#i guess off? with last one it alwase felt tiring and i never really felt just. safe? or comfy more like it
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real growing up is realising your not the kaveh/miu/chuuya at all, but are actually the alhaitham/k1b0/dazai(kunikida, poe, ranpo, you get it-)
#i am not the tourchured genius living to the fullest and burning away my life for the sake of others#i am the rational math guy who acts as a saftey net/rock#god now i just. want to take care of someone so badd#i want to cuddle someone up and give them all the affections without being seen as weird#i just want a sorta reckless person to care for. to bring back down and let them rest. i want to be someone they dont need to put on an#act for. someone they can just rest around. because they know no matter what they do. ill still care about them because they are them#im still aromantic and i dont think thats ever gonna change. but i also love people. and want to love someone in a way that dosent feel#i guess off? with last one it alwase felt tiring and i never really felt just. safe? or comfy more like it#same with the others ive been in. all of them were more for something or trying to do something where people could get smth out of it#but i want something just casual. no strings just wanting to be around eachother organically for the sake of messing around and showing#eachother things if that makes sence#that might be stupid but- idk- i dont want to be someones partner. i want to be their person friend i guess? pretty much a qpr where#i am not pressured to love in any way. that would be nice
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