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beaversatemygrandma · 3 years

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Currently reeling over the fact that my mom told me I’m going to end up with survivor’s guilt after the next covid wave here bc I’m the only person in this trailer park who’s vaxxed. Currently, there’s a wave starting. And I’m scared she’s gonna be right.

#its weirder knowing it came from my mom who's been denying things for the longest time until i told her about long covid #she's still not getting vaxxed and neither is my dad and my sister has been believing all the conspiracies being fed to her around here #bc shes 12 and impressionable like leave the kid out of this she needs the vax bc she'll have to go back to school eventually #what led me to finding out there was a new wave was my friend who literally was trying to make plans to go up here with me for a weekend #well their roommate is showing signs of covid and both of them are vaxxed but still caught it #and they're struggling to understand how the fuck this is possible #anyways i hate being the one to say this after being given an ominous warning from my mom and want people to live #but i fuckin hope this wipes out all the conspiracy theorists about this shit #and we can actually make moves to wiping this damn thing out #its been too long #i want to see my damn friends and i want to get a fucking job again and all these morons are preventing too many people from living #both figuratively and literally #i havent caught the damn virus after these nearly two years and im not about the catch it yet #im ready to throw hands with anybody who's not helping this shit #beavers speaks #im fuckin mad rn these cases made my friend cry at work today and i cant console them at all #i wanna fucking leave this country still but at this rate we're gonna get blocked off from the world again #i started to finish this and then there was a knock at the door and there were cops looking for somebody living in the trailer behind us #im no snitch so i told them i knew nothing which isnt even a lie #but i did confirm their description even tho white middle aged male describes like 6 guys in the park the others are old white men #and then i come back inside from talking to them to find my little sister screaming about fucking sugar ants in the sink #which are literally only there because she cant seem to get used to thoroughly rinsing her dishes #i havent even eaten yet today #theres barely any dishes somehow after two days #she wont do them without taking an hour and flooding the kitchen #and ive got a fucking migraine #lovely start to the day //s.#seriously if anything else happens im going to have to find my anxiety meds bc currently this is PUSHING IT #this damn child is scared of sugar ants and dead bugs which makes zero sense #all while showing zero signs of anxiety other than overdramatically running away when i had a dead ant on my finger

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