#i hate myself lol

[choucon]

"I wonder what it feels like to be in love."

"But you were in love before, you've had crushes, and these things."

No you don't get it.

What I want is to find out what it feels like to be loved back. The way when you don't have to act around the other one. When you don't feel like you are acting.

I want to find out why I love them and why I've been searching for them for so long.

"Wait, you don't know what it feels like?"

"I- I don't know, at this point." Maybe I'm just thinking too much.

Sigh, my head hurts.

Still, I hold a thought of not wanting a lover, rather wanting a friend, who i could hug.

Wait,

So you basically need a living plushie?

"Oh

Never thought about it like that.

Yeah,

I need a living plushie.

Wait,

Why living? It only brings unnecessary drama and more problems, no?"

*circus music starts playing*

Ladies and gentlemen (and everyoneelse, btw), my soulmate.

(The goose plushie)

[mazu-art]

Guys look I’m cooking or something

[thetorturedbutchdepartment]

i’m feeling so fucking sad LMAO

[neonredhex]

Dumbass weed doodles I did a while ago but never posted because I never share art with anyone anymore out of insecurity lmao

[kushami-hime]

I have asks from when I FIRST started doing snzblr stuff WHY AM I LIKE THIS?!!?!

[starlitfawn]

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[livinforthedawns]

i self sabotage my own self sabotaging

[shadowfromthestarlight]

person who says "you're the best" to everybody whenever they do something right: you're the best

me: *blushes deeply* aww

[marauding-almond]

Firstly, when you get this, you have to answer with 5 things you like about yourself, publicly. Then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool)!!

Sorry this took me so long the wi-fi’s bern out for ages -

1 - I like how tall I am (I’m not incredibly tall, 1m80, but that’s taller than most people I know so…)

2 - I like my hands

3 - I like my eyes (they’re hazel and I have quite long eyelashes)

4 - um um um I like my writing style it’s very chaotic but fun (does this count?)

5 - AGH I can’t think of anything else okay okay I like my…. guitar skills? Idk this is so hard

[itspixthecrazybitch]

I’m sorry to say this darling, I resent everything you like, so long as it distracts you from me

[diobrandossucculenttitties]

...i joined a jjba discord server and I don't even know how to start a simple fucking conversation.

I'm about to leave it...ha..ha....

[t0mmy-is-a-fr3ak]

Wow, no wonder he cheated on you, look at you, disgusting

[widevibratobitch]

for fucks sake of all nights i could have chosen to go to bed early. as if staying up till 3 or 4 am is a problem for me lmao fixing my sleep schedule my ass.

[the-blind-geisha]

Me: I'm just gonna write a small King Boo thing. No biggie. 5 chapters, maybe at best.

Weeks later:

[bedroom-dw3ller]

I should never ever ever get attached ever!!

Istg I think he’s with his ex

After sending me so so so many mixed messages

Maybe it’s my fault

I just didn’t want to make him uncomfortable but maybe he wasn’t uncomfortable

AHHHH

[moony-t0ast]

Tagged by @residentrookie tysm <333 this was fun hehehe

A song for every letter in my url, hmm ok let’s see what I can do :)))

m- More than this by one direction

o- one thing by one direction

o- once in a lifetime by one direction

n- no control by one direction

y- you & i by one direction

t- temporary fix by one direction

o- olivia by one direction

a- act my age by one direction

s- Stockholm syndrome by one direction

t- tell me a lie by one direction

Tagging: @grimjobs @siriusly-kay @thesunandstarss @chace-vito @belowthestarrs @mo0n-water @moongays @t-ri-z @strange-little-enby and anyone else who wants to join <333