#i have not written an intro in .... YONKS
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` 𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒐 !!! its 𝒔𝒐𝒑𝒉𝒊𝒆 here ( but u can call me soph ... we’re all friends here ) , a not so proud gmt-er , who uses she/her pronouns . i'm so excited to get to know u all and ur beaut muses , write up some Chaos & just ... have a whale of a time . if you feel like plotting up a storm , give this post a like OR feel free to hmu on discord @ (๑•́‧̫•̀๑)#5013 ( though i admittedly do check it less often bc ... i have 0 attention span 🤡 )
𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 here and do i have the tea for you . 𝐂𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐀𝐍 is back on campus , which is surprising considering the threatening note i left them . yes , i know all about 𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐈𝐍𝐕𝐎𝐋𝐕𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐈𝐍 𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑'𝐒 𝐃𝐑𝐔𝐆 𝐀𝐃𝐃𝐈𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 because of their 𝐆𝐋𝐔𝐓𝐓𝐎𝐍𝐘 . imagine the tabloids and how the 𝐊𝐎𝐖𝐀𝐋𝐒𝐊𝐈 family would feel for such information to come out , not to mention the reputation of 𝐒𝐈𝐆𝐌𝐀 because of their actions . at this rate , he is better off staying put in 𝐒𝐀𝐍 𝐉𝐎𝐒𝐄 , 𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐀 and living off that 𝟔𝟓𝐌 family net worth . what’s the point in studying 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐔𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆 with plans to 𝐁𝐄𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐍𝐄𝐗𝐓 𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐕𝐄 𝐉𝐎𝐁𝐒 , is it worth it with what i know ? anyways , they may want to continue to be 𝐉𝐎𝐂𝐔𝐋𝐀𝐑 & 𝐄𝐐𝐔𝐀𝐁𝐋𝐄 because the 𝐅𝐀𝐂𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐔𝐒 & 𝐅𝐈𝐂𝐊𝐋𝐄 attributes make me want to spill .
𝐅𝐔𝐋𝐋 𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄 : cillian filip kowalski .
𝐃𝐀𝐓𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐁𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐇 : 22nd march .
𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑 / 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐒 : cismale / he/him .
𝐒𝐄𝐗𝐔𝐀𝐋 𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 : bisexual .
𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐂 𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 : heteroflexible .
𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐎𝐖𝐍 : san jose , california .
𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐍𝐈𝐂 𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐈𝐍 : polish , irish .
𝐒𝐏𝐎𝐊𝐄𝐍 𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐔𝐀𝐆𝐄𝐒 : english , polish , german .
𝐁𝐀𝐂𝐊𝐆𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃
leon & antonia kowalski had only ever planned on having one child whom they would raise to take over the legendary kowalski & co pharmaceutics . their dream was founded in the birth of their son , jeffrey . what they hadn't bargained on was antonia falling pregnant a second time , almost three years later . the arrival of their second child was therefore met with a sense of indifference . there were no great plans for cillian ; their hopes & dreams already instilled in their first - born . instead cillian was viewed as more of a back - up plan , in case their first trial run was unsuccessful .
it's safe to say that cillian grew up in his brother's shadow ; although he was an intelligent kid , he never quite had the same edge as his brother - an arguable child genius . the attention and affection he didn't gain from his parents , however , was gained by his peers . jeffrey had grown up under a strict , watchful eye - whereas cillian had been able to roam much more freely . he had the one skill that jeffrey lacked - charisma .
in a strange way , as the two grew , cillian took on the role as the leader . in their teens he'd help jeffrey sneak out to parties , or slip some vodka into his drink while their father's gaze was turned .
the older he got, the more cillian had to fight and claw his way to find a thrill . eventually he turned to drugs , and of course drug jeffrey with him . the difference ? cillian didn't grow to depend & could leave the drugs at the party , whereas his brother would grow to become extremely reliant . fast forward to present day , and jeffrey is nowhere to be found - along with a hearty portion of the kowalski family fund & a deeply rooted drug dependency that cillian feels largely responsible for .
𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍
upon first meeting , people often underestimate cillian's intelligence because he gives off HUGE dumbass energy . i suppose you could say he's clever but with limited common sense . which isn't helped by his lack of filter - the boy will say anything that comes to mind without so much as a blink ( much to his parents' dismay ) .
generally he's a pretty open book , and isn't completely emotionally unattached ( truly shocking for me i LOVE to damage my muses ) , though he isn't the most emotionally sensitive of people ... he can kinda be an ass without meaning to ? has a big heart but a tiny brain ?
kind of a fuck boy because we love that ! i'm gonna be Real and say he's probably never had a serious partner ... but a whole lot of messy ' wHaT aRe We ' situations *cue cillian running away*
surprisingly does actually care about his studies ??? it's probably not expected of him but he does actually want to succeed n do well , and he 100% has the potential to ... but can also get a little distracted :/ kinda like a lost lamb who needs to be steered back onto track
kinda thinks hes the best but also the worst :/ like he's not traumatised by his childhood or anything , but KNOWING your parents dont really care for your existence has GOT to fuck with your mind at least a little . he doesn't exactly push people away or anything , but he does have a sort of lone wolf mindset . of course he has lots of ' friends ' , but those he really considers close are quite few .
i don't know what else to say rn but i'm sure stuff will come to me during plotting . i'm not gonna list wanted connections because i prefer to brainstorm a lil first but :) yes . plots pls .
#holling:intro#i have not written an intro in .... YONKS#but i tried for u all#say well done sophie <3#also yes i called his brother jeff my mind .... v.v
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