#i had a hard night so i want connection w people u u

[bunnidid-reviews]

🐰Nosy Dissociative Parts Ask Game 🌹

I wanted to make an ask meme about things I like asking my OSDDID partsy friends thats a bit on the lighter side ✨ nows your chance to be unabashedly 👀 and to overshare as you like~

1. What do you call a group of parts for you? A flock? A crew? A herd??? Do you call your parts anything different from just Parts?

2. How do you go about figuring out if you’ve split or found another part?

3. How do you figure out who you are in the moment?

4. Do you go to sleep or wake up as different parts? What are dreams like for you?

5. With close(and safe) relationships, is it important to you to disclose about your parts? How much involvement are you comfortable with, if at all?

6. What’s outward gender presentation like for you and your parts? Is it important to you?

7. What’s sexuality like for you? Does having multiple parts effect your relationships?

8. Do you enjoy communicating with your parts? Would you like to share about an interaction you’ve recently had?

9. If you have OCs(original characters), do your parts have any influence on them? Alternatively, if you’re creative in general, do they have any influence?

10. If you had unlimited money and opportunities, is there anything you’d want to do for your parts?

11. Is there any sort of internal organization or structure for your parts? How set-in-place is it?

12. Do any of your parts have special relationships with eachother? Would you like to share about some?

13. Do you have parts that oppose eachother? (In views, personality, ect)

14. Who’s the part that is most likely to deal with high-stress situations first?

15. Do you have parts who are best for self-soothing and regulating?

16. Is there anything about your disorder that has a physical effect on you? (Like headache/sleepiness with switching, chronic illness as a result of trauma, ect)

17. If you have friends with parts too, are you close on a part-by-part basis or more general whole people? Would you prefer it to be one way or the other?

18. Are there any reoccurring themes or symbolism in your system? Would you like to share about it?

19. How do you honestly feel about therapy? Have you had experience with it? If you have, what is/was your therapeutic relationship like?

20. Did you have a way to explain away the dissociation to yourself or others? (“I feel like I’ve never belonged”, “I’m just super forgetful” ect)

21. When you feel safe sharing about your parts with someone, which part is the “easiest” to introduce/explain about?

22. Do you have any parts that feel almost opposite to you?

23. Do any of your parts have a different sensory experience to you overall?

24. Do you have an inner world? Whether you do or not, what would be a safe space for your parts?

25. Do you know what your parts look like? If so, how do you visualize them?

26. How do your parts present in person? Is it externally noticeable you think?

27. Has anyone ever told you something you did or said without you knowing?

28. How long have you known about your parts? Comparing since then to now, what all’s changed?

29. How many known parts do you have, if you can count?

30. Here’s your prompt to ramble about something parts-related you haven’t had a chance to share!

[muzicgenerator]

pls could u do a tom kaulitz angst? like he’s arguing w reader and mentions something he knows the reader doesn’t like bringing up, and he has to make it up to her, then it can turn into fluff <3

yep here it is!!

hope u like it and sorry for late reply T_T

(BRO OHHH MY GOD THE ORIGINAL STORYLINE DIDNT SAVE 😭😭😭 so i just made a new one which is this one AGHHH SO MAD RN btw i didnt proof read the entire thing)

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Atonement

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Pairing: Tom Kaulitz x Reader

Genre: a bit Angsty, Fluff

Warnings: None

Request Status: closed :(

✩°｡⋆⸜ 🎧✮ Last Night on Earth : Green Day

Playful bantering was one of the things you and Tom would do everyday in your relationship.

Sure, serious arguments would rise up which a simple kiss and genuine apology would quickly fix.

However those two won't do it right now.

"The hell do you mean I have trust issues?!"

"What?! It's true! Your ex cheated on you so you're scared to trust me; It's not like I'm gonna do what that guy did!"

Definitely, Tom shouldn't have brought your ex up who has no relation to this quarrel.

He knew how much of a prick he was to you and how he treated you; he even witnessed how devastated you were when you once came to him to seek comfort when you found out for the second time he had been cheating.

And he knew damn well you never wanna hear about the jerk ever again.

However, you did appreciate him admitting he wouldn't repeat the history you had with your past lover.

"The fuck, Tom? That bitch has no connection whatsoever about what we're fighting about right now.

And I saw the way you looked at her! It's like, if I didn't interrupt you both would've shared spits by then." enraged by what he said; you raised your voice to match his volume - which was unlike you since you're the composed one out of you two during serious arguments.

"Sorry but he kinda does! This issue you're having surely started with him. I remember the way you wasted your snot and tears on him and I dried it off.

And please stop being overdramatic, she's just a fan and I wanted to make sure she's happy. Not only with her; I mean with everyone of them!"

Tom tried hard to defend himself instead of admitting his wrongdoing.

"You are such an ass for bringing that shit up again when you know damn well your ass had issues too that I helped you get over with and all I've ever done was try my greatest to understand and care for you!

All I ever wanted was for you to stop looking at other people and look at me.. Am I asking for too much?" your voice whispered in offence and slightly croaked which made you resent yourself more.

Tom realized with wide eyes of what he had done,

"No, no of course not ____. No, look- I'm really sorry for what I said, I really am and-"

"Just shut the hell up, Tom. Save it, I don't wanna hear it right now." you harshly brushed past him to storm off to your apartment's bedroom in fear of hot tears falling down to your cheeks.

He sighed; ashamed in himself. Tom truly regrets letting those harsh and unnecessary words slip his blunt mouth. He knew he was better than this - definitely, he should control his mouth more and think about what he should say carefully during times like this.

The night spent alone in the bed you'd always share with Tom felt cruel.

Not for the reason he's not by your side; it's rather the fact that you're in bed without properly making up with him since you'd always forgive one another the same day.

A big part of you wanted to forgive him - believe that he truly didn't mean what he told you and only accidentally slipped because of the heat in the moment; that we all say things we don't mean when we're mad, and that he really wouldn't stab you on the back with a woman like your past lover did.

The smaller part of you scolded for being such an idiot; for believing a man would stay loyal - that you should call it off before he could do any further damage.

Honestly, you felt devastated just thinking about not being with him; so you eventually came into terms with yourself that the fire will settle down and you'll forgive him and he'll do better.

Don't know when it'll die down but it will. Hopefully soon.

Some relationships are worth fighting for, like you have with Tom.

Hence you will stay strong and prepare for many wars.

But tonight; you wanted and allowed yourself to fall asleep being upset and disappointed at Tom.

You'll let tomorrow do its thing.

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It was the next day and the back of your head was pounding alongside a stiff neck.

You sat up and glanced at the digital clock placed on your night table that read 11:37 AM.

After stretching your limbs out while reminiscing the night before; you decided it's time to wash your face and start making lunch for yourself.

When you turned the knob and pushed it open; you were greeted with the aroma of your favourite dish; one that was always served to you as a child when you still lived with your family - one that you shared its recipe and process with your lover.

"Tom?" you asked in disbelief. You were certain he had left since your ears picked up the sound of the front door being pushed open then close in the middle of the night.

Certainty assured your mind that you'd rather not see his face first thing in the morning after such a night. Boy, were you wrong.

Your lover turned his head quickly; unaware of your presence since he's so caught up finishing, as well as perfecting the dish.

"Oh- love, you're awake. I um.. made breakfast but you didn't get up and it's uh, it's almost time for lunch so I thought I'd make your favourite." he stumbled over his words; which is bizarre.

"The pancakes are on the table, you can eat them later as a snack."

You nodded your head with a tight lipped smile and mumbled a thanks before heading to the bathroom.

Once the door had shut; you quickly drowned your face with water to remove the image of Tom cooking without a shirt on.

It's not like it's the first time you've seen him like that; but the way you're reacting right now is how you feel when you catch him in these types of situations - preferably without the post-fight shit going.

After peeing, washing your hands, brushing your teeth washing and drying your face, and doing your skin care - you forced yourself to go back outside for you cannot stay in the bathroom forever.

When you opened and closed the baby blue painted door; your eyes wandered off to the table and drooled at the sight of the newly cooked meal.

Tom patted the seat beside him with a smile; gesturing you to sit beside him.

You had no choice but to join him for lunch; after all, you are starving.

Instead of giving in to his request, you sat in front of him.

Instead of painting a frown on his lips; he still kept his genuinely proud smile (from cooking such a delicious dish) and handed you your plate and utensils - to which you accepted.

"Let's eat?" Tom asked.

"I don't wanna eat without talking about last night." you said with a straight face.

The man in front of you softly breathed a sigh,

"You're right." he agreed with a nod

"I'll start by saying I'm really sorry, and I didn't mean what I said. I just want you to know I would never even dare to think about betraying you like that, and I was an ass for what I did." Tom seemed to look everywhere but your eyes.

He couldn't bring himself to look at your mesmerizing hues for he was certain his shredded heart would be turned into dust.

"I don't even know why I said those things, I- I know this sounds like bullshit but I swear I really don't mean those things and you're the only person who I have my eyes on.

Please give me another chance I- I'll be better now, promise!" he trailed off and fearfully continued;

"But y'know if uh.. if you don't and wanna call it o-"

"Shut up Tom we're not breaking up." you sighed

"I know you said those to defend what you did, and it slipped out because of the heat of the moment. We all say shit we don't mean when mad, I understand. But what I don't understand is why you'd caress her cheek and look into her eyes like that?" your eyes examined his facial expressions and only saw genuine regret on his face. You hoped he'd look at your eyes and tell you directly why.

Hence, before his ready mouth started to explain; you tell him, "Tom, look into my eyes, please."

You caught the way the ball of his throat bopped up and down; swallowing his saliva. His eyes slowly trailed up from the table to your chest, neck, chin, nose, then eyes.

"She said she'd been a fan since the very beginning of the band's debut. She loved all us a lot, especially me. I asked her if meeting us was a dream come true, she said yeah, and we talked a bit more. Then she asked me to touch her face because she really couldn't believe that it was all happening, which I did."

Tom would look away from the two windows of your soul for a second before meeting again.

He was replied with silence; which kind of scared him.

"____? Please say something."

"For God's sake Tom, why didn't you just start with that last night when I brought it up?"

Tom rapidly blinked once, twice, thrice, then for the fourth time. "... I must've forgot to bring it up because I was so caught up in the moment."

You laughed; a true one, "You mean too focused into bringing my ex up?"

He was speechless by how just a second ago you were dead ass serious, and now crying laughing at what you said.

"Sorry, I'm done laughing now." you giggled before continuing, "Fine, I'll forgive you if you tell me where you went last night."

"I went back to my apartment and did some thinking how to make it up to you and slept there. I went out really early to buy groceries so i can cook your favourite food here."

It was your turn to be speechless.

"...You seriously did that?" you asked with doubt in your voice.

"Yeah, I mean the proof is on the table." Tom chuckled.

You said nothing and finally dug into the 5 star looking meal, soon your lover did as well.

"Sooo, are we good?" Tom hopefully asked after sipping his water from the cylinder glass.

"I guess so." you blessed him with a small smile to which he returned with a big one.

Conversation flowed naturally between you as you ate the savoury food.

If Tom didn't make it as a famous guitarist, he'd definitely be a winner in Hell's Kitchen.

After Tom cleaned put the dishes to the sink; you insisted to wash it since he cooked. He declined numerous times but it wasn't going anywhere since you're more stubborn than him.

"All right, fine. Only if you let me hug you from behind." Tom made a deal.

"Pshh, why're you asking as if you don't do that whenever I do shit in the kitchen?"

Tom rolled his eyes with a smirk drawn on his lips as a reply and proceeded to snake his large hands to your waist; then pressing his chest to your back and resting his chin on the crown of your head.

Nothing could be heard other than the clanking of pans, plates, and utensils, along with the flow of the running water from the faucet.

The comfortable verbal silence and physical contact was very much needed after a fight.

After drying your hands with a cloth; you walked towards the couch and sat with your boyfriend still embracing you from behind.

"What do you wanna watch?" you turned your head to the side to look up at his face.

"Whatever you want, I'm fine with anything." Tom looked down to your eyes, then lips.

Slowly, he leaned his fave closer to yours so he could taste your lips.

Once contact had been made; you couldn't help but melt even more to his touch and wrap your arms around his neck - and he couldn't help but deepen the kiss and caress your waist and back.

Soon enough, the passionate kiss had come to an end to catch their breaths.

"I love you so much. You know that, right?" Tom stared into her hues as the tip of their noses touched.

You slowly nodded and brought your hands up to his hollow cheeks, "I love you more." you said before pulling his face closer to kiss each other's lips once again.

Tom mumbled in-between the kisses, "I love you the most, sweetheart." before deepening it. His tongue soon entered your mouth and both your hands rubbed and caressed your bodies.

The hot post-fight make out session would last as long as half the length of the movie you played in the middle of the session; playing Atonement for the millionth time from your entire life.

After pulling your mouths away due to your jaws hurting; you slept and cuddled like babies.

Feeling the safest in each other's arms.

[ugh-yoongi]

inspired by your post about your husband lol, what random things do each member of bts do that make them a new level hotter to you

this is such a cute question!! well, maybe not cute depending on the response, but. u know. 🤷🏻‍♀️

seokjin — i think people are expecting me to say his brat taming thing, bc it is objectively hot, but if this is a safe space and we’re oversharing together on a stormy friday night, i think it’s kinda hotter if he… doesn’t? like, knows you’re being a brat but goes along w it and “lets” you act up. so that’s not my answer, obviously.

so, to me, it’s his perseverance. i think it’s very hot to straight up say, “hey, i’m not all that great at this, but i’m gonna do it and try my best anyway.” i am a person who gives up the second i’m not good at something right away or as soon as it gets hard, so. yeah. very attractive and hot quality.

yoongi — cop out answer, but anytime he does anything with his hands. it almost put me in the ground when he made all those cutting boards. add on him playing guitar and i was donezo. he has really nice hands and he knows he has really nice hands and it’s sick. he’s sick.

hobi — idk how to explain it but hobi emanates this absolute freak aura and it’s, like. very hot. like you can just tell he’s comfortable and confident in himself and would be down to do anything and get a lil weird with it, and that kind of energy is powerful.

namjoon — this is where parasocial relationships come in handy bc this is something i find so hot hypothetically but would make me wanna strangle him irl, but: his petty streak. my god this man is SO petty and i find it SO hot, but if it was directed at me i’d cry so bad. like, hickeygate??? closer pt. 2?? kill me.

jimin — his absolute disregard for gender roles. really fucking hot. talking abt how much toxic masculinity sucks? hot. drawing the bigender symbol on himself? hot. being described as having “gender neutral charm”? hot.

this is not me trying to assign him a label. it’s me as a person who does not necessarily feel all that connected to their gender (hard to describe what i mean by this but: i’m cis and know i’m cis but i still don’t know what being a woman means to me personally, and therefore i feel disconnected from it sometimes) seeing someone look at what society expects them to look and be like because they’re a man, and say, “yeah, nah.”

taehyung — how messy he is. another trait that might drive me bonkers irl, but from a very far distance? love it. it’s similar to what i said about jimin in the sense that, as an idol, there are expectations for him. and he just waves them away. like, there are not very many idols who are gonna go on weverse and threaten to shoot someone in the neck for violating their privacy, but taehyung will, and that’s very hot of him. those pictures from that club in paris? also very hot of him. he just sort of does what he wants and in an industry that’s so rigid and boxed-in, i can’t help but love a rebel.

jungkook — idk man. fucking everything. i had an embarrassing and public meltdown over him last year in his calvin klein era and now i can’t look him in the eye. if you put a gun to my head and made me pick one, though? it’s the way he’s got this overwhelming sort of fuckboy energy but you also know you could make him cry. we love a man with duality.

[sagstelliums]

(Left to right) 18+ craziest thoughts people had of you

Pile 1

I see that people have thought about marrying you or trapping you someway because sex is so good with you, people have thought about being aggressive with you or completely dominating u so u can please them the way they want. Multiple people definitely thought of giving u a love offer without knowing you well enough, people have thought about trying kinks that they’re normally not into with you or anal/anal play. People have thought about getting you really drunk or high so that they can see how wild u get or so that they can try to see how far you go sexually, people really like your butt or doing backshots with you. People think about living out their fantasies of u in reality, people have sexual dreams about you often. Signs- Aries/Leo, initials- S, L, W, T, N, I

Pile 2

I see that people have thought about having multiple people in the bedroom or sticking objects in you, people have thought about testing you & seeing what ur body can handle. A lot of ur exes have thought about coming back because of how good sex is with you, people that you bump heads with are still sexually attracted to you. People have thought of making foolish choices/things that will compromise them is some way to have you, people can’t get u out their head/a lot of people are obsessed with you. People have thought about eating your ass, I see that when people fuck u they want to put the WHOLE thing in. People have thought about moving in with you or doing something to be around you more to have more access, people have a lot of impulsive thoughts about you & people that have flings with you find themselves wanting something more serious. If ur a feminine people wish they had bigger dick to fuck u with, people want to fuck u all night/they wish they had a bigger sexdrive. Signs- cancer/Sagittarius, initials- S, U, X, I, P, Y, T

Pile 3

I see that people have thought about getting u really high/drunk to have sex with you & see how far you go, people have thought about manipulating u or being secretive to get you to have sex with them. People from ur past or childhood have thought about coming back for another chance or to try and get the connection to the next level, alot of people try to invite you out hoping that you’ll sleep with them by the end of the night. People have thought about giving you money/gifts to get closer to you, people have alot of crazy thoughts about you & it drives them crazy to the point that they want to confront you about it. People have thought about having raw sex with you/cumming in you, people have thought about deliberately getting you pregnant. People that have you sexually get really possessive and they start thinking crazy things to keep you , people have thought about asking to buy sexual pictures from you. I see that people want to admire your body or genitals,people like your hair color, length or thickness. Signs- cancer/libra, initials- C, H, K

Pile 4

I see that people have thought about touching you while you’re sleeping, people like watching you sleep(u may sleep little to no clothing on or you wear thin pajamas). People feel like you don’t have to try hard to please them, your face and scent can make people cum alone. People have thought about impulsively going to se me you, people have really intense sexual dreams about you sometimes. A lot of our past partners remember you, I see that even if you have toxic ways people are willing to look past it for sex. People feel like sex is so good with you that you have to be meant for them, people feel like you’re worth waiting for & they’re willing to wait a long time to fuck you. People really like your butt, they want to try anal/anal play with you Or even eat ur ass. People feel like it’s hard not to be sexually attracted to you because everything you do can be seen as sexual, people get pleasure from pleasing you so you don’t have to do much. signs- Taurus, Capricorn, libra. Initials - G, P, T

Please watch my 18+ Taurus love reading on YouTube, personal readings always available

[mikomikono]

hi miko! im here with a fic writing question… i was thinking about how to make smut good bc recently i feel like whenever i get to the smut part of the fic im writing i get super bored, like im just rehashing whatever ive been writing in every smut scene ive done for years. you and endles came to mind bc i always find your guys nsfw scenes really compelling, and great, and unique. while also being hot and fun (very important w smut!!) so i wanted to ask if you had any tips for keeping things exciting or fresh when you are tackling those scenes! especially because you guys have experience writing the same characters many times over and manage to be so creative and distinct with every scene ive read from you. so, i guess, penny for your thoughts, if you feel like it! (sorry for sending this only to you and asking for both your opinions, it was the simplest 😭. if u want to answer yourself only thats fine haha)

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Heyyyy oh my god I never expected to become someone ppl would come to for writing advice, what an honour 💖 also, I hope you don't mind me answering publicly, bc I feel like this is something a lit of writers struggle with! I will put it under a cut tho, bc I ended up writing quite a bit oops

So. Smut. It's kinda funny you should ask me about that, bc the first proper sex scene I ever wrote was last year for Steamship Sexcapades (bc I am not counting that one feeble attempt at 19 that was so cringe that I hid it away and didn't even think about trying again for like 8 yrs) but I suppose after writing *checks The Canon word count* a lot since then means something :DD

Here's the thing: I also feel like I'm rehashing things. Constantly. There's only so many ways you can say "cock in hole ➡️ thrust" before you're gonna have to repeat some phrases. And honestly, I feel like I repeat phrases remarkably often! But in a way that's all writing! (or that's how I stop myself from getting too depressed about it lol) The readers don't notice! Usually. And as long as you don't use the exact same wording every single time.

Ok, so here's a few tips on what I, personally, think you need to make a good sex scene:

Don't be afraid of the words. Y'know, the first time I wrote "half-hard cock" I (allegedly) had to take a 10min break and texted a friend that I was not going to be able to do this. But after a while you sort of get used to it and the words that seemed embarrassing stop being that, and become just... Words. And you also shouldn't shy away from more "cringe" words! Sometimes its fun to be a little cringe!

Related, you should try to love the words. But that's just good general writing advice, I feel.

Describe the emotions. Most people feel... something towards those they are intimate with, and that should be true in erotica too. It should be especially true in erotica, I think! Even if it's a one night stand, strangers who met in the club 5mins ago, whatever... You want the characters to feel.

Don't forget the physical. This is a thing that might seem a bit... weird. Like, you're writing sex, how could it not be physical? But what I mean is that you shouldn't forget to describe how it feels to the people involved, most notably your POV character. It's very easy to get lost in describing what they're doing and completely forget to get into the actual feeling. You're not writing a sex manual! And I have read fics where half way through I realise that's what it sounds like.

It's never just about the sex. Even if you think it is, it's not. It's about the connection, the narrative, the characterisation... It's about showing something that you can only show through the kind of vulnerable intimacy that sex scenes provide. Even if it's a oneshot pwp, it still has something to say. Maybe that something is wanting to get your rocks off, but also we're talking about fanfiction... We don't read and write that just to get off. It's always about the characters.

Rehashing is fine, actually. As I said, there's only so many ways to describe certain things, and so many ways you can have sex. Except that's not really true, because the secret to keeping it fresh is mixing it up! You can change positions, you can change who's the top/bottom, you can add foreplay (you should) and then change what kind of foreplay you wanna have! You can look into kinks! You can change locations! (I know we've done that a lot) You can add or remove any number of things to make each individual encounter different! And that's the key: repetition is fine, so long as you don't use the exact same everything every time. Case in point, there is a tumblr post which I would link except I'm on mobile, that is titled sth like "list of vocal sounds for smut", which has a list of, well, sounds/verbs (moan, groan, hiss, whimper, whisper etc) and adjectives that could be paired with them (hoarse, needy, quiet, throaty, desperate, wanton etc). The point is, that the best way to keep from sounding repetitive is to mix and match the words so that even if you say "groan" five times in 5k words, it's a different kind of groan every time. The same applies to sex acts! Do you have any idea how much cock Ryunosuke has sucked during The Canon? A lot. But it doesn't feel repetitive (hopefully) because everything else around it is switched up.

And perhaps most importantly: you gotta be at least a little horny for it yourself. I get it, man, writing smut is weird. You sit in front of your computer, staring at the monitor like "hmm is it better to use the word cock or dick or member?" And like... That's not very sexy. But! But!!! At the end of the day you gotta write something that makes you excited! Otherwise what's the point? Why are you writing if it doesn't fulfill you on some level??

Anyway, that's just my thoughts on the matter. If you want more specific help with writing, you can always DM me, I don't mind~

Also, endles says she is too mentally exhausted to properly answer, but she seconds everything I said, especially the point about loving the words. Actually she really wants to say sth about that, so I'm paraphrasing her for the rest of this:

You, as a writer, should love language. You should love the neat little things that language can do and seek out new things to try every time. It's a journey of discovery! Just like sex is always a new journey, even if it's the same characters and the same sex acts, every individual time is a chance to find something new. Let yourself have fun! Write something really stupid and work from that. The way I create scenes by writing jokes, even for serious scenes, because sex at the core is kinda funny. You're standing naked (at least partially) in front of this other naked person and it makes you feel a bit funny.

Also concrete advice: pick a list of 5-10 words you want to use. They can be anything, verbs, nouns, adjectives, as long as you really, really vibe with them, because they make you happy, as long as they're not words you already use a lot. They can also all relate to the same theme if you want! And then find a way to put all those words in.

[charliesinfern0]

PLEASE PLEASE DO AN ANALYSIS OF UR MUSIC CHOICES IM VERY CURIOUS!!!!!!!! i like the juxtaposition of stuff like toms diner with more poppy utaite work i think theres a definite through line w tone that conveys the overall intended consistent ship feel but its still very neatly diverse ^^ INTERESTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY

HI OMG IM SO HAPPY YOURE INTERESTED!!!!! :D hehehe ok um im super excited to do this, im sorry if it takes a while to answer i just have a LOT of thoughts about Aichi ^^

ok lets get into it (under the cut bc its long :3)

So Drop Pop Candy is THE quintessential Aichi song, like she's represented by the girl singing, and she's optimistic about moving forward and spending the days with Ichi, while Ichi is represented by the guy singing (and also the cat), where he's nervous about the future, but Ai encourages him to move forward with her. Also the translation im using mentions the moon and stars, and how the girl wants to reach them, and i think that fits really well with Ai and her connection to the moon! i could just copy paste the entire song here and be like "just read this its literally Aichi" lololol (also i really want to draw Ai in the outfit that the girl in the music video wears >u<)

When We First Met also just fits so well with the idea that i had that Ichimatsu loves Ai's hair, and how when Ai was younger/in highschool her hair was short, but now its really long.

I think that Ichimatsu is very perceptive of the changes in people that he's close to, so it also represents how he sees that Ai has changed since he last saw her, and his love for her has grown since then (also! in the art i made of high school Ai she has a little bunny hair clip, and Ichi is the one that gave it to her :) he won it from a crane game and immediately thought "i have to give this to Ai, she would love it." and she did ^^)

Always Like This and Who Said Anything (About Falling In Love) are low points for Ichimatsu before the start of their relationship. He is so scared of his feelings for her, because he doesnt want to mess up their friendship, he doesnt want to push it and risk it. He also feels like he's holding her back from experiencing life and following her passions, since she told him that she moved back to Akatsuka from college because she missed him and all of her friends there. He thinks that she would be better off if she moved back to her college, and that its selfish that deep down he really wants her to stay with him. BUT AI CAME BACK BECAUSE SHE REALLY DID MISS HIM AND ALL HER FRIENDS AND SHE FELT AWFUL FOR LEAVING AND SHE REALLY DOES CARE ABOUT HIM!!!! T_T

Sunburn is such a cute song that i think represents the sort of beginning of their relationship, and like Ai loves the beach so they would definitely go there for a date.

Its like the giddiness and nervousness Ichi feels, and just how intensely he loves Ai.

Love At First Sight makes me think of before their relationship, but a good amount of time has passed since Ai moved back, and theyve gotten back to being close friends again.

Theres a scenario in my head where Ichi is out at night bc he just needed to get out of his house for a while, and he ends up at Ai's place and they hang out and she's like "if you want to spend the night you can, i cant imagine living with five other people like your brothers haha" and while she's talking hes zoning out and in his brain hes screaming but then hes just like "ok. that, sounds good. thank you" and then hard cut to him laying on her couch wide awake thinking 'im in love with her im in love with her oh my god im in love with her. i need to kill somebody' lololol ^^ the song just really reminds me of him, especially these lyrics:

Beings is on the playlist mainly because of the nostalgia it gives me of when i first got into Osomatsu-san because thats when i first heard it ^^

Mermaid mainly represents how Ai feels when she realizes her feelings for Ichimatsu. There's a lyric that says "This tiny world, when you totter with the screw, it will begin to loosen up!", and it reminds me a lot of Ai in the fact that shes a robot and has screws, but also that her world is held together by screws, and they get rusty and weak when theyre in the water. She feels like her world changes when her feelings for Ichimatsu flood her heart ("The tiny world is flying out, as her heart floats on cloud nine. The boy must be aiming at the sea. Unable to shake off this wobbly feeling, she already knows, it is nothing but fascination!") The lyric "Her real face is shown" makes me think of how Ai sometimes thinks that she is nothing but a machine, her "true face" only being the screws and wires that she is made up of. Then, the lyrics "Knowing that nothing else will happen, he goes on chasing something as if motivated for some reason. It is nothing but fascination!" are more from Ichimatsu's point of view, about how he wants to understand Ai and her feelings when he sees a shift in how she acts (because of her feelings for him), but he knows that nothing will really happen because hes scared of finding out how she truly feels about him, because he doesnt want her to hate him, but hes also scared at the fact that she likes him.

Sweet Little Kiss is a bit of a pick-me-up from the previous song, just a sweet little love song that makes me think of a cute date where Ai and Ichi walk in the winter snow, feeling warm from the sweets they eat and their love for each other, and they share a sweet kiss in the snow :)

ツキ (Tsuki) is the namesake of the playlist! :D Tsuki means moon, which ties into how Ai is connected to the moon.

Its sung from Ichimatsu's perspective, about how he doesn't really think he's the right person for Ai, but as long as she's here with him, he'll do his best to comfort her.

These lyrics are just so him ;_;

Hibikase is leaning a bit into AU territory, mainly it makes me think about the merch line where the brothers are hackers. Like Ai is a vocaloid/robotic idol in their world and they fall in love despite her being a computer. it just fits to me, also its just one of my fave songs ever ^^

６つ子の魂ナユタまで (Mutsuko no Tamashi Nayuta Made) is the op that i connect to Ai and Ichimatsu the most (though it can also extend to the other brothers considering what the song is about).

Ai sees the many different sides of Ichimatsu, and even though she knows how shitty he and his brothers can be, she cant help her feelings.

Its a more lighthearted version of Ai figuring out her feelings for Ichi, but she still does feel like it would be too good to be true if Ichi did like her back.

Love At First Sight (2011 Fancy Studio Version) ITS THE REPRISE!!!! Its a contrast to the much quieter original version, where Ichi was trying to push his feelings down and not let them take over, but in this version its a lot more upbeat and theres more going on, showing that Ichi is fully realizing his feelings and they blow up inside him, filling his heart with love for Ai.

Tom's Diner is specifically for the Phantom Thief AU, taking place in this pretty city that Ai lives in. She's at a coffee shop during a rainy day, with a bunch of small things around her that remind her of Ichi (a black cat walking by outside, cat paintings inside the shop), because she had previously encountered him during one of his heists since her father Dekapan is the owner of the biggest museum in their city. All that he left behind was a purple handkerchief with a black cat paw on it, which she kept and is now studying as she sips her coffee. She feels someone is looking at her, but when she turns, there's nobody except a cute black cat meowing at her from outside.

Celeste makes me think of the Denki Mystery AU, and its from the perspective of Hajime (Ichi).

Instead of new years, Hajime reminisces on the summer festival he, Akimi (Ai) and his brothers went to when they all first came to the village, and he remembers how she looked in her yukata covered in red flowers.

Hajime feels as though he's seen Akimi before, and he wants to find out the secret she seems to be wrapped up in. He's not sure what his feelings are for her, he always feels like hes chasing after her, trying to understand her. But, he also feels like he shouldnt be getting so close to her, despite his beating heart signaling otherwise.

サリシノハラ (Sarishinohara) and Sexy Sunshine being right next to each other is a bit of whiplash considering the tones of each song, but i put them together because theyre songs that i connect to the Fujio Rock AU. Sarishinohara i think is a song that Ai would sing during the festival, since in the AU she's an underground idol who is also a fan girl of the Matsuno brothers' band. She catches the eye of the brothers, and after that she becomes a regular feature for their songs and when they perform live (in actuality they all knew each other when they were younger, and dont recognize each other now, but when Ichi saw her first perform on stage, he thought her voice sounded familiar). Sexy Sunshine reminds me of the Feat. Matsuzou set from the AU, since it takes place at a music festival on the beach, and i think its a song that Ai and Ichi would perform together with the rest of the band.

and yeah! aichi is very real to me ^^

[ftisabellas]

--  was that isabella mendes i saw by the lighthouse today? i heard that the twenty-four year old who has been in nightrest for 6 years and works as a beautician at royal serene has a reputation of being blunt, but also spirited. they reside in lowpoint & people in town usually associate them with nail filing while scrolling aimlessly through her mobile, the sound of popping gum, sudden mischievous cheshire cat grins. let’s hope the killer doesn’t go after them next. [ g, 26, she / her, aest, none ] 

hello all !!! i’m g, she / her , 26 . cursed AEST tz , and tbh . . .  coming back to tumblr after like a 3 year break . . . yikes !  i’m v slowly getting myself reacquainted and not trying to overwhelm myself , so pls be patient w me !!! 

my discord is bringbacksugargay but im not super active on there atm ( i will be tho ! )

ANYWAYS . HERES MZZZ ISABELLA !!!

inspo for isabella: ruby mathews from sex education, manny santos from degrassi, maddy perez from euphoria, jackie burqhart from that 70s show, lily echolls from veronica mars , 

long story short isabella is a … a diva. she’s loud mouthed, blunt, harsh, stuck-up at times, prissy . with all the bad tho , theres SOME good . when she likes someone , she really likes them and will do anything for them

very very VERY secret softie . the kind that will never hug u or say ‘i love u’ but will egg your exes house .

she’s literally .. your stereotypical rich girl . has everything handed to her on a platter for the most part, and grew up with a pretty easy life ! she’s always been a bit spoiled , to say the least, and it shows.

isabella had a great life growing up. her dad was a rich , well known musician, and isabella was pretty and rich and popular in high school. it was like .  everything she wanted kinda just Appeared for her. she basically never heard the word ‘no’ in her life

life hit her hard after high school , when she moved to nightrest for uni.

i say ‘moved’ , basically her family got sick of her, her wild child antics and bitchy behaviour, and kinda just... sent her here lol. 

when i say ‘sent her here’ , i mean they plopped her here, agreed to pay for her rent and uni , but then said “you’re on your own kid!” 

NO MORE BLACK AMEX FOR ISABELLA ????

 basically .. REAL LIFE ??? CAUGHT UP TO HER ??? HER ACTIONS ?? SUDDENLY HAD CONSEQUENCES ?? she realised she couldn’t just be a bitch to Be A Bitch or somebody might Smack Her.  she realised that suddenly .. she was in charge of her future, and it scared the shit out of her

basically, she Peaked in high school and has been Suffering since then.  university really . crashed her back to Earth, and knocked her on her ass !

isabella is fiery , but FUN i promise. 

anyways, she’s still a bit mean and manipulative to people , but shes on her road to Recovery ( bitchy girls anonymous , every friday we ride ! ) . her High School self definitely jumps out at times, but she is really trying to be a better person. it’s just a Very Very Slow process for her.

she’s very outgoing and loud and blabbermouthy. i wouldn’t trust her with a single secret.  even if she doesnt MEAN to spill it . . it just tumbles out of her mouth anyways.

she loves partying though. she drinks a lot, and is good to have a lil girls night boogie with !!!

she’s not All Bad. she will Redeem herself one day just. right now she kinda Sucks a little. APOLOGIES! she’s  got growing to do !

anyways , she finished school as a beauty nurse and now works as a beautician at royal serene .

her customer service is uhh . . . lacking, to say the least.

shes EXTREMELY fashionable , though and extremely good at her job.

she ignores most things and if she was in a super cliche horror movie , shed be that dumbass that gets killed basically straight away . 

IM DOWN FOR ANYTHING . the messier the better !  if u see isabella fitting in anywhere or want any pre-made connections,  lets gooooo !!! if u need an evil , meanie whos ruined ur life : its isabella ! toxic exes? lets go ! i can provide it all ! 

ill familiarise myself w bios and such soon !!! IM V EXCITED !!! FEEL FREE TO PING ME ON DISCORD I WILL BE SO HAPPY WHILE I GATHER MY BEARINGS !

[angeliicheartt]

hi!! i wanted to ask if maybe u could do a haikyuu match up for me?? totally ok if not!

- i am a female with a preference for males! i go by she/her. i have longer brown hair (i am constantly growing it out and only cut it when it gets to be a hassle- but even then i dont cut much lol). i also have glasses, but they’re clear framed!! i tend to wear contacts more, and only occasionally wear my glasses when im reading or too lazy to do contacts LOL

- i am academically driven! i have above a 4.0 gpa rn (idk the exact #), and i try hard to focus in all my classes and get straight a’s. im in honors classes for math & english- but, i love love love english and complain about math every single day haha. i as well am learning ASL rn! in addition to that, i do taekwondo, and am apart of a tournament team! we have tournaments once a month and i am a reigning nation champion for the company i compete under. i as well dabble in a little bit of dance, and im a majorette (baton twirler!), so i preform w the schools marching band. bc of these two, im quiteeeee busy, but i try my hardest to make time for friends and yeah.

- i dress kind of basic, solely bc i don’t understand aesthetics too much, but i do find myself dressing in like a “downtown girl” style (??)

-im a visual learner, and i almost always have to be moving in some way, wether it be clicking my pen or having to pace around the room. i have a horrid case of rbf, so i tend to get comments about me seeming mean, but i try not to be! i am outgoing, but not in a way where ill stand in front of the class and make a speech. instead, i really like making friends, and can talk one-on-one or in a small group with people easily! my personality can be a loud one when im with people i like! but i also tend to get quiet and enjoy just listening to people talk. my humor definitely ranges, and sometimes depends on who im with

-i really do not like selfish people, and same goes for those who make fun of disabilities. i am not a huge fan of summer or winter, due to the fact that the cold/hot of them both are too much for me haha. i also tend not to like people who think they’re better then everyone else- it just irks my soul. although, at the end of the day, i had anger issues, and i used to have terrible social anxiety. (in counseling for both thankfully!)

-this is definitely repetitive, but i like taller guys, and have always found myself sometimes liking guys who have longer hair- as i get sudden urges to braid it lol, but tbf i really like all hair types- as long as their cared for! im indefinitely a physical touch lover, as sometimes i can’t explain my emotions to good. i also love love love gift giving!!

ok that’s it have a nice day!!!! or night hehe

matchup for nonnie!

note: i had an english quiz today that i definitely bombed 😞😞 but i love english/literature, just not the class... i love math tho lol

i match you with.. keiji akaashi!

smart x smart is always too cute

his main love language imo is acts of service!! but i like to think he's a very touchy person once you've established that connection (very respectful of personal space at first)

if he can (doesn't interfere with his own volleyball schedule) he definitely comes to ur tournaments and performances (is that the right word lol?) for taekwondo + marching band (and records u with ur permission)

cleans ur glasses for u

a big listener, but also enjoys just sitting in silence together!

[blackwinged-soul]

Nexus connection notes on the D/C/A/M/U aspect of my spirit guide, because they fascinate me and I don't want to forget these.

Had the movie marathon with my roommates today…

(J.L.D., J.L.v.T.T., T.T.J.C, and J.L.D.A.W.)

I'm buzzing with energy. I called it a "happy buzz" earlier. It's one part mine and two parts Nexus. And it remains a "happy buzz" despite the bittersweet ending of J/L/D/A/W.

I suspect conversing with and feeling from friends prevented any sort of wallowing or the usual accidental-trance connection. (Intentional happened a couple times, though.)

There were actually a couple of moments I intentionally closed the Nexus connection. When she was powering up the portal, though I still felt the energy singing and singeing (it's a lot less painful than in the '03 facet but still an OVERWHELMING amount of energy, and I suspect not all Voluntarily Used, like it was being PULLED out of her!) And of course the phobia trigger in A.W. Locked it down tight in that one. Iron gate of panic seems to help. Maybe she turns away from that one.

But with the portal scene, I used a different technique from usual. Tried "locking the gate". And it didn't work very well. But then I did more of a withdrawal, withdrew into myself, and curled my soulform around myself in a sort of ball, all wings and intention. I think that's the best intentional shield I've been able to create. (Reminds me of when I was on the bus and trying to protect myself from someone, so I shielded myself by wrapping myself in six wings.) Certainly works better than envisioning energy barriers…

I suspect part of that has to do with another revelation: My knees hurt after having them crossed, especially when I tried to stand up to get ready for bed. Massaging didn't help much, so, energy work it is. Healing. And it WORKED. Damn-near IMMEDIATELY. The energies RARING to go (but not overwhelmingly-- gently, in control, which is unusual for a post-emotions energy pattern).

I investigated why and I think it has something to do with, not just empathic mimicry, my soul taking more traits of hers in "shifts" (synpathy shifts rather than identity shifts, but powerful and greatly affective all the same). I realized it mimics her energies so easily because ours are ALREADY so similar.

Maybe that's why we connected so easily, so accidentally, for so long. Maybe there's something to that whole "like attracts like" magical theory. It's certainly a factor for us.

(I've only ever so rarely seen my soulform outlined in purple, though. ;PPP )

Obviously, the whole "dark energy" thing. That was the giveaway. But also: Existing as two selves, being able to be both physically conscious and astrally at the same time. The levels, the trigger points, the means of control. Even the ways it can flood forth, the reasons, the determining factors whether it's a flood we can direct or lose hold of.

And the connection remains strong enough. It's funny, there was a moment (probably the discussion of what happened to A\zarath) when I was tempted to try reaching out to A\zar. See what THIS version of A\zarath "felt like". Its people, its leader, see if it was simple headcanon or actual Nexus noemata that told me A\zar died the day Ra\ven brought her father there? But I wasn't tranced, and it's a different "angle" (perspective? dimension? facet? I couldn't IMMEDIATELY unlock it and quickly decided I didn't care enough to try that hard, anyways).

Whereas, I think after the last movie, I wondered, "Do we still have the connection? How's she been?" So I kind of… peeked. And I saw her smile. I think maybe it was part pleasant surprise and part reassurance.

Not sure why. She's okay. Empathy, maybe-- her own, that is. Me being happy making her smile? Anyway, there's still something for me to connect to, confirmed. I just… haven't. I saw her as older than the very first night I connected but not nearly visibly as old as me, and wearing white this time. I think that changes from time to time, what she appears to be wearing…

But doesn't she not exist anymore? The weird thing about the canonical ending is I'm Not Sure How I Still Connect To Her.

But canon, all of canon's esoterica, hasn't always impacted the one I connect to. I mean. Gestures at N52 nonsense and how that's not even a blip on the astral radar.

Or maybe there's some… closely-parallel universe shenanigans going on with that. Like how I still sometimes have a connection to a Ma|achite even though she stopped existing in canon, and thus the "wider consciousness". (She hasn't been around much in recent years. I think I've leveled out enough, settled into a comfortable new identity, that our "frequency" is no longer the same? Could be wrong though.)

But for Ra\ven. She also resurrected D.amian. Every other facet of her has defied death before. So like. Maybe it's an astral connection. Astral stuff doesn't follow spacetime rules, in my understanding. So it could be I'm contacting an astral "echo", or that she's simply Still Around, just in a little pocket facet of the astral world.

I'd suppose maybe she's on A\zarath again, like its postmortem astral manifestation, but I'm not sure.

(I'm tempted--a little less than "sorely" but still fairly strongly tempted-- to ask about the sadness in parting with her father. It strikes me as so wrong that I want to see if the one I've connected to feels that. But I'm not sure I'm in a place to delve into that just now. Very much still Processing Things, sleepy, not the clearest of mindsets. I kind of pondered it enough to get a "it's complicated" feeling, and I want to interrogate that it SHOULDN'T be…….. and yet, she was there when my massively abusive stepmonster asked me "You love me, don't you?" and I told her "I don't know", but after a week of trying to figure it out, and knowing it would be easier if I didn't, I realized that, unfortunately, the answer is still YES. So I can't exactly tell her it's wrong when it should be so clear-cut. Like, Ra\ven was an active part of sorting that out. Conversed with her and everything. I probably have the post about that on this blog, actually……..)

…also realizing as I typed that, that the concert (Star/set demonstration #2) could be a huge factor in how "freely" things are "flowing" energetically right now. Concerts ALWAYS leave me on an energy high, rejuvenated and positive and feeling so ALIVE.

I think the movies compounded it. lD But I'm kind of startled to realize the CONTROL of all those excess energies-- and PROCESSING it!-- is heightened, too. (Maybe it has something to do with the fact that I've been listening to witchy podcasts at work, and much more frequently doing energy work? Giving it an outlet, a pressure release valve. Which has always helped immensely…)

Anyway, I have work in the morning and have to sleep, but sometime soon I definitely want to dip back into this Nexus connection and "catch up".

[livecharliereaction]

That went by so fast i havent even processed i already read the whole episode after parties included. What the fuck i need to read my own liveblogs

ange didnt actually do shit but its still perfect because just her PRESENCE is so great i just like having her around making her comments. i recall mentioning it at some point but a Sarcastic character as a personality trait is a little hard to pull off because its so easy to make it so unfunny and annoying even... but she is so witty somehow... and shes not really MEAN she is a great talker i do think this she gets along with people GREAT... Yet she has only enemies in this world. How cruel. Ange if i was in your time i would be crying in my bed at night over the fact we woudlnt be friends.

erikas another one whose screentime i aaaalways enjoy now that i got to know her last game shes sooo much fun seriously

i somehow understand beato even less now didnt know thats possible. not sure if i like the dual personality thing she has going on id have to know more

The way she looks just like you is what I really can't get over...! I can't stand it...

kanon n shannon are so Nice. Not mind blowing not life breaking but i did cry over them that one time in the other episode i think theyre very NICE. And maybe im wrong but i cant recall kanon smiling and laughing ever before like he did this episode... Theyre nice both of thme

THEY MADE HER SAY THAT TOO? the au au (i dont know what to make of it but they obviously want me to think of hanyuu with the last convo with bern but i dont know if its like. Crazy direct in that that IS hanyuu or less tangible of a connection u know. Remains to be seen)

again i dont understand beato at all how did she weave herself up just from kanons words they seemed quite normal to me... is it the additional part about observing the trial and all maybe she understood something when it was said that shannon and kanon have less than a whole human soul But beato its ok because i TRUST you to have an explanation for everything in the end...

Somehow very happy that georges past was explained up it feels like the story knows hes a total loser and leaves it up to me to decide if i think he ha somehow redeemed himself through the power of love or not (me i dont think so because his and shannons love doesnt speak to me aside from the scene where she breaks a mirror - and even that i mostly like from the perspective of shannons character and her trying to become human more than As a scene for the couple...) (but now i feel like the storys giving me room to think that instead of me having to actively hate it something something multiple truths yeah)

lol i was probab imagining some vague epilogue stuff nuh uh they married right on my screen just now in the tea party (this was about george n shannon but well battler n beato did too) (I dont know how to feel about it yet though it was just golden land so it might not carry over i mean it should in case battler n beato but it might now i dont really get the time physics still)

ange is so amazings

that EVA appearance... the womb stuff yeah that will get to me it will oh eva...

I did trust erika to deliver last episode too but this one stabilized it that girl is an ACTOR and a DETECTIVE and a NEAR PERFECT PLAYER IN THE GAME an ENTERTAINER and has a cute dress too. wow how amazing It feels too early to do some kind of rankings but i will say if she is someones favorite i Will understand

the tea party w the unions and all i do have to wonder if thatll carry over to the next game... Human kanon?.......But maybe probably not since bern game master

HONORARY SCENE MENTIONS: the intro with the wedding and closed room flashforwards (havent had a foreshadowing scene with unknown narrator for a while - higurashi loved to do that) + kanon admitting his feelings for jessica both first to shannon n then jessica aww + erika fiercely fights miss maria age 9 over nothing + battler showing up to the love trial yayyy + the little scene with dlanor where erika goes I love you. and dlanor goes What did you say? cos its so ooc. crumble of erika lore #cheating + doll jessica how cool will probably never happen again + erikas PERFORMANCE to get the packing tape ...I... Furudo Erika... haev packing tape...!! + beato erika duel near the end i forgot how fun her playstyle is that beato

AND THEN THE TOP 3

BATTLER REJECTS BEATOS COOKIES AND TALKS TO HIMSELF ABOUT IT! How heartbreaking! Wheres beato i was grieving TOO! Woww

Erika seals battler to the closed room special shoutout to the part where she reveals she "re-killed" everyone severed their heads and shit. Who does that? She is just so crazy crazy girl i loooove her.

The wedding of course... The penetrative description of her putting the cursed ring on him... the festivities... the erika dress... the knox crew argument about the windows with gaap... the overall feeling of a This is a cursed wedding. Someone is going to object and the fact that lambdabern was acknowledging this kinda too they were like Girl where is she... the letter addressed to lambdadelta... the beato gaming... Wowwww

IN CONCLUSION. Greatest episode ever did u notice i listed almost every scene literally. What the fuck. I hear it only gets better too. Ok goodnight. erika fan club

[charmercharm3r]

Request,

going to dinner w the members and min making you wear a vibrator which is controlled by him on his phone. It goes until y/n moans out loud and you decide the rest, just don’t make a cliffhanger >:(

I had a lot more fun with this than I should've... this also took an ungodly amount of time to write so thank u for waiting! hope u enjoy ;p

Inconspicuous

LMH

Masterlist

wc: 2.8k

Synopsis: Minho surprises you with a new toy.

warnings: smut, sexual explicit content, piv, established relationship, use of toys, public sex, mirror sex, unprotect sex (do not do this), slight degradation, praising, cream pie

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“Hold still, baby. Don’t go getting excited just yet. There’s still a whole night you have to get through,” is what he’d told you. Though, it was hard to grasp Minho’s words when he had you bent over the edge of the bed as you were now. 

He’d come home from work the other day with a sly smirk on his face, hiding a little red bag behind his back as he skipped into your shared bedroom. That was when he showed you the new addition to your growing toy collection; panties with a built in vibrator. Minho giggled while your eyes grew wide the first time you saw them, cute little pink lace of the garment so deceiving. Because now, as he’d bent you over the bed and teasingly slid the panties up your legs, you could feel the excitement starting to pool in your core.

You weren’t entirely sure how they worked, just that Minho wanted to be in control of it, you weren’t going to deny your boyfriend his fun if you got something good in the end. That’s what Minho promised in return if you behaved tonight, something of an incentive when you were to return home. Minho was always sure to make good on his promises. 

It was supposed to be just a few people at tonight’s dinner, one or two of Minho’s other group members to have a fun night out. That was the only other reason you agreed to attend, you were comfortable around one or two of his friends because it was less intimidating to try and impress them. You didn’t expect all eight of them to show up, the regret of wearing this brand new toy instantly hitting you as you sat between Minho and Seungmin, staring at Felix directly across the table.

Minho didn’t turn on the toy immediately, letting you make conversation with his friends before deciding to torture you. The impending teasing was making you sweat, bouncing your leg as Felix told you about this new game he’d recently started playing.

The conversation with them was nice, but how quiet your boyfriend was was starting to get suspicious. You snuck a glance over at him, his head staring down at his phone with the brightness all the way down. Just as you’d looked at his face, his eyes raised and connected with yours. From the corner of your eye, you saw Minho’s thumb tap at his phone without breaking the contact. The second he did, an incredibly dull thrum made your thighs and pussy clench. Minho, ever observant, caught your slight bodily twitch and smirked, immediately putting his phone face down and returning his attention to his friends.

You secretly thanked the heavens for the music in the restaurant being on the louder side. The last thing you wanted was the sound of the vibrator giving you away. Heat already started to rise in your cheeks, but the subtle vibrations of the toy was starting to get more annoying rather than pleasing. However there was no way you were going to ask Minho to up the levels. Instead, you leaned forward onto the table and angled your hips back, hoping to press your clit into the toy.

It worked slightly, clamping your thighs together tighter. The both of you were actively part of the table’s conversation, though you went quiet when the topic turned into work talk between the eight of them. That was when Minho picked up his phone again. You knew what was coming, yet nothing could have prepared you for it.

Two taps of his thumb, the vibration between your legs picked up stronger now. In reaction, your knees shot up and hit the underside of the table with a loud bang. All eight of them stopped to look at you with concern.

“Are you alright?” Seungmin asked, steadying your shaking glass of water before it could spill. All you could manage was an unstable, “mhm,” and a fake smile.

The eight returned back to their conversation, however your boyfriend stayed glued to his phone. What you couldn’t see was that he was exploring the different settings for the vibrator, deciding what he wanted to do to you next.

The steady rhythm to your clit was slow building, steadily making your legs twitch with how constant the thrumming was. You couldn’t come like this, not anytime soon, and sure as hell didn’t want to in front of all his friends.

Minho settled on one he liked, hiding his phone in his lap again just before the food arrived. He let you wait, let you stir and eye him every time he so much as glanced at his phone. Of course, the devil he is, he waited until your mouth was stuffed full of pasta to sneakily raise the vibrations twice more. You had to physically stop yourself from choking, accidentally dropping your fork loudly onto your plate. All the guys at the table stopped again to look at you, looks of questioning littering their faces this time.

“Sorry. Muscle spasm,” you quickly corrected yourself and pretending to stretch your hand. When they looked away, you lightly kicked Minho under the table.

In retaliation, he turned his phone on again just as you brought your glass to your lips to take a sip. The setting changed from steady vibrations to a quick staccato, even stronger now and you could feel the intensity in your gut bubbling. One hand gripping the glass, your other reached for Minho’s thigh beneath the table, holding onto it tightly as you fought to swallow the water in your mouth. He smiled at you innocently, placing his hand over yours and squeezing gently. 

The slamming of your glass on the table drew Seungmin and Felix’s eyes over to the pair of you, even more concerned. Swallowing loudly, your voice strained to speak, “ah, Minho! Don’t kick me.” The two looked at your boyfriend while his face trained on yours, warning.

“Hyung, c’mon. At least wait until you get home to play footsies.” Seungmin came to your defense unsuspectingly, while Felix raised another confused eyebrow and shoveled pasta into his mouth.

The grip on your hand tightened. Leaning towards you, Minho whispered, “you’re gonna wish it was footsies.” Blush spread across your cheeks and down your neck, keeping your head down to hide it as he acted like everything was normal.

Because everything was normal, you were eating a nice dinner with your boyfriend and his friends, having a normal night out. You definitely weren’t squirming in your seat and there absolutely wasn’t a vibrator pressed deeply into your clit. You were totally just sitting and eating your normal dinner like a normal person—

“Hngh—“ a high pitched, lewd moan forced itself out from between your teeth at the feeling of the vibrator’s strength increasing what seemed like tenfold. You immediately raised your hips off the chair to try and relieve some of the pressure on your clit, though it was too late. The entire table, all seven of your boyfriend’s friends were staring now, not convinced you were okay. The only one that seemed to be uninterested was Minho, sitting next to you unbothered and taking another bite of his food. 

To hide the embarrassment that was you in this very moment, you attempt to mask the moan by looking down at your plate and faking another approving hum, “this is so good! G— good dinner choice, Felix. I’m gonna run to the bathroom.” The words came out in a hurry as you stood abruptly and excused yourself. 

As soon as you found yourself in the single bathroom, you attempted to compose yourself by leaning onto the cool bathroom counter. To no avail, of course. Then the door opened, revealing your smug looking boyfriend with his phone visibly on in his hand. He locked the door behind him, chuckling as your arms shook.

The feeling of the vibrator was making your core ache in the best possible way. Never did you think you’d be so turned on and so anxious at the same time, terrified of his friends finding out. But now that you were alone, it was like you could focus solely on the tightening knot in your stomach that was wanting to snap. 

Taking a step closer to you, Minho trapped your body against the counter and leaned his face in close. “Are you proud of yourself, baby? You really embarrassed me back there.” Just as before, it was difficult to focus on his words. “What do you think the guys think? I told them you weren’t feeling good but do you think they believed me?” You could only let out a small whimper.

Minho didn’t like that. His hand suddenly came to cup your cunt, pushing the vibrator harder and emitting a louder whine out of you. “Do you think you deserve to cum after that?”

“Please,” you begged, gripping onto his bicep and forcing his hand into your pussy harder.

He feigned contemplating allowing you the high, tapping the toy with his finger teasingly. The small movement against your sensitive clit made your body jolt each time. “Hm, no.” A pained whimper emitted from you again, nails digging into his skin as your head fell back. Minho took the exposure of your neck as an invitation to attach his lips, nibbling and kissing the hot skin while shifting to hold your body closer to his. You hoped he could feel your shaking and trembling, silently pleading for him to have mercy.

“You don’t make this easy,” the words came out as a whisper, hardly intelligible if he hadn’t been right up against you.

“That’s the point, baby. And you failed miserably.” Minho pulled away from your neck, replacing his lips with his hand and gently holding you in place as he stared into your eyes. They were glossed over and wide, lips pouting and breath becoming heavier with every second he denied you. “But you’re just so cute like this,” he leaned in close and placed a soft kiss to your lips, grip around your neck tightening in restraint and pulling away just when you’d wanted more.

“It’s my first time, be nice to me?” He sighed deeply, hand coming up to cup your jaw and thumb at your lips.

“If you’re going to cum, it’ll be around my cock.”

Demeanor changing drastically, Minho roughly spun you around and bent you over the counter, hiking your dress up to your torso. You watched him in the mirror as he eyed your quivering cunt, probably enjoying seeing your thighs shaking to keep you standing. “Oh, baby. You’ve soaked our new toy.”

Two fingers dragged over the wet material covering you before moving it to the side and slicking them through your folds, making a mess of your arousal. The feeling of the vibrations finally moved to anywhere but your clit was relieving for a moment, but the constant stimulation made you keen for more. You could hear him playing with the zipper of his pants and palm himself through his underwear. The same two fingers played with the rim of your entrance, circling softly for a second before plunging into you without warning. Back arching at the intrusion, you bucked back and shoved his fingers deeper. “Greedy, aren’t we?”

“Need you,” you whined, clenching around the digits in hopes to entice him into speeding things along.

“Don’t rush me, baby. Can’t have you in pain–”

“You’ve teased me enough for the next month. Lee Minho, if you don’t fuck me–”

The stretch of your cunt took your breath away, quite literally shutting you up entirely as his cock easily slid in. In almost no time, he’d come flush to your ass and let your panties go, the vibrations coming into contact with your clit once more. The stimulation made you clench even tighter than before, so much so that if Minho wasn’t putting his full weight onto you, you would’ve pushed him out. He let out the deepest groan, one hand on the small of your back and the other coming around to gather your hair. Pushing you to bend further, Minho testingly pulled and pushed into your cunt, finally able to relieve the aching in his cock that’s been throbbing since before the pair of you had left the house.

“Fuck, please move,” you asked. Minho obliged, moving at a slow, taunting pace that surely would not be able to make him cum anytime soon.

With your hair balled into his fist, he tugged you up flush against his chest. “So sweet, letting me play with you in front of my friends like this. Begging me to fuck you in a public bathroom. When did you become such a little slut, pretty baby?” The complement and degrading names spoken in one sentence made your head spin, happy with praise and ashamed at the same time. The only response you could think of came out as a long, desperate moan.

Minho kept you close to him, scalp wonderfully stinging with how tightly he held your hair and his other hand slithering around your front to push the vibrator into your clit again. The speed of his thrust began to increase, keeping a steady rhythm and not pulling out all the way to pound back into you. His eyes met yours in the reflection of the bathroom mirror, full of lust and love as he pressed soothing kisses against your neck.

“So cute when you do what I want. Are you my play thing, baby? Mine to use?” The muffled sounds of clothed bodies echoed dully, not minding the uncomfortable rub of his pants against your bare thighs.

“Yours. Only yours.” Minho hummed into your neck, rewarding you with more soft kisses in contrast to the rough way he hammered into you. The stimulating vibrations were starting to creep up on you again, building your orgasm hotter now that you were stuffed full. 

“That’s right, you’re mine. Gonna cum? Let all my friends hear you fall apart on my cock. Go ahead. Cum, like the cock slut you are.” Your entire body shuddered beneath him, clenching with a newfound tensity that you didn’t realize you could even conjure. Eyes rolling back and hands looking for any part of him to hold onto, Minho held you through the intense wave of your orgasm as he still searched for his own. When the blissful feeling started to subside, the toy was beginning to become too much, swatting his hand away to relieve some of the pressure.

Though, Minho didn’t turn it off. Instead he shoved you forward and laid you flat against the counter, using you to find his own high. You were pliant and exhausted and so sweet, warm and inviting and still convulsing around his cock as he thrusted at a harsher pace. He was no longer trying to please anyone but himself, not that you minded, completely spent and more than happy to be of use to him. The humming of the toy against your raw clit was borderline painful, no longer pleasurable now that you’d finished but it kept your cunt clenching. When Minho let go of your hair and used both hands to grip your hips, you could feel he was close. Enduring the painful vibrations would come with a reward.

“Cum, baby. I’ve been so good, don’t I deserve it?” Craning your neck to look over your shoulder, you caught him letting his head fall back, lost in sinful pleasure.

“Gonna fill you up. Be my good girl and take it all,” he muttered as his hair now stuck sweaty to his forehead. His hips sped up for a few more moments before he tipped over the edge, stilling completely and letting himself coat your walls milky white.

His hands hiked under your dress, running gently over the skin of your back and belly as he regained his breath. Minho placed one more kiss to the back of your neck before pulling out and adjusting your underwear again, reaching for his phone to turn off the toy. He hadn’t even unbuttoned his pants, his now flaccid cock pulled through just the zipper and for some reason that made him all the more attractive, how desperate he was for you that he didn’t even have the mind to pull his pants down. Once the vibrations stopped, he tucked himself back in and pulled your dress back down. Before you could situate yourself, Minho had hauled you up and crashed his lips to yours, no longer rushed and needy but calm and sensual, just feeling you. He held most of your body weight, when he pulled away from the kiss you all but fell against him.

“Steady, baby. Are you okay?” You tried to stand on your own, but your legs gave out, Minho catching you.

“Do you think they’ll be suspicious if we walk out of here with me on your back?”

Minho laughed, caressing your cheeks with both hands and kissing you again. “It’ll be the most inconspicuous piggy back ride ever.”

-

A/N: this took me so long to write buuuuut I finally have time to work on all my wips... I swear I'm writing for violent delights I SWEAR BE PATIENT WITH MEEEE

[channiesposts]

bang chan nsfw alphabet

felt like i wanted to do smth like this bc i’m stressed and sad abt life and i think writing helps me not think abt the bad things in life <3 lmk if you want this w other members, bad things are constantly happening so i’ll have enough inspiration lmaoo <3333

don’t think i’m gonna add a warning but obvi mdni!! thank u <3

a - aftercare

chan is such a softie, i am too just for him. no matter how rough he gets, he’ll make sure you’re properly cleaned up, hydrated, and calm before letting you go to sleep. this guy is the sweetest person ever, his aftercare will be reflective of that.

b - body part (their face body part of theirs & their partners)

his favorite body part of his is probably his arms or abs. he works hard on them, he’s proud of them. his fave body part on his partner would probably be…everything. idk man, i think he wouldn’t be able to choose just one part he likes about you. if anything, he’d probably say your eyes. or your ass.

c - cum (anything to do with cum)

i’m glad that everyone here makes things abt chan having a breeding kink bc that is it! i feel as if he doesn’t really care much about cum. his own, specifically. he’ll cum anywhere. and he won’t mind if he’s just cum inside you or in your mouth. he’ll still eat you out / kiss you.

d - dirty secrets

i feel like his biggest dirty “secret” is his breeding kink. he knows that it’s smth not a lot of people enjoy. i think his biggest “secret” though is that he has a special little photo album of pictures of you that he jerks off to. he’s also a big pillow guy iykyk

e - experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

i saw someone say that he isn’t necessarily experienced but i think he has a good amount of experience. not tooooo much, but he has enough experience to know what he’s doing. he’s a quick learner as well, so he’ll experiment doing something once and get the hang of it. he fs knows what he’s doing.

f - favorite position

missionary. he loves doing other positions as well, but he’ll always somehow come back to missionary. he loves just looking at you, especially when he’s fucking you just how he likes. he also does like it when you’re on top, especially in the studio.

g - goofy (are they more serious in the moment or are they more humorous)

chan has his moments. since sex is such an intimate experience, and considering how rough he can get, it’ll mostly be a bit more serious, but there are times where it’s a little more giggly.

h - hair (how well groomed are they?)

fuck it if i knew, he doesn’t really care about hair ig.

i - intimacy (how are they during the moment? romantic aspect)

this man has had casual one night stands and i stand by that! but, he does like it to be a little more romantic. he’d prefer to have an actual connection w someone but a man’s got needs.

j - jack off

busy busy people have to rely on themselves sometimes. he does it a moderate amount, especially when you’re not around.

k - kink (one or more of their kinks) ((all giving))

we’ve got the breeding kink down. feel like he’s into choking, perhaps sadism (very very slightly). feel like he’s into a bit of humiliation. he’s got a vvv dirty mouth. idk, these are the first ones to come to mind.

l - location (favorite places to do the deed)

in your apartment. he likes to take his time w u most times, so he’ll want to do it somewhere more private, where he can’t actually take his time.

m - motivation (what turns them on and gets them going?)

anything you do turns him on. i saw a post once about how chan loves manicures and painted nails and i think that’s smth that needs to be talked about more. he sees you got a manicure and immediately, no matter how ashamed he is of that though, thinks abt how your manicured hands would look around his cock. he also loves seeing you in crop tops. honestly, he gets turned on by the littlest things you do. you can look at him and he’ll want to fuck you into next week.

n - NO (something they wouldn’t do, ever)

don’t think he’s that into piss stuff. idk the name for it but we know what i mean. tbh, besides that, i don’t think there’s not much he wouldn’t be willing to try at least once. he’ll try it once, decide it’s not for him, and move on.

o - oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill)

prefers giving. he just love seeing what his mouth can do for you. he loves receiving, he loves seeing you on your knees for him, having him just the way you can. but there’s smth abt having you lay there while he’s pleasuring you. seeing your face, seeing the way you squirm, the way you chant his name over and over again. saw somebody once say he’s a pleasure dom and i will die on that hill as well.

p - pace (are they fast or rough? slow and sensual?)

he can be both. he has those days where he will be rougher, will make you call him daddy, will edge you for hours. but he also has days where he just wants to show you that he loves you. he’ll be much more gentle, constantly kissing your face, holding you, and telling you he loves you whenever he catches his breath.

q - quickie (their opinion on quickies, how often)

busy busy people have to rely on quickies sometimes. he’s always so consumed with work and the way they’ve been working, it doesn’t allow him to spend as much time with you as he would like. i don’t think he’s that into public sex, etc but he will drag you into the nearest closet or bathroom and take out his frustrations that way.

r - risks (will they experiment? do they take risks?)

definitely experiments. definitely takes risks. it def takes a couple of times to get him to fully take risks but once he gets there, he will make you dizzy w all the suggestions he has.

s - stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

he’s learned to control himself so he can cum with you, after he edged you for hours. he can last a long long time. it depends on his mood, when it comes to how many rounds he can go. some days, he’s down for one, two rounds. some days, he can go for what seems like hours and hours and hours.

t - toy (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

don’t think he has any toys he uses himself. but if you have toys, he’ll be more than happy to use them on you. won’t do a lot with them but will definitely bring them out once in a while.

u - unfair (how much they like to tease)

i live and breathe the bang chan being a tease agenda. he teases on his lives, who’s to say it doesn’t bleed into his actual life? he teases a LOTTT. sometimes it’ll be for what feels like hours, bc it probably has been. he loves edging you and will continue his teasing until he feels like you’ve had enough. or when he’s had enough and he needs to find his own release.

v - volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make)

i don’t think he’ll be the loudest person but you’ll definitely hear him groan and moan a handful of times in one night. usually just heavy breathes. he knows it drives you insane when he groans right in your ear so, position permitting, he will definitely lean down to let out the loudest grown right by your ear.

w - wild card

jealousy sex with chan. i will not explain any further.

no but he isn’t the type to get jealous but the days that he does see somebody get a bit too close to you or whatever else, he will fs show you exactly how he feels during the night.

he’ll make sure you wear that pretty little butt plug while he viciously pounding into you. he’ll be saying all sorts of things under his breath before he flips you over. will take one look at you like that, spreading you apart and looking at what is his. a breathy laugh leaves his mouth.

“you really are my cockslut, aren’t you? letting me use all your holes, knowing you love every bit of it”

x - xtra piece of imagination

dirty talk with him gets a hell of a lot dirtier when he’s about to cum. will be saying all sorts of things.

“want me to fuck you full, yeah? gonna take every single bit of me. fuck, look at this baby. look at how you’re taking me in.”

y - yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

he’s in his mid 20’s so it’s calmed down a lot but it’s hard to be around you, see you looking like that, and not want to do something with you.

z - zzz (how quickly they fall asleep after)

my insomnia twin 🙌🏼 jk but i think he’d fall asleep after you fall asleep. he makes sure you’re comfortable before he even thinks about sleep. in the meantime though, he is rubbing your back and making sure you’re at ease, hydrated, and just feel good.

edit : x is originally x ray but i didn’t feel comfortable with saying how “big” he is and all that. ik my blog is all about talking abt how much of a whore i am for bang chan but i personally have a limit and i think it’s talking about how big he is. i’ve written stuff about him fucking you into next week but i really do draw the line at like “oh how big is he” or “how many veins”. i’ll talk about him being “big” when it comes to a lil drabble but other than that, nope. idk if this boundary is reasonable or not but i just can’t see myself writing about it. sorry if this disappointed you :,(

[sirthisisa-wendys]

Hi Wendy! How are u? I had a request for a possible ran x reader fic? Uhm so first and foremost I rlly hope this doesn’t make u uncomfortable I love your writing and u seem mature and that’s why I wanted to ask you specifically for this request :)

Could you possibly please write a ran x reader where the reader has an “outtie” private area. Sorry, to specify a female individual anatomy consists of the outer lip and inner lip right? Well a lot of the time women/people w female parts who have a larger inner lip so that it pokes out from the outter lips get made fun of and are called ugly…a lot actually. I know that this may sound like an off request but I guess it’s something I personally feel insecure about and felt safe asking an author like u write about it, like I said before I love ur writing and mature perspective on things.

If you’re not comfortable w this request that’s totally fine! Thank you for all ur hard work 💖💖

Okay so I feel like you need comfort, and first of all, ALL PUSSIES MATTER

If a guy makes fun of you, I would encourage you to take a look at his dick and frown. If he doesn't like your outie, then he can't get innie, if you catch my drift. Fuck them.

Second of all, your vagina is beautiful no matter what shape, size, innie, outie, whatever. Vaginas are like fingerprints - no two are alike. And they would know that if they actually saw a vagina in person more than once and not just on a screen. (But not everyone has that luxury I suppose).

Here's a comfort. I was planning on making King's Game Part 2 comfort sex anyways, so here we go. I won't make it a *huge* deal about y/n's vagina, because I feel like Ran wouldn't care either.

King's Game (Part 2): Ran Haitani x Fem!Reader

wc: 841

tw: smut, step-siblings, College!AU

masterlist

(Part 1 Here)

Morning comes too quickly.

It isn't like you weren't expecting the sun to rise and drag you out of your sleep, but you hoped for more hours in the night, curled up with Ran in his bed.

"Mmm..." Ran murmurs, rolling over to check the time. "We can stay in bed for a little bit longer."

"What about finals?" you whisper, resting a hand on his warm chest.

"Don't start until after twelve."

"But... studying--" Ran shushes you with his fingers, removing them slowly as you press your lips to the tips.

"Don't need to do that right now." When he replaces his fingers with his lips, you find all the things you ever knew flying out of the door. "Need to feel you around me..." His fingers dip below your underwear and dance along your folds, testing to see how much slick is there before he slides a finger into you neatly. You moan softly, praying that no one else can hear you as he fingers you, stroking your cunt with precise movements.

When he adds another finger, you gasp sharply, pulling back and huffing out a sharp breath.

"Hush, sweetheart," Ran purrs. "Don't want to wake Rin do we?"

You shake your head no, and he continues with his ministrations, adding his thumb to your clit. The sensations added with the absolute sin of it all make you feel incredible, and he can easily see it in your eyes. So instead of laying you on your back, he rolls your underwear to the side then pushes his sweatpants down, freeing his hardened cock.

"Leg up for me," he instructs, and you do so, knowing this is the final boundary to cross. "You can still say no," he advises, but you pull him closer and kiss him deeply.

"I want you," you breathe between kisses, and he slides himself between your pussy lips, coating his cockhead with your wetness.

"And you can have me," he responds, easing into you with gentle pushes. You grip the flesh of his back, digging your nails into his skin, which brings him all the more pleasure while he fucks into you with measured strokes. "S-shit." Ran exhales, closing his beautiful eyes as he tosses his head back.

You try to hold back your moans and grunts while Ran fucks into you, his hips barely connecting with yours before he pulls back again.

"Slow, slow, slow," you urge him, and Ran nods, eyes opening a fraction.

"Sorry... You just feel so fucking good." The bed creaks a little under you as he slows down, moving you onto your back and pushing your legs up around his waist. Your breath catches in your throat as he leans over you, taking one ankle in his hand as his cock drags in and out of your wet cunt. "And you're so pretty... You've always been devastatingly beautiful."

"Oh, Ran," you whimper, but he presses a hand to your mouth.

"Shh, shh, shh..." You mewl against his hand, your fingers ghosting over your clit as he finally goes deep enough to bottom out in you and rock back and forth. "That's it... Take that dick and play with yourself, baby."

"Fuck," you moan, the sound coming out more like "uhhhh" than the actual word. Cold lips kiss down your neck and back up before his tongue plays with your earlobe. You jolt, clenching around his cock involuntarily and making him hiss.

"Easy!" he gripes, grabbing the flesh of your ass in one hand. "Easy. Want me to cum in you?" You shake your head no. "Then don't play with me like that." He quickens his thrusts only a fraction, but you feel every inch of him as if he were rocking into you like before.

"Gonna cum," you breathe.

"What was that?" Ran wonders, dipping one ear down to hear you better between his fingers.

"Gonna cum," you repeat, hand itching to tug his braids but too busy rubbing at your clit furiously.

"Are you asking permission?" Ran questions, raising a brow. "Or do you--" A choked groan rips from your throat as you cum around his cock, pulsing on his length while it moves inside of you and sucking him in deeper.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck," your stepbrother chants, trying to pull free as he feels his balls hitch. When his cock slips out of you, he fists himself to completion on your nightgown, shuddering violently as white spurts of cum decorate the satin. When you both come down from your high, Ran laughs gently, pushing back the strands of hair that have escaped from his braid. "Oh, shit; let me clean you up, babe." He slides off the bed and pulls his pants up around his hips, entering the jack-and-jill bathroom quickly and fetching a towel.

The towel can only do so much for your nightgown but Ran tenderly cleans your cunt, swiping it free of any signs of your indiscretion.

"Our little secret," he whispers, kissing you deeply just as Rin's alarm clock goes off next door.

[zuluc]

@kookieyachi​ requested: i hate to be that one person but i doubt they'll increase the rate but imma try my best & start saving for zhongli & childe 😼🤚 anYWAY-, i was wondering if u could write another diluc x reader whr they're in a secret relationship (only kaeya knew somehow-) & one of the mcs & paimon heard rumours of diluc having a s/o & decide to follow him, to see him gg on a date w the reader or summ,,, hope its not too confusing haha🥺💖

pairing: diluc x gn!reader

style & genre: written; fluff

warnings: none

notes: i meant rng rates those screw me over when it matters but i hope we get good ones when their banners come in, i wish the best of luck to everyone pulling may we get our dream teams; THIS IS CUTE ty for all your requests you know what’s good 😪😪

the mc in this is aether because i love aether

“I hear someone has Master Diluc’s heart!”

“Is that so?”

“Aw, man! I wanted him...”

It’s been the talk of the town for longer than he expected and wanted it to be: Diluc’s love life. He was always the private one and never shared anything about his personal life so it was only natural that no one, minus Kaeya it seemed, had a clue as to who took Mondstadt’s most wanted bachelor.

“Are they sure he’s even with someone? Isn’t it just a rumor?” Paimon asks her travel companion as they make their way into the tavern for a late night drink. The pair had travelled back to the town for a few days and while walking through they listened in on what the townspeople were gossiping about this time around.

“Not sure, he doesn’t seem like the type. Why not ask him, Paimon?” 

Paimon flies in front of his face and places her hands on her hips, “You don’t just ask him! He’s so secretive and... and well just that! Also, Paimon thinks he’d just avoid the question.”

“You won’t know it’ll work if you never try.” Aether suggests and opens the door to the tavern. He himself actually wanted to know the truth to those rumors because, well think about it, it’s Diluc and any information that made him seem more emotional than he let on was interesting. He steps inside, seeing the people inside drinking and laughing. They all greet him with their cheerful, yet drunk replies, and Diluc nods his head in acknowledgement. 

“Welcome back. What’ll it be for tonight?” He asks them. Aether places his drink order and Paimon hovers over the bartender with a judging look on her face. Convenient that he is working tonight. He raises a brow, “Can I help you?”

“U-Uh,” she turns her attention to Aether who simply looks back at her and sips his apple cider vinegar, a look of you’re on your own for this one on his face. “Have you heard what’s being said around Mondstadt, Master Diluc?” She asks in a way to slowly lead into the main question. Diluc picks up a glass and shakes his head, turning around to place the item on one of the shelves. 

“I’ve never paid attention to gossip if that’s what you’re referring to. And like I’ve said before,” he eyes the emergency ration suspiciously, “I don’t dwell on idle chat.” Those words, while they weren’t intended to be as cold as they sounded, prevented Paimon from pressing on. She pouts while flying, but her gaze lands on his hands. They are void of his usual gloves and Diluc wore them even while working. She brushes it off as a useless observation and the door of the tavern opens. 

“Evening!” Charles greets them. He waves a hand to Diluc who finishes the last of the glasses he is cleaning, silently thanking the bartender for taking the rest of his shift. He walks out the back and Paimon floats up.

“Does he have something else to do? He usually stays for the rest of the night.” She questions Charles who shakes his head in amusement.

“He must be working hard,” Charles comments, “or maybe taking some time for himself.” Paimon perks up at what he says and she looks at Aether. The traveller finishes his drink and narrows his eyes at her.

“What?” He barely gets another word in before she is rushing out the door. “Paimon!” He places mora on the counter and bids Charles a good night before following her. The door swings open and Aether is met with Paimon flying in front of his face.

“We’ll follow him!” She states confidently, a glint in her eyes.

Aether stares at her blankly. “Uh, why?” Again, she doesn’t give him an answer when she sees a flash of red hair behind his head. They keep quiet and hide behind the stone building when they see Diluc look side to side, almost catching them in his sight.

“He’s definitely going somewhere!” She is much more invested in this than Aether thought, but his own curiosity was overpowering the possibility of getting caught by the pyro user as well. He wordlessly agrees and they quietly tread behind him through Mondstadt, hiding behind every pole and wall whenever they thought he believed someone was following him.

Minutes into their mission Aether catches sight of the Knight of Favonius building and his suspicions are raised. Diluc wouldn’t be caught dead near this place, what more just by walking by it? He stops at the side and Aether tugs his hovering companion away from Diluc’s line of sight when it opens, a familiar person stepping out.

“It’s--!”

“Honorary Knight!” Huffman interrupts Paimon’s exclamation as he rushes to the both of them. “Would you be able to help us out near Windrise? Quite a lot of slimes showed up and the other knights are preoccupied with their own missions. I know you just got back but...”

“We’re good!” Another knight shows up, running to them, “Captain Kaeya helped us out!” Aether looks back and forth between then before looking at the door. It seems that the person and Diluc had already left. 

“Ah, I see. Sorry to intrude on your evening.” Huffman excuses himself and leaves with the other knight. Paimon flies towards the empty stairs, floating around premises as if looking for clues.

“Paimon saw y/n! Do you think they’re together?” She questions. 

“Isn’t that too much of an assumption?” Paimon floats to Aether’s face with mock anger on her features. “Maybe they could just be well-acquainted.”

“Let’s just see who’s right then! I bet...” she places a finger to her chin, “...5000 mora!”

“You don’t even carry mora.”

--

The commissions burned you out but you are more than happy to see what awaits you after you leave the building. Bidding Jean goodbye, you settle into your coat and push the doors open. He’s standing there waiting like he said he would and you notice there is no one around, though you had an inkling that someone was watching you. You are broken out of your thoughts when Diluc’s warm hand cups your face. He was initiating more touches after becoming comfortable in your relationship, so you felt happy that he could do so outside though with no one to see.

To you, it was hard to believe that you managed to attract him in the first place, considering his many suitresses, but despite that he insisted that it was you he was after.

“Something the matter?” He asks gently, removing his hand when he could hear steps behind him. You shake your head and smile at him causing his heart to warm at the sight. “Good, shall we?”

Your dates aren’t like the usual ones. You walk around the sides of Mondstadt when everyone is asleep as you both share what has gone on in your day. Sometimes, you even take a stroll outside the city and sit under the large tree in Windrise, watching the stars twinkle. Going on many secret rendezvous were fun and brought an excitement and mystery to both of your lives when they occured. 

But even so, sometimes you wondered what it would be like if the townspeople knew. 

Diluc never explicitly mentioned that he wanted the whole town to know and you both came to the conclusion that keeping your relationship from the public would be beneficial. He was known to be aloof yet protective of Mondstadt. He had a reputation to uphold and the enemies would otherwise have vital information to his weaknesses if they came to know of your connection.

You know he loves you, he tells you every night before you have to part until you see each other the next day. And any doubt in your mind is gone when your hand is held tightly in his.

--

“Paimon, we’ve been following them for too long. They’re just talking.” Aether felt uncomfortable doing what they were doing and spying on the both of you. He watches the both of you engage in a regualr conversation. After losing sight of you at the Knights of Favonious building they glided around trying to track you both. He couldn’t see that your hands were intertwined due to how your coat concealed it. 

“Ahh! Fine, we should go rest,” Paimon says defeatedly, “Paimon can’t believe she lost 5000 mora!” Aether rolls his eyes and jumps down from the roof to head to a nearby inn. The streets are quiet but there are audible footsteps from their right as they move through the houses.

“Hey, it’s nice to see you back in town.” Kaeya greets him with the usual lilt to his voice. “Why are you two still up?”

“We were following Master Diluc because we think he’s seeing someone!” Paimon really has no shame, does she? Aether thinks to himself and he looks up at the Cavalry Captain when the latter lets out a light chuckle. 

“What an interesting activity... I do hope you find your answer,” Kaeya nods his head to direct it behind them. Aether and Paimon follow his direction and see the two they had been trailing for the past hours. “Good night.”

“I almost forgot!” The duo’s ears perk at the sound of your voice. You and Diluc are at the front of your home and their eyes widen at the sight of your hand in his. You reach into your coat pocket to pull out his gloves, “You left them here.”

“Thank you,” Diluc replies, lifting the hand he held to his lips and kissing the back. “Good night, my love.”

“Good night, Diluc.” The smile on your face is ever radiant and he leans down for his kiss. You oblige but pull away to lean closer to his ear, “It seems that we have company.” Your hold leaves him and you open your door, disappearing inside. Diluc turns his head and sees the shocked faces of the traveller and ration. 

“Paimon wins.”

[naoyas90dayfiance]

NSFW Alphabet | Naoya Zen'in

NSFW

Naoya Zen'in x GN!Reader

NSFW Alphabet for Naoya under the cut.

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

After Naoya finishes having sex with his spouse he's going to lie next to them. There won’t be much of a cuddling session or a romantic pillow talk; but, he's going to stay next to you until you feel better to get up and clean yourself up.

The aftercare is more about that he's going to want to stay around you after you're both clean and doing you’re doing the duties around the house. He's going to ask you to stay around him during the day. He wouldn't be able to let go of your presence because he doesn’t want to lose the connection he created with you.

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

His favorite body part is everything about himself, he can't decide.

His favorite part about you is your eyes. For him, the eyes tell how others are emotionally, and to see you looking at him with a loving gaze makes his heart melt inside.

This also means he expects a lot of eye contact when having sex with you.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

His cum is salty and kind of bittersweet, it's because of his diet.

He will marry you again if you put his cum on your chest when he comes in it. Play with his cum and he'll get an adrenaline rush and will feel extreme love for you.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

Naoya watches porn and hentai. He watches some videos out of curiosity or because they turn him on.

His favorite category on porn sites is related to house duties, by the way. Naoya can't see his spouse sweeping without getting turned on.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

Naoya has had a few partners in the past. They were people he found attractive and that they were all over him because of his rank and family. But those encounters didn't mean much to him.

Naoya during sex with his spouse he likes to think that he knows what he's doing, but he doesn't. However, he's going to pretend as he does. Please, tell him what you like. He's a fast learner.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

Missionary and mating position.

He really likes to look at your face when having sex.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

He's not serious or goofy.

He teases you a lot in the bedroom. He says things that are related to how the naughty side of you is something others don't see at first glance. He will also say dirty remarks about how you're enjoying his cock so much.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

I believe he trims it. He doesn't like the appearance of a big bush. Also, he thinks that trimming it makes his cock look bigger too. His hair is green.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

When Naoya is having sex with you in the bedroom, things can get intimate very fast. During those moments he’ll say that he loves you.

Sex for him is a way to connect with his partner.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

Naoya jerks off at least three to four times a week. But he doesn't like to do it; he prefers having sex with his partner or having his partner giving him a handjob.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Naoya's kinks are degradation, breeding, dom/sub dynamics, size kink. He loves absolutely anything involving power play.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

The bedroom.

However, when Naoya has gotten his ego hurt he doesn't take clever decisions and can take you in public places or where other people can easily run into you two.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

Naoya gets turned on by submissiveness, dominance, lingering, teasing, banter, bickering, and anything. It's very easy to get him going once he has chosen you as his partner. He's always ready to go.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn-offs)

Honestly, this dude is freaky. He'll try a lot of stuff.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

Naoya prefers receiving head than giving it.

He's the one giving it to you when it's your birthday or it's a special holiday. And honestly, he's very good at licking you and getting messy. Had you seen him using his tongue? He knows how to use it to pleasure you. So, it does feel like a present.

If you get pregnant, he will 100% give you head. If you can't, then he will give you head when you had done something for the clan.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

Naoya's pace is rough, he usually gets too excited when having sex so there's going to be A LOT of skin slapping.

He gets a sensual and slow pace when he's feeling down or he's appreciating all that you do for him. It's a very romantic moment when he thrusts to see your reactions and kiss you deeply.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

Naoya likes quickies. They usually happen when he sees you cooking or doing house duties. They're very fast, needy, and desperate. There's not much kissing but a lot of fucking. They happen at least five times a month.

However, he still prefers proper sex as he can drag it out for longer and do more things that he wants to try with you.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

Naoya is not the one proposing the risky stuff. If you want them, you have to ask him.

It takes a lot to get him to agree on certain things, but he'll give them one go because why not, knowledge is power amirite.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

Naoya has a lot of stamina. Had you seen the training of the jujutsu sorcerers?

He can go as much as you want, baby. The first round always takes him not much to finish, but the other ones get progressively longer. It's a fun night, for sure.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

Naoya doesn't like toys, but he has a rope or a pair of handcuffs around. Whatever you do with it, it's up to you.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Naoya likes to tease a lot.

He sneaks up behind you to get you turned on, and then he'll leave and pretend nothing happened. And he'll do that again and again until it's finally time to go to your chamber, where he can have his fun with you.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

Naoya isn't loud. He tries to keep himself very quiet but sometimes a few grunts and low moans escape his lips when something feels very good.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

Naoya enjoys it when you do cosplay during your dirty time together. I insist he's an anime fan and I will push that agenda all day.

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

Naoya has a good 7-inch dick on his pants with a pretty mushroom head. He's uncut.

When he's aroused you can see his veins popping out on the skin, some of them look purple and green. If you uncover his head when working on his dick, you're going to find a gorgeous pink flushed mushroom head. He drips a lot of pre-cum from his slit.

His underside vein pops a lot too. And his hard cock slaps directly to his abdomen. His cock curves upward a little bit too, and it's perfect for that friction.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

Very high, someone please have sex with Naoya. He needs it.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterward)

Naoya after sex at night falls asleep very fast. He won't mind if you cuddle him when he's snoozing though.

[oinkawa-bb]

first time dads!haikyuu pt.2

request: Hi! I just read your Haikyuu as first time dads and it's so cute! Would you mind writing another one with Iwaizumi, Suna, Atsumu and Osamu? I'm looking forward to seeing more of your writing. Have a nice day! -anon

note: thank u lovely anon for being my first request!!🥺❤️ i enjoyed writing this and i hope you enjoy reading it uwu <33 i really hope i did the inarizaki characters justice b/c i’ve just recently gotten to know them!! owo here is dad!iwa, suna, atsumu, osamu 

mentions/topics: pregnancy, domesticity, timeskip, female reader insert

part one (daichi, kuroo, oikawa)

part three (tsukki, akaashi, yams, kenma)

☀︎—hajime iwaizumi

iwa and you have been trying for months

and he’s been super supportive and comforting when each test comes back negative :/

but this one day, you feel different

and he’s sitting on the ground outside the bathroom door just trying to offer positive affirmations bc he’s waiting for you to finish taking the test

but when the door opens, he sees your face and just knows

you don’t even need to say anything bc he already has a HUGE grin on his face and is pulling you in for a hug

he definitely kneels down to plant kisses on your tummy

your attempts to stop him don’t work they never do

soon to be dad iwa is super protective and cautious

definitely feels most comfortable when he can hold or touch you some way when in public

he likes to place his hand gently around your waist or he’ll grip your hand if there’s crowds

sometimes he’s a little too firm in his affection, and you have remind him to lighten up to which he becomes a lil flustered

“hajime...i can’t feel my hand,,”

but when you do go into labor, he whips out this midwife-like knowledge out of nowhere

similar to daichi, iwa became super well informed by researching a lot (but just in secret, you really had no clue)

he watched videos, read through other people’s experiences, and asked a bunch of people for their input

and now he’s super helpful to you through your contractions in the car and at the hospital

he’s calm and firm, supporting you physically to the hospital and emotionally through the labor

but when iwa’s baby finally makes their appearance

he just becomes all ushy-gushy and weak with watery eyes

his hands are pressed together and placed at his mouth in awe when he finally sees you hold his child

and then when he finally gets to hold the baby,

boy oh boy

iwaizumi actually cries a lot more than either of you expected

he’s so smitten with his newborn, and he can’t stop internally & externally praising your strength for carrying and birthing his child 

like he sees you in a totally different light, and he thought it was impossible but he’s fallen even more in love with you now

and he can’t wait to take care of his new family🥺

☀︎—suna rintarou

suna definitely didn’t see this coming,,,

but nonetheless when he processes the meaning behind the bun you placed in the oven, he doesn’t feel anything but sheer excitement

suna’s actually wanted to have children with you for awhile

but he’s never admitted it out loud uwuwuwu

he holds you firmly in his arms and caresses your hair gently for a long time, and you have to ask him if everything’s ok🥺

but it’s literally because he’s lowkey tearing up and at a loss for words

after a few moments tho, he collects himself and slowly presses light kisses all over your face

“i’m just really happy.”

at night, he refuses to sleep when he knows that you’re struggling to sleep due to discomfort

so he’ll lay awake with you and mumble mindlessly about the future he sees with you until both of you doze off

sometimes he just sees you standing at the counter or something and he can’t resist bc ur just so cute!!!!

he’ll quietly come in for a back hug,,,

and he’ll place his chin on your head and his arms around your belly and close his eyes and just stand there for as long as he wants until... 

”rin.... i need to pee”

he’ll let go then probably

but when the day finally comes, his mind is literally all over the place and he’s trying to be calm on the outside

in the car, your breathing is getting heavier and sharper, and he’s lowkey a little panicked but he won’t stop reassuring you for one second

“hey, look at me, you’re okay, it’s gonna be okay”

he’s definitely in pain himself seeing you in labor,

but he’ll be by your bedside, gently holding your hand and letting you squeeze his as hard as you need to

but it’s all worth it when he gets to see his baby with his own eyes,,

when he sees you cooing softly and holding his dear child against your chest, silent tears fall out of his eyes

suna swears he’s never seen a more beautiful sight than this

☀︎—atsumu miya

atsumu comes home from an exhausting day of work, 

and right as he walks through the door, he’s whining your name, about to ramble about practice...

but then he sees a tiny pair of volleyball shoes at the front,,,

and he’s like... o w o

even though he’s tired out of his mind, his brain works quickly, and he’s connecting the dots in his head

you’re just standing there at the end of the hallway all giggly n cute

he raises his eyebrow and then his sly smile turns into a huge one as he runs up to you,

he clutches your face in his hands and is peppering kisses all over you to the point where you have to physically pry him away

basically immediately, atsumu starts using little nicknames for the baby, but they change almost every day LOL

he also definitely downloaded the pregnancy tracking app (even though? you already have one? and it’s unnecessary for him to have it too? he doesn’t care tho)

he checks it every day before work, lets you know what size the baby is, and kisses your bump aka his angel/nugget/muffin/dumpling/etc. before leaving

“y/nnnn my lil’ angel is the size of a bell pepper today”

“atsumu... i know.. i already checked”

atsumu also boasts so much when he’s sharing the news with his teammates and family members

like osamu was somewhat looking forward to being an uncle until atsumu hit him with the daily updates of your cravings and symptoms and how the baby kicked when he placed his hand on your belly and on and on

but he also just wants to make you feel hella loved and wanted during your pregnancy

he can sense that your body image and self-esteem sometimes takes a major hit

so it’s not uncommon for him to be showering you in compliments nonstop

but honestly it’s also just because he thinks ur even hotter... if that was possible....

this is embarassing but i feel like he has you saved as “hot mama” in his phone or smth

and then the day arrives, and the whole drive there, he’s going “oh shit” in his head over and over but he’s playing this cool demeanor on the outside

actually, this carries over into the hospital too, but he just decides that he’ll do whatever he can to pamper the hell out of you & make you feel less uncomfortable

upon first sight of the baby,

there’s no other words to describe how he feels other than his heart just melting on the spot. 

it’s game over for him because he knows that he’ll literally do anything for you and this precious baby now

anything. (prepare to be spoiled rotten)

☀︎—osamu miya

osamu returns from work one day,

and you’re just at the stove cooking, so he comes up behind you, snaking a hand up the bottom of your shirt to caress your bare waist while whispering his greeting in your ear

but then you wince when he touches your stomach

and he’s like “oh?”

he’s super puzzled so he intently observes you as you bite your lip and start to blush

“i was going to tell you this over dinner but i just can’t hold it in,”

osamu kind of already knows where this is headed but he watches as you reach for your back pocket and pull out a pregnancy test neatly tucked in a ziploc bag

he’s been waiting for this moment to come his whole life (osamu a sucker for domesticity imo) so he’s literally internally screaming for joy!!!

but outwardly his smile conveys it all, and he’s chuckling as he pulls you close by the waist to plant a kiss to your lips

during your pregnancy, osamu becomes overwhelmingly nurturing

it’s almost like you’re the baby ???

like he cooks even more for you and is always whipping something up asap when you mention your cravings

what if he made onigiri with the foods you crave as the filling

he does research on ways to quell nausea and discomfort and goes out to buy herbs and ingredients that would make you feel better

basically, he wants to take the best care of you possible my baby

at night, he’s going to let you use him in any way to sleep better

most of the times, you want him pressed against your back and his head nuzzling your neck

he whispers soft and sweet declarations of his love for you and the baby when he thinks you’re asleep you’re not

ok but when the day comes,,,

osamu is just so ready for the baby to arrive that he’s as cool and collected as ever

you’re definitely not tho, and he can sense it, so he’ll find every way to calm you down

meaning,,, he’ll play calming spa music in the hospital room, massage your lower back, gently repeat encouraging affirmations, etc, etc.

osamu takes care of you so well uwuwuwu

and when the baby makes an appearance, you bet osamu leaps to dad duty right away

he’s emotional but clear-minded, and he’s already mentally planning his life with you back at home with the baby🥺

he can see the future with you and this sweet baby for eternity and he’s so ready <3333