#i hate myself lol

[tick1ishgirl]

I just wish I could just get a fucking hug lol

[choucon]

"I wonder what it feels like to be in love."

"But you were in love before, you've had crushes, and these things."

No you don't get it.

What I want is to find out what it feels like to be loved back. The way when you don't have to act around the other one. When you don't feel like you are acting.

I want to find out why I love them and why I've been searching for them for so long.

"Wait, you don't know what it feels like?"

"I- I don't know, at this point." Maybe I'm just thinking too much.

Sigh, my head hurts.

Still, I hold a thought of not wanting a lover, rather wanting a friend, who i could hug.

Wait,

So you basically need a living plushie?

"Oh

Never thought about it like that.

Yeah,

I need a living plushie.

Wait,

Why living? It only brings unnecessary drama and more problems, no?"

*circus music starts playing*

Ladies and gentlemen (and everyoneelse, btw), my soulmate.

(The goose plushie)

[humiliatedbrat]

when i get a special kind of high i can edge to a single pair of tits for nearly two hours istg

[cherikdating]

I will just vent about something really quickly because people keep saying I should be over it BUT I JUST CANT I STILL FRUSTRATED so,when everything was happening in Palestine I joined some people to help through internet,because I cant donate which sucks and already makes me frustrated,but our plan was to help in guiding,sharing everything so we could help reach more people who can donate,share information about what was happening,people stories,but well...two people in the group had a affair,one of them was married,one of them accused the other of sxl harassment,turns out it wa sa lie and everything between them was consented,now everything is just over,it has been months already but I still so angry about it because we had worked so much,many people were counting on us,and now I cant dont nothing but just share without even talking and being part of any projects anymores,I cant even post on my own because its just too much and my trist issues are back and I still overwhelmed about talking myself and being the one sharing by speaking,and that sucks,I can just press share and thats all I manage to do and people still need help and I cant do shit because those two just fucked up any confidence I had manage to have to even be able to talk with other people as myself instead of behind a fanpage

[mazu-art]

Guys look I’m cooking or something

[thetorturedbutchdepartment]

i’m feeling so fucking sad LMAO

[kushami-hime]

I have asks from when I FIRST started doing snzblr stuff WHY AM I LIKE THIS?!!?!

[starlitfawn]

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[livinforthedawns]

i self sabotage my own self sabotaging

[shadowfromthestarlight]

person who says "you're the best" to everybody whenever they do something right: you're the best

me: *blushes deeply* aww

[marauding-almond]

Firstly, when you get this, you have to answer with 5 things you like about yourself, publicly. Then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool)!!

Sorry this took me so long the wi-fi’s bern out for ages -

1 - I like how tall I am (I’m not incredibly tall, 1m80, but that’s taller than most people I know so…)

2 - I like my hands

3 - I like my eyes (they’re hazel and I have quite long eyelashes)

4 - um um um I like my writing style it’s very chaotic but fun (does this count?)

5 - AGH I can’t think of anything else okay okay I like my…. guitar skills? Idk this is so hard

[itspixthecrazybitch]

I’m sorry to say this darling, I resent everything you like, so long as it distracts you from me

[diobrandossucculenttitties]

...i joined a jjba discord server and I don't even know how to start a simple fucking conversation.

I'm about to leave it...ha..ha....

[t0mmy-is-a-fr3ak]

Wow, no wonder he cheated on you, look at you, disgusting

[widevibratobitch]

for fucks sake of all nights i could have chosen to go to bed early. as if staying up till 3 or 4 am is a problem for me lmao fixing my sleep schedule my ass.

[the-blind-geisha]

Me: I'm just gonna write a small King Boo thing. No biggie. 5 chapters, maybe at best.

Weeks later: