#i have scheduled a dr’s appointment :]
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Sleep substitutes
#oxys voice scripts#megalosomnia#dr baggs#baggs#sans undertale#the capital p is just there so i know to pop the p#Sans LOVES annoying ppl especially Baggs#Baggs gets irritated that Sans puts up such a fuss about scheduling a therapy appointment#because and i quote#“i'm allergic to therapy. i'm also allergic to doctors. might wanna keep your distance”#Sans has learned through copious RESETs that he can get away with not having to deal with something by citing allergies#If you say you don't like something#people will typically ask why#but if you're *allergic* on the other hand...
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wasted this morning driving to the other side of town for a dr referral just to get referred to another office 👍 isn't the American Healthcare system great
#this appointment was originally 3 weeks ago and it got bumped....#now have to wait and schedule with another dr.....i love it its so much fun can you tell im having fun
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u know ur muscles in your calves are Too Tight when your pt guy is digging in and finding all the Actual Muscle Knots that make you want to jump off the table lmao
#stupid rant is stupid#good news is im already on the right track and i just have one more supposed visit#i had to be like I Swear Im Not Being Dramatic But Jesus Dude#so that was good#and my surgeon told me yesterday that im 100% healed too#and i have another non surgical procedure to schedule#i have an appointment to look into food and allergy testing too#this is the year that i hopefully finish figuring out the stupid shit so i can have a year with NO PAIN PLEASE DEAR GOD ITS BEEN YEARS#maybe i oughta see about my sleep patterns too#or talk to my adhd dr about that...#or give up on that lol#anyways#take care of your bodies its the only one you have on this plane
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Goal for next week is have as regular a one as possible 💪💪💪
#actually had an appetite again today although I was sooooo slow mode doing ANYTHING….. 1 hour late lunch purely due to everything taking one#billion years. but it’s okay!!!!#time to have a regular evening and then. commence as regular as possible catsitting day.#followed by drs day and then dentist day. and then I’m FREE for a month before my next appointment yaaaaaaay#…. actually I will probably have tests scheduled in that time hahahaha#but I can deal with that!!!!!!#SORT IT OUT SEPTEMBER BAYBEEEEEEEEEE WE GOTTA FIX IT OR ELSE!
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LET’S FUCKING GO I HAVE MADE A PHONE CALL WITHOUT DYING FROM IT
#marzi speaks#IDK WHY THE ANXIETY IS SO MINIMAL TODAY BUT WE ARE RIDING THIS WAVE#i have scheduled a dr’s appointment :]#two technically. got my well-check scheduled too#it is time to Reward Myself for doing a good job#so i am going to just Hang Out for the next little bit before i make today’s other phone call#god i love when things go right
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God i could have such a chill evening if it wasn't for that doctor's appointment tomorrow morning looming over me
#this wouldn't be so stressful if i didn't have to take a train to get there#the ride is only 4 minutes but i have to walk to the dr's office for 1.8 km which is about 24 minutes#but i haven't really been to this town before and don't know the way so i have to use maps to get there#and the appointment is at 8:30am and the train i would Like to take is scheduled for 7:54 am which would be fine#if the fucking bahn worked and was punctual for once but there's no punctual trains in this godforsaken country#so my anxiety tells me that this train will arrive 8:15 am at the earliest instead of at 7:58am#so i would be late and i can't be late i would just kill myself#but if i want to play it safe i have to take the train 30 minutes earlier which would mean I'd have one hour#to walk there and I'm Really not in the mood of just spending 30 minutes waiting outside like a weirdo because i have too much time left#so my options are either take the risk and be relatively punctual rather than having 35 minutes left to spare#or just waste an hour of my life because I'm too afraid to potentially be late#also the fact i have to wait for a train back home again and cannot plan this at all because idk how long I'll be in the office#is so annoying#and also I've never been to this doctor and i don't know how the whole thing will go and how the rooms and everything look like#and it's stressing me out#also that i have to plan at least 2 hours for an appointment that probably won't take longer than 5 minutes#because of the fucking trains#anyway#i should go to sleep now#40 hours without sleep and not more than 4 hours on average the days before have left me broken lmao#i gotta practice my lines though. i cannot go in without a rehearsed script. gotta be careful around doctors and choose your words wisely#otherwise they won't take you seriously or think you're overdramatic and dismiss any concern as 'anxiety'#yeah no i don't trust them- i hate relying on them- let me be free ahhh#void screams
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I have to wake up at 4am (five hours from now) and work a six hour shift. I'm going to get less hours of sleep than I work. And personally, I don't think anyone should have to work at 5am. I think that's cruel and unusual punishment. A person that normally wakes up at 11am (me) should not have to do a shift that ends at 11am.
#im covering for a coworker tomorrow#when my boss asked me to cover i lied and said i had a dr appointment at noon#i hoped she would let me work later instead of earlier#but instead she scheduled me from 5-11am#what kind of shift is 5-11. what is this bullshit#i should probably go to sleep#but i usually go to sleep at 2am! this day is throwing my schedule all out of whack#and i have to run an errand after my shift :( i have to drive and turn in paperwork. i hate driving#driving is the worst thing in the world#we should never have invented cars#morning shifts and waking up early and driving are the worst. and i have to do them all tomorrow#sorry i just wanted to complain
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I can always tell I'm having a work dream because I wake up with the fucking schedule still in my mind's eye
#these past few nights i've been so stressed i can't sleep through the night#i've been waking up like three times a night and the schedule is ALWAYS still on the underside of my eyelids#coworker kathy today said she had a work dream last night too lol#time to list all the appointment types and their associated colors bc it's 2am and i just woke up#green is dr l prophy purple is dr l restorative or pre-ortho consult or observation#bright yellow is follow-up or 30min appliance check. 20min appl chk is like one shade lighter#turquoise is seps or debond black is contact salmon is bonding bright red is ortho emergency#dark red is limited dark blue is adjustment brown is dentascreen or new medicaid patient limited or new medicaid prophy#bright orange is new patient limited or new patient prophy blue is new patient pre-ortho consult pink is sealants or dr j prophy#pale yellow/tan is dr p prophy or dr p restorative turquoise is dr j restorative light blue is hospital#i think lavender is bonding 7s or ulab check?? but i never see that one. wtf is new patient retainer check? teal? we NEVER have that one#there's other appt types we never use but idk. prophy w/o an associated dr is.........green?#someone the other day said we had a powerchain repair type but i knew that was bullshit and i checked and it was bullshit#i do think we mayyybeeee have a damon bonding type but idek why. oh shit i forgot that gray is spark check#don't remember spark delivery. invisalign delivery is an ugly reddish brown. think invisalign scan is the same#don't remember inv chk. if we have a spark scan i think it's also gray??? regular old scan is teal. so is records but we never use that#pano/repo 60 is pale yellow/tan. i think carriere/lla delivery is pale purple??? fuck#now that i think about it i'm pretty sure spark delivery is gray too#*black is contract#personal#work shit#work blogging#work
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Anyway, as much as I love microdosing on T, I might have to up my dose soon. Getting real tired of incredibly painful menstruation every other month.
#gonna try to schedule an appointment with my hormone dr asap#not sure how much it'll affect other stuff though so I'm a little nervous about having to go up...#i very much wanted androgyny more than masculinity with being on t but if i end up being more masc then so be it#i honestly wouldn't mind more/better facial hair actually lol#and less curvy waist/hips#ghost.txt
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art show prep szn and i’m finding myself in the oh god oh fuck i need to take out every art supply i’ve ever owned and do nothing but make art for this 👁️👅👁️ but. i have to also do other things
#let’s see#i have to schedule a drs appointment for a top surgery referral#also have to call back some jobs i applied to#and do some owed art#punktalk#much to think about
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I just want to start work
#first the job offer for the temp gig had a requirement i didnt have to meet#then i got a permanent position there (thats good!)#then hr didnt send me the info for the physical on time#then i failed my physical and had to see my doctor for meds#then A MONTH LATER i finally pass the physical and can start work#PSYCHE! hr doesnt have all the approvals for my start date#i was gonna start monday and now its delayed AGAIN#honestly hope its delayed two weeks instead of one b/c i have a different dr appointment next week#that i have to go to or else i wont be able to refill my other meds#and it may interfere with the orientation week schedule#gonna see if i cant see that doc this week but i doubt it#i already had to reschedule this doc for insurance reasons#i was supposed to see someone in december and when i rescheduled then the earliest i could get was next week#and i am going to be out of those meds soon#christ why is everything going wrong with this#i should have already been started at work#and the worst part is they havent sent me my w2 from last year (or if they did i lost it)#so i cant even do my tax return#i should see if i cant log back into the online portal (i wasnt able to a few months ago)#and if i still cant reach out for at least that
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Today I had to make 2 phone calls and instead of languishing and being anxious all day about it I just made the phone calls as soon as I got out of bed so now today I get to do whatever I want and not feel freaked out about it❤️❤️love and light and sunshine and peace
#I cancelled my Dr appointment bc I hate my Dr and I think that either#either I don’t actually have any treatable medical issues#or I do and he doesn’t care#either way I don’t want to see him and finding a new Dr seems impossible#also I don’t even know why I had that appointment scheduled. like I don’t know why we made it in the first place#and then the second one was to get my car inspected which I was supposed to get it inspected in NOVEMBER#and I’ve been putting it off bc I’m broke and I’m always so scared that#they’re gonna tell me my car is too old#and broken and I have to get a new one bc if I have to get a new car#idk what I’ll do I’ll cry a lot probably#a) I love my car dearly and b) new car so expensive
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r.e. last reblog. got an eye test reminder and fighting the urge to collapse into a wretched heap sooooooo hard
#fear that my headaches are caused by my eyes and i didn't connect the dots VS the fact i'll have to overstretch myself to get#an eyetest before my scheduled drs appointment: FIGHT.#ARGH OKAY I'M SO POWERFUL (<- about to go to bed for a bit because they're so tired they're not especially functioning)#(but first! to schedule an eye test! WRATH AND HATRED ON PLANET EARTH! :P)#OH to be clear i am not freaking out about frames this time (i'll just get new lenses in my current ones). even though i wanted to get blac#frames this time :( did not do good maths r.e. budgeting so ~fashion~ will have to wait. i just hate getting a grade in eyes bad or good.
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𝐈 𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐆𝐄𝐓 𝐉𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐒
even in their relationship with you, they still have their moments of jealousy every now and again
⟡ content: zayne/sylus/xavier/rafayel x gn!reader; established relationship; luke & kieran appearance in sylus’ scene; new receptionist in zayne's scene; andrew appearance in xavier's scene; a little silly and a lot fluffy; 0.8–1k words per scene
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ZAYNE ⟡
Every situation requires an assessment to determine the most logical course of action. Zayne embodied this statement in his work, and even in parts of his relationship with you. One such part was when it came to jealousy. In all his assessments, 99% of the time, there was no threat, and, therefore, no intervention required. In any case, if a guy were to approach you in such a way, he trusted you entirely as well to not entertain him. However, as he opened his office door to call you from the waiting room, he was confronted by that 1%.
The new receptionist hired to work alongside Yvonne was young, charming, and far too friendly. Especially towards you. You stopped by quite regularly. Sometimes for your scheduled check-in appointments, and oftentimes to simply visit Zayne during his downtime. That was enough for the young man to recognise you, his energy ignited by your presence.
Zayne could only see your side profile as you stood by the receptionist desk, engaged in a conversation with the young man. You appeared to be all smiles with him today. Whatever story he was telling seemed to be so thrilling. Zayne’s face remained calm, aside from the twitch of his jaw when he clenched his teeth. If anybody had been watching, they would have likely jumped at such a sign of vexation by the cardiac surgeon.
Until that point, he thought he had known what jealousy was. He had read it in books and seen it in TV shows, all of which portrayed jealousy leading to several outbursts and stand-offs. However, as he felt something rising from the pit of his stomach and burning in his chest, he understood that the purest kind of it now flared inside him. It was a dangerous emotion that clouded his mind and, before he knew it, his feet had carried him right to your side.
Mr. Chatterbox regarded Zayne with disbelief at his approach, standing up to properly greet him.
“Doc! What a rare sight seeing you personally greet a patient at the desk.”
Zayne paid only a cursory glance and the slightest nod of acknowledgement to him before his attention was narrowed on you.
“If you’d like to come in now, Y/N,” Zayne said, his voice smooth and warm.
You nodded. “Of course.”
As you walked, he placed his hand at the small of your back, pulling you closer to him by just a fraction. He turned his head to the side, enough so the young man could see his sharp eyes. Zayne wasn’t one for outbursts, so he hoped this calculated display was enough of a warning.
Watching Dr. Zayne disappear with you into his office, the receptionist muttered to himself, “Why does it feel chillier in here than before?”
Yvonne, a bystander to everything that just occurred, quietly approached her freshly hired colleague from behind. She delt a swift smack on his head with the edge of her palm. He yelped out in exaggerated pain, rubbing at the spot as if she had just given him a bruise.
“Could you be anymore oblivious…” she sighed, shaking her head. Her gaze then turned fiery as she began to scold, “And how many times have I told you to stop yammering around patients!?”
At the sound of Yvonne’s voice, he immediately redirected his efforts. Not even addressing his colleague’s prior criticism, he clasped his hands together.
“Miss Yvonne! How are you doing on this lovely–”
“Fax this, please,” she interrupted, holding a referral letter up directly to his face.
He gave a mock shiver, taking the paper from Yvonne’s hand. “So cold in this division.”
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“It seemed like you were making good conversation with our new hire,” Zayne commented, closing the door behind him.
You breathed a laugh. “He’s quite chatty. I guess it’s good to have someone so energetic working at the desk.”
That sensation within Zayne turned molten, though, you couldn’t have known with the coolness of his palm. What would be his intervention here? Maybe he needed to have a stern conversation with the young man, or perhaps he had to be more obvious in his affections towards you. He could never match the energy the receptionist had, so it would be impossible to achieve such a feat.
In his momentary stewing, you let out an uncertain hum.
“To be honest, he kept talking about himself... it was a little overwhelming,” you confessed sheepishly, rubbing the back of your neck with your hand. “I couldn’t be impolite to him, so I just smiled and nodded at whatever he said!”
Instantly, Zayne’s mind cleared. His jealousies dwindled into nothing more than ashes. A part of him even felt silly at how intense he was feeling just a few seconds ago.
Unexpectedly, he rested his head on your shoulder with a sigh. Your eyes widened with confusion before you chuckled.
“Isn’t this a bit unprofessional, doctor?” you teased.
“Feel free to file a complaint to the hospital’s human resource division,” he retorted, not missing a beat.
Your mirth readily turned into concern at the affectionate display.
“But seriously, Zayne, is everything okay?” you asked, poking at his cheek.
Zayne lifted his head. He seemed to be, surprisingly, relieved. Though, you couldn’t figure out what exactly he would be relieved about.
“Yes, everything is perfect now.”
SYLUS ⟡
There was nothing that a deathly glare or a good shove couldn’t do to resolve Sylus’ jealousy. Warding off any unsuspecting parties was his speciality, especially if it involved them getting too close to you. However, the leader of Onychinus was thrown for a loop when his very own henchmen were sparking these feelings.
“You are… going out with Y/N today?” Sylus spoke slowly, as if sounding out syllables to a baby. “Is what I’m hearing correct, Luke?”
Kieran not-so-subtly kicked Luke in the shin. Luke stifled a groan. Rather than be on their way to Linkon (and to you), they were here being confronted by the boss. It was an unfortunate slip-up from Luke as they were about to leave, which caused Sylus to sternly halt their exit.
“Yes, boss.” Luke replied, trying to stand up straighter with only one good shin.
“And for what reason exactly?” Sylus asked.
Luke resignedly sighed.
“They wanted someone to–”
“Help clean their apartment!” Kieran quickly finished.
He turned and gave a pointed glare to his twin brother. You better follow along, it seemed to threaten.
Luke began nodding profusely, “Yep! Gosh, boss, you wouldn’t even believe the mess!”
“This type of menial work was probably too peasantry for you–”
“So, they invited us instead!”
Sylus’ henchmen stood there, looking quite proud of themselves and their innocent display. Sylus rolled his eyes at their dramatics. Luke and Kieran could do any task Sylus asked, no matter how dirty, and yet they were quite terrible at lying. Maybe he needed to teach them some skills in deception later. He dismissed them sharply with a wave of his hand.
“Go. Make sure to return before I leave this evening.”
The henchmen bowed, preparing to scurry away, but before they could, Sylus spoke again,
“Don’t take your eyes off them for even a second, do you understand?”
They turned back to Sylus and nodded, bowing once again.
“And–”
Sylus’ continual interruption of their exit left them in an awkward position right at the threshold of his office.
“–they don’t enjoy mopping, so I trust one of you will play the gentleman and take up that task.”
“You got it, boss.” Luke and Kieran said in unison before finally departing.
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Sylus was planning on sleeping before your date in the evening, but that was completely out of the question now.
Hanging out with Luke and Kieran? To, supposedly, clean? He knew what they had told him was a lie. However, a small, burning part of him was frustrated. If that had been the truth, he naturally would have been the far better partner. With the time you had shared together, surely you had not so quickly found his own company lacklustre in comparison to his henchmen. He could have been in your apartment, with you, cleaning together. Instead, he was in his mansion, alone, and grumpy. Grumpy enough to open his tablet, and switch to his camera feeds connected to Mephisto.
He had asked if his skilled companion could do a bit of reconnaissance at your apartment to confirm what this ragtag trio were doing. As the camera feed loaded, he saw that your home was empty. Internally, he cursed. Mephisto flew down to street level, and, as luck would have it, three familiar people stepped out of the apartment complex. Luke and Kieran were there (wearing face masks and caps that disguised their faces as opposed to their crow masks) along with you.
Sylus sat up in his bed.
He followed this trio as they walked to a nearby clothing store. Unfortunately, it would be considered odd for a crow to be indoors, so all Mephisto could do was perch atop a bench in front of the establishment and watch the three of you retreat inside behind the automatic glass doors.
Tossing the tablet aside onto the silk sheets, Sylus crossed him arms. If the thought of not being able to clean with you had made him grumpy, then seeing that he was not invited to shop for clothes with you truly made his blood boil with jealousy. As he attempted to get some rest, he thought about casual ways to mention on this evening’s date how he could rent out entire department stores for you if you wanted.
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Sylus tapped his dress shoes rhythmically against the floor, awaiting your door to be opened after he had rung the bell. He had arrived at exactly 5 o’clock to pick you up, and although he was always well put together, he put in a little extra effort on his hair this time.
He heard the door unlock, slowly opening to only reveal your head poking out. He cocked his head to the side.
“Sweetie, are you trying to hide from me?”
“Mmm, think of it more like I’m building anticipation,” you explained with a grin on your face.
Sylus laughed fondly. He leaned his own head against the wall beside the doorframe, turning to look at you.
“Consider me sufficiently anticipated,” he replied. “Now, may I see you?”
You gestured for him to move back so you could give a grand reveal.
“I just bought this today.”
The door swung open, and you stepped outside.
“How do I look?”
Very little could surprise Sylus; however, you had utterly blindsided him in this moment. You were wearing a dress that Sylus didn’t recognise from your current wardrobe. He knew then that the outing with Luke and Kieran had been to surprise him with a new dress for your date.
Flowy, ruby fabric draped against your figure, reaching down to your ankles. His eyes followed the heart-shaped neckline that framed the pearl necklace that rested at your collarbones, matching the accessory in your hair. All this prepared just for him.
“You look absolutely radiant,” he breathed.
Closing the distance, he snaked a hand around you, toying with the smooth material under his warm fingertips. Seeing how gorgeous you were almost alleviated his earlier frustrations, until he came to a sour realisation.
“Though, I can’t help but be… annoyed that Luke and Kieran saw this surprise before me.”
You bit your lip. Of course, Sylus had figured out what his henchmen were doing throughout the day. His voice grew deeper as his lips brushed against your ear.
“Next time, kitten, you should invite me to go with you instead.”
XAVIER ⟡
It took very little to spark Xavier’s jealousy, as much as the man himself would want to deny it. Strangers, colleagues, and acquaintances could cause his unassuming appearance to transform into a hostile front if they got too friendly with you. But today was another ordinary workday, so there would surely be no situation where Xavier should feel such a way.
There had been a string of quiet days at the Hunters Association that meant that Team Alpha could finally make use of their office. Namely you and Xavier, who usually were assigned to field missions. Your neglected chair squeaked under your weight as you stretched your body, lifting your arms high into the air then relaxing. Twirling the pen in your hand, the words on page about recent energy fluctuations seemed to swirl in your vision. Xavier turned from his own desk to observe you.
“I’m going to get a drink from the vending machine.” He stood up, the wheels of his chair clattering against the hard floor. “Do you want one too?”
“Green tea, please,” you replied.
“Warm or cold?”
“Cold,” you decided. You clapped your hands against your face, squishing your cheeks. “I need to shock my system to wake it up.”
Xavier’s face broke into a smile. “Sounds like a good plan.”
Before he could walk away, a voice called out your name.
“Morning Y/N!”
Xavier narrowed his eyes slightly at the approaching man.
He was tall (though not as tall as himself), with ashy hair precisely tousled to reveal his forehead, and friendly eyes. Xavier’s senses heightened in the same way as they would in a battle with a Wanderer. The unfamiliar man had greeted you with such familiarity. Only two words had been spoken, yet it was enough to irk Xavier. If he had called you less kindly, that would have helped to lower his guard.
To his surprise, the man turned his attention towards him.
“Ah, you must be Xavier! I’ve heard much about you.” He extended his hand. “I’m Andrew, head of the Data Analysis sector.”
Xavier stared at Andrew’s hand for a moment—blinking and discerning. Head of Data Analysis… Is this some kind of power move? He gave the hand a brusque shake.
“Excuse me, I need to get some drinks for the two of us,” he said, turning on his heel and walking away to the office’s break room.
Andrew furrowed his brows as he watched Xavier leave.
“Quite elusive, isn’t he?”
You shook your head.
“Maybe when you first meet him. But once you get to know him, you’ll see just how reliable he is.”
The tenderness in your tone came unconsciously to you, but it always happened when you spoke about Xavier to others. Especially towards those who might misinterpret his neutral disposition.
Small talk continued over the next minute between you and Andrew, until he suddenly looked at you with a slight frown.
“There’s an eyelash on your face,” he said, pointing vaguely to the left side of your face.
You used your fingers to swipe across your skin, yet Andrew still shook his head.
“No, no. It’s right here.”
He brought his finger closer to show you exactly where it was.
The dull thud of plastic bottles falling to the ground could be heard a couple of metres beside you. A blinding light zipped through the air, alongside a gust of air that swept your hair back. Before you could even register what had caused this phenomenon, Xavier appeared between you and Andrew. Your wide eyes stared at his hand gripping Andrew’s wrist.
“Xavier?” you called in surprise.
Xavier seemed equally shocked at how instinctually he acted. One moment he had seen Andrew’s hand move closer to your face, and the next he was face-to-face with him.
“I-I don’t know what came over me.” He released Andrew from his iron hold. “I'm really sorry”.
With a small bow, Xavier braced himself, ready to receive the full brunt of anger from the Head of Data Analysis. He shuddered at the thought that this might be reported to Captain Jenna. Instead, Andrew shook his head calmly.
“Don’t worry about it.” He gave an understanding smile, observing your worried expression towards Xavier. “In fact, I do believe this was my bad.”
The abandoned green tea bottles rolled lazily beside the desks, and Andrew picked them up. “I’ll be heading off to my office now, I’ll see you two later.”
Handing the drinks to you and Xavier, you both expressed your thanks. As Andrew left, you turned to Xavier.
“Xavier,” you spoke slowly, “what exactly was that?”
He scratched his head and diverted his eyes from you.
“I saw he was getting too close, and my body moved faster than my head…”
It was hard not to react at how adorably guilty he looked.
What am I going to do with you? You thought, sighing in affectionate amusement.
“I know how it must have looked from afar, but there was just an eyelash on my face that Andrew was trying to point out,” you explained.
Again, you swiped a finger across your face. “I still don’t know where it is though.”
Your movements were halted as Xavier gently grasped your wrist. He leaned in close, examining your face. You felt his light touch against your eyelids as he took off the lash.
“You know, there’s a superstition about this,” he began, handing the lash to you.
“They say if you have a stray eyelash, you can use it to make a wish.”
He cleared his throat, the tips of his ears turning red believing his next words to perhaps sound a little childish.
“So, I wanted to be the one who would give you that wish.”
RAFAYEL ⟡
Rafayel’s jealousy would make itself known to you the moment he felt it. Though he would hide it between clever, teasing remarks, it was cute to see how clingy he got when it happened. And there was no better situation to provoke such feelings than at a gala hosted by Flux Arts. Admittedly, it was difficult to get the artist himself to attend these gatherings that featured one of his own paintings, so Thomas had to devise a convincing reason for him to go. That reason, naturally, being you. If you were his plus one, Rafayel could certainly face any battle.
You stood in front of Rafayel’s painting now as he had left you for the moment to speak with Thomas. Even after being exposed to his work many times (both mid progress and completed) they still managed to instil awe within you.
“Fascinating, isn’t it?”
The voice pulled you back into the room, and you looked over at the stranger beside you. He appeared to be slightly older and was likely a wealthy, enthusiastic patron of the gala.
“Yes, it is,” you agreed. “It’s one of my favourites.”
In truth, you favoured it because you were there when Rafayel painted it. From start to finish, he had you at his side. Though abstract, upon closer inspection, one could extrapolate details of a city with glorious towers and vibrant, thriving coral. It held a special place in your heart.
The man’s eyes were glued to the painting.
“Rafayel truly is an artist you get once in a lifetime.”
You couldn’t help but smile at the sincerity in the gentleman’s compliment.
“It’s hypnotising to witness the scenes he creates,” he continued. “He seems to bare his soul in each painting.”
“He is quite an expressive man,” you commented, breathing a small laugh.
From picking out the perfect outfits to the perfect paint materials, passion infused every part of Rafayel’s life, including in his relationship with you. It was one of his greatest traits you adored about him.
The familiarity in your tone was lost on the man, who believed you to only be an admirer of the artist, and not an admirer of a different sort.
The conversation continued, and you discovered the man to be a professor of history. He had discovered Rafayel through his own interest in ancient civilisations such as Lemuria. You couldn’t help but beam with pride listening to the man speak so highly of Rafayel, and the impression his works had left on him. The man soon took his leave, thanking you for entertaining his enthusiastic ramblings.
You were so engrossed that you didn’t notice Rafayel with his arms folding behind you. He graciously gave you a few seconds to detect his presence. Though, his frown grew as you continued to be, supposedly, too starstruck from your earlier conversation with that stranger.
He cleared his throat loudly.
You spun around at the familiar voice.
“Raf! How long have you been standing there for?”
He shrugged with as much nonchalance as he could muster. However, anyone with two eyes could have guessed the annoyance on his face.
“Enough to hear the last bits of your conversation.” He strode to your side, arms still folded tight across his chest. “Found interesting company so soon after I left?”
You closed the gap between the two of you with a step, preparing to explain the true nature of that conversation. Not letting you interrupt his sulking, Rafayel continued,
“I need to be more wary. There are too many people here wanting to whisk you away from me.”
As soon as you walked into the gallery arm-in-arm, people’s eyes were drawn to the two of you. At his mention that you were the centre of attention, you had dismissed it, saying it was him everyone took interest in.
Tilting your head to the side, you placed your hands your hips, almost as if to say: Are you going to let me speak?
Rafayel quickly conceded, spluttering out his next question, “And why were you being so chummy with that stranger, anyway?”
“That stranger said he was a professor of history specialising in ancient cities, and that he’s been an admirer of your works for a long time,” you answered.
Poking at his cheek with your finger, you attempted to remove his pout that remained affixed on his face.
“I was being chummy because he was complimenting your work! It made me happy to hear that people have such high praise for you and your paintings.”
Rafayel’s pout disappeared.
“It just made me think… how proud I am to have you as my partner,” you smiled. “You leave a profound impression on people.”
Your words resonated in his head. He stood motionless, with only the slow blink of his eyes.
His lack of reaction made you flush.
“Ah, that was pretty cheesy, wasn’t it? I’m sorry–”
The apology stopped short in your throat as you were scooped into a tight hug. Rafayel’s arms wrapped around your waist. A few gala attendees looked over at the young couple with admiring gazes, wondering what could have happened that would cause such open affection.
Rafayel nuzzled his forehead into the curve of your neck, mumbling right by your ear, “Jeez, here I was trying to be jealous…”
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#odorawrites#admittedly i thought the jealousy scenes i would write would be more dramatic/high stakes (?)#but when i started to put words on the page i was drawn to writing scenes set in their normal day-to-day lives!#i thought these were still fun hehe i hope this is an enjoyable read <3#love and deepspace#l&ds#lads#love and deepspace fluff#love and deepspace x reader#l&ds x reader#lads x reader#zayne love and deepspace#xavier love and deepspace#rafayel love and deepspace#zayne x reader#zayne x y/n#zayne x you#xavier x reader#xavier x y/n#xavier x you#rafayel x reader#rafayel x y/n#rafayel x you#l&ds fluff#zayne fluff#xavier fluff#rafayel fluff
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now who’s bright idea was it to start scheduling me mostly to close huh. what’s that about
#got another week of scheduling and realizing i work close all the days i work#then looked back and see i mostly close before thta too#i am just a girl of 16!! (i’m 20 BUT my mom drives me so i feel like it should kinda count)#it is funny tho i have a dr appointment on the 11th and i forgot we close at 9 so i just put my availability till 9 instead of 10#so now that day i just. leave after we close while everyone else has to close lmao#mia rambles
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i spent ten hours at work today 😭
#a good hour of that was just me clocked out having a panic attack bc my dr was an hour late to our scheduled telehealth appointment#so then i stayed late to recoup some of that lost time#this sounds so lame but i honestly rly love the work like I don't mind sticking around to fill some plastic containers with dried figs
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