#i have a lot of cay ships bc cay is a fave character and

[cerealmonster15]

scuse me i gotta go be embarrassing under the cut brb 🚶

@cosmiccoincidence @felix-the-lemon-king well FUCK ok hi lol 👋

so like images from the engtwst translation that altered my brain forever:

so like. 🧍🙈 URGHGHHHG lol. felix u may have heard some of or all of this tangent before in the dms LOL but

my attempt at long story short: friend and i were into twst well before engtwst came out, so when we saw the official translation translated cater's "leona-kun" to "leona, sweetheart," we were like 🤨sweetheart?🤨🤨🤨 jkslajKLDJL like ik it's a casual thing meant here but. however. you see LOL

longer details: me being how i am as a person™, i let this fester in the back of my brain and it gradually grew out of control. i dont like. theyre not a pair i think of when i think of My Cater Ships. HOWEVER as i do with most leona potential ships(???) they read as exes to me here JSDLFG like. me with my soap opera lenses on [they are never off. sorry.] has me running wild w/this like leona/cater having A Thing of some undefined nature like maybe last year. tapping into cater's implied vibes of not always letting people get super close / used to kinda keeping things surface level and making the most of Being In The Moment and less concerned about making lasting ties bc hes used to stuff not lasting from his moving around etc etc whatever. like cater and leona starting off w/ a bond of just quietly being in each others space [i mean caters a chatterbox LOL im thinkin those rare moments where hes like mask off kinda lethargic or something. caycays such an interesting character w/a lotta mystery in that regard but i do NOT have time to get into that so just!!! bear with me LOL JFKLSDJF]

anyway i feel like i recycle the same plotlines with characters/ocs forever but thats just too bad: cater+ leona bonding somehow dont worry about it. idk leonas a spelldrive star and caters really good at flying so They Could Bond -> somehow falling into like a Casual Lowkey Relationship where theyre like 'we arent DATING dating, no labels and mostly just hang out when no one's around but Something Undefined is happening here. they kiss or whatever lol -> they emphasize w/e they have is strictly casual and 'doesnt mean anything' -> perhaps cater emphasized the 'doesnt mean anything' part more idk -> some forbidden feelings kinda spark anyway but one or both of em are just kinda. ignoring/denying it lol -> ive had a specific image in my brain for a Long Time of like. cater kissing lion boy. then being like ✌️its ok, its just for fun dont worry doesnt mean anything ✌️ -> and like its a mutual neutral feeling At First but like eventually i think their Situation falls apart for one reason or another and theres Tension

^i said takes place the year before the game starts but i think i also had it in my mind toying w/the idea of it as like a SUMMER FLING/ROMANCE(?) that ended RIGHT BEFORE school started. or idk maybe it ended right before they got out for break. WHATEVER.

point is those screenshots are from book 2 which is still pretty early on in the school year so ive got the vibe of like "oh things are still awkward between them, the 'breakup' is still relatively fresh, and leona feels bitter about it and is playing extra hardball with these guys and also harshly teasing them about it bc caters there and hes Emotional but taking it out sports style" lol. and supplementing that Specific Image In My Head^ i imagine in that convo in the screenshots w/cay being like 😔leona sweetheart plz chill😔 leona would just be like 😒well. it 'Doesnt Mean Anything' so whats the problem here 😌 😒

anyway. you maybe didnt really ask for the extra headcanon au lore whatever details but i gave them to you anyway LOL my LeoCay Messy Breakup AU. but i ALSO just like drawing them together bc cay is my fave and fun to draw, and leona is Also fun to draw 😔 my fave character cay + character i have been dragged kicking and screaming to kind of respect over time KLJFSDKLJFL every time leona says or does something that makes me think hes cool or smart i get SO MAD about it. seething at book 6 LOL SJDKLFJD twst with their damn complex characters making me Think Deeply 😒 and then i steal their deep blorbos and put them in my funny little barbie dreamhouse soap opera recycled romance drama plotline loop forever and ever and ev

ahem. so yea on the surface. pair that probs would never ever work out HOWEVER it's MY mind palace and i can make up whatever silly rules i want!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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11 Questions Meme

Rules: answer the questions of the person who tagged you, come up with 11 new ones, and tag 11 new people.

Tagged by @naromoreau and @johndonovans (tysm!!! ♥♥)

This is gonna have 22 questions since I’m really behind and they’ll be under the cut. (Sorry, mobile users!)

1. What’s something you value most in a person?

Their sense of humor, optimism, and just kind-hearted nature (if that makes sense!)

2. Your fave viddy game ever? 

It’s probably Space Channel 5. It’s a rhythm/music game that plays like Simon Says and GOD is the soundtrack just The best. There’s not a single bad tune in it. (I have so many faves, but I can only pick one...................)

3. What makes you fall in love with a person?

Uhhhhh.......... Wit, humor, trustworthy, they have a good heart...

4. Do you have any regrets? 

S o  m a n y  r e g r e t s .

5. What would be your dream job?

To be in the voice actor industry, tbh!

6. How you come up with ideas for the things you do: art, writing, creating your ocs?

Usually it’s just spur of the moment ideas. Main thing I do is just make a playlist for an OC, or maybe even a ship, and add to it whenever I hear something that fits or reminds me of them.

7. Your dream trip? Where and why?

Anywhere that Isn’t the South. I’d be out-of-state and that’s good enough for me.

8. Have you ever fall in love? 

I did once. Never again after that.

9. Your favourite ship ever?

I don’t rlly have a favorite........

10. What videogame character you relate a lot with?

Oh dear. Am I allowed to say the likes of Cay/de-6? Sure, he’s the comedic relief and the snarky goofball that doesn’t take things seriously,

11. How many languages do you speak and how did you learn them?

I only know English unfortunately. :c

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1. who’s your favorite character from any game/show/movie and why?

To name One character would be Harley Quinn. She is an Icon. And I love her.

2. throwback! tell us about your first oc, or the earliest one you remember

Fuck, uhhhHHHHHHHHHHHH i rmemeber having this one nar/uto OC........... and that’s as far as im gonna say bc those were some times

3. if you’re into it, what’s your favorite flavor of lacroix sparkling water? this is an important survey

I have heard many things about LaCroix and at this point I am Afraid

4. your comfort game?

Space Channel 5 Part 2 or Project Diva f 2nd tbh!!!!!

5. what’s one fic you just can’t help but go back to for a good read?

There was this fic that I LOVED to pieces, but I can’t even find it anymore. Prolly bc it was Fable-related and the author stopped working on it.

6. your favorite playlist on spotify?

Meme Team. C:

7. age old question: vampires or werewolves?

VAMPIRES.

8. your thoughts on country music? if you like it, do you have a favorite song?

Unfortunately, living in the state of the Home of Country Music, the CMAs, as well as just being criticized for not liking it (back in like elementary, middle schools), I have a big adamant dislike towards it all.

Except, that being said... Catch me like jamming out to the likes of Johnny Cash or one Dixie Chicks tune or “Take Me Home (Country Roads)”.

There’s tunes that’ll stick out that I’m like “y’know, this is okay.”

9. console or pc?

Used to be Console, but now I’m PC.

10. what’s the funniest glitch you’ve experienced in-game?

Being able to swim under the world in A/C: Rog/ue. Or having the Jac/kdaw fly UP into the air in A/C: Bl/ack Fla/g.

THE ONE DOCTOR LADY’S ARMS LONG AND HANDS BIG FINGERS LONG IN NE/W VE/GAS.

11. what’s your favorite outfit?

Black jeans. Graphic tee. Matching converse.