#i hope this all makes sense! i appreciate your interest 🥺 it means the world to me!

[zorosdimples]

hi lovely kae! it’s been so long since i’ve popped in your inbox, i hope you’ve been well ૮꒰ྀི◞⸝⸝⸝⸝◟꒱ྀིა i’m so very curious about that vampire au neka you made with childe ! i’d love to hear more thoughts on the au if you’re willing to share :3

my sweet awea ❤️ i’m so glad to see that you’re back; i hope life has only been kind to you—you deserve it!

i’m combining your ask with @pastelle-rabbit’s and @mydiluc’s, if that’s okay! all of your questions revolve around the nekas i made.

for childe:

i hope this isn’t a disappointment to anyone, but the childe neka is part of the fucked up yandere long fic that i’ve been working on for months now. he’s not actually a vampire; i just personally hc that he has pointed ears and sharp incisors (that he mysteriously developed when he was in the abyss as a teen). i’ve spoken about this au so many times that i’m afraid people will get bored of hearing about it; there’s an in-depth explanation of it here if you’re interested!

for zoro:

this au is very much a work-in-progress and only exists in my mind (and discord messages with a couple individuals). but essentially: reader—depicted by me in the neka—is a minor sea goddess who was banished to an all-but-forgotten sea long ago by her estranged husband, the god of wind. zoro is a swordsman traveling alone by boat and gets caught up in a terrible storm; while he survives, he is stranded in the middle of the sea with no wind, all of his provisions depleted. he’s on the brink of death when reader discovers that a human has entered her sea of banishment for the first time in...she can’t remember how long. he may be the first. though her powers are weak, reader is able to appear before zoro. she offers him a deal: in exchange for saving his life, he must assist her in regaining the power she has lost, and seek revenge on her husband

[askinkiskarma]

Baeee Help me pleassseee ! 😭😩😓

So for the context there is this guy. We met 2 months ago and since the start our relationship was confusing. We met on a dating app, but as first timers in all of that, from the start we never expressed the way we met and never put a point of clarity of like "are we doing this to be together at some ?"

One time I did and it ended up being same. There was a clarity, but in the end I didnt understand anything.

Like since 2 weeks, its hey and how are you and nothing really to "lets start being friends" as we agreed on. And I tried.. I guess ?

So I know I am not an option and I need things to BE clear, always. I decided to write him this message. I know he has a lot of shit with university entering and maybe I was getting to far with the text below, I hope nof. I just am not a "girl in the pocket for plan B". And this is THE thing I cant accept.

Here is my text message🥺🙄 :

Hi

I'm sending you this message to tell you that I'm having trouble seeing the point of all this.

Don't get me wrong, you're a very nice person. That's not the problem.

It's just that it's getting monotonous and the fact that there isn't really any effort made to become "friends" since we have met, if that's what I understood, bothers me a little.

We rarely exchange and it doesn't really make sense.

I understand that you have a lot of work to do and that I'm not the center of the world. But if there's one thing I've learned so far, it's that when you're not a decision, a choice, even for something as simple as friendship, you can't play the game.

I don't want to become an option because I respect myself enough. I'm not saying this with pride, but with a deep empathy for myself, which I feel is right.

I don't know if I'm setting the bar too high. I don't know if I'm used to more concrete things in relationships or if I'm impatient. What I do know is to trust my feelings.

I don't feel like you're putting any effort into it and that's okay. You don't owe me anything.

It would just be nice if you'd finally tell me and we could stop this never-ending drag.

All this may have no substance and may be stupid, but I'm an honest person and I don't like stagnant situations.

Thank you and have a nice night time :)

I hope my message isn't taken on the wrong note.

So yeah... Thanks bb with all of my heart if you answer this really 💗💕 Means a lot 🥰

Please be honest... did I fuck up ? Because he has seen in. Its been 2 hours. I know its late but sh*t 😂

He aint be the good one if he isnt getting the point... right ?

hi xx

so first of all, i do think especially us, as girls, we tend to overthink a lot of scenarios (i'm super guilty of this too). i used to do this all the time, and be very upset when someone wasn't giving me the attention i thought i deserved or that i was giving to them, but in time i've learnt that most times it truly isn't personal - people have a lot going on in their lives, and sometimes (again, speaking from experience) life can get so crazy even the thought of answering a message or seeing a friend is very overwhelming. it doesn't mean you don't love them or appreciate them or prioritise them, it sometimes just means you absolutely can't handle it at the moment. now i'm not saying that's what happened, but it is something to maybe keep in mind going forward.

now, i think you were very respectful in your message and at the end of the day, you deserve someone who is on the same wavelength as you. men are very simple creatures, and a lot of the times we want to overcomplicate them and make them more complex than they actually are hahahaah - oh, what did he mean by that, did he try to send me a message, was he being purposefully cryptic etc. that's not usually the case. men show you what they think and feel - if they're interested in you, you will know. if you say it's been two weeks of barely any interaction or barely any effort made on his part, that to me is answer enough.

but who knows? see what he says!

good luck and smooches x

[suhnnyskiess]

AHAHAHAHAH awww no don’t feel awkward!!! I love your feedback honestly. It makes my day and I truly enjoy talking to you. And don’t worry about not sounding coherent, you sound incredibly coherent when you’re giving me feedback and often give me food for thought on my own characters. I truly appreciate it

ALSO I AGREE! Flowers have legends of their own which I find really cool. And I truly enjoy floriography. I’m honestly not the biggest fan of victorian definitions of floral symbolism (because it’s based in their rigid societal views) but some of it is very very interesting and it’s always fun to include flower symbolism in stories based in the Victorian era

me just finding out there is different meanings depending on the era: 🧍‍♀️.

LIKE IT MAKES SENSE but i just never crossed my mind! Are the victorian definitions the usual definitions we hear about? Like you know how people say "roses are for love/passion" or stuff like that and ppl like me (that dont know a thing) believe it??? Or is that simply just a myth to sell roses 🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️

man this is so interesting I feel like i just opened the door to a whole new world!!! Do you have any like- debunking myths/ general facts about flowers you would like to share? 🫣 or like upgrade symbolism of flowersss from tje victorian era i love learning‼️‼️

and ur so nice 🥺 im glad my ramblings are welcomed bc to be honest i just have many things to say all the time LMAO so leaving reviews is my favorite way of reacting bc it also helps me retain the info/feelings in a way<3<3<3 and tbh im lq flattered something i probably said on a ramble made you think about your characters 💗💗

Also hey happy Monday! Hope you have a great start of the week<3<3

[peachsayshi]

i just wanna say i’m glad i have found my people!! when that whole thing about gege saying gojo couldn’t be faithful to a woman i immediately took it as he COULDNT, not that he necessarily WOULDNT. i have always taken it as him being the strongest sorcerer means leaving a target on his and his loved one’s backs, or just generally not wanting any distractions. or even maybe his own personal demons… *cough*geto*cough* but it blew my mind that people ran with gojo the womanizer after that as if the man hasn’t proven he is an actual marshmallow inside. it’s still fun to joke about.

i also have a question that i’m curious about. do you separate geto from pre and post darkness take over? or do you think about one more than the other? before geto seemed to want to be polite, follow the rules, trying to uphold shaman standards… do you think he ever really wanted to live by shaman standards, it was all an act, and he was always a manipulative dark man that was just waiting for something to click? sometimes i find myself with hcs for two very different people when it’s only meant to be him 🙃 i hope that even made sense

Anon! 💖 I'm answering your q's below since this is a little long:

I agree! I feel like the fandom really just dwindled Gojo's character down to either an idiot or some type of playboy and while I think it's fun to explore characters in whatever version you choose to see them, I can't help but be a little protective over Gojo 🥺 I feel like his immature behavior shouldn't equate to him being so two dimensional ...but I'll stop myself from rambling!

This is an interesting question!!

A part of me wants to separate Geto as the "good" version and "bad" version, but honestly that's hard to do. I feel like Gege does a great job at emphasizing the qualities of humanity - in which nobody in the world is perfect, and the constant question of morals and reason are one of the major themes in the story itself.

There is tragedy in being a jujutsu sorcerer, and what I love about the story is that they highlight that.

As evil as Suguru was, he embodies the morally grey character really well to me - the turning point of what made him become a villain is rooted in a reason that I can empathize with, which was Riko's death.

I think he's always had an ego, which is why I'm not surprised about his ability to be able to manipulate, but I think Riko's death was his biggest failure and maybe even had him questioning the purpose of his responsibilities that he once strived to uphold. I also think that's the point where his own darkness starts to make it's presence known, and I think for somebody who once was following the "right" path, it must have been difficult for him not to cross over, especially when he was so impacted by what happened.

Suguru still really cares, because his snaps after finding Mimiko & Nanako caged and beaten. He immediately sees himself in those two girls, and I think that was his deciding factor.

My point is, his reasons for being "bad" are still centered around compassionate emotions. Like, a good contrast would be Mahito, who I feel like is evil for evil's sake.

I literally just read a SatoSugu fic today by @half-baked-biscuit and she said this line which I feel like perfectly describes Suguru's character: “...I learned I’m only appreciated for what I can do, not for who I am.”

His downfall fed into some crazy ideals, but honestly all I keep seeing is somebody who is broken. I think in a way he balances Gojo's character really well - because as Gojo grew stronger and began to follow the path that Suguru was already leading, Geto just wound up crashing and burning in the end.

This is the reason why I love villains/morally grey characters because they are so multi-dimensional and complex as hell! I totally get what you're saying, but I think the fun part of Suguru's character is understanding that he is neither inherently good or evil 😊

I'm so sorry for rambling...I literally just love him so much lmao

let's chat

[ateez-amanda]

Relationship with ATEEZ

Trigger Warning: mentions of anxiety and racism

Masterlist

Hongjoong~#Dahong #다홍

Ship name means crimson (i hope)

Tiny beans

Father/daughter relationship

Hongjoong often spoils her and let’s her get away with things since he see her a a baby

Her fashion guru since Amanda has no sense of fashion

“If you go out wearing that, you’ll scare away everyone”

"I will not"

"Yes you will. Put this on instead"

Painting each other nails

Educating each other on world issues and new music

She open up a lot to him about the racism she experiences, which is why he's overprotective of her

She often comes and checks up on Hongjoong in the studio to make sure he’s sleeping and eating

Also tries to help produce music even though most of the time she sits and keeps him company

Just giving moral support you know

But when she does help, they both end up staying there the whole night

Both are such perfectionist

Hongjoong is usually the one that helps her when she doesn't understand something in Korean

He actually worked hard to learn english to help her🥺

She often tease Hongjoong about his height when she wears high heels for ceremony even though she doesn’t care about her height

Seonghwa~#Hwada #화다

Mother/daughter relationship

Ngl she thought he was model

Can you blame her? I mean look at him

Seonghwa once say that she's one of the youngest, but she act the most mature sometimes

Almost identical disgusted face

She sometimes help him clean and cook even though she’s not very good at cooking

Amanda loves to tease him with Wooyoung

Another overprotective member of Amanda

He was the first member to find out about her anxiety after seeing her having a panic attack and kept it a secret until she was ready to tell the others

Since then he always there to try and calm her down

Since she doesn't take selfies a lot, he always posted selfies with her for atinys

It's such a blessing because they both look so goddamn beautiful

Thank you Seonghwa🤧🤧

Comes into her room to inspect if her room is clean and if it's not he will clean it

Amanda appreciates it but sometimes she like "where the f*ck did my sweater go??"

He's also always checking in on her to make sure she's eating, drinking and not overworking herself

Basically a worried mother

Building legos and jigsaw puzzles together

Fangirl/boy over girl groups and Seventeen together

She looks so proud when he dances to girl group songs

Yunho~ #Hora #호라

Self proclaimed Puppy Bodyguard #1.

He was standing next to her with Mingi on her other side and they realize how tiny she really is. So they started calling each other her bodyguard.

But it’s really the other way around. She is their bodyguard

Such a soft relationship🥺

Never met someone as tall as him

Worried about her neck tbh

But when he notice she looking up at him a lot, he will spread his leg out 🥺🥺

But Amanda is always like "Stop don't do that! That looks uncomfortable"

Like girl your neck being stretch out also looks uncomfortable

Amanda hands are so tiny, smaller than most girls, so he would compare hands with Amanda almost daily

Sometimes even multiple times a day

She loves his energy and wishes she could be more carefree like him

Also wish she could give back the same energy to him when he’s down like he does for her

He always makes her feel comfortable

Amanda had no interest in video games until Yunho asked her to play with him

She may still not know what she's doing but is so competitive when they play

Marvel fanatics here

Making tiktok videos together

They will always start dancing out of nowhere together

Dancing King and Queen right here 👑

Yeosang~ #Sanga #상아

Ship name means ivory (i hope)

It took forever for these two to get close since they are both so shy. But once they did, it was so hard to tear them apart

He likes to be around her for the quiet since they both are the quietest members

Literally can sit in silence next to each other for hours and feel totally comfortable

But then they become so chaotic all of sudden

Like they would suddenly be arguing over which is better chicken or beef or when he tried teaching her to to ride a skateboard

Let's just say that didn't go well and she won't be skateboarding anytime soon

Punching bag 1/3🥊

So Amanda does this thing when she laugh she hits/pushes people arms, and since he is one of the people she is usually near he ended becoming a punch bag for her

The poor guy

Savage duo😎 Not just towards others, but each other as well

They are both are just so blunt

They will randomly make eye contact with each other and start laughing

Especially after one of the members does something questionable

She convinced yeosang to do dance covers with her and they are so good

Does skincare together

San~ #Sanda #산다

Ship name means camellia tree or live (i hope)

He was the first member she met

They met before she join KQ when he helped her figure out where to go on the subway

He says she looked like a lost puppy

And then when they met at KQ they were like "OH! Its you! (ﾟoﾟ〃)”

Demonic couple on stage😈

Since she didn’t know how to sing and San didn’t know how to to dance when joining KQ, they taught each other

Literally became the students that surpasses their teacher

Amanda always like “yeah I taught him everything he knows💁🏽‍♀️” when he gets compliment for his dancing or when he does an impressive dance move

But also like “I did not teach him that🙅🏽‍♀️” when he does too many sexy moves or demonic faces

San was very grateful for her help in teaching dancing and not giving up on him

She just saw a bit of herself in him when she was younger tbh

She also helped him with his English

He’s her #1 hypeman

Late night talks about their worries and struggles

They both have a lot of worries, so they talk it out with each other and hype each other up

Always wants to have some type of physical contact with Amanda

He always initiate it since he know Amanda will never

She does poke his dimple sometimes and sometimes San tries to bite her finger

Mingi~ #Minman #민만

Self proclaimed Bodyguard #2

Clumsy duo

If he’s Princess Minki then Amanda is Prince Manny

His personal armrest

She give him this look 🙄😒 but never tries to stop him or move his arm away

Although she’s worry there might end up being a dent in her head soon

Loves his rap and dancing when he’s on stage

She’s his #1 hypewoman

She tries to rap his part (key word: TRIES) but Mingi be looking at her like she’s the best rapper on earth ( ⌒o⌒)♪ (⌒-⌒ )

She does the same when he sings like she super proud of him (I mean he does have a beautiful singing voice)

They can have a conversation about something that makes absolutely no sense to anyone else but they understand

She is always there for him when his anxiety is running since she knows what it feels like and wants to help him in anyway she can

piggy back rides before he hurt he’s back.

Now she hesitant since she doesn’t want him to get hurt again. Even though he’s like “it's okay”

“NOOOO”

Then he’s like "fine" and tries to get a piggy back ride from her.

Pls Mingi, you are giant compared to her. You’re gonna squash her.

She did try but was failing

Seonghwa has to try and stop him

Wooyoung~ #Awoo #아우

They were teaming up and were thinking of a team name and wooyoung went "Ah!😃" and Amanda just went "....Wooo?🤨" and then they both said "AWOOO🐺🐺🐺"

1/2 Bickering sibling

He loves to tease her especially when she says certain things in English like “y’all” or “Whatever”, etc.

Don’t worry she teases him too

Like when she mocks him when he starts complaining

It’s literally like Miley and Jackson arguing from Hannah Montana. I just don't know how else to describe it

But then he does a 180 and starts jokingly flirting with her just to get a reaction out of her

And everytime she looks disgusted. She like "wtf is wrong with you???"

Punching bag 2/3🥊 but he hits her back when he laughs to so it's even

She finally realize how much it hurt

Depending on her mood, she can either be really loud with him or giving him death glares when he becomes too loud

Ngl she thought he was obnoxiously loud when she first met him

She wasn’t sure if she would get along with him since she’s so quiet but work out well. He turn out to be just overly friendly.

which she is so envious of ngl

Him and Mingi always encourage her to express herself more because she normally just hides in the background

He is very clingy to her

Biggest ARMYs right here

Jongho~ #Rajong #라종

00 liner duo

Her actually bodyguard and partner in crime

Secret handshake

Singing at random moments together but sound amazing even if their not trying

She lets him do her hair and makeup if he wants

Punching bag 3/3🥊

2/2 Bickering sibling

Jongho always asks her to arm wrestle and she GETS SO MAD

Shes like "B*TCH YOU KNOW YOU ARE GOING TO WIN! SO WHY YOU BRINGING ME DOWN?!"

But yet she still does it

They play fight a lot and it’s funny bc Jongho could easily knock Amanda out but he’s so gentle with her and just plays along🥺🥺

Always trying to get each other to do aegyo because they both know they hate it

They love to see the other suffer

When she can't open a can or bottle, she immediately goes to him and he does it automatically. She says "I loosen it for you😊”

Calls her noona just to annoy her since she doesn’t like being called that

But despite bickering they really do care for each other

Amanda is always worried about him since he is the only one younger than her but does it subtly like Jongho does for her

Like if someone does anything offensive to her, Jongho is ready to fight and vice versa

© ateez-amanda — all rights reserved. do not copy, translate, or repost my work.

[dykejake]

Good morning bestie it’s Secret Santa! Loving the new festive username.

I really love what you said about your writing, I think fiction writing can be a great outlet for processing emotions and self-reassurance. It’s like what I said last time, it’s easier to not get caught in a downward thought spiral if you’re looking at the scenario from another person’s perspective, say a romantic interest in a fanfiction. It’s easier to self-soothe when it doesn’t feel like it’s you soothing yourself. But also it can be really beneficial for those who don’t necessarily have the courage or the articulation to put these feelings to paper and write out another person genuinely breaking down those negative thoughts. Does that make sense? I really do feel like you write very poignant and moving stories and I hope you continue to do so. Also yeah, the Danny fics unfortunately never really get a ton of traffic which is a damn shame bc Danny deserves the world.

Okay so I’m now working on your gift and I have some specific questions for you that we’ll help inform decisions I make regarding your gift.

1. How do you get around in your day-to-day life? Do you drive? What do you drive (you don’t have to get super specific I just mean in general)? Do you like it?

2. Are you a coffee or tea person? Do you usually enjoy one of the two in the morning or later in the day?

3. In a similar vein to that, do you drink alcohol? What’s your bar go-to? Does it change with the seasons or by your mood? Like, would you order the same thing at a nightclub that you would at your ski lodge?

We’re swiftly approaching the end of our little anonymous writing affair but I hope you know I’ve really thoroughly been enjoying talking to you and getting to know you these past three weeks

Have a lovely Jacob Thomas Tuesday friend talk to you again soon 😘

-25🎁

Hi bestie! Thank you, I am very proud of my punny festive URL 😂

Thank you so much for your kind words about my writing, I really appreciate it 🥺 genuinely Danny does deserve the world and I’m glad you agree bestie! I love him very much.

1. I do drive! I’m happy to tell you about my lil car - I drive a silver 2006 Toyota Yaris. He’s old, and he doesn’t have Bluetooth or heated seats or fancy stuff but he gets me from A to B and that’s all that matters!!!

2. I actually love both coffee and tea! I drink coffee in the morning and tea before I go to bed (sometimes ~extra special~ weed tea) ☺️

3. I do drink alcohol! My go to is often a peach Bellini, but if the ski lodge has bailey’s hot chocolate then I’m drinking that for sure. I also like to try new stuff, I recently had unicorn lemonade that was really good and I tried Josh’s fave cocktail and loved it too!

I have enjoyed getting to know you as well! You have been such a kind and wonderful Santa!

[inkykeiji]

Clari!!! It's 🎨 anon. I meant to send this in forever ago but got busy but I am so happy to hear you found a psychologist that is working for you AND that those worksheets have been helping you 🥺❤️. I am so proud of you, angel, seriously. It makes me so happy to hear you're doing well cause you deserve to feel good and safe and happy.

NOW ONTO THE MAIN PART OF THIS ASK WHICH IS THE BRILLIANCE THAT WAS BMB PT 4. Your way with words and descriptions are always so captivating, I can literally feel myself transported into your universes. You make emotions and thoughts so crystal clear, and I love how complex every character is in your stories--whether they are minor or major players. There was so much to love in this chapter. Idk where to start. I loved the allusion to Dabi/Tomura's more intimate relationship together as well as THOSE complex feelings they (more so Dabi) have for each other. And I loved loved loved Keigo's POV, too--you actually had me feeling bad for him and rooting for him for a second when he stood up to the Chief! ALSO THAT MR. ORANGE REFERENCE FROM DABI TO KEIGO, SHGISHGS YOU CLEVER GIRL, I WAS SCREAMING IN EXCITEMENT!! Apart from the amazing character development we see in both characters and relationships in this chapter, the plot is getting so interesting in terms of the Chief's motivations/Keigo's motivations/Tomura's motivations and so much more I can't even type. AHHH!! Your stories are always worth the wait. You did such an amazing job bby, tumblr honestly doesn't provide enough space for all my praise and feedback. I hope you get some WELL-deserved rest and care, Clari--you knocked it out of the park, babes. ILY and take care until next time, queen!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ - 🎨 anon

HI PALETTE BABIE <333

tw: bmb spoilers

thank you so much!!!!! your words mean a lot to me and i really appreciate them <333 idk if this is weird or odd but i find myself thinking of you often on my way to my sessions!!! i feel like i have an even deeper sense of camaraderie with you after that ask hahaha <3 yes!! i've been given some worksheets from my own psychologist as well now and although recovery and building coping strategies etc is very hard work and extremely emotionally taxing, we're making progress and i feel really good about that! i hope you're doing fantastic <33

WAAAAAAAH my sweet palette please 🥺🥺🥺 i can't even tell you how many times i've reread your ask since you sent it!!! thank you SO much for such wonderful and thorough feedback, it genuinely means the world to me that you've taken the time to send your thoughts in and i appreciate it so very much!!!!! <33333 thank you from the bottom of my heart for such splendid and special compliments!!!

HEHEHE i'm SO glad to hear that keigo was making you feel bad for him!!! that was totally my goal!! in a way, keigo embodies one of the central themes/messages in bmb as a whole (the complexity of morality, and how it's muddled even more when entangled in personal relationships). HAHAHAHA thank you!!! reservoir dogs is one of my all-time favourite films ever, and it was one of the many pieces of art that inspired bmb, so i wanted to pay homage to it within the story <3 also fun fact: the reason why a similar line ends up in one of the messages tomura received is because the boys down at the station love the film and reference often

yes! part five is very BAMBAMBAM in terms of how things happen, like it moves so fast but i'm literally vibrating with excitement to share it with all of you so hopefully i can get that out soon!! <33 i am literally BEYOND overjoyed that you enjoyed part four,,, honestly words can't even begin to describe the emotion i feel every time i reread this ask <333 again, thank you so much, i love u with all my heart <33333