#i have a midterm and a quiz tomorrow. neither of which im going to pass.
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#i wamt to do ! the unalive ! like seriously im just so fucking tired. im done . im absolutely gone feral and im so ill and i dont have the#energy to help myself every day i get fucking. worse and worse and worse and i literally cannot stand it anymore#i hate that doing the unalive takes so much work#i just want to be Done. Like. Very Done. And Now. I want to be unconscious i want everything to end i just feel so sick all the time i cant#sleep anymore i havent slept in so long i dont even know what rest feels like anymore and i just. im so drained#i should be leaving for chem rn but i just cannot handle the concept of even???? going ???? i hate that class so much with everything i have#i dont know what i want to do in life#i just feel. lost#and im so tired i wanna sleep#i just want to fucking sleep#every day i have to get out of bed and do bullshit. and i am so tired of feeding myself and showering and getting ready and waking up#im so tired of waking up#i have a midterm and a quiz tomorrow. neither of which im going to pass.#i feel so anxious and also nothing at all#i just wanna cut all the rot out of my skin until there's nothing left i just wanna stop being sick all the time i just want it to stop#idk man#i just. hhhhhhhhhhh. yk. im gonna block the people ik irl on here bc. uh i dont want them to report me#i cant handle that rn i just wanna fucking decay in peace
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