#i have two classes tomorrow and i havent done the work for either of fjem
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#i literally thought to myself i need to be 6 again which is how you know things are Not Good!!!!!!!!!!#i don’t know what i Want and it’s driving me CRAZY and every option feels so scary but i don’t think in actuality it is#i’m so fucking tired but i can’t sleep bc i was stupid and slept at 6pm and fucked it up#i have two classes tomorrow and i havent done the work for either of fjem#* them which is embarrassing and i need to make a decision that is quite significant and i thought i knew what i was going to do about it#but now i’m not sure and every minute is getting closer to when i do have to decide#and i’ve got a roommate again so i cant even just. like. idk.#and physically i feel like shit and i have to see my dad tomorrow night and i just wish i wasnt attached to anyone ever#but clearly i dont bc i keep doing things that make me attached to things/people so i need to get over myself#and i’m really worried abt something happening at home like idk it’s set off alarm bells in my head#all of this will be absolutely fine i just wish there wasnt an all of this in the first place#and i wish i could fault something other than my bad decisions but at the end of the day these are consequences of my actions so like.#that’s that and now i have to deal with it
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