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sweetronancer Ā· 11 months ago
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POET ROBIN AND (UNKNOWING) MUSE NANCY AND WHEN NANCY ASKS ROBIN IF SHE CAN SEE HER POETRY ROBIN GETS REALLY EMBARRASSED BUT NANCY WON'T DROP IT SO SHE GIVES IN AND THEN COMBUSTS INTO FLAMES
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pedroshotwifey Ā· 8 months ago
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*slaps more money on the table*
šŸ‘€ So basically, I canā€™t seem to finish any WIPs with this man, he is a ball of lust but I canā€™t write him. šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
Javier PeƱa you and your sexy self frustrate me! But I also want to request a Drabble for my birthday (Sunday 3/31 - which I should have requested this earlier this week. šŸ˜–)
Anyway whenever you finish it is fine.
I would like some sweetness and smut from Javi because if thereā€™s a time to be completely self-indulgent, itā€™s on your birthday. šŸ„³
Thank you in advance love! ā¤ļø
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*Gives money back*
This one's on the house. šŸ˜‰
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY, NERDIE!!! šŸ„³šŸ„³šŸ„³
As requested, here is your birthday sweetness and smut:
Pairing: Javier PeƱa x fem!reader
Rating: Explicit
W/C: 1.3k
Salty Sweet
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ā€œJavi, are you home?ā€Ā 
You take a step into your dark and too-quiet apartment, looking around for any trace of your boyfriend. You know, despite the fact that you couldnā€™t get your birthday off, Javi was able to stay home so heā€™d be here when you got back. But so far, it looks like he might be out. You frown, more curious as to where he might be than upset though.Ā 
You sigh and slip your shoes off, exhausted from the day you had. It seems like you didnā€™t get a break at all on top of having to stay late. You love your job, but they really donā€™t give a ratā€™s ass if itā€™s your birthday or your last day on earth. If you want to keep up with the competitive pay, you better do what they ask, no matter how many hours of overtime you may be working.Ā 
Youā€™re taking your coat off when you hear a sudden clatter from the kitchen, and then a whispered curse right after. You canā€™t help the smile that creeps up. This idiot is trying to surprise you. If you had to guess, youā€™d say he probably just slammed his foot into one of the chairs in the dark.
ā€œJavi?ā€ you try to keep the amusement from breaching your tone. He doesnā€™t answer, of course, so you make your way to the kitchen. You reach to turn the light on but stop in your tracks at the sight that beholds you.
The entire kitchen is decorated. There are fairy lights hanging on the walls and around the table, ribbons and balloons in your favorite colors spread tastefully throughout the room, lit candles on every surface, and a cute birthday banner hanging on the back wall. And in the middle of it all is Javi, standing next to the table which holds what might be the most beautiful little cake youā€™ve ever seen.Ā 
ā€œHappy birthday, sweetheart,ā€ he says through his beaming smile. He knows he did good.Ā 
Your eyes start to get misty as you walk toward him and throw your arms around his neck. ā€œThank you so much, Javi. You didnā€™t have to do all this.ā€Ā 
He tuts as he embraces you and presses a kiss to the side of your head. ā€œOf course I didnā€™t have to, but you deserve it, hermosa. So much.ā€Ā 
You lean up and press a kiss to his lips, a tear slipping down your cheek as you do so. You hadnā€™t realized how overwhelmed youā€™d been all day. Just as you deepen the kiss, Javi groans against your lips and forces himself back.Ā 
ā€œOne more thing,ā€ he breathes against your mouth before moving to the fridge. You watch with peaked interest as he swings the door open and pulls out a can of whipped cream. He shuts the door and smiles devilishly as he shakes the can. You open your mouth to ask what the hell thatā€™s for at the same time he pats the table.Ā 
ā€œHop up, cariƱo.ā€Ā 
Itā€™s not until you see the mischievous glint in his eye that you understand what he wants. You immediately feel a throb between your legs. The two of you had talked before about doing something like this, but you hadnā€™t realized it would be happening so soon. Not that you complain as you quickly follow his instructions and clamber onto the table.Ā 
He smirks wildly at you as he pops the top off of the can and rucks your skirt up. You sit up and allow him to bunch it around your waist. A small shriek escapes your lips as Javi brings your panties down as well, leaving you bare for him.Ā 
You can already see the bulge pressing against his pants. When you look at his face, his expression is almost pained as he looks between your thighs.Ā 
ā€œGonna taste even sweeter now, baby,ā€ he practically moans. His eyes flick up to catch your stare and he flashes you a smile. ā€œLay back for me,ā€ he instructs. You obey quickly, laying down until the back of your head touches the table.Ā 
The first spurt of the cold cream comes unexpectedly, making you yelp as it lands on your clit and starts to slide down. Javi only laughs. ā€œAlways so sensitive,ā€ he teases.Ā 
You whimper in response as you stare at the dimly-lit ceiling. Even though youā€™re not watching him right now, you know that Javiā€™s getting on his knees in front of you. He gently parts your folds with his thumbs as the melting whipped cream travels to your hole. Just as you feel it land there, he leans forward and scoops it up with his tongue, so gentle that it makes you shiver.Ā 
Your hips chase his mouth as he pulls away, but his hand comes up to push one of your knees.Ā 
ā€œJavi, p-please,ā€ you beg quietly. Youā€™re almost surprised how quickly this has gotten you pent up.Ā 
He chuckles as you let your eyes drift to his kneeling form. ā€œPatience, baby,ā€ is all he says. He keeps his eyes on yours as he lifts the can again and squirts some whipped cream into his mouth and then sets it down again. He just winks before leaning forward and putting his mouth on your cunt.Ā 
You moan as he starts to spread it with his lips and tongue, making a complete mess out of you. The sensation of both the heat and cold makes you dizzy, delirious for more. Itā€™s unlike anything youā€™ve ever felt before, the cold and softness of it mixed with his strong, warm tongue as it begins to lick up and down and inside of you.Ā 
He holds your thighs open as he swirls your clit with the tip of his tongue before going lower and dipping it into your hole.Ā 
ā€œGod, you taste so fucking good, hermosa,ā€ he praises through a groan.Ā 
ā€œFeels good,ā€ you moan in reply.Ā 
Suddenly, you feel his tongue push into you again, fucking you with the muscle as he reaches for the can again. He curls within you as he puts another squirt on your clit. When he comes back up to envelop your clit with his plush lips, the cream sloshing between the two of you,Ā  your hands find their way into his hair. You tug on the strands as he sucks harshly, flicking his tongue as he does so. He drinks up the cream and alternates between pressure as he swallows.Ā 
It doesnā€™t take long for you to start to feel your body warming in suspense of an orgasm. Javi continues to tease and suckle your clit, and when he takes a hand off of your thigh to slide a finger inside of you, you know youā€™re done for. He hooks his finger as he pumps it and youā€™re immediately clenching around it, moaning as you pull his hair harder.Ā 
He helps you through it, growling and sending vibrations to your twitching clit before removing his finger and licking up the mixture of your release and the whipped cream. He keeps licking and sucking until thereā€™s barely a trace of the sweet dessert left on your cunt. When heā€™s done, he licks his lips and sits black to look at your face.Ā 
Youā€™re panting, covered in a thin sheen of sweat, and looking utterly gorgeous. He finds himself smiling as you shoot him a grin, already knowing what the next words from your mouth are going to be.Ā 
ā€œYour turn.ā€Ā 
As much as he would like that, he knows itā€™ll have to wait a bit. He still has a pile of presents to give you and your favorite dinner to make. Tonight is about you, but he certainly wonā€™t object if you still want to return this favor a little later.
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zhahzu Ā· 2 months ago
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i feel so so happy to announce that i've finally completed the first chapter of my self-aware! jing yuan fic!! šŸ„³šŸ™ˆ
this may not be something that others are keen on reading since it's more of a character study and slowburn-but-not-too-slowburn! romance between him and a gamer!oc but it means so much to me šŸ„¹. writing had taken such a toll these years, especially since i had this dreaded feeling that none of my works would be good enough to be read by a larger audience. šŸ„²šŸ« 
it was especially scary since every time i made an effort to post fics on ao3, i got cold feet and abandoned making it public, making me have so many wips in my drive.
admittedly, i don't have plans to post until november, but do like or comment if you'd like to be tagged when it comes out! šŸ¤žšŸ‚
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mrghostrat Ā· 11 months ago
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Pero like, what is Crowley dooooooing, dropping big bucks on styluses (styli? What's the plural here?) and.. shipping it to Azi? When did they swap addresses. Are they ~like that already? Did I miss what Crowley does for a living in the BNF Au? Maybe I glossed over it but like (insert the Crowley snake emote with the look over glasses here.) Highly enjoying all your current WIPS. I'm gonna have to read Mon Cheri soon enough. šŸ„³
no don't worry, you haven't missed anything. considering this is aziraphale's first time mustering up the courage to ask if crowley even has a job, he hasn't dared ask too many personal questions yet. we find out in ch5 šŸ„°
i'm aware there are some details missing that might cause pauses and confusion (especially when it's slow releases like this; it might be a little less jarring to someone who binges it once it's finished), but i do quite like the reality of filtering in little bits of information slowly over time, and letting a whole picture fall into place after a few chapters.
like when you're talking to mates over DM, you'll refer to old conversations and jokes because you both know what's going on, and you aren't going to give full exposition before everything you say. having their conversation be a little gappy like that makes it feel (imo) like we're actually reading through somebody's chat logs, and learning about those people as we go. it's part of what makes the genre fun to me šŸ„°
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canonicallyobserving911 Ā· 5 months ago
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WIP Wednesday
Fanonwriter2023 on AO3
Where CANON and FANON collide!
Important update regarding 'Chapter 29'
FANON FanFic: Buddie Multi-Chapter - Hiatus Reading: ā€œIā€™m still in love with you but... I needed to learn how to love myself too!ā€
This is an EPIC LOVE STORY!
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Currently 28 chapters completed: 1.77M Words; Rated: Mature
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The good news is the chapter is huge because thereā€™s a lot happening with the Diaz family. šŸŽ†šŸ„‚
The even better news is Chapter 29 was getting so big, I had to divide it into two chapters, i.e., chapters 29 and 30. šŸ„³šŸ˜šŸ¤—
Hereā€™s the 4-1-1: On Sunday, June 23rd, I posted a Several Sentences Sunday and I indicated it would be the final snippet from Chapter 29. Even though that was my original plan and I was adamant about sticking to it, my plans changed as I continued to write the chapter.Ā  On Monday, I realized in order to do the chapter justice, there was no way I could reasonably fit everything into 80K words or less.Ā  Therefore, I took yesterday to reevaluate and I decided to divide it into two separate chapters.Ā  It was a great decision but it wasnā€™t the first time Iā€™ve done it within this multi-chapter fic.Ā  I did it with Chapter 22 because it was huge and I didnā€™t know until I got ready to post it in AO3 that the site wouldnā€™t let me upload that many words in one chapter.Ā  So, Buck and Eddieā€™s marriage ceremony and the time the Diazes spent in Italy was divided into two chapters, 22 and 23.Ā  Since Chapter 29 is larger than Chapter 22 was before I divided it, I knew I couldnā€™t continue writing it until I made that crucial decision.
Please understand I love writing and I love all the fics Iā€™ve written but for many reasons, this one is special to me.Ā  Mainly because Buck, Eddie and Chris as well as the other main characters are growing and I can see how far theyā€™ve come when I go back and review previous chapters.Ā  Iā€™m allowing the writing and the narrative to go where theyā€™re organically going to go and for me, itā€™s the best way to write.Ā  Two of my biggest pet peeves with CANON is lots of things happen off-screen and thereā€™s not enough time in each episode for everything to be included.Ā  I know they have 43 to 45 minutes but I like to see things happen and itā€™s the same way when Iā€™m reading.Ā  Iā€™m still pissed we didnā€™t get to see Buck and Eddie sing karaoke but I digress because if I go there, weā€™ll be here all day.Ā  I like to see and read everything so I wonā€™t have to do mental gymnastics in order to figure out where or what the show or a writer wants me to know but thatā€™s just me. šŸ˜œ
Iā€™ve posted about the way I worry over the size of the chapters in several of the notes sections and this time was no different because I literally had to stop stressing over how large Chapter 29 had become.Ā I fully understand multi-chapter fics arenā€™t every readerā€™s cup of tea but I love long fics and not only do I write them; I read them too.Ā  One shots are great and Iā€™ve written some but I usually end up turning them into a series because I believe thereā€™s even more story to be told.Ā  When I started writing this fic more than a year ago, my initial plan was for it to be 12 chapters but by the time I got to Chapter 6, I changed it to undecided then after I posted Chapter 11, I decided the final number would be 30. Ā After I wrote Chapter 25, I took a few days to reevaluate where I wanted Buckā€™s, Eddieā€™s and Chrisā€™ storylines to go and I knew I wouldnā€™t be able to fit it all into the remaining five chapters, therefore I increased it to 40.Ā  The good thing about that is I incorporated 2 additional chapters in the count so my plan is to still complete this fic within 40 chapters.
I want to take this opportunity to say thank you to everyone whoā€™s read and commented on this fic on AO3 (I read and respond to every comment) and to those whoā€™ve reblogged posts about it on Tumblr.Ā  I really appreciate all of you and I know writing more than 1 million words for a fic is a lot but I love this fic, Iā€™m going to see it through to the end and Iā€™m going to continue to let the writing do what it does.
Since Iā€™m planning to post both Chapters 29 and 30 no later than this weekend, Iā€™ve included one more snippet below and I hope everyone enjoys reading it.
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Hereā€™s a snippet from one of Buck and Eddieā€™s conversations theyā€™re having while theyā€™re lying in bed and itā€™s emotionally angsty.
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ā€œBabe, you know how much I care about Bobby and my relationship with him, right?ā€
ā€œOf course I do.Ā  Heā€™s been there for all of us but for you itā€™s different because heā€™s not just your captain, heā€™s also a father to you and youā€™re his son.Ā  Itā€™s been like that for years.ā€
ā€œExactly and him being my captain, mentor, friend and father figure has been great but the truth isā€¦ I donā€™t think he believes I can lead.Ā  I didnā€™t tell you this but when I was trying to get him to notice me so he could see how good I am at being a firefighterā€¦ā€Ā  He trails off because heā€™s not sure if he should even mention it.
Eddie raises his eyebrows but he doesnā€™t interrupt, he just patiently waits for him to continue.
Since Buckā€™s not sure where his career will end up whenever Frank releases him to return to work and heā€™ll have to discuss what heā€™s thinking tomorrow when he meets with Captain Mehta, he decides to just say it.Ā  ā€œHe told me I didnā€™t have enough life experience but I think my personal life shouldnā€™t matter.ā€
ā€œI agree, it shouldnā€™t but did he say anything else?ā€
ā€œNoā€¦ well yeah but it was all about taking inventory of my life so Iā€”I can be at ease but I still donā€™t know what that has to do with me being fire captain.ā€
Eddie gently squeezes his hand because he can tell his husband is getting upset.Ā  He inhales then says, ā€œAmore mioā€¦ a lot about your life has changed since then and itā€™s unclear why Bobby said those things without elaborating but I do have some ideas about why he didnā€™tā€¦ which weā€™ll discuss in a minute but let me ask you a question.Ā  Last April, during your performance review, did you ask him about it?ā€
ā€œNoā€¦ I didnā€™t because he listed my PT scores as outstanding when they werenā€™t.Ā  Then he umā€¦ reminded me that I died and I told him I needed to be held to the same standard as everyone else.Ā  I wanted to talk to him then but it didnā€™t seem like the right time and I still want to talk to him but I donā€™t think heā€™ll be objective and itā€™s the reason why I believe itā€™s time for me to consider transferring out of the 118ā€¦ again but itā€™s different this time and itā€™s the reason why I want to talk to Captain Mehta since Iā€™m thinking about applying to work at another firehouse.ā€
Eddieā€™s eyes widen because heā€™s in shock but he recovers quickly. Ā ā€œLetā€™s talk this through because you told me you want to be captain one day and not just any captain, you said you want to be captain of the 118.Ā  I know youā€™re not ready to go back to work and you know Iā€™ll fully support your decision if you decide not to but amore mioā€¦ how do you feel about being fire captain now that itā€™s possible Frank could be releasing you from therapy soon?Ā  Iā€™m asking because being captain is your dream.ā€
ā€œIā€”Iā€™m not sure but I have been thinking it might be time to give up on my dream since things have changed and if I decide to return umā€¦ itā€™s likely everyone on A-shift will be moving on to other things but whereā€™s that going to leave me?ā€Ā  He admits with a nonchalant shrug of his shoulders.
ā€œMy loveā€¦ you know Iā€™ll support you no matter what you decide but I have to be honest, Iā€™m worriedā€.
ā€œWhy?ā€
ā€œBecause being captain of the 118 is your dream and youā€™ve always been Bobbyā€™s protĆ©gĆ©.ā€
ā€œYeah, I thought so too but itā€™s different now because Bobby has already picked the person he wants to take his place but heā€™s never even considered me.ā€Ā  He pauses for a few seconds then continues.Ā  ā€œItā€™s not important anyway because I can work out of any firehouse in Los Angelesā€.
He frowns and replies, ā€œBuck?!Ā  Your dream is important and it matters.Ā  In September, you told me being captain of the 118 is something youā€™ve been wanting for a long time soā€¦ talk to me.Ā  If you donā€™t want it anymore Iā€™ll understand but if you doā€¦ you know Iā€™ll be here with you every step of the way.ā€
ā€œBabe, I know you will but the fact is Iā€™ve been on medical leave for more than five months and Iā€”I was on paid administrative restrictions and paid administrative leave several weeks before that.Ā  A lotā€™s happened over the years and I donā€™t know if Bobby will ever be able to see past the stuff I did.ā€
ā€œBut Buckā€¦ā€
He whispers, ā€œItā€™s ok.Ā  Iā€™ve made a lot of mistakes as a firefighter and I donā€™t know if I can come back from them.Ā  Iā€™ve disobeyed orders more times than I can count, I filed a lawsuit against the city and a lot of other things that I canā€™t change.Ā  Itā€™s where I am now so maybe itā€™s time for me to consider other options.ā€
What is Eddie going to say next?šŸ¤·šŸ½ā€ā™€ļø
What is Captain Mehta going to say to Buck when they talk? šŸ‘€
Is Buck going to leave the 118 if Frank releases him to return to work? šŸ™ƒ
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Fic Summary:Ā Months after Buck and Eddie were hit by the same lightning strike; theyā€™re still struggling with the aftermath of it. Ā But before they make their love confessions, theyā€™ll spend time getting to know themselves as individuals first. Eddie learns to enjoy the simple things in life as he participates in activities on his own and with new friends while Buck learns the rest of the 31-year-old deep dark family secret about his conception and birth. Their journey to forever is still a work in progress but once they finally admit theyā€™re in love with each other, everything that follows their love confessions will be cataclysmic.
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Chapter Summaries
Chapter 1 -Ā Eddie makes a new friend while Buck receives devastating news regarding the sperm donation he made for Connor and Kameron.
Chapter 2 -Ā Buck does a lot of research to learn more about the abnormalities found in his red blood cells and Eddie starts a new therapy journey thatā€™s all about him and not the traumas heā€™s experienced.
Chapter 3 -Ā After more than a month, Buck and Eddie finally spend time together outside of work but it doesnā€™t end well and they part with a lot of uncertainty regarding their places in each otherā€™s lives.
Chapter 4 -Ā Eddie has a few realizations about his life which causes him to consider moving back to El Paso, TX while Buck continues to be reminded of his past which causes him to take an impromptu road trip across America.
Chapter 5 -Ā Both Buck and Eddie have difficult conversations with their parents and Buck finally learns the truth behind the reason why his mother despised him while Eddie finally tells his mother about the way she tries to control him.
Chapter 6 -Ā More than two weeks after Buck pushed Eddie away after suggesting they needed a break; Eddie decides to try again. Eddieā€™s there for Buck when heā€™s at his worst just like Buck was there for him when he was at his worst and he wonā€™t let Buck give up.
Chapter 7Ā - After Buckā€™s mental breakdown, Eddie has his back the same way Buck had his when he had his own breakdown more than a year ago. Ā They share several vulnerable and emotionally intimate moments with one another and they begin to realize their small, sweet and caring gestures matter just as much if not more than any grand gesture ever could because these are the foundations of a long-lasting love relationship.
Chapter 8 - Buck, Eddie and Chris all have their own therapists and during their sessions, they reflect on their pasts while theyā€™re in the present so they can prepare for their future together as a family.
Chapter 9 - Buck and Eddie are there for each other when Buck has to testify as a witness during the trial.Ā  But by the end of it, theyā€™ll both realize their individual and shared traumas are going to keep resurfacing until they talk about them, deal with the fact that theyā€™re in love with one another and face the fact that they canā€™t live without each other.
Chapter 10 - As Buck and Eddie finally begin to confront their past traumas, they realize how much they need each other to fill in the gaps of their memories.Ā  Additionally, the universe screams at them for what appears to be the one hundredth time so Buck can realize he doesnā€™t have to ā€˜find itā€™ because he already ā€˜made itā€™ and Eddieā€™s reminded tomorrow isnā€™t promised and he doesnā€™t have to die alone if he doesnā€™t want to.
Chapter 11 - A ā€œvirgaā€ or dry thunderstorm is in the forecast but once the rain starts, the thunderstorm happening outside wonā€™t be able to match the storm brewing inside between Buck and Eddie.Ā  Itā€™s the universeā€™s final scream and when the tumultuous winds begin to blow, theyā€™ll have one last chance to hold onto everything theyā€™ve built over the last six years or theyā€™ll lose it all forever.
Chapter 12 - Buck and Eddie have always shared a deep physical attraction and an emotional intimacy thatā€™s unmatched but now that theyā€™re in a relationship, theyā€™re learning how to navigate the romantic intimacy theyā€™ve been waiting for six years to explore. The love they have for each other is a once in a lifetime, soulmate, love of their lives type of love that transcends space and time.
Chapter 13 - While navigating the newness of their romantic relationship, Buck and Eddie take advantage of every moment they spend together. As their individual lives, people from their pasts, time constraints and the possibility of losing each other again make attempts to interrupt and interfere with their journey to forever, they love, care for, support and hold onto each other even tighter to withstand it all.
Chapter 14 - Buck and Eddie can see the lights at the end of the tunnels regarding the results of Buckā€™s Cancer Screening along with everything else theyā€™re dealing with. But are the lights they see exits to the tunnels or are they headlights on different runaway trains that are speeding towards them in an effort to interrupt their forever?
Chapter 15 - Buck and Eddie have known they were exactly who the other one wanted in a partner since they met six years ago when they agreed to have each otherā€™s backs. Theyā€™re in a romantic relationship, theyā€™re both preparing to ask the other one to spend forever with them and by the end of the seventh week into their relationship, together they will plan their most important and greatest adventure for their future.
Chapter 16 - As Buck and Eddie begin to prepare for their marriage ceremony that will take place in Rome, Italy in December 2023, they start planning their first international adventure as a romantic couple. Even though Chris is still the only person theyā€™ve told about their relationship, several people who know them have already witnessed the love they share and as the days continue, others will witness it too.
Chapter 17 - As Buck and Eddie get closer to departing Los Angeles for their international adventure, a moment in time will remind them; life is fragile, tomorrow isnā€™t promised and every second of everyday should be cherished because everything can change in an instant. The result of that realization will cause them to hold onto each other even more.
Chapter 18 - As Buck, Eddie and Chris prepare for family gatherings before and during the Thanksgiving holiday, the ā€œSanta Ana Windsā€ start to blow and all sorts of expected and unexpected familial drama ensues.
Chapter 19 - As Buck and Eddie get closer to their wedding day, the universe begins to align everything so that some of their parent and children's relationships are strengthened while others come to an abrupt end.
Chapter 20 - With only 14 days remaining until Buck, Eddie and Chris depart Los Angeles, CA traveling to Rome, Italy, for their first family adventure, an early morning conversation about ā€œtying up loose endsā€ helps Buck and Eddie realize there are still several things left unfinished on their ā€˜To Doā€™ lists. The question is will there be enough time to complete all of them?
Chapter 21 - Buck, Eddie and Chris are finalizing their ā€˜To Doā€™ Lists, double checking their itineraries and packing their suitcases in preparation for their trip to Europe so they can board their flight that departs Los Angeles, CA on Friday, December 15, 2023 at 3:25PM.
Chapter 22 - While Buck, Eddie and Chris spend the first 8 days of their European family adventure in Italy, their primary reason for going will be fulfilled as well as several others they hadnā€™t considered or anticipated.
Chapter 23 - As the Diaz Family continues their Italian family adventure, theyā€™ll say, ā€œCiaoā€ or hello and goodbye to a lot of things almost immediately after they become an official and legal family.
Chapter 24 - After Buck, Eddie and Chris arrive in London, England on December 24th; the Diazes immediately start preparing to spend their first family Christmas together. During their stay, each of them will hear a few choice words that will be the life raft to get them home to complete their searches to be seen and to be found.
Chapter 25 - After spending more than two weeks in Europe, Eddie, Buck and Chris are back in Los Angeles and theyā€™re getting ready to attend Maddie and Chimneyā€™s New Yearā€™s Eve party. During the event, they have plans to make two surprise announcements but the question is, whoā€™s really going to be surprised, the Diaz family or their found family at the 118?
Chapter 26 - Buck and Eddie are once again faced with their greatest fear of losing each other but this time it could be permanent and if it is, then they wonā€™t be able to spend the rest of their lives together.
Chapter 27 - After Buck resumes therapy, heā€™ll continue to face the fact that he ā€œDIEDā€ in March 2023 and during those sessions, heā€™ll learn about the 7 stages of grief. As he continues his healing journey, Eddie will be right by his side just like he promised and the Diaz family will start to deal with their three minutes and seventeen seconds loss as a family.
Chapter 28 - Two years ago, Eddie was asked, ā€œWhat are you afraid of?ā€; twice, once by Frank and once by Buck but he only answered one of them without deflecting. Since that time, heā€™s been to therapy and him and Buck got married but the question resurfaces when Frank asks Buck the same question and Buck asks it of Eddie for the second time. However, when Buck asks, his reasoning will be about something else entirely.
Chapter 29 - Will be posted soon.
Chapter 30 - Will be posted soon.
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choicesmonthlychallenge Ā· 6 months ago
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There are so many great resources for Choices content creators, but it can be hard to keep track of all the different things. So here is my attempt to compile a list. Please message me here or @lovealexhuntā€‹ if you know of something else. Iā€™ll keep this updated as new things open too.
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diazsdimples Ā· 1 year ago
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Fic Writing Review 2023 šŸ„³
Words and Fics
222,730 words published to AO3
1 fandom (9-1-1)
Most recent drop: sugar and spice and all that smells nice (Buddie | 6.3k | E)
Longest fic: Buck's Baby (By Accident) (Buddie | 119k | G)
Top Fics By Kudos
Buck's Baby By Accident (Buddie | 119k | G)
Fucking Finally (Finally Fucking) (Buddie | 3.9k | E)
Burning with Need (Buddie | 3.8k | E)
First Words (Buddie | 2k | G)
In sickness and in health (but mostly in sickness) (Buddie | 3.7k | G)
My Fandom Events in 2023
Didn't do any! I joined the fandom in June and didn't write anything until July šŸ™ƒ
Upcoming Events and Projects for 2024
This all depends on how many babies need delivering next year ngl, and how much of the year I spend on call but here's the WIPs I have so far!
To finish/publish:
With you I'm home - I quoted 20 chapters for this because Buck's Baby was also 20 chapters but I am 100% playing this by air. In this fic, we see Buck and Eddie embarking on their first year of marriage. They have a 2 year old son (Aidan) and Christopher, who is 14. This fic will show them navigating parenting a boisterous toddler and a sassy teenager while they begin their journey to having a new baby.
Cat Fic!! - this has been sitting in my WIPs folder for months now and I haven't had the beans to write it recently! Buck has adopted a cat with a curious name that brings a whole load of feelings to the forefront of his brain (is he saying I love you to the wrong Eddie?) and also provides some excellent material to fuck with his friends.
AUs that live in my head rent free
GTA AU - Listen I know this sounds weird, BUT, Buck and Eddie are heads of rival motorcycle gangs and constantly engage in turf wars. They realise they have the same product dealer for their cocaine lockups, who has been selling them dodgy product, resulting in loss of revenue for both men. They come together to confront the man realise they work extremely well together and who knows, maybe rival MC gang members can fall in love!
Piano Teacher!Buck, Parent!Eddie and Student!Chris - this was inspired by my Musician AU Play me like a fiddle, and was vaguely encouraged on Ao3 by @theotherbuckley, and will be a oneshot of Eddie coming to Buck after being referred to him by Christopher's physical therapy. Buck is more than happy to take Christopher on as a student is fast delighted by his constant, bubbly optimism. Eddie watches as Buck teaches his son and watches Christopher's confidence in himself build and realises, fuck, he's slowly falling in love with his son's teacher.
His Dark Materials AU - Buck finds himself in possession of an alethiometer and the more questions he asks of it, trying to figure out it's true meaning, the more he finds himself being drawn towards a dark, mysterious man he's noticed hanging around the college lately. Buck's daemon is instantly drawn to Eddie's daemon and the two find themselves unlikely friends, embarking on a quest to discover what it is the alethiometer is trying to warn them about.
Single Parents AU - Buck is the single father of two daughters and has just joined the 118 and is struggling to find his place. He meets another single father at his daughter's school in the pick up line one day and Eddie reveals he's training at the LAFD but struggling with childcare while he does it. Buck suggests they combine childcare and offers to help Eddie train, and even gets him a position in the 118 when Eddie graduates. How long will they coparent their three kids before they realise they've got it bad for each other?
Misc. ideas that haven't quite developed into fics yet but exist!
Magic Au - Buck and Eddie both have the power to control their auras (which have a colour and scent specific only to them) and go through rigorous training to enable them to save the earth from the Elder Race threatening to take over (inspired by Michael Scott's Secrets of the Immortal Nicholas Flamel)
Detectives AU - I've been watching too many Scandinavian crime shows and want to write Buddie solving a grisly murder
Chances are I'll come up with more over the summer!
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Rules: Feel free to show whatever stats you have. Only want to show Ao3 stats? Rock on. Want to include some quantitative info instead of stats? Please do this. Want to change how yours is presented? Absolutely do that. Would rather eat glass than do this? Please donā€™t eat glass but donā€™t feel like you have to do this either.
Tagged by @jesuisici33 and @hippolotamus thank you my loves!
(no pressure) tagging @malewifediaz @theplaceyoustillrememberdreaming @theotherbuckley @disasterbuckdiaz @thewolvesof1998 @callmenewbie @cal-daisies-and-briars @daffi-990 @monsterrae1 @letmetellyouaboutmyfeels @rainbow-nerdss @wikiangela @steadfastsaturnsrings @spagheddiediaz @eddiebabygirldiaz @watchyourbuck @loserdiaz @smilingbuckley @fortheloveofbuddie @spotsandsocks (ignore if you've already done it!)
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imbecominggayer Ā· 4 months ago
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Writing Curse: Gifting You My Stories
Here are some story ideas that I have but I am either never ever going to write because they deserve to live in my brain or they are permanent WIP šŸ„³
Prompt 1: The Curse Of God On His Child
At the beginning of time, the only two creatures who existed are the oynx night who breathed loved out into the cosmos in a wordless yet etheral manner and a creature who declared himself God. Creation spun out of this coupling as Creation became the first angel and true child of God. God's mind started to wander as thoughts combined into ideas and ideas turned into plans.
Universe, galaxy, solar system, planet, humans. Creation was made to watch over the easily excitable children who, like their forefather, also manipulated the outside to match their insides. They smeared the red of their insides onto each other's faces as they laughed into the night about tales never told.
It was pleasant. Until, Creation did something bad. They killed God. it was an accident. They swear it was an accident. But who cares when you've killed God? No one cared about God, except the humans. Not ever the night sends shooting stars for mourners.
But Creation cared. So much. And the humans cared. Too much. They begged to hear God. Hear his comforting words. Creation begged them to stop talking about God. But humans are excitable children who wanted to talk to their father.
Creation ordered a tiny village of little boys and little girls who played and killed together to do something nice for them. A perfect little birthday present wrapped in tongues. Yes, of the two-hundred villagers, a hundred would be getting their tongues ripped out.
You might expect that they would be scared and some were. But they were also blissful. It's rare you had an opportunity to be listened to. So humans did many things that night. All lot of things that Creation didn't want them to do. And after the two hundred dead bodies were gathered together under Heaven something magical happened.
Creation knew they did something bad. Again, so they changed a bit. Denial lived in the heavens and revenge was born again.
Revenge was born out of the cries of mourning and blood and tongue. Unlike the heavenly light of Creation, they were viscous and moist with blood. Just like the tongues that were thrown into the pile.
And Revenge was going to kill Creation.
Creation was going to thrive under divinity.
Now we are here, in the modern day, no one knows what happened between these two fragmented entities. But if one thing is certain, it's that Denial and Revenge are still twirling around in their dance
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WIP for my It Only Takes One AU! Cameos from a couple of my S&M OCs + some OCs I just made recently for this AU thanks to this animatic! I guess I'll go ahead and clarify that Max is the star male vedette of a cabaret in this AU! My very first foray into animation! Ugly watermark bc I made the grave mistake to work in this in IbisPaint and I'm poor af! Had to use a trashy scree recorder to put the sound and get this out w/o getting another IbisPaint watermark, whooooooop!šŸ„³šŸ„³šŸ„³
More health issues arise alongside more work! I'm fine, but pretty burned out. I really wanna work on my WIPs, but what little free time I have, I'm too tired to do sošŸ˜…
I always loved animation, but never really attempted to animate something until very recently. This is just the "raw" draft, I still need to work on the lineart and cleaning and a whole lotta stuff, my goal was to show this wip way later on, when I actually got to clean this part and some of this AU was already posted, but idk when I will be able to work on these things properly. Also why I made that bullheaded mistake of using IbisPaint, shoulda 've waited to get procreate... it's just that I never thought that I would ever try to animate, y'know? Seemed like a way too lofty goal at the time.
Besides that, it is indeed very hard work, but I'm nonetheless having so much fun learning how to animate! My plan was to make this an animatic, but I also keep really, *really* wanted to see more body language and facial expressions so I ended up making a lil' too many frames. And although it in turn makes it even more complicated, I just can't help but love how lively it looks... The bad news for me is that I already have an idea for another animation/animatic with canon Sam&Max set to Boogie Wonderland, a lot of dancing a car chasešŸ„²
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nerdieforpedro Ā· 11 months ago
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Weekend Update 01/21/2024
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Hey Nerdie! How has your week been?
Iā€™ve been good. It snowed, twice. Snow is for Hallmark movies. I hate cleaning my car off and digging out. Very much hate driving in it, felt like a stunt driver. šŸ¤£
Wowā€¦Thatā€™s a lot. Um, thanks for sharing?
I know, you didnā€™t ask all that. I overshare. Itā€™s my jam. In addition to odd humor, innuendos and food jokes. Many food jokes. šŸ˜Ž
That is very on brand for you. The pickle is gone. Weā€™re thankful. šŸ„¹ What did you read this week?
I've been trying to work through different lists I have but I get them confused - most of the time. šŸ˜µā€šŸ’« A quick list:
Locked out of Heaven by @fhatbhabie (Dieter Bravo)
A Baker's Dozen - Nine by @avastrasposts (Pero Tovar)
His Little Hawk by @iamskyereads (Pero Tovar)
the art of shaving by @lunaselena (Marc Spector)
isn't it by @undercoverpena (Din Djarin)
Lunch @javierpena-inatacvest (Javier Pena)
PMAMC 2024 Challenge Masterlist (haven't finished it yet - has a multitude of Pedro characters) organized by @wannab-urs
A Work of Art by @boliv-jenta (Lucien Flores)
Expensive by @laurfilijames (Raymond from 'The Gentlemen")
I read a lot but I feel like I'm missing some. šŸ¤Ø
What did you put out this week?
...You heard that right?
We did, we regretted it as soon as we said it. Just answer the question.
I have no idea if I post a lot or a little. Maybe too much? I have no clue. Some of what I did was organization and grouping.
Drops of Sugar Masterlist (Joel Miller)
Weddings 101 with Dieter Masterlist (Dieter Bravo)
The Mercenary and his Witch (Pero Tovar - part of PMAMC 2024)
Watch me and Touch it Quierda (Santiago Garcia)
Filthy Hooligans (Lucian Flores)
Don't know what you mean (Tim Rockford)
Geez Nerdie, do you do anything besides work and fanfiction?
It's a way of life. Not for the weak. I also don't have a lot going on so I need to keep occupied somehow. šŸ¤“
I also am trying out some temporary tattoos to see if like the placement. I would like to get a tattoo this year. šŸ„³
Anything else Nerdie? You always have lots of things planned.
Nothing for now. I have to finish some other WIPs I've been working on. Slowly but there has been progress.
Until next time!
Stay warm, stay safe, hydrate!
Love Nerdie šŸ’•
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ageless-aislynn Ā· 27 days ago
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As mentioned in my last post, welcome to Aislynn's 1 Word For Each WIP November Extravaganza! (It was too long to fit all of that in the banner, so hence the number 4 coming in clutch, lol!)
Here's what I'm GOING TO write at least one word for in the month of November:
Halo the series
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"15 Minutes" - (John/Female Reader) Chapter 12 is in progress and will get progressiver (word of the day) by at least 1 more word! *nodnods*
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"Recreation" - (Kai/Male Reader) The final chapter will be slotting in between its sibling fic's *points up at "15M"* second to last and final chapter. I have notes on chapter 5 but no draft started... yet.
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"Untitled Fluffy Vannak fic" - (Vannak/Female Reader) Just a one-shot that I wanted to do for the big guy, something sweet and fun because he got VERY LITTLE of either in season 2. šŸ˜­The draft is already in progress.
I also would like to write a Reader fic for Riz since the entire rest of Silver Team is getting something šŸ‘€but have nothing on tap just yet.šŸ¤žšŸ˜£šŸ¤ž One day, I hope, but I'm not counting this as part of my WIPs to be finished in November... unless I should get a heck of a lot of work done on everything else. šŸ˜‰
Halo: Reach
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"Choices: A Choose Your Own Spartan Adventure" - (Noble Team/Female Reader) One of the most personally ambitious things I've attempted in a while, the first chapter that sets up the adventure is almost done. Next to go are each of the chapters where you choose which Noble Team member you'll continue the adventure with. I have the plot for all of them but only Emile's has something written. We'll also be getting a separate chapters for female and male Noble Six, since we're all about, you know, choosing who you want to adventure with and Six can be either in the game. šŸ˜ŽšŸ‘
The Flash
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"The Price" (NSFW) - (Caitlin Frost/Hunter Zolomon) I've known what's going to happen in chapter 2 for a quite a while now. Just got to write it... one word at a time, right?
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"Guardian Angel" - (Time Wraith!Caitlin Snow/Eobard Thawne) About 1/3 of chapter 3 has been done for, umm, years now. Just need to push it on through a little bit more! I'm not sure how many chapters in all it will be, at least this one and a 4th but that may be enough to finish it. We'll see!
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"Split" - (Caitlin Snow/Eobard Thawne) The third and final fic in the Ghost of Eobard Thawne series turned out, to my surprise, to have 3 very ragged first drafts and part of a 4th chapter just hanging out in my Word docs after all of these years. I still have my *surprised Pikachu face* on for this one, what can I say? šŸ¤·ā€ā™€ļøšŸ˜‚
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"Try" (NSFW) - (TomCav!Eobard Thawne/Caitlin Snow/Mattobard!Eobard Thawne) Oh yeah, I went there. After all of the versions of them that I've written, the only really surprising thing is that I didn't do this a lot sooner, lol! This one has 3 chapters of almost 8k words done that nobody has ever read. It's weirdly one of the few times I did world-building, too. It's projected to be pretty big, 20-25 chapters, so maybe 50k words? šŸ˜± It's a really big undertaking for something that's honestly just for me but... I'd really like to be able to read the entire thing one day, lol! And there's only one way to do that: I've got to write it, one word at a time. šŸ¤·ā€ā™€ļøšŸ˜‰
I may have totally forgotten something but this was all that showed up in my WIPs folder. Of course, that folder was imperfectly copied from my previous computer and I had to go looking for several of these, so who knows. If I missed something, feel free to let me know.
So wish me luck, frens! This is a challenge I KNOW I can do and I'm so excited about it! šŸ„³šŸŽ‰šŸŽŠšŸ’–
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All of my masterlists are here.
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just-my-latest-hyperfixation Ā· 7 months ago
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WIP Wednesday
I was tagged by @a-little-unsteddie - thx bby šŸ˜˜
rules: post your current wip file names, and a snippet from one of them. then let your followers send you asks with those titles and you can either respond with a snippet or provide some other information about the project. tag as many people as you have wips!
ā“ļøtop secret Steddie big bang project
šŸ° The Kingā€™s Gift
šŸ„³ 1k follower celebration ficlets
āœØļø bonus option: ask me about any of my microfics, dribbles or other ficlets
Tagging: @carbonbased000 @frankenstein-ate-my-left-shoe @sidekick-hero @penny00dreadful
Snippet from The Kingā€™s Gift
There's a boy staring at him.
Steve yelps.Ā 
The boy shrieks and overbalances, falling square on his ass. He must've been crouching right next to the bed, watching him sleep like a curly-haired little creep.Ā 
ā€œThe fuck?ā€ Steve sputters. ā€œWhat the hell is wrong with you?ā€Ā 
The boy measures him with an unimpressed look.Ā 
ā€œGood morning to you, too. That's a pretty bold question for someone who just drooled all over their pillow, don't you think?ā€Ā 
Steve stares at him.Ā 
ā€œWhat the- ā€¦ I didnā€™t- ā€¦ Who the fuck are you?ā€Ā 
ā€œDustin,ā€ the kid says, like that explains everything, clambering up to his feet and brushing imaginary dirt from his clothes, all importantly. When Steve fails to gasp in understanding, he frowns. ā€œWhat, Eddie didn't mention me?ā€Ā 
Steve shakes his head. Dustin huffs.Ā 
ā€œI'm his page.ā€
ā€œHis what?ā€ Steve says. ā€œLike in a book?ā€Ā 
Dustin stares at him like he can't decide whether to laugh or cry and Steve can feel his shoulders sag. Great. Looks like he's in for another confusing day.
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jiminiesfavouritecolourisblue Ā· 7 months ago
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Blue!!!
That latest chapter... I have no words
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You wrote it really well (as always!), and I can't wait for the next ones!!! The way you wrote namjoon was really šŸ”„
P.s. No pressure for the next update(s) tho! I'll always be here to support and wait for you šŸ«¶šŸ» Hope you're doing well!
Hello miss 25, I hope you had the best birthday šŸ’œ
What can I say, Mr Kim Namjoon demanded a solo chapter and after some negotiating I said okay šŸ‘ŒšŸ½ and Iā€™m so glad I did because I really enjoyed writing that chapter AND THE FACT THAT YOU ALSO LIKE KT MAKES ME GO YAAAAYYY šŸ„³šŸ„³šŸ„³
Iā€™m actually staring at all my WIP trying to decide where to go next, the inspiration is pulling me in too many different directions and there are so many stories that I havenā€™t updated in too long
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caeli0306 Ā· 6 months ago
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For the writersā€™ ask game thing (please and thank you!):
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ā€”ā€”ā€”ā€”ā€”ā€”ā€”
ā¤ļø What is your favorite line that youā€™ve written in a fic?
šŸ’„ What is one canon thing that you wish you could change?
āœØļø Out of the comments youā€™ve received on your fics, what are two or three of your favorites?
šŸ‘» What is your wildest headcanon?
āœļø Whatā€™s your ideal writing setup?
šŸš€ Do you like to outline your fic first or create as you go?
šŸŽ Have a piece of a WIP you want to share?
šŸ· Is there a tag you like to search for when looking for fanfics to read?
ā°ļø Do you like to post fics on a schedule or at random?
šŸ‘“ What helps you focus when you write?
šŸ’• What is your favorite fic that youā€™ve written?
šŸ‡ Do you write for yourself, for others, or both?
šŸ„³ Why did you start writing fanfic?
šŸ¦‹ Which character is your favorite to write?
šŸ¦ˆ Which character is the toughest to write?
šŸ¬ Do you write for multiple fandoms? If yes, what is your favorite fic of yours for each fandom?
šŸŒ» How often do you read your own fics?
šŸ“— Do you want to write something outside of fanfiction? If so, what about?
šŸŽ¬ If a movie or show were based on your fic, which fic would you choose and who would you fancast?
šŸ’­ What inspires you and your writing?
šŸ§Ŗ Do you research for your fics?
šŸ˜Ž What fics do you prefer on a scale of canon compliant to wildly original?
šŸ’Ž Do you often write about a relationship or focus on an individual?
šŸ”„ Have you included any sexy scenes in your fics? If yes, do you find them easy or difficult to write?
šŸ’˜ Is it easier to write angst or fluff?
šŸš¦What sort of endings do you prefer to write: ambiguous, bad, happily ever after, etc.?
šŸ’”How many WIPs do you currently have?
šŸ”Ž Does anyone beta read or edit your fics?
šŸ“š Is there a fanfic or fanfic writer you recommend?
šŸ¤© What led to your interest in the fandom?
šŸ¤– Are non-fandom friends aware that you write fanfic?
šŸ’› What is the most impactful lesson youā€™ve learned about writing?
šŸ‘‘ Do you like writing short fics or long fics?
šŸŽÆ Do you have a writing milestone youā€™re working towards?
šŸ”® Any advice for writers working through burnout or writerā€™s block?
šŸ¤” Would you ever want to write something canon if you got the opportunity?
šŸ’Œ Is there a favorite trope you like to write?
šŸŽØ If someone were to make fanart of your work, what fic or scene would you hope to see?
Ooh thanks for asking!
ā¤ļø - This is so hard. A few options b/c I can't choose!
from castles crumbling chapter 2
I want to scream, but I canā€™t get the air into my lungs. This isnā€™t fair. If Malek had to takeĀ anyone, he should have taken me. Not this innocent child. Not these people celebrating their gods. Me. A murderer. Someone who so long ago lost my humanity that I barely even remember what it felt like toĀ beĀ human.
This line from the present, the past, and you in between:
The war was long, but my life with her has been longer. I used to say that I've lived on borrowed time, and I accepted that my life was destined to be short. Then I began to pray to Malek, begging to borrow more, all to spend with her.
Combined with this line:
I begged Malek for more time, and he gave me too much.
From Did Someone Say Shots?:
Instead, I slept with her when IĀ knewĀ how horrible of an idea it was, and it fucking destroyed me when, in the morning light, she called it a mistake. Look at me, dealing with the consequences of my own actions.
Last but definitely not least, from chapter 6 of castles crumbling:
I laid my old self to rest a long time ago, but he is still there at the wake, trying to make sense of her demise.
šŸŽ - a lil blurb from an unpublished one shot, if it pleases the court :)
Then Xaden walks into the conference room. He has the kind of presence that makes people shut up and pay attention, and I hate him for it. The chatter that permeated the air dies away instantly, replaced by the silence of worshippers waiting for words from their god on high. I guess Xaden fulfills that role here. Those golden eyes of his find me almost immediately, and I school my expression into a glare. I hate you, I hate you, I hate you. That's the message I want him to receive. Instead, he only smirks, and then turns to retrieve a folder from Bodhi, who followed him in. Xaden takes a seat at the head of the long table, sitting as casually as one would in their own living room. He props his elbows on the table, the movement causing the muscles of his arms to bulge under the rolled up sleeves of his black button up shirt. I hate that he looks that good without even trying. I hate that I know what he looks like under that shirt even more. As if sensing that I was thinking about him, about That Night, he meets my eyes again, and his grin this time is downright filthy. "Shall we begin?" he asks. "Sorrengail, you're up. Tell us how you plan to save our asses, and try to make it quick." Oh, fuck him. I plaster on my most fake smile, and stand. Liam gives me a look from where he stands, that basically says Don't do something you'll regret. Luckily for me, I've about expended my regret reserves when it comes to Xaden Riorson. If he wants to be an ass, then fine. I'll be an ass in return. He needs me a whole lot more than I need him.
šŸ‘» - IDK if it's a headcanon, but I like to think Xaden sometimes needs assurances that she's not going to leave and that she loves him because he doesn't think he's worthy of her. Not in like, a toxic way, or in the "I need to know you'll be there" way that he brought up in IF, but more every day, like "Hey I'm feeling x right now, and need to hear that my brain is creating scenarios that aren't real." IDK if I'm making any sense.
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emiliasilverova Ā· 10 months ago
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WIP Wednesday
Last WIP Wednesday: 06/22/23. Holy shit, now that was a lifetime ago. And guess what? Still the same fic (You Need Only Ask), still the same chapter (2, of course). BUT. Back then I was stuck in a loop of rewriting the beginning of the chapterā€”now I'm almost three pages in, woohooo šŸ„³ One day, I promise, I'll get to the end of it. In the meantime, and since it's Valentine's day, how about a little... snippet...? šŸ‘€ (slightly smutty btw, I won't put a cut this time but just in case, you're warned)
There wasn't any sound but their steady breathing. James had stopped moving on purpose, both to give Alec space and enjoy the all too rare moment. Retreated from civilisation, but safe from the elements; holding someone dear close to him, with all the cares of the world far behind. This was just what he personally needed, although he didnā€™t mind if Alec insisted on taking things further. He never minded.
ā€œIs that it?ā€Ā 
Alec didn't stir as he spoke. It couldn't be clearer to James this was right where he wanted to be, however many jibes he might make. It wouldn't be Alec, of course, if the last word wasn't his.
ā€œNumber one rule in the book: never stint on foreplay,ā€ James replied. One of his hands moved down, settling on Alecā€™s stomach.
Alec sneered. ā€œI see. Buying time.ā€
ā€œI didnā€™t hear you complain.ā€
ā€œHow about you put your money where your mouth is, hm?ā€
As Jamesā€™s fingers dug into Alecā€™s skin, the latter squirmed to get them even lower. Getting impatient, wasn't he? Good. That went to show James had taken the right path so far. ā€œDo you mind if I fetch some lotion?ā€ James asked.
ā€œWhy, do you haveā€”ā€
In response, James rolled over to the other side of the bed. He reached for his luggageā€”an unsung advantage to a room so cramped had to be how he could do that without getting up. A few seconds into fumbling for his toiletries, his hand emerged with a small, flat plastic bottle. He set it on the nightstand, before reclaiming his warm spot beside Alec.
ā€œOnly one thought in that small mind of yours, isn't there, James?ā€ Alec commented.
ā€œAnd what thought is that, hating to chafe?ā€
ā€œNobody I know uses lotion for chafing.ā€
James smiled. Although heā€™d beenā€”mostlyā€”sincere, how was he supposed not to use ammunition when it was so generously handed to him?Ā 
ā€œTheir loss. Anybody can use a little glide,ā€ he said.
There was brief silence. Then Alec finally answered backā€”half-disparaging, half-defeated. ā€œYouā€™re a wanker.ā€
ā€œAt your service."
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sarahowritesostucky Ā· 6 months ago
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New Follower Milestone! šŸ„³
Today I reached a new follower milestone and wanted to say thank you to everybody who follows me!
The number of followers I have now is more than four times the amount I had when my previous account was deleted! (and I'd thought that account had a lot!). It makes me so incredibly happy to know that so many people like to read my fanfic!
(as per usual, I will refrain from saying the actual number, as I like that Tumblr doesn't show follower counts so people can't place too much importance on them)
In addition to the exciting follower thing, I've really received so much love, encouragement and support from you guys - especially with this latest nasty barrage from the angry on the internet peopleā„¢ļø. Every time a few nitwits get hateful and ridiculous, you guys remind me that good folks still exist and far outnumber said nitwits!
I'm going to be going on a writing binge these next few days. The schedule of projects I intend to tackle is:
Carter Academy
Temporary Custody
Hydra Sanatorium
Happy Little Family
Blood Moon Rising
Late Bloomer
And in addition, I have a commission with one of my favorite fanartists to do some art for Blood Moon Rising! I'll look into commissioning more art for other fics, and I need y'all's help to decide which fic that should be.
I've struggled big time with depression and with writer's ADD this last year, but I'd love to knock a few WIPs off my list. So wish me luck!
And thanks for reading!!!
šŸ’–Sarah
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