my booster the other day because i’m getting stressed, we’re getting like 3000 cases a day now its fucking everywhere ☹️ in the past 21 days we’ve had like 20k cases. and yeah i just can’t believe this is still how things are and it all began in 2020 like what the actual fuck, nz is in the worst place rn since the whole thing started like it isn’t getting better. i genuinely can’t be bothered with life atm like nothing is exciting i can’t even be fucked talking to people half the time (this is a mix of everything not covid) but just ughhhh shit sucks hahaha

glad to know things haven’t just gotten so expensive here and it’s a worldwide thing i guess 🥴 they’ve just raised minimum wage now as well which means everything is going to go up even more lollll but hope you’re doing well!! got any weekend plans?

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hi bestie 💛 it’s okay!

ok so we haven’t spoken much in the last week bc i’ve been so unwell and then the last couple of days i’ve been so busy that by the time i get to sit down i’m exhausted so idk if i’m feeling better or just not feeling the sickness bc i’m so tired but in the messages that we have sent, we’ve kind of arranged to go on a date? it’s super chill to an arcade place but i go away for 10 nights in less than a week and by the time i get back it will be too late that weekend to go and i’ll be exhausted from travelling and then the week after that is my graduation so it will probably be some time in april when I get to see him? but yeah things are super chill right now

omg hangover anxiety is the worst!

ok so were you unwell with your booster too? or was it just me? but i agree! it’s two nearly three years into this whole thing and it feels like we’re nowhere near the end? even though all restrictions are lifted here i still feel weird not wearing a mask or going within 2 metres of someone.

also i’m sorry bestie :( i’m always here if you want to talk about things!

so ever since russia invades ukraine our petrol prices have been going up, it’s now like £1.60 p/l and they’re saying it could get up to anywhere between £1.80-£2 p/l which is ridiculous i genuinely just can’t afford to live anymore

[jayflrt]

bestie alice i might be losing my mind haha :') the new school years gonna start soon for us and i just found out i didn't get into the college i really wanted to go to which sucks a bunch but it's okay i kind of have a back up lol 💀 anyways while i was being sad about that i was kind of moping about the fact that i won't get a normal college experience because i didn't get into the place i wanted to but then i realised with covid that wouldn't have happened anyways :') and thennn i remembered i had the opposite of a normal hs experience because i had to switch schools like every year since i started for a bunch of different reasons :'') i haven't had a normal experience with school since i was like 13 PLS 😭💀 i so badly just want to be normal and like just have a normal experience with something like everyone else lmao but the universe keeps saying no 😭 im gonna have to keep reading hs and college aus and just must be nice myself into nonexistence 😭😭

sorry i know there's not really anything to be done about this but im kind of losing my mind over it and it feels unfair to complain about since nobody's really had a normal anything since 2020 💀

anyways i hope you're doing okay lol wish me luck on that back up plan 😭

-meatball

omg im so sorry meatball anon :((( i know how discouraging it can be to receive a college rejection but keep your chin up !! you’re gonna do just fine wherever you go but ik it’s disappointing at first :( ahh yeah it’s rlly upsetting to not have that college experience with everything that’s going on. i lowkey felt wronged when i was sent home halfway through my freshman year so i totally get you <//3 is your college trying to accommodate with different events or are they going fully online ??

NOOO 😭 for me it’s the exact opposite, i didn’t have a normal school experience Until i was 13 bc i kept moving a lot from state-to-state 🤧 if it helps i don’t think many ppl are having a “normal” school experience rn, and mannn a lot of class of 2020 onwards has not had experiences like prom and graduation due to the pandemic <//3 and if it also helps, i too read hs and college aus but they are nothing like the real thing BUT !!! i like to live vicariously through them 

NOO DONT APOLOGIZE it’s always easier to just vent and get it all out, and you have every right to complain, like yeah it’s better rn to quarantine and stay safe but you can also feel upset about what you’re missing out on :( also yes good luck on your backup !!! do you like that school at least? :o