#i have a large bear which doubles as a second pillow cause mine is flat

[alas-pancakes]

if you ever want to buy me a stuffed animal for my bday or whatever, please do. i love them, my family needs to grow. i especially like dragons or aquatic creatures or even horses but really im not particular i want more

i think i hit the tag limit so imma continue here

his sister is yinying, his mother is graye. i was so creative. i have two totoros from two different people. they are totoro and totoro and they are smol. i have two horses. one is from cavalia. my father brought me when i was a kid and i love it to pieces. he is a gelding named popcorn for how he smelled and his coat. the other is a bay gelding named scipio. or skippy. this is called plagiarism, he is not a pegasus. i have a small round white bird like a puffball. she is snowball for obvious reasons. there is a snake. i am not fond of him although i should be. he is unnaturally and brightly colored and he feels weird and is thus unnamed. i have a small dog named chocolate and she babey. ive had her for as long as i can remember so thats before i turned three. the other one i have is from when i was born. small pink dog my parents named. pinky. i was not fond of her and stabbed her with a pencil often. when i was 9, i was deemed too murderous and she was put away for safe keeping. i did not like unnaturally colored animals. pink dragons are ok, pink dogs less so. i briefly had my mothers pelican. nigel. my dog has a rat named beckham for reasons unknown. it was bought for him so it doesnt really count but beckham was a large part of my childhood until he got squashed under the couch and not to be found for a year. my dog has since gone through many other rats most of which are larger with more feel to them when chewed. beckham is my neighbours name. my brothers friend. my brother named the rat. i have questions. thats it for now. if you’re wondering, i only sleep with marshmallow, zale, rat, dusk, rose and the otter which is too much for a growing teen sleeping on a childs bed with a mattress meant for a child. also i want a dragon. or like any of the jellycat soft toys. they are !!! and also my friend was gonna give me a huge shark which i would love so much but her father gave it away instead :/ and @in-flames-we-rise owes me a toothless

im curious so if u sleep w a stuffed animal write in the tags what it is and what its name is

[imgoldielikehawn]

Once Mine Always Mine Part4

Hello foolish Mortals! Part four is here.. with a little something extra!!!  ;)

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I thought his business building was luxurious but I was clearly mistaken. The house resembled something out of celebrity cribs. Where there wasn’t gold there was purple and green it was actually overwhelming. I kept my thoughts to myself wanting two things at this point; one to survive the night and two, to get into the Jokers pants. He had disappeared up the stairs and I was unsure if I should follow so I decided to peak around downstairs. Everything was furnished with glitz and glamour. The henchman who id seen the most came in the door behind me.

 “Hey uh..” I paused realizing I didn’t know his name.

 “My names Frost, Johnny Frost, but everyone just calls me Frost.” he said reading my mind.

 “Alright Frost, is everything always so out there?” I frowned and he held out his hand for my coat.

 “Yeah, that’s how the boss likes it.” he was short with his sentences so I resigned to silence. I shrugged out of my coat and watched as he carried it to a gold looking rack.

 “If I were you I’d head upstairs after J, he don’t take to kind to waiting.” he frowned.

 “I got that” I turned from Frost and began my journey up the fancy winding staircase. 

when I hit the top floor I saw that it was covered in a sort of white carpet. Almost like a bear skinned rug that went on for miles. I kicked off my heels because I felt wrong for walking on it, looking  up to find the devil standing before me.

  “Come on Kitten, Daddy wants to show ya something!” he grinned with his silver grilled teeth. His hand was held out and I felt myself pause before I took it. In that moment I knew things would never be the same the second I took his pale tattooed hand…..

    PRESENT DAY

    I snapped out of my daydream and sat up on the floor and straightened my dress. A lot of things about me had changed since then. For starters I wasn’t just a behind the scenes crime boss anymore. Id been to Jail and Arkham several times and the time I spent in Arkham had seriously warped my mind. I bordered between sane and insane all the time and it showed. The second thing was that I had finally met the only man (if you can call him that) who vexed my mind. He was the whole reason I was laying in the middle of the floor at the moment. I could hardly move after last nights festivities. I walked to the bathroom to get a good look at myself in the mirror, not a single bruise I smiled to myself.

 “But you wish there were bruises!” the voices sneered like they always did when I tried to have a happy moment.

 “Stop it! Please just let me be fucking happy for once!” I grabbed the sides of my head and squeezed silencing them for now. I shook myself and started my morning routine of brushing my teeth and hair. I would shower later after my boyfriend came home. I worked hard to keep my former self locked up inside my mind she didn’t always appreciate it but I didn’t have a choice, I was trying and for the most part succeeding in leading a normal life. With the exception of the fact that I have an extensive criminal record and one other minor thing. I was halfway out of the bathroom when I heard a knock at the door. After making sure I looked presentable in my nightgown I opened it.

 “Good morning miss Audrey” the butler said in a warm and welcoming voice.

 “Good morning!” I reached forward and pulled him in a hug which always made him uncomfortable.

 “Miss Audrey, please” he said muffled by my shoulder.

 “Sorry, I just adore you that's all” I smiled.

 “You’re breakfast is waiting for you downstairs” he started and I took off for the main bedroom door. “Oh and miss?”

 I stopped just as I was closing the door “Yes?”

 “I adore you too” he smiled.

 I really enjoyed always having a friend around, it helped quiet my inner demons and between him and my boyfriend they made this life much easier….

    PAST

  “What do you want to show me Mistah J?” I asked wearily.

 “Oh you’ll just have to wait and see Doll!” He said as he whipped his head around.

 We came to a large set of double doors and of course they were gold. He dropped my hand and stood in front of me.

“LADIES AND GENTLEMAN step right up and see the main attraction! Through these doors lie your WILDEST dreams!” he held his arms out and tipped his invisible hat pushing the doors open and I walked in.

 I was standing in the biggest room I had ever seen and the only things in it at first glance were two dressers and a flat screen TV. I walked father in and there in its own corner of the room was an enormous four poster bed. The bed sheets and pillows gleamed with The Jokers signature colors. I was confused at first thinking The Joker was being overly dramatic and then the lights went out except for small ones above the bed.

 “Tell me Doll Face, Do ya like what ya see? Cause I do” He whispered in a voice that sent delicious shivers over my skin.

 “Its a bed Mistah J.” I said.

 “Beauty and Brains!” he shouted and walked around me to sit on the bed patting the empty space beside him. “Come sit!” he looked murderous. I took a breath remembering I still had my gun with me in case he lost his temper again. When I sat down the bed was soft and inviting. I was staring at the ceiling when he snatched my face again.

 “You’re insane but now I want to see just how far you’ll go Doll.” He leaned forward and kissed my cheek and then bit my lip hard enough to draw blood. I gasped in pain but my eyes remained open.

 “Did daddy hurt ya?” his icy blue eyes pierced my brown ones as I shook my head no.

 “Good because I’m just getting started! HA HA Ha HAAA” he leaned back as he laughed and then his beautiful red lips were on my bloodied ones.

     PRESENT

  I was finishing up breakfast when the butler came back down stairs. “He’s asking for you” he frowned and that meant that the two of them had gotten into another argument.

 I sighed, pushed back from the table and placed my bowl in the sink.

 “You did not have to do that!” he rushed over to the sink.

 “You are not cleaning up after me, I’m not him.” I smiled and planted a kiss on his cheek as I walked by heading back upstairs.

 They always fought. Each one swore up and down that they were right and would continue to do so until they were both blue in the face. I sighed again and opened the bedroom door to find the once empty bed now occupied with my handsome hunk of a boyfriend.

 “Hey Beautiful” he smiled he was covered in bruises again.

 “ I see you’ve been picking fights again at work.” I frowned settling next to him on the edge of the bed.

 “I don’t pick fights, they come to me. “ he smiled

 I leaned down to give him a kiss and before long his tongue was in my mouth and I was straddling him as he pulled my down over my head.

 “That was fast, I expected to get a speech about being careful!” he laughed

 “Oh don’t worry there’s a speech coming.” I smirked as he flipped us over and I was under him.

 “I’m sure it will come right after you do” he grinned.

 “You know me so well Mr. Wayne” I grinned against his lips……