#i haven't gotten a refill since FEBRUARY BECAUSE OF THIS

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today has gone:

>check pharmacy, see no refills available

>call doctor, 'yes we sent prescription'

>call pharmacy, 'no there's no prescription'

>call doctor, 'okay we will send another prescription'

>call pharmacy, 'no we still didn't get the prescription, you should call them again'

i'm gonna gjklsdfsalkdsjfklsafsafds

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SUP, IM BACK YA MOTHER FUCKIN LOVELY PEOPLE! IM BACK FOR WRITING!

Welp, atleast I hope I'm back! I haven't started writing the next chapter yet....and am currently rereading my own story, drafts and notes and am going to hopefully get my writing journal with my physically written and more important notes soon ish since it's at my parents house in my room. But I'm really hoping to get back into the swing of things and back into writing after around roughly a year break.

In regards to the topic of my hiatus and a sorta life update in a way and explanation on why i dissappeared(writing related further down if you wish to skip this)

I will say that my break was originally meant to be short and just so I could get my motivation back and come up with ideas, because at the time when even my updates and random stuff posted on my activity/convo board (Qoutev+Wattpad) had started to slow to absolutely nothing, was actually around the same time my grandpa had been in the hospital for awhile due to medical issues, and also a big part outside of my family was that I'd gone off my adhd medication due to not being able to refill my prescription and my mom not having time to bring me to a med check, and around the same time my mental health hit a low i hadny hit in awhile. I did infact end up back on my meds in like late March of 2024 or something, but by then I was very out of the writing spunk and ideas and just kinda stayed in that low, and continued to stay in that low pretty consistently to the point I wasn't getting in any form of a better mindset and I stated roughly like that until late july to August, and just around when I started feeling like I was doing better I'd gotten stuck with a puppy I didn't particularly want, and I'm by no means a puppy person but we had found a super sick stray like three month old puppy and taken it in and I ended up super attached despite the fact I'm not someone who by any means should have a puppy but I did it, and it's been rough and draining and has left me with little time to write or to myself, especially since he had to be kept separate from my family's other three dogs while he was getting better and then still has to be separated because my mom's dog is reactive thanks to our neighbors dog (which I won't get into) but since early October I've been living with my sister consistently and just have been busy and still not totally doing great, and more family stuff in regards to grandparents and their health has been consistent since late September of 2024 again even to now in February of 2025. But my puppy who's named Douglas and I now love with my whole being is finally starting to calm down and is getting to point where I can have a bit of free time to myself to do things like write again, hell I'm also hoping I'll be feeling better but won't jinx anything by being overly positive there.

In regards to writing again-

I don't promise that the next chapter of DFTS will be very long or overly amazing, I'll try my best but if there ate inconsistencies or more grammatical errors then before I'm apologizing now because I'll be trying my best. I have to completely start from scratch now, I need to find my writing style again, and while I've written small short wips that are trash here and there for my own entertainment I won't be posting those as they aren't related by any means and...they're just trash. But the POV of my writing might shift, as well as my language, grammar and just style as whole but since I'm still me ill assume it won't be to drastically different. I might work on a few old requests feom tumblr before jumping straight back into DFTS so I can practice and get back a sense of my writing style but we'll see what i end up doing because I'm still not sure of it all yet. But I know I do still love writing and reading even if I also took a huge break from reading stuff as well. 

-More DFTS related specifically I guess-

I had drafts for the next chapter, I swear I had two rough drafts and different versions of how chapter six would go, and I think I have the plot line in the notebook I dony currently have which sucks but I'll hopefully aquire soon. I had more recently messed around with the one of two versions I have, which is actually the only version I have access to because I can very specifically remember the second one but also can't and I can't find it anywhere on my phone(which I did infact switch phones....but all my notes transferred so I don't really know there). But anyway I have tweaked and messed around with the one draft I have access to, and I decided i actually hate it but I'm thinking I might make it a short under 2000 word filler and teaser for the upcoming chapters I hope to make good. I also have a super old ass draft I found for like what was i think originally chapter two, but its still a really cute chapter and I think one of my first real fluff chapters, and I'm thinking I'll post it on my behind the scenes as a scrapped draft since I don't hate it but it just doesn't quite fit the storyline anymore.

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This is super long and I'm writing this in my notes, if my grammar here isn't great then I apologize, I'll edit it later from my laptop. I just wanted to make this announcement or author's note or life update or whatever before people either think I've died, abandoned my stories for good or similar plus before I post a new chapter out of no where. I just wanted to speak and clear stuff up and make it known I didn't quit, not for good atleast. I make no promises when the next full chapter will be but I might post a filler one out of a draft just for fun and post that old draft fifteen year old me wrote back in 2023, which feels so weird to say....I will add this is also a means of me getting back into the Creepypasta fandom and the Slenderverse fandoms and all too which I'm actually looking pretty forward to since I'd kill to binge watch Marble hornets all the way for once or start watching EMH again and reading up on creepypasta fics since I have no idea how the Fandom is like now or if it's changed any...but knowing the Creepypasta and Slenderverse fandoms, I'll assume it hasn't changed much and is still the super cool Fandom and community as before.

Anyway I'm making myself shut up now, I'm supposed to be folding laundry not writing this.

Please remember to stay hydrated and to take care of yourselves luvs and I can't wait to get back into the writing, the community and Fandom and talking to everything again because i really do miss it all so much and say everything I've said with a lighthearted tone and such, even if some of it's more personal and kinda crappy! And also if anyone has absolutely anything to say or ask...feel free to do so!

-Luv Lee<3

Written and posted to main writing soiclas 2/4/2025 -