#i haven't dealt much with muscle pain before this. before the EBV reactivation i had back pain and joint pain and poor CV health
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I HATE EBV!!!!!!!!!
#i want to cry straight up i played 2 rounds of beat saber with my brother like three days ago#and my leg muscles still hurt so bad even when im laying down not using them#my doctor told me not to do exercise that isn't mild and low impact because my mitochondria are damaged by my viral infection#and my cells can't power themselves efficiently right now#idk man i thought beat saber would be fine :( it WAS fine while i was doing it but a couple hours later it hurt badly to walk#i haven't dealt much with muscle pain before this. before the EBV reactivation i had back pain and joint pain and poor CV health#but i never felt like my muscles were just dissolving themselves like this. i feel weak and helpless.#also i'm trying to get a diagnosis for my GI issues right now and the lab lost 4 out of the 6 vials of shit i gave them for a stool sample#so i have to do that again. for the third time in like two weeks.#and if they come back without a diagnosis i have to get a colonoscopy and endoscopy#my health is just a wreck right now and i feel so useless spending 20 hours a day in bed most days#but what the hell else can i do. i just gotta wear my brave face and try to preserve my dignity#i want to stop being nauseous and in pain and so so so exhausted all the time. im so tired.
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