#i helped withthis

[delzinrowe]

Yuuji is the bestest boy ever and no one can convince me otherwise

Don't even argue with me but Yuuji is the kind of guy who'd instantly know you're struggling with something from the way you seemingly type less when you reply to him

cw: depression mentioned

He's the kind of guy who wouldn't even think twicec let alone once about just ditching everything he had to do that day and just straight up dash to the next convenient store to pick up your favourite snacks and some microwave food, paired with some unhealthy sugary drinks that he knows you secretely love to the moon

Yuuji is the kind of guy who would run to your place in the middle of the night during a thunderstorm just because he worries about you

He's also the kind of guy who doesn't judge when he sees the mess at your place when you let him in

You're in tears and red in the face from embarrassment and shame about how messy your place looks and how you haven't showered in a week, let alone brushed your teeth. Your hair is an unwashed mess but he doesn't care

You can not convince me otherwise, Yuuji is the kind of guy who'd clean your entire apartment for you while you take a depression nap

He's such a caring guy, he'd even cook you some real food, because despite the snacks and junk food he brought he wants you to eat something proper too when you mention you've been surviving on frozen pizza and nuggets for three weeks

Yuuji doesn't judge, he doesn't humiliate, he doesn't even comment, he's just there and helps you how much he can because he loves you

But Yuuji's also the type to not confess to you because you're amidst your worst mental time and he cannot put any burden like that on your shoulders when you deal with so much in your head already

Unbeknownst to him, it's long not platonic anymore how he cares about you, how he cooks for you, how he helps you wash your hair, how he holds you when you cry, how he embraces you when you feel week

No, the way he protectively keeps you close to his chest when you cry yourself to sleep is far beyond platonic

[theonlyadawong]

also i think exorcism/possession horror is just christian propaganda

[fitzfunnymoments]

I know for a fact I need to see a dentist but I can't because first of all my insurance doesn't cover one and we can't afford to pay for one kr any kf the stuff they'd have to do to me and second I have had so many bad experiences with dentists that I straight up can't trust them anymore and I know for a fact whatever one I see will not be understanding of that

[bethelighthalazia]

Hi Kat! 💌

Just wanted to return the favor because I too am curious about your take on these questions! (Sorry for the brevity I'm just really shy and it's hard for me to words with new people 😅)

Here are my questions: 3, 21, 68, and 77!

Tysm in advance!!🌙

Hey hey lovely nova!

I´m sorry my reply comes so late, but tumblr didn´t show me your ask at first!

We really should write more, because i want to get to know you better as mutual and writer friend <3

my answers to those questions are these:

3. Do you share your fic ideas, or do you keep them to yourself?

this highly depends on my mood and the amount of excitement i have for my fics. Usually i love to share my ideas and see if they make sense at all or if they even would work out. Sometimes, I do like to keep them all to myself to then susprise everyone.

21. Do you prefer writing chaptered fics or one-shots?

Normally, I would prefer to write oneshots, because I am more the type to write without plotting. Lately i have gotten into plotting and researching for my fics more, so i am excited for both types of fics now.

68. Are there any fics that influenced you to write the way you do?

Not particularly? I mean, I have started a fictional story many years ago, so this kind of got me into writing in the first place(Lord of the rings inspired me mainly). Recently, @makeitmingi (with tcadg) and @edenesth (with twthh and the spinoffs) inspired me to try out chaptered and longer fanfictions, @bunnliix helped me withthis too by fueling my fun with researching and plotting fics out more. And overall all the mutuals and friends I´ve found in the ateez writer network ( @newworldnet ) i am in have encouraged and inspired me, which also formed the way i write.

77. Why do you enjoy writing fanfiction?

Because by writing fanfiction, I can let out all the creative thoughts in my mind, and even give purpose to my daydreaming. Even if only a few people read and enjoy my fics, I hope that by writing fanfiction, I can inspire those as well in some way, and if not, at least put a smile on their faces.

[remtutorial]

working on something "pretty cool" i think so have this art i made last month of a new oc (idk her mame please help withthis)

[wolfinshipclothing]

God, I am so obessed withthis Sashannarcy band!AU.

In this AU, Marcy's family moved to Connecticut when she was six, before she could meet Anne, so Marcy grew up to be a socially inept, low empathy wallflower, who is into Medicine college because of her parents pressure.

And she's doing well, but she's artistically repressed and without purpose.

Her only passion is playing the drums. And The Sharps, Marcy's favorite band, with the stunning guitarist Sasha and the cute singer Anne.

Anyway, one day the Sharps have a concert in Connecticut and word is they are looking for a new drummer. And wouldn't you know, Marcy is a drummer! But she discards the idea. She is a wet towel, the most boring person ever, withouth a single friend. They wouldn't take her as a band mate.

Still, she goes to the concert, and being a rock concert it quickly turns into a riot and Anne and Sasha has to leave the stage.... and who helps them get away from the fans/mob? Marcy.

She brings them to her apartment and the three of them bond and chat and Marcy can't believe she is chatting with her idols and OMG they are so much hotter in person.

And Sasha finds Marcy's drums and goes "yo, Doc! You play?"

And Marcy plays something for them and Anne and Sasha are like "you've got to join the band!"

Marcy is more than flattered but she denies. She can't drop out college and disappoint her parents.

Sasha and Anne leaves and Marcy berates herself the whole night. When she wakes up in the morning, she goes: "you know what? Fuck doing what I've been told. I'm going to join my favorite band!"

She makes a rush to The Sharps bus tour and tells Anne she accepts the offer. And so begins Marcy journey into music, learning to loose up, enjoy life, and rediscovering herself.

Which would be easy, except that she discover Anne and Sasha are not only band mates but mates MATES. And they're not subtle about it.

So Marcy has to balance her new road to discovery with the pressure of being in a famous band and the emotional stress of travelling in a bus with two rock goddesses who are not only super hot but also in a very hot relationship (and that, unknown to Marcy, like her as well)

Hilarity and lesbianism issues.

[thephantasmalmaze]

hmmmm another one? the DM is in the zone and needed to write something as im def not crying over a tv show rn.

"fix it" au, this time tho lets take a look at shay, but instead of a new father (as she already has a perfect one) lets give them a new set of mentors and people to call home even for a little while.

If I were Silvanus I could fill books upon books about Shay, about the darling little teifling playing in the woods who pracned into his life, like a newborn fawn into the the budding wild flowers of summer. But I am not, and so I can't fill pages upon pages with words of fatherly joy nor can I write with the pride one has to watch their child accomplish the even the smallest of tasks.

But I can tell you of a version of the story where finding a new man to call father and mentor is not the end to dear shays change, but mearly the begining.

One of the first children in years to catch the favor of Silvanus is nothing to brush aside, and while subtle hard to over look by the correct eye. A Lady, of a kind heart and dispostion passes through town not an unusual occurance in a small town but shes so unlike anyone else. Instead of holing up in the inn and leaving as quickly as possible, she stays and enjoys teh scenery for a while. She sits at the tree lines and writes, she wakes up at the dawn and grounds herself to the soil, she too walks out into the woods alone with out fear. This my dear friends is how a young shay meets Thea.

Shay is headed out to her favorite pond, a small wooden bird she learned to carve clutched in hand, a lady on a mission. As they walk with purpose to their little creak determined to show their best friend the wonderful thing they made, shay is shocked instead to meet that new lady who has been hanging aroundthis town longer then anyone has before. Thea for her part notices the little teifling much faster as Shay, still young and learning is quite noisey in their little welly boots.

It takes some coaxing but Thea is eventually able to strike up a conversation withthis brave child who wanders the woods alone like he owns it, and cant help but grin from ear to ear as they speak.

Sadly though as all good things are known to do Thea must leave, to be an advisor is a full time job and Corbin can only handle her being gone so long. But the trip to this little nowhere town becomes a annual occurance, for her to stretch her wings and keep up with her little teifling friend. Eventually when shay is old enough to read and write well, annual meetings turn into letters sent between a mentor and mentee, and annual trips becom bi annual, once alone and once with the little prince and his knight, far away from duty even for just a few days.

And eventually when Shay is grown and old enough to make decision on their own, Thea extends an open invatation to come along, back with them to the city of Tarrin the city of gems. Shay eventually accepts, but dispite a new place to call home and more people to call family they never forget the wild father, and always stops to smell the roses

until next time ig o/

[mydysfunctionalvampirefamily]

The role reversal between Neil and Miles here is so interesting. Because Neil instantly becomes the dad that is so frustrated he is 50 miles from home and can't help his kid shut off the water, but is also extremely annoyed at the kid for doing something that causes the need for the water to shit off in the first place. While Miles instantly becomes that kid, who becomes surly and unhelpful with their dad's questions because they already feel guilty but didn't want to show it and the dad makes them feel worse.

Neil doing the I am so upset but I am going to pretend I'm calm because it isn't helpful but everyone can still hear how upset I am is so funny.

Down the sink?!? Damn

"If you're just apologising, give me the phone." when it's someone else Miles goes back into dad mode, indignant annoyed dad mode. Maybe my favourite Miles mode.

The silliness of the phone conversation temporarily made me forget how bad it is that Zantosa escaped.

Kabir is very charming in a weird way. Also damn Johnny's hunch was dead on, that other Kabir was a fake! I still don't know how he figured that out.

Okay, but get yourself a ride or die like Kabir, goddamn.

"No, Kabir, I've got killing to do." Rooftop Johnny makes an appearance. 😳

Johnny really has the best friends. Damn I love Jane. She's is so cool.

Neil being awkward with his contacts is so good.

"Why can't we deal withthis together?" absolutely brutal question by Johnny's wife, valid of course but damn!

Also she is so strong and forceful, you can definitely see why Johnny and her were together.

Wynn and Neil could have their own sitcom.

[fridayiminlcve]

aurum v chai is anyone there i trust u the most withthis help

[brokenmusicboxwolfe]

I am sooooo sick, and I think what makes it worse is how it makesme start wishing.

I wish there were someone to check on me. I wish there were someone to insist I rest while they do thing like take care of the animals. I wish there were someone to offer to bring me a warm drink. I wish there were someone with cool hands to rub my feverish back**. That sort of wishing.

So here I am sick, and my thoughts start spiraling around all those things I can’t have that really boil down to one thing:

I miss being loved.

But that’s the background, the atmosphere, the very air I breathe, this permenent isolation. The more practical tug of war of being sick goes on.

I should rest.

I have things I need to do so I can’t rest.

If I rested I would just start thinking about the problems I need to deal with***, all infused withthis sadness and loneliness. That’s not rest.

The body needs rest before it breaks!!!

The brain needs activity to distract it!!

I hate being sick. Hate, hate , hate it. To indulge or fight the illness occupies my every miserable moment.

I wish there were some to help me out so I could rest for a day….

There I go, wishing again! Damn it!

Gah, I have to get well again so I can go back to pushing myself to constant activity. My “no wishes, hopes, or dreams” policy works well to keep me almost content with my life as it is, until something like this happens. Fantasies about being cared for are just my brain torturing myself. I need to rest AND be too busy to feel. Somehow.

I really hate being sick!! LOL

**OMG, I just realized how many years it’s been since anyone rubbed my back! Intellectually I realize no one will ever rub my back again, but emotionally it’s looking back and seeing the reality of it that makes it so hard. We were a family of hard work and back rubs. I still have the hard physical work to do, but no back rubs afterwards.

*** New discovery: I have to buy a tire! One of the car tires has somehow gotten so treadless I am in big, big trouble if I don’t replace it. Unfortunately affording a new tire right now is big, big trouble in itself!

[lolbitbutsus]

HELP I CANT WITHTHIS I LOVE IT SM I THOUGHT I HAD TO SHARE IT😭✨️ 💙

[femmesandhoney]

So sorry If you get annoyed with these questions.

But how do you deal with your pmdd and your period week ?

I dont have pmdd but my pms can get very fucking gnarly and the thing is that I know it's gonna pass and I know its just hormonal bullshit but it still affects me deeply like I genuinely feel a sense of doom, can't get out of bed for the life of me which means I'm missing out on classes, nothing makes me happy nothing makes me feel better I'm literally on survival mode on that week and then comes my period where I'm in pain for the first 2 days then just feel tired, gross, sweaty, hot and cold at the same time etc...

I'm sorry if this feels like I'm trauma dumping. I'm not I just want to know how to deal withthis but like the women I talk to just treat me like I'm overreacting or think im bipolar. I'm just tired of losing 2 weeks of my life like literally each month to this bullshit

Bestie you should go to your gyno 😭 um!! Those aren't very normal pms symptoms, you should talk with them bc the people you're talking are actually (rudely) informing you that your symptoms are worse than they should be for some unknown reason, possibly PMDD but theres a lot of other things that could cause that. But anyways, it sucks lol. It's actually usually more manageable when I get good sleep, eat well, exercise, limit caffeine, etc (balance more of my hormones before the impending doom), but sometimes even when doing those things some months are worse than others. In those cases, sometimes you just gotta remember it will pass and do your best to make yourself feel happier or calmer or more in touch with yourself and your surroundings. Take your pain meds, go to class if possible bc being around friends actually will make you feel better i promise than sitting alone in pain, listen to your favorite music (i love my rage music in particular when im feeling like shit), maybe talk a walk or something. Dif things help dif people, but just remember you're not alone at all in how you feel before your period and many women do struggle w similar hormonal sensitivities and issues.

[nibeul]

does anyone want to hear some of the lore I’m coming up with for the Coruscant Guard because I’m currently fixated and seriously deprived of content

[moonenjoyer]

girl...ive been at this job for almost 9 months so everyone (reasonably) assumes i know what im doing. but every now and then i still have to do things i happen to have not done yet so idk what im doing but everyone acts too busy to help me or teach me because again they assume i should know by now and like...im fucking this up. and whats crazy is that the client keeps asking me questions but like...idk. but my attorney isnt here bc he assumed i could handle this on my own but i really really cant. can a bitch get a helping hand like???

[parseisflat]

first time in months that ive crossed off every task on my planner without having to move shit to next week woohoo