#i havent worked on my design challenge yet for the job app and its due friday @ 11:59 and i have my humanities final that i have 2 do so i
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#ive been on the same facetime for 3 hours and im dead inside#i didnt have a ride 2 school 2day so i stayed home but 2day the staff of the lit mag @ college (aka not the lit mag of Lit Mag Tag)#are doing their poetry review and i kno im in the comforts of my home but Oh Boy Am I Decaying On The Spot#@ least one of my poems made it in2 the magazine which is exciting but we had 2 review like 30 poems and we did half of them last week and#all the rest this week and im just? im tired. we NEVER debated this much back @ the hs. never ever ever this is Absurd#we've spent a collective 6 hours over the past week doing this and im exhausted. ive barely said anything and every time i open my mouth#i sound Dumb and Jaded and i can tell they know it#i feel like poetry has been kinda ruined for me now. like its not mine anymore bc ppl who are smarter than me and better at talking are#good @ arguing about poems and picking them out. and poetry is something i Love and have devoted myself to for 5 years and to realize that#here despite writing so much and surrounding myself with it that that basically means Nothing is just. fgjgjfdjkgdfkjskdhk#theyre trying 2 decide which poem is the winning one and im so tired#the only consolation i have is that At Least Im At Home bc if i wa @ school rn u kno i'd b 4689764389675897 times more miserable n i'd have#to wait for a ride home and it would be Horrible and im just jaded and done#i havent worked on my design challenge yet for the job app and its due friday @ 11:59 and i have my humanities final that i have 2 do so i#wont have any time 2 work on it until??? thats right!! The Fucking Day Of which was not the plan and im !!!!!!!!! DEAD#purrs#this has sucked the life out of me honestly#ugnfjgnmfghgnhgfmhgf i dont have any more time or creativity or like Motivation anymore i just want to lay down and cry#i cant even articulate anytihing jkfngjkfdgjkghjdfsgsssssgjk im miserable#i just want 2 hang up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#OK EDIT WE JUST FINISHED THAT TOO K 3 HOURS AND 16 MINUTES OF MY LIFE AND I AM SO DRAINED AND DEAD SDKJGHSFJGHKJ
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