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screams i met the type of person ive feared meeting all along eek!
#i hope im not assigned to her I'll cry#she's very nice ofc but very high energy n talkative m yh not me#also she's a councillor? n told me we need to tlk#bc she asked me what im doing in school n my career plan etc#n she told tht there's no way she's going to allow me to become an admin assistant eith a lang degree#bc i will get stuck in tht low position etc#n screams#too much to process#byez#cloud nonsense
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Chapter 13 : Seeking Help from Trusted Sources
[𝐎𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐛𝐞𝐫 14, 10:26 𝐀𝐌, 𝐖𝐚𝐲𝐧𝐞 𝐌𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐫, 1007 𝐌𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐃𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐞]
Jason pulled up Infront of the Manor and Alfred was already Waiting, Bruce was expecting and was happy that Jason came to 'visit' despite the bad blood between them. "Jaso—" Bruce was about to say but Jason cut him off.
"Enough of the Brooding Bruce— Ancients— oh now Im starting to cuss like my boyfriend— great! Anyways. Bruce. My boyfriend and his family know you're Batman so whatever now, we need Batman's help, not broody Bruce's or Playboy airheaded Bruce's Help. We need the Vigilante." Jason states sternly visibly panicked and a total mess.
Dante steps out of the passenger seat. "They have my brother.. please... The GIW government has my Brother... Please.
Help me."
Dante says with reddish eyes and has obviously been crying out of his mind, he also looked like a mess and Alfred perked up in worry as he helped Dante Stay Standing, Bruce Merely nodded with a serious face knowing that Dante Is referring to Daniel Masters or 'Danny' that Damian was Very fond of.
Alfred allows the two in, Dante still holding back his tears from flooding out and him breaking down Infront of his boyfriends Family.
"Todd... And.. Dante." Damian refers to them as they entered the Manor. "Robi— Damian Wayne." Dante chuckles as he looked at Damian with a gentle smile, Damian Gave him the "you know...?" Look and Dante nodded with a chuckle.
Damian fixes his shirt trying to brush his Embarrasament and Shock off, "Why are they here Father?" Damian approached Bruce.
"His Little Brother Danny, our suspected Meta, has been taken by a government apparently. The ones we've been investigating. The Ghost Investigation Ward. Red Robin is still trying to bypass their firewalls but Dante claims to know how to do it in one go.
Damian nodded calmly, he still can't believe Dante knows but then again he's a meta and they don't know what power he truly holds, all they know is Danny is the only pillar of hope for their ... Species and The only personall Wall to keep his species from waging war upon earth.
[𝚆𝚊𝚢𝚗𝚎 𝙼𝚊𝚗𝚘𝚛, 𝙱𝚊𝚝 𝙲𝚊𝚟𝚎]
"Uhm— Hello Dante—" Nightwing Greeted the Large Man, very visibly uncomfortable because of how chilling Dante's presence is, especially because of how Nightwing got terrified of a drawing of them and his "partner in crime".
"Hello." Dante merely greeted back, Red Robin was honestly just staring mouth Agape trying to figure out if Bruce was under Mind Control or Did Bruce arrest Dante or Did Bruce do something— just something! Because WHY would their main "Meta" something suspect who killed a rogue in cold blood IN THE BATCAVE.
Red Robin stared at Bruce, judging him through stares. But Cass speaks up. "Big ..." Cass says as she stares up at Dante. "Hello..." He says much gentler and Cass lights up before Dante is very nice to her and for her his presence was warm and Comforting like a big Teddy Bear.
Tim looked at Bruce then at Dante then at Bruce again. "I'll explain later, gather up everyone first." Bruce says and informs everyone through the comms to gather up In the Batcave for an Emergency. And bring Constantine just Incase."
Jason both regrets coming back to the Manor because of Bruce's Brooding but also too desperate to not too so fuck it.
『 Vlad Masters Perspective 』
Oh for the love of everything Strawberry and Chocolates why is Clockwork in his living room? Why is he just sitting there drinking tea? He doesn't know but all he knows is that it means he's gonna be heavily involved in this "Time is my Lady(Translation = Time Is my Bitch)" Clockwork.
Vlad pinches the bridge of his nose and glared at Clockwork with an annoyed groan, "I swear, if you are to assign me with another one of your mission shenanigans and/OR one of those Schemes to "Make Daniel's Happiness For the future" and so I qoute situations I WILL walk out." Vlad states angrily and slowly fixing his hair and tie to sit across Clockwork.
"I come here to tell you, not order you.... As you know the GIW has Daniel." Clockwork starts to speak and Vlad just nods as he drank a glass of water. "Dante is already with the bats as well." Clockwork continues but Vlad coughed on his water. "The JL?? The People we hate??" Vlad clarifies and Clockwork just smiles with a small smirk..
"I need to find a wall to bang my head into. Oh so desperate of us to Seek out the Justice League of ALL superheroes to help us, sure they are powerful and all but they're still the same people who ignored Daniel's and His Friend's Calls of Help when Oh I don't know. Amity Park was sucked into the afterlife? ᴬᶠᵗᵉʳ ˢᵒᵐᵉᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ ˢᵗᵘᵖⁱᵈ ᴵ ᵈⁱᵈ — , BUT STILL!" Vlad continues on his rant about the Justice League being Untrustworthy and will probably not be helpful in saving Danny and Clockwork just lets him rant on and on until he's out of breathe for atleast an hour or so.
Vlad was heaving with his chest, "Wow. That was a splendid feeling, it truly helped me take a lot of my stress out. I suppose I will listen to you now then." Vlad sits back down and combs his hair back with his fingers, Clockwork squinted and chuckled amusingly.
"Well then, continuing on to what I am supposed to say... Daniel will not be adopted by you as you should know... But just like how the tide changes each passing day even the heart of his will too and it's not towards you but towards a new set of beaches that he will stick to. The waves are higher and livelier once that change is... Achieved... Hopefully you don't take too much of a grudge against me Vladimir Masters." Clockwork places his teacup down and walks? Floats? Towards Vlad and Lifts his chin up to look at the Ghostly God-Thing that is Clockwork.
Vlad is used to this treatment. Although it's odd he never really thought too much about it. "Fine fine. I won't." Vlad sighs and Clockwork taps on Vlad's nose whilst muttering "Good good..." Under his breathe before chuckling in amusement, his eyes scrunching up in a teasing way.
"I like the way you look today. It fits you Plasmius." Clockwork says amusingly in a teasing tone before walking off and phasing through the door essentially disappearing back into the infinite realms in his lair as he does so.
"Fudge Buckets..." Vlad cusses as he fans himself with his half unbuttoned shirt, his cheeks were flushed and he just breathes out in confusion as to why his core was aching for more and also purring in satisfaction.
"My Main Priority should be saving Danny for now instead of flirting with the god of Time." Vlad mutters to himself and throws his head back on the couch in surrender to his impending Headache and Exhaustion that soon overwhelms him Body.
"Darn It." He mutters one last time.
╭┈──── ◌ೄ◌ྀ ˊˎ
Mini Chapter Suggested from @naohibari :33:
Dante drags the Creep Stick on the ground making rough tink tink tink noises.
"Ah There you are Larger Phantom apprentice of Mine. For what do I owe you the pleasure for visiting your dear Master toda—" Clockwork was cut off by Dan swinging the Creepstick hard against Clockwork's Face.
"I LOVE YOU LIKE A FATHER BUT I STILL WANT REVENGE." Dante angrily stated and slowly calmed himself by fixing his shades. "That's what ya get for making Danny Suffer without telling me." Dante growled and tuned around to walk away.
"Hmm... I deserved that." Clockwork chuckled to himself slowly standing back up and rubbing his bleeding cheek and nose whilst being visibly amused at how much Dante has changed as a person.
Honestly that was so Gay of Vlad and Clockwork— HAVE FUN LOLL— this is basically filler chapters until I build up the actual chapter for the thingamajig with Danny being saved by The JL with the help of Superman or John Constantine, please do give me suggestions on how I should proceed with this. And i might delay some future chapters because of school but I'll try to update as much as I can! Thank you for reading and thank you for understanding.
#danny fenton#danny phantom#dc x dp#danny phantom fandom#dcu#dp x dc#ao3#dc x dp crossover#clockwork#dp clockwork#clockwork dp#dp x dc crossover#dp x dc au#dcxdp fanfic#dcxdp fic#dcxdp#vlad plasmius#danny phantom fanfiction#dark danny#dan phantom x jason todd#dan phantom#gay men#dc universe#dc#ao3 fanfic#fanfic
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its kagepro day so im gonna try to assign lyrics to each drdt character! some of these are more stretches than others but i went through all of the music route songs to find what i felt were the best fits
teruko: "She, however, had disappeared. Her warm words, repeated over and over, easily turned to hatred in my brain" Dead and Seek
xander: "So what do you think of this heat, and our values that just so happen to meet? 'Not so bad, is it?' When we open our eyes, and clasp our hands…" Children Record
charles: "With a hardened heart, I resign to loneliness, living out my days seeing only 'things'" Imagination Forest
ace: "Just as it came to my ears, I heard; 'you want to survive, yes?' Waving over the wriggling world, the skyscrapers seemed to tremble, this voice seemed unmistakable; it was my own, which I tired of hearing" Headphone Actor
arei: "'I'm so lonely' although I said it, I won't ever change. I'm so disgusted by myself, that I can't help but sneer" Yobanashi Decieve
rose: "The meanings and dreams and circumstances cobbled together make a head sunk in endless thoughts" Konoha's State of the World
hu: "With fear in their eyes, they cry 'I'm just a monster' So I tell them, 'That's not true at all, red is the color of a hero, so there's no need to be afraid'" Ayano's Theory of Happiness
eden: "Boys and girls, face forwards, finding hope in only the shimmering heat. Recall, and bring to words, your miraculous encounters and farewells…" Children Record
levi: "The alarm that starts ringing says to the lonely me: 'you're a cold hearted fool'" Transparent Answer
arturo: "The dogwood in the garden was so beautiful I couldn't help but look at it enviously. In contrast, I'm such a hopeless case" Never Lost Word
min: "If you're asking about my results, well, they're fine, I guess. On the recycled paper was a perfect 100% score. While grinning shyly, you sat down on the chair next to me, you, the one with the low grade" Transparent Answer
david: "It's like torture, but i cant say so- I'm drowned in cheering, but... 'Am I really that good?' I'm just a bore - I don't get it!" Kisaragi Attention
veronika: "A lifetime of anxiety awaits you tomorrow 'Now, now, this can't really be it?' If you, swaying, etch the beat into your mind you'll see that this isn't so bad" Mekakushi Code
j: "My face is like an open book, for some reason I get so nervous that even my voice squeaked! What's wrong with me?! This is pissing me off! I'm such a fool" Yuukei Yesterday
whit: "If I'm wishing for a dream that can't come true. then I'll embrace this blurry past" Lost Time Memory
nico: "There was a puppy, rain-soaked like me and i begged it to understand me. I embraced it and said 'you wont bully me right? Let's become friends without words' " Shounen Brave
#drdt#danganronpa despair time#kagerou project#kagepro#teruko tawaki#xander matthews#charles cuevas#ace markey#arei nageishi#rose lacroix#hu jing#eden tobisa#levi fontana#arturo giles#min jeung#david chiem#veronika grebenshchikova#j moreno#whit young#nico hakobyan
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hiii im bored so im assigning some mutuals song lyrics!
@svnflowermoon
sundown and im feeling lifted / downtown cherry lipstick / watch her silk dress dancing in the wind / watch it brush against her skin / makes me wanna try her on - silk chiffon by phoebe bridgers and muna
cause my girl's made of peaches and soft grass in the moonlight / every touch reminds me it's alright - strawberry blonde by chloe moriondo
theyre selling sunflowers cheap / im reading novels, im dating, but just just dating for sport / im getting coffees for free / i hang all my art and i dance with the coven / as the rain falls hard on the street - there it goes by maisie peters
@bookscorpion73
we didnt know that the sun was collapsing / til the seas rose and the buildings came crashing / we cried oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh / everywhere everything / i wanna love you til we're food for the worms to eat / til our fingers decompose / keep my hand in yours - everywhere, everything by noah kahan
leonard cohen once said / there's a crack in everything that's how the light gets in / and i am not an old man having an existential crisis / at a buddhist monastery, writing horny poetry / but i agree/ i never thought you'd happen to me - leonard cohen by boygenius
you got a slurpee for free / i caught you lookin at me / in the 7-eleven / under fluorescent lights / we walked in comfy silence / footsteps down familiar sidewalk - all my gosts by lizzy mcalpine
@recklessandyoung
it was magic, babe, pure and strong / it was the last man standing for the eagles song / it was a far-flung wish when we were young / now we're living the dream and i hope we never wake up - the band and i by maisie peters
i remember you stayed up all night / to make sure i was alright / believe me when i say / i wouldve done the same / i hate the way my brain is wired / can't trust my mind it's such a liar - rue by girl in red
you were my partner in crime / it was a welcome waste of time / eating cherries on the bridge, feet dangling / throw out the pits and stems into the racing current below / i get vertigo looking down and looking in - partner in crime by lucy dacus
@literatureisdying
drag-racing through the canyon / singing 'boys dont cry' / do you see us getting scraped up off the pavement? / i dont know why i am / the way i am / not strong enough to be your man / i lied, i am - not strong enough by boygenius
so we spent what was left of our serotonin / to chew on our cheeks and stare at the moon / said she knows she lived through it to get to this moment / ate a sleeve of saltines on my floor, and I knew then - graceland too by phoebe bridgers
keep your feet on the ground / when your head's in the clouds / well, go get your shovel / and we'll dig a deep hole / to bury the castle - brick by boring brick by paramore
@tellme-o-muse
you can't open your eyes for a while / you just breathe / i believed you were crazy / you believe that you love me / you and me, we're a day drink / so lose your faith in me - the gold by phoebe bridgers
we're never done with killing time / can i kill it with you? / till the veins run red and blue / got a lot to not do / let me kill it with you - 400 lux by lorde
sedentary secrets like peach pits in your gut / locked away like jam jars in the cellar of your heart / waiting to be tasted and ultimately wasted/ you were gonna win me over from the start - VBS by lucy dacus
okay im tired now but i'll probably do a pt 2 with irls and maybe a part 3!
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(swiftie asker) OH MY GOD YOU GET IT. YOU UNDERSTAND. THIS IS ... EVERYTHING??? THIS IS THE MOMENT????? THIS IS ALL THAT EVER WAS AND ALL THAT EVER WILL BE???????? HELLO???????????? your english teacher is so based for that btw i know damn well i'd be digging claw marks into that desk DKJNCFJ
IF THERE WAS EVER ANYBODY WHO UNDERSTOOD BAXTER WARD IT WOULD BE YOU. BECAUSE YOU FUCKING GET IT, YOU UNDERSTAND THE ASSIGNMENT AND YOU RAN WITH IT LIKE THE GODDAMN WIND. "promises oceans deep, but never to keep" OUGHNGGFJGH IT'S SO BAXTER . ESPECIALLY SINCE ANY OCEAN MOTIF OF ANY KIND IMMEDIATELY ROLLS IN THOUGHTS OF COVE....... FUCKKK DUDE
dude. LOML /IS/ BAXTER CODED HOLY FUCKING SHIT ARE YOU SERIOUS??? "you cinephile in black and white", "in your suit and tie, in the nick of time", "MR. STEAL YOUR GIRL, THEN MAKE HER CRY"... how did i not see this before what the fuck . ???!?! i'm a fake fan fr /j ...
no but seriously. THE WAY THE SONG HAS REFERENCES TO ILLICIT AFFAIRS, YET ANOTHER BAXTER/MC CODED SONG??? the connection between illicit affairs's "they lie and they lie and they lie a million little times" and loml's "you told me i'm the love of your life about a million times" FUCK DUDE I'M CONVINCED TAYLOR KNEW WHAT SHE WAS DOING WHEN SHE RELEASED THESE TRACKS BECAUSE IT'S JUST TOO PERFECT.
"i wish i could un-recall how we almost had it all" and "you're the love/loss of my life" as both baxter AND mc mourning what could have been if they were two different people...if they'd met under different circumstances, in different periods of their lives. if they had one, two, a thousand more chances to get it right. if they weren't built to fall apart - destined to find and then lose each other as if it was nothing. if mc is the moon and cove is the sun, then baxter is the ever-buoying ocean - destined to forever reflect their light and be swayed from shore to shore by mc's magnetic pull - but the way they dip below his horizons by dawn as if melting into him, it's nothing more than the illusion of touch; the ghost of something he might have had once but can't hope to yearn for again.
OKAY I THINK I'VE BEEN RAMBLING WAY TOO MUCH FOR A COMFORTABLE-TO-READ TUMBLR ASK SKJDFKDFJD... truly i will never get over how you just took my silly little thoughts and absolutely TOOK OFF with them, i'll literally never be the same after "that'd be too selfish. he couldn't be that selfish." DUDE LIVES WERE CHANGED. PEOPLE DIED. (it's me, i'm people) so all of this is just to say YOU HAVE DONE IT ONCE AGAIN . ABSOLUTE ICON . 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
"if mc is the moon and cove is the sun, then baxter is the ever-buoying ocean - destined to forever reflect their light" + ".. the way they dip below his horizons by dawn as if melting into him, it's nothing more than the illusion of touch; the ghost of something he might have had once but can't hope to yearn for again."
IS FUCKING CRAZY. OH MY GOD. IM GOING TO SOB??? IM.. IM ON THE FLOOR?? THE WALL???? SHIT, MY LIFE WAS CHANGED JUST NOW AFTER THAT PARAGRAPH. WHAT THE FUCK. like excuse me while i go tattoo such a GUT WRENCHING BUT SO BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN, SUCH A POETIC PARAGRAPH ON MY EYELIDS !!!!!
AND YES YES YES "you're the loss of my life" IS FUCKING CRAZY. I WAS GRIPPING MY STUFFED ANIMAL WITH BOTH HANDS. THAT WAS SO CRAZY N SO FUCKING TRUE
IN FACT. THATS LITERALLY BAXTER'S LINE???? baxter meeting you again, be it when you help plan scott and jude's wedding or when you marry cove, THAT IS HIS FUCKING LINE, ESPECIALLY IF YOU DON'T GET BACK TOGETHER WITH HIM..
literally screaming rn, i will not be able to sleep at all omg... i'm gonna be thinking about that reflecting their light line all fucking night... LIKE I KNOW IT SOUNDS LIKE IM EXAGGERATING BUT I AM GENUINELY SHAKEN /POS. YOU HAVE ME IN A DEATH GRIP RN ISTG
i love your mind. my writing freak as been matched. you are brilliant 😭👏👏👏👏
also im trying to listen to more of the songs on ttpd but istg i cannot hear if i cant see words so im checking the lyrics and. THE SMALLEST MAN TO EVER LIVED? BAXTER CODED ANDI NEED YOU TO HEAR ME OUT
"was any of it true? / gazing at me starry-eyed in your jehovah witness suit / who the fuck was that guy?" + "and i dont even want you back, i just want to know / if rusting my sparkling summer was the goal"
THAT LINE. "i just want to know if rusting my sparkling summer was the goal" THIS IS SO PERFECT FOR IF YOURE STILL MAD AT BAXTER EVEN 5 YEARS LATER.
and listen, i have somewhere to be in the morning so i can't wax poetry abt this line right now, imma type some shit up later bc i am going CRAZY but literally even though baxter gave you such a lovely time, and even though you knew it was going to end. even though you hoped he'd stay for awhile..
the way he wraps you up in his arms so sweetly, smiles at you so handsomely... he has you hooked on him like a drug only to turn you away, blame you for your addiction to him. blamed you for still yearning for the temporary but euphoric effects of his love...
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No cause, have you seen that parody of inside out 2 where riley got a lobotomy?
Anyways, another questions since im feeling a bit creative😈 whose your..
Fave character??
Comfort character??
Fave character by design??
Fave character by plot??
Guilty fave??
Selfship fave?(If u have one)(It basically means a character you ship with your oc, [oc x cc])
And lastly... All time favorite!!
(this question goes for all fandoms ur in, have fun😈)
(my guilty fave would be mafumom... IK SHES THE VILLAIN BUT OMFG SHES SO NICELY WRITTEN!! like we know she loves her daughter but she doesn't exactly show it correctly?? I would LOVE to hear her backstory cause i feel like she and mafuyu relate alot??[generational trauma] i still dont condone her actions but shes so nicely written like..🫠)
-Daily! Anon
I didn't ToT Tbh I didn't even watch the Inside Out 2 in the first place... I'm planning on it but all I can base on for now are just tt...
As for the questions... Omg that's a lot... But!
I think my fav character won't surprise anyone... An from PJSK and Xinyan from Genshin!! I love them both sm!!!!
As for comfort characters... I feel.lile that's also both of my faves but also Rui! And sometimes Zhongli too... depending on what type of comfort we're speaking of here!
As for design... I feel like Lingyang from WuWa stops my heart recently <3 Maybe it's because 2nd game I play most... but oh well~ HE'S JUST SO CUTEEE
By plooooot... I'm sad to say I have no idea 😔 I never read THAT much plot so it's usually hard for me to speak here... But I guess I can go for Ichika? I don't really know why, I just gotten into her plot a bit more recently and I'm honestly liking it so far!!
As for selfships... I'll just do OCs because I'm not really big fan of putting yourself with chars like that but it's just for me!!! But I got OCs AND! Shin is assigned to Ena and... Kako got assigned to Toya, I'm kinda shipping Eimi with Haruka but am also opened for other ships and I'm still questioning Rika since she was made for (friends oc)Nene's brother... So maybe Nene but still not sure??
AND FINALLY GUILTYFAVE
I have to agree with you here! Oh who'd expect a tiktok would change my mind about mafumom...
Basically I saw how she was panicking over Mafuyu being out of the house and her not knowing what to do and genuinely (I believe) crying and that made me just go like "omg someone cooked her..."
Is she bad? Yes. Do I feel like she has good reason to be like that? I'M HOPING SO BECAUSE SHE HAS POTENTIAL!!!
So I'm slowly starting to JUST A LITTLE like her 🤭 well more like how she's written but... I believe that's always something!
Also I hope you don't mind this bath of rambles I did here because... well I had fun! But I'm just aware it turned out to be A LOT
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hii im starting to get into poetry and i trust your taste so i was wondering who your favorite authors/poets are ? if you don’t mind :)
oh my god this is so sweet WISHING YOU WELL ON YOUR JOURNEY. i'll list you my top five (english) poets here, they're really excellent so you have something to start from but what i really recommend is that once you find one poet/poem and check out their other works AND if they've worked on anthologies/shared what their favorite poems are. ok ok So
hanif abdurraqib — he has beautiful essays on living and dying and how you make your place in the world and i genuinely think on summer crushing saved my life—and his ways of webbing words together just shows its prime in poetry. heavely recomment it's not like nikola tesla knew all of those people were going to die and, if you can, listen to him read it
ada limon — LOVE HER TO DEATH. one of the first poets I ever read in my life when starting to understand english and it changed my fucking life. it, being what i didn't know before which is just like one of those poems that just hit you like a trunk. one of the most beautiful gifts i've ever received is a copy of her bright dead things (book), so i must recommend state bird. it's not even her best poem (that goes to dead stars and no it's not because i'm obsessed with them) in my opinion it's just representative of everything I love about her writing. also she is currently working on an anthology that i am so excited to read and discover new poets through that!!
richard siken — well. y'know. Like y'know. I JUST NEED EVERYONE TO MOVE ON FROM CRUSH OR GET BETTER AT JUST LOOKING AT HIM FROM DISEMBOWELED QUOTES POSTED FOR CLOUT. read poetry it made me cry. I need more people to get excited with me when he posts a new one pleaseeeeeeeeeee @RICHARDSIKEN I KNOW YOU HAVE PROBLEMATIC THOUGHTS ON AI I STILL WANT YOU.
hera lindsay bird — one of Those poets that will just let you a bit confused and fascinated. I think I've reread the entire catalogue of poems on her blog at least thrice because I really liked them and couldn't articulate exactly why!!! I still struggle!!! Gotta link I AM SO IN LOVE WITH YOU I WANT TO LIE DOWN cause yeah yeah we've all seen major public intersection. i want her self titled collection so bad. also pamper me to hell and back. aka all her published work. speech time changed my life when i was 16. she has a dnf poem. GREAT POET.
June Gehringer — can't even express it with words how much i love her. i get genuine rsd over her work being misinterpreted and flattened specially with fucking twitter reposters Shoutout my priv mutuals last year who supported me annoying one of those 10k fake deep accounts to give her credit. anyway. THANK GOD FOR PEACH MAG. I DO GET SO JEALOUS OF EUTHANIZED GODS. recs is The universe collapses waoo.... she has a very good one on grief and transnesss that i KNOWWWW i posted here but i can't find it should i die. ugh so frustating
and here is Others that I couldn't include because I just realized i need to be my friend's house in two hours and I am not yet ready with my assignment but you should DEFINITELY check out: . Lisel Mueller. Mahmoud Darwish, Anne Sexton. frank o'hara. gabrielle calvocoressi. Matthew Olzmann. chen chen. OKAY HOPE THIS HELPED!!!!!!!
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THE BOYZ‼️‼️ I'M A CASUAL DEOBI, BUT I LOVE THE BOYZ i haven't listened to a lot of their songs yet, but I like watch it and I love nectar 🥹 and BACK IN THE GAME SON 🔥🔥🔥 확실한 CHANGER 🔥 I'M A I'M A I'M A MAVERICK 🗣️🗣️ I'M A I'M A I'M A MAVERICK 🗣️🗣️🗣️
Rn my bias is probably eric he's such a silly guy 🤏 and also sunwoo he is just iconic actually
Are you working on your hanbin angst is it going to rip into my soul
I don't have much planned for today, I think I'll get some work done. I have this world history assignment that I have to research for, and school restarts on 15th august for me so hahahaha
other than that I might try to cook something nice today I kind of feel like it
ALSO ZANNA DO YKU HAVE ANY SHOW/MOVIE RECS I AM LOWKEY DESPERATE 😔 idk anything fun, or gut wrenchingly sad I don't mind
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OH THE TASTE???? HELLO 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 sometime soon i'm gonna make a the boyz guide presentation and when i do you should look at it and stan them fully 🦅🦅🦅 i'm in a debilitating the boyz era rn like its BADDD
ERIC NOOOOOOOOO ERIC IM SO FUCKING EMO HES S OSKJFDHWEUY&(@*T#^RU HES SO 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 SUNWOO??? 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 SUNWOO IS SO ICONIC 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 SUNWOO AND ERIC ARE SO ICONIC TOGETHER AS WELL THE HONEYZ IM SDKFJHEF@*YR#GUVEH IM SO SAD???? 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 okay im so sorry im just so emo for EVERY SINGLE MEMBER LEAVE ME 😞😞😞
i fear i am...... and i think it will rip into your soul...... i'm so very sorry......
omg good luck 😞😞 that sounds awful but i hope you'll slay 😞😞 my school doesn't start until sept i think but i have a whole course that i haven't even touched that i'm supposed to finish somehow... before school starts... uhhh..... so we'll see chat whether i fail or slay (i'm thinking i fail) COOKING OMG 🥹🥹🥹 i hope whatever you make turns out delicious!!!!!
HMMMMMM okay well mostly kdramas ig i have some recs off the top of my head...
doom at your service (romance, the best enemies to lovers ever, so heartbreakingly beautiful and perfect oh my god)
weak hero class 1 (kinda dark, high school setting, the best most jaw dropping acting from park jihoon, you'll be hooked every single second of every single ep it's impossible to not love this show)
move to heaven (ONLY IF YOU WANT TO FUCKING CRY but def one of my favourite shows ever its beautiful in such an indescribable way)
extraordinary attorney woo (if you want the most green flag kdrama in all of existence that is both super interesting and the romance is super cute you will come out of it ready to fight to the death for like at least 3 characters)
alchemy of souls (super long but the best kdrama in the entire world it has everything you could ever want i cannot say enough good things abt it but to put it into perspective i showed it into my mom and its her favourite show of all time she keeps talking about it to every single one of my family members and her friends like the aos agenda is REAL)
so yeah that's that for kdramas.... as for movies tbh i don't watch many :( but anything studio ghibli !!!! honestly i rarely watch stuff nowadays unless its kpop cause i haven't even been feeling like kdramas lately idk why :(( so i just watch wishies behinds and stuff instead skdjskd
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a special message for you ♡ @binarystarduet
HIIII MAOMAOMAOMAO. i have said it once before and i will again, you are my favourite silliest star twin creature still. i literally jumped up and down the day i got my gift recipient and at that time i had JUST woken up because i was literally so excited to make more things for you!!!! i got an excuse to make you furina stuff LOL it felt like the stars aligned for me or something bc i mentioned that i wanted to make furina stuff for you on the individual gifts before but i was doing pair edits and it was easier with yachimei + jeanlisa for you and anne but this time i get to go off and i. went off. SJDSJDN literally have never edited this much, or been this excited to edit. i am still not caught up with fontaine or anything but i know enough to love you and i'm still unfortunately ill about my genshins especially in recent days as i got feelings for furi and it's like...... you being her is just perfect and everything, but beyond that i also love YOU, i loved making all these, and i'm honestly so grateful that we've been talking more in recent days because i've always wanted to talk more, you were just always so nice to me and your energy is very contagious like omg i am always hyped and pumped to talk to you so Please please i mean this never hesitate to shoot me a message whenever. i love to talk always, it's a precious and special experience especially with you because i simply enjoy our moments so muchie and i hope we do even more in the coming year!!
explaining my gifts a bit! i know you love aesthetics and stims and i was going for those primarily but you know how i feel about my aesthetics and stims .... i think youre so much better at them god honestly so im like nervous making them wondering if you'll like fhdhshhddh which is pretty ridiculous since i know you'll love anything but :pweading: . i did my best and i put love into all of these so i truly hope it is okay. i made almost everything the same day except for the poem and gfx so like the soyoanon board was something i came up with the day after we were talking about bandori and you told me abt mygo and ave mujica and im like ! i can make something up from that yes i do love bandori art. but i don't actually know anything about soyoanon so i only went by vibes which is like... sharing tea after school in the evening vibes, and after school vibes in general because anon reminds me of cherry blossoms and soyo reminds me of a nice warm evening so thats what i came up with, again im not very confident with my aes but i hope i got it . cry. and then hikawa sisters of course because you are sayo and i know you love hina-chan and i chose that card in particular bc i always associate you with stars! and i don't know i think it's tender. and i love you both ofc omg my hina-chan as aya and you as tsugu you're so so cute and i hope this brings you happiness! :^}
the icons came as a "i'll throw this in" gift but its also bc you told me that you felt insecure (??) about having so many bandori kins but like . don't be i love you so much :} I went back and forth a lot on the style until i eventually settled on the star design with an alternate normal ver. the colouring is slightly diff bc i made them on separate instances and i didnt save the psd but we'll pretend like they're the same ajdjsjs
finally my abundance of furinas..... this goes without saying but i love my furi so much partly because of my inherent genshin spin but i actually Understand now and i love you... the stim board is bc i thought it would be fun to make one for her and it was ! she is so you like the teatime aesthetic and her love of cakes and i incorporated both so i hope you likeys.... even though im not good with stims i think it looks okay and i gave a bonus neuvi as well. tee hee. talking about the poem a bit i wrote that like the same day oz assigned me to you because i was so excited and that morning i listened to la vaguelette for the first time and i came up with that. because you said i can gift whatever else and i was thinking the only other thing in my arsenal is writing (art too but i have been terribly unmotivated on that end ....) i have not yet properly gone through fontaine or her story and of course it is Your feelings but i tried to put that into pretty words as well, plus i made my qpp and my best friend read through it first and they both liked it so i hope you will too... smile. the gfx set i was gonna make from the start but it took a couple days of inspiration-gathering, and i was thinking how we talked about like. how you like working with colours but struggle with like creating a design like making from a blank canvas but i do love making designs so i put my whole mind into the set and i really like what came out of it !! these are just tumblr gfxs that you just stare at and not use but regardless i really hope you enjoysies everything, i love you so much!!!
(hey!! this is ava i just scheduled the posts since elysia had them in drafts, hopefully we're right on time! thank you for being awesome and we all hope to continue being friends with you for a long time. <3)
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also my first tag game on bookblr!!! mwah @paperbaacks for tagging me so i could participate!!
Amaryllis (pride) — What’s a book you don’t ever plan on reading, no matter how many times it gets recommended to you?
i would honestly say anything by SJM, but if i had to get specific i would say her Throne of Glass series. i don't particularly care for competition arcs for one and i've heard a LOT of plagiarism accusations for that specific series so just yeah. no.
Anemone (death) — What’s a book that got you into a “reading slump”?
Mad Ship by Robin Hobb. i go into more detail on it here in my rant review, but basically i had very high hopes for the rest of this series after the Farseer Trilogy and this book ruined the entire series for me. it threw me off of reading for SEVERAL days to the point that i had to reread the first book of my favorite series just to set myself right again so i could continue reading new books.
Azalea (renewal) — Name a book that got you out of a “reading slump”.
it wasn't a five-star, but The Kiss of Deception by Mary E. Pearson was SO fun it definitely yanked me out of my funk at the time. i have a special spot in my heart for innkeeping in fantasy books and that was a big plot point in this book, and beyond that i just really enjoyed the characters and story.
Begonia (beware) — What’s a book you would never recommend?
The Grace Year by Kim Liggett. the ONLY book i have logged that is lower than a 2 star, which is a lot because i'm not shy to dnf when i'm not having a good time and i actually rated the only SJM i've ever read HIGHER than that and she is my literary ENEMY. i'll link my longer review here (full of spoilers, be warned) if anyone wants to read but to sum it up: this book says it's a feminist book. it is the FARTHEST thing from it. do not waste your time.
Calla (beauty) — What’s your favorite book cover?
i don't have a favorite in the sense that i have an answer immediately when someone asks, but here are a few of my loved ones:
Carnation (love) — What’s the book that made you fall in love with reading?
definitely not the first book series i EVER read by a long shot, i enjoyed reading before then, but i think the Selection series was what really cemented reading as a lifelong love for me. are they particularly good? no! will i reread them...ever? probably not!! but until then my experience with reading was only kid series like HP and Percy Jackson and then school-assigned books. and while HP and PJ were good, those were the first books that i read that were centered toward a more mature audience and they were more...just more. I remember reading them and thinking "i didn't know books could be like THIS." and the rest was history lol
Chrysanthemum (friendship) — Name a book that depicts your favorite friendship.
it's gotta be Iona Iverson's Rules for Commuting by Clare Pooley. the whole book is centered on unexpected friendships between people who pretty much have nothing in common except that they share the same train in the morning but i was CRYING by the end. the way these people from all walks of life grow to care for each other over time had me sooooo weepy.
Daffodil (hope and rebirth) — What’s a book you turn to when you need comfort?
Red, White and Royal Blue by Casey McQuiston. when im down i just need a beautiful depiction of queer love with stakes low enough that i wasn't worried about a bad ending but high enough that i was kept engaged, and a guaranteed happily ever after that always hits perfectly.
Daisy (innocence and purity) — What was your favorite book as a child?
HP or Percy Jackson, i truly can't remember. i also had a very intense Maximum Ride phase for a minute (if you don't recognize that name, do me a favor and stay curious it is NOT good) but it wasn't a favorite, i never ended up rereading it.
Dandelion (resilience and strength) — Name one banned book that you read and enjoyed.
The Poet X by Elizabeth Acevedo. beautiful prose and explores very hard-hitting topics.
Eryngium (admiration) — Who is your favorite author?
Rosaria Munda wrote my favorite series of all time and has not yet blessed me with any new works unfortunately.
Forget-me-not (true love and remembrance) — What’s a book you have always loved?
The Shadow and Bone Trilogy. I love the Six of Crows duology more but this was the first love for me and it holds a special place in my heart to this day.
Forsythia (anticipation) — Name a new book release that you are most looking forward to.
Emberclaw by L.R. Lam. absolutely LOVED Dragonfall and i can't wait to see where else this story goes. expected on March 4th, 2025!!
Gardenia (secret love) — What is a book that’s your guilty pleasure?
The Orc Prince Trilogy by Lionel Hart. just some feel-good M/M romance in a fantasy world with just enough plot to keep me engaged when the main characters aren't uh...enjoying their new arranged marriage 😂
Gloxinia (love at first sight) — Name a book you read just because you liked the cover.
The Winter Duke by Claire Eliza Bartlett. i liked the book itself too and the plot did interest me but i loveee the aesthetic of the cover and i'm not shy to say that it swayed me the most.
Pink Larkspur (fickleness) — Name a book that you have mixed feelings about.
House of Hunger by Alexis Henderson. i think the atmosphere is absolutely GORGEOUS and the world is so lush and addicting. the characters less so but i still liked them well enough. i liked the book overall, i just think everything wrapped up too quickly and we should've spent more time on...pretty much everything? it could've benefitted for 50, maybe 100 more pages.
Red Tulip (eternal love) — Name a book that you will never stop recommending.
ANXIOUS PEOPLE BY FREDRIK BACKMAN. when i tell this book takes you across the FULL GAMBIT OF HUMAN EMOTION. i was laughing my stomach sore in one paragraph and then on the next page i was SOBBING. it's one of those books that really touches the human spirit, showing you so many perspectives and making them all so fucking meaningful and reminding you that we're all human and we're all stumbling around and trying to do our best and UGH. i loved it so much. read it if you want a truly cathartic cry and to feel some renewal in your motivation for life.
tagging @unholytrees and anyone else who wants to do it!!
Here's me doing my own tag game.
Amaryllis (pride) — What’s a book you don’t ever plan on reading, no matter how many times it gets recommended to you?
IT by Stephen King. I've liked some of Stephen King's books before, but this one is way too long for me and I'm not even that interested in the plot.
Anemone (death) — What’s a book that got you into a “reading slump”?
Voyage of the Damned by Frances White. I just did not like the style of humor, plus there were certain elements about the worldbuilding that felt out of place to me (it was the hot dogs and finger guns that did me in).
Azalea (renewal) — Name a book that got you out of a “reading slump”.
Alice in Wonderland by Lewis Carroll. It was fun, short, and easy to read, which made it the perfect book to encourage me to get into reading again.
Begonia (beware) — What’s a book you would never recommend?
A Certain Hunger by Chelsea G. Summers. Sorry, not sorry.
Calla (beauty) — What’s your favorite book cover?
It's always hard for me to choose a favorite anything, but I really like the cover for Grady Hendrix's My Best Friend's Exorcism. It's made to look like a VHS tape cover, which I love.
Carnation (love) — What’s the book that made you fall in love with reading?
I think it might have been the Junie B. Jones books. I just remember reading those a lot. They were special to me because they're some of the first books I read once I learned how to speak and read in English.
Chrysanthemum (friendship) — Name a book that depicts your favorite friendship.
I wouldn't say it's my favorite friendship, but I really love the friendship dynamics between Holmes and Watson from the Sherlock Holmes stories.
Daffodil (hope and rebirth) — What’s a book you turn to when you need comfort?
The Peculiar Children books, specifically A Map of Days; I have a lot of good childhood memories associated with those books.
Daisy (innocence and purity) — What was your favorite book as a child?
I don't remember the name of the books, but it was a series of books about a mouse detective (he wears green) who solves...mysteries. The book that I remember most vividly was involved a goth mouse family (who I'm pretty sure were supposed to be the mice version of the Addams Family) and the goth mouse parents had a baby that they named Baby. Yeah. I adored those books.
Dandelion (resilience and strength) — Name one banned book that you read and enjoyed.
Sula by Toni Morrison.
Eryngium (admiration) — Who is your favorite author?
Agatha Christie for two reasons. The first reason is that she's the author whose works I've read the most of. The second reason is that I mostly read her books when I was in middle school, so she's a bit nostalgic to me.
Forget-me-not (true love and remembrance) — What’s a book you have always loved?
This was the hardest question for me. Anyway, The Little Mermaid by Hans Christian Andersen.
Forsythia (anticipation) — Name a new book release that you are most looking forward to.
Don't have one :/ all of the new releases I was looking forward to already came out this year.
Gardenia (secret love) — What is a book that’s your guilty pleasure?
Don't have one. Yet.
Gloxinia (love at first sight) — Name a book you read just because you liked the cover.
Someone You Can Build a Nest In by John Wiswell.
Pink Larkspur (fickleness) — Name a book that you have mixed feelings about.
Misery by Stephen King. I'm always going back and forth on whether or not I enjoyed this one. I liked the build-up, sure, but the ending felt like it dragged on. One thing I don't have mixed feelings about regarding this book is that the movie was better.
Red Tulip (eternal love) — Name a book that you will never stop recommending.
...I don't have one yet lol. Maybe Sula by Toni Morrison.
Anyway, I'm tagging @lexreadsdiversely @books-and-strawberry-tea and anyone else who wants to participate.
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feeling like THE biggest failure alive rn 😃
#god its the 2nd week of class im already so sick of this#salisha speaks#i just. cant do it! i cant!#i think i feel so tired today bc i got the vaccine yesterday#my arm hurts really badly too#but now im gonna miss an entire day of sewing and im so scared ill fall behind already#but if i go to school in this state it'll only get worse i know that#but i still feel so bad about it :/#anyway i guess i'll stay home today and work on some other assignments and do some sewing for myself#and i see this same teacher again tomorrow so i'll talk to her then and maybe i can take the work home with me#and catch up here and then continue at school next week??#i cant stop crying lol i feel so STUPID i hoped it was gonna be different and easier this year :/
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A summer wedding p.1
An insane amount of Angst heart break
A little fluf if you can call it fluff, a character calling herself names NO self harm though Ari is a warning in himself.
P.s. a jury is a performance final for musicans reblogs are welcome no posting or publishing online or print
Rachel and David's wedding was beautiful. In begining of it I imagined it was me and Ari. I loved seeing him in his suit and standing rhere next to the groom. Hair just so. Posture just so. He even mouthed I love you." And in reply I said "I love you too."
He looked so hansome I hoped one day maybe we'd have a summer wedding
In the reception. I didn't mind being away from him as the wedding party was sat together. He had come to me and we were dancing together. He first came to me when they put on Ella firzgerald's Our Love is Here to Stay. Which now seems like like a cruel joke. Even more that he wispered the lyrics in my ear. I don't even know what happened. How it happened it just erruptrd. Like mt. Vesuvius. They didn't have a word for volcano before that did you know that? And I dont even have a word to describe what happened.
We had a big fight... huge!
Bad. I was crying. He was crying. Things weren't thrown but we were banging on things.
The poor dog, well our dog, technically his but I take him when hes been on assignment hut he hasn't left lately. Anyway our Pup was just standing there his head like a tennis ball as we went back and forth. Doors were being slammed. I dont think I ever saw him cry before. I've never seen him. Ari never cries. I mean never. Not at funeral of other agents, Not even after the that custody agreement or lack there of hurt him knowing his ex wife had full custody of Maya and Maya was being taken to live in Austria with her Mother... and Ari could do nothing but hope to see Maya whenever he could fit it in. And I was more than supportive. I didn't care if Ari had gone to see Maya but he iften brought me with him but I loved staing at the hotel so they could have time. Unless Maya specifically asked for me to come and sometimes she did.
He never cries but that night he did.
I don't even know what what happened just that did. But I waited. To give him his space. The air still felt charged the next day. I left him a note in th kitchen. "I'm in the guest bedrrom and I taped it to the microwave he had to see that. But he didn't say a word that day. At lesst not to me. So I waited another day to say something but that was it I couldnt wait 2 days. It seemed he couldnt either.
"I'm sor- ry"
"I want to break up"
We both said at he same time but I had the last syllable. Like the other night I had th le last word but he slamed the dooor last.
"Ok I mean not ok i mean im not-" I sighed and took a breath.
"If you want to break up. I, " I breathed in. "It's not something I want but you obviously have a right to call it off. But I still want to apologize first. Before I go I mean."
He said "Ok" so calm so cool so colleected that I almost completely lost it. Ari...was like he didn't care maybe he didn't. Days ago we were go happy laughing and kissing and just dancing looking into eachothers' eyes. We were so happy.
"I've just been under a lot of stress and I took it out of your and that wasn't fair of me, at all. It was stupid. And I'm sorry. I should've appologized that night or the next morning. I just thought i should give you time to not exactly cool off but we were both emotional I thought I was doing the right thing by giving you a day."
"I still want to-"
"That's fine. I'll respect that. Can I um have a few day to get mt stuff together. Which guest room- I mean I can stay in a guest room right? MeanIfYouWantMeToICanGoToAHotel ThisWholeThingIsMyFaultI shouldGoToAHotel.
He reached out and I immediately went silent. He reached out like he's done so many times before but his hand cupped my face it veared at the last second, falling on my shoulder not on my face.
"Breathe. You can take the main."
"No really I don't I should I-"
"Take it." He said wih a nod of encouragement.
"OK"
I stood there. Breaghing heavily. My heart beating out of my chest. Tears I was blinking back. I didn't know what to do. It was like a faceoff. Then he move first. I swollowed hard-I thought he was going to kiss me on the forehead but no, I mearly felt his hot breath on my forehead as he got a little too close steping around me.
I don't know if he was being cruel and teasing me or of my maybe it was for himself, not completely letting go of me yet. I get it it takes time if I do at all.
I spent the rest of the day outside mostly crying, I put somethings together sobbing and that night but when I came across rhe Star of David he gave me before he left on a mission for two and a half weeks, the first mission he'd been on since we had been together. I was so scared and he told me he promise he'll come back to get it, come back to me. Holding it in my hand I
just lost it. And I never got my composure back
The poor pup, well not a pup but I call him pup. Had gone back and forth between the two of us, I suppose as he had dissapeared for some time and then came back. I don't exactly know where my now ex was. I only came inside if I didn't see him or come out of the bedroom if he wasn't
I only stepped out of the room if I knew he wasnt around. Peaking out quietly making sure I didnt hear his voice or his feet or anything to things easier on both of us.
I fet bad taking anything to eat or drink. None of it was for me anymore. So I just took a bag of chips and a sleeve of crackers and a bottle of water.
But he has those big bottles so that'd last me a while. But, that night...that night was worse. I had tried to orginize my things but I did what I could do until it became too much and I just collapsed in tears. Crying so hard and so much giving myself a migraine.
I had no one to call, no one to talk to. I didn't have very many friends and I know the ones I did wouldn't care to talk to me about this at all. They were mearly serface friendships. Hair makeup gossip shit not like this. Although I had talked to them about our relationship, this wasn't something they'd ever help me with. His friends were nicer to me but I wasn't going to go there. So that night I called my own cellphone left myself a rediculousy long voicemail I'd deleate in the morning.
"I can't believe I was so fucking stupid. I shouldn't have just done what I normally do, I know I said I wouldn't but i didnt and then this happens. I just I don't even know what I'm doing anymore. I don't even feel right taking some water or food. had some crackers some chips so I think that'd be ok. I mean I know I should but it just doesn't feel right to eat more.
I have 3 essays due on the same day each 10 pages long. My jury to prepare for and Im still haveing trouble with pronouning some German, I planned to ask Ari for more help he was good with a German accent. And then my boss wants me to put together some 22 odd powerpoint presentation together for him. My family is just ugh I feel like I'm drowning underwater eor being strangeled and now this. I want Ari back ll i know he could pul me out if the water- he always did. Now Im alone J want to quit everything and just live in a hole. Nothing is going right. Maybe in a few months after I recover from all this I can just hit the reset button and start over what I can and just whatever I can't, just screw it. I have to try to find a way to live with myself now. I mean I want to talk to him, to tell him that I don't want to do this. I don't want to leave things like this I want to just fight for us but it's what he wants. Who am I to just say "no" that's selfish of me horrible of me. I mean if its the otherway around I wouldn't want him forcing anything on my or feeling like Im trying to. I hate myself so much right now and theres nothing I can do to stop it or to feel better. I'm a horrible person for just causing all this. He was crying I've never seen him genuinely that sad or that mad before it wasn't some movie or scene he was right infront if me and it was because of me. I just feel like I lost everything. Like I lost myself. No, It's true he is everything to me. If I lost him I -," I scoff at myself if I lost him who am I freaking kidding I who did lose him, I lost everything and I have no one to blame but myself." I sobbed into my pillow.
"I just want Ari. He means everything to me and I just feel like I'm worthless peice of shit for making him cry. He never does I can't imagine how much I hurt him for him to cry. I'll never forget that. I just feel like everything is numb because... I lost him for good... the one good thing I had in the life my only is gone."
In some wacked out tripped up vision in my mind he was sitting right outside the door listening to me pour my heart out. listening to me cry for hours. And he'd give me another chance realizing I'm punishing myself far more than he ever could. Or that
Maybe he'd come in and wake me up or stroke my hair or something like he used to do to wake me up sometimes I dont know if it always would wake me up since he'd say i tried to wake you. But he'd come in and I'd say that. "I don't expect to be forgiven. I just want another chance. To A chance to again to make up for it. To say let me show you I'm worth something...anything...I don't know I don't even think he could look at me. You should've seen him when he said ok so cool and calm and collected. He hates me. So much. I don't blame him. Even I hate me."
I cried myself to sleep.
I don't know how long I slept for or what time it even was when there was a knock on the door. It wasnt quiet but it was quiet enough for me to not be sure if I heard it or not. It had gotten louder and louder again. I finally got out if bed shuffling to the door and I turned the handle but I stopped, giving him time to leave if he wanted to.
I opened the door and nothing. There was nothing. Great I'm imagining, hearing things now. I happened to look down and
There was a sandwich with a note "I noticed no food was missing. Eat. Please."
He made me a sandwich. It was nice of him considering everything.
Ari's P.O.V.
"Sammy you should have heard her,"To be continued....
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Hiiii!!! Ur bby fushiguro series is really cuute. Can I request for bby fushi who's a little older but is scared of swimming cos she almost drowned as a baby but gojo saved her back then. She now has a mission near the riverside n wants to overcome her fear but is too scared so gojo n uncle nanami help her out.
scarlet witch! fushiguro! reader's fear of deep waters
jujutsu kaisen x reader
masterlist of the series
warning(s): mentions of drowning & fear of swimming
thank you for the feedback and for requesting! gosh, this request reminds me of myself so much 😭 im scared of deep waters and i never learned how to swim—this might just be my new comfort post, enjoy reading! <3
(p.s. i hope you don't mind me broadening the prompt a bit by adding a badass moment with scarlet fushiguro in the middle asides from comfort 😎 + not proofread)
as horrible as it sounds, you once almost drowned when you were still a baby. you were playing at jujutsu high while waiting for gojo and megumi. deep in the forest, there was a river. you were too caught up in your zoomies that you accidentally fell into the waters. since you were still a little kid back then, the water was too deep for you. panicking, you forgot you had powers and ended up thrashing in the water as you felt yourself begin to sink.
fortunately, gojo was able to hear your cry for help and rescued you right on time—you ended up sobbing and clinging onto your dad right after. you developed a fear of waters and swimming since then because of that incident. so, growing up, you avoided waters. you didn't go to beaches and pools, even if it was shallow. it reminded of you that time wherein you almost drowned as a kid.
at present, you had a mission that involved dealing with a special grade curse. though you didn't really attended school at jujutsu high since you went to a normal school, you would get called in for missions that required your chaos magic.
you were going over the details which was being explained by ijichi, the objective of the mission and what to expect. everything was smooth sailing until he mentioned about the location taking place near a riverside.
"[name]? hey, [name]?"
the horrible memory of you nearly drowning and struggling in the waters resurfaced once again.
"kikufuku, you okay?"
you violently flinched back to reality when a hand pressed against your back, interrupting your thoughts. your frantic eyes darted upwards to see gojo peering over at you with concern and earned yourself a confused yet questioning look from nanami.
"did i say something wrong?" ijichi stared at you with wide eyes, gulping at how pale you suddenly became. it was as if you had seen a ghost, now that was ironic because you never get scared of ghosts.
"n-no." you shook your head, closing your eyes as you ran your fingers through your hair. "it's just that.. the place.."
"it's near a riverside." gojo stated, rubbing shapes on your back in hopes to calm your uneased nerves.
"um, i don't understand. what's wrong with the mission taking place near a riverside?" ijichi raised a brow at the limitless sorcerer, still not catching on as to why you were acting as such.
"when [name] was still little, she nearly drowned.." gojo began, which immediately earned him a hardened glare from nanami. "and because of that, she developed a fear of bodies of waters like rivers."
"what? when did this happen!? how?" nanami was now scowling at gojo.
"uncle nanami, please. it's okay." you interjected, tugging onto the sleeve of his dress shirt. nanami could feel your trembling hold which quickly made his anger at gojo subside. "it was a long time ago and dad saved me."
"but still, gojo should have been more cautious and watchful of you." nanami breathed out a huff, shaking his head before he walked towards a water dispenser to grab you a drink.
"if that's the case, i'll just assign this mission to someone else." ijichi suggested, gazing at you sympathetically. "you don't have to do it."
"no, it's okay ijichi-san. i'll do it." you argued after taking a gulp of water that your uncle nanami got you. "i.. i want to face my fear and get it done."
"are you sure?" gojo looked at you. "you don't have to force yourself."
you nodded your head, cracking a smile. "i'm sure, dad."
just like you had insisted, you proceeded with the mission. ijichi fetched to the place and fortunately, gojo and nanami accompanied you, seeing how stressed you were despite agreeing to do the mission.
you were peering through the window of the moving car as you sat in between your dad and uncle at the backseat with your leg involuntarily bouncing up and down, taking deep breaths while at it. your anxiety worsened when the riverside met your gaze, there was a sickening churn in your stomach. if anything, you were more afraid of the waters rather than the special grade curse you were yet to face as ironic as that was.
"[name]?" nanami watched you closed your eyes shut, clutching each side of your head.
"i can't control their fear, but my own. i can control my own fear." you began to mutter to yourself, white noise ringing in your ears. "i can control my fear, i am the one in contr—
"hey, hey. hey, now."
gojo turned to you and encased you in his arms, rubbing shapes on your back as he pressed your head against his chest. you haven't gotten off the car and yet you were already panicking. just seeing and being near the waters was terrifying enough, that's how bad your fear was.
"it's okay, baby. it's okay." gojo comforted you in a softspoken tone.
"we're with you [name]. take as much time as you need." nanami ran his fingers through your hair.
you were now tearing up from the anxiety burning your whole. "i'm scared, i don't want to drown."
"that's not going to happen, i refuse to let that happen ever again." gojo gently grabs your face, pressing your forehead against his before giving it a kiss. "you're so strong, kikufuku. so brave for taking on this mission despite your fear."
"even if you do manage to fall, you have me, your dad and ijichi. we won't let anything bad happen to you." nanami says firmly.
after a couple of minutes, you had finally calmed down after breaking down thanks to the support your dad, uncle and ijichi-san. mustering enough courage, you stepped out of the black car. your legs were wobbling but you continued to make your way towards the place near the riverside with nanami and gojo who were still accompanying you. once you had gotten passed the riverside, a wash of relief flooded your body—but you thought wrong.
as soon as you had entered the place to retrieve the civilians who claimed they saw a 'monster', you were instantly pulled into an innate domain and left behind a concerned gojo and nanami who failed to grab your hand when you got sucked in the black portal. you came face to face with the special grade curse that dragged you. maybe you thought wrong when you thought that your fear was over. the domain was surrounded with waters that didn't look shallow.
you screamed so loud that your voice echoed past the innate domain with your chaos magic making it possible for gojo and nanami on the other side to hear it through their thoughts.
"that was [name]'s voice. did.. did she just use telepathy?" nanami turned towards the limitless sorcerer.
you watched as the waters began to rise from your to feet to yours knees. forgetting you had powers in the first place, the special grade curse was able attack you with you failing to repel it. the impact sent into the waters, prompting you to thrash around. the frigidness kissed your skin and haunted you with the awful memory once again.
"[name], can you hear me?"
you eyes widened, you had never used telepathy before. "dad?"
gojo exclaimed, "listen to me, [name]. we can't get to where you are right now, you have to fight kikufuku."
"i.. i can't." you whimpered, eyes dilating when you saw the special grade curse manipulating the water around you. "it's using water dad. it's innate domain are waters, i'm surrounded. i can't fight it."
you felt water enter your lungs as you struggled to fight against the force that was trying to drown you and inflicting cuts on you.
"you can't control the fear of others, but you can control yours."
as gojo and nanami stressfully escorted the civilians from the place and tried to detect the innate domain where you were taken, you on the other hand felt a twinge in your chest.
"you're stronger than those curses and even me—the 'strongest jujutsu sorcerer'."
your eyes began to glow and revert to red, fingers locking and twitching as you took deep breaths.
"you can fight it, [name]. i believe in you, we believe in you."
gojo's voice reached your heart, along with nanami's. you could feel composure come back to you. using your chaos magic, you stitched your wound up—tissues and fibers, and all that, as you began to levitate in the air. you hoisted yourself up from the waters, red psionics surrounding your body. the special grade curse sent out materialized the liquid around you before letting it rain to you as sharp projectiles like knives.
this time your head was above the waters, not under it.
waving your hand, you sent a large blast of psionic energy and disinterested every single one of it. suddenly, you were quicker and more agile compared to earlier. you remembered you and what you are. the waters were nothing now. if you could destroy curses and outmatch the strongest jujutsu sorcerer himself, then this was nothing. you were the scarlet witch, a being who harbors chaos and who is capable of controling her own fears.
you picked up the special grade curse telekinetically. closing your psionics imbued hand, the black streaked red energy around the curse constricted it, leaving a burning pain. waves came crashing inside the domain as it thrashed from your hold. instead of cowering, you remained unyielding. you generated a force field and trapped yourself inside it, rendering its attacks useless.
gathering more and more of your power, you unleashed it all at once at the curse until it had disintegrated from your sight. at that instant, the innate domain broke down and the next thing you knew you were now facing gojo and nanami.
"[name]!" "kikufuku!"
despite being damp from head to toe, nanami and gojo ran and embraced you.
"where are the civilians? are they okay?" you asked, pulling away as your your eyes reverted back to [color]. the immense energy of chaos surrounding your body dissipated into thin air afterwards.
"they're okay, we got every last one." nanami claimed with a smile.
"oh, thank goodness." you sighed.
gojo cupped your face and pecked your wet forehead, smiling. "you exorcised the curse and fought against your fear. i'm so so proud of you my baby."
"you even used telepathy." nanami added, looking at you proudly.
a smile broke through your face. "i couldn't have done without you and uncle nanami."
"oh, you credit us too much [name]." nanami shook his head, sighing a bit. "it was you did everything."
"i agree with nanamin! it was all you!" gojo booped your nose, pretending to be stern.
when you exited the place, you were able to stare at the riverside nearby without trembling and anxieties flooding your head now. the haunting memory of your almost drowning was replaced by another memory, which was you resurfacing from the waters and facing your fear. you did it, it was over now. ever since then, you were no longer afraid of the waters.
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hi! can I make a request for a sae-byeok x female reader where they’re best friends in college (squid game didn’t happen) and they’re both in love with each other but the reader has an on again, off again bf who treats her badly and one day she comes to sae crying after he hurt her again and Sae just confesses?? And there’s a happy ending?? I hope that makes sense ((:
"She was right there all along" Kang Sae Byeok x fem!reader [ oneshot ]
a/n: oh to be loved by sae byeok
warnings: cursing
Here you go again, staring at the ceiling, hoping for a notification from your asshole boyfriend. You see, the two of you are stable but also not stable at the same time. You don't know why you're clinging onto this relationship, all you wanted was a happy and healthy relationship. But apparently your boyfriend here seems to have some problem trying to understand that. You're busy with your classes and assignments, he's busy out there doing god knows what.
Why do you still stay with him? He rarely texts you back, even if he did it will be after like 9 hours. He's always "occupied" but he's always gaming with his friends. This happened a lot, you ignored it the first few times because you want him to have some space. You've been treated like a background character for a really long time. He always has time for his friends to play basketball or going to the arcade but he can't even spend half of a day with you?
"Ugh, finally." Your phone started buzzing and ringing. You used your thumb to tap on the green button, trying to greet him with a happy tone. "Hey you finally called me back" , you were happy but also disappointed at the same time. "Can you stop texting me when I'm with my friends? You're really fucking annoying." His tone was so harsh, you just wanted to check up on him because you're scared that he got into some accident. "No the fuck? Throughout this relationship, you've always looked at me like I'm some kind of disposable trash that you can just simply throw away, I've cared about you so much and this is how you repay me?"
Mad. You were so upset about everything. All you wanted to do was be a good girlfriend for your partner and in return you get ignored and hurt. "Listen to me, I'm not some 5 year old kid who needs a babysitter to constantly bug me. If you don't like the way I treat you then leave you crazy bitch."
Uh oh, that's it you were so done with him and his bullshit. You ended the call and started tearing up. He tortured you mentally, made you miserable. But at the same time he has this special love for you? You never understood that feeling. You hated him for that, a lot. You knew he's going to cut you deep and leave a scar one day, but you still refused to walk away.
You heard your phone ringing again, you thought that this was him. This is pretty much like a protocol to you, both of you fight and he's going to start searching your name through his contacts and you're back to your one-sided relationship again.
You answered the phone without looking at the name.
"I swear to god I'm so fucking do-"
"Y/n? Are you crying?"
Oh. It was your fruity bestfriend, Kang Sae Byeok. You two met in college, you were her only friend in class because she doesn't really bond well with others and you looked so approachable. And that's how the both of you became besties.
"OH SAE- IM FINE IM JUST HAVING SOME FLU"
"Y/n cut the bullshit, what did he do this time?"
"Fine, he told me not to "bug" him anymore and I'm a psycho."
"I'm on my way to your dorm."
You can't believe it, everytime you finish arguing with your boyfriend. You'll always go to her and she never gets tired of comforting you, she'll always hug you and even cook for you. From time to time, you think that she's in love with you but you didn't want to believe that it was real.
"Y/n, Sae Byeok is here, she says that she wants to meet you so I'll give the both of you some privacy. Just gonna chill on the couch and catch up on Fear Street." Your roommate knocked on your door, gesturing Sae to go inside your room. "So what happened this time hm?" Sae laid against the wall after closing your door. "Am I annoying for caring about my own boyfriend?" You just finished crying but you can feel your tears slowly forming in your eyes.
"Hye Y/n.. no no you're not annoying. He just doesn't know how to appreciate you." She walked towards you. "I can't do this anymore, it's always the same cycle. We fight like we do it just for fun. I end up crying and you have to take care of me again. Aren't you exhausted? With me and my boyfriend's drama? If I were you, I would've just left this friendship." She wrapped her arms around you.
"Y/n, it's so obvious." She ran her fingers through your hair.
"What is obvious?"
Sae gently used her fingers to lift your chin up, wiping your tears away. “I like you but you keep going back to that same guy.” You stayed silent while looking at her. Y/n you have always been in love with her, ever since the day she asked you for help with the maths homework. Thank god you’re smart.
You were shocked but you kind of got the feeling that she’s had a crush on you. Scared to make the wrong decision so you kept quiet about it.
“Sae can you look at me one more time?”
“Wh-”
You quickly placed a kiss on her lips and smiled at her. Well, that was fast. Her eyes widened at your actions, she thought that you hated her for the confession but you’re one fruity human being too.
“Well that was unexpected.. I love you?”
“Love you too.”
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dating them
paring: homare x gn!reder
type: headcanons
genre: fluff
warnings: none
🖇a/n: i rlly wanna know more about her titan :)) hope you enjoy and feedback is always appreciated, have a good day <3
Head.over.heals for youuuuu
The two of you met during mudano’s training game, where you were assigned as partners. she'd misheard and assumed she was assigned to shiki and jin's group. when she was talking to shiki everything was ok, until when she said hi to jin and he didn't respond; so she started crying
while that was going down, you were looking for homare, the moment you heard crying somehow you knew it was her. once you got there all you heard was "YOU MADE HER CRY! DIE!", to which you knew belonged to shiki. so the culprit must've been jin. without any hesitation you socked him in the face, pretty hard i might add. sent him straight to the ground
he would've tried to attack you, but honestly speaking? how could he when you looked at him with that scary face. "make my partner cry again...i'll give you a wedgie so far up your ass, that they'll need tweezers to get em out", you warned. when you turned around shiki and homare looked at you like "😦" and you were like "😅". congratulations, shiki is now your best friend and homare practically adores you not that she'd ever mention that
after that incident; jin gives you death stares, in which you always return. shiki always wants to hang out with you and homare? well she avoided you at first, you assumed you had scared her away. she actually wanted to thank you, but she was too shy to make conversation so she thought she could bake some cupcakes, as a way to say thank you instead.
you definitely asked her out first, she wanted to do it first but chickened out. She kept bowing and thanking you for accepting her, until you grabbed her shoulders and made her look you dead in the eyes. “You’re my girlfriend now, that comes with many perks. but the best perk is that I'll love you with all my heart and I won't make you doubt it for a second. So stop bowing and crying already”. Good job y/n, now she’s crying even harder :/
if there's one thing you’ve noticed is that homare loves physical affection, it doesn’t matter what it is just as long as she can feel some sort of friction. although another thing you’ve realized is that she needs words of affirmation. So any chance you get you’re hyping her up, even for the smallest things. She’s throwing out the trash? “WOO, THAT'S MY GIRL. TAKING OUT THE TRASH LIKE A CHAMP”. She’s baked something new? “DAMN GIRL, YOU’VE GOT MAGIC HANDS. NOT EVEN GORDON RAMSAY COULD MAKE SOMETHING THIS GOOD”. She appreciates it, she really does but most of the time her face gets a deep red and she’s shying away from any human eyes. Even during training you're cheering her on the simplest thing. She managed to keep her titan sister in check? “HOMARE MY LOVE, YOU’VE SAVED THE HUMAN RACE”. Que jin telling you to shut up, now the both of you are brawling while shiki is recording
She likes to do your hair, whether it’s short or long, hell even if you’re bald she’ll buy you wigs to style. Homare has those cute jewelry boxes with all sorts of hair accessories she uses on you. She also made you a charm bracelet and said it was good luck.
yall go on picnic dates, walks, or the park together. she also has a sweet tooth. when you found out, every time you're in the city you'd bring her back something tasty
homare loves to bake, so in her free time she bakes all sorts of treats. anything you want? she'll make it. even if she doesn't know how, she'll figure it out
without a doubt in my mind, ik for a fact her handwriting is amazing. so i think she'd write you letters and slip them under your door instead of texting. Even then if she wants to get a hold of you, you’ll use the can + string tactic and surprisingly it works. Sometimes the both of you will stay up late talking through your ‘phones’
homare is warm, im talking portable heater warm and what does that mean? She’s the perfect cuddle buddy, yes yes. there is no denying it, she loves to be cuddled. Although she’ll never mention it to you. So the moment you’re approaching her for cuddles, get comfy cuz she won't get off any time soon.
tougen anki taglist: @silky-moon
general taglist: @megurulvr @fvcking-l0rd
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Chapter 4: You're Our Omega, And We're Your Alphas
Tag list: @callmekda @braunstrowmangirl @phoenixoffiretwo @luna-loo @scuzmunkie @fanfiction-san @omg-im-such-a-masochist
*Dean's POV*
Y/N's now six months along in the pregnancy. I was pacing the locker room lost in my thoughts, until Y/N, snaps me out of it. "Dean?" She calls out from the door of the locker room, with one hand on her belly and the other on her hip. "Yes, Baby Doll?" I replied looking at her. "I'm hungry. I want jalapeno cheetos and yogurt." She said waddling over to me carefully. "In my duffle bag is some cheetos you like, and the yogurt is in the fridge over there, Baby Girl." I replied to her as I held her hips and kiss her softly. She smiled kissing back. "Thank you, Daddy." She said softly to me so, only I hear it.
"You're welcome, Baby Doll." I replied. There was a knock on the door. "Who is it?" I called out. "Nia and Randy." Randy calls back. "Come in." I said to them. "Hey." They said as they walked into the room. "Hey. What's up?" I asked. "Nia and I, are coming to watch over Y/N." Randy said. "Okay. She is not to leave either of your sides." I said as I finished taping my wrists off for my match. Nia nods her head. "We know Dean. I will not let her out of my sight. Someone tries to hurt her I'll break the bones." Nia said. "Good." I replied as Y/N absentmindedly watched videos and ate her food. I kissed her forehead before I went to leave for my match tonight.
*Little time skip*
After my match with Baron, i walked to my locker room and seen Y/N, sleeping and Randy and Nia talking quietly. Y/N stirs in her sleep whimpering a little. Knowing the reason she is stirring I lay my hand softly on her belly humming to sooth the pups movements. After a minute the pups relax and Y/N stops stirring and whimpering. Her eyes flutter open as she looks at me "Thank you" she whispers softly before drifting back off to sleep. "You're welcome, Baby Doll." I whisper to her. I look over at Randy and Nia. "What are y'all talking about?" I asked them as I stood up and walked over to them. "Randy here is wanting to court a female but can't figure out how what to get her" Nia said to me as she looks at me." I looked at Randy "What is one thing that she loves more than anything?" I asked him as I sat down and talked with them. "She loves to draw, dance, take photographs" Randy replies to me. "Okay. Why don't you buy her one of them computers that will allow her to record videos, has the pen and apps to draw, a camera to take as many photo's her little heart desires." I offered. "Thank you, I just said that to him" Nia said. "You can also get it in her favorite color(s) too." Nia said. "It won't be cheesy will it?" Randy asked us. "No, it won't but, even if it is, it's the thought that counts." Nia said. "I agree with Nia. The courting gift that I picked out for Y/N, was a necklace with a little teddy bear and ice cream pendants on it. She loved it and wears it still to this day." I said to him.
"Thanks you too" Randy said to me. "You're welcome" Me and Nia said at the same time to Randy. "So, who's all coming to the baby's shower?" Nia asked me. "Well for a sure note so, far it is going to be, You and Randy, Lana, Rusev, Me, Roman, Seth, some of the other wrestlers and divas will be there as well. Y/N invited her family and friends outside of the wwe as did me and the guys did. Y/N wasn't leaving her friends that has been like family to her since she's been here." I said. Nia smiled as she nods. "You okay?" Randy asks. "Yeah just hoping I'll be a good father." i said to them as I turned my head to check on Y/N before I turned back to Randy and Nia. "You will be Dean" I heard a small voice say. I turn my head to the voice and it was Y/N, sitting up on the couch rubbing her eyes softly. "I'm sorry, Baby Doll. I didn't mean to wake you up." I said to her as I watched her get up and waddle over to me to sit on my lap. "No, Daddy it's okay." Y/N said to me as she snuggles into me.
Roman and Seth, walked into the room and looks at us. "Wrapped around her finger" Roman whispered to Seth. "I heard that. And I won't argue with the statement either. I don't care that I am wrapped around her finger." I said to them. Nia and Randy just chuckled as they stood up. "We're going shopping to get stuff for the Baby shower." Nia said. "Rusev, and a few of the others will meet us at the huge mall" Randy said to us. "What happened between him and Lana." Nia asked Randy. "Lana divorced him for another alpha."
I looked down at Y/N, as she was eating her food while looking at her Tumblr. I smiled seeing her happy and relaxed for once and not upset and scared. She went from lookin' at Tumblr to lookin' at Wish. I knew she wanted something by the fact she would pout at me and show me what she was looking at. I pulled out my wallet, an handed her my credit card. "Get whatever you want Baby Doll." I said to her. Triple H walked in and seen what I did and chuckles. "She definitely gets what she wants." Roman nods. "He doesn't tell her no" He said. Y/N, giggles softly. "Nope, I don't tell her no. If she wants something she gets it." I said to everyone. "Told you." Randy, said to Seth. Seth, grumbles and hands Randy, fifty dollars. "Alright Baby Doll, I have to go get ready for my match." I said as I softly set Y/N, down. She whines softly "Nooooo." I frown a little "I promise, I'm coming back as soon as I am done with my match."
"Okay." She said. I hated leaving her side but I still had a job to do. I give her a kiss on the lips before I walked to the gorilla pen. "Here is your number one contender for the Wwe world heavy weight championship. Dean Ambrose!!!!" Jillian announced. I walked out to the ring with a firm glare set on my face. I knew this was going to be a long match because I was going against, Matt Hardy. He is one hell of a fighter and neither one of us get along with the other all that great.
As the match went on me and Matt were both bloody. I was able to get him with Dirty Deeds. "1...2...3... and your new champion is Dean Ambrose." The ring announcer says threw the mic. I walk up the ramp backwards holding the title up in my hands smirking evily.
I walk behind the curtain and walk down the corridor to my assigned locker room. I hear shouting and stuff crashing. I ran into the room seeing Y/N, hiding and Rusev and Bobby Lashley going at it while Seth and Roman are protecting Y/N, by standing in between her and them. "What the fuck is going on?" I yelled. "Bobby started it with Rusev." Nia said. Nia and Randy are trying to break them up. Bobby throws a vase at Rusev who ducks and it hits the wall beside Y/N's head. Dean dropped his belt and grabs Bobby, and throws him. "Now you fucked up you son of a bitch" I scream heated as I swing on Bobby. Y/N was shaking and crying. Seth picked her up checking her. He seen her hand is cut from accidently setting her hand on it trying to push against the wall to hide from all the yelling, and she was bleeding on the cheek from the glass bouncing off the wall. "Roman she has glass in her hand and cheek" Seth said. Roman's eyes went wide and he growls and pulls me away and grabs, Bobby himself. "Your my next match next week. I'm gonna show you what pain feels like" He said throwing Bobby, out the room and drags him to Triple H where him and The Rock was talking. They look at him and he tells them what happened. The Rock, growled "Make that a tag team match." He didn't like Alphas messing with other Alphas ladies or them causing harm to females.
"I will go announce it tonight at the end of the show." Triple H, said to Roman. Roman nods walking back not seeing us because we had took Y/N, to the infirmary. Roman panicked and only got angrier. "Y/N!!!!" He said looking for Y/N, Seth and Dean up and down hallways and locker rooms. Y/N, jumps hearing Roman yell for her. "Roman's mad." She whimpers softly looking at Seth. "Shhh it's okay. I'll go get him and let him know you're safe." Seth said to her softly kissing her cheek that wasn't cut. I held Y/N's, hand while Seth, went to find Roman. "Hey, she is okay just a small little cut on the cheek and the palm of her hand." Seth told Roman. "No, one came and fucking told me she was being taken to the infirmary." He said enraged by the fact no, one told him that Y/N, was going to the infirmary. "Calm down, Roman. We just wanted to make sure she was okay and not seriously hurt." Seth said to Roman. "And I'm her mate I should know too." He yells. "Okay, next time we will tell you. Please calm down. Y/N, can feel your anger and it is upsetting her." Seth adds as he looks at Roman. Roman rubs his hand down his face sighing. "Okay. I am calm. Now can I go see her?" Roman asked. Seth steps out of his way to let him by. Roman walked into the infirmary where Y/N, was at sitting on the edge of the bed and I was between her legs comforting her. "Daddy Roman!" She said reaching for him. He looks at her and walked over kissing her lips resting his head on hers. "I'm sorry Princess, for upsetting you." Roman said apologizing to her. She snuggles into him. "It's okay. You were worried about us. I understand, Daddy." She said. "I love you, Daddy." She whispered to him. "I love you, Princess." Y/N, smiles softly at his words until she whimpers seeing someone walk in.
"Oh look the big dog has been tamed by the little bitch." Dolph said laughing as he looks at Roman. "What did you just say about them?" I said to him. "I called her a Little bitch." He repeated. Roman growls pulling away from Y/N, making her whimper and reach for Roman. "She isn't no, such thing. She is beautiful and smart." Roman said. His eyes changed to a fiery red. "What's wrong Big Dog? Your lesh being pulled to tame you some more." Dolph said. "You can say what you want about me. But, you leave Y/N, the fuck alone." He said punching him in the jaw hard. Y/N, watched what was happening. I picked up Y/N, and carried her out as Seth pulled Roman, off Dolph. "Come on Roman, stop before you get arrested." Seth said as he pushes Roman back. "I don't care. No, one calls Princess, a Little Bitch." He said to him as he looks at him. "But beating him almost to death isn't gonna do anything either. Roman roars and throws stuff starting to get everyone's attention. "Roman you need to calm down." Seth said, to him. I knew Roman would calm down if Y/N, was there to sooth his angry Alpha side. "Okay I wanna help him. Take me to Daddy Roman, please?" She said reading my mind. I nodded my head carrying her. "Okay Baby." I set her on her feet as she makes slow steps towards Roman. He felt her presents and swiftly turns to her, eyes still red. "Daddy, its me. Your Princess. Y/N" She said softly reaching her hand up to touch his cheek. He growls a little but not to scare her. He wraps his arms around her waist pulling her close to him. "Shhh relax. It's okay. I'm okay, and I am safe." She said soothing the angry Alpha. He placed his head on her shoulder nudging her neck softly with his nose which earned a small mewl from Y/n's, lips.
I watched relieved that he calmed down. I hated seeing my brothers upset. Me, Roman, and Seth were like brothers.
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