#i havent cooked a proper meal in over a year and i lost 5 months of the year last year because i was trapped in the basement
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i want to have a meltdown about being overwhelmed and im tired of seeing socially awkward people blame their every action on "autism" when none of them have ever interacted with an actually autistic person who has physical outbursts and limited vocabulary and watering down what the meaning of autism is and im tired of people talking about gay sex because nobody except them is talking about gay sex when we could be talking about anything else and i can't handle physical touch anymore and my stomach has been hurting for 2 days and im TIRED
#i hate my job my credit card is maxed ive been trying to move for 2 months#i cant drink anymore and nobody is selling my vape juice and the only way i feel peace is if im stoned off my nuts#i dont know how to communicate my emotions without freaking out and my blankets are constantly tangled#my neck is killing me but like only in a specific spot that's making me feel like i have a throbbing headache#i feel too perceived and not enough no matter how much i say “please don't look over my shoulder when im using tech#because it makes me incredibly self conscious and like i have to defend my every action#but my mother yells at me every time i even start to say “in my defense” and i feel like a fucking child again#i havent cooked a proper meal in over a year and i lost 5 months of the year last year because i was trapped in the basement#by an abusive dickhead who wouldn't move out of my house#and now his truck is taking up my entire driveway and ive spent over $500 on getting my car fixed so i can register it because#im a year fucking late doing it and all canadian tire is doing is fucking me around#i cant afford a vacation and my body fucking hurts and my job wont give me any more hours and it took me#8 months to find one fucking job because nobody is hiring and my FUCKING SQUISHMALLOW ADDICTION IS TAKING OVER MY BED AND I CANT FUCKING#STOP#fuck all i want is to stop
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hi @nonbinarylars tagged me to do this thanks dude i havent done smth like this in Ages tbh henyways
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rules: tag nine people and bold the statements that apply
APPEARANCE: i am 5′7″ or taller| i wear glasses/contacts (i lost them on campus like 2 weeks ago tho) | i have at least one tattoo | i have at least one piercing | i have blonde hair | i have brown eyes | i have short hair | my abs are at least somewhat defined | i currently have/have had braces
PERSONALITY: i love meeting new people | people tell me that i’m funny | helping others with their problems is a big priority for me (if i actually care for them) | i enjoy physical challenges | i enjoy mental challenges | i’m playfully rude with people I know well | i started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it | there is something I would change about my personality
ABILITY: i can sing well | i can play an instrument | i can do over 30 pushups without stopping | i’m a fast runner | i can draw well | i have a good memory | i’m good at doing math in my head | i can hold my breath underwater for over a minute | i have beaten at least two people in arm wrestling | i know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch | i know how to throw a proper punch
HOBBIES: i enjoy playing sports | i’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else | i’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else | i have learned a new song the past week | i work out at least once a week | i’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months | i have drawn something in the past month | i enjoy writing | fandoms are my #1 passion (maybe??) | i do or have done martial arts
EXPERIENCES: i have had my first kiss | i have had alcohol | i have scored the winning goal in a sports game | i have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting | i have been at an overnight event | i have been in a taxi | i have been in the hospital or ER in the past year | i have beaten a video game in one day | i have visited another country | i have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts
MY LIFE: i have at least one person i consider a “best friend” | i live close to my school | my parents are still together | i have at least one sibling | i live in the united states | there is snow right now where i live | i have hung out with a friend in the past month | i have a smartphone | i have at least 15 cd’s | i share my room with someone
RELATIONSHIPS: i’m in a relationship | i have a crush on a celebrity | i have a crush on someone i know | i have been in at least 3 relationships | i have never been in a relationship | i have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them | i get crushes easily | i had a crush on someone for over a year | i have been in a relationship for at least a year | i have had feelings for a friend
RANDOM SHIT: i have break-danced | i know a person named jae (not irl tho) | i have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce | i have dyed my hair | i’m listening to one song on repeat right now | i have punched someone in the past week | i know someone who has gone to jail | i have broken a bone | i have eaten a waffle today | i know what i want to do with my life | i speak at least 2 languages | i have made a new friend in the past year
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