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marshmellowtea · 1 month ago

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my stomach hurts thank you for this 👍

Is anyone else like. Extremely curious about the actual dialogue that occurred in La Nuit De La Chenille/The Night of the Caterpillar? Because Robert's line (which is now my header, lol) is, “The wise Stag said your light has faded, and you must rest,” and I just think that it's very beautiful.

#HE DOESN'T HAVE THOSE THINGS IN REAL LIFE. I'M LITERALLY GOING TO BE SICK #it's so fucked up cuz he's the type of person who takes himself soooo seriously but he's always put in situations where he won't be........#constantly being humiliated and injured onstage would start to get to anyone but ESPECIALLY someone with an ego and self esteem as fragile #as chris's is :(#honestly his relationship to the cast must be so strained by the end of season two and they're the closest thing he's got to family #so i can only imagine how much it hurts to constantly be rejected by them. especially with how his biological family treats him......#tbh for some reason the idea of him not being there for the crisis meeting never clicked for me but OUGH #he does look a bit surprised to see the blackboard huh......this warrants another rewatch ghalskdfj #everything about this is making me so crazy #i had inklings of a very heavy angsty post coup fic idea and this is fueling that fire even more #he's literally HURTING can we get this man some therapy and a hug PLEASE #.........not to be me about it but this is why age regression would be good for him too haglkdjsf #the 'safe space that was guard and protected while he was vulnerable' DID activate my brainrot about that ngl ahklgjsdl #literally. being taken care of by his friends would fix him. being given a second chance at childhood would fix him #sorry for hijacking your post with this aghklasjdf this is just truly the core of what made me latch onto him as baby in the first place <3 #anyway my poor angry little guy :( i love him so much he deserves better........#the goes wrong show #chris bean #ask to tag #heresy 🖊️#i don't use your tag enough i'll start using it more consistently soon i swear ahglkasdjg :')#thank you for the heartbreak i have to go to work in an hour and i'm just going to be thinkinga bout this ARRRGH #long post #<- jic. it's under a cut so it shouldn't be too dashboard breaking #but still aghlkdasjg

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